6 WEEKS DIDNT LAST LONG

[@rachaelhawkins9015]

My husband was very nervous about a job interview today. I used your wise advice and said to him you are the same person going in and as coming out. I know it’s nowhere near the same mental battle you guys are facing but it really helped him. He got the job, this is our new life mantra. Keep strong ❤️

[@josephbader1243]

What's sad, so many people write too Emily. Knowing she won't write back. But what it does show. How much of a heart we have for Emily., and miss her dearly.

[@Living_a_spoonie_life]

This made me cry. Loved her so much like family.

[@suzyq4982]

Miss ya girl - so hard to believe just 5 weeks later 😢 it’s too sad x

[@Terriersontour]

Going through all her videos again, what an inspiration she was and still is to me. Miss this sassy lady so much !

[@christinedaniels6073]

I still come back and watch these (Oct 2019) when I need to be positive and have hope. Xx x Aisha and wherever you are Emily.

[@karyne826]

Me too Nov 2020 😢

[@rachelgoldman3968]

It amazes me how strong she stayed til the end. I admire her courage & heart.

[@malek88561]

Life is so precious but fragile and unfair . She looks almost normal here, who would have thought few weeks later she will be no more . Rest in peace Emily .❤️🙏

[@jamesbuck160]

Your strength is just out of this world ..... 💪

[@foxyrhi7398]

She passed away

[@subswithnoVideos-fo4ue]

She died

[@cathyshaw-kalloo237]

I just can't believe she's not here anymore. :( SO MUCH LIFE in these videos.

[@Sunset553]

I’ve been thinking about Emily lately. I can’t believe it’s been three years.

[@natashalucas9628]

I know Hun I'm sending prayers to her family and your family too x

[@avastaley3379]

@@Sunset553 I’m right there with you hun sending love. I’ll keep watching Emily over and over again, her memory will never die, the girl absolutely smashed life ❤️❤️ stay well

[@francesponte5573]

Hi I'm a new sub. Breast cancer 5yrs ago and BRCA2 gene mutation positive. Keep fighting the fight! And you are spot on when you talk about end of life, no-one really knows what they have left so you've just got to live everyday to the fullest. Sending you positive vibes from Devon, and yes to Aisha's (not sure of spelling) fashion channel 🤣 👠👗💄👜

[@oceanchicns]

Still here in 2021. I was one of the under 1000 supporters. Emily is right Aisha could have a very supported channel. The planet needs her motivational outlook and yes she always always looked fasionably put together.

[@daffodil614]

We're all behind you, all the way. Xx

[@susanthomas5464]

Still loved -Still missed May 18th 2024 💗💗💗

[@SeattlesaphiresLowcarbWorld]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Because of you and Peewee Toms (Daniel). I went to the doctor and they sent me immediately to surgery. I am home recuperating and waiting for my results.

[@emilybarrett464]

Emily and tom are the two people i watch too! Love these guys x

[@Cyndy101]

SeattleSaphire eats LCHF and Keto OMG 😟 What did you need surgery for? That is amazing that they both were able to encourage you. 😙❤

[@nickyhigby]

SeattleSaphire eats LCHF and Keto Sending you love and strength too. Wishing you all the very best for a quick recovery x

[@KirstieGiles]

Loads of hugs and blessings!!!! Because of PeeWee Toms, and his fight to make awareness and actively helping and thinking of others! i have told all my family and friends to watch Emily and Peewee (He's so selfless!) They both make me so thankful of the small things..... Love and hugs to sea, Emily and PeeWee xxxx

[@Sarah8561]

Good luck, hoping for great results

[@lisalamb7128]

I've seen videos in the past where I love what Aisha's wearing. She has such a great sense of style!👍

[@sarahwestwell8774]

This lass was so wise beyond her years. A truly amazing lady and the world was a better place with Emily in it. All love to Aisha. Xxx

[@martinpipe4922]

A huge YES for Alisha's Fashion Channel! Nice to see you smiling again Emily, you absolutely rock!

[@karenpearce6083]

You're a classic Emily....with what you're going through and you still joke around. "The fact I can still do that when im supposed to be dead!". Keep being you and staying positive....love to you and Aisha with the cold hands xxxx

[@Sharoni1]

Somehow I found you in the sea of KZbin. You are amazing. Strong. Kind. Sweet. Resilient. Loving and a fucking fighter. I feel the universe sends us where we need to be. As a melanoma survivor I can feel for you. I am sending you love and light for healing. Xo

[@annettegenovesi4012]

She's so so cute in this video. Completely adorable.

[@Carla_1234]

Emily and Aisha!!!! So happy I got to meet you both briefly today! Wish we could've talked for a bit longer :( Hope we have another rendez-vous at the ol' hospital sometime soon!

[@rosef2928]

Carla 123 Hi cala, how are you feeling ? How are your treatments going? Prayers for you.💚

[@anonymouse74]

Carla 123 just rewatching this video and thought the same thing. How are you doing now? Hope you’re doing well?

[@beanj580]

Hope you are doing well Carla

[@sharonplant4102]

Carla 123 can you please let us all know how your doing now please. Hope you’re doing ok and cancer free. X

[@Carla_1234]

@@sharonplant4102 hey guys! I'm so sorry for not replying, I only just saw the notifications! But you're all so sweet for asking :) I'm doing fine thank you! I went through a year of treatment (the tablets that Em was on), and so far have not had the cancer come back and am currenly 'No evidence of disease'. I'll be coming up to my 3 year mark this September since my diagnosis which is crazy. I'm currently going through a pretty gruelling treatment called tissue expansion on my head though to try and minimise the skin graft that I was left with, and it has only just restarted since being put on pause due to Covid. But this is more reconstructive treatment and nothing life threatening. Hope you are all doing well! Lots of love to you all xxx

[@fevertree1957]

A wonderful insight into your journey - none of your vlogs are boring - even the at home stuff gives a rounded view of your story. The strongest most inspirational person..☺

[@TheHawki235]

Tell Aisha that I would totally watch her fashion channel! I wait eagerly for every video that you upload Emily, they really make my day!

[@marievickers7848]

what an amazing lady. strong to the end. I have never seen anyone so strong facing a death sentence. you rocked it Emily. years later and your subscribers are still growing- if only you could see. God bless youx

[@purpledragonfly4]

The world is a darker place without you Emily.

[@lynjones9339]

Dark days missed and loved May 2020 XX

[@tabbylynn4130]

Yes, it is

[@myralawson4543]

Omg, you could not say anything more true 🥺😭

[@dfcvda]

she helps e even though she is gone, I have a TBI

[@anniebutton7453]

PS : just seen 39k followers, hope it helps knowing everyone is rooting for you, our brave warrior 😘♥️😘

[@lunis471]

Bless you Emily you fought so hard. RIP XX

[@lynjones9339]

Peace xx

[@Diana-tf5xq]

I was worried that you were overdoing it at the weekend Emily. Your too hard on yourself, please don’t go to gym when your feeling dizzy and ill it’s not wise 🙁 slow down a little bit. Your so strong I don’t know how you do it Day in day out? Your a star!!! Xxx

[@KirstieGiles]

💯💯 👏 Emily really do need to SLOW down a bit. She inspires me x

[@Sambubdo]

Yoga of some sort would be good for her I would think... idk how that works with the pelvis but maybe it'd help

[@lorrainesyratt6317]

I think what she's doing is spot on, Diana Murray. If going to the gym takes her away from her health issues only briefly, it's a good thing. Excercise is invigorating.

[@eca2641]

Gotta vote that she works out whenever she feels the desire to work out. Like she said, muscle kills cancer! And the endorphins you get are amazing, uplifting and completely invigorating. Living your best life is key. There's power in doing so and if she's not evidence of that, Idunno who or what is.

[@nuewtmusic]

Exactly. Rest :)

[@sarag2809]

Yes bring on Aisha's fashion channel 👍😊 Emily you look wonderful my beautiful just take it one day at a time ❤️

[@annibanani5989]

Sara G yes Aisha’s Style is fab 😍😍😍

[@sarag2809]

annibanani5989 yesssss❤️

[@Ahipara100]

I want to see it too! :)

[@brennarae6569]

Wow.... I commented 4 months ago... now you’ve passed, I’m re waiting all your videos for the 6th time. And I miss your vibes and energy. You were and always will be gorgeous. I know you’ll never read this, but you did really make a difference in my life, the way I process life, the way I live life, and the way I chose decisions throughout my life. I don’t have cancer, and for that I’m super blessed. I miss you, I love you, and I’m super super proud of you for fighting like you did. I love you.

[@angelkatlife7772]

I watch Em’s video at least once a week... miss you sooo much ♥️

[@lynjones9339]

So do i gone but not forgotten XX

[@whatadayrose1244]

Hey Em! You apologized for a "boring" vlog... #1. You are NEVER boring! #2. Remember, we watch for YOU ( and Aisha!) - not to be entertained, but to share in and support you in this journey as it is, no sugar coating as you experience it. Much love, you are amazing for opening up your heart and life to connect with and help others. :) Bought some kiwi today in honor of YOU.

[@michelleparkes2553]

Emily, the strength you have displayed throughout your journey so far has been amazing! You've always looked at the glass being half full rather than half empty. I commend yours and Aisha s positivity! Keep doing what your doing ! 😀

[@macbuff81]

what an incredible person. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you are in a better place now

[@desiderata333]

Yes to Aisha’s fashion channel. She always looks like a goddess. Especially in red!

[@SonjaBecky]

A force to be reckoned with this girl.

[@Jessicace]

Yesssss tsps (teaspooons) are my fave way to eat spoony food 😂

[@sarawilkinson6766]

Jessica Evans- always!!!!

[@anovemberstar]

Your energy is amazing .. you have more energy and motivation with terminal cancer than I do have a good nights sleep lol.

[@tjzac4601]

Emily, you look better today and your color is back. So many folks were worried about you from the last video and it is so important you not over do it. I also think the mental part of being at that fitness conference got you down but it is so important to focus on yourself and not to worry about others. Some day soon you may be back up to full strength but in the meantime focus on you. Praying for you everyday kiddo and stay positive😍

[@mrssarystew]

You are just awesome. You both are. Here I am moaning as the heat is making me feel ill and you're dealing with this on a daily basis. You look so much brighter today than Sunday. My heart broke for you this weekend. It's a cruel part of illnesses, more so in your situation, literally facing who we were or who we still see ourselves as and the realisation that we've changed. I hope this makes sense? In no way do I claim to know how you feel, as someone on a totally different journey (?) (Chronic pain and multiple conditions) the grief cycle is something I've had to face and it's helped me to rationalize so many emotions, thoughts and feelings. Learning to accept I'm not who I was, I probably won't ever be again, but learning to find peace with that took time. A lot of time. As I learnt it's not a fluid a to z in that we grieve and move on. We can bounce around the grief cycle multiple times before finding this inner peace with stuff. In order to accept my life now I had to grieve properly for my life I had. I did this with the help of my pain clinic. Now I do hope I'm not coming across as preaching. I just wondered if it's been mentioned with you before, have you had counselling alongside your treatments (apologies for not knowing so if I'm repeating stuff already done ignore me) But seeing you hurt as you face a world you were once so immersed in just reminded me of my own self healing on who I was Vs who I am. Also please pace/rest when your body is telling you too. Plus drink more 😉 hydration plays a huge part in how we feel. 🤗 Ok. I'm shutting up now. Love you byeeeeee ♥️

[@maureenshea4268]

Thanks for the update. Glad you’re feeling better than the weekend. I’m amazed you push yourself at the gym. Aisha looks lovely as usual. Great suit. Hope you feel better over the next two days.

[@julespowell4896]

Bless you my love. We all miss you. Just popped back to see you. xxxx All our love Em. Keep resting.

[@lauragriffin4212]

Your such an inspiration ❤️ I’ve only recently started watching it videos, and I’m now obsessed and have watched them all through nearly over the past 2 weeks. Keep doing what your doing, positivity is key, what a beautiful and doting wife you have beside you too 😘

[@charchar8608]

I am so relieved that you feel better!! Rest to get your strength back, it will come. Aishah what can I say about you except your love, kindness, and sweetness towards Em is beautiful. Love you lots!!

[@jessicacatlett9449]

Sending love! I also love eating cereal with a small spoon. It's the absolute best.

[@zeballos5757]

I only started watching your vids less than a week ago. I watch because you and your GF are awesome and you make me smile many times throughout your videos. Amazing to know that someone battling a life threatening illness is like a breath of fresh air with their approach to life and the battle. Keep going, one never knows when the next best medicine will appear. It could be tomorrow. It was “tomorrow” every other time a cure or new preventative occurred. Btw, I was trying to become your 40k subscriber. I tried to get it right on the button, but I might have gotten 1 or 2 after 40k. You’ve been very popular today 😄

[@kimmiekins]

I feel like it was meant to be for you to go to the hospital and meet that subscriber 🖤🖤 you’re doin amazing and I was having so much anxiety just a moment ago and I was trying to talk myself out of going to the gym but seeing what you are doing... has really motivated me to snap the heck out of it and get back to it🖤 thank you

[@katpiotrowski8078]

You are a powerhouse and want to give it your all. Part of giving your all is learning when to totally rest. Your body needs rest to deal with the drugs, the cancer and then to make it through a workout. You got this, Emily. Love your vids! Lifting you up in prayer! And Yes-totally LOVE AISHA fashion! Peace!!

[@billielewis5562]

Seriously now though, as always great vlog. Always so raw and candid with great attitude. Your an amazing person and so is Aisha and btw Aisha I luv that car and off course the suit!! Xx

[@PaulFellowes1]

actual cracking up at Aisha asleep on your insta story today! Aisha, don't fret, you're smashing the fashion industry - keep on moving Emily, you've outdone a Starbucks now, the world is your oyster!!

[@sophieprice4517]

Keep strong Emily ❤️

[@HWolfe]

Your eyes are the give away Emily; rest dear heart.Keep those docs on their toes too...smiles. Aisha is a fashion plate! You two are the best! Hugs from TX.

[@anniebutton7453]

O Emily, Been thinking about you both since the last vlog, so it was great to just get your update.I sooo feel for you and your darling Aisha. Glad you got a check at the RG, they are like a comfort blanket, always there when you need them. Sending lots of love and hugs to you both and hope the 2 days of your treatment helps your side effects♥️😘♥️

[@joanneeltis9854]

Oh love suit the wife x I went to the gym tonight, 1st time and I loved it, im a lump an disabled an old bird at 52, I felt loads watching me, but got to get me a pt as I had heart attack at 44 an got heart disease, and no idea what I’m doing, but you inspired me not to just sit there an try and better myself an a lot worse off than me x thank you the other wife, tomoz is quit smoking an to try and eat healthy x try and make the best of what I have left xx so thank you wife’s, your both amazing and incredibly strong, lots of love to you both xxxx

[@NejonaBE]

I want to see Aisha's fashion show, who's with me? :o

[@lambulance]

Your vlogs are never boring!! Rest up, girl.

[@Bevie2003]

Congratulations on 40K! You really deserve it and have inspired so many people!

[@heatherrainbowlady4969]

Totally get the crappy feeling among healthy ppl. I have had FM/CFS and lupus since age 18 (1984), cancer the last 2 yrs. Doing really well for me, sticking to the mega healthy eating regime, best I have been in years, and the most energy. But being around healthy ones that are doing loads and will do it again tomorrow really brings me down sometimes. There is nothing I can't do if I plan my rests and do stuff in small amounts. Want you to know that you really encourage me to keep going and not to give up, so just a msg back to you to keep on going and don't give up. Much love and respect forever, and a huge thank you xxx

[@Sarahthompson2237]

I am so in love with you both and I'm a straight woman.... Love your bald head, love that amazing suit and I love the love between you. Wishing you peaceful dreams tonight and a lovely, pain free day tomorrow. 💖🏋🏿💖🏋🏿💖from Seattle xxoo

[@lj9524]

Healing hands of Aisha! I am so glad you met a subscriber who is fighting the same as you! God bless you and keep you strong in body and soul....

[@EmmaShilton]

Behind you all the way Emily and YAAAS, Aisha needs her own fashion channel She always looks fab lots of love xx

[@maelor100]

Emily, you inspire me to get my lard arse down to the gym and stop procrastinating, your strength amazes me. Sending much love to you both ❤️

[@lynncw9202]

Yes. Small spoon... me too. Also desserts.

[@charlotteoleary196]

Every time I see you've uploaded a new video I drop everything to watch it...I'm sure I'm not the only one on here to do that! I am loving seeing your journey.

[@lizmacleod4334]

Quick, chuck us a couple of kiwis, our Emily's on the telly!

[@lizmacleod4334]

Haha! Emily is responsible for a worldwide increase in kiwi sales!

[@byronmurphy1977]

Liz MacLeod I like the frozen mixed berries from lidl, they are cheap and they don't go off.

[@onemoonbeam3590]

Yes! Saw 🥝 kiwis in Aldi - and bought a few, Immediately thought of Emily 💗

[@AnitaCunhal]

I bought kiwis because of Emily too! 😂😂😂👍🏻❤️

[@judiedimatteo5195]

hope every goes good for u today peace

[@ukeelady]

Yes Aisha ... you've got that natural sense of fashion & would love to see your channel! Life is about ebb & flow Emily no matter if we're medicated or not. Don't be so hard on yourself. If you were constantly up, I'd not feel you're authenticity as I do. That's part of the trouble with being strong - we feel weak if we have a wobbly moment or six. That we're doing something wrong if we show our vulnerability. If we are lucky enough to have the right people around us, they ride the waves with us and love us no matter. Your attitude is helping you rise above the naysayers ... you simply hit an air pocket here & there 😉 Thankfully you have the skills to steer through. Big hugs Much love 👍💜💜💜👑👑 Care

[@Citore6]

Taking it easy has its perks! - but I have to say the bald head massage had me envious - sometimes I think my scalp needs loving (without the hair pulling and drying out)!

[@maureenfitzgerald1895]

Love you love you love you like a daughter and I pray for you every single day. You are so inspirational. I love your FIGHT. You're not going without a fight and you are brilliant. Hugs to Aisha, and may you feel far better tomorrow. My heart. You have captured so many hearts. And reminded me that it's time for my annual skin check, blasted Irish American skin...

[@mariamacrae5]

Naw you two are too cute ha! I read some clinical trials somewhere that blueberry extract is supposed to help those treatments etc a bit more than alone- whether this is right or not I don’t know I know there’s a lot of dodgy info out there but could be worth a look into...though def could be a load of tripe as well 🤔 hope you feel better over the next few days 👍🏼

[@soul7530]

Your attitude to everything just blows me away every time I watch.

[@PugMama64]

Yes, small spoon always with cereal. Hugs

[@JillyBean1968]

Still watching you beautiful angel. You were such a bad ass fighting that beast what is known as Cancer.

[@zenderlee]

Weetabix! I still eat Weetabix; we can actually buy it here in the US, though I can't imagine Americans eating it. It's a very peculiar taste. My daughters eat it. . . I passed that on to them! You're not a hypochondriac; you are dealing with an awful lot, and it's hard to know whether what you're experiencing is the cancer, a side-effect of treatment, or something else like a virus. Just keep hanging in there, and listen to your body when it tells you it needs rest! Lots of love and hugs from your fan in Seattle, Rozzella.

[@denisefallin8042]

Feel better!! I love to hear you at the beginning of each vid. "Hello, you lot" hugs to you and Aisha

[@robinphillips5208]

I love suit. Yes fashion channnel. Hope u feel better Emily

[@lunis471]

Awe Emily your so so missed.yes small spoon to make it last longer. You were a super star and motivated so so many people I get that surrounded by people that are super healthy, ww wish eveeyonw good health however when its endless and your struggling its hard sometimes to be positive. Bless you Emily I will never forget you. ❤

[@fidilkid]

Hang in there, kiddo! You are doing so amazing...

[@meikuraarahanga6734]

Love the £40 suit and yes to fashion blog Aisha!!!...love light and blessings to you and Carla in your recoveries ❤️

[@WatchingYou1]

Please feel better Emily. Love you both! Yes to the Aisha Fashion Channel!! 👍🏻

[@1twestdpixi]

You two are just adorable! This American girl could listen to you guys talk all day. Always sending you healing energy Emily!! Your such an inspiration. ((hugs)) from across the pond.

[@robertkline3856]

You look GREAT today!!!!!

[@arsenalmanic]

Oh that young lady Carla ( i hope i'm spelling it correctly), was an angel !! May GOD bless her and protect her. You and Carla should strike a friendship. You are going through same/similar experience. You can help each other, encourage each other and battle through which each other.

[@moyrahood]

Oh yes please Aish! A fashion channel! 🤩🤩🤩

[@chloeruth9001]

You amazing individual. Never ever forget what an absolute force of nature you are! Love you and stay strong xxx

[@ranstxx]

Its good to have a rest, your body needs rest to be able to heal itself xxx

[@pamelatibbetts7147]

You Are AMAZING!!! I hope you know what a huge difference you're making to so many people. You are LOVED!!

[@unexpectedtwists1]

Love from Texas! 🖤

[@sherrysilsby8018]

Emily you look amazing, sometimes we as cancer patients just tend to overdo it when we think we feel well enough to smash it. Please make sure your resting enough and hydrating yourself and keep working out. You truly are a rock star.

[@moyrahood]

See, I promised you you’d feel better today kiddo! You’re doing great so stay positive eh! Love to you both Xoxox

[@lindamonnett4450]

So glad things are good. Hope you get some relief of side effects taking two days off treatment. You still have the most beautiful face and spirit in the world. Aisha’s a good wife. Love you both. 💖💕💖💕👍

[@marybeazley7741]

EMILY YOU ARE LOOKING GOOD AND DONT GET DOWN ON YOURSELF, YOU BEAT YOURSELF UP TO MUCH, LOVE TO YOU BOTH....X0X0....MARY.....CANADA

[@marielcalder103]

Yes for Aisha's fashion channel....her suit is gorgeous! You two really are amazing. Love from Oz.💕

[@marzipanlady2800]

Cold hands on the head got me laughing :D hugs from Poland! xoxo

[@poppykok5]

Hi from the US, Marzipan Lady...If they were home & just chilling, maybe Aisha might have used "cold feet" instead of cold hands... *: )*

[@nikigarcia1766]

Blimey Mrs, I don’t think I could have your energy and motivation in the same circumstances! Absolutely amazing! Hoping you get a break from the side effects for a couple of days and feel better. As for Aisha’s fashion channel - hell yeah! 🤣 Stay strong ladies. Sending lots of 💜💖💙

[@fsori9]

I WANNA SEE AISHA'S FASHION CHANNEL! I love everything she wears. Where is the top from with the cut sleeves and pearls??? Maybe respond on the new fashion channel.

[@pamelatibbetts7147]

fsori9 I love that top!

[@WeepingWill0w]

Pamela Tibbetts I wanted to know that too, but then when it came to actually typing the question, it seemed too materialistic and superficial.

[@pamelatibbetts7147]

WeepingWill0w LOL!!

[@daniellemisin4049]

Hi Emily, seeing you cry on the last video made me cry. But please don’t apologize to us! You are so strong, but you are allowed to have down moments for God’s sake! I completely understand what you felt being surrounded by “healthy” people...I don’t have cancer but suffer from mental illness and in my dark times, I felt so alone and being out in public can be hard. But you said it yourself, some said you wouldn’t even alive at this point!!! Please take care and rest when you need it! This was a babble, but I hope I got the thought across! Love you lots, take care and hug Aisha for me! ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻👭👭👭👭💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

[@raverave1283]

Lots of love from Serbia! Stay strong 💕💕💕

[@mskataymskatay2760]

You two are an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your life with us all. Healing and happy vibes from the USA.

[@ohaimia]

Always wishing you and Aisha the best! With love from Oklahoma. 💕

[@sandrahall2475]

Definitely like Aisha’s fashion. Always looking smart and glam. We want more coloured suits.