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[@rachaelhawkins9015]

My husband was very nervous about a job interview today. I used your wise advice and said to him you are the same person going in and as coming out. I know it’s nowhere near the same mental battle you guys are facing but it really helped him. He got the job, this is our new life mantra. Keep strong ❤️

[@josephbader1243]

What's sad, so many people write too Emily. Knowing she won't write back. But what it does show. How much of a heart we have for Emily., and miss her dearly.

[@Living_a_spoonie_life]

This made me cry. Loved her so much like family.

[@Terriersontour]

Going through all her videos again, what an inspiration she was and still is to me. Miss this sassy lady so much !

[@malek88561]

Life is so precious but fragile and unfair . She looks almost normal here, who would have thought few weeks later she will be no more . Rest in peace Emily .❤️🙏

[@cathyshaw-kalloo237]

I just can't believe she's not here anymore. :( SO MUCH LIFE in these videos.

[@Sunset553]

I’ve been thinking about Emily lately. I can’t believe it’s been three years.

[@natashalucas9628]

I know Hun I'm sending prayers to her family and your family too x

[@avastaley3379]

@@Sunset553 I’m right there with you hun sending love. I’ll keep watching Emily over and over again, her memory will never die, the girl absolutely smashed life ❤️❤️ stay well

[@christinedaniels6073]

I still come back and watch these (Oct 2019) when I need to be positive and have hope. Xx x Aisha and wherever you are Emily.

[@karyne826]

Me too Nov 2020 😢

[@suzyq4982]

Miss ya girl - so hard to believe just 5 weeks later 😢 it’s too sad x

[@jamesbuck160]

Your strength is just out of this world ..... 💪

[@foxyrhi7398]

She passed away

[@subswithnoVideos-fo4ue]

She died

[@rachelgoldman3968]

It amazes me how strong she stayed til the end. I admire her courage & heart.

[@SeattlesaphiresLowcarbWorld]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Because of you and Peewee Toms (Daniel). I went to the doctor and they sent me immediately to surgery. I am home recuperating and waiting for my results.

[@emilybarrett464]

Emily and tom are the two people i watch too! Love these guys x

[@Cyndy101]

SeattleSaphire eats LCHF and Keto OMG 😟 What did you need surgery for? That is amazing that they both were able to encourage you. 😙❤

[@nickyhigby]

SeattleSaphire eats LCHF and Keto Sending you love and strength too. Wishing you all the very best for a quick recovery x

[@KirstieGiles]

Loads of hugs and blessings!!!! Because of PeeWee Toms, and his fight to make awareness and actively helping and thinking of others! i have told all my family and friends to watch Emily and Peewee (He's so selfless!) They both make me so thankful of the small things..... Love and hugs to sea, Emily and PeeWee xxxx

[@Sarah8561]

Good luck, hoping for great results

[@francesponte5573]

Hi I'm a new sub. Breast cancer 5yrs ago and BRCA2 gene mutation positive. Keep fighting the fight! And you are spot on when you talk about end of life, no-one really knows what they have left so you've just got to live everyday to the fullest. Sending you positive vibes from Devon, and yes to Aisha's (not sure of spelling) fashion channel 🤣 👠👗💄👜

[@purpledragonfly4]

The world is a darker place without you Emily.

[@lynjones9339]

Dark days missed and loved May 2020 XX

[@tabbylynn4130]

Yes, it is

[@myralawson4543]

Omg, you could not say anything more true 🥺😭

[@dfcvda]

she helps e even though she is gone, I have a TBI

[@daffodil614]

We're all behind you, all the way. Xx

[@Diana-tf5xq]

I was worried that you were overdoing it at the weekend Emily. Your too hard on yourself, please don’t go to gym when your feeling dizzy and ill it’s not wise 🙁 slow down a little bit. Your so strong I don’t know how you do it Day in day out? Your a star!!! Xxx

[@KirstieGiles]

💯💯 👏 Emily really do need to SLOW down a bit. She inspires me x

[@Sambubdo]

Yoga of some sort would be good for her I would think... idk how that works with the pelvis but maybe it'd help

[@lorrainesyratt6317]

I think what she's doing is spot on, Diana Murray. If going to the gym takes her away from her health issues only briefly, it's a good thing. Excercise is invigorating.

[@eca2641]

Gotta vote that she works out whenever she feels the desire to work out. Like she said, muscle kills cancer! And the endorphins you get are amazing, uplifting and completely invigorating. Living your best life is key. There's power in doing so and if she's not evidence of that, Idunno who or what is.

[@Elleylaluna]

Exactly. Rest :)

[@Longtallsal17]

“Overall what am I moaning about”...wow! You’re amazing..

[@leslievanduzee9282]

Wasn’t she though. She was incredible

[@Carla_1234]

Emily and Aisha!!!! So happy I got to meet you both briefly today! Wish we could've talked for a bit longer :( Hope we have another rendez-vous at the ol' hospital sometime soon!

[@rosef2928]

Carla 123 Hi cala, how are you feeling ? How are your treatments going? Prayers for you.💚

[@anonymouse74]

Carla 123 just rewatching this video and thought the same thing. How are you doing now? Hope you’re doing well?

[@beanj580]

Hope you are doing well Carla

[@sharonplant4102]

Carla 123 can you please let us all know how your doing now please. Hope you’re doing ok and cancer free. X

[@Carla_1234]

@@sharonplant4102 hey guys! I'm so sorry for not replying, I only just saw the notifications! But you're all so sweet for asking :) I'm doing fine thank you! I went through a year of treatment (the tablets that Em was on), and so far have not had the cancer come back and am currenly 'No evidence of disease'. I'll be coming up to my 3 year mark this September since my diagnosis which is crazy. I'm currently going through a pretty gruelling treatment called tissue expansion on my head though to try and minimise the skin graft that I was left with, and it has only just restarted since being put on pause due to Covid. But this is more reconstructive treatment and nothing life threatening. Hope you are all doing well! Lots of love to you all xxx

[@Sparky12355]

You could never be boring lovely

[@martinpipe4922]

A huge YES for Alisha's Fashion Channel! Nice to see you smiling again Emily, you absolutely rock!

[@lisalamb7128]

I've seen videos in the past where I love what Aisha's wearing. She has such a great sense of style!👍

[@anniebutton7453]

PS : just seen 39k followers, hope it helps knowing everyone is rooting for you, our brave warrior 😘♥️😘

[@TheHawki235]

Tell Aisha that I would totally watch her fashion channel! I wait eagerly for every video that you upload Emily, they really make my day!

[@angelkatlife7772]

I watch Em’s video at least once a week... miss you sooo much ♥️

[@lynjones9339]

So do i gone but not forgotten XX

[@NejonaBE]

I want to see Aisha's fashion show, who's with me? :o

[@kathleenmcelroy9221]

A wonderful insight into your journey - none of your vlogs are boring - even the at home stuff gives a rounded view of your story. The strongest most inspirational person..☺

[@Sharoni1]

Somehow I found you in the sea of KZbin. You are amazing. Strong. Kind. Sweet. Resilient. Loving and a fucking fighter. I feel the universe sends us where we need to be. As a melanoma survivor I can feel for you. I am sending you love and light for healing. Xo

[@whatadayrose1244]

Hey Em! You apologized for a "boring" vlog... #1. You are NEVER boring! #2. Remember, we watch for YOU ( and Aisha!) - not to be entertained, but to share in and support you in this journey as it is, no sugar coating as you experience it. Much love, you are amazing for opening up your heart and life to connect with and help others. :) Bought some kiwi today in honor of YOU.

[@sarag2809]

Yes bring on Aisha's fashion channel 👍😊 Emily you look wonderful my beautiful just take it one day at a time ❤️

[@annibanani5989]

Sara G yes Aisha’s Style is fab 😍😍😍

[@sarag2809]

annibanani5989 yesssss❤️

[@Ahipara100]

I want to see it too! :)

[@oceanchicns]

Still here in 2021. I was one of the under 1000 supporters. Emily is right Aisha could have a very supported channel. The planet needs her motivational outlook and yes she always always looked fasionably put together.

[@lunis471]

Bless you Emily you fought so hard. RIP XX

[@lynjones9339]

Peace xx

[@lauragriffin4212]

Your such an inspiration ❤️ I’ve only recently started watching it videos, and I’m now obsessed and have watched them all through nearly over the past 2 weeks. Keep doing what your doing, positivity is key, what a beautiful and doting wife you have beside you too 😘

[@sammipowell8785]

Recently found your videos and just wanted to say your attitude towards life is amazing! Keep the positivity flowing. You got this!! X

[@annettegenovesi4012]

She's so so cute in this video. Completely adorable.

[@kimmiekins]

I feel like it was meant to be for you to go to the hospital and meet that subscriber 🖤🖤 you’re doin amazing and I was having so much anxiety just a moment ago and I was trying to talk myself out of going to the gym but seeing what you are doing... has really motivated me to snap the heck out of it and get back to it🖤 thank you

[@lizmacleod4334]

Quick, chuck us a couple of kiwis, our Emily's on the telly!

[@lizmacleod4334]

Haha! Emily is responsible for a worldwide increase in kiwi sales!

[@byronmurphy1977]

Liz MacLeod I like the frozen mixed berries from lidl, they are cheap and they don't go off.

[@onemoonbeam3590]

Yes! Saw 🥝 kiwis in Aldi - and bought a few, Immediately thought of Emily 💗

[@AnitaCunhal]

I bought kiwis because of Emily too! 😂😂😂👍🏻❤️

[@judiedimatteo5195]

hope every goes good for u today peace

[@marievickers7848]

what an amazing lady. strong to the end. I have never seen anyone so strong facing a death sentence. you rocked it Emily. years later and your subscribers are still growing- if only you could see. God bless youx

[@PaulFellowes1]

actual cracking up at Aisha asleep on your insta story today! Aisha, don't fret, you're smashing the fashion industry - keep on moving Emily, you've outdone a Starbucks now, the world is your oyster!!

[@tjzac4601]

Emily, you look better today and your color is back. So many folks were worried about you from the last video and it is so important you not over do it. I also think the mental part of being at that fitness conference got you down but it is so important to focus on yourself and not to worry about others. Some day soon you may be back up to full strength but in the meantime focus on you. Praying for you everyday kiddo and stay positive😍

[@maureenshea4268]

Thanks for the update. Glad you’re feeling better than the weekend. I’m amazed you push yourself at the gym. Aisha looks lovely as usual. Great suit. Hope you feel better over the next two days.

[@shawnahammons4200]

You are so AWESOME! Such a great inspiration. 💚

[@tashaaxo4906]

I love you em! Your too strong for your own good and its helping people all over the world. You definitely make a difference xxx

[@Jessicace]

Yesssss tsps (teaspooons) are my fave way to eat spoony food 😂

[@sarawilkinson6766]

Jessica Evans- always!!!!

[@desiderata333]

Yes to Aisha’s fashion channel. She always looks like a goddess. Especially in red!

[@melissajohnson780]

You two are such goofballs. I love how you keep your amazing sense of humor! :)

[@samanthab6500]

I love your whole attitude towards this. Your strongness and mental attitude will get your far i believe! And a big yes to the fashion channel!

[@sophieprice4517]

Keep strong Emily ❤️

[@michelleparkes2553]

Emily, the strength you have displayed throughout your journey so far has been amazing! You've always looked at the glass being half full rather than half empty. I commend yours and Aisha s positivity! Keep doing what your doing ! 😀

[@antonettediamantis5716]

Thankyou both for being such kind,loving,humans.Love your fighting spirit,and the fact that you share your ups and downs with us supporters, it’s kinda like food for our souls.🥝🥝

[@dilemma6571]

Utmost respect - you always manage to find the positives in everything. Thank you for teaching me to do the same. Hope the breaks in meds works and that you feel better soon. Xxx

[@jessicacatlett9449]

Sending love! I also love eating cereal with a small spoon. It's the absolute best.

[@billielewis5562]

Seriously now though, as always great vlog. Always so raw and candid with great attitude. Your an amazing person and so is Aisha and btw Aisha I luv that car and off course the suit!! Xx

[@macbuff81]

what an incredible person. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you are in a better place now

[@charlotteoleary196]

Every time I see you've uploaded a new video I drop everything to watch it...I'm sure I'm not the only one on here to do that! I am loving seeing your journey.

[@brennarae6569]

Wow.... I commented 4 months ago... now you’ve passed, I’m re waiting all your videos for the 6th time. And I miss your vibes and energy. You were and always will be gorgeous. I know you’ll never read this, but you did really make a difference in my life, the way I process life, the way I live life, and the way I chose decisions throughout my life. I don’t have cancer, and for that I’m super blessed. I miss you, I love you, and I’m super super proud of you for fighting like you did. I love you.

[@pba1219a]

I swear, two times you said Nicki my nurse, and I thought you said Nicki Minaj.

[@lorikw]

So did I!

[@katpiotrowski8078]

Me three!

[@kikidee1969]

Guilty as charged :D

[@Cyndy101]

DanaBanana ROFL 😄🤣😂 I SWEAR I THOUGHT THE SAME THING!!!!! 😂😂😂😂😂 NICKI MINAJ 😲 😂😂🤣😊

[@HWolfe]

Me too...lol

[@pamelatibbetts7147]

You Are AMAZING!!! I hope you know what a huge difference you're making to so many people. You are LOVED!!

[@milliefusion7340]

Have not watched your channel before...you popped up in my recommended list. I just want to say that you have an incredible energy about you. Even when you are feeling bad, you still have this amazing energy about you. I wish you all the best, Emily!

[@Bevie2003]

Congratulations on 40K! You really deserve it and have inspired so many people!

[@anniebutton7453]

O Emily, Been thinking about you both since the last vlog, so it was great to just get your update.I sooo feel for you and your darling Aisha. Glad you got a check at the RG, they are like a comfort blanket, always there when you need them. Sending lots of love and hugs to you both and hope the 2 days of your treatment helps your side effects♥️😘♥️

[@zeballos5757]

I only started watching your vids less than a week ago. I watch because you and your GF are awesome and you make me smile many times throughout your videos. Amazing to know that someone battling a life threatening illness is like a breath of fresh air with their approach to life and the battle. Keep going, one never knows when the next best medicine will appear. It could be tomorrow. It was “tomorrow” every other time a cure or new preventative occurred. Btw, I was trying to become your 40k subscriber. I tried to get it right on the button, but I might have gotten 1 or 2 after 40k. You’ve been very popular today 😄

[@Rosiesarah19]

You are such an inspiration, such a strong person. I love watching your videos ✨✨✨

[@carmenfitzgerald4948]

Thanks for the vid Emily. Love to both you gorgeous girls.

[@EmmaShilton]

Behind you all the way Emily and YAAAS, Aisha needs her own fashion channel She always looks fab lots of love xx

[@starcat873]

Makes me smile so much seeing you both! ❤️ well and truly behind you!

[@maelor100]

Emily, you inspire me to get my lard arse down to the gym and stop procrastinating, your strength amazes me. Sending much love to you both ❤️

[@ohaimia]

Always wishing you and Aisha the best! With love from Oklahoma. 💕

[@clblackburn1111]

Love seeing you both! Love to you 💚💚

[@barbh1]

Great film editing, Emily! Your videos are wonderful in so many ways. Thank you!

[@1twestdpixi]

You two are just adorable! This American girl could listen to you guys talk all day. Always sending you healing energy Emily!! Your such an inspiration. ((hugs)) from across the pond.

[@lizc5017]

Don't forget Emily the drugs make you feel ill as well as helping you. Lots of love hug and more hugs

[@sarahbucket8037]

liz c I read this as Hugs and more drugs 😂

[@unexpectedtwists1]

Love from Texas! 🖤

[@lambulance]

Your vlogs are never boring!! Rest up, girl.

[@elizabethholladay7457]

You are a total badass!!! Your attitude and perseverance are inspiring. Keep on keeping on. 🙏🏻😘

[@HannAh-tx2ft]

Keep going Emily and Aisha, you got this 💕

[@robertkline3856]

You look GREAT today!!!!!

[@mskataymskatay2760]

You two are an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your life with us all. Healing and happy vibes from the USA.

[@sigridfrosst1743]

I just love you both a lot❤️ you are looking and sounding much better also. You are truly a light worker for all the love you give out to people. Much love from 🇨🇦

[@audreydempsey7269]

Love u Emily hope u feel better soon 💕💕

[@chrissys8474]

I love the suit! and Emilys head!!!! hugggggssss ladies!

[@mrssarystew]

You are just awesome. You both are. Here I am moaning as the heat is making me feel ill and you're dealing with this on a daily basis. You look so much brighter today than Sunday. My heart broke for you this weekend. It's a cruel part of illnesses, more so in your situation, literally facing who we were or who we still see ourselves as and the realisation that we've changed. I hope this makes sense? In no way do I claim to know how you feel, as someone on a totally different journey (?) (Chronic pain and multiple conditions) the grief cycle is something I've had to face and it's helped me to rationalize so many emotions, thoughts and feelings. Learning to accept I'm not who I was, I probably won't ever be again, but learning to find peace with that took time. A lot of time. As I learnt it's not a fluid a to z in that we grieve and move on. We can bounce around the grief cycle multiple times before finding this inner peace with stuff. In order to accept my life now I had to grieve properly for my life I had. I did this with the help of my pain clinic. Now I do hope I'm not coming across as preaching. I just wondered if it's been mentioned with you before, have you had counselling alongside your treatments (apologies for not knowing so if I'm repeating stuff already done ignore me) But seeing you hurt as you face a world you were once so immersed in just reminded me of my own self healing on who I was Vs who I am. Also please pace/rest when your body is telling you too. Plus drink more 😉 hydration plays a huge part in how we feel. 🤗 Ok. I'm shutting up now. Love you byeeeeee ♥️

[@tbirding]

Your suit is great Aisha! 😂 Keepin it positive and goofy will get you through! You’re doing great Emily! 💜

[@WatchingYou1]

Please feel better Emily. Love you both! Yes to the Aisha Fashion Channel!! 👍🏻

[@gretagarbofrown]

you're amazing-

[@originalsweetz]

feel better!! you are honestly both such amazing people!

[@brendag8181]

Watching your videos is the best part of my day! 💕💕🙏

[@frankieleanne4913]

Keep going Emily. You got this ❤️

[@Sarahthompson2237]

I am so in love with you both and I'm a straight woman.... Love your bald head, love that amazing suit and I love the love between you. Wishing you peaceful dreams tonight and a lovely, pain free day tomorrow. 💖🏋🏿💖🏋🏿💖from Seattle xxoo

[@mamabearmiller6401]

Love from Missouri! I pray for your peace and health! I really love your vlogs and I just wish you a great day.

[@MrFqat]

Emy, love you, you are an inspiration, keep staying strong. The power of just being you is so strong already. And Aisha? She is golden, absolutely golden.

[@raverave1283]

Lots of love from Serbia! Stay strong 💕💕💕

[@icequeen1997]

I enjoy all your videos Emily, all the best to you and Aisha

[@finmac1909]

Love watching you girls hope you feel stronger soon em and your suit is class ish

[@chloeruth9001]

You amazing individual. Never ever forget what an absolute force of nature you are! Love you and stay strong xxx

[@lynncw9202]

Yes. Small spoon... me too. Also desserts.

[@Citore6]

Taking it easy has its perks! - but I have to say the bald head massage had me envious - sometimes I think my scalp needs loving (without the hair pulling and drying out)!

[@paulandrews6341]

You are so strong ..we are all behind you xx

[@fsori9]

I WANNA SEE AISHA'S FASHION CHANNEL! I love everything she wears. Where is the top from with the cut sleeves and pearls??? Maybe respond on the new fashion channel.

[@pamelatibbetts7147]

fsori9 I love that top!

[@WeepingWill0w]

Pamela Tibbetts I wanted to know that too, but then when it came to actually typing the question, it seemed too materialistic and superficial.

[@pamelatibbetts7147]

WeepingWill0w LOL!!

[@zenderlee]

Weetabix! I still eat Weetabix; we can actually buy it here in the US, though I can't imagine Americans eating it. It's a very peculiar taste. My daughters eat it. . . I passed that on to them! You're not a hypochondriac; you are dealing with an awful lot, and it's hard to know whether what you're experiencing is the cancer, a side-effect of treatment, or something else like a virus. Just keep hanging in there, and listen to your body when it tells you it needs rest! Lots of love and hugs from your fan in Seattle, Rozzella.

[@thefangirlfromhell9627]

Emily you inspire me to workout and focus on my health everyday. I know you’re gone but thank you!

[@ukeelady]

Yes Aisha ... you've got that natural sense of fashion & would love to see your channel! Life is about ebb & flow Emily no matter if we're medicated or not. Don't be so hard on yourself. If you were constantly up, I'd not feel you're authenticity as I do. That's part of the trouble with being strong - we feel weak if we have a wobbly moment or six. That we're doing something wrong if we show our vulnerability. If we are lucky enough to have the right people around us, they ride the waves with us and love us no matter. Your attitude is helping you rise above the naysayers ... you simply hit an air pocket here & there 😉 Thankfully you have the skills to steer through. Big hugs Much love 👍💜💜💜👑👑 Care

[@mariamacrae5]

Naw you two are too cute ha! I read some clinical trials somewhere that blueberry extract is supposed to help those treatments etc a bit more than alone- whether this is right or not I don’t know I know there’s a lot of dodgy info out there but could be worth a look into...though def could be a load of tripe as well 🤔 hope you feel better over the next few days 👍🏼