Suicide is so painful. I can't imagine the loss of a son. God bless you. Your story will help others

Mental illness is awfull

Nothing matters when you have depression cos it makes you feell so very bad so you want to end it

Exact symptoms of depressions I have it on meds for it

John 3:3, Genesis 35:2-4, Exodus 33:5-6, Leviticus 19:27-28, Deuteronomy 22:5, 2 Kings 9:30, Isaiah 3:16-24, 1 Corinthians 11:4-15, 1 Timothy 2:9, 1 Peter 3:3

Wow I'm a mom also my heart is broken for your family i have a daughter with cerebral palsy she is now 40 she always thought she was a burden to society because of what people would say to her she tried to commit suicide twice in her teens Thank The Good Lord shes still with us but I'm always holding my breath

M so sorry for all ur losses..to all...dont believe that jesus is real...coz im ending it all to

I’m so sorry RIP Luke 🪦🌸🕊️

For those struggling, hang in there, Jesus loves you. Seek him daily and he will carry you through your trials and heal you along the way. He is very near to the broken-hearted and binds up their wounds and comforts them, He is coming soon (Revelation & John 3.16), continue to seek him, one day our tribulation will be over, our tears wiped away and we will not have anymore sorrow. God bless u all, praying for ur healing, your life is valuable to God, he is the one that created you and the only one that can fill that void we may all try to fill with other things 🙏

Chris,thankyou for your story of your son Luke and sharing his loss with us.I lost my son Sean,50yrs old the day after Thanksgiving last year.He had struggled with anxiety and depression for many years.He had tried many things to help.He was finally put on disability.After your child turns 18 they have to consent to treatment for mental health.I had taken him to the hospital several times but he could always leave pr not take the medications.He was a smart,loving funny man,He was very tenderhearted.My health turned bad last year and I wasnt able to be with him or talk to him as much with 2 hospitalizations.He had 3 children in college and so he had empty nest syndrome.I had texted him and talked to him before Thanksgiving.His daughter said he asked that his kids come over another time but now on the holiday.That alerted me something was very wrong.He always wanted to be with his kids.When I got home from being in the hospitalizations I found a package.It had a silver cross necklace in it.We were notified the next day that he had shot himself,I was so stunned and still am.I think Im finally able to feel some of the loss now.He has 2 sisters.We have pulled together to be closer.Seeing these videos and comments have helped me to know Im not alone.Thankyou so much for sharing I appreicate you and care.Dori

I am sorry that you have had to deal with this. I pray that you have had some counseling to help you with this “new” path that you are on. I totally understand what you are dealing with. Although, I myself have not lost a Child to Suicide, I am a 3x Survivir. My eldest Brother, took his own life, one of my nephews took his own life at the age of 21. Mental Illness runs in my family, unfortunately. I have been hospitalized 4 times and have been in Counseling most of my life. I am 64+ years of age. My brother was 48 when he left us. We have a close family friend that just took his life in March, he was 37. Although it is hard for those that are still here, this world is so depressing that those that were lucky enough to have succeeded, are no longer in pain, nor do they have to deal with this crazy life we are trying to live. Some days, I feel as though, what is the purpose, eat, work, sleep, pay utilities, taxes, rent or mortgage and do it all again the next day.

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I lost two of my best friends to suicide xx

Today is day 30. My son age 16 did this. I have been in hell ever since.

I am so sorry for your deep loss 😢

My brother killed himself 2 weeks ago😭😭😭💔💔💔

I too have been down this treacherous road. May you know peace in your heart thanks for sharing your experience it will help many. ❤️ sending love

18 years later pray she is well and healing.

My God 🙏🏾💔😢 we're not even near 1 year yet. I have no idea how the future will be. I'm trying 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💔💔😢😢😭

My dear lady, my heart goes out to you for the loss of your son and for your valiant struggle to cope with the tragedy. May God bless and strengthen you now and always.

Sometimes, love just isn't enough.

This is saving lives . Thank you Chris ❤

Same lost my son Michael 8 weeks ago ,age 32 heard a voice 'God pulled Michael out ' and his presence in the car next to me in front of the crematorium .I did not go to the funeral but I saw his coffin leave the funeral home. He will never leave me, we were very close.But I was very,very ill when my 3 children were grewing up after my own depression , In my thoughts and prayers ,thank you Sinead Cornwall U,K

Beautifully described. Bless u.

Thank you for posting this. Do you think the anti-depressants which Luke started 6 mnths prior had something to do with the suicidal thoughts? I've heard that can happen. Also, did you go through any anger? Or blame?

Thank you for sharing. I am so sorry for your loss. I have also lost my beautiful funny talented son to suicide just 3 months ago. The pain is unbearable at times. Your video was helpful to watch. I hope you and your family are doing OK. I know we have a long way to go.

I am one of the very lonely with hardly any support from family. And here I am five years later, looking at KZbin-videos when the pain is overwhelming. It does help, and I am grateful that you shared. Thank you.

Thank you for sharing

Thank you so much for your sharing🌷 Bless you and your family 🙏🦋🙏🦋

Nothing can take away this pain, the empty feeling and the nervous tension. The pounding in your heart and the guilt. No future children, no grandchildren nothing can alter the fact that you will never feel those arms around you, hear that voice again, laugh with that person again or indeed share anything at all. The loss is massive, the grief is even more massive and you find youself longing to join your lost one.

Thank you for sharing

I'm so sorry for your loss, and I appreciate you sharing your story. My sister experienced this loss in 2011, and I will share this with her so that she's aware she isn't alone. Your story is incredibly familiar!

yes you do feel so guilty this is true indeed