I've been rapping for like... 15 years... you just spit bars for like 15 minutes straight just now.

Thanks for the video Ramona Flowers.

At first i thought the ouch ouch ouch part was a CGI face model of you

These videos rock me to the core

in the descending oblivion, what better thing could we choose to hold onto but each other?

true love is built on humane feelings such as acceptance, appreciation and genuine peace that can create more than a meaning of love and more humane feelings you have with your partner the more it gets stronger, like a ribbon that keep flowers together ... the more flowers u have inside ribbon get tighter and stronger 2nd thing: you are the most beautiful woman i have ever seen and love that your voice and the way u think kept me along your video .. hope i can find someone like u in my life

Your Videos make me feel like i am talking to myself without actually having to think about it. And that's is a beauty and a talent i didnt mean to find but am glad to have found. Thanks.

Haunted 18th century lighthouse? With a broken bridge?

Madam you sound way deeper than the average men, I feel emasculated.

I have one strange ass experience. The ones that are gone don’t seem to always be gone. Whether that’s me hyper-focusing on grief after it got triggered again because I seem to make so many automatic associations with people and stuff. It makes no sense from a logical perspective. But way too much emotionally. Maybe delusional idk

It may be my ego going if but I’ve been recently feeling like everything I witness in the digital is directed at me. Writing my thoughts on my experience can hopefully actualise my perceptions of everyone else.

With the ship and the question of what makes a thing a thing I 100% believe it is a construct. And consciousness in my opinion is literally a divide by zero question. And the fact that we are the observer. We observe within our mental and then we observe the external (think layers). Also you most definitely can populate your consciousness, tulpas exist.

Creativity can be a great way to express empathy. We share ourselves and our hardships so maybe just maybe the future generations will learn from it and not make the same mistakes

Honestly just thought of the fact that I’m basically addicted to escapism. And that began with reading

Tbh how I see it death is just another change. We cannot experience non existence. And the imposter syndrome hits hard asf in so many different aspects. Entropy is the bane of existence (literally). And who said we can’t rewrite the code? Oh and personally I see nihilism as more or less the copout option. Yes I been in that mindset too. Numbness ain’t fun. Oh and quantum immortality is a great concept to think about and hold on. And please remember that you are enough. Your videos do help. And there are infinite options. As above so below. The opposites only exist because we cannot comprehend something without the potential absence of that thing

Your me me me time definitely made me realise something about myself. Always looking for people that are similar trying to learn to love myself by loving them. And I wasn’t even conscious about that until now. You be helping me way more then you could imagine at times. Oh and a person can apparently handle about 200 relationships on average Andddd morbid thought. Women are the only ones that truly have a decent chance of dying with someone else

Again I swear I’m looking at a mirror with some of the aspects you mention. And the society we live within is so focused on hierarchy (social/monetary) when you look at it it’s like it has been engineered that way

My though on the line “do these things make me a man” is “or do they make me dead inside?”

My 1st thought was damn that's a nlgga 💀

Thanyou for this video.

Crazy how this gives me chills

The rabbit hole. And everything mirroring back and appearing back into other places. But yes transmutation is my cope

Straight from the start the “overly emotional/cry’s a lot” was legitimately me. Feels validating asf. Thanks Homie. And again you gonna make me cry I swear. (And I just realised. The playing with hair, ig stimming is quite relatable)

The personalised education system is difficult to implement but would be amazing

On the philosophy of AC. Analog computer. We are quite literally that by definition. I’ll let you do with that thought as you please. As far as we know our brain works on analog electrical systems but there’s also the apparent quantum network within our minds

Grieving over someone that I realised how I felt about that killed themselves the same night sent me into a spiral. And I’ve hit a point where I’m trying to understand what my head is doing. Everything I’ve learnt has literally built on itself. How I’m working through it more me trying to create more rules and attempting to make communication more clear. Phones are literally black mirrors, I feel like I’m using it like a soul radio if that makes sense? And you make some seriously good points. Like the disconnect of new people from your past selves is scary. Sometimes I feel like I’m way too aware of stuff and the fact that maybe just maybe that some of the more delusional thoughts I have hold some truth. The amount of things I’ve learnt about myself from just listening to music and actually learning the lyrics and realising all the things that resonance. That’s more how I’ve learnt myself. Watching again. And I just realised my last situation-ship I did the same. I was also acting within anxiety. And just dumping information

Did you die?

You are extremely smart, the way you process things and connect those dots is a beautiful thing. Thank you for your content. Stay the way you are, more minds like you are needed.

i just don’t know anymore been *alone* (not lonely) for 6 years now and being here all alone is kinda not the point of living

"If he wanted to he would" is such a terrible phrase. It puts all the pressure onto one person and it implies that one person has to be the giver and the other is the taker and that it can't go bith ways, which it can.

uuhhhhhhhhhhhh I love your voice so much lol

Don't give up. You're worth the effort.

Hey you literally put a jumpscare in your video essay at 10:31! What would you do that for, was the intentionally unsettling music playing the entire time not enough? Do you think that what you're saying resonates better that way? Because it feels really cheap and just plain annoying, like not it's not an existential dread I'm feeling, it's a regular dread I have reflexes to feel as a human when something is wrong in front of me. Also I suggest you look into Buddhism

Hey, thats some good stuff dude. Thumbs up

this came to me at the perfect time in life. i appreciate and value everything you shared. thank you for talking about this on a real level and not a social media level

I write this letter in hopes that it reaches you. I watched this video from beginning to end. and now in complete silence it still echoes in my head. I got a tear in each eye by the end and im not one to open like this. I liked how you described love all together. And as someone who lost the ability to have the love we want I envy even that you can tell me about it this realistically. A bitter sweet nostalgia. Anyway. respect. This is good.

im 29. i met my wife when we were 18. i seen her on facebook messaged her had some funny conversation met up and it happened. ppl overthink everything around how relationships should work. both sexes are wrong on everything. just be human. leave everything else behind

i wasnt expecting to shed tears over this jesus christ

Don't mean this in a negative way but in the thumbnail, due to the lighting, you look kinda like a tell-tale character lol.

I wish I could talk to you, similar experience with autism but from a male perspective. Also hyperlexic and simultaneously fixated on and transfixed with self-examination I almost can't digest your videos because they are too real. I'm 33 and still struggling with feeling bad.

oh good a video by someone way smarter than me i'm finding that no woman can hurt me quite like my mom did lols

thats not how the song goes

i like how you name things

I do not know if it's the feminine brain doing what it does best but I have never been able to deconstruct or understand what you have managed in 15 minutes here. Wow. I just want to listen more.

Women are incapable unconditional love, only men could love unconditionally

tbh i thought it was gonna be a song

That's my point. It's all conducive.

Great job, madam.

I have the disposition of an 18th century lighthouse, basquait! 😂 You're officially black. Omg I love you. ❤

The devil knows.