Did you really do the MSF? It's your comments about looking behind being weird, not wanting to use the front brake even though it's the most powerful on most bikes. And you're not doing shoulder looks, checking your indicators, a few things. You even drove off without mirrors being adjusted. Noobs, if you're reading this then just take your time before you start riding. Set the mirrors, check the controls and go through them all (brakes, clutch, gear selector, lights, indicators, etc) so you are familiar. Practice where they are a few times because once you're in traffic it will feel more relaxed and natural if you've practiced a bit. L plates. In Britain we ride with red L plates to let others know we are learning. It usually means they give you more space and know you're still learning. Trainers will also give you short lessons if money is tight. An hour or two here and there is better than no training. And an expert will see right away where you need a few hints.