English lyrics: That I laughed at other people's efforts That I didn't try hard enough That I pulled your hand when it mattered That I gave up at the last minute That I pushed myself hard when I was weak That I mistook strength for hard work That I didn't accept others' weakness That I thought others were similar to me That I held back when I wanted to cry That I bullied my own heart That I saddened someone close to me That I hurt someone I care about That I pushed away something I hate That I have fooled something I like That I smiled amiably to fit in with those around me That I acted only on likes and dislikes That I assumed being in a group was weak That I felt like choosing solitude That I didn't value the people who liked me That I picked up only bad intentions That I thought about life with my head That I wanted to give a reason for everything That I wasn't honest with my own heart That I shook off the hand offered to me That I didn't say I'm sorry That I said I'm sorry too easily That I didn't say thank you That I selfishly expected a thank you That I didn't realize I was loved That I took special for granted That I regretted that I was born That I tried to bear what I couldn't carry Ah, let's live a little more today