30 Messed up Vocaloid Songs

Please read this at some point please!
So what do I mean by messed-up? For this video it's songs that make you uncomfortable, queasy, cringe, shocked, upset, etc. For these songs it could be their lyrics, the video, the meaning behind the song or just everything about it.
Some of these songs I couldn't find english translations at all or if I did, they were covers. I wanted to use the original songs for all these so that might be why some videos have no translations or they're in another language.
If you wanna look these up yourself, that's your choice. Please don't get upset with me or any of these creators.
The next video I make will be a more cheery one to balance this.
And again, if you see ads on this video, that's not me that's the copyright.

[@SomeonewhoisTotallySmart]

Made a playlist of all the songs in this video kzbin.info/aero/PLOmnCVo-ev5XxdrBfoCZtyUlW4sDzWeQA&si=CifXjPyyr-MDKLfC

[@actuallydeadfr]

JERMBO SPOTTED 🔥

[@Rubyvinor0809]

Pretty sure we all knew that at least one Kikuo song was going to show up

[@eternal_m1dnight140]

Of course Kikuo's showing up here practically ALL their songs are messed up (song of the night and maybe astral travel being an exception)

[@Thtaoy1029]

It'd be very surprising if there wasn't, as his style is kinda messed up (in a good way). Although he now makes less depressing songs and, in lack of better words, more strange(?) songs, it does not change the fact that he makes bangera

[@4ngst_L0v3r]

Yep.

[@chlowormy]

Lmao yupp

[@maddiesmenagerie8853]

I’m surprised none of MARETU’s songs did, though.

[@0_.sweety._098]

Goodbye, AaaaAaaa and gommenne gommenne are absolute bangers and also self harm colorless

[@sayussi]

I wonder if you'll say sorry too

[@nacchichan_2045]

And your a worthless child, one of my favourite songs, just 'Kimiwa dekinaii dekinaii dekinaii ko' just stabs my heart in a good way

[@nacchichan_2045]

And I can take off my panties- it's just good

[@samael9589]

Gomenne Gomenne is so good but it full on makes me nauseous 😭 i don’t have a super weak stomach but the lyrics are on another level

[@flxralblcssom]

@@samael9589 RIGHT when i read them it makes me feel a bit ill tbh

[@__.5046]

despite the horrifying lyrics, the spider and the kitsune-like lion is such a banger. miku and gumi is probably one of my favorite duos

[@lillianfranklin1091]

you should check out Masa's other songs by miku and gumi like the wedding one (its also really good)

[@weird_art_kid]

True!

[@fredonmars]

I wish someone would make an English cover 😭

[@misslucywucy]

Masa works design is awesome :3

[@IMACOCONUTLOL]

Yea

[@bellflowerqw-ajpw]

I just realized You’re A Useless Child was playing in the background earlier while i was attending a 7-year-old’s sanrio themed birthday party 💀

[@ilikecheesecake986]

damn 😟

[@needlemouseClubhouse]

Nah. Tell me the whole story

[@bellflowerqw-ajpw]

@@needlemouseClubhouse well i was invited to the birthday party of a 7-year-old that i didn’t even know because my mom is friends with her mom. since it was sanrio themed, the hosts were probably trying to set a fun and cute mood while waiting for the party to start, so they blasted a playlist on the speakers with sped up japanese songs. i didn’t recognize most of them, but my sister knew all of them and said they were pretty dark songs. when you’re a useless child started playing, it sounded familiar but i couldn’t remember what it was. after some time the hosts switched to english songs. i didn’t really like the song, but i’m glad the hosts stopped the dark japanese songs then when i got home (which is when i commented that) i saw this video and finally realised what song was playing earlier. let’s just hope that the birthday celebrant or her sister (who is around my age) doesn’t know the song xD

[@jessicashih4010]

imagine that@@bellflowerqw-ajpw

[@Mango1021]

Bro what💀💀💀

[@octosquid48]

I Can Take off my Panties! is a song that sounds messed up out of context, but it's literally just about a girl who doesn't want to be nagged by adults. The “panties” are basically symbolic: *the panties are her perspective on adults.* She wants to get rid of them so she can be more independent.

[@nacchichan_2045]

thank god, now that you explained i can finally say my fav song without sounding weird

[@flowerz4youu]

THIS IS WHAT IVE BEEN SAYING OML

[@이규리-f2i]

Oh please... whatever the "real" meaning it tries to say, it definitely plays around the pedo vibe. Stop trying to justify it. U can just like the melody

[@octosquid48]

@@이규리-f2i it ain't that one Oliver song about gay sex or something

[@sumanrajkarnikar4260]

THE HAIL

[@duckswithknives]

Goodbye was originally a vent song, but Circus decided to rewrite it and put it into Miku's perspective.

[@Kirbyfan45]

THIS IS SO MUCH MESSED UP BRO!! I love it.

[@sakiamira]

And then years later there is a sequel to it which is very uplifting

[@duckswithknives]

@@sakiamira WAIT WHAT IS IT CALLED

[@SuniSmiles]

​@@sakiamiraBRO DONT KEEP US HANGING, TELL US

[@dhllyyquit]

​​@@SuniSmileshonestly just guessing but it might be "hello, again" bc thats what popped up when i searched

[@faultyfaulty7812]

Fun fact!! My sister did a report on Secrets of Wisteria for urban legends and things for her mythology class. She got an A for it being based off a true story :3

[@squibkib]

wait WHAT TRUE STORY!?!??!

[@icyycoree]

@@squibkib yea sadly 😕😕😕

[@squibkib]

​@@icyycoreeoh goodness- can... can you explain it or should I search it up on google?

[@icyycoree]

@@squibkib its about a serial killer named albert fish i think?r-ed, killed and ate little kids. even three yr olds..

[@warleykins]

@@squibkib Basically, Cannibal named Albert Fish who was addicted to pain and human meat kidnaps 12 year old boy and eats him. The ending of Secrets of Wysteria is his letter written to the parents.

[@ponikoTV]

a normal person: so what kind of music do you like? me: it's complicated...

[@ponikoTV]

The only song that I don't like in thip top it's s*x whit minors, idk it's just weird 💀

[@panda-ji2fm]

Yea i like listening to robot girls singing

[@HerbertEnterprises]

This is what I say to these people. Me: I listen to the sounds of hell. If you want, I'll play it right now. I actually met a friend cause of saying this, cause she legitimately wanted to be scared. Now we're vest friends 😊

[@ponikoTV]

@@panda-ji2fm we love robot girls

[@Yuuxisz]

​@ECh0dragonsSOREJA SAYONARA SAYONARA COIN LOCKER BABIII

[@bonXbonnieXfox_shipper]

Ok- we can all confirm this. KAITO'S VOICE IN "Story about a poor rabbit" WAS ALMOST LIKE RIN'S VOICE 😭

[@enaspalette]

I THOUGHT IT WAS A WEIRDLY PITCHED MIKU FOR SO LONG

[@ProfessionalBugLover]

I THOUGHT IT WAS RIN OMG

[@itz_daniel7144]

IT WAS SO HIGH PITCHED I THOUGHT IT WAS FLOWER OR SOMETHING

[@Liya_Who]

i thought it was kaito's voice repitched and it was.

[@Jennykindershjd]

HES A CHILD

[@fernandovelazquez4440]

One thats really messed up is "Dont look me that way" by Kikuo. He is truly one of the pioneers of the "Awesome song with disturbing themes and lyrics" archetype

[@gayternatee]

Like for real i cried

[@sehqqq-inactive]

he?? idk why i never thought about it but i kinda thought kikuo was either female or genderless idk why

[@LegionEagles22]

I remember trying to listen to that song, but I could only get halfway through the song before I had to click off. It made me cry.

[@dianachavez9061]

I always cry when hearing that song, it's so nice, it makes me imagine myself talking to my dearest friends after revealing them my internal thoughts lol

[@justanomoriandprjsekaifan]

it ALWAYS makes me cry 😭

[@evansjello]

time stamps lol 0:00 READ BEFORE WATCHING 0:11 30) goodbye 0:38 29) self-harm colorless 1:09 28) AaAaAaAAaAaAAa 1:39 27) i wonder if you'll say sorry 2:09 26) i can take off my panties! 2:30 25) Cygnus 2:59 24) the boy who when to hell 3:26 23) fear garden 3:52 22) adult's toy 4:17 21 you're a useless child 4:39 20) okaasan 5:04 19) ant observation 5:34 18) that happy child 6:02 17) nihilistic rockhild 6:32 16) story about poor rabbit 6:59 15) secrets of wysteria 7:27 14) Santa will come into your room 7:55 13) shinitagari (you wanna die?) 8:23 12) s*xfriend 8:51 11) miss wanna-die 9:14 10) s*icide song 9:41 9) calalini 10:12 8) I'm sorry, I'm sorry 10:39 7) rotten girl, grotesque romance 11:06 6) the spider and kistune-like lion 11:35 5) the b*tchy idol 12:01 4) pogo's playland 12:28 3) specimen girl 12:59 2) s*x with minors 13:30 1) candy house That took something out of me-

[@ponikoTV]

You should get pinned tbh

[@S.S.07_]

I was looking for a comment with timestamps, thank goodness

[@robloxgummybear1880]

I hope both sides of your pillow is cold tonight

[@ruitakanashixD]

damn no my r which can be considered as dark ish song since its about someone su*c*d3 or at least main character trying to stop "Someone" just to end her doing the su*c*d3/ Jumping off the roof.

[@Avixgenz]

Number 2 ITS kinda wild for me

[@JustADumbFanatic]

The amount of songs featuring Rin there is scaring me-

[@ordinaryhouseplant]

Oof tell me about it 💀

[@smashypixel4188]

and then there's len singing about bananas

[@metzgerguild2782]

Rin- suicide Len- perverted

[@Charlottezepeto345]

Miku is i guess a mix?

[@SophiaMarieAstrera]

​@@smashypixel4188You mean his hair?

[@wedoalittletrollingyesijus2612]

Fun fact: Miss Wanna Die English cover might be more popular than the original

[@what-hq1gl]

im pretty sure it is

[@-scarletmoon-]

It actually is! I think a lot of that is cause of the gacha videos with the song in English and probably vocaloid fans who liked the English cover

[@kaelanmcalpine2011]

Same thing applies to Bad Girl Online, that one's probably moreso on Danganronpa fans though

[@Jackal_LanternX]

It definitely is. I can’t even FIND the Japanese version on Apple Music

[@bubblegumcookie_]

It’s because of all the “POPPY PLAYTIME SAD BACKSTORY” videos

[@Running_from_Fights]

Another big one is called rolling girl, it’s also slight suicide/self harm, but mainly self harm since it’s about a girl who rolls down hills as a way to hurt herself, if that makes sense

[@Bibiinaz_]

That's not entirely accurate, "rolling" is a term used to refer to S/H or just her trying to "roll the dice" again in hopes that things will get better. She's not literally throwing herself down hills :) /nm

[@yakoutsuba]

It’s not that messed up to me but it’s a banger It’s not about that btw .,. Rolling is a term for “Keep going” As if she’s trying to go one more day so things can get better.

[@justaskychild8365]

I have heard “rolling girl” was a name for a girl who was struggling with depression, but still trying to find her way through. I may be wrong however.

[@tech8652]

i mean… i always interpreted rolling girl as a girl being seemingly stuck in this cycle of pain in every day she faces, that she’s not been able to get out of, like rolling down a steep hill, with each roll, (day) slowly, but unfortunately surely, wearing her down.

[@Crystal_522]

some of wowaka's songs are darker than i expected. two faced lovers iirc is about unwanted pregnancy

[@OwO-d8d]

Why does "Your a useless child" have such a comforting beat

[@noot_noot23467]

because the mother is trying to protect the child, since the child is deemed useless

[@nazbruhh]

When the most f*cked up songs are always bangers😭😔

[@haileyfandroidfan1164]

True for candy house especially

[@Aubyyyyy]

@@haileyfandroidfan1164FR

[@Zeni_is_not_cool_or_funny]

Me listening to #11 Miss wanna-die: 😑🗡 ✂😑 😑🔨 😑🔫 🔪😑

[@rosariouribe3906]

FR AND OMG FANDROID FAN??​@@haileyfandroidfan1164

[@traSh_A]

Fr bro

[@yassifiedgalaxy]

I love how you added unpopular songs here too! Props to you! :D

[@River_On_Down]

Thank you!

[@River_On_Down]

@Beverly Playz ♡ I wanna say it sounds vaguely familiar but nothing really comes to mind. Do you know the vocaloid who sings it or if the song is older or not?

[@River_On_Down]

@Beverly Playz ♡ I dont think i know it but ill keep an eye out for it, im almost always checking out different songs

[@owoweirdo1558]

​@Beverly Playz ♡ were you able to find it?

[@m1churr0]

@Beverly Playz ♡ if you ever do,,, hand it over 🔫

[@magentapink4828]

Other songs that I think would fit into this list: Mind Brand The Fox’s Wedding Housewife Radio (okay the lore is the “messed up” part rather than the song itself) Bacterial Contamination (mostly the video though) Amygdala’s Rag Doll

[@runaway__cat]

Mind brand is such a banger tho

[@hunterkun7746]

Mind Brand makes sense, isn’t the actual song based off of girl losing her virginity to someone who cheats on her or something?

[@ebel-mt2dm]

The foxs wedding and the spider and the kitsune like lion seem to be related like the foxs wedding is a remix of the one in the video. I recofnized it immediately cuz its a banger i listen to all the time.

[@yakoutsuba]

The fox’s wedding is a banger

[@mental_decay_]

​@@ebel-mt2dmSame series. The Miku of Spider and Kitsune Like Lion is the same in Fox's Wedding with the Gumis being separate but related

[@mySoupDied]

1:25 I’m sorry but imagine saying your favorite song is AAaaAaAaAaaAAaaAAaaAaAAAaAaAAaAaAaAaAa-

[@blahblah_bby]

First Few: Sad, Depressing, Heavy Subjects Immediately After: TAKE MY PANTIES OFF

[@MooglesAreCool]

Dispite all the dark lyrics, i love all these songs

[@MooglesAreCool]

But beheading dance and the late wide knowledge belongs here

[@sillyperson1610]

I agree useless child is a banger

[@InfectedLullaby]

specimen girl hits HARD

[@ProfessionalBugLover]

me too

[@dusttalebrainrot]

i searched up the 2nd to last song because i liked it but now i'm afraid im on a watchlist because of the name 💀

[@River_On_Down]

Had that same feeling too when I was looking it up 💀

[@grapepantaluver]

K O K I C H I O U M A

[@dusttalebrainrot]

@@grapepantaluver HELLO MY TWIN

[@grapepantaluver]

@@dusttalebrainrot HELLO BROTHER

[@UltimateTrashcan]

This is why incognito mode exists

[@Bfb_Simp42069]

*Secrets of wysteria starts playing* Me: Oliver, what the hell?

[@MijuJellyfish]

Lmao 😋

[@hunterthepartygoer]

Holes

[@hachi8865]

i love secrets of wysteria. it's inspired by an old serial killer/cannibal (Albert fish) and if you reverse the end of the song you can hear someone reading the letter he wrote to one of the victims parents- the victim was a young child btw. also i would only reccomended looking it up if you don't get disgusted easily cuz it can make some people nauseous it's so bad lol

[@toast7659]

@@hachi8865yeah apparently reading the letter albert fish wrote to the parents messed a lot of people up

[@Oliver72725]

Wh-

[@Brookcario]

OKAASAN IS TERRIFYING AND I REGRET LISTENING TO IT AT 2 AM 💀 also The Spider and the Kitsune-Like Lion is an absolute BANGER

[@CheeseBurger_r]

Shes just staring at my soul..😭

[@Elis-chan14]

Okaasan still haunts me especially when you play the ending backwards to hear a hidden message

[@phuongdao7156]

What’s the hidden message?

[@KATTANOI]

What the other guy said, what is it????

[@Elis-chan14]

@@phuongdao7156 since i know now many want to listen to the song just to know the hidden message here it is. Why am i here? Please help me. My okaasan is here she is coming to come kill me you will kill us right before her. Would you help me find my way through?. She will have us right in front her. We will be dead in a few weeks. She will kill us all in time Ooooo-kaaaa-ssaa-aan Will you help me? Please im begging. In a few days i will be dead. Will you help me keep me from her? It will help us get out fast Ge-et out fo-or the… Is she? Is she? Is she? I will be here no more Venom venom venom

[@Elis-chan14]

@@KATTANOI wrote the hidden message

[@KATTANOI]

@@Elis-chan14 thanks

[@Reaper_0195]

Secrets of Wysteria is such a good song. Heck, if you play it in reverse, there's a confession from a man who ate a girl. 😊

[@cloudyStorm-]

WHA?

[@giorgospapoutsakis5271]

So it's about cannibalism

[@CyroKinesis]

I got spine chills tbh

[@paigemosher8697]

​@ProjectSekaiLover. It's even worse than what OP summarized. The lyrics are ripped straight from a mocking note that the serial killer Albert Fish sent to the parents of 12-year-old Grace Budd detailing how he lured her to his place, killed her, then consumed her body. It's one of the most horrific things I've ever read.

[@yourcarsextendedwarranty609]

Warning ⚠ may be disturbing to audiences of ALL age groups On May 25, 1928, Albert Fish read an ad in the paper that was posted by a young man named Edward Budd…and then he decided that he would murder Budd. Fish, by then an accomplished rapist and murderer, visited Budd’s family under the pretense of offering the man a job. But when he met his 10-year-old sister, Grace, Fish decided to change his intended victim. The following is the letter that Fish sent anonymously to Grace Budd’s mother after killing and eating the little girl. This is the document that eventually led to the murderer’s arrest. “My Dear Mrs. Budd, In 1894, a friend of mine shipped as a deck hand on the steamer Tacoma, Capt. John Davis. They sailed from San Francisco to Hong Kong, China. On arriving there, he and two others went ashore and got drunk. When they returned, the boat was gone. At that time, there was a famine in China. Meat of any kind was 1-3 dollars a pound. So great was the suffering among the very poor that all children under 12 were sold for food in order to keep others from starving. A boy or girl under 14 was not safe in the street. You could go in any shop and ask for steak, chops, or stew meat. Part of the naked body of a boy or girl would be brought out and just what you wanted cut from it. A boy or girl’s behind, which is the sweetest part of the body and is sold as veal cutlets, brings the highest price. John stayed there so long that he acquired a taste for human flesh. On his return to N.Y., he stole two boys - one 7, one 11. He took them to his home, str!pped them naked, and tied them up in a closet, and then burned everything they had on. Several times every day and night he sp@nked them - t0rtured them - to make their meat good and tender. First, he killed the 11-year-old boy, because he had the fattest a$$ and of course the most meat on it. Every part of his body was cooked and eaten except the head, bones, and guts. He was roasted in the oven (all of his a$$), boiled, broiled, fried, and stewed. The little boy was next, and he went the same way. At that time, I was living at 409 E. 100 St. He told me so often how good human flesh was, and I made up my mind to taste it. On June 3, 1928, I called on you at 406 W. 15 St. and brought you pot cheese and strawberries. We had lunch. Grace sat on my lap and kissed me. I made up my mind to eat her. On the pretense of taking her to a party, you said yes, she could go. I took her to an empty house in Westchester I had already picked out. When we got there, I told her to remain outside. She picked wildflowers. I went upstairs and str!pped all my clothes off. I knew if I did not I would get her bl00d on them. When all was ready, I went to the window and called her. Then I hid in the closet until she was in the room. When she saw me all naked she began to cry and tried to run down the stairs. I grabbed her and she said she would tell her mamma. First, I stripped her naked. How she did kick, bite, and scratch. I choked her to de@th, then cut her in small pieces so I could take the meat to my rooms, cook, and eat it. How sweet and tender her little a$$ was roasted in the oven. It took me 9 days to eat her entire body. I did not f×¢k her, though I could have if wished. She died a v1rgin. " The story of Captain Davis and the Chinese famine was never corroborated, but the description of Grace Budd’s death was accurate. Police used the information on the stationery paper Fish used to locate and detain him. Fish never denied the crime. He was executed by the electric chair in 1936 I censored all words that are "Innapropiate".... I know it's pointless don't come after me in the replies.

[@shiro8306]

3:53 okay but aside the fact of the meaning and stuff, utsu-p is the best metal vocaloid producer

[@realchickfila]

Damn right. Praise

[@icyycoree]

TRUEEE

[@morshmello]

fr

[@ilikescatsalot]

REALREAL

[@CultoftheSpiral]

I BELIEVE IN UTSU-P SUPREMACY 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@flanflanflandre]

26 is definitely one of the creepiest ones . Rin is literally 14 😭

[@JJ-pr4dp]

What about 22 😭

[@strawberrydeathOK]

I though that 26 was a metaphor for growing up or puberty or something..idk that’s what I heard from somewhere 😭 but yeah it’s quite weird even theb

[@ponikoTV]

Bruh the second one is worse

[@flanflanflandre]

@@JJ-pr4dp oh god 22 💀

[@nekomily]

Vocaloid age can depend on the songs, but yeah she’s a high schooler in that one it seems

[@Kyoon-wo4gj]

0:30 has the perfect transition

[@littlecake453]

I really love shinitagari and suicide song because despite very dark lyrics... They don't feel negative at all. More actually opposite after hearing those songs you want to continue live your life.

[@KPVega1]

ahhh The Spider and the Kitsune-like Lion a classic

[@Mushroombea]

The while onibi series and some other creation of masa work design are also very disturbing and creepy

[@KPVega1]

@@Mushroombea but are bops

[@SpinningAround-sy9ri]

the fact I recognized and either actively/used to actively listen to all of them really shows how shitty middle school and high school were for me. I am in a much better place now, and been a year and a half clean ^^

[@sehqqq-inactive]

wow thats a great achievement! im happy ur doing better :D middle and high school can get you in a pretty messed up place of mind, i know that. great job everyone whos doing better and working towards it! :))

[@NightBeLike]

Middle school and high school are the same i think.

[@hasamat38]

"a year and a half clean" What are there drugs!! xD I know all these to, started to watch these back in 2016-2017 back in high school

[@SpinningAround-sy9ri]

@@hasamat38 I was referring to self-harm as in, cutting. Also, of course what you listen to doesn't always reflect one psyche's, but for many cases it does.

[@hasamat38]

@@SpinningAround-sy9ri I see, I am glade you doing better! and not self harming! Yeah i agree with you on that many times a person watched a thing due to how they think/feel

[@dollythepuppet5211]

I must admit, I was silently holding out on Story of a Poor Rabbit making the list, I thought for sure that a more well-known song like Aishite or Darling would make the list. I will admit, I was pleasantly surprised

[@bigdoodooheadfard482]

why does "i can take off my panties! " sound so kid-friendly 😭😭😭

[@blooblegoopdar4971]

because it's a metaphor for growing up

[@ordinaryhouseplant]

Ikr 😅

[@bigdoodooheadfard482]

@@blooblegoopdar4971 alr then

[@Yuuxisz]

It is ! (Its just a metaphor for responsibilities, she's saying it like if I put my panties on, I still have my responsibilities)

[@Yuuxisz]

IDK HOW TO REALLY EXPLAIN IT😭

[@lukamegurine4793]

Specimen Girl and Fear Garden are my personal favorite songs here. These songs are literal bangers

[@a_v0iD]

Me xd

[@yakoutsuba]

fear garden is for some reason good bc I’m an extremely dark person myself so I like the song

[@eddhead101]

I love Candy house! It's my favorite vocaloid song, I'm glad it was on this list, it's really disturbing and I felt so uncomfortable when I first listened to it. Edit: No longer my favorite, still good though.

[@Toffiskindamidtbh]

Never heard of it but I think it sounds cool. First time seeing it

[@MijuJellyfish]

​@@Toffiskindamidtbh same

[@creatorchan3164]

I’ve heard the song before since it showed up in my Spotify playlist at some point but I’m kinda glad they changed the original title of the song. Still doesn’t change how disturbing the song but it’s interesting how muship cand make music sound whimsical yet unsettling at the same time

[@Kirbyfan45]

I kinda love it too, haven't heard the entire song.

[@ponikoTV]

I love but I also hate it becuese makes me feel bad for Teto 😿

[@weird_art_kid]

Vocaloid song: *gut wrenching lyrics about verbal abuse* My goofy ahh: KIMI WA DEKINAI DEKINAI DEAKINAI KO 🔥🗣️‼️

[@bl0odyt34rz]

YES WHY DID KIKUO HAVE TO MAKE SUCH A BANGER

[@itsmeevelynfedora]

English Literal translation: Self-Harm Colorless Official English: Self-Inflicted Achromatic The English Literate translations title is weird than Official translation.

[@thisishcommentary]

Just call it Jishimokuou

[@Wonderhoy347]

I love this song! (That sounds really messed up but it was the first song i unlocked master level on pro seka)

[@Zetourayaka_0_00blank]

@@thisishcommentary yeah i call it Jishoumushoku but call it Self-Inflicted Achromatic just for them people that don't know it

[@Zetourayaka_0_00blank]

@@Wonderhoy347 it's the song that got me into vocaloid

[@dragonmoonwave]

0:43 NO WAY THIS SONG GOT INTO PROJECT SEKAI

[@sierra1875]

finally someone else noticing specimen girl!!

[@rzyrafa013]

best song ever.

[@Cry4stalae]

GAKUPO KILLS SOMEONE.

[@cr1ttens]

To be honest I love Okaasan so much, as well as Ant Observation despite both of their very concerning lyrics

[@benzosiara]

Okaasan is genius in the way it uses the sound to tell the story

[@Thtaoy1029]

Okaasan gave me nightmares for days

[@leila4244]

@@Thtaoy1029same

[@ProfessionalBugLover]

me too lol

[@ninarozenrad]

Okaasan and Ant Observation were the first Vocaloid songs I found when I was like 12 years old... I remember being so traumatized by the ant song because I used to burn and terrorize ant houses so I stopped lmao

[@LlamissIGuess]

I used to listen to “you’re a useless child”, and “Miss wanna die”. Both of them were hella bangers. Now I listen to a mix of jazz, electronic music, Gumi/Hastune Miku, and my favorite, PEPOYO. For those of you who don’t know who PEPOYO is, they make BANGER MUSIC and it’s kinda mostly about suicide/self harm BUT THE BEAT IS HELLA GOOD. I recommend Raku Raku Anrakushi or Dear :D Edit: thanks for the likes! Edit 2: GUYS WHY IS THERE SO MANY LIKES And PEPOYO FANS UNITEEEEEEEEEE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️

[@tuyuflower]

Lol ı was so obsessed with miss wanna die 3 years ago (shinitai chan). I listened only that song everyday when im going to school. Some of my friends called me "Shinitai-chan". I had 2 pictures of shinitai chan in my room. Now ı think things i did were a little TOO much. Bruh to me. I still love that song tho

[@Mushroombea]

omg I know they're songs are incredible

[@annmarieroyal]

I like Pepoyo but not as much 😅 One of the songs I like is the one where the trio seem to be homeless..?

[@inactive.e]

​@@annmarieroyalCurse Neurosis?

[@annmarieroyal]

@@inactive.e Oh yeah!

[@buckshotter]

forced obedience by maretu deserves to be on here

[@River_On_Down]

I actually heard this one a couple weeks ago, it would've definitely made the list

[@buckshotter]

@@River_On_Down its disturbing as fuck and i think is one of maretus first songs? even with the disturbing topic, i love the song cuz of the way maretu uses mikus voice box

[@luminous.iolite]

@@buckshotterit’s his first song actually

[@Kirated]

@@River_On_Down You should listen to Crushed mary! Its a good horror "song"

[@Mushroombea]

yeah ! I love the song but damn the lyrics are fucked up 😅

[@1llusionnnn]

If you're looking for messed up, uncomfortable, upset songs then I highly recommend the artists Babuchan (an AMAZING AND UNDERRATED vocaloid artist who uses hatsune miku) and Kikuohana (my FAVOURITE artist who is a collaboration of kikuo and hanatan (she has an amazing voice)

[@Transparence.]

Can i take off my panties actually have a way deeper meaning; It describe how it feels to grow and gain independance. "Take off panties" is just a metaphor for growing and changing.

[@BGL1214]

I know that it has been like a year since this was first posted but all the 30 songs that were chosen were really mess up in some way and out of these songs I still remember the first time I listened to “Suicide song”. It was around 3-4 years ago and my life was not doing so well with me and I was probably at my lowest point at the time and sometimes I even think of giving up and glad that I actually found the song and gave it a try and at the time I didn’t know any Japanese so after the first time listening to it I got hooked on by the melody and I quickly searched up the lyrics and I seriously hate how relatable it is to me at the time and I can’t thank Nashimoto for how much he turned my life around with just a song I don’t know if I’m even alive if I didn’t discover it. Just wanna say one more thing the fact that “The Bitchy Idol” is about a dude trying to catfish men and Luo’s character looks like a trap was too hilarious to think of lmao

[@violaakaastraea7178]

wait miss wanna die is a vocaloid?! OH MY GOD ITS ORIGINALLY JAPANESE I LISTEN TO THE ENGLISH ONE TOO MUCH

[@Tsuki_Tenma]

Omg I didn't know it was this song I had heard of the song before but didn't know it was this one

[@Skirtkasedookielee]

Wait you too?! Sammme if heard it in so many places

[@hunterthepartygoer]

I WANNA DIE WANNA DIE BUT DONT REALLY WANT TO DIE

[@moncheri641]

I Always heard it in Gacha videos

[@Skirtkasedookielee]

@@moncheri641 me too

[@leaf143]

If tou know all these songs: 1. Please go to therapy 2. I like you 3. Please go to therapy

[@kaynaissentbyheavenn]

i already do (okashi no iye relatable)

[@akumu_sun2244]

Thanks for covering almost half of the bottom screen so that I couldn't read the subtitles (if there were any) and actually see why the songs were so messed up lmao

[@CLEOZACHINHUIXINMoe]

not me waiting for a MARETU song, especially coin locker baby 😭

[@Wonderhoy347]

NOOO 2:09 i was dancing to this song in my room! I didnt know this was the translation 😭

[@JustADumbFanatic]

Lmao poor you-

[@warleykins]

I won’t say what I was about to. Let’s say the irony was you were doing the same as Rin did.

[@sabrinan.a4367]

Tbh, althought 'I Can Take Off My Panties' lyrics it's messed up, the rhythm makes me dance lmao

[@blooblegoopdar4971]

it's about growing up. it is a metaphor

[@shenanigansthepoet]

I don't know if anybody else sees them as "messed-up" but Honey I'm Home by Ghost & Pals and Oeoeo by Nashimoto-P (ft Hastune Miku) are two very good vocaloid songs that have some messed-up lyrics. I definitely recommend listening to them!

[@KimyrTheKlanceShipper]

Yeah Honey I'm Home is sorta messed up

[@Zetourayaka_0_00blank]

Self-Inflicted Achromatic is actually my favorite Vocaloid song. It's what got me into vocaloid

[@CallMeEchoNow]

There was a shocking lack of kikuo songs haha, but also kinda fair because kikuo songs are more just sad /disturbing plus more sad songs of kikuo belong to the kikuohana unit so its not even vocaloid haha

[@moonlight...3754]

I knew that Okaasan is going to be there, yet still, it jumpscared me (I swear, I don't know why this and only this song is making me feel so uncomfortable)

[@MooglesAreCool]

If u reverse the song its worse

[@moonlight...3754]

@@MooglesAreCool I've actually heard reversed version too

[@MooglesAreCool]

@@moonlight...3754 when i heard it i was so freaking scared

[@moonlight...3754]

@@MooglesAreCool Weirdly enough, the regular version have been worse for me

[@yuunahanabi2576]

Same help like i forgot and then got reminded again

[@Wonderhoy347]

I was thinking Okaasan is going to be on here 100% when I saw it I was like 😢

[@-moonie-2095]

HELP WHY IS THE SONG ABOUT PANTIES A BANGER

[@tecneon]

I did not expect 1 to be that song and I'm delightfully surprised because it's lesser known but a very disturbing song

[@Kagamine_Len___]

I'm still having nightmares after listening to the spiders and kitsune like lion

[@kyoko2911]

​@beverlyplayzits so good though like just dont look at the lyrics its such a banger

[@BGL1214]

to be honest after knowing the lyrics I would still listen and dance to it the song is nostalgic and it introduced me to horror vocaloid

[@Bfb_Simp42069]

I'm still having nightmares from "Santa will come in your room"

[@Wonderhoy347]

Story of a sad rabbit is nightmare for me

[@thepotatotaxi2430]

it's nowhere near as bad as crushed mary

[@Toobero]

Kikuo might be the best messed up vocaloid producers there is, because the way they write the songs, choose the lyrics, and make the music videos all are so perfectly representative of the songs theme. Like gomenne gomenne being about s€xu@l @bu$e of a child, and how gross and horrible the child feels about this, the lyrics are chosen specifically about eating a humans insides and body fluids to make the listener feel as gross about the theme as the child feels about the subject. It's honestly perfect. On the other side we have useless child, which is focused on the theme of being controlling over a child, manipulating them and seemingly love bombing them to keep the child with them, the chorus being like a mantra that the child has in their head, that they are useless useless useless, it also makes sure it feels like the child is extremely isolated, with he video and the way the child doesn't seem to have much of a life away from the adult, but in the end the adult still ends up alone as the child seems to grow up/run away/tkae their own life, and only now does the adult feel bad, calling themselves useless. It's the mind of a manipulator constantly on 100%, either the child is alwasy wrong, useless, and needs the adult, or the adult is wrong, useless, and needs the child, and the adult is a metronome ticking back and forth on them. Kikuo is amazing at this sort of stuff, the lyrics they write are telling a story in such a good way, and I honestly really love their songs! They know how to give a song a message and knows how to deliver it.

[@thenames_dakota]

number 16 honestly made me feel so uneasy..

[@NANAFAAAAN]

I tought it was any vocaloid,minus kaito (cause MY GOD his voice is so highpitched)

[@blossomgamer4846]

Secrets of Wisteria is EASILY the most creepy, when you reverse it, and realise that it's a true story... my hands are sweating writing this

[@mika_kit61]

I heard the reversed and I had to close the video because I felt like throwing up and crying, absolutely disgusting

[@EienKiseki]

Colorless Self Injury (Jishou Mushoku in case you don't know one of the hundreds of translations for this song's name) is actually a beautiful song about depression and death cravings.

[@claptivity]

Number 30, easiest song in project sekai Where is crushed mary 💀

[@withlove_eva]

Also #29 bc it’s 26 master 22 expert

[@Kirbyfan45]

BECAUSE WHY NOT!? AND WHAT THE FRICK IS CRUSHED MARY!?

[@blooblegoopdar4971]

crushed mary is more of an ambient piece than a song

[@user-sj7ur5ex4q]

wt zbt tell my world

[@user-sj7ur5ex4q]

Tell your world i forgot the title omg

[@vampire-p]

I mean panties is more funny and wtf than disturbing imo

[@Mushroombea]

I mean when you know that Rin is actually 14 then... yup 😬

[@Tsuki_Tenma]

It was funny especially since it just randomly came out from all the more serious or creepy songs

[@user-sx1ym9xp6p]

@@Mushroombea i mean, its about growing up, so she’s a perfect fit for the song

[@ponikoTV]

It still deserves to be on the list because imagine a man taking off his underwear, yuck 😖

[@user-sx1ym9xp6p]

@@ponikoTV its not literal, and the song is about a girl

[@moonjellly]

Love how it went from panties to smiling flowers

[@JUP1T3R-02]

New vocaloid fans would fold if they found out about "gigantic OTN" or "junkie party"💀🙏

[@gwendolynneko4070]

You could probably put every single Kikuo song in this list, but I still love them all.

[@enzaissodead]

i feel like "アブノーマリティ･ダンシンガール / ぐちり" (also known as abnormality dancin' girl) should be in this this song is based about a girl who she thinks she is "normal" and wants to be the opposite of normal. she goes insane about being abnormal and then commits sv1c1d3. there's alot of references to sv1c1d3, from butterflies (hatching out of a chrysallis, or actually meaning she has k1ll3d herself) , her appearing in the center of a circle of chairs (sv1c1d3 by h4ng1ng) , and her appearing on a school rooftop, in the center of a circle of shoes (rooftop as in sv1c1d3 by purposefully falling to death, shoes meaning that people who have fallen to their death on purpose give a sign that they have done it on purpose)

[@hunterthepartygoer]

Same

[@sherrycao4821]

Tbh, all of Guchirys songs cover some darker themes (Orthodoxia having cult themes, Schadenfreude having themes of self-pew pew and stalking, etc)

[@blooblegoopdar4971]

you do not have to 1337sp33k around your words i promise

[@xelix1681]

Im obsessed with that song in an abnormal way

[@hunterthepartygoer]

@@xelix1681 yes

[@schizokoi]

I didn't expect to see that you added candy house :0 Muship makes amazing music

[@Love_tastic2]

Fruiting bodies is a good one. Legit the music speeds up and slows down to create unease. Gives me chills ❤

[@Shay.nonymous]

Every song on here revolving around sex and/or sexual abuse is so fucking uncanny and chilling, and does a wonderful job at making me uncomfortable… props to the writers-

[@silx._o]

THE ENGLISH LYRICS OF CANDY HOUSE LEFT ME TRAUMATIZED LIKE HOLY FUUUUUU-

[@tikimillie]

Would love to see a list like this with Alys Shards on it, its a masterpiece tbh

[@Ku1p3r]

Just put kikuo songs in there and it’s still gonna be rlly messed up

[@Mushroombea]

Half of his songs are messef up so...yeh that's why I love the guy 😅😅

[@yakoutsuba]

Kara Kara no Kara is not messed up-

[@Ku1p3r]

@@yakoutsuba no it kind of is if you think about it. i mean, its not as messed up as like gomene and you are a useless child and all that

[@yakoutsuba]

@@Ku1p3r I mean kinda but kikuo’s songs are bangers

[@Ku1p3r]

@@yakoutsuba right? i love kikuo sm like his music is amazing

[@tasuketewatashiwa1640]

I know half of these and listen to them But since i know the meanings everytime i listen to them its like im having a mental breakdown while dancing

[@josueacunauwu]

11. 「死にたい、死にたい、でも死にたくない」 "I wanna die, I wanna die, but I don't wanna die" That's certainly how most suicidal people feel It's horrible, I hope all of those people get better soon, it's definitely one of the worst feelings a human being can ever have

[@bl00dy..st4rs]

Yeah it really is, even i felt suicidal at one point but I’m over it now, I’m sorry to those who still are considering it

[@emotional_impact5780]

I love self harm colorless bc of pjsk and i always wondered why they called it "jishoumushoku" instead of the english title (i didnt know the eng title b4 this vid) and its bc the title literally has self-harm in it

[@bl00dy..st4rs]

Ohhh i thought it didnt have an english title and it just had a japanese romanisation (i think) title

[@jess.froggy6569]

well self-harm colorless is the direct translation from japanese. it’s official title in english is self inflicted achromatic :)

[@Kirated]

Personally I jam out to okaasan.. like a lot. I really like the beat lol.. same with spider and the kitsune like lion, gomenne gomenne. ALso, thanks for not adding crushed mary! Its a genuine fear striking "song"

[@moonlight...3754]

For me Okaasan is that fear striking song, haha. Even crushed mary doesn't make me feel as uncomfortable as this one. And I don't really know why is that. Perhaps because of the lyrics that are making me feel watched (as they're pretty much directed towards listener) ?

[@Kirated]

@@moonlight...3754 I still feel uneasy around some parts but the song melody is so good I just jam iuf (my cat scared the fuck out of me while I was writing this reply

[@moonlight...3754]

@@Kirated I mean, yeah, the melody itself (before miku starts singing) is good, but once the part with singing starts, I lose it

[@Kirated]

@@moonlight...3754 I love the entire song lol but I can understand how it’s still like unnerving

[@thepotatotaxi2430]

crushed mary is not music i hate it so much, okaasan isn't even scary the end is just gross. also i can NOT look at the lyrics to gomenne all the way through i can't handle that one

[@Yuzuuuu_]

BRO, I NEVER KNEW MISS WANNA DIE WAS A VOCALOID SONG

[@kazumiiiiiiii]

miss wanna die is one of my fav vocaloid songs!

[@Wacky-P]

The Boy Who Went to Hell is an interesting one to say the very least. It's a song about the Taminos Hell poem (A poem about a boy who lives his sister but ends up dying from what I believe is tuberculosis) and it's a pretty interesting take on the tale.

[@creepynightcoredemon]

I gotta admit. Specimen Girl is one of my favorite yandere vocaloid songs, but it's so under-rated. It's nice to see it on a list. ^.^

[@a_v0iD]

YESSSSSSSSSSSS :DDDDDD

[@just_a_littel_gal]

NO WAY ! MUSHI P OUT IN THE WILD !!! Candy house is a pretty good song imo the feel of the music ties in with the theme a bit methinks there are some differences between the version on youtube and the one on spotify [maybe other platforms too ? idk] but both are bangers :)

[@noemivitale4889]

My 2018 gacha self is coming back to me right now 😭💞💞💞 I know they have horrible meanings but so many memories 😭

[@ultimatesigma445]

the melody: 😁 the lyrics: 💀

[@haileyfandroidfan1164]

"The boy who went to hell" is also based on an allegedly cursed poem known as "tominos hell"

[@Devil_RinVT]

Intro: 0:00 Goodbye: 0:11 Self-Harm: 0:40 AAaaAa: 1:08 I wonder if you'll say you're sorry: 1:37 I can take off my panties!: 2:08 Cygnus: 2:34 The boy who went to hell: 2:58 Fear Garden: 3:25 Adult's Toy: 3:52 You're a useless child: 4:17 Okaasan: 4:39 Ant Observation: 5:03 That happy child: 5:34 Nihilistic Rock: 6:02 Story about a poor rabbit: 6:32 Secrets of wysteria: 6:59 Santa will come into your room: 7:27 Shinitagari: 7:55 Sex friend: 8:23 Miss wanna-die: 8:51 Suicide Song: 9:14 Calalini: 9:41 I'm sorry, I'm sorry: 10:12 Rotten girl, Grotesque romance: 10:39 The spider and the kitsune-like lion: 11:07 The bitchy idol: 11:34 Pogo's playland: 12:01 Specimen girl: 12:29 sex with minors: 12:59 Candy house: 13:29 Edit: Timestamps may not be 100% accurate, and I mean by 'accurate' i mean on time, may be late, may be early, idk, it's 1:34 am T-T

[@AbitheUnicornGirl]

Cygnus looks like it fits with a dreamcore song

[@mewisconfused]

30, 29, 28, and 11 all feel very personal and I love them a lot.

[@harvieradish6945]

i remember being obsessed and binging these lists in 5th grade lol cant belive its been like 8 years since most these came out

[@Ldoesstuffig]

All of them were pretty normal and then number 2💀

[@ponikoTV]

Bruh none of them are normal 💀

[@Ldoesstuffig]

@@ponikoTV yea ur right

[@skittyzoon]

All songs :) 30. Goodbye, Hatsune Miku 29. Self harm Colorless, Htsune Miku 28. AaAa, Hatsune Miku 27. I Wonder If You'll Say you're sorry, GUMI 26. I can take of my panties!, Kagamine Rin 25. Cygnus, Hatsune Miku 24. The Boy Who went to hell, Cyber Songman 23. Fear Garden, Kagamine Rin 22. Adults Toy, Kagamine Rin 21. Your a useless child, Hatsune Miku 20. Okaasan, Hatsune Miku 19. Ant Observation, Kagamine Rin 18. That happy child, Hatsune Miku 17. Nihilistic Rock, Hatsune Miku and Kagamine Rin 16. Story about a poor rabbit, KAITO 15. Secrets of Wysteria, OLIVER 14. Santa will come into your room, Kagamine Rin 13. Shinitagari (You wanna die?), Hatsune Miku 12. Sexfriend, Yuzaki Yukari 11. Miss Wanna Die, IA 10. Suicide song, Hatsume Miku 9. Calalini, Kaai Yuki 8. I'm sorry im sorry, Hatsune Miku 7. Rotten Girl Grotesque Romance, Hatsune Miku 6. The spider and the Kitsune-Like lion, Hatsune Miku and GUMI 5. The bitchy idol, Luo Tianyi 4. Pogoo's Playland, Fukase & Big AL 3. Specimen Girl, Kamui Gakupo 2. Sex with Minors, Hatsune Miku 1. Candy House, Kasane Teto I only added the Vocalists names sorry, but hopefully this list is helpful

[@diego.s0]

santa will come to your room is by len not by rin

[@MostmajorofLs]

Ok I’ve heard an English cover of Miss Wanna-Die and that’s where I first heard it. Despite its really sad meaning, its a bop.

[@vvina_]

Wow… all of these are my favorites… it shows you a lot about my mental health fr 😭

[@jessicashih4010]

* agrees 100%*

[@why7928]

number 2 made me fall out of my fucking chair

[@MEC1R7]

0:39 WAIT THATS THE ENGLISH TITLE SONG?

[@noot_noot23467]

here's some meanings of the songs(Some may be what I think it is based off the lyrics, it may be incorrect, as this is based off what I think/other people's theories) 30. s**c*de 29. self harming and s**c*de 28. losing a loved one 27. wanting to get revenge(in an extreme way) 26. trying to obtain freedom 25. holding a grudge against somebody 24. suffering for a loved one 23. obssesion over something 22. being somebody's servant 21. protection of a parent(idk) 20. influnce onto a child 19. extreme love for a thing/person 18. based off a mythological story 17. self harm and s**c*de 16. not wanting the feeling of losing somebody 15. based off a m**d*r case 14. m**d*r 13. self harm and s**c*de 12. wanting to do something intimate 11. wanting to commit s**c*de 10. wanting to commit s**c*de 9. awareness about abusive families 8. awareness about abusive families 7. having an extreme level of love for somebody 6. cannibalism and m**d*r 5. being an intimate servant 4. based off a m**d*r case 3. obsession over a person 2. wanting to be intimate 1. getting comfortable with your trauma (please correct me if it's wrong)

[@noot_noot23467]

istg if I didn't see that one comment on candy house I wouldn't know how to say the meaning

[@paolarei4418]

Candy house is about rap but there's an e at the end, i was thinking it was about having a fetish since wtf where these AI generated looking things in 1.

[@noot_noot23467]

@@paolarei4418 based off that comment, the girl in the music vid got used to the activity, so it's technically right

[@paolarei4418]

@@noot_noot23467 also why tf candyland looks like AI generated nsfw, but the AI is one of the very old ones, those who create almost inconprhensible things

[@noot_noot23467]

​@@paolarei4418nah idk💀

[@kaelanmcalpine2011]

30. Awww, this one's really sad 29. Same with this one, though I never actually knew the English title for this song 28. WHY ARE WE SCREAMING!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? 27. Somehow we went from Swans to Rhapsody of Fire 26. Wait, I didn't think Rin was supposed to grow up 25. Am I in a fever nightmare or something? 24. So that's what Songman sounds like. Also I like the Tim Burton gothic imagery in the video here. 23. Surprised this isn't higher. 22. Ah, I see why this is here. Somehow the lyrics still don't quite fit despite it being a metal song. As I've, thankfully, never experienced what the lyrics are describing, it basically just reminds me of the Paradise door in Trails in the Sky The 3rd. 21. The most cheerful song about a parent being abusive and calling their child a complete waste of space. 20. Surprised this didn't shoot up to top 5. 19. How many ants do you need to eat a 14yo boy anyway? 18. Hey wait a minute, Kronos swallowed his children whole! Tf is this shit!?!? 17. Somehow pulled a Kikuo so hard you beat out Kikuo. 16. How did they tune Kaito's voice up that high? 15. This is criminally low, just like the guy this song is based on. 14. And here I thought the Santa in Silent Night, Deadly Night was scary. (Disclaimer: I've only even heard of that movie because of Ice Nine Kills) 13. No, no I don't. No thanks for asking. 12. This is just Yukari reminding everyone they left her out of Ifuudoudou......actually wait, why hasn't Meiko done that as well? 11. I can hear the Tiktoks with the English version, mostly with Danganronpa for some reason. 10. No guesses as to why this is here. Now where is Jisatsu Shoujo? 9. I can hear Crusher-P cringing remembering he made this. 8. This....isn't top 3? 7. Miku needs to chill. 6. The most demented kabuki show I've ever seen. 5. Don't really understand why this is even on the list. 4. Kinky 3. I don't remember Malice Mizer being this creepy. 2. First of all: Way to describe 90% of Warped Tour. Second of all: Heaviest Okame-P song to have every existed. 1. Oh dear god, why am I seeing Carcass album art on my screen in a vocaloid MV?