20: Prison and Depression

[@beecharmer9522]

This is one amazing, articulate, honest, rare, beautiful, special Human.

[@Human1337]

Thanks =)

[@blademan6075]

Bee Charmer Honest is the key here. It’s refreshing!

[@cbr600rrturbo]

Just from my short 47 years on this earth I've learned the best people are the ones that go through trials & tribulations vs the ones that have it easy & skate though life.

[@mustie1]

some times our past can give us clarity on our future, glad to here you pulled through, and hope this video can help others,

[@craignakkula4605]

Mustie1 i completly agree, and Human dont let the haters get to u man

[@alex4alexn]

You are a good man, helping others, everyone has some trouble when we are young, they would not call it growing up if it didnt happen, cheers

[@kevintucker3354]

+E Rock Right on! I’m 48 and did 17 months in a Texas state prison but 10 years later I’ve found a great life. I made a conscious decision to forgive myself and everyone else wether it be family or government or “enemies”. I think I’ve actually made my past disappear by living right now. I love this guys videos because he loves where he is. I hope he erases this past he talks about by making the now beautiful.

[@11co5955]

Mustie! I watch your videos all the time. I did a double take when I saw your comment haha

[@williamsdavi1014]

Hey man, keep your head up and stay strong. My best friend and business partner is an army veteran with depression and anxiety disorder and a bunch of other things. He was struck by lightning on base. So he's not all there but he is. I never got to go into the military and always wanted to. But when you have had asthma since the age of 8 the navy won't take you. Lol. I tried, believe me. Wanted to fly Apaches. But I went through a bad depression when I was young and had no idea why I felt the way i did. But I found a way to deal with it that landed me in prison also. Only mine is slowly becoming legal. Where I'm getting to is, just hang in there. You're not alone. Talking about it here is an awesome idea and will slowly help. But when those feelings creep up on you, and they will from time to time, realize it's happening and train yourself to think about the positive things in your life. Like your videos. They rock man. I found you by accident, but I'm glad I did. Everything happens for a reason. Hit me up sometime. Especially if you're feeling down. Feel free to find me on Facebook. David Williams my picture is a bright orange motorcycle. Lol. Keep up the awesome videos and don't ever give up hope.

[@newthoughts11]

Thanks for sharing brother. I work with a prison ministry and was previously on the Compeer Advisory Board for mental health mentors. Your story is all too familiar on the first half but rare on the second. This story will be one I can share and help others find their way to a better place. Your example of work ethic and this verbal honesty can definitely be helpful to other. Thanks for sharing the truth and the drive to do better. I've been enjoying your channel. Keep up the good work.

[@Simple5.0]

That’s the craziest segway to a bench vise if I’ve ever heard one.

[@chuckbaker436]

Lol. And probably the best I've heard

[@sharonfluegel9434]

Hey guys! I loved the bench vise, too! I am hot on hardware! LOL! S.Lee

[@BLEnterpriseLincoln]

Funny

[@BOHICA_]

I don't see a segway anywhere. I like to ride them though.

[@DementedButtHole]

_Segue_ 🐈

[@jacobhammock3355]

Honestly, I think everyone in America needs to see this video. Simply because of how scary anti depression medication is and the effects it has on our psychology. I won't pretend that I have the answer to depression. It's very real, and the number of people in our society that struggle with it is astonishing. I will say however that medication, or at least the medication that we have is not the answer. I mean, when it comes to seeing you successfully beat it, however fucked up the journey has been for you. I'm at a loss for words. I mean I'm happy for you, and sad. Don't be ashamed, at the very least you should be proud. Not only on beating it every day, but on the courage it takes to make this video. I know when you are down that hugs help. I can't explain it, but even from complete strangers. Hugs help. Compassion. Keep on man.....keep on. You got this. Love the videos.

[@MikeSands]

Telling that story took a lot of courage. Good for you for sharing and possibly helping other humans. Depression is no joke. It can really mess you up and getting help is key.

[@Kennythecomputerguy]

I'm a big fan of your videos and suffer from depression myself. My cry for help was drinking 2 fifths of vodka and flipping my truck multiple times, which caught fire and then blew up shortly after I regained conciousness. You are doing big things with your life now and I for one think even more highly of you, for admitting to the world your mistakes. We all make mistakes. Anyone who says otherwise is a fuckin liar. Props to you man. I'm about to take my arborist cert and your videos have really inspired me to keep pushing through the bullshit and succeed. Tree climbers are a special breed. We don't fear the fall because we have already seen rock bottom. Respect brother.

[@stuartatkinson3784]

I don't know how the dictionary defines courage but I think I just witnessed it. Thanks for sharing.

[@andrewchamberlin1358]

I can only imagine how hard that was for you to share. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@CTSCAPER]

Sorry to hear about what you went through. I agree the macho factor prevents people from asking for help and it's not right. I judge a person by whether they can talk about things like that (once they know you). If people put up a wall they're hiding something. I have trouble with seasonal depression because winters are a slower time of the year. Like you, I get out and do something, anything, to get me out of the house. I'll hang pegboard, split wood, take the dog for a walk, just get the freak outside. It's the best thing you can do. You're a good person and you being on this planet has made the world a better place. Always remember that.

[@markeinarson1037]

very well said I also think he is a good person and i enjoy his videos ,and yours as well,happy times fellas

[@derek5463]

Dude I also have depression and I didn’t really get help until my wife found me in the garage with a note. I’m glad I got help. If anyone thinks they need help please get it. You’re not alone

[@rallbot6090]

dude if you wanna tell your story i'm happy to listen :)

[@DividedWeAllFall]

Wow. That is deep... I don't know you but I love you brother. Hang in there. You are loved.

[@yearight7956]

what exactly helped you Derek? I hate talking to strangers and any medication I've tried for depression/anxiety/sleep never worked.

[@DonLewis9274]

I lost several friends to suicide. I'm glad you pulled through and got the help. I think Corey is sliding back into the depression. If anybody's local or can reach out to him make sure he gets help please. Good luck to all because depression does suck!!

[@tripcunningham2502]

Sitting here rebuilding my McCulloch Power Mac 6 carb with my cat, (she’s not helping)....saw that you’d posted and was subsequently blown away with your narrative. You’re not alone brother. I turned 20 in Trenton Psychiatric’s Vroom Building........for the criminally insane. I sat in the shaving line chit chatting with Howard Unruh, New Jersey’s first mass murderer, who, in 1949 killed 13 people in 12 minutes......In prison I was on the powerlifting team. We got to travel to other prisons to compete and just like you said, my teammates were the biggest and strongest Brothers, Chicos, and Whiteboys in a huge prison......and we were on very good terms. I had very few problems, in fact I was more scared to Leave prison than going in. I’ve been suicidal several times in my life, the last time being in 2012. I’m glad I’m still here, and glad you are too man. Google Vroom Building, or Howard Unruh for an interesting read sometime. Now back to my carb.....

[@leggie1126]

Damn, I’ve recently discovered your channel and it’s become my favorite channel on KZbin. I fucking cried watching this. My poor dad has gone through so much shit through his life and managed to live through a suicide attempt like you did. He’s my biggest hero and hearing your story reminded me of that. Thank you so much, and thank you for being so open. It’s truly inspiring.

[@chadmaillet4715]

Honestly I don’t think any of this sounded stupid. The important part is that you are moving forward and bettering yourself now. The past is the past. Don’t let the past define your future! You got this!

[@loulehnhoff2637]

Your story is so much like mine it gives me the creeps, thought I was alone. I taught myself to look back and reflect on where ive come from when times get difficult and to appreciate my successes. It takes conscious effort but it works for me. Keep pushing forward.

[@kevinwoodcock7578]

I'm not sure you will ever be aware of how many people you have helped with your raw and unvarnished sharing of your struggle with the demon known as depression. Hopefully the one you helped the most is yourself. To think that you have been going through the battle to get better after that horrific fall all, while suffering from depression amazes me. Much respect to you and your family Human. Be well.

[@s4n714g000]

Learning about yourself is so valuable when analyzing what might be going on in your head, personally when I start feeling negative about everything (which for me is the beginning stage of depression) that triggers a warning in my head to analyze why. So far I've learned that I need to look at what I've been eating, how I've been sleeping, exercise, work and what I've been consuming "through my eyes" (social media or news or whatever, those tend to throw more shit at you than anything else) Wouldn't dare give advice considering I'm really not that old to say "I'm experienced" but that has helped me so far, it might help someone else reading. BTW this video just solidified your image in my head that you are a good guy and a badass, specially for being able to talk openly like that, thanks for sharing man.

[@Gary-pc2uv]

It's really brave of you to put this out, believe it or not to be able to do that, to look back and reflect is part of healing process. Look after yourself brother your not alone in all this.

[@doctoroswald]

Indescribable respect for the courage and strength of character it took to share that publicly. The positive effect of your honesty on people's lives is inestimable. Thank you. I am in awe of the man that you are.

[@gem7107]

I admire you for your honesty and courage for telling your story.

[@gregorymcd944]

Hey- one of your videos ended up in my feed. I like to watch home repair & renovation and landscaping type videos so I guess KZbin matched us up. I have watched about 10 of your tree cutting videos and I find them to be informative and entertaining. Today I watched your video on jail and depression and it compelled me to comment which I typically don’t. I wanted to tell you that you did an excellent job presenting your history and I thought it was very brave of you and I found it very helpful. Thank you!! Keep doing what you’re doing! I really enjoy watching and listening.

[@Human1337]

Thanks =)

[@1d1hamby]

You are a real man, being able to talk about what makes you anxious and makes you think you are weaker then others. It's the people who don't and can't come to grips with their fears that are really weak. Now just taking that story to the whole world and showing how much you care for those who may be hurting like you once did is amazing. Keep up the great work and telling your inspirational story.

[@velocityturbosuzuki]

Thank you for your service man. Great to see you doing well better. I suffer from depression bad everyday. Can't leave the house most days Love the channel and content sir.

[@vtx2005retro]

I don't follow many people on the net, but you and your personally and raw mentality make me thankful I found your channel. It takes a real man to admit being wrong and acting weak in front of others. You are that man and with may skills that others can appreciate. Being a single father and with a unique personality like yours is not easy in today's world. You have a higher purpose so keep the path because you give others like you hope.

[@NaruSanavai]

Goodness, you are such a...man. As in, you are (or more poignantly, have become) what men should aspire to be. Humble, unafraid to admit you have or had struggles, smart, and wise beyond your years. Were I to know you, I would be beyond proud to call you a friend. Cosmos smile upon you, man.

[@Human1337]

Appreciate it =)

[@jhpphillips]

As a police officer I have to say I am sad to hear this however I am glad you shared it and even happier that you turned your life around and are doing better. I would bet that over 75% of law enforcement calls for service are mental health related. Keep up the good work man.

[@adriancubilla2106]

Whats it like to be a cop? Im curious

[@gregjones3660]

Do you know why they call a cops favorite tactic a cop out?

[@lonniechartrand]

I realize you did this video a little over a year ago, but it still carries a very important message and I thank you for sharing YOUR issues with the world! I have not suffered from depression nor been thrown in jail, but I have friends that have gone through what you have. The difference is that THEY never talked about it, and you have! You are a man above words! You are METICULOUS in what you do, both in your shop and out in the field. And you have inspired me in so many ways. I am 63 years young, and retired almost three years ago from the utility business of which I had done for 42 years. When offered early retirement at 60, you can bet I took it without the door hitting me in the ass on the way out. Your videos have educated me in many ways. I have a farm that is seventy percent wooded and I so some tree work for habitat management. I am "self taught" through reading, videos, and the school of hard knocks. Your videos have shown me better, and SAFER, ways of doing things. The videos are detailed and high quality. Any way, now I am the one that is rambling. Bottom line is this: Don't let your past haunt you. It was what it WAS. Live for today, as you obviously now do. Lastly, just know that you are the kind of person that I would be proud to call a friend. Thank you sir!!!

[@kingofthetrack]

I take my hat off to you human. That was a very indepth story and took a lot of balls to tell that story . And I admire people who can say they have depression and are asking for help .Good to see you are out there fighting FROM AUSTRALIA WE LOVE YOU HUMAN IN A FRIENDSHIP WAY

[@Left2Suffer]

Yo man, this video touched me and the fact you shared your past for a broad audience makes me respect you even more. I’m an up and coming bucket operator for a utility arborist company and love your videos, just know you have a random guy from PA that cares about you! Hope you see this comment man. Keep doing what you’re doing you know how much more to life there is!

[@jacksak]

You're an amazingly smart, strong and open man. Nothing on the Internet has been as real and honest as what you described. Depression seems easy to conquer if you're looking at it from the outside, but once you're there, backed up to a wall, it seems impossible. However, if anyone can survive and thrive, it's you. Every time I watch your videos you prove this over and over. So, good luck. Your entire subscriber list and more root for your happy life.

[@curtfreese9156]

Wow, so one minute I'm looking for reviews on chainsaw chaps and come across this. THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY!!! Just so happens I'm dealing with depression and it helps to hear other peoples stories, I guess it makes us feel like we are not alone. It took balls to tell your story. Good luck to you- Curt

[@nullrout556]

Cory, thanks for sharing man. Sorry you went through all that but I'm glad you came out the other side.

[@adamwalton7577]

It takes a real man to not only dig through the thoughts and emotions from points like that in life, but to transparently share them to ultimately help others. I’ve had my ongoing battles with depression and can relate to where you’re coming from, and thank you for sharing for the sake of us and any viewers. After ~3 years in tree work I’m learning to climb myself and luckily have a great mentor. I love your content because I relate to how you feel when doing this work. When the spurs are on and a top handle is started 40ft up, everything else in life stops and there’s only that moment. My biggest smiles are always up in the canopy. Climb on, work safe, and keep progressing in tree work and all aspects of life. Much respect to you, and best wishes.

[@zaineridling]

One of the best goddamned videos ever uploaded to KZbin.

[@cmoore7780]

Zaine Ridling agreed my brother

[@joebaileygl1500]

i pray for you. i understand you on the depression. thank you for your testimony God bless you

[@AndrewBrowner]

going out on a limb but i think he buys into the whole prayers and god bless philosophy

[@TheGardenHeiress]

Man, I am really glad that you shared your story. Folks who haven't been deeply depressed have a hard time understanding that your brain isn't working right when you're depressed and ideas that seems totally logical at the time would never occur to you as 'good' or 'normal' in your normal, not-depressed mind. I hate that you had to go thru all that to get to the other side, but I am really happy you got there. I love this channel and your videos and I hope you keep this going. Sounds kinda sappy, but it makes me feel more normal when I see someone else who I consider admirable has had the same issues and still has the same struggle I have.

[@barryhernandez6428]

I've been thru a similar past. I don't have the talent like you to put it into words. Hearing you describe it so eloquently has helped me a lot. Thank you

[@mav191179]

I suffer with anxiety and depression I totally understand trying to explain to someone what's going on isn't easy I can tell that wasn't an easy video to make but glad you did, much respect human !

[@bergennicholson9560]

I feel like I am currently headed down your same path and it actually helped me a lot hearing your story. The power of testimony is incredible.

[@reductio1000]

from another humble human : respect for your honesty. A real man knows he is NOT almighty, sometimes feels weak and has no problem admitting it. That alone takes more guts than stepping in ring and getting a beating. i guess we are all more or less broken, (how could you not be in this crazy world) and we just find a way to carry on, feel good, take joy in the little things we still have and make the best of our puny lives. and yes, being/working in nature and helping others makes a big difference. carry on.

[@messagedeleted2797]

reductio1000 I

[@2ACountryCouple]

I have been watching your videos over the past couple of weeks and just clicked on this one. I too have been to prison. When I was 18, spent 4 years in the Utah State Prison. About 1 year of that was in Maximum Security. I am now 32 and have two kids and have NOT been back to prison. Successfully terminated my parole and am free and clear now for like... I don't know. A long time. You are right about prisons not helping. It wasn't going to prison that made me change though. It was my wife, our little girl and my son on the way that made me want to improve. Mental instability runs rampant in my family and in me(my head's a mess), so I feel you about the depression issues. So good to hear you share your story! Keep up the great work fellow human and the wife and I will continue watching your videos! Hope you get to read this!

[@mattpeters7884]

Thanks for sharing, I have been dealing with anxiety for years and have been in a rut in my life until last year but now just like you I am in a better place and on Wednesday I leave my job in retail and on Friday I start work for a tree surgeon 😀 😀 can't wait!!!

[@markmaliszewski9972]

Thank you so much for addressing anxiety and depression. I lost my business,marriage and family and health in a matter of 2 months and have been there. VERY DARK place. We all just want happiness and thank you for expressing the need to get help. There is always someone to listen and you definitely cannot do it alone. Thanks again HUMAN!

[@ClandestineWoodwork]

Depression is a real challenge. I deal with it constantly.

[@riverfishing3609]

Clandestine Woodwork you don't have to man you should talk to someone

[@ArcherGoblin]

I still have my depression, and hard to live with it then i can barly trust anyone :(

[@cleburne-dfwseptic6843]

yep depression is the shadow in the corner of the room, the movement at the top of dark stairs

[@MECX3490]

It is horrible...

[@VenturiLife]

Depression can only be managed really in some cases as it involves neurochemistry. A lot of the drugs do not help, and the sides can be terrible.

[@magicman9064]

Your video made me cry. I spent over 30 years incarcerated, was very miserable, learned to be even more criminal as an inmate. But God has changed my life...In 2005, I accepted Christ into my heart. Now I go back into prison and share the joy Christ has filled my life with. I laughed out loud at the long hair and long beard thing while working out everyday. I stumbled across your videos yesterday, and now i am subscribed. God bless you, Bro.

[@FreedomofSpeech865]

Kudos to you for turning your life around and turning around trying to uplift others

[@mumblesmcguire9283]

MATE !!! You rock, You are a real man, an inspiration for all that is good in this world.

[@ThisisMindoMint]

I thought that was amazing for you to open up and talk about it. Makes you so much stronger and a better person. I had no idea you were going through that and I am happy you got the help you need. Wish you nothing but the best and strength to be a better person which you already are. Congrats on becoming something so many want to become every day. Thanks for being an example. Love the channel and have been a wather for a long time, can't wait for more.

[@chrisrenner9006]

Dude that took a lot of balls to tell your story....I got to tell you we all have our problems every person you pass on the street has a dark secret. But I have a new respect for you keep your chin up

[@stevenbartels969]

I found your channel and started watching the other day. I have really enjoyed watching your videos and how you try to help, inform and assist people with your talent. After watching this video, i am even more impressed with you, especially for you apologizing to your victim. It takes a lot of humility and personal reflection to get where you are. You are one hell of a human! I am also glad to hear that the VA is actually helping you out. I sometimes reflect on what i have gone through in life and fear my upcoming interactions with the VA. This video has inspired me in multiple ways, thank you for making it!

[@stihlman6605]

Cory you have just showed how strong you really are. Being able to come out and talk about depression and anxiety is true courage & bravery! I think the same of you now as i did before I watched this video. We all make mistakes....after all we wouldn't be human if we didn't. For all of us followers of you please keep positive your an inspiration to so many! A top tree climber, A top Arborist and a top guy! Please keep the awesome videos coming. I want to come to St Louis, Missouri to do some tree work with you. Stihlman660 from Australia

[@danwesterberg3956]

a lot of people deal with depression on their own ,with out getting any help . I hope seeing some one else seeing this can help in some way. thanks for sharing your life Human !!!

[@shawnhuk]

What an incredibly difficult thing to put out there in the world for a pile of people who are complete strangers. This all completely explains the like of heavy music and the passion for playing music. I've spent my 33 years of life in a similar emotion boat and I can't count how many times music has pulled me through - whether playing it listening.

[@gordon9042]

I found your story to be a very positive one. You recognizing the depression and acting to change that show that you have come a long way in your battle with it. I have fought with depression since I was 12 or 13. I too didn't know what was wrong until I was finally diagnosed in my 40's. I still have issues with my self worth but hope to overcome that someday. I'll have to hurrry up as my 80th is coming up in another month. I am working with a therapist that is quite helpful now so there is a chance I may work it out. Keep on doing those things that make you feel good about yourself. Thanks for sharing.

[@highlonesomerob5053]

WOW. What a story, and although I don't suffer from depression, I feel like I understand it better now. I congratulate you on sharing your story, which you didn't have to do, but if it helps anybody else get a handle on their issues, then it's undoubtedly worth it. I admired you before, but now you are definitely on my short list of stand-up guys.

[@jdhorton1432]

Appreciate your honesty & willingness to be open & vulnerable. Know it must've been difficult to do, but I'm CERTAIN you've helped someone. Keep your head up, my friend!

[@fenix107]

Strong message. Took tons of courage to share and I'm sure you helped someone out there that needed it. Keep up the awesome work.

[@natoyilively9379]

He definitely did, thank you for pointing that out.

[@garrenmiller2941]

I really appreciate your willingness to be open and stuff man. I deal with depression and have slowly learned how to keep it at bay most of the time but I've had those sudden thoughts and thinking about an escape. It was nice to hear that someone else struggles with the same stuff. Thanks again for sharing.

[@xLantzalotx3]

You are the man dude. You’re an inspiration...

[@wiretamer5710]

I think you are a bloody hero for turning your life around without loosing it. Well done.

[@joshpinaire9924]

Props to you for telling your story. We all have done things that we are not proud of but it is important that we learn from these things and continue to grow and improve ourselves. Keep up the good work I enjoy your videos. God bless.

[@bobbastion7335]

"It's not the Navy it used to be, it's not the old Navy" You got that right. I have never been jerked around more in my life. Weed kept me from beating those who desperately needed it and kept me out of prison. Good for depression too:) The legal system is highly discriminatory and if you're poor or don't know anyone, you're screwed. You're a man's man despite the head issues and I'm glad you had help to pull through that crap. Pay it forward brother. Rock on.

[@NorthWestSurvival]

Takes a hell of a man to tell your story to the world my friend. Your story could go on to help others that are in the same place in there lives and I commend you for that. You are a great Human and keep up the great videos... JR

[@chadanddyson6200]

NorthWestSurvival I agree with you 100% !!!!

[@presidentcamacho4236]

most of us deal with these problems but we just dont know how to decompress and talk about it. you basically described how life is a direct result of the things that occur around you. you cannot change anything but your reaction to it. well put and thanks for sharing man!

[@rcrobertson9563]

Dude I know it's hard to make a video like this but we all have to deal with things. It's human bro but you are super human in how you handle the cards dealt to you.. Cory you have my respect and I wish you the best

[@lucysdad7816]

Mad props to you man. Just found this channel because of you skills with a chainsaw but have now discovered that I have something in common with you. Depression, jail time, and for me, alcoholism. Been sober 3 years now because I swallowed my manly pride and asked for help. Now, like you, I get to help and encourage others.

[@TraceyAllen]

What a powerful message. Depression is a mother f'er. On 19 February, 2018 it will be 13 years since I lost my best friend and brother Marine to depression. That's not so bad. What is bad is that 3 beautiful children lost their father, a brother lost his big brother, a mother lost her son. Josh was a Sargent in the USMC Ret., a Staff Sargent in the national guards. Please just ask for help.

[@elBusDriverKC]

As someone who has also gone through severe depression and anxiety, I was both surprised and understanding about this story. I was surprised that this happened but completely understand the "mindset" or lack there of. My biggest indicator of depression is the loss of ability to focus or make correct decisions. Keep being a growing human!!

[@jimgraham4700]

Thank you for sharing this story with us. I know just how hard it was because I too suffer from depression, severe depression. To me, depression is like a big bad monster. It's always there lurking, waiting to get out. And when it does come out, it is almost impossible to put it back. So we spend all of our life trying to keep the monster at bay, hidden from all. Take care and I hope you are doing well. I LOVE your videos!!!

[@mrwhatzittooya647]

Man I love you. Just found your channel recently and I have binge watched a lot of your videos. Seeing you happy cutting trees is heart warming. I hope you Carry on doing what you love.

[@Human1337]

Thanks =)

[@smartlepoo740]

Thanks brother! It takes a man to admit his mistakes and a gentleman to show others the way. God bless. You are forgiven

[@Human1337]

Thanks =) I appreciate that

[@Bolockaye206]

You are an amazing human being. And I am so incredibly proud of your development. Also the moment I watched your videos for the first time. I knew you had experienced depression. You are an inspiration to me and so many others.

[@jessewhite1719]

I know that cycle well. Hang in there Cory. Keep doing you. No matter our history, all we have is the present and future to look to. Looks like you turned out like a good human being. Take care man.

[@prairiesun8236]

Thanks for sharing. More people need to feel comfortable talking about depression and seeking help. I had a decent bout with anxiety and depression when my dad was terminally ill and I was having financial troubles when I was 22ish. Not quite as severe as you, but definitely helps being able to talk about it and seek help. Thanks again for sharing, keep up good work. On another note: I really appreciate all of the thorough reviews of the Stihl professional saws and repair videos and instruction. Thanks for all of the info!

[@svenbr7]

Thank You. (and the two pairs of glasses made me laugh, but is actually ingenius,.. one pair for indoors, one pair for outdoors,.. f'ken brilliant)

[@JPascal61]

That's what I thought. Corey must be on to something with both glasses.

[@shalormckee2784]

Holy shit I'm glad you left that light on. This is one of my favorite channels to watch and it wouldn't exist without you. You're a great guy and I'm really glad you are here

[@Human1337]

Thanks =)

[@waiakalulu3501]

Despite every thing you see and hear, this is a world full of love and kindness, and it's this spirit that keeps us connected and keeps us going. It transcends everything. Continue channeling your quest for excellence in everything that you do. A lot of folks look at KZbinrs and think their life is so rad. But there's always more to the story. What are we going to make of this world RIGHT NOW is what matters most.

[@dougbourdo2589]

Bravo for the tell. Huge Kudos for the 'exposure.' Takes Guts. I have seen similar situations after 28+ years in LE. The fact that your 'unique' method of addressing the problem did Not result in violence &/or injury also says a lot. Glad that the VA program is working. Rock on !!

[@BBaracus]

Man. I just stumbled upon your channel randomly today, and been watching all day. Then this video came up. Dude, so much respect to you for opening up the way you did. I know how depression feels. I guess i saw some signs in some of your videos, how hard you are on yourself at times (even talking about unworthy... try not to do that man. The last one that needs to be hard on you is yourself. That shit is dangerous). I just wanted you to know that i just admire everything i’ve seen so far. The way you work, the way you interact with people (and the way they interact with you, so much respect all around), your garage set-up and the way you handle your equipment, how you take on just about any task yourself (and nailing it), even the way you film and edit the vids. Just, everything. I guess what i’m trying to get across is that i admire it all because to me you REALLY have the whole act together, and i just hope i can reach that same level some day. Just wanted you to know how you come across man. And i hope you’ll be able to shed the demons some day man. I know how it feels. Respect brother.

[@Bolockaye206]

BBaracus you’ve got a great point. For me and my depression the biggest change I made was just faking the positivity. If I just told myself that I am good. After a few months I was good. It’s a self fulfilling proficy

[@hydrothunder49028]

i have done a lot of tree falling in my life you are 1 of the most normal people i have ever watched about trees keep up the great work and tyvm for your service

[@Fabzacres]

Takes a lotta balls to say what you did ... looks like ya figured it out man ... good job and keep on keeping on ! Peace Out

[@lizardking5264]

Thank you for sharing such a tough story. It is great to see you got the help you needed and made the changes you needed to make. Good on you for apologizing to the poor store clerk.

[@actionjackson9121]

damn brother, thats pretty big of you to put out there....I could very much relate to some of this as its going on in my life right now. after 11 years in the army, converting back to society with the type civilian humans is rough. I've been out 18 months and I've essentially followed that same path of craziness. Living back in my home area of Johnson County Kansas has sank me into depression severely as the police/justice system is as evil as can be. I can't see any good in moving back home as its just destroyed me and I'm just trying to walk the line. I hate to hear other Vets struggle but it reminds me theres others out there that go through the same thing...thx for posting that bro

[@Human1337]

Hope things get better man

[@horatiobeaker]

The courage you have to share your very human story will give others the courage to seek help if they find themselves in a bad place. Thank you.

[@leester321]

As a 19 year old guy who is currently at the lowest point in my life so far, I just want to thank you for sharing this and tell you how much it meant to me. I have no clue what I want to do with my life other than to be a tattoo artist, but the people that I am surrounded with dont see that as a realistic accomplishment, so I am met every day with the feeling of being a failure and a fear of what my life will turn out to be like. I love how you were able to find a job that keeps you so happy and satisfied, and hope that I can eventually find something similar, that will challenge me and push my to try to be the best I can be. Being open about feelings that "normal" people look down upon is very difficult, so thank you again. -Lee

[@ANDYMCNET]

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[@leester321]

@@ANDYMCNET I loved it. Thank you!!!

[@tacuachandocuh8233]

Try malt liquor it helps with depression

[@ethanwright1620]

This video has helped me a bunch dude. I'm 21 and I found the love for power saws when I was 14. I worked out of town for 2 years, then I started learning how to climb and got back to running saws working at the house. I got a dui here lately and it's good to know someone else has demons too. Love the videos dude.

[@paulcoulter7181]

You're a big man to come out an tell us this.

[@kmmck]

One of the most courageous things I’ve heard anyone say. I am sure your disclosure of your personal struggle will be helpful to others. Thank you

[@lucasfila2020]

You have all positive followers man!!! Cheers from Chicago and much love from us all.

[@Impossibilty232]

Hell of a story to tell before installing a vise. I'm not a tree cutting person at all but this guy is one of my most favorite people to listen to ramble on, just because how well he says everything

[@jenmatters9159]

Bro,, I loved your vids before seeing this and let me tell you dude! You have basically saved my life by this testimony. Nobody could thru to me like you just did in this vid

[@Human1337]

Glad to help, hope things go turn around for you.

[@scooter2nc]

Great that you can share. I’ve been dealing with depression for most of my life and I didn’t get help until I had a breakdown. Now I share my story with anyone who wants to hear. Great humanity story. Be well, brother.

[@sabinamarie6999]

"We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion."

[@-Ascender]

About to buy a duramax and found your channel today, watched the breakdown of your truck and found this video. It was simply incredible, I have so much respect for a man who can be honest and vulnerable especially behind a camera and tell people without restraint about your life and struggles. This is purely for the benefit of others who are where you have been and that's loving and beautiful. not to be too sappy, but I loved this video and subscribed and share this with friends and family. Spreading awareness about depression is extremely important, last year I lost my sister to depression and this video is a perfect example of reaching out to those in need of hearing it. Thank you for being you.

[@Human1337]

Sorry about your loss

[@gary_glover]

Appreciate the story and all of the other videos you post for us. I don't think any differently about you than I did before. You're still a Great Human

[@shovel86cu]

hats off for sharing. i freaking love watching you work. i wish i had learned more about rigging and felling. we did dead-and-downs for years. i hope you know how much people enjoy your videos. keep up the great work.

[@larndavies6954]

Subscribed based on just this video...seen others but this convinced me. Hard story to tell so thank you

[@BRrdeckard]

Same here, subscribed today. Hang in there bro.

[@blacktusktrees]

me too Larn Davies. you basically stole my comment

[@highwalker5873]

Yep.

[@Chris4]

Same here... Been watching the channel for a while and this video got me to subscribe. Great content and great story telling. I think others have said it best, but you always learn from your mistakes and before a better person when you recognize it and involve change,. Good on you man!

[@FradetotheLIMIT]

Iv watch countless hours on your channel and only this video made me subscribe. Not that its important. You're a good man with a good heart I can tell. I started to watch your videos because i needed to out of the ambulance. Being a paramedic has burn me out at times. I have always wanted to get into the tree business and started to recently with a company owned by a veteran army ranger. Keep doing what you're doing and remember there is always another beautiful sunny day around the corner from the dark ones. My german shepherd has helped me tremendously with depression. You're so smart! Proud of you dude.

[@tankbrown447]

your an awesome dude and I literally have started watching you everyday. I understand depression. all my life I was depressed, I went to prison for 3 years saving a girl but hurting the bad guy a little too badly I guess, so he sued me and that's that story. with 9 felonies all I could do is start my own business. I do great because I learned in life you have to help yourself. but now I'm getting better finally after 13 years of horrible depression. and I just want to say after getting off topic. I seen a lot of people cause I'm a watcher, and your the type of person that is gonna go far, I hope your depression subsides cause you deserve full happiness bro. sometimes you just gotta wipe your brain of all stress and restart fresh in life without the past to follow you. keep it up brother your going far already. I've watched you grow from your videos from your beginning even to when Keith got in the accident to now. and your awesome bro keep on striving for the best because in the end we only live once in the body you reside. live it to the fullest cause everyone deserves nothing less. thanks bud

[@christoffseivers6862]

Shows a lot for your character to share your story with the world, glad you were able to get everything figured out in life. Good man.