12 Shame Based Patterns We Fall Into

[@millennialsreign]

I’ve been praying for a teacher who could help me overcome my mental battles. I’ve only been saved for 2.5 years. The first year was amazing and I was so on fire for the Lord. I became the leader of the kids ministry at my church and my life has changed so much (I was a drug addict most of my life). After a year in I became ridden with condemnation and trying to be good enough for God. I suffered with thoughts that I wasn’t saved everyday, nothing helped. I’m so grateful that the lord led me to your teachings, I’m slowly finding freedom from guilt, shame and condemnation.

[@lizamena9124]

These videos are such a blessing and has helped me keep my sanity, I recently left a Pentecostal church because of control, I could not ware makeup, jeans, jewelry and I couldn't go on vacation because its a sin, I would always feel like I was being compare to a sister in the church because she is obedient to everything the pastor tells her and she loves the Lord, she always has dreams of God's approval of her, but when she dreams about me, its always me running away (strange) I felt like the black sheep, also every sermon was about our sin and how evil we are, when someone did something wrong or a new visitor would come the sermon felt condemning, even after leaving the church I still feel condemned, I feel like im the Esau God hates, Saul who's God spirit left, or Juda who betrayed Jesus, I know I sound crazy but these are the dark thoughts that enter my mind they're very convincing, buy i try to fight them with Gods word.. last straw was when I was told I could not visit my brother in Wisconsin, who recently came back to the lord, because he goes to a different Pentecostal church and I might get indoctrinated into their ways of believing, finally I left never called them or told them I was leaving, because I felt they would convince me that I was wrong, I even have dreams where God is rebuking me.. but I must say your videos are helping me against these lies of satan 🙏

[@martinmutuna6641]

God loves you not because of you but inspite of you religious and legalist people will project their spiritual insecurities on you that's on them God's attitude towards you is what matters the most.

[@laylascott6096]

Wow a year later I hope you are healing from that spiritually abusive church

[@agraves561]

My heart goes out to you, God bless you in your healing process. I hope you have been able to visit your brother, take vacation etc. and enjoy life ❤

[@coffeytnmilk7]

Amen! This is so true! I have a hard time showing my true self because I have been publicly shamed in group settings when I have shared what I’m truly struggling with.

[@ms181]

Thanks for revelation on the dense "structure" of bondage to hiding. It's so hard to just sit with the reality of our ugly (weakness and brokenness) and not reach for substances or try to perform to numb the pain. Grateful for God's compassion which flows through you!

[@robertvangorder1983]

This is so true...we really do perform and put on a facade... This is me. Wow... I just want to be the real me, and not pretend to be perfect. I experienced a lot of shame with my Dad...so thankful for your teaching... May the Lord bless your ministry, my brother...

[@bettycox1386]

Mark, this is so wonderful! I’m truly thankful that you accepted God’s Call to lead people out of bondage into His Grace & Love. God bless you…really!!

[@robertvangorder1983]

Very informative... Wow... God is using you to speak to my deep-rooted issues...

[@jewishbride5010]

I bind to hell one to put more emphasis on how anything looks than how things really are in my life, the lives of my family, friends, colleagues, neighbours, acquitances, opponents and the body of Christ, binding to hell being unequally yoked and having any common share with those who are more concerned how anything looks instead on how things really are, in accordance with this word and romans 10:11, 2 corinthians 6:14-18 in the name and blood of Jesus Christ, amen and hallelujah! ❤

[@kaileybaca1689]

WOW! that's crazy! I have always thought it was because I was prideful always saying "oh yeah it's just pride...oh yeah I'm just prideful." NOPE 100% shame. Eyes open!!!!

[@marktdejesus]

I found that to be so helpful to understand too. So glad!

[@daleenduplessis8074]

This help me alot. thank U

[@eurikia1961]

Happy New Year🤗

[@satyamkumar2403]

Fantastic work for unconscious mind

[@lovewhoyouare7256]

I recently fell for a married man online. I know what i have done is wrong and its been so hard and just feeling shame and condemnation. If i don’t clean myself up it i will lose my salvation.

[@laylascott6096]

Salvation loss is not biblical

[@mllv2800]

I’m currently going through this. How are you doing a year later if you don’t mind me asking?