I’m so grateful to hear that, Lilly (:

My language isn’t always perfect and my videos aren’t for everyone. It is what it is 🤷. Hope you find what you’re looking for

Yes I agree it was a great video but the title is essentially clickbait due to the choice of words.

@@nobodynowhere21 yeah that’s a fair criticism. I’m still figuring out the KZbin game and the balance between being totally direct to what I’m trying to say vs titling my videos, etc. in an intentional and interesting way

No one’s putting the title of “healer” on me except you. I share my perspectives and live experiences on the internet and if people are so inclined, they can pay me for my time and have an open conversation with me over Zoom. There is nothing I can do for someone that they can’t do for themselves. I don’t know what you’re trying to say regarding mushrooms but I think they can be a useful therapeutic and mystical tool for some individuals, when used intentionally.

Thank you so much for this comment. I checked some recent pics of me and my eyes are white. The lighting in this room and this clip are super yellow, which appears in many places like the right side of my shirt collar. Actually one of the most thought-provoking KZbin comments I’ve received lol

Thank YOU!

Thanks for taking the time to watch (:

Huh?

i feel sorry for you, projecting your insecurities onto a person simply trying to help others in some way. grow up honestly.

@@war6nheaven 👴🏻

I’ve got some pretty nasty neck and back issues that have been present for a while. I also have what I think is Tourette’s or something? It doesn’t show up on camera, but I have a lot of ticks and things. I’d like to make a video about these things eventually, but don’t think I fully understand their spiritual significance yet

@@truth-in-everything You word things so well, in time we're always improving and learning more about ourselves, feeling pressure to understand what causes you pain only makes it feel worse, its all in the mind and there's so little we know on pain mindsets. Yesterday me and my partner we had such a good deep dive into our trauma and let it all out to process and we feel so much happier just acknowledging every part of ourselves. your videos help us so much, any of them literally, the things you talk about feel like things we already knew but life can be so much sometimes that you don't even see your own thoughts. we appreciate you so much and we see what good you're doing for people and we just want to say that we love you <3 (my partner has been typing we're just wording it together but tbh were the same person which is a whole other thing within itself, we're all the same)

That’s beautiful!! This video is mostly geared toward those who are neck-deep in “shadow work”

One does not negate the other. Higher level awareness doesn’t negate our experience as a human. True awareness is being able to hold dichotomies. Most beings aren’t able to grasp just present state of being. Honestly no one is. I think a lot of us pretend to be something we’re not instead of owning both our darkness and light which is who we are, both. We are all vibrations. But because humans are geared towards feeling good we pretend that light is all that exists. No it all exists. We are living hell and heaven simultaneously it’s just which one are you paying most attention to.

I could share my perspective but I honestly don’t think it would be satisfying for you. There is no hell other than the one we make for ourselves. And any “afterlife” is moreso a continuation of the consciousness that we already are, rather than a totally new life. But you could ask all sorts of people this question and get all sorts of answers. You need to dig deep within your heart for what feels true. (But no, there is absolutely no hell, like, zero point zero percent chance of there being a hell)

@@truth-in-everything thank you ❤️

I agree with truth.. no hell.. definitely heaven though.. god exists so their must be something.. god isn’t stupid/contradictory enough to create hell for punishment.. that would be evil of god.. god isn’t evil..

@theflowmaestro There's a ton of people telling all sorts of stuff in spiritual community. Some of it is very fear based some of it is not. I love this channel mainly because I get a sense of peace even if it's just for a moment.

@@Miranda505 agreed - strict Christian’s amongst others get their ideas wrong about god.. as I say if god created hell he would be an evil god knowing what he created & then knowingly sending souls to hell would be a horrible idea.. we suffer enough on earth.. let yourself be now Miranda. Let your body/mind rest & do what’s best.. you sound like you really deserve it!! We all do

Lol my college apartment had a roach problem for like 6 months so I feel you there. Every environment gives us something to work with and shows us a different part of ourselves

Yes, there's a discourse from osho called enlightenment through laziness, look it up.

Every move is effortless and feels automatic, words simply come out and seem to have magic effects, the masks are tools now and you´re able to use them at will, you´re able to look into someone´s eyes and see the deepest parts of their soul and all of the good and bad things that you could do to it. Thoughts are not what they were, every thought is an omen. Thousands of mandalas that reveal patterns full of information received in forms and through ways never experienced or imagined. All this is happening, I just barely woke up. And the worst thing is that after it happened I can go to work and be around people and although I´ve changed completely, everyone is so much happier and not a single soul thinks I´m going mad. It´s still hard though, two days ago I went for a walk and an old lady looked me in the eyes. She had void still sad eyes and mine in that moment were eyes of void too, bur hers was the void of despair and mine of absolute peace. Void by despair, still and sad versus void of calmness, vibrating with source and blissful. It was a second, but she went so deep and my guard was down, I took all of her suffering and just wanted to hug her, hold her, cry for her and love the abandoned child left to rot inside of her... Unbearable pain that took me down for about ten seconds until I reconnected. And I´m not going to lie because now I can´t: This, and the fact that source tells me that is willingly not telling me certain things deeply troubles my soul. Can you or anyone reading this see me? Even if just a little? :(((((