That mother at 2:36 breaks your heart. Back when family bonds were sacred, your boy coming homes, a decorated hero, yet addicted to really strong heroin.
@tritonh568319 күн бұрын
Fk me. I have an addiction to weed, alcohol and nicotine. Time to admit this and work off weed and alcohol first. Then nicotine. So fking inspired
@dragomirdanut2451Ай бұрын
I heard stories about heroin in afganistan ,controlle by the usa army :))))0
@Lietuva472 ай бұрын
At neverta nustoti vadinti medikamentus "drugs" nes tas žodis reiškia ir narkotikus, tiesiog vaistus vadinti "medicine" ir narkotikus " narcotics" ? daugiau jokių žodžių "drugs" nes vien tik tad žodis apie medikamentus "drugs"gali sukelti asocijacijas su narkotikais ypač tuos kurie buvo ar yra ant narkotikų .
@sound-engineer2 ай бұрын
I'm a simple Eminem fan. Whenever I see that Eminem speaks, I listen to him carefully.
@thumper64252 ай бұрын
💜
@ปารเมศเย็นจิต-ท7ฑ3 ай бұрын
What are your predictions for the next video?
@samueltrujillo37603 ай бұрын
Bless Your Soul, Brother Man. Hallelujah!
@navagatingthroughthebeasts29083 ай бұрын
What a story ! Proud of you , pray your still free
@AlanAbdul2003 ай бұрын
The vics and percs are really good. Once u try it. U will never enjoy life properly, even if you don't take it again, u will always remember how good u felt that one day, life starts getting harder and harder and u start thinking of the percs more and more, addiction is a slow proccess. It took me 7 years to develop full blown addiction , functional addicts are in fact the worst kind. We use it to enjoy life, it's not as simple as wanting to get high off a pill for me, I used to love to pop a pill and go to work
@joshuawayneyork3 ай бұрын
Just got back from the methadone clinic😉
@wcs4944 ай бұрын
Miami Vice Michael Mann season 2 Back in the World. He mad a episode where Crockett was in Vietnam a friend of his was showing him a American dead Soldier stuff with drugs. And did a episode about CIA and the Asians in the Golden Triangle. CIA wanted America go full blown into Vietnam. CIA are very dirty. Not Just the Mafia wanted JFK dead the CIA wanted him dead and some politician on both sides of the party.
@bored83214 ай бұрын
We have been dealing with this stupid crisis since 1950s? How could this war on drug be a forever war?
@BasicBobby4 ай бұрын
Wait wait wait, we’re just going to gloss over the CIA smuggling heroin into the US? Oh to “support the warlords?” Um, why not just pay them money, without smuggling heroin into the US? What the hell is going on. How is it just acceptable, that a government “by the people, for the people” that I pay for with my labor, apparently kills our presidents, kills our citizens, rigs elections, publishes fake news, and even poisons us with drugs!? WHAT!?
@SiegiPurvisbull734 ай бұрын
I am so proud of you. Thank you for sharing your struggles to help others. I love you.
@iitzfizz4 ай бұрын
I take Ambien to sleep and I absolutely believe him he doesn't remember. Benzo's do that to you too but Ambien (Zolpidem) is even more amnesic than benzos in my experience. I have weeks/months of my life I do not remember when I was taking benzos, I only take what I'm prescribed now, no benzo's, just zolpidem to sleep, but I'd like to be off that too in the future. It sucks because I have anxiety and also epilepsy which benzo's would be great for but I've tried to control my use of them in the past and for me, it just wasn't possible, I was mixing it with Oxy's (various opiates really, mainly oxy though) and I almost died. The only way to control it for me, is to not take it in the first place. Once I take just one, it's game over. It's sad but my dad died in 2020 (not drug related) so I'm especially wilful now because I know how much my dad's death affects us all and for them to lose me too would be too much for them. I've been clean from anything ilicit (benzos, coke and opiates) since mid 2023.
@rm250884 ай бұрын
His music was a lot better when he was fucked up. Maybe he should dabble a little again.
@paulcallister4 ай бұрын
2:29
@paulcallister4 ай бұрын
2:50
@nicoleparry51034 ай бұрын
Nothing but love ❤
@melodynote3334 ай бұрын
@19:36 he said it but they did tight laws anyway against black Men in the 90s
@Fujimebananas4 ай бұрын
Your sobriety motivates me so much God bless you
@gurub9305 ай бұрын
4:13 this is disease,not about will power cake story.
5 ай бұрын
Congratulations .
@kungalofofamww2anzacroylen4135 ай бұрын
CANABIS PROHIBITIONS AID THE "CIA COMPLICITY IN THE GLOBAL DRUG TRADE" PROFFESOR PETER DALI SCOTT TALKS ABOUT. THE RING MAKERS OF SATURN ARE NOT "ALIENS" THEY ARE PLASMOIDS WHICH THE ELECTRIC UNIVERSE THEORY OF AUSTRALIAN LATE WAL THORNHILL CAN EXPLIAN RATIONALLY WITHOUT EINSTIEN CLOWNS "SPOOKY ACTION AT A DISTANCE" SEE WAL THORNHILL "QUANTUM CRAZYNESS" FOR INFO. DID BORIS JOHNSON ADMIT WESTERN HEGEMONY OF NATO AND USA ARE A SEMETIC NEW WORLD ORDER OF ROTHSCHILDS ZIONIST PRIVATE RESERVE BANKING CARTELS WHO CLAIM TO BE "SONS OF SHEM"=SEMETIC OR DECENDENDED FROM NOAHS ARC FAMILY WHO KEPT TWO OF EVERY KIND OF ANIMAL FROM DEATH IN A GREAT FLOOD. LOL. KISSENGER ROTHSCHILDS ZIONISTS DE INDUSTRIALISED THE WEST AUKUS NATIONS IN 1960S DUE TO JFK ASSASINATIONS BY SKULL AND BONERS MITHRAS SCYTHIAN OCCULT GOAS BACK TO BEFORE SARGON OF AKAD 2400BC AND PRESIDENT LBJ CONTINTUED THESE METHODS OF GENOCIDAL MANIACS IN VIETNAM WAR WHEN CIA DRUG CARTELLS MAFIA ACTIVITIES AND KISSENGER ROTHSCHILDS ZIONIST NAZI SHIFTED MANUFACTURING FROM THE ATLANTIC TO PACIFIC JAPAN KOREA CHINA NAZIES AND COMMUNIST ALLIED NATIONS OF WW2. KISSENGER ,A POST WW2 GERMAN NAZI CORPORATE FASCIST BAVARIAN ILLUMINATI AND ISRAELI ZIONIST, EMPOWERED CHINA BY SHIFTING GLOBAL MANUFACTURING FROM ATLANTIC TO PACIFIC CHINA KOREA JAPANESE NAZI ALLIED AXIS AND COMMUNIST FORCES OF WW2. AUSTRALIANS DONT WANT NUCLEAR POWERED AUKUS SUBMARINES THIS IS OBSOLETE TECHNOLOGY EMP DEW ARE NOW A PART OF TRUMPS "SPACE FORCE" AUKUS IS JUST A WAY ISRAELI ROTHSCHILDS CAN PUT AUSTRALIANS FURTHER IN DEBT AND SNEAK IN NUCLEAR POWER VIA THE IDIOT OPPOSITION LIBERAL PARTY LEADER PETER DUTTON WHO WORKS FOR ISRAELI LOBBY GROUPS USA SENATOR CYNTHIA MCKINNEY TALKED ABOUT. AUSTRALIA NEEDS ITS OWN "SPACE FORCE" TO MANAGE OUR OWN COMMUNICATION SATALITES MORE THAN AUKUS NUCLEAR SUBMARINES. AND HYDROGEN POWERED HYBRID ELECTRIC VEHCILES ARE THE VEHICLES AUSTRAILANS WILL DRIVE INTHE FUTURE EV HAVE LIMITED RANGE AND CHARGING STATION INFRASTRUCTURE SO ARE UNSUITABLE FOR AUSTRALIA IN GENERAL KENNEDY STARTED TO WITHDRAW USA TROUPS FROM INDO CHINA IN 1963 AND THEN KENNEDY WAS ASSASINATED 1963 PRESUMABLY BY CIA PRESIDENT H W BUSH SKULL AND BONES AND KISSENGER , VIETNAM LAOS CAMBODIA INTO KILLING FIELDS AND COMMUNIST NARCO STATES WAS NO ACCIDENT IF KISSENGER WAS INVOLVED. WHICH PETER DALE SCOTT SAID IS "CIA COMPLICITY IN THE GLOBAL DRUG TRADE" SO THE DEPTH OF MIND CONTRO BY ACADEMIA HOLLEYWOOD AND SKY FOX NEWS ISRAELI MOSSAD MEDIA IS PHENOMENAL EINSTIEN CLOWNS ASSERT THIS IS A SINGLE MASS UNIVERSE IN WHICH GRAVITY IS THEREFORE NOT A MEASURABLE FORCE AND A BLACK HOLES INFINITE MASS BENDS THE FABRIC OF SPACE AND TIME , WHICH IS MANHATAN PROJECT OPENHIEMER EINSTIEN CLOWNS TOXIC TO EARTH DARWIN PREDICTED FOLLOWERS OF THESE MALADAPTIVE MEMBERS OF THE APE HOMINID SPECIES IN ACADEMIA WHO PROMOTE EINSTIENS TOTALLY IDIOTIC BIG BANK THEORY IF FOLLOWED WILL LEAD APE HOMINID SPECIES ON EARTH TO PREMATURE DEATH AS A SPECIES. 'THE AMERICAN WAR MACHINE" PROFESSOR PETER DALE SCOTT SAYS IS RELATED TO DRUG FINANCE CIA TERRORISM SIMILAR TO NAZI RIECHSTAG BOMBING PRIOR TO WW2, THE DEEP STATE CIA MI6 MOSSAD ASIO DO ACTS OF FALSE FLAG TERROR SPUN BY SKY FOX MURDOCH ISRAELI MOSSAD MEDIA WHICH CAN CAUSE WW3 IRAN IREALI NUCLEAR WAR, IN 1885 QUEEN VICTORIA ELEVATED NATHAN DE ROTHSCHILD TO THE HOUSE OF LORDS WHILST ROTHSCHILDS ZIONIST AGENT DISRAELI ,A SEMITE PRETENDING TO BE ANGLICAN CHRISTIAN WAS PRIME MINISTER, THESE ARE UK LORD PALMERSTONS ZOO BEAST FREEMASONIC LODGES CRATED 1843 LIKE BNAI BRITH YOUNG ISRAEL WHO VIA LORD PALMERSTON WERE ALSO CHINESE OPIUM WARLORDS BACKERS AND VIA UK LORD BALFOUR DECLARATION TO LORD ROTHSCHILD THESE UK LORD PALMERSTON ZOO BEAST FREEMASONS CREATED ASKA-NAZI YIDDISH GERMAN POLISH SLAVIC COMMUNISTIC AND CORPORATE FASCIST BASICALY NA-ZI SETTLENTS IN PALESTINE 1917 WHICH POST WW2 EXPANDED TO BECOME THE STATE OF ISRAEL WHICH HAVE GONE ON TO BANKRUPT THE SECULAR WESTERN STYLE DEMOCRATIC WORLD VIA ISRAELI LOBBY GROUPS WHO CONTROL BOTH SIDES OF PARLIAMENT LEFT AND RIGHT. USA SENATOR CYNTHIA MCKINNEY EXPOSED THIS ISRAELI LOBBY AFFECTS ALL WESTERN SYTLE DEMOCRACY. USA IS VOTING TO SEND ANOTHER 95 BILLION TO WASTE IN UKRIAN WAR MURDOCH SKY FOX NEWS AND CNN IS ISRAEI ROTHSCHILDS NAZI/ZIONIST PROPAGANDA AS IS NEW YORK TIMES.THEY ARE ALL1843 CREATED UK LORD PALMERSTONS ZOO BEAST VENETIAN PARTY BLACK NOBILITY FREEMASONIC LODGES WHO MOVED NORTH INTO EUROPE FROM VENICE DURING CRUSADES TO JERUSALEM LODGES LIKE BNAI BRITH YOUNG ISRAEL, YOUNG TURKS, YOUNG AMERICAN KU KLUX KLAN & MORE RECENT WEF YOUNG GLOBAL LEADERSHIP SCHOOL ARE POST WW2 NAZI ZIONISTS WHOS SYMBOLS ARE AT DENVER AIRPORT. CERN ALSO IS AN EMP DEW AND IS CONTINUING WW2 NAZI BELL PROJECT PROBABLY INTENDING TO SHIFT NORTH POLAR AXIS AROUND 30 KILOMETERS A YEAR TO UPSET WEATHER OR ALTER EARTHS MAGNETASPHERE IN SOME WAY. AI IS OFTEN JUST A BUNCH OF INDIANS PRETENDING TO BE ARTIFICAL INELLIGENCE THAT IS ALSO USED TO KILL PALESTINIANS IN GAZA STRIP. AND AMAZON AI 'JUST WALK OUT" IS AN EXAMPLE OF NAZI/INDIAN AUTOMATON AI.. THE CURE FOR WHAT RICHARD DAWKINS CALLED "THE GOD DELUSION" IS DARWINISM ISRAEL WILL VIA TRUMPS "SPACE FORCE" WEAPONISE SPACE AND USA MAY BECOME A VICTUM OF ISRAELI EMP DEW POWERED BY NUKES WHICH WILL TAKE DOWN USA VIA EMP DEW DESTROYING USA POWER GRIDS (SEE DENIS QUAID, GRID DOWN MOVIE) AND POWER GRIDS IN AUSTRALIA CANADA AND UK COMMONWEALTH NATIONS ARE THREATENED BY ISREALI NUCLEAR POWERED EMP DEW ATOMIC EXPLOSIONS IN SPACE. I AM CONVINCED THAT NAZI/ISRAEL AND PAPERCLIP & TALPIOT PROGRAM DID 911 WITH EMP DEW SEE DR JUDY WOODS 'WHERE DID THE TOWERS GO" I SUSPECT PINE GAP OR TESLA TECH AT HAARP CAN ALSO CAUSE VOLCANIC ERUPTIONS AND EARTHQUAKES THAT CAUSE TSUNAMI AT WILL AND THIS WAS BEHIND 1992 ACHE TSUNAMI INDONESIA TO BRING IN ISLAMIST SHARIA LAW AND CHUMBUK WHIPPING FOR CANABIS USE WHICH MUSLIMS ARE NAMED AFTER BECAUSE OF THEIR MAUSLIM HEMP/CANABIS TEXTILE CLOTHING. ITS A GIVEN THAT IN 2011 FUKUSHIMA NUCLEAR DISASTER WAS ALSO CAUSED BY SIMILAR EMP DEW CAUSED TSUNAMI OR BY AN ILLEGALLY MADE ISRAELI NUKE EMBEDED IN THE SEA FLOOR OFF JAPAN. ONE CAN SEE AT AUSTRALIAN EXMOUTH HAARP EMP DEW ARE SHAPED LIKE THE ISRAELI FLAG. THIS ISRAELI FLAG IS THE SHAPE OF THE ANTENI ARRAY TO HELP CLOUD SEEDING GEO ENGINEERING WEATHER WARFARE IN AUSTRALIA. I AM SURROGATE GRANDSON OF WW2 ANZAC ROYAL ENGINEER GENERAL SIR CLIVE STEEL I HAVE NO OFFICIAL POSSITION BUT AFTER I WAS TOLD IN 2015 BY BALI INTERPOL POLICE THAT NAZIES RUN INTERPOL I HAVE FOR NEARLY 10 YEARS BEEN SPEAKING OUT USA SENATOR CYNTHIA MCKINNEY EXPOSED THIS ISRAELI LOBBY AFFECTS ALL WESTERN SYTLE DEMOCRACY. THE CURE FOR WHAT RICHARD DAWKINS CALLED "THE GOD DELUSION" IS DARWINISM IN 1999 I WORKED FOR WW2 NAZI COLLABORATING PAPISTS AT GENERAL ELECTRIC ATM MACHINES MELBOURNE GE CAPITAL IT SERVICES AS A UNIX/ORAGLE DATABASE SYSTEMS IN 2000 PRETTY SOON AFTER GE CAPITAL IT GAINED CONTROL OF WEST VICTORIAN POWER SUPPLY VIA GE CAPITAL IT SERVICES THAT ALSO DISTRIBUTES SNOWY MOUNTAINS HYDRO ELECTRIC POWER TO SOUTH AUSTRALIA , "ENRON" STYLE SOUTH AUSTRALIAN POWER OUTAGES STARTED REGULARLY OCCURING SO I SUSPECT ALL STATES ELECTRIC AND TELE COMMUNICATIONS SYSTEMS ARE BEING RACKETEERED BY ISRAELI ROTHSCHILDS ZIONIST POST WW2 NAZI WHO TYPICALLY DO ACTS OF FALSE FLAG TERRORISM AND TREASON. MICHEAL SHRATT TALKS ABOUT THIS IN "THIS IS THE CLASSIFIED SPACE PROGRAM" THAT NAZI ZIONIST DEEP STATE ALSO DOES UFO HOAX FALSE FLAG TERROR EVENTS SUCH AS WESTALL UFO EVENT MELBOURNE 1968 FIVE YEARS AFTER JFK ASSASINATION.. ZIONISM IS THE PROBLEM THAT LED TO AUSTRALIA CHRISTIAN ZIONIST PM SCOTT MORRISON LEASING OUT DARWIN HARBOUR TO COMMUNISTS..
@Justin_Quartuccio5 ай бұрын
Amazing testimony. Congratulations 🎉 Marshal on your 16th year anniversary of being clean today. God bless and God speed bro.
@seafish59805 ай бұрын
Hard to find substance in a film made in a propagated nation like the USA , 7x opium wars ???
@RuTube9815 ай бұрын
16 years clean. And all the better for it.
@ginaj6175 ай бұрын
Love em , and 50 💯
@Grownmetimbers5 ай бұрын
My problem was with alcohol. Once I turned on the faucet I couldn't shut it off. I'd drink for 15 hrs straight. Strange thing is I never blacked out. One time I was on a binge and I completely blacked out and I have about 4 hours I did not remember. The fact I had no memory and no control over any of my actions completely freaked me out and I havnt touched alcohol since.
@bbrenddon5 ай бұрын
Didn’t say anything about overdosing on weed tho 😶🌫️
@jessicatonnies86165 ай бұрын
So real, so powerful, so raw and very emotional. I’m in recovery from being on heroin and crack cocaine and I’m on a methadone script now. I overdosed once and my husband saved my life and my sister overdosed on heroin on my kitchen floor, neither of these things stopped me. Addiction IS a disease and it is the hardest thing to go through recovery. You don’t get a day off and you’re forever an addict, you have to work at being sober every single day. What people don’t understand is how it affects your whole family, your friends, your loved ones. Drugs and addiction is the work of the devil, that disease takes you to hell and zaps you of every ounce of your being, destroys your soul. To everybody in recovery or in active addiction I send you love and prayers and just know there is light through the darkness 🙏🏼❤️
@ErIk-ut7pd5 ай бұрын
You are the worse and a waste of life
@treemarie30805 ай бұрын
40 days sober from alcohol today 💪 I admire Em even more now for being so honest about his addiction! Thanks for making this video
@nicholaslynndrake6 ай бұрын
Sleep/insomnia caused by trauma is sucha powerful thing. Not sleeping leads to insane/helpless feelings and hopelessness. It's wild how much "sleep" can fuck with you if you aren't good at it.
@syabongajele64316 ай бұрын
Took serdeps firstly as a theraptic method ended up taking 5 within 4hours per day remember they prescribed to take 1 a day... Just chased being happy. Ended drinking more alcohol I got involved in the car accident and broke my jaw and lost teeth got surgery.. But I quit all substances I'm 3 months sober and clean. I look healthy got implants. It does get better I'm even finishing my degree in Mechanical engineering.
@treemarie30805 ай бұрын
Hell yeah man! That's amazing
@traurigesland46226 ай бұрын
What's the name of this doc?
@songs4polarbear6 ай бұрын
damn, the difference in those clips side by side, you've done amazing Em
@HadiTuppa6 ай бұрын
Vietnam….Heroin war Afghanistan…..Heroin war Winners of the prize…..USA… The prize?? OPIUM!!!!!
@noneofyobusiness1503Ай бұрын
What did they do with the opium?
@mulamu98466 ай бұрын
Celebrated 2years in January
@treemarie30805 ай бұрын
Congratulations! 🎉🎉🎉
@Taylor.6 ай бұрын
Anyone who’s been addicted to 💊’s knows that stutter and the memory loss.
@RSProdism6 ай бұрын
5:43
@GodswordwithHanna6 ай бұрын
Apparently God must has plan for his live!
@inkcap10027 ай бұрын
The gear back then would knock ones socks off !
@froggyspond11335 ай бұрын
I have fond nostalgia for “real” heroin. It’s a terrible time to be an opiate user these days.
@ImGoingSupersonicАй бұрын
@@froggyspond1133 Im sure in some places it exists. But the vinegary smell and brown colored H isn't around on the streets. You'd probably have to be royalty, a musician or actor or someone with a shxt load of money to get access to that.
@matthewjdouglas6471Ай бұрын
Yes and no. The heroin was heavily cut back then. You won't get pure heroin. Unless it comes straight from the source. The heroin in England during the 90s was super strong and that was around 15% uncut. I could buy 3.5g for £90. If you knew the right person If not then a bag was £10 and weighed 0.2g the smack was good back then.
@Bartaci17 күн бұрын
@matthewjdouglas6471 there's definitely still 'good' heroin in the uk these days, though definitely increasingly harder to find. I'm lucky to have an excellent reliable source for mine, but the gear I can get locally is fucking garbage. Not even dangerous garbage, just weak overpriced shite. Still can't get a 3.5 for 90 tho 😂
@williamdillard83307 ай бұрын
I don't see how a combat soldier could develop a heroin habit. The withdrawals would make a soldier unable to function.
@roscoewalker97417 ай бұрын
My Recovery hero...did 3yrs...fell off now I'm back on...put yo lighters up,fighters keep fighting...UGH!!!!
@Honzoku7 ай бұрын
U smelled the pills ? Isn’t it snort… sniffing something is smelling bruh lol u weren’t addicted to shit stop lying bruh
@justmeashley79238 ай бұрын
lol take a shot everytime she says perc30’s 😆 addiction isn’t funny. Using isn’t funny. I just think it’s funny how she keeps saying perc30’s rather than percs. Or pain pills. Or opietes. Just sounds weird to me .
@TeamNoSafeWord8 ай бұрын
Ive never related more to a video...
@damousx68608 ай бұрын
Whatever your situation is, keep your head up, you got people wanting you to keep pushing through that feeling
@stevenherberts9688 ай бұрын
Eminem is one strong guy for sure, and definitely a roll model to younger people, respect.
@ЕленаЗима-щ2е8 ай бұрын
He never used heroin n vint only cocaine n Lsd may be no even Extazy or methadone 4 sure he lies as usually just actors work good moovie tnx