2023 Changed Everything (Boston Vlog & 1 year of growth) ❤️

Thank you all so much for being here with me through my growth. It took me so long to do this, but I'm so happy I've healed enough to share something so important to me.
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[@n.t.1724]

This made me emotional!! I'm so glad you had such an amazing personal growth period!! It's so awesome that you feel better than you did before and know you can do anything!

[@Aneva]

Thank you so much!!! I didn’t realize it was that emotional until others have spoken on it. I really appreciate it 💗

[@Catlily5]

Wow, the Boston library looks like a palace! I am glad you learned important skills!

[@spencerkagie]

Finding out you can do things on your own is so freeing! I didn’t travel by myself until a few years ago. It was so much fun to be able to see whatever I thought seemed interesting. Yes! Go to Oregon! I love that state

[@Aneva]

Thank you Spencer!!! If you say Oregon is nice, I shall put it on the list of places to visit!!! You do travel quite a bit and that is fantastic 🗺️

[@cattime2044]

Your hair is LOOKIN GOOD!!! 💛⭐️ you are inspiring! Even when you “weren’t taking care” of your hair, it looked beautiful. Seriously. Boston is beautiful, I remember those photos! Solitude can be a blessing and a curse! Mastering it and becoming comfortable with it….it can make you POWERFUL! Means independence comes extremely natural for you! Me myself, i still struggle with it! New places unnerve me a great deal. Big crowds and new people unnerve me. I still have social issues but try my best to just endure them and accept myself. It’s been mostly better…but when it’s bad, it is bad. The insecurity you speak of. IM STILL THERE lol. I actually got some filler and it helped me a bit. Idk. I’m rambling now but I definitely can understand what you’re saying and I love that you shared this and ultimately you had a good time. Started off bad but became GOOD! Im finally dabbling in make up now. OBSESSED WITH LIP GLOSS. So during the video, I kept looking at your lips! You are beautiful and the decision you made, though painful, is courageous and shows your strength.

[@Aneva]

Nyx buttergloss, but this one is nyx fat lip oil!!! The color is “that’s chic”. They’re such high quality. Buttergloss is my favorite though. Thank you so much. I feel like we are growing together in a way, but from a distance! I really appreciate the support you’ve shown me for so long. I hope you’re doing okay!! As for my hair it feels like it’s grown overnight. Almost like one day I just woke up healthier. Thank you again and I wish the best for you, always !!! 💗✨

[@cattime2044]

@@Aneva omg. Thanks for sharing that. I will order it! I’m playing around with elf products because of the affordability. I love elf! When I get better, i will buy the better stuff! I love Juvia’s Place!! It’s my favorite. I’m doing really well, actually. Well? Yeah, I think I am. Lots of improvements. Lots of acceptance and IVE BEEN STANDING UP FOR MYSELF TOO! EXERCISING AND RUNNING CONSISTENTLY (that’s a big deal for me srsly) I’m saying ‘no’ more often and yelling at the people who rightfully deserve it! I love it! I am also back to writing A LOT, actively engaging in my daydreams and inspirations. It is fun! I hope to learn to draw soon (eventually) and get back to learning Japanese (I’m a hopeless weeb!). I bought a lever harp and I’m learning that which is good for my mood so, yeah i can’t complain. For bad days and up and down moods, I have to recommend learning an instrument - even a kazoo , it can make all the difference. I’m so honored to be growing with you and I can’t wait to see more growth and more looks from you. Your make up at the very end - will you do a tutorial!? LOL 💛⭐️👑

[@Aneva]

Thank you so so so much!! That all sounds amazing and I’m glad you can see how far you’re coming. It would be nice to do makeup again, so we shall see!! Have a good day :)

[@hannahgarrow28]

I am so very proud and happy for you, Aneva. This was a lovely video to watch

[@Aneva]

Thank you so much Hannah!!!

[@jesterskully563]

14:10 it’s loud in baseball games but it’s even louder when you’re in an indoor arena

[@Aneva]

I had NO idea how loud and crowded it would be

[@jesterskully563]

@@Aneva I usually go to hockey games during the season. It gets soooo loud and when the Devils score a horn blows super loud.

[@kavencci]

Im very proud of you for becoming the better version of yourself

[@Aneva]

Thank you Kavencci!!

[@jesterskully563]

9:04 I never held back on anything when I was in college. That explains why I had no friends 😢. This was back in the 90s when people knew anything about autism.

[@ajhebb]

Aneva, this was a lovely, beautiful video. Thank you for sharing your journey with us

[@Aneva]

Thank you AJ, you mean a lot to me, thank you for being there for the ride!! ❤

[@jdlewis913]

Congratulations on healing. I hope god continues to bless you and your life comes with great success.

[@laurencurry7002]

proud of you!!

[@Aneva]

Love you Lauren!!! Tysm :)

[@laurencurry7002]

@@Aneva love you!!!!

[@Thelegendofafangirl]

Im so happy and proud of you for sticking to what you wanted and making that big girl decision. I hope this is TMI and im sorry if this is but im 21 and im a neurodivergent(im undiagnosed) as well. Next year I graduate from college with my bachelor degree in psychology but the thing is im not sure if I want to go back to school for my masters especially since psychology was never the career I wanted. I just did it because It was pushed as being good career and I just wanted a stable form of income. Now as the date gets closer i know that I have to make a choice. Your video just gave me a new found perspective, so thanks in a way.

[@Aneva]

That wasn’t too much information at all. Thank you for your kindness, and I hope that everything works out for you as well 🩵 best of luck out here!!

[@jesterskully563]

I dislike traveling by plane. It’s so stressful 😥

[@Aneva]

I imagine horrible things the whole time so I just try to sleep 😭

[@jesterskully563]

6:24 I struggle with self esteem and not being attractive enough as well

[@Aneva]

It started in my mind. I hated it you know?

[@jesterskully563]

4:11 that’s a dope 💍

[@Aneva]

I agree!

[@michaelxz85]

I fly by myself and go to restaurants by myself also. I dont get why people think going to a restaurant by yourself is so terrible.

[@Aneva]

I dunno. It’s really relaxing if you go during down times too! It can bring out feelings of loneliness if you’re already feeling down. But getting used to it is nice.

[@jesterskully563]

2:32 being alone kinda sucks

[@telayajackson2.023]

Thank you for sharing your experience in Boston. I hope to travel on plane someday. I feel my life is just boring ever since things changed in my family, and I want my life to feel more fun again. Now, I'm aware of what I may experience once I do travel. I'm glad you still had fun, despite the difficulties that autism can cause.

[@Aneva]

Thank you. I’m really grateful I had the experience. I hope you’re doing well. Travel by plane is a lot, but it seems to get a little easier over time. Thank you for commenting ❤