But im a creep

I like your voice!

Nice!!!!

its really good

omg you are literally ✨

Your thinking is your children, and so are the representation through practical behaviour and words.

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Be yourself always 💯

The simple things are our blessings…..Amazing Song 💯

"I don't want to get it right" perfection

I cry at everything u post I love you Kayla

love the vibe

u inspire me sm kaya. ily <3

Being a human is exhausting sometimes ngl. Also great vocals, reminds me of Atta Boy and The Last Dinner Party. my favourite line in the whole song though has to be "Turns out I surcame to it- succumbed, whatever the- what the fuck"

I was sleeping on the floor beside the couch, Kathy asked and I blabbed something about myself.

i missed these videos you got such a good voice

I have some pain regarding that too, it is possible to realize that through the timbre.

song is real good

i wonder if blud knows

I feel this and it's something I'm struggling with. I am searching for new clothes and products that could make me prettier or more attractive every damn day. I think I have become addicted to online shopping but I am never happy or satisfied with anything I buy. The clothes don't look as good on me as imagined, the products don't make me pretty enough and I still despise the way I look while I don't even know why I care so much. And I don't have any hobbies anymore, I don't care about anything else and it's making me depressed.

Conventional beauty is subjective, subjected to change, and in my opinion demonstrates a shortened start and end point to the potential of a broader, fuller, more fulfilling palette of the experience of beauty and any and all of someone’s definitions of it. You’re glowing and mesmurizing, and your mind is incredible. I love how thoughtful, articulate, and poetic your video is :)

I needed this :,)

so inspiring!! love this <3

Well said!

I’ll give up with you honey

Fav KZbinr

Beautiful!

What a banger!

i love u ty for this song from italy

Nice!

i really like your singing

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Years ago I released an album (which I've since taken down) and I was bummed out that the songs only got a few views/plays. I realize now that I was doing it for the wrong reasons. The music scene convinces us to see everything through the lens of a popularity contest/social ladder. Now I'm into nerdy art stuff (miniature figurine painting/collecting) that has little to no social scene and I love it out of my own passion regardless of what others may or may not be thinking about it. But it's completely normal and natural to want the approval of others. You got this this gurl, you good!

Ooohhh!!! I think about that ALL OF THE TIME😮😮😮😮 My whole life: strangers are all a version of who I could have been.😮😮😮 I have always thought this secretly😮

Wow, you have a deep voice, shakira like vibes, I love it. I was not expecting that :)

The deepest song once and a hundreds time more saved me from falling deeper that the ground

What you feel and experience hits close to home. Had the worst ever acne since I was 15 to 26, I hated the fact that I had it and the worst part was that I was so poor that I could not even get any product to take care of acne, when I started working at 21 I tried some things but it didn't help, so I gave up, again, year after year, it was so hard to get up and try to see yourself as not a volcano face (chest & back too), I think I was depressed since I was 12 or so, mom got cancer, I thought that I won't live when I turn 13, she died a year later and she tried so much at her last months to give me some wisdom about life, I am so happy she did, one actual thing was - Read books, if you don't understand, read again, find a meaning of every word, ask people's opinions, their own definions, books are made to not read once, like the funny story and forget, it has a knowledge that makes people's lifes better, so you have to read until you understand what is the message, not fictional books for pleasure, the one's that are scientific and has a purpose of help, so do it, find your way to become a better man, a smarter man. My dad helped me a lot with understanding the books too, they were into reading, sadly I was too young to share that habit with them, also, again, the actual reading is hard on eyes, so I try my best to save them, I have a great eyesight, so I try to listen to books most of the time, and read a little only when I need it. Only at about 23, I think, I started getting better mentally, listening to books, watching scietific stuff about everything that was understandable enough and had some resolution. Once I saw a video of one famous person telling stories how he had his life ruined as he thought by a lot of stuff, acne was only one part of it, so he just decided to don't care about the problems, any overthinking and caring if he good enough or not, he just decided to do what he liked, he didn't know what exactly, but started looking and continued just to enjoy it. After a while I realized that I know not much about the world, people and myself, so I started looking up for the bright thoughts, not just based on emotions but on facts, and found a lot of help, thanks to internet. The worst part of me I couldn't stand is that I believed that there should be ONE CURE for my miseries, and I was so wrong, there are none, it all comes together as you start building it, literally like some tech, smartphone or anything, I didn't know how long it's going to be to figure myself out and world around me, but I started looking, I accepted that it would take time, so what would I lose if I just start doing it, I already know how it feels not doing anything and to be in pain, so I start looking, like a hobbie, writing some good thoughts that I found, ideas, words, poems that made sense to me, and after a while it started coming together, into something, I watched and read (mostly audio books) about everything, mostly science, psychology, and everything that had a sincere answers, looked for people who was sincere and open, if they were super smart, but they didn't know something, they didn't pretend, they said as is - I don't know, but what I know is this, and this is exactly why. You have to start threating rejection and fails as a part of getting to the top, it is a part of it, rejection or failing is a way to learn, literally, when you learn to walk and fall, all you need to do is try again and again, don't let yourself stop, don't give up, just never give up, imagine that rejection and failing is like you falling down on the first steps on stairs, why would you stop? Just get on your feet and try again. Also, don't think bad about yourself, THE WAY YOU THINK ABOUT YOURSELF IS THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE WILL THINK ABOUT YOU, if you think you're bad, ugly, boring or who knows what else is there you think bad in you - people will see that you dislike yourself, you may not even say it, but they will see how you're unhappy about yourself, don't be, why would you? Be a labrador of a human, same emotional state, happy and contagious vibes, happy, enjoying yourself, free. If you don't know how to feel that, just look up for people online or in real life that have that features in them, and FEEL what they feel, surround yourself with that, even watching videos or movies will make you get some of their positive character traits, its not going to be fast, but remember, SURROUND yourself with positive stuff, accept positive, and let a bad stuff pass by. It's like with the language, I learned a bit English when I was in school and university, but after uni, I didn't use it as everyone else, it's eastern europe, nobody needs it, so I decided to try to surround myself with the stuff I want to become or get a skill of some sort (as I heard from someone, or read somewhere), and yes, exactly that started happening, I googled, listened, read only in English on a daily basis, only spoke with people I know and parents on my native language, I was very bad, not fluent in English, didn't understand even 40% of what I heard, and about speaking, yeah, "my name is Alex", "London is a capital of Great Britain"🤣, so I used the same tactics I had with books, I just googled the words I didn't understand, EVERY FREAKING WORD, and after a while it started getting pretty good, it even helped me forming my own thoughts better, not just in English, but overall, this is when it dawn on me - I no longer care about rejection of myself by ME or anybodyelse, I just enjoy learning, about myself and the world, about people. That first period of surrounding myself with stuff I wanted to understand and what I truly liked was hard, the first months was super hard, I had to push myself into figuring out what stuff means, I liked the stuff, but was lazy to struggle of learning a little, after a while it became a habit, learning and enjoing myself becoming better started to be a thing for me, for me, it was good for me, I liked it, who knows what is YOUR thing, just don't let hatefull thoughts about yourself or anyone who think bad about you RUIN YOU, not even for a little bit, I have some good thoughts here, it helped me, maybe it will help you too, write them down and I hope soon or a bit later you will understand me and become yourself, as I still try to be:) Any reply would be cool, but if no, no problem. BTW, the fact that you sharing your struggles with the human society is a great, brave move, you will get the answers, don't delete your videos, it is now your video diary, after years you'll watch them and never feel sad as now, you will be proud that you're a better and happier person, and you will be honored to know that you were strong enought to share your hearth with the world.

made my night

falling asleep to you

i love you

I see the value in your art, you always have good insight, other people will enjoy your art as a real connection when you honestly put yourself out there, I am commenting because I do enjoy your art and I think you should keep it up and I do think a good idea for you would be to play some open mic nights or perform where you live if you don't already. Sorry, I'm only saying this as just a way to connect with a new artist such as yourself. Maybe a more positive spin on rejection is acceptance but I do get what you are saying. :)

No worries, you're cute. I also have some songs on the same condition.

you made a lot of good points in this video, dont think about what others think as long as you like it.

KAYA❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Hello, Kaya, thank for your comments, I've enjoyed your songs too, I just like checking out new artists with their own songs and covers too.

“I put the sandbag on my stomach and felt grounded for the first time in my life” Me too girl me too… I like to think of groundedness as a more masculine state of being hence why i also feel very helium balloon like more often. I feel as women our magic ability to float is met with a deep desire to be earthed or grounded. Strange but true. I guess harmony is somehow doing both all at once

i love how personal this video is, the way you make your videos is also so relaxing and happy, if i took the pill i would probably just go out in public and just talk to absolutely everyone i love talking to people but sometimes have low self confidence in my self a lot of the time

Hello Kaya, you have some great talent and initiative to put your song on KZbin, sounds great! You should perform in open mic nights in the city you live in, that’s what I’m doing with my songs, it’s fun! Once again, sounds good!

You know things!!

You are so talented!!!