I’m probably one of your older subscribers, I just turned 57 yesterday. I’ve been here for about 4 yrs with you. I’ve seen you grow, I’ve seen you smile, I’ve seen you cry, I’ve watched you grieve, I’ve watched you try so hard to keep up. I feel like so many influencers are not their authentic self. You are very much the real, authentic soul that we see here. You do not ever need to stop grieving for sweet Elyah. I still grieve 18 yrs later for my precious grand daughter, Kaylea. She was so incredibly tiny and beautiful. And so very much loved and still loved. She’s buried next to my Mama, whom I lost 4 months after Kaylea. 2004 was the most horrible, horrific year of my life. I truly thought I wouldn’t live through it all. God pulled me under his ever protective umbrella of love and pulled me out of the anger, pain and gut wrenching grief. I think God expects us to be angry at Him. Just so He can show us that He can bring us back to the light!! I love you so very much sweet girl. ❤
@pandas.flamingo152 жыл бұрын
bless your soul and mums, and grandaughter❤🧡💛💚💙💜
@anetavavrysova2 жыл бұрын
happy late birthday! what a lovely comment! bless you x🥹
@tinashort90982 жыл бұрын
@@anetavavrysova thank you so much❤️
@tinashort90982 жыл бұрын
@@pandas.flamingo15 thank you very much❤️❤️
@tinashort90982 жыл бұрын
@@jtkachuk1 thank you so much ❤️
@maybe_lynn052 жыл бұрын
Your videos are always so relaxing and aesthetic ✨❤️
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
awh
@mansoor31592 жыл бұрын
@@nataliesoutlet please reply my comment 😭 and give me heart comment
@claireszabo25522 жыл бұрын
@@nataliesoutlet hi I am having trouble with my teacher at school so you make my day way better.🙂
@emilyroman04082 жыл бұрын
Omg!!! So excited to watch this!! I was having a really stressful night, and this really made my night!!! Love you Natalie❤️❤️
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
happy to be here with you
@krisyarmygirl-de7no Жыл бұрын
I really love u natalies, ive watched u since i was 10_11 and i had lost myself for the last two years but now that i want to get my life back together, i am watching ure videos again ,thank u so so much u are like the big sis i never had
@chloeeeliza2 жыл бұрын
I just wanted to say, I understand what you mean about "not wanting to heal from the grief, but at the same time wanting to heal" I feel the same way, I get super anxious and I know that I can control my emotions, but at the same time I want people to know "hey, I'm not feeling the greatest at the moment, and im not okay". Your not alone, Natalie
@drtaylorallisonswift132 жыл бұрын
I hope I have a great day besties!!!! 💜💜💜
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
kissies
@morganmillar6989 Жыл бұрын
ive been subscribed to you for almost 6 years. it’s been such a blessing watching you grow. you’re so filled with light and you’re one of the only super honest youtubers. thank you for being you
@SwagSwivel2 жыл бұрын
Just feeling like I’m having a conversation with Natalie brightens my day🥰
@littleaes2 жыл бұрын
I always love how honest you are, Natalie. Thank you for sharing this with us again today. I appreciate the ability to learn more about you and your struggles and happiness all together. :3 I send hugs!
@baby.blue_b2 жыл бұрын
Honestly your videos are so inspiring and motivating, not to mention they are so aesthetically pleasing and relaxing to watch! I really loved this since I woke up at 5am this morning. You're the best Natalie
@lno1134 Жыл бұрын
Gruul!! I'm the same way with getting things done. Like i do better/more when someone is shadowing me. and my dogs be doing the same. I'm loving the low lights. save energy and its soooo a mood/vibe. ;)
@death_knell2 жыл бұрын
I love your very loose videos 😊 like a nice quiet, relaxing video is just TOO GOOD!! I would love a rainy day video that’s a silent vlog with a lot of relaxing qualities in it like art, reading, tea and ALL DAT GOOD STUFF! Love you Nat ❤️❤️❤️
@love808632 жыл бұрын
One of the many reasons I’m subscribed to you is because you aren’t afraid to talk about God. I totally felt you on how you are angry with him and relate to you. Thank you for sharing. I love you sm😅
@laurenolender19712 жыл бұрын
Watching your videos make me so happy and relaxed! I'm so happy that you're going to be posting more frequently, and I love how I feel like I'm talking to a friend when I watch your videos!!
@bhsprinkle Жыл бұрын
Thank you for always being so real. I've felt like you are one of the few creators that build a genuine community and relationships with your people. Nighttime vlog is great. Nighttime Nat. You will always miss your niece and that is actually good. Her memory, no matter how brief or sad, lives in your family's hearts. It's a sign you remember. You don't ever have to stop grieving. It takes a different amount of time for everyone. And if you truly feel love for the one lost as you do, it doesn't end. Nobody should expect that of you. Your emotions will flow how they're meant to and for as long as they are meant to.
@emilylarimore1272 жыл бұрын
Hi Natalie! I've been subbed for like 5 years. i love you so much and honestly you're like one of the only people I still follow after all these years and that still inspires me, you're incredible I love you!!! ❤️
@Archon_Of_Rizz2 жыл бұрын
Your videos are mood! A mood that makes me feel confident and chill, I am a younger girl and those feelings seem more and more rare. I love your videos so much! I'm sorry to hear about Eliyah but hearing about your grief process makes me feel like not every KZbinr is all fluff. I'm going through some grief myself and I sort of understand your pain.
@gracietiehenslay10 ай бұрын
I love your videos ❤! Can you please post more vlogs and routines? You are my modivation and what keeps me going during the day. Love you natalie!!!❤❤❤
@stxrbunny2 жыл бұрын
Hi Natalie! You always inspire me so much with how creative and honest you are. I’ve been watching you for years. Keep being awesome!
@angel.l1ke2 жыл бұрын
You were the first ever person I watched on KZbin and subscribed to x ❤
@emilyelisabeth71312 жыл бұрын
Your videos help so much with making me more productive! I’ve got my mock exams for my GCSEs next week and I’m scared and so nervous, your videos help me to actually do my revision and my routines so thank you for making me focus and do what I need to do lols xxx
@doodlebob18982 жыл бұрын
hope u do well on your exams i know the GCSE stress lol
@emilyelisabeth71312 жыл бұрын
@@doodlebob1898 Thank you so much! Xx lols
@happychildforever97502 жыл бұрын
good luck babe, u will crush it!!!! 🥰
@emilyelisabeth71312 жыл бұрын
@@happychildforever9750 Thank you xx hope so lols! Have a lovely day xx ty
@happychildforever97502 жыл бұрын
@@emilyelisabeth7131 you too!! 💕
@paytkell2 жыл бұрын
I love this the vulnerability in this video is awesome!! I would LOVE to see more vlogs and everyday real content. I think now-a-days most people are in the same mindset as you are and it’s relieving to see others in the same situation and how/what they do to help 😊
@kiera18142 жыл бұрын
Your videos always make me feel better when I’m stressed out. Thank you Natalie, love you❤️
@kimterhaar87112 жыл бұрын
When I saw your video it got me so excited! I LOVEE this kind of video's where you just take us true your day and let us see we are not alone with our struggles and emotions. so thank you so much, you made my evening better!❤
@FlowerUnderscore2 жыл бұрын
Hi Natalie! I came up with this for you: Natalie, one of the best KZbinrs on this planet! Also known as a really kind person! The one person who can motivate anyone to do anything! And can also make you smile! Listens and reads your comments and actually replies to them or adds a little heart! I can't believe Natalie only has 8 Million subscribers, she should have 100 Million or at least 10 Million! Everyone should subscribe to Natalie right now! By the way it spells Natalie! Thank you for always making me day!
@maddieek6865 Жыл бұрын
I know this is an old vlog but I loved it so much and loved how you got the chance to just talk and be open with us and yourself
@bri-sh5lv2 жыл бұрын
i usually start cleaning while i watch these videos because i feel like i have someone making sure i do it
@booklover65962 жыл бұрын
I adored this video top 5 of the year for sure!! Love u natalie hope you have a incredible day because you deserve it!
@lucyclarke80752 жыл бұрын
“I need routine I need to be home, I’m pretty much a homebody” PREECH GIRLLLLLLL, SLAYYYYYYY.
@editsbyerin2 жыл бұрын
I always get so relaxed when I watch your videos! Your channel creates a nice safe place :)
@espynanez2 жыл бұрын
you and Dennis's energy match each other so well
@ender_fly42432 жыл бұрын
I love all the videos you post, when you post I feel as if my day has gotten way better 💗
@naytalie2 жыл бұрын
Yay I’m glad your posting vlogs here cuz it’s nice to see your raw in the moment self instead of scripted 💜💜👏👏love it!! More please! x
@themuffinman7290 Жыл бұрын
I have started watching you before I was even a teen and I have to say all of your videos helped me so much to get my life together to where it is now. You are amazing girl :)
@MissNecee062 жыл бұрын
Honey you can’t put a time limit on grief. My mother died 5 years ago and there are still times I cry out the blue when I hear a song she like or a random memory pops up. Let these feelings flow love. It’s ok to still grieve. Be patient and kind to yourself sweetheart. 💜💜💜💜💜
@jasminespruce72202 жыл бұрын
You are unbelievably beautiful! Your body is different but is such a good way! I hope you wake up every morning and look at yourself and say you are perfect, I think I’m experiencing adhd symptoms and get what you are going through and hope I can get to where you are now! You are inspiring ❤
@naytalie2 жыл бұрын
YESSS please make more videos like this on this channel loved it! Felt like I was hanging out and having a laugh with you all 😊xx
@annikacale4062 жыл бұрын
So proud of you and your content! I definitely needed your positive vibes today you have no idea!!
@Sunny_Dr0ps2 жыл бұрын
Your videos are so fun and enjoyable!! I love how real you are with all of us :) ❤️
@tiffanyquijano92692 жыл бұрын
These are my fav type of videos. Just be you, we enjoy you
@auroramartinez1911 Жыл бұрын
your my fav youtube'r love how happy and kind you are girl!💯❤
@scarlettfraser14762 жыл бұрын
i read something the other day. "sometimes you don't want to heal because the pain is the last thing connecting you to the thing you lost."
@laylabublitz95472 жыл бұрын
I love your new perspective of your channel
@Kuromi.xoxo.2 жыл бұрын
I would love to see more how to be productive early in the morning or hacks to wake up early like the ones you would always post chase they help me a lot with school! Thanks
@julievaldez212 жыл бұрын
Honestly, sometimes less is more! I think highly produced content is awesome, but sometimes it can overstimulate my mind. I think vlogs like this are super relatable and relaxing ☕️
@Miaaa-k2z2 жыл бұрын
Omg when I saw this I was so excited to watch itttt! Ur channel is amaizng and keep it up w the vlogs! We love ‘em :)))
@addisyndronet35962 жыл бұрын
OMG I DONT HAVE WI-FI RIGHT NOW BUT I HAVE BEEN WAITIBG FOR ANOTHER MORNING ROUTINE VIDEO SINCE THE LAST ONE CAME OUT🥺IM SO HAPPY NATALIE💕BEEN WITH U FOR SO LONG #natificationsquad🫶
@amberspade152 жыл бұрын
i’m in bed sick, so i’m VERY excited to watch!!👏🏽💗
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
sending you healing kisses
@amberspade152 жыл бұрын
@@nataliesoutlet thank you!😊💗
@o1iviaxx2 жыл бұрын
I love your volgs! They give me such a comforting feel ❤️
@destinypalin56572 жыл бұрын
I love you and I appreciate you ❤️❤️🥹 thanks for always making me smile
@Grace-zl3ps2 жыл бұрын
Bro if you made a 30 min video like this one i would stay the WHOLE time!!! Love you nat
@edee52112 жыл бұрын
I always love when Natalie uploads an aesthetic vlog!
@lucycaitlyn64552 жыл бұрын
Hi I was actually just diagnosed with ADHD and it is so, so hard! I just wanted to say that you have helped me so much with your videos and that I feel you
@beeabbas73042 жыл бұрын
Hello Natalie I love all of your videos you make me feel calm keep posting
@theyluvv_arimars2 жыл бұрын
I love you and your content. You made my day. Your bullet journaling changed my life!! Thank you so much!!!❤❤😊😊
@meerkatsarecool93022 жыл бұрын
I can’t wait for you to do a bullet journal for 2023
@stephiefogelman10142 жыл бұрын
YOU ARE MY IDLE!! I am ten years old on my moms computer, adicted to youtube...LOL
@ice_fox_gaming60532 жыл бұрын
I love earrings, like I have dangle gold earrings and silver ones. They are super difficult to explain but I love them and live earrings
@sadie50832 жыл бұрын
I honestly love these vlogs!
@azaleaweller80622 жыл бұрын
omgg you posted this 8 mins ago and I keep refreshing it and the views go up every second
@hannahgrace07142 жыл бұрын
Hiii My birthday was today (no cap) but yeah like i said hi i love your vids and literally just watched one of your older vids it is crazy to see how much you have grown in comparison btw love you natalie❤
@hello151312 жыл бұрын
Got to love Natalie!
@anna-fj7eb2 жыл бұрын
i used to watch you like 3 yrs ago and i forgot how great your vids are ❤
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
:) hi again
@anna-fj7eb2 жыл бұрын
helloo :)
@Miaaaxoxos2 жыл бұрын
THIS IS SO CUTE KEEP UP THESE VLOGS! 💖
@-milkyway-72892 жыл бұрын
IM FINALLY EARLY!! god i love your videos so much, they give off such a warm vibe lolll
@gurnimratbenipaal61252 жыл бұрын
I love your videos everybody does you are my favorite youtube I love your day in the life videos. You need to keep posting videos
@saifee81722 жыл бұрын
I always love these videos form you! thank you
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
happy to be doing more
@tasneemghadiali97392 жыл бұрын
My goodness please don't stop posting ever!
@emilymohamith58082 жыл бұрын
hi Natalie thank you for all the content you make for us you are amazing!!!
@taliw7736 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤ Ty needed this creativity honesty and the encouragement
@addysonmcintosh50742 жыл бұрын
I love your vlogs!🤍
@gwenstaceys2 жыл бұрын
Ur morning routine vids are my fav ❤️
@laurenD930092 жыл бұрын
Hey, Natalie! I completely understand your anger toward God. I have not experienced close to what you have, but I am also currently struggling a bit. I’ve always been a Christian and I’ve grown up always knowing God, but lately I have been drifting more and more away from him and I can’t seem to fully return to his arms. Even though I’m struggling, I know that I can get through this with God’s help, and you should remember that, too.❤
@melie10152 жыл бұрын
Loved the style of this video ❤❤
@rosetta34792 жыл бұрын
You should do an all day live. That way you can do a day in the life and get as close as possible to a face time with your fans
@sarahleverknight21582 жыл бұрын
Your video are always so nice to watch.
@juliababson97742 жыл бұрын
Loves your videos been watching for so long
@aryaisbetter2 жыл бұрын
Hi Natalie, I love your videos! I have been watching them for years now!
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
thank u for the love
@areebasafdar53162 жыл бұрын
your videos are amazing and made my day I love you
@ashlay2 жыл бұрын
Oh wow I’m early! Thanks for posting, Natalie💗 I love uuuu
@myah123love2 жыл бұрын
Natalie i love your videos you are amazing
@M4hd1y42 жыл бұрын
Your videos legit are able to pick me out of bed and I thank you so much !!! Love you so much Natalie ❤❤❤❤❤ like if Natalie has helped you just as much as me 😅
@DiscountCodes-lw7yc2 жыл бұрын
You are an amazing human, and I love just seeing your face!! This comes from a 10 year old adicted to youtube, so pls ignore bad spelling or capilazation...:D
@idk.victxria Жыл бұрын
OMG- Michelle like Michelle Khare??? EEEEEE this is amazing to know that my favorite two female KZbinrs I watch to keep me sain 😅 are friends!!!
@Lxmi182 жыл бұрын
I love your videos. They are so inspiring and you're so funny.
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
:') thank u
@Lxmi182 жыл бұрын
@@nataliesoutlet You're welcome. It's nice to see your pretty face on your videos. Thanks
@loelamae8667 Жыл бұрын
Can you do more journaling please❤
@sammy-he9uh2 жыл бұрын
*my fave person ever
@cats5442 жыл бұрын
I want to see more of how to fall sleep and how to wake up in the morning
@hannahduncan4282 жыл бұрын
Livermush is a thing in my area. It's only made here and it's only commonly known here. You should order some if possible. I live in NC btw
@divya-ec9yv2 жыл бұрын
hey! i love ur morning routines!! 💕💕
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
more to come
@addikj2 жыл бұрын
i like how your doing fall and im getting snow
@YourGreenLady2 жыл бұрын
I have an Idea to help encourage journaling you can angle the camera at the page and as you set up the page just do a little brain dump voice over... then take some time and do one just one journal prompt... I know you said its really hard when your not in the right mind frame...but I disagree with that a bit sometimes the journaling will help shift that mind frame 🥰 use the vlog as your accountability I love that suggestion I"m going to do that to help me 😉 Ive gone my entire life struggling with diagnosed ADD and my mother is all natural so we never got external help for it. Nat you are not alone in this we are with you and I love your transparency and honesty with what is going on in life love you soo 💚
@a____l___86102 жыл бұрын
SHE'S BACKKKKK
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
and stronger :)
@laurita_nandez04192 жыл бұрын
There's no way I'm this early, btw love u Natalie ❤️
@nataliesoutlet2 жыл бұрын
lol hi
@laurita_nandez04192 жыл бұрын
@@nataliesoutlet hiiii 🥺👋 have a Blessed Day
@ANDYFROMTOYSTORY-h9c Жыл бұрын
I love your videos!
@juliamathai38342 жыл бұрын
ily!!❤
@theinvisibleblogger10872 жыл бұрын
Omg girl I haven't watched your video in a while need to catch up