A COSY DAY AT HOME | sharing precious memories, autumn prep & a huge wardrobe organise/declutter✨

[@GemmaLouiseMiles]

Currently reading through your beautiful comments, I wish I could reply to each and every one of you ❤️ I just wanted to say, thank you from the bottom of my heart. You give me strength ❤️

[@katiec3686]

Thinking of you sending lots of love to you and your family ❤️xx

[@erinneill9350]

Dear Gemma, I guessed what had happened when we didn't see you at your usual times. I have been watching out for you with concern and hoping that you were coping okay. I was 34 when I lost my father, and you are much younger than that. I can't do anything to help except pray for you and your family and I guess that in itself is pretty worthwhile. I'm glad you have so much support from your followers. I just came across you by accident about six months ago and do get a laugh from your and Sophie's antics. All the best now, Gemma. I know how you're feeling.....remember it well even though it was years ago now. Love from Australia. xx

[@KirstyJoannaFitness]

I hope your dad is having a drink at a nice bar with my dad 💜

[@thenizahirs]

❤️🤗

[@ninabelfield1077]

Sending you all the love in the world to you and your family at this terrible time of grief❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@SBrizzy_]

Never feel like you have to apologise for showing emotion. You’re human you’re going to be emotional. Remember to take time for you. ❤️

[@CynthiaRothschild]

DARLING GEMMALOUISEMIL , WITH LOVE , PRAYERS , HUGS , AND SWEET KISSES , FROM ME , AND MY FAMILY , " THE ROTHSCHILD'S . " FAREWELL MY SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL DARLING .

[@HollyBarnes]

This is one of the worst sides of youtube - feeling like you’re really friends with someone and not being able to see you and give you a cuddle. I’m so sorry for your loss Gemma, my hearts broken for you and your family. Grief is so, so tricky. You need to deal with it in whatever way feels right to you, whether it be keeping busy 24/7 or staying in bed for 2 weeks. You do what feels right for you, grief is not the same for ANYONE. I’m sending you the biggest hug that I can and sending you so many wishes of positivity and happiness xxxxx

[@joh_xx2734]

Holly Barnes omg yes i feel so emotional watching Gemma, I honestly feel like i know her well im an OG follower and just want to give her a cuddle 🥺 life is cruel, her Dad was so cute and seemed like such a lovely Dad 🥰 i hope you find comfort in going to you Dads allotment Gemma ❤️❤️

[@samw856]

Totally AGREE! Sending her all the hugs from the US 😘

[@Itsyourgirlnicky]

Gemma I can’t deal with how precious the clip is of you and your dad at his favourite place! What a precious little memory to have captured and when you said bye and he looked right at you and waved you off ..so sweet. You can see the beautiful father / daughter bond you both shared. I’m very sorry too hear of your dads passing, I can assure you he is with you always 🤍💭 Sending you big hugs beautiful please take care 💓

[@taza6198]

That part hurt me so bad 💔it actually felt like the final moment of their meeting and that is it, that was the end, I cried and cried and cried. I pray Gem finds some peace and manages this difficult time in whatever way she finds she can. It literally hurts my chest writing this I can't bare to imagine Gemma's pain and her family members pain. 🤲💔♥️

[@user-ol9bd5vp1x]

I’m so sorry for your loss, I am sure your father is in a better place and finally at peace💕 take your time with everything and stay strong🌟

[@dannie550]

Anyone else crying 15 minutes in? Gemma never apologise your a beautiful woman and so sorry for your loss! Ly ❤

[@trishamurphy9911]

Aww that was so heartbreaking to hear, to lose a parent is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with, I lost both mine by the time I was 25, the only advice I've got is surround yourself with family and friends, love heals the heart but it takes time, sending big hugs ❤ xxxxx

[@sharronrose5700]

Aww Trisha, I’m sorry you experienced that loss at such a young age! Hugs to you ❤️

[@oreomonster3054]

I was just watching a really old vlog with her dad in and I’m shattered for her

[@trishamurphy9911]

@@sharronrose5700 aww thanks that means alot ❤

[@trishamurphy9911]

@@oreomonster3054 I know Its so heartbreaking 😔

[@elisecatherine1874]

You waving goodbye to your Dad and driving away just fully broke me. 💔 Sending you love and all the best wishes. ✨

[@jadealcott6322]

I'm so sorry to hear about John passing away gemma. My parents was friends with your dad and also pass on their condolences. My dad and yours used to talk about about their allotments. Thinking of you all ♥️ xx

[@lifeandbeautybychar9590]

5 minutes in and I had to pause it to comment. I lost my dad 4 years ago in my early 20s to cancer, I too had never lost anyone close to me before and it was the most heartbreaking thing I’ve ever gone through. You are so unbelievably brave to talk about this. Even after 4 years I still don’t think I’ve Greived properly so don’t assume there is a ‘right’ way to do it. Carry on doing whatever makes you happy. You will have moments you forget ( even now I find myself sometimes going to ask my siblings what they are getting my dad for Christmas) You are such a light of beautiful energy I can’t imagine how proud your dad would be of you. I used to speak to him in the sky at night and that would make me feel better. I also feel my intuition has gotten even stronger since loosing him and I know it’s him guiding me so look out for things like that, that let you know he’s still with you. Sending the most love your way xx

[@ellamaemuir]

BEAUTYBYCHAR this is the most beautiful comment I’ve ever read 💓 sending happiness love and hope xx

[@lifeandbeautybychar9590]

@@ellamaemuir Aww thankyou xx

[@TINARRM]

oh good god gem im sat here crying watching your dads tour or his gardening.. such a nice memory to keep.

[@hollymurphy3742]

Me too. I’m bloody balling my eyes out I haven’t cried this much in a while.

[@miriamlamari5397]

Just like you give me with your videos the escape out of this world you should know that we are always here for you when you want to escape❤️

[@chloebrunskill7980]

I’m standing here making mine and my families lunch I’m just breaking my heart Gemma never ever apologise this is you’re time to heal if you need to take time off it doesn’t matter how long please take it to heal yourself I love you Gemma please take this time for yourself if you need to cry please cry because it is fine😭 it is so upsetting because I have watched you for years now and I remember seeing your dad sitting at your dinning room table in your first house before you moved house😊 I think it was one of your Christmas vlogs and you looked so so happy that you’re dad was there nobody deserves to go through this the world can be so cruel at times unfortunately but you’re dad will be so proud of you😭 he will always be with you Gemma looking after you🥰 we love you Gemma💜🥰 xxx

[@GemmaLouiseMiles]

You are so lovely, thank you so much chloe 🥰

[@tracyfashion8260]

These words were beautiful Chloe! ❤️

[@chloebrunskill7980]

G E M M A L O U I S E M I L E S you’re welcome🥰💞 xx

[@chloebrunskill7980]

Tracy Fashion 🥰

[@chloebrunskill7980]

Suzi Othman 💓💓

[@daisymichellelewis]

The video of your dad is so lovely Gemma, to the point I have no words to describe it. I have no doubt he is taking care of a beautiful allotment in the sky, planting parsnips and sitting in his shed ❤️

[@Boudi-ca]

I’m so sorry to hear about your dad Gemma. I can’t imagine how it feels losing a parent. Take all the time you need away, you’ll still have your youtube family when you get back. You’re such a lovely person. Take care hun!

[@IMVMUA]

Definitely cried that whole first part. I am so sorry for your loss Gemma. Your father was an amazing man. Just from that video you shared and your stories, we can tell he’s a beautiful soul. He’s watching over you from above now. You never have to apologize for having feelings. We understand what you’re going through. You and your family are in my thoughts. We love you Gemma! Keep your head up high.

[@book_gilmoregirls2227]

Aw I’m so happy this is an hour long, never apologise for being upset you are only human and I’m so sorry for your loss💔 Has anyone else been binge watching all of Gemma’s autumn/Christmas videos? They are THE best! 💗🎄

[@Emily-js5qo]

I am so sorry for your loss, I got teary just listening to how you’re feeling, sending you and your family prayers, strength and love 🤍 put your well-being first and never apologise xxx

[@sidram8956]

Be strong Gemma💞 when my mum passed away somebody said that “quality of life is more important than quantity of life” and it made me feel a lot better that at least they are not in pain anymore. It’s you who has to heal now. It will take time. Lots of love for you 💝

[@hayley3330]

Never ever apologise for grieving! You’re human and you have lost a very important person! I lost my Nan suddenly who I was very close to and spoke with every day, back in December 2018 & still now, I find myself picking up my phone to text or call her to share little things with! they say time is a healer and it gets easier... I don’t think it does, I think we just learn to live differently (without them) but know he’s always with you! Sending love and healing hugs, & keep smiling, it’s what your dad would want!! Xx

[@emmamacmillan9016]

Sitting crying along with you sweetheart. You have an army of supporters right behind you...holding your hand on the bad days and laughing with you on the good. Love, kisses and support xxxx

[@storytimewithlys7687]

Worded perfectly xxx

[@marshymallowmadness1681]

My darling, its never easy I lost my dad 3 years ago, I miss him everyday.... Never apologies for showing emotions you are such a beautiful soul! Writing him a letter everyday is such a lovely thing to do. I wish I could jump in the screen, make you a cuppa and give you a hug. You're never alone on here! Xxxx

[@laurarosemary8216]

Oh god Gemma.. that little clip of your dad got me in floods. I’m so so sorry. Unfortunately it’s something we all have to go through at some point, but the sadness will fade eventually and you’ll be left with nothing but warm snuggly memories of your amazing dad. He really does seem like a lovely person, clearly something he’s passed onto you ♥️

[@ellamarsh5491]

It broke my heart when you apologised for crying, don’t ever feel you have to apologise. My heart breaks for you, I feel as if I know you & it made me cry seeing you cry. Take your time & remember he’s always there with you 😇💙

[@danielle8183]

don’t ever apologise or feel like you have to justify anything!! we are all sending you love & will be here 💕 NO MATTER WHAT 💕

[@helendelvin4632]

You paid such a beautiful tribute to your dad in your intro, and thank you for sharing the lovely video of him and his happy place. Know that he is very proud of you, know that he is with you always because where else would he be, and know that he will be your angel giving you strength when you need it and walking beside you every step of the way. Be happy, Gemma. That is all he would want! I know, because that is what my mum wants for me too!

[@littlemisschatterbox314]

You waving to your dad and saying bye 💔 it was so heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time stay strong take every day as it comes your doing amazing hun lots of love x

[@meh5069]

Oh Gemma, I am so sorry for your loss. Please take as long as you need to heal and grieve. Cry as much as you need to! I wish you and your family well❤️ Ladies: please stop apologizing about how you look, with or without makeup! You are BEAUTIFUL, period.

[@samanthabarona7981]

Ah angel. Im so sorry. Your lovely, lovely Dad. He’s now your angel and he will take excellent care of his little girl from heaven. Sending you all the love. It’s so hard. You’re very brave. 🙏🏽♥️ The clip of your Dad is the most beautiful thing in the world. I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@GlossAndTinglesASMR]

Gemma I am so sorry for your loss. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. This breaks my heart. Sending you love and positive vibes lovely 💜💜

[@helenfellows3082]

I've never clicked on a vlog so fast I have really been worried about you. You are a wonderful person. You dad is always with you and and sure he us so proud of everything you have achieved. Don't rush anything we will always be here when you want to post. Sending all my love xxxx

[@tinababb7881]

I paused the video 3 minutes in to tell you, girl, it's all good. You take your time and whatever in life carries you through this moment, you do it. I lost my father 6 years ago. We were not close, estranged really, and I hadn't seen him in decades, but the pain is very real. As you mentioned in the first minute, it brings you happiness to put a smile on our face and have a place we can be cosy and forget our own stresses. You do that for me and I thank you. Take your time sweet girl! 💕

[@aislingobeirnes6772]

My heart is broken for you. I lost my dad nearly 12 years ago and I still miss him so much😞hope your mam is doing ok. Be extra kind to yourself now and continue to do what makes you happy ❤️your vlogs are the best. Sending u so much love ❤️ xxxx

[@anabarlic9458]

Oh dear Gemma you cry as much as you want, this helps you. I am sending you a gazillion love and peaceful moments! We are always here for and with you! 💞💞💞

[@sophdouglas123]

You’re lovely, I feel privileged that I’m one of the thousands of people you regard as your best friends, I’m so sorry for your loss, you have lost someone so very special yet you still naturally have got that beaming sunlight coming from you ☀️. Thank you for sharing your precious memories with us xx

[@shannonbradford1849]

You do what you need to do Gemma!! Grieve is hard, it can take a week, a month or even years to fully come to terms with it, I lost my mum 5 years ago and I’m still to this day struggling to accept it some days but just remember he is looking down on you, he’ll forever be proud of you! Like they say in Marry poppings, ‘they are gone but not forgotten so when you need their love look for the brightest star in the sky and know you are not alone’ We all love you 🤍

[@jennifersherwood1901]

Omg Gemma , I am so sorry to have heard of your Sad Loss. You don’t need to apologise for getting upset on the beginning of your Vlog Hun. When sad it is always great to talk . All your friends and Fans are always here for you gorgeous lady. Lovely memory pictures and video of you and your dad. Even if you made a Vlog just about your dad I am sure none would mind. You just do what you feel you need to do and Vlog when you feel like it. BIG HUGS and thinking of you Gemma. 🥰😘🙏❤️xxx

[@sarahdoyle5203]

Gemma, be kind to yourself and don't put any time limits on your grief. Take each day as it comes and do as much or as little as you feel you need. You are a beautiful girl and your dad must be so proud of you. You will always have your memories and you will find, like myself, they will be a great comfort to you xxxx

[@gaynor3976]

I'm so so sorry to hear about your dad, we are never prepared for that happening. I lost my son unexpectedly and its heartbreaking no matter how they go. Nice to see you trying to stay positive, your dad would be proud of you. Xxxxx

[@Goodvibesonly-l1n]

Gem don’t feel like you have to hide your emotions you have to let your grief out don’t bottle it up, we’re all here for you and if you want cry you bloody well cry and let it out, I still cry for my mum and she passed 11 years ago, I just wish I was there to give you a hug 😢 your such a sweet soul, you take care of yourself lovely xxxxx 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️

[@karencurtis2697]

Your so precious to us all and you never ever have to apologise for being you. Loosing someone close no matter how old you are is awful so give your self some grace, some time , but never feel pressured to post a video on time , that's one thing you don't need at the moment. We all love you and have our notification bell turned on so we will be hear waiting xxx Stay safe stay well, sending a huge hug x

[@paulasteelet9468]

So sorry for the loss of your precious dad. I lost my sister 4 years ago and for at least 18 months it would literally take my breath away when I realised I’d never see her again. It’s horrible Gemma but it does become easier You will think of him every day Some days you may be able to look at your photos and other days you just can’t. Well that’s how I felt but everyone grieves differently. There’s no right or wrong way to do it. If you need to take a break away from KZbin then do it. What makes you feel better is best for you. Your memories of him are yours forever. So sorry again. Sending all my love to you and your family xx

[@sammikidd375]

Please take your time with everything and don’t ever apologise for being upset, you’re human! your dad would be so proud of you and I’m so sorry for your loss xxx

[@islashepherddd]

When Gemma said she looked like the human egg, I’m thinking that’s one damn good egg ! She is gorgeous ❤️❤️💜💜 I just got further in the video and I’m crying, I’m so sorry Gemma 👼

[@natalietyghe7680]

Don't ever apologise for grieving, I lost my mum 8 years ago and have never fully dealt with it as I never wanted to cry around people please Gemma don't ever feel like you have to bottle your feelings up, cry let it all out share those precious memories and remember your dad as he was and that he will be and always will be tremendously proud of you and everything you achieved and have achieved! You're such a strong caring lovely woman and you will have your up and down days and it is all completely normal, I wish I could message you I know exactly how this feeling feels and just know you have all your subscribes, friends and your family behind you, keep smiling beautiful girl and know we are all here and love you huge amounts xxxxxxx

[@carolmorgan3875]

Even though it's now 20 years ago that I lost my Dad. I've still cried with you. Your one and only Dad that you will never forget. You will always have the lovely memories of times spent with him. I'm sure he was very proud of you. How you have grown up to be a beautiful loving daughter, inside and out. Your Mum must also be heartbroken, nice that your looking after her. Sincere condolences to all your family. "Gone but never ever forgotten." X

[@AmyCoombes]

Gemma I am so sorry for your loss, that video of his little allotment was so moving, sending so much love and light to you and your family xxx

[@emvlogs687]

Im so sorry for your loss, greif is one of the worst feelings, life is unfair but it gets better x

[@lucyrose703]

Gem you truly are an incredible woman, never apologise for showing your emotions. Love you to bits your gonna be okay your dad will be so incredibly proud of you ❤️

[@hannahriley1938]

Literally want to reach through the screen and hug you ♥️ I’m sure your dad still continues to be proud of the beautiful and strong girl you are, we are all here for you and send you all the love in the world ♥️

[@UnicornTailz]

Gemma, I'm so sorry for your loss. Your dad sounds like a lovely man to have had in your life💕. Love to you and your loved ones. I want you to know that I'm so happy that I found your page. You are so soothing to sit and listen to and that is precious. Thank you❤

[@nikkiy46]

I lost My poppa 6 years ago and still think about him everday. He died from MND, so in wishes I run for MND. So hopefully one day they find a crue for it. My sister came across a old vcr that she put on a cd. We all thought it was lose and i missed hes laugh so much. I heard it for the first time in years and I cry in happiness, it was a gift for him. I still talk to him out load and I know he can hear me as I see feather in random odd places, plus hes sound comes on. So hes still here gem's, look out for the signs, hes not in person but he's here i promisexx

[@emilywatts907]

Oh Gemma! That intro brought me to tears, don't apologise for your feelings. The pictures and the video melted my heart. I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️

[@JSapproved]

sitting here watching with a coffee and my hair in a bun JUST LIKE YOU 💗

[@tavaszisims]

Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. Struggling with grief is one of the hardest things to go through in life. Take comfort in knowing you are never alone ❤️❤️❤️

[@shannondoyle2896]

You're amazing Gemma! You provide happiness and positivity for so many people it radiates from your personality. Thank you for being such an inspiration and escape for so many people. Sending love and hugs ❤❤ we all have your back!

[@tarahayes8419]

Wow, the emotional tears I shed watching your gorgeous daddy in that video, wow. So terribly heartbreaking, something you never get over, but do learn to live with. I’m so sorry for your loss Gemma; cherish the memories and know how happy you all made him RIP to your lovely dad xx

[@missnerdy]

this is the weird part of the Internet I mean here i am miles away speaking different language , raised a different way but I was heart broken when I heard about your dad so sorry for you loosing moms or dads is a hard thing I wasn't gonna post this comment but I just want you Gemma to know you have friends all over the world not just the UK 🇬🇧 because you're genuine and honest we all are here for you , love from 🇸🇦

[@tanni1877]

ps. what a kind, beautiful soul your Father is Gemma! I adored seeing him loving his garden, thank you for sharing such personal, lovely memories with us all, biggest hugs. x

[@Mff48]

ive just watched your lovely dad on his allottment......so moving.he looked a lovely man! loving his plants bless him,thank you for sharing this gem 💗💗💗

[@Mff48]

i laugh when you say it feels creepy saying how much we mean to you because sometimes i feel like a weirdo feeling how much your vlogs and uploads have got me through too......im not going to lie i have cried for you through this vlog.be brave at the allottment! all of us who have lost will echo your words and feelings.xxxxxxxx

[@sallycoleman3600]

Dear Gemma, thank you for sharing the clip of your dad at the allotment, and the beautiful photos. I’m so sorry for your loss, I am sending you the biggest virtual hug. It was lovely to hear you mention Elle Darby, I love you both and it’s great that you support one another here on KZbin. Look after yourself 😘 xxx

[@jennifercannon7552]

I lost my dad nearly 7 years ago and my heart is with you, it’s really tough, hold on tight to those beautiful memories, your dad would be so proud of you 🤍 Ps you’ve encouraged me to organise my wardrobe, wish me luck 🤯😩 keep shining gorgeous girl 🧚🏼xx

[@nikkimcwhirter5710]

I'm so sorry about your dad passing but he is sure a treasure, one of a kind dad I can tell. Thank you for sharing your precious moments and memories. Very cute 🌷

[@Alex-jl6xl]

Oh Gemma, I’m so sorry. I can’t even begin to comprehend how you’re feeling. We’re all here for you and we all love you ❤️

[@hibbertcs]

You say you don’t feel strong enough to help other people at the moment but please realise that you are doing just that!! Sending love and I hope your Dad is at peace xx

[@Laura.Saunders]

This videos hit me so hard when you waved goodbye to your dad, thinking of you and your family Gemma 🤍

[@justcece5709]

Me too! I started crying for her

[@lynneshrode2927]

Oh so sorry for your loss. Remember while looking through old pics and videos to let yourself smile at the memories. That is what your Dad would have wanted. Warm hugs to you, you are a beautiful soul.

[@lauraalderwilliams7556]

My dad passed away last week also so i understand your pain and everything your feeling right now. Big love xx

[@lynndoran3297]

Darling girl. I hope your doing OK. In thinking of you

[@brookew128]

Gemma, I’m so sorry for the loss of your Dad. This video brought tears to my eyes for sure. It makes me realize that I need to spend time with my loved ones any chance I get because none of us ever know when it will be the last time. Keep your head up and stay strong darling. Time will help this get easier for you. ❤️

[@heidilangenberg2171]

It breaks my heart Gemma sending you love and hugs time heals we’re all here for you xxx

[@Lonewolfleya]

As soon as you said your dad had passed away I burst out crying!!! I'm sat in the bath watching this, crying. I'm so sorry for your loss :( I feel so sad for you!!!! Never apologise for showing your emotions, it's your bloody dad. You could of sat through the whole video crying and it's okay because it's raw!!! I really am so sorry!!!! He must of been so freakin proud of you and now in passing he will be your guardian angel forever. He will always be with you and guiding you. I'm sending you all the love, healing and hugs. Love you girl 🖤🖤

[@its_katiejones]

losing someone close to you changes you forever. take time to heal. sending you all my love 💖

[@Lifewithfrancescaa]

Gemma you have a heart of gold and I’m so so sorry you’re going through this. I’m sending you so much love right now ❤️❤️

[@Ali-yu7zi]

Oh Gemma, that wave at the end, keep that in your heart.Your dad saying good-bye is so beautiful

[@darkflowerchild8620]

😔🙏🏿😭

[@justynawojtunik7863]

I'm so so sorry about your dad, I can't imagine how you feel, be strong sweetheart :*

[@MayaSalkiewicz]

Oh, Gemma, my heart breaks for you 🥺 you are being so strong during this difficult time! I am so sorry for your loss, darling. It was lovely to see your dad so happy at his allotment, bless him! His little mouse called Mr Jingles and Kujo the dog - he must have been a great fan of movies! Sending you all my love ❤️❤️❤️

[@yoongithesadrat1431]

Yeeeee the queen has uploaded 💛

[@Signedpeach]

I cried so much watching your Dad at the allotment, I looked many times for that video to watch it again, I think you must have taken it down. I waved goodbye to him as he walked away, sending so much love Gemma, so proud of you ♡ xx

[@georginawalters8143]

Omg I’m so happy it’s long! I have my coffee

[@sophieward2194]

Gemma I am so so sorry for your loss, I can’t even begin to imagine the pain you’re going through. I lost my grandparents 7 and 5 years ago and I still think about them to this day, some days I’m sad but other days I’m so happy to know that they’re back together again in heaven and that they will be proud of everything I’ve achieved, just like how your dad will be extremely proud of you. We love you Gemma xxx

[@dawn9709]

I lost my dad to. I remember the floating feeling. I feel your pain. I cried every time I thought about him for the first 2 years after he died. It pains me to know my 4 children won’t know him. It’s something you WILL learn to live with. Your tears WILL slow down. The pain WILL become manageable. you are not alone. 💔

[@jennifersoper2216]

Love the video of you and your dad. So lovely. How wonderful that you will always have that to look at whenever you miss him 😊

[@jamesjoseph9266]

It was a sudden parting, too bitter to forget, those who loved you dearly, are the ones who can't forget. We often sit and think of you and think how you died, to think you could not say goodbye before you closed your eyes. Your life was one of kindly deeds, a helping hand for others needs. Sincere and true in heart and mind, beautiful memories left behind. The blow was hard, the shock severe to part with one who we loved so dear. Our loss is great, we'll not complain but trust in God to meet again. Two tired eyes are sleeping, two willing hands are still, the one who worked so hard for us is resting in God's will. Our family chain is broken, nothing seems the same but as God calls us one by one, the links shall join again. This is something I say every night since losing my Dad. ( I hope you don't find it weird me posting this for you )

[@suzannemcgowan6230]

This is funny, I was eyeing up those fabric bags to store towels, bed linen stuff like that 😊

[@sherryholtham6913]

@@suzannemcgowan6230 what's funny that guys poem aye?

[@suzannemcgowan6230]

@@sherryholtham6913 Sorry no, I was responding to what Gemma was talking about. If you paid attention, you would know.

[@neelauppurple9707]

So sorry for your loss Gemma. One of the first videos I watched was the video of your dad in his allotment. I thought then how much you loved him and I've been watching you grow ever since. He'll always be with you in your beautiful heart Gemma. 💜💜💜

[@taza6198]

I was crying and then I laughed when she said it's just me and the cannon 😢🤣🤲💔♥️🥰😘☹

[@ajwhite1980]

Oh lovely! I so feel for you right now! 💔 I lost my Grandad who was like a father to me 7 years ago & I remember how raw the grief feels in those early weeks! Like you say, you forget for a little bit then remember & it hits you all over again. I think it’s a state of disbelief that they’re gone & it takes a while to sink in? I know everyone says it (& it probably doesn’t feel it right now), but it does get easier? You never get over it, but you learn to accept it & then peace follows. I still cry for my Grandad (my hero), but I feel so thankful that I was privileged enough to have had him in my life & treasure all the wonderful memories ❤️ Never apologise for showing your emotions beautiful, you’re a human being not a robot! 😘 Sending my love to you & your family during this sad & difficult time xxx

[@rachel-fc8cg]

I’m so sorry to hear this news Gemma, I was crying along with you at the beginning when you were talking about your lovely dad. I don’t have any social media and have been thinking about you and hoping you and your family were ok when you didn’t upload last week. Sending you all the love right now ❤️

[@wayasaunooke3424]

Oh Gemma, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. You aren't alone, we all walk with grief and pain eventually and there are so many people who genuinely understand and genuinely love you to pieces. Do whatever you need to do to just cope. We will all be here for you now and in the future. Sending you so much love ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

[@beth8401]

Kudos for going vegetarian, I also ate fish for a while when I transitioned, but do remember it's still cruel - fish usually die a horrendous, slow death by suffocating, not to mention the horrors of the dairy industry. I hope you and your family are doing OK ❤️

[@eff237]

Gemma I lost my mum in May, no matter your age losing a parent is devastating. Like you say grief is a strange think , I talk to mum everyday and that helps me . You do whatever feels good for you , take time , don’t pressure yourself , cry , laugh , talk be silent all can help at times . Thinking of you and your family in my prayers . xxxxxxx

[@debwilson1935]

I am so sorry to hear about your father. It’s hard, and you never have to feel like you need to apologize for your emotions. I hope this poem helps.. To Those Whom I Love & Those Who Love Me When I am gone, release me, let me go. I have so many things to see and do, You mustn't tie yourself to me with too many tears, But be thankful we had so many good years. I gave you my love, and you can only guess How much you've given me in happiness. I thank you for the love that you have shown, But now it is time I traveled on alone. So grieve for me a while, if grieve you must, Then let your grief be comforted by trust. It is only for a while that we must part, So treasure the memories within your heart. I won't be far away for life goes on. And if you need me, call and I will come. Though you can't see or touch me, I will be near. And if you listen with your heart, you'll hear, All my love around you soft and clear. And then, when you come this way alone, I'll greet you with a smile and a 'Welcome Home'.

[@rachelkemp1434]

Don't ever apologise for being you! 🙂. You are amazing and being yourself. Your grieving and it helps to talk about it.. My deepest condolences for your loss, my thoughts to you and your family. I lost my mum 5 years ago and it's a hard time, but always remember the good memories. Keep talking! It really does help.. my love and thoughts to you my lovely xxxx

[@connieholmes9047]

That video clip of your father was absolutely beautiful and your voice, the way you were speaking to him was so loving. 🥰

[@josefineoijer]

Gemma I am so so sorry for you loss. Sat here in tears, the video of your dad giving bread to his pet mouse is just so so sweet

[@nicoliosullivan6745]

So very sorry to hear about your dad passing. Those photos and that video are just precious to have, I couldn't help but cry watching your dad and you around the garden. It's never easy when someone you love passes but just do things at your own time and if something makes you happen then by all means do it. Sending lots of love to you and your family.❤️

[@MichelleA0303]

Gemma never ever say sorry for feeling what u are gonna feel for quite some time but believe me it will get better and he will always be with u ☺️my heart goes out to u and the family we all are thinking of u . We adore u ❤️🌺

[@oliviasmama1056]

Hi Gemma, I love how real you are. I lost my Dad in 2016 and I know the pain and grief is like nothing else. You are so strong and brave, keep filming and doing what you love. I've watched you for years but never left a comment but I had to today. ❤️ X

[@itskirsty7815]

Never apologise Gemma. Im so so sorry for your loss. I cant even begin to understand how it feels to lose a parent but please dont suffer alone. Stay close to loved ones and let the emotion out. Dont bottle it in ❤️

[@patriciawilliams6840]

You do whatever helps you through Gemma. Grief is like the ocean it comes in waves you have good calm days and heavy stormy days just let it come out whatever your feeling don’t be afraid to show your feels it’s not good to keep it in. Lots of love in this difficult time xxx

[@roseiames3931]

Oh sweetheart be strong , try not to be to sad , celebrate your dad as I am sure he is so proud of you . Much love to you and your family 🌟

[@susannehodgson]

So sad for you Gemma, your video clip of your dad in the garden did me in, sending you much love and letter writing to your Dad is cathartic as I honestly believe they are still with us and watch over us.xx