im in my 20s now & ill be going about my day & remember this song & feel crushed with the weight and impact in a way i could never experience in my teens

@@walmartdrugcartel thank you wdc your channel actually influenced my journey into different music a lot.

fingers crossed b

thank you savannahholley7360 , we have been in it together my b 💖 i started this channel when i was fifteen/sixteen and horrendously left alone. in ten years i have graduated college, left my family's house, got diagnosed with ptsd, cried in my twenties when i never shed a tear in my teens, hit my skull into walls & gotten staples to keep my head together after splittin it, realized just how queer i am, learned what identity disturbance is, gotten married, lost my soul cat after more than half my life of being together, put gel in my hair, and going back to college. i'm still listening to the same bitches. los campesinos!'s is the first band i ever did a video on and they will be in brooklyn a month from now, just a week after the antlers are in manhattan. i'm going to go more feral than i already am. i am one year off from the twenty-seven club. i always said i would die at twenty-seven, and i have finally gotten to the point that i don't want that anymore. healing and all that i guess. you can call me Cash or AK. i hope the last decade has been kind on you. i'd love to hear about it.

very happy for you! i've been listening to this song for years- despite that i don't relate to it i simply like the tune, but i did find myself wondering about how you were nowadays :) glad to hear it!

How did you do it? Asking as a friend. I’m too young to be going down this road but it’s so comforting. I don’t want to die.