Great video!

WOW so nice,i am from switzerland.Spaghetti Factory so nice go eating there some times.i living about 45km from Bern,the name of the town its Biel.when you come back to switzerland here you have a friend and house to stay

I dont think people realise female and males can be friends 🤣

Talk to Jesus Christ Annie, He will help you

i hate the fact that she replied to every comment which didn't mention Dil 😢

That void that you feel can only be filled by a relationship with Jesus, because the joy and purpose that Jesus gives is unrivaled

23:04 ❤ ♠️ High: Currently on winter break which means I’m home from college and with my family! Been enjoying spending time with them and being at home in general Low: It’s been really gloomy outside lately, which has been making me not want to go outside as much Buffalo: I’ve been reading a lot of books that have been marinating on my tbr list for a while and have noticed that almost every single one of them discuss the unequal treatment men and women experience in society. It’s def a good thing that this topic is being addressed in books, but it’s been kind of depressing (esp after the election) and has been making me think about my own family relationships as well :)

You blind, woman??? This guy travelled HALF THE WORLD for you! No doubt you have breakdowns, you deal with your life with so many "friends" while in the mean time you are all ALONE. Just give this guy a chance! Risk it!

I'm pretty late to this video, but with regards to your feelings of self doubt, and feeling that your content isn't very unique, I have a few things that may help your mindset on this - firstly, your content doesn't have to be unique, because YOU are unique. Sure, you might have some videos that seem very similar to other creators, but we want to see YOU making these videos - gaming youtubers are all the same right? But we go to specific gaming youtubers that WE like. Same with vlog channels, mental health channels, etc. etc. Finally, with regards to originality - that shit is hard to pull off. Did you know the first ever steam engine was not created during the industrial revolution in the 1700s, but by the Greek in 30 BC. We realised our steam engine, though the first one to ever work correctly, was not an original idea, and had been conceived centuries ago! It's a weird historical parallel I'm making, but the point is that everybody is copying or adding their own flavour to a preexisting idea. Are you the first person to come up with vlogs, or these personal video diaries? Not necessarily! But you're the first YOU to do them, and that's what draws people in. You're the first and only anniee to make these videos, and THAT is original and special. Anyway, sorry for the masterpost. I just feel that it's important to know that you're not always going to necessarily make the most unique, original, "Never-been-done-before" content, but that's OK, because we come to these videos for you and.. well, most ideas have already been done, so just enjoy the process, and keep putting as much of yourself into these things as possible!

so are you and dil dating lol?

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23:04 High - I went shopping with my friend and we went to el Mercadito and had gorditas so so good and later in the night we went to BJ’s restaurant and it was my first time ever and the food was so so delicious, when I was little there was one in my local mall and I always wanted to go through the revolving doors but never did due to the fact that my family and I could not afford to eat out so I had a really fun time it was good food and good company :) Low - I bought my sister some Sonny angels but everywhere I went they were trying to upcharge me in the end I settle for a pack of three at a total of 60 buckaroos which makes each one 20 not ideal but better than 60 each 🙂‍↕️ Buffalo- I work in a male dominated field and some of the men have zero self awareness, today one of them was talking about a friend of his who bailed on their hang out due to his wife being in pain because of her period he then proceeded to go on a rant about it and how he didn’t see the connect in how it affected her husband and was saying some pretty irrational and borderline sexist things not all the men I work with are like that but still sometimes i forget and i think so do they

I'm no expert on the answer, but I'm an expert on my experience being very similar. Spending plenty of time with my thoughts led to me just constantly trying to figure them out. The pursuit of happiness is one of the purest experiences to go though but also one of the most complex - but it's supposed to be. Everything that happens is supposed to - especially the part where things get better because of the active desire to want things to be better. When things happen slowly, it's going faster than you think. Our minds are driven by society to need everything to be quick, to make sense straight away, and if it isn't, to question why it's "not going well" - when it actuality it's going the exact way it's supposed to...until there's a conscious shift, to which point it gets better and easier. It's supposed to be random, your mind is supposed to ask questions and - more importantly - you're supposed to not have all of the answers.....yet. Progress begins from questioning the questions - the very same questions you asked yourself while making this video. It's ok not to be ok, but nothing changes if nothing changes. Once a person wants things to be better, and manifests it - that's exactly what will happen. But the most important thing I've learned is that it's never too late or too soon: it's when it's supposed to be. Everything leading up to graduating in the school of happiness are just life's exams you didn't even realise you were passing with flying colours <3

Got a video of Dil though algorithm and now im here after that, keep growing

do you feel u have freedom in ur life?

life is boring but u know what is more boring? bieng depressed and if u feel bad about urself search for ppl who have been through worst it worked for me

Dating once a month is kinda crazy. I'm doing that now, but it's not by choice. I think once a week is what works best for most people.

23:03 ♥2♥ Christmas in NY ❤

We got Paa jeett getting girls before gta6🥶

high: was able to get some inspiration and start sketching again, i've been in a slump until now :') low: got my wisdom teef out, my face has been swollen for 4 days!! buffalo: my old friend from highschool reached out from the blue, and he suggested we hang out in our hometown if I was back for the holidays-- the last time we talked was a year ago!!

new subscriber. can someone explain what is heart2heart and high, low, buffalo? btw love your videos!!

She look good!

this vlog style is just magnific + ur audios and music choices i love itt

23:04 heart2hearts card (high low buffalo from last week cause it's still monday) high - i had a really good day with my friends who i hadn't seen for a few weeks, we took a dip in the pool, went to the beach and then slept together low - im having trouble sleeping again so i had to reach for my sleeping pills :( buffalo - i saw a man walking around completely naked in one of the busiest parts of my city and it wasn't a protest or anything like that

Sry to say, but many things that are said here are very toxic mindsets for a relationship to begin with. The point of a relationship is to become husband and wife and create with each other so you become one flesh. Creation lies therefore in intimacy through vulnerability, having children and creating a future for others together in the love you give for each other through the pain and suffering you experience. Oh and never confuse intimacy with sex. We did not have the pill many years ago but with that people lost the meaning and purpose of family. Anyways, if you really want a relationship that lasts you have to get the relationship with yourself to god straight. You know if it is straight, when you experience difficult or stressful situations in the every day experiences and still have an undescrible peace in you that gives you comfort and calmness. That, therefore, means to stop with this "I" and "me" mindset and instead start with the "we" mindset and deny yourself every day and instead do a virtue. I had to learn this the hard way, because there is no other way and you will become old like me (30) at some point and have to make changes like stop doing one of the 7 deadly sins like lust, vanity, greed, sloth, etc. You can look all of them up and compare them with todays society.

I LOVE the long video + heart to heart pls keep going !!!!

So sad that you ended up hanging out with Dil

high: last day of work was on friday which was pretty chill, i stayed in my office and listened to christmas music low: the weather being absolutely freezing on the way to work buffalo: the dream i had where i had a newborn baby but it could talk(?) happy holidays! ❤

Ranch and sweet and sour sounds amazing. I need to try that.

I just saw your video with Dil. And I hope you guys get married and have kids. Like Tomorow. ❤🎉

You need Dil❤

23:04 <3 2 <3 high: went bowling for the first time with my best friend for her bday and her other friends and it was such a fun experience even tho my social battery was already gone by then! low: my bed frame broke 💀💀 buffalo: coffee doesn’t give me anxiety anymore and idek how that happened btw i love the editing style you’re putting into this vlogs it’s so comforting

i love the playlist u use for this videos ugh

9:58 <3 2 <3 High: I found a good break spot with banana pancakes and got a good haircut low: hmmm its so cold outside buffalo: nothing weird has really happened this week I came across your videos a little bit ago and so cool top see your journey from corporate to tattooing <3

I lost my mum nearly 9 years ago after being her carer for 4 years. No help from my older brother and sister. I had a major breakdown from the stress of everything. My brother and his wife moved in and for the next 6.5 years she put me through hell with mental, verbal and at one point physical abuse - I had 2 more minor breakdowns during this time and one particular night I was very close to taking my own life I was so depressed. We sold the house and went our own ways. I've been living on my own for 2 years now and although I don't like being alone atleast I don't have to worry about being bitched at for washing a tea spoon incorrectly. I have mechanisms for dealing with bad times when I know they're coming but when I don't and I'm alone it's very hard. I was debating whether or not I should do like a 5 minute video about who I am, what's happened to me and why I do what I do. People have told me not to expose myself to idiots out there that would use as an excuse to taunt me and make me feel bad, but after seeing this I don't know. Maybe it could help me. What do you folks think?

❤❤❤❤beautiful 😊😊

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So beautiful indeed ❤❤😊

You're so beautiful 😮😮😊😊

You need something bigger than yourself. You are disconnected from the creator of your soul. What saved me was getting a copy of the New Living Translation Bible and starting with the book of John and a prayer. I was suicidal and depressed and now I'm not. I pray this helps you 😢

I don’t ever watch videos like this. It’s so random KZbin even recommended me your channel given my typical algorithm but looooord. Makes me want to bring back my channel or make a new one somewhat similar. I love these talk sessions and vulnerability. Hope you’re doing better!

Yeah, my issue is the drinking. So it always feels good when I end up not falling back into it when I’m having a rough day.

i feel the same way specially this week i think starts from Monday that i was realized that i need something else and i know that I'm much better now that i was last year but i still want to do more or felt that I'm important that I'm something for someone but right now my job sucks i lives by my self i don't have any relationship or not even a maybe and my friend have been occupied with there own struggles some have families other have jobs that make them more out of reach and others simply vanish but i deal with it i even think about an offer a friend give me to move back to Puerto Rico (I'm puertorrican and i life for the past 8 years in Oklahoma) and work for him but to do that i need to sell everything i got for the past 8 year and start from scratch i was thinking about it but i still not sure If that gonna fix how i feel right now just throw everything and start again i really want to know the answer but I know that tomorrow is gonna be a normal day for me

I am only at 31 in and what the fuck. How is seeing someone once a month a relationship? What is the point of dating if you don't want to see them often. At first, once or twice a weeks is good, but when start getting serious once a week would not work for me.

Hey Anniee. I’m sorry this is happening to you. While it may not help, this is what works for me. I have stopped trying to expect too much out of life. I mean, what am I fighting to hard for to just die anyway, right? And that’s alright. Also, give yourself the permission to feel shitty, and gently soothe yourself as you need to. Pain is pain, it was never a competition. If it hurts you, it hurts you. What to live for? Honestly, I dunno. I find great satisfaction in being of service, and making life easier for people I care for. I also find myself indulging in my curiosity, even though I may never stick to it, but at least I can say I tried it. Sometimes your mind isn’t quiet because it’s trying to talk to you. Or anxiety is just a bitch too. As for planning for the future, there is an infinity that exists between 1 and 2, and 1 and 10. But to get to 10, go to 2 first. Small bites that you can see as you plan for bigger things. It may get better, it may not, and that’s okay. As long as you do what you can with what you have. And who even says you have to do anything? Who is the measuring stick anyway? We are all looking for something. If we knew what it was, we might have vocabulary for it now, but we don’t. And maybe it’s because it’s different for all of us. Maybe you have to find it, maybe you already have it. I hope you feel better soon, With love from someone who happens to exist in the same timeline as you.

Ouch. This makers my wisdom tooth extraction look like a cakewalk in comparison. I just found your channel through Dil's video. I know things will get better. It will take time, but things will get better. :')