A small house in usa??? Everything is big there they say

Hello, Alyssa! I love your videos so much. It was ME; I had made the comment asking what you might be running from. " You have to find out what you're running from and then you can heal." It was a pleasant surprise to see the title of your video today. Thank you for taking time to invest in my comment! What I meant when I said, "You have to figure out what you're running from" was not suggesting that something is causing you to cower away and literally RUN from finding a solution. (And that's what it could sound like I was suggesting by my question, I realize that now. I apologize.) I meant it as trying to figure out WHAT things in life affect you to the degree that you feel unlike your natural, healthy self. Causing you to want to "run" away from the feeling of being misplaced. I'd like to share a story with you. I would have a deep, heavy, almost raw and nauseous feeling every Sunday night before going to work on a Monday. No matter WHAT job I was doing, no matter HOW long I hadbeen doing it. It was pure dread. I would often CRY myself to sleep from this "feeling". I couldn't explain it to anyone. I didn't even know where it came from. I liked my coworkers; had great work ethics at each job. Kept them each for at least 10 years. Yet I felt sick and pukey every Sunday night like clockwork. And like a ball of hot fire was inside my chest. For years and years and years this went on. (I am a 46 year old female). And I realized that I always had a job dealing directly with people. Surgical Tech, Physical Therapy Tech and how a Massage Therapist. But I loved the medical field! I aced every class and passed ed very board of nursing exam to become certified or licensed. Or at least I THOUGHT I loved the medical field. On a whim of interest, I recently got a part-time job at a state park in Housekeeping and you know what? I have not had the first sick feeling since. Not one single upset stomach. I don't feel queasy, I don't have hot fire burning in my chest. And I am actually so excited to go to the park I can hardly fall asleep. I encourage you to seek more of what gives you peace; like you have been doing. The gardening, camping, family investment. Because to be honest, you remind me of how I felt when I was scrubbing in the O.R. Completely miserable. Out of place. Like a piece that didn't "fit" the puzzle. Completely drained, sad and HEAVY. So sometimes what we THINK we enjoy, what we THINK we want to do is NOT right after all. And it totally caught me off guard. It shocked me that I so enjoy cleaning cabins for $13 an hour so much more than being in a hospital setting or being in charge of another person's complete health. The loss of connectedness could be a symptom of misplacement of your energy. I am honored that you really took the time to answer my comment! Thank you; sending good mental health and positive steps forward to you. 💕

Thank you for this ❤ loves the video

Another great video! I feel you on the "connective-ness". It can be so overwhelming. xoxo

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I completely agree about the constant connection and over stimulation. It can be overwhelming at times. I love your videos and seeing how your homestead is growing. I got such a kick out of the chicken bath 😂 I am sharing that idea with our neighbors who are new to caring for chickens as they have one with a foot issue too. Enjoy the fall! It’s my favorite time of year in Wisconsin.

I'm so glad I found your videos. I'm loving your latest style.

Another great video! I live in a small house (smaller than yours) and here the clutter that build up is real and it happens quickly. I’m catching up on your videos so you’ll probably see a bunch of comments from me 🤣.

Really enjoyed this video! Thanks for sharing. I eat quail eggs and raise them so I definitely don’t think it’s weird lol. I hope you enjoyed your trip and got the rest and relaxation you needed!

Alyssa, I could watch your videos all day! I am so excited when I see a new one posted! I especially love how everyone was thrilled to see the finch fly free! ❤️

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We are in 1,079 sq foot house- itty bitty with 5 people, we homeschool have animals- so I relate to the clutter. It seemed easier when my kids were younger! Love your house, it's vibe and the reality you bring. Thanks! PS You and your husband are adorable! Happy Anniversary!

Happy anniversary! :)

1104 s.f. bungalow, NE Ohio! Nice video👱‍♀️🎈

Your channel brings me so much comfort lately 💛

Love this! You've always been the most relatable person. I've been struggling the last few years and your videos make me happy. ❤❤

What kind of pole beans did you plant? Mine didn't produce great this year.

Alyssa, I’ve followed you for years. As someone who struggles with depression and anxiety, I enjoy watching your videos. They are calming and soothing. I’m glad you’re happy, and thanks for including us all along your journey. I too, love the simple, “boring” life now too as I just hit 41. Hugs and love from Colorado ❤

I like butternut squash and fresh green beans pick from the garden~Have a good week! 💕💕💕

Looks like fun! Lot of work but good kind of work! 😂❤

Alyssa! I look so forward to your videos! Ever since I saw the very first video from your channel, you have greatly inspired me. Thank you so much for sharing your life and adventures with us.

This is so inspiring! I am working so much at the moment and feel so much mom guilt- but I know its just a season and I will not let it be forever! Thank you for continuing to be honest, this content is so needed in this world!

How did you make that pasta sauce? ❤

Love this! Thank you for the reminder that it’s ok to not have everything in order and it’s ok to be content with what you do have! You are amazing

I would stay in WI. unless you can afford to live in Flagstaff, no reason to move from where you are❤

Loved seeing the beautiful garden behind you. Thanks for the Q&A! Looking forward to future vlogs.

Loved the scenery from the garden and your honesty! Thanks for always be real ❤ yay for meal in a jar, I bet the veggie soup you make would be good 😊

I love your channel and so glad you’re making more videos! I bought some soy wax melts from you a couple years ago and still use them. I think of you when I melt them. 😊 I am a girl momma and the same age as you. I have super tall girls too.👯‍♀️ You are an amazing momma! Just wanted to say hi and that I appreciate your content. Keep shining, beautiful! 🫶🏻

Are you still into making candles?

I think it's great that you've been able to work part-time and be at home more often. It's a sacrifice, money-wise, but time flies and kids grow up so quickly. You can't get those years back. My son and DIL are going through this now that they are parents, trying to balance home and work. It's a struggle!

I love how frugal you are. Currently paying down debt with 3 kids, so these videos are very helpful.

What? Happens if Nurses need to go to the Bathroom really bad during surgery.Do they just go

Have fantastic week! 💕💕💕💕🙏

LOVE this! I withdrew from my selective admissions program because I went from being a SAHM to classes, clinic, and non-stop studying. It took a toll on my oldest, my husband, and me. So, we decided to have more kids and homeschool instead and now I spent all day with my kids in a pretty small house, but I wouldn't want any other life <3

I really enjoyed this video! Somehow YouTubr unsubscribed me 🤦🏾‍♀️. I’m binge watching now!

You inspire me so much! Thanks for sharing your journey ❤️ I came across your channel during covid 2020 when I was pregnant with my son, he was born with congenital heart disease and since then I have really wanted to go back to school to become a nurse ❤️

Alright ladies and gents, we need to like/subscribe/comment and get more exposure for this one! #REALmomsRULE 😉

I needed these words today ❤

You have done an amazing job looking after your girls you should be very proud of yourself Janine Australia 😊

I only just found your channel but we must be soul sisters. While I am not a nurse and could never be (squeamish) but the way you look at life we are twinsies. I agree being in nature with those you love does matter. We are on 1 income by choice and I am home with my kids, but it is not easy. When you talk realistically about your budget I was brought to tears bc girl that is me every time! We are bobbing our heads above water and trying to do all the things. You and your story matter and you are touching people and it means so much! Thank you xo

Alyssa this was the most beautiful video you’ve ever made. I absolutely loved the beginning, seeing how grown the girls are and getting an update form you ❤

Thank you for these happy moments you shared, and for your wise words.

Beautiful video ❤ I love that you are able to spend more time with your family now. I originally found you through nursing years ago, but I resonate with your new content SO much.

This video made me tear up. I found you years ago as an RN myself, and with a now 11 month old, it is wild how much life changes and how much your perspective changes on EVERYTHING. Like many comments here, I am loving this new content. It reminds me to slow down and reminds me about contentment. And you make me want to start canning!!! lol

What a beautiful video and message. I feel like it was so perfect hearing this early in the morning cleaning up our apartment and making break and bake cookies for book club tonight. My life may not be perfect or exactly what I want it to be right now, but it still certainly is beautiful and I have a lot to be grateful for. I found your content in nursing school, but I connect so much more with this stage of life and your authentic self. Really awesome video :)