A day in the life of a girl finding life after mental illness

Hey :) welcome to my channel! I want to show anyone who is struggling that a life without mental illness IS possible. I want to give you hope that things can and will get better. Please don’t ever give up hope and never ever forget that the world needs you. You are needed and you are not a burden. I love you and i am so proud of you.
#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #healing #selfcare #wellnessjourney #vlog #dayinthelife #dailyvlog #chillvibes #goodvibes #happy

[@emnewman]

i can already tell this is going to be a comfort channel

[@hmck721]

omg it’s so nice to finally see you again niamh!! i’m so happy to hear you’re doing much better, you are absolutely GLOWING! i cant wait to follow you on this journey of finding yourself outside of mental illness, so glad to have you back

[@user-my1fj3vk3p]

there are happy tears in my eyes watching this. i've followed your journey for a long while now, and am so so so proud of you, love. it's wonderful to see you happy.

[@neefersss]

This makes me so happy awe🥹

[@sakura9866]

omg i’ve been following you for years, you are so amazing! hearing you talk about how you openly recovered from your ed is incredible!! you deserve peace and happiness and an identity away from your illness! wishing you the best

[@is3409]

Ur actually so good at editing! Very good first video

[@trusobot]

this was so fun to watch!!

[@LegendsOfLiberation]

So glad to see you back and doing better Niamh! It was a sad day to see you leave instagram as your posts were always thought provoking, inspiring and other times just great. Keep it up!

[@Rrrossee]

Omg❤🎉🎉

[@eternal.faith408]

It's so nice to see you well, and I know little Neev was very pleased about your muffin. Sending hugs, you're so strong to share your struggles 💖

[@bruisedviolets]

seeing you articulate yourself so well and being so self reflective made me smile so much :) that’s amazing how you don’t have any ed thoughts anymore, wondering how long/ how much work did that take, how did you commit to recovery and make them go away for good? ❤️

[@neefersss]

Honestly it kind of felt overnight as soon soon as i went into hospital but before that i had decided i wanted to recover a couple of months before so i kind of did a lot of mental work then i just couldn’t break a lot of behaviours. But as soon ss i realised i needed extra help the thoughts just went. I think because i was choosing to live and i knew in order to live i had to gain weight.

[@maggie..]

babbyyyyy you are so inspiring, since you took the time off instagram i’ve been thinking about you and sending good thoughts, you strength shines through this video. you are a very intelligent and kind person. I’m so happy too see your mental growth!!❤❤❤ Wishing the best for you Niamh, please keep posting if you feel up to it!!

[@YasminA-jm9zs]

I’ve seen some of your short videos on social media in the past. I’m so surprised to hear your voice and learn about the person you are now. It seems like you’re on your way to finding yourself. I wish you the best.

[@grace.youngblood]

Hi Niamh! I’ve been thinking about you lately since you stopped posting on insta, it’s so good to see how you’re doing better and to hear your story! Wishing you the best

[@sara-fj8re]

I've been here since the early tiktoks you used to make, and I just wanted to say how much of an inspiration you are! I've been falling through a relapse with my ED recently now that I am home from treatment, but this video and watching you shine has really helped me find hope and a will to fight that evil ED voice. 💕

[@neefersss]

You are stronger than that ed, i know it doesn’t always feel like it but you can heal. Never give up on yourself. If i can do it so can you🩵

[@lianvdvee]

I love this sm!

[@saraszs7365]

omg I'm so excited to see more of this content!!💗

[@indiamae3599]

You are so young! you have the whole world in front of you. Congrats on beating that ED. You are powerful!

[@Ella-du1px]

this was so comforting to watch i feel like we have the same vibe completely, been watching you on tik tok for ages and i was literally beaming watching this seeing how free and happy you are now. love you girl 🫶🏼

[@neefersss]

Awe that makes me so happy to hear

[@FirstnameLastname-mj1fo]

I loved your first vid! It had me laughing, vibing, and relating. You are perfect for KZbin! ❤

[@user-ph9hc1iw7x]

Loved this video ❤

[@kirstie1790]

This is so wholesome. I love it! You seem like such a wonderful little human and I'm genuinely excited to follow your journey. Your dog is adorable too! 💙

[@idobelieveinfaeries]

I used to follow you on instagram & (even though ik you can't really tell about other peoples lives as a stranger on the internet) was so happy to see this video in my recommended & that you're doing better. You deserve to be so proud. You're definitely not alone in the feeling of not really knowing who you are without your ED yet. It's weird because as a kid I was always the one who knew what I wanted in life. Now I'm 20 and I feel like I'm learning how to be a person again from scratch, whilst my peers are all moving on.

[@neefersss]

It’s kind of exciting getting to discover who you are and getting to become the person you want to be!

[@enoughnonymity]

i’m in awe of your beauty. i’m so happy for you i want to cry 🥺 so proud

[@zoe.lilith]

I'm so so happy to see that you're doing better 💕

[@alyask__]

Oh gosh,I’m already obsessed with your channel❤You’re so cute and,girl,your energy is INCREDIBLEEE!!🎀🥰

[@katiem88]

Hi Niamh, I can’t wait for this new chapter to follow along on your vlogging journey. I just wanted to say I completely get your sense of impending doom but I hate to think that’s it’s ed related. Only saying this because I had the exact same thing when I was at a kind of in between stage of recovery. I felt like I couldn’t plan anything in my life or think ahead into my future because a part of me knew it was going to all come crashing down. (This was pre-relapse). Something inside me just knew I wasn’t fully recovered and I felt safer in my ed because it was kind of a security blanket from real life. What helped me eventually was to make future plans, have something to look forward to and keep me going, whether that be future education or an exciting holiday in the summer. For me it was going back to uni and finishing my degree. I put off making these plans because of this impending doom feeling and I knew deep down there’s no point making plans because in reality I might not be well enough to see them through. But when I finalised them, it kept me motivated. This might not be the same situation for you but just in case 😘 Love you already and it’s only been one upload xx

[@neefersss]

I think it’s just i’m used to things going badly weather it’s depression or ed but i know i will NEVER go back to my ed. The thought makes me feel sick

[@harrystylesolyangel]

we’ve missed you sm, so glad you’re doing better ❤️

[@Mar-kc6cv]

so proud of you!!💕

[@miaannashaw]

I love this so so much!

[@Maddie-tk6bv]

Watching this made me so incredibly happy!! I’m so proud of you ❤️

[@kai_ller]

this is such a calming video and it’s making me feel better as someone who’s struggling a lot rn. i look forward to seeing more videos ❤️❤️❤️

[@frogvaccines5721]

Cant tell u how much is loved this it helped me sm too ty😢😢

[@neefersss]

This is so lovely to hear 🥹 i hope you’re okay bby

[@bananapillow5157]

I’m so proud of you girl ❤

[@summerlake1035]

Followed you for a while and so soooo happy to see you doing better! Proud of you ♥️

[@taniasousa149]

Wow girl I am so so so proud of you

[@thedonkeyjane822]

I have the same hairy coo jellycat! Lovely video, glad to see you thriving!!

[@ivygracelane]

insanely proud of you!! 🥹💗

[@emmy.vosper]

QUEEN OMG NEW FAVOURITE KZbinR

[@mirchen01]

You motivate me so much❤

[@bellawagstaff6371]

Relate so much. This is me at 25 after years LOST to an ED. You are so mature for your age Niamh! Xx

[@tarabrockgreitens8487]

That's so awesome I love ur videos Thank you 😊

[@user-xr8zt5cm1j]

having followed you for 4 years seeing you recovering is the most inspiring thing ever. You are glowing, and you personality is showing in a way that it never used to. I am so proud of you Niamh and cannot wait to see more of your videos

[@Dana0o]

I am SO proud of you

[@moonluv1151]

the dopamine of baking, cooking, AND eating something delicious and comforting is the best thinggggggg girl this video made me so happy! recovering is sooo worth it

[@Itswoolyhandmade]

omg shes backkkkk!!! love you nia

[@SimonCrockford-cu7ji]

This was lovely. You are so funny. But Benji is the star. ❤

[@neefersss]

Benji is god

[@Lauren_Irvine_]

Love this kind of recovery content. Inspired to start making similar videos :)

[@Sabbie241]

AHHH NIAMH WHAT! I know I'm just a stranger but girl I AM SO INCREDIBLY PROUD OF YOU! 😭❤ I feel like this is the first time in years we have ever seen you so happy and your personality shine this brightly! So so so so soooo proud of you, here's to a new chapter of your life. ❤

[@matcha.faerie]

i’m so happy to see you thriving niamph!! you’re vibe is so comforting. been trying to recover & you’re so inspiring ❤️

[@neefersss]

Trust me no one, NO ONE regrets recovery. It will be so so worth it, you deserve so much more than the pain and misery eds cause. I believe in you and i am here for you. If i can do it so can you❤️‍🩹

[@user-yn7sq1hg7i]

the blue on you is so pretty!!! also WE LOVE GAVIN

[@chaerihwi5117]

ur skin is glowingggg

[@daisyspencer3906]

In loveeee❤

[@chelseajane7072]

so proud of you!! pls keep making yt vids they're so comforting to watch xx

[@neefersss]

Awe i’m so glad to hear that🩷

[@recoverwithadriana]

currently inpatient in an edu and u give me hope there’s a better life out there waiting for me ❤❤

[@neefersss]

Trust me there are so many amazing things waiting for you outside of hospital. You are worth so so much more than a life revolving around hospitals. I promise you that when you start to heal the world will become so much brighter and you will find joy from life again. Please don’t give up hope🫶

[@recoverwithadriana]

@@neefersssthank you sm, you don’t know how much that means to me 🥰

[@Xyxyr]

For a thick smoothie bowl I use a bit of milk and the rest is yogurt! It’s amazing try it if you want to! Btw I think this is a new comfort channel for me ❤

[@Crab_cakey_cake]

Im so proud of you!!! Fuck EDs. I started my recovery journey at 18 and now i am 27! Never have looked back.

[@chaerihwi5117]

yay girlie!!

[@ninamoyes7708]

the smile when you bit into the muffin🥹

[@isobelfreestone7567]

Your smoothie bowls look so scrummy omg

[@thr0wnaway]

ilysm, your vids made me want to get better as well 🫶😊

[@neefersss]

You CAN get better. You deserve to get better 🫶

[@juliakaysen6004]

Love this and love Benji 🥹

[@neefersss]

Benji loves you

[@ano1herone]

make more vlogs pleaseee 😭💕💕

[@neefersss]

Editing one rn!!

[@ano1herone]

@@neefersss yaaayyy:)

[@actgirl1234567]

Do yoi have a recipe for the muffins? I saw them in your what i eat in a day video and they look really yum 😊

[@avad04]

your eats look so good omg. you make me smile

[@neefersss]

Thank you 😋

[@Idk-pt2fu]

the first part of this comment is going to sound very backhanded but I really want to thank you. I had to block your tiktok accounts in the past because I was very easily triggered and I compared myself to you a lot and to how deep into your ed you were. Now I'm struggling a bit more again and I just saw this video and I clicked and I'm so happy and relieved to see you having made progress and finding yourself as a person with her own personality that isn't anorexia. I blocked your tiktok accounts in the past to help myself but now, on the contrary, I will absolutely save this vlog and rewatch it maybe a 100 times to help myself :)

[@neefersss]

No this make me so so happy you don’t even know 🥹

[@maitevarela5940]

hii I need the recipe for the blueberry muffins

[@luciacentella9697]

minute 10:35 slays

[@alligerraty4128]

I LOVE YOU

[@eliza5344]

you make me wanna recover

[@neefersss]

You deserve to recover ml. You can do it. If i can do it so can you❤️‍🩹

[@aleeshahennaahmed2531]

The blueberries at the beginning are so cute! 🤍 I couldn’t help but notice. :)💗

[@saliha5638]

I used to see your instagram, and now this video has popped up, you look so much happier!! (: im so happy for you 🫶🏻

[@xeniamorales2261]

You look happier and better than ever🩷 keep posting videos, you're so good at it✨

[@neefersss]

Thank you so much!!

[@tarabrockgreitens8487]

You deserve to eat food is REALLY great. Ur too beautiful to hurt urself 🧜‍♀️🦄💖🩷✨

[@claremccarthy4998]

i have a feeling this is going to be a success that will help lots of people. such good vibes always so inspiring 🫶🫶