a day in the life of female ASPERGERS (realistic perspective)

I am now in Montreal Canada, and I wanted to show you guys around. I also wanted to give you a new perspective where I had limited control of what was being filmed and just tried my best to chill.
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[@TorieRobot]

I know "Aspergers" isn't the correct term to use anymore, but It is easier to explain this way. Let me know if you enjoyed this perspective.

[@ryanPM97]

Victoria Rose that was a cool, insightful, and interesting video Victoria I really liked it just felt different from your other videos like you’re showing a different side of u. I wouldn’t mind seeing more of these kind of videos. Anyway have a great day my friend ☺️👽✌🏻🤖🧡🌷

[@captainknapton]

This is the first notification I have gotten in a long time , looks like a lot has changed. I had no idea that you had aspergers . You were still in Japan last I saw , looks like I'm binge watching your channel today ❤💯

[@yukoebers4845]

Thank you for giving me confidence with my autism ❤❤ thank you so much for making these awesome videos even if you dont think they turn out right .. I deal with depression and many other things along with being a mom to an awesome 6 year old who also has autism we are both high functioning but we still have issues.. but please keep making videos we love you❤❤❤❤

[@robertojimenez4979]

So... what's the correct term? 🤔

[@sandicrounse5273]

Victoria Rose have you provided evidence of any diagnosis for your followers?? Is that something you would consider?

[@littlebirdlife2389]

I recently said to my partner of 30 yrs, "life probably would have been easier for you without someone with autistic quirks" and she just said "I like your quirks". I hope you find someone that likes your quirks enough to work with you through the issues that any relationship has.

[@Skullswithdronesinside]

My doctor told me partners of people on the spectrum are some of the most decent and loving humans on the planet. I know I drive my husband of 13 years insane, but he’s calm, supportive and knows exactly what to do when I’m having a meltdown or he hears a triggering sound since my sensory issues are worst with certain sounds like kids shrieking, the sound when cabinets close and small dogs that yap for 30 minutes. You and I are blessed to have loving partners. She wouldn’t be with you after 30 years if you made her life anything but joyous. ❤

[@nessew7835]

Your videos are art! I’ve had a hard time recently recovering as a teenage addict, your giving me hope about traveling and living life to the fullest. Thank you for being you Victoria :)

[@TorieRobot]

We all have the ability to change .. sometimes the process is extremely hard

[@thebassrogue]

Yo, Albin, if you someday want to talk to someone who won't judge and you believe it might help, I'm here. we don't know each other but life is like that you don't make friends you find them! The internet can be a toxic place so i like to be there for everyone whenever i can

[@BioToxin]

This is easily one of your best vids, and many beautiful artistic shots 10/10

[@TorieRobot]

Aw thanks

[@MsPopsit]

Totally doesn't feel like there is an end to depression when your in it, but there will be 🌈

[@joesee12]

As a 31 year old male with HFA I must say this is literally the first time I’ve watched someone describe some of it so simply and yet, just even the way you stop and go with your words, I can relate to the feelings exactly. If that makes any sense? Also; I have been checking your vids out for awhile now and I must say, you are a remarkable individual. I am quite lucky to have found you. Thank you very much! Oh and yes trying to figure oneself out is apart of the fight, so keep it up! Hugs.

[@brellehawthorne7922]

I feel a sense of calm watching your video now that your Sister is around.

[@katlynnrose1]

I can only imagine what you are going through. Despite what the negative people on the internet say, I hope you have at least 1 person you can share everything with.

[@TorieRobot]

My mom and sister have been here.. it’s still hard cause I don’t want to be a burden .. can’t seem to heal alone like I normally do 😞

[@donnyg.]

@@TorieRobot Don't think of it as being a burden. Most people feel really good when they're able to help someone, especially someone they love.

[@foreverhilaryy]

I know you said you have other things going on fueling your depression, and please I mean this from the bottom of my heart. But please don’t let this recent diagnosis define you. You are so so much more than your diagnosis and mental health diagnosis too ❤️

[@nikkat6sxe]

First off that end quote damn I needed that I've been stupidly stuck in my own head these past few months trying to figuring out who I am and what should I be doing so thanks for that little its alright you'll get there thing. Also just thank you for let us in to your life I understand it cant be easy some times I know I'm very closed off kinda guy so again thanks for always being as honest as you can and feel

[@TorieRobot]

It’s hard sometimes putting myself out there.. I’ve been really sensitive lately to criticism but I’m glad it can help you

[@wildflower4597]

I hope you stick around a while in Montreal and make some new friends. I remember your LA vlogs and how happy you were around your friends and flat mates. Sometimes being around people who can make us smile and forget about our worries even for a little while is just the thing we need x

[@TorieRobot]

I really do need that

[@dvabow]

I’ve never commented on KZbin. Ever. Your videos have really touched me and connected on a personal level. I’m realizing I’m not alone in my struggle to incorporate myself into “normal” everyday life. Doing my best to stay extraterrestrial. Thanks for sharing!

[@pieterjanvingerhoets5232]

I absolutely love the no-bullshit perspective this gives on certain things! Keep growing and I'm sure you'll become the person you want to be sooner than you might think. I can only hope you'll never change your mind about not being a fake ass KZbinr for the views; being literally about anything else will make me more than happy to keep following you on your amazing adventures! 💯

[@TorieRobot]

I’ve gone through the ‘views’ phase .. not interested in making content I don’t like anymore And thanks

[@st.cIaire]

I just wanna say that it’s really amazing that you’re open on a topic like this. Because I see some of shitastic comments you are getting, which is part of the reason why others are afraid to speak about their troubles.

[@TorieRobot]

Yea it makes me feel very sad and like I’m a bad person 😣

[@st.cIaire]

​@@TorieRobot You're definitely not a bad person. Autism is super stigmatized, and so is mental illness. As someone with a cocktail of mental illnesses myself, it's annoying when people speak to me as if they know better than my doctor. But they don't, and nobody in your comment section is your doctor either. And you shouldn't have to feel ashamed, like ever.

[@bunnyford7691]

My brother has Aspergers. We didn’t know he had it for the longest time and was labeled a lot of things and none of them positive. I think if people took the time to understand people who were “different” or thought “different “ you’d see we were all kind of the same. He has a brilliant mind and is super smart. He struggles with finding his place in the world but who doesn’t. I think your unique and perfect just the way you are. Accepted and loved.

[@enns5366]

This was one of my favorite videos you've done. Your sister did a great job. And it was nice to see you interact with her.

[@user-bw9qu9jn1u]

My husband has Aspergers. He is my hero.

[@richardholliday7499]

You are legendary no doubt about it. Found your channel 2 weeks ago, and can't get enough. You are a beautiful inspiration. Your realism is astounding keep it up. STAY STRONG

[@courtneylovesmaccompact9047]

Your sisters good at getting interesting shots of the environment

[@WrenFairX]

Creative tendency neurodivergent people tend to have an unexplainable twinge when they see something aesthetically appealing. Ngl sometimes it’s weird like intrusive thoughts that say “lick it lmao”

[@courtneylovesmaccompact9047]

@@WrenFairX lol awesome

[@Skullswithdronesinside]

Just sharing my story… I’m a female and was diagnosed at 37. I had a ton of tests done including an IQ test. I apparently have an IQ of over 175, (only because I see patterns in everything. There are 9 types of intelligence) but When it comes to social intelligence I’m impotent. I force myself to stay quiet around people I respect like my in-laws due to not having an inner filter and blurting out random cuss words and facts about embalming, decomposition and post-mortem maggots. (Im a funeral director) I truly never realized that when a relative boasts to me about her 5th pregnancy the correct thing to say is NOT, “Humans are so goddamn selfish! I can understand 1 or 2 kids, one replaces mom and the other dad, but with 7.5 billion (now it’s 8 bil today) humans sucking the planet dry, gridlocking traffic w/ gas guzzlers & smelling human funk while waiting 45 minutes to checkout my 5 items at the store and you think you are owed a big party, gifts and a congrats for spitting out consumer #5? Nope.” It wasn’t intended to cause pain, I was simply expressing my passionate views on overpopulation. She cried and while I thought “I was wrong for saying that” I felt nothing. Then proceeded to explain how as a 39 year old woman, she should know that emotions solve nothing. No wonder I was diagnosed a psychopath/Antisocial PD and sociopathy so often as a teen and in my 20s. One thing I don’t have is depression. Quite the opposite. I have too much energy to the point of chronic anxiety, OCD and ADHD. I’m actually grateful for that. Depression is a horribly illness that my dad suffered with for years until he took his own life at the age of 52. People living with chronic depression are the toughest folk I know. I don’t think I could. Good on ya pretty lady. ❤

[@indigenoustruthx4828]

How long did it take you to get diagnosed. I'm gonna go through the process. I'm 32 and I always just thought I had bad social anxiety and ocd. Life is really pushing me to get tested to be sure.

[@bluebell6684]

Victoria I am on the spectrum as well, been with my partner for 5 years before I was diagnosed. He has loved and accepted me even at my worst, which helped me learn to love and accept myself. We are so close and so in love, being autistic didn’t ruin our relationship, it helped us form an unbreakable bond through honesty and vulnerability. You will find your soulmate, your twin flame, and it will be beautiful 💜

[@nrenessa09]

I've watched you for a couple of yrs. now and I totally get you. I to am an Aspie. It's nice seeing you embrace and bring attention to ur Aspergers and not be embarrassed. I have grown to love being unique and my perspective on things feelings and situations. Hang in there chick. LOVE UR CHANNEL!!!!

[@sarahsloan4456]

I know this was filmed over a month ago, so hope you're doing okay T. Your sister sounds like a super sweet and thoughtful soul...might be just the person you need in your life right now to help you feel grounded and not so alone in the world. 😘

[@TorieRobot]

My sisters are wonderful beings

[@DCMcF]

My mother who left my brother and I when I was 4 years old dropped my brother down some stairs when he was a baby. He was institutionalised half of his life until we realized the gestapo Nazi doctors were over medicating him to keep him in. Today he functions well on his own, an amazing artist and at one time made a Duke nukem like video game on computer before the game ever came out. Imagine that. We all struggle with uncertainties on occasion but finding something constructive to do even to make money or not is much better than idle hands and mind. Anywho from me to you. Your awesome in your own way. People are not all one or we wouldn't be explaining ourselves to why you do alot of cool excursions for us to watch and wish we could do. And with that much obliged and have a lovely day in the great white North Ms. Violet💜

[@gwynethgrace3425]

Gestapo Nazi Doctors?? Do you even know what you are talking about??

[@DCMcF]

@@gwynethgrace3425 yes

[@moonchild-711]

Just want to say that I admire you and pray for the best for you. I want to hear everything you have to say and sometimes, such as when your sister was filming you, it is very difficult to hear you even when I turn up the volume very loud. I love it when you put in the closed captions; please do more of this. You have a very soft and soothing voice when you do the voice over.

[@TorieRobot]

Yea I didn’t realize how quiet I talk Sorry!

[@melissacunningham2708]

Your sisters voice sounds alot like yours... Hope you're having a good day

[@coreym162]

I have Aspergers too and I felt a vibe about you the moment I was recommended one of your videos and thought "there's something good different about this girl. I must watch more". I watched more and then, it all made sense. I don't know any other way to live life nor to observe it so, this and every other video I've seen where you would share how your thought process worked and how reflective and meaningful every detail was it just all felt normal to me. Glad I subbed to you before fining this video. It make you feel all the more special now :) Be safe out there :)

[@Nick-zc1fe]

Thank you for such an honest and raw look into your life. Also, your sister is great.

[@waitinginawaterfall]

Your sister did such a good time filming this. I really enjoyed watching this!

[@alw9800]

Your sis' has a good idea about what's needed to film a decent short film - she got plenty of great stock for you to use. Also this vid was great because it felt like hanging out with you rather than like watching a glorified version of you + your life. I've really loved the style of your 'cinematography' lately it feels a lot more real. Hope you're doing ok.

[@kellymolenaar530]

“I’ve been well lotioned for... quiet a few years now” said in professional business tone 😂 love it, wish that was one of my things, my legs crusty af.

[@ryanPM97]

This was so weird and strange but I mean that in the best way possible Victoria like it’s not your average Victoria rose you’re not all wild, silly, loud. But it really insightful and inspiring and I might in the one to say I really liked this video and would love to see another one. And one last thing Victoria I think you’re depression will find a end happiness will return to u my friend. Anyway have a great day and stay extraterrestrial my alien robot friend Victoria rose ☺️👽🤖🤟🏻🌹🧡🌷 ( probably one my favorite videos you’ve ever done Victoria)

[@TorieRobot]

It’s kinda more realistic to how I really am

[@ryanPM97]

Victoria Rose it was really cool and that’s okay I’m just really amazed how great video is just showing your real self

[@chrisliddiard725]

@@TorieRobot True. By the same token don't let youself be defined by the negative. Try to understand it, and then move on. We all have positive and negative sides to our personalities. Moods which changes as our circumstances change. Few of us would choice to share, let alone capture and then preserve that aspect of our being. If anything we would sooner forget the negatives and remember only the positives. I appreciate this is your reality, but at the same time im sure its not a rabbit hole you want to pursue. Try to lift yourself, try to be that brave adventurous soul you always were. Appreciate each new day. Sometimes what we call depressing is what we can't yet understand. The external, the imposed, the unreconciled. sorry.

[@ilderogtyde]

@@chrisliddiard725 Whisper words of wisdom. Let it be.

[@StephsPlacebyStephanieRussell]

Hi Victoria. It's me again. I'm glad you were able to let your guard down slightly to give us this peek into your life. I am so proud to see you opening up more and more as time goes by. You are an amazing person and always have been. It's nice to get to know the woman behind the music/fitness/entertainment aspect of your channel. Lots of love from a long time fan. ~ Stephanie

[@TorieRobot]

Thank you steph

[@gotawar2757]

That intro was beautiful. I love what magic can be done with editing.

[@kelseyjubinville391]

Thank you for being so open and honest with us! Love you girl keep up the great work 💜

[@TorieRobot]

💕

[@misacruzader]

I really appreciate the honesty of this video, and also having the outside perspective of your sister. She interviewed you but it was intimate. This is my probably my favorite of all your videos since you left Japan. Also love your style. Love the cargo pants and the pink dress-- are both from Amazon?

[@texasroper]

Victoria, You are such a pretty, fun, exciting, lovely person...I think you are a little harder on yourself than anyone else is to you...I would never be able to tell you are any different than other people... you do have an awesome smile... just keep living your life and thanks so much for letting us share it with you...wishing you the very best life has to offer...Kent, Texasroper

[@salmendez5358]

i love this so much ive been going threw alot in my own life and watching this realy helped me know thats its ok to feel how i feel and that there are other people out there like me ... thank you

[@kerryleigh3220]

Your new honest videos are inspiring and beautiful. Thankyou for sharing the more raw you. You are a beautiful soul, we all struggle with the world. I applaud you for sharing yours xx

[@shannonmjmccluskey4033]

Believe it or not, most people are sad.... a lot. Like more than 50% of the time. At least in my experience with people, which is pretty vast. We are creatures who crave instant gratification and/or instant improvement which is why people FLOOD to pharmaceutical medication to "fix" themselves or "feel normal" whatever that is. It's sad that we can't accept ourselves and embrace the dark days. Its amazing how much you appreciate the good days once you accept and embrace the bad days. It's scary for sure! But worth the jump ❤

[@DisturbingRainbow]

Believe it or not mental illness... is a real thing. And people take medication that changes their lives for the better.

[@donnyg.]

This was really well done! You are very talented at joining video clips together to tell a story. I've been subscribed for quite some time now, so it's not that I didn't already know this is one of your gifts. It's just that this one really stood out to me. I hope things are starting to get easier for you personally.

[@faeryegrrl777]

I'm so glad you went ahead with this. I know you were apprehensive. I very much appreciated the rawness and honestly. I would love to hear your inner dialogue in voiceover on a video like this. I'm sure that would be difficult. 💜

[@TorieRobot]

Yea- it’s difficult to put myself out there especially at a low point in life I’m glad you appreciated it

[@faeryegrrl777]

@@TorieRobot I'm sorry. I really hope it's temporary. Thanks for being willing to show us the journey. You're truly not alone.

[@edwardarmsworth9463]

As a 60+man i think your amazing and it takes a lot of guts to open up, thank you for sharing your life with us, we love you for being you. ❤❤

[@parker-jsykes8658]

This has actually helped. A LOT. I can really relate as well..

[@LissaRae23]

Im not even five min in but I'm in full support!! I work with adults with many conditions including but not limited to Asperger's. Thank you for allowing this to be filmed and posted!!

[@Yotrek]

8:24 "I feed my obsessions". Upon waking up this morning, I realized my anxiety, and deep depression goes away when I am focusing on my special interest. Grateful to be diagnosed this year, but not gonna lie, wish I had been when I was three. The last seven years I have experienced so many shits....all the shits, that an undiagnosed autistic experiences. It showed me where the world is suffering.

[@REALMattySMOKES]

13:12 you be looking like that girl from "The Fifth Element"

[@kittydigs6469]

Lelou :)

[@NatureKira]

Mila Jovovich. This is the first thing I thought!

[@indigenoustruthx4828]

Like my 20 comment. This vid literally helped me calm down. Was having panic attacks and even took off work today. I should have went to the doctor because not knowing is killing me. Thanks for sharing this experience. For some odd reason it's made me feel a lot better. Thank you for sharing your life in this vid. You definitely are helping out a lot of people.

[@catblackwhite6366]

You make the best videos for people with this kind of problem, including myself. Thanks for the inspiration.

[@TorieRobot]

Thanks for being here!

[@edwardvalentino3835]

We see you Victoria. For people in depression a kind word can be the light in the darkness. Let your fans be your light.

[@TorieRobot]

Tysm I’m sorry I’m so needy of positivity.

[@edwardvalentino3835]

@@TorieRobot No need to apologize. Even the strongest of souls has negative moments.

[@lightupthedark632]

nice opening! You're a really good youtuber and content creator. Your make really fascinating, entertaining videos that often make us smile and that is worth gold.

[@KaylaTotts]

Every part of you is awesome, Victoria! Loved seeing this unique perspective of your life ❤

[@SpiritFox17]

Thank you, this makes me feel less alone in the world, having Autism spectrum too. Know that you are beautiful in your own special way.

[@lindatannock]

The thing to remember is that none of us are perfect. It's much better to be perfectly imperfect. Who wants to be normal anyway?! 🤷🏼‍♀️ Loved this video btw. It's nice to see the other side of you. Things will get better, I promise! 💜💜💜

[@johanabencova6859]

You are so cute! I´ve been struglling with anxious for a long time and I really try to work on that lately. I go a lot to forest, do yoga etc. I am sending you a lot of love!!

[@TorieRobot]

Thank you for he love 💕

[@sophialouise33]

Wow I have never felt so relatable to someone on KZbin before holy shit. Thank you for being real and raw for us. Big appreciation

[@firedrone111]

"i dont like wearing puffy clothing cause then you just look homeless" Haha! yeap, welcome to canada, I usually look homeless, ive grown immune to that look

[@BattleBladeWarrior]

My people :D

[@nanac6515]

I live in Alaska and same

[@lunak7461]

I never comment on videos but I’ve been learning more and more about myself and tbh I’ve followed you for a long time and this is my absolute favorite video you’ve made, I haven’t been diagnosed yet but v v soon and I’m so happy to find other ppl like me, stay strong and stay happy

[@dontforgetyourshine1754]

You are amazing, strong, beautiful, courageous, inspiring. You can overcome anything

[@natashinkabinka8612]

My daughter is diagnosed with Aspergers. I am sure I have it too. Love your video 🧡

[@miguelgaspar2670]

Life is beautiful I been depressed too but you a purpose in life. Don't give up. Keep your head up and just enjoy the moments.

[@chloebell4987]

Once again thank you for your honesty, I can completely relate. I've been going through a difficult time, I picked up a 2nd job to get out of my head and be more mindful & present. It's progressing even though it can seem like degressing

[@ckh2815]

Imagine how people feel who are not beautiful, talented, creative, spontaneous and intelligent. You have all those gifts and more.

[@nanac6515]

CK H have you ever met anyone who doesn’t have at least one of those traits

[@loganhanssen6004]

It is nice to see you with your family.

[@Dolly-bc1dy]

This is so relatable. Thank you for sharing. I’m only recently realizing what’s been going on my entire life. I completely understand the whole “viewing my life through a lens” thing. It’s difficult being numb and most of the time nothing feels real. I’m there but it’s not real

[@lucymziri1130]

Funny i went to two groups in my life with people/kids who have autism and you just seem normal to me. But i understand your struggles. Best wishes❤

[@Maximus-Venia]

Thanks V. Have a great day. Have a better one tomorrow.

[@EmptyLozer]

Bro that sounds like the best Bio out there “I’ve been well lotioned for quite a few years now”! 🤣🤣🤣 I’m dead!!💀🤣🤣

[@042mandy]

Also, I would love to see a video of your daily routine that includes all the ocd type things you must do to satisfy the itch. We all have things we must do a certain way everytime. Share with us what your things are

[@sagirahakaevilbunny227]

do you see a end to your depression? Me: at the moment?.... No hell no.

[@selenaphan4348]

This video helped me a lot I find it quite calming and comforting thank you for this , also your voice is very soothing 💗

[@jhno68]

i am grateful for the opportunity to get to know you better, also this seemed like a pretty normal day. cool.

[@wearefireworks]

You are stunningly beautiful, just perfect.

[@heather3017]

PLEASE READ All the negative comments here are from Peter also known as Haptic404. He has been harassing her for months. He makes fake accounts and then comments nasty stuff. This is the thing she has been going through. If anyone knows him and his employer let them know what he is doing, so he stops. If you see this Peter, get some help! Whatever happened between you two does not warrant your harassment, GROW UP!

[@Ruby-xk8kn]

Wow how do you know about this? You are talking about the guy who wears a mask right?

[@heather3017]

@@Ruby-xk8kn Hey, I noticed that after she left Japan she was really sad and then I saw a tweet he sent her on twitter go look haptic404 and then started following him on Facebook and he was posting really dark stuff about what he is going through and then last week on his Facebook stories posted a Snapshot of Victorias live stream when it was happening and wrote all this horrible stuff about her. He put everything on his instagram go check it out @haptic404. I am a very observant person, and it is not that hard to put the pieces together. I am not sure what actually went down, but right now it's not good between them, the way he is behaving it probably will never be.

[@Saradarkhorse55]

Its really cool that you shared what you did with us. I posted a couple vids on FB last year ...just talking as i was driving around... ive always loved driving and listening to music or to nothing but the engine and the wind....helps me sometimes. Certain lyrics will bring back a memory or a feelings..my ☆FAVORITE, the smell of rain!!!! After a heavy downpour on a hot n humid day.....then the rain stops and the sunshine comes right back out and immediately starts to evaporate the fresh downpour. ⛈️🌦🌈 I grew up on a farm with around 100 acres area in a small town..... I miss the country..(rambling) 🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌 ☆♡°•You are super fuckin gorgeous and I love watching your videos. Youre brave and inspirational!!💛🧡🤎

[@BuRocKkK]

Thank you for the new video. Everytime i watch you, i dont feel alone anymore

[@HeatherBronge]

This was so honest and I really enjoyed seeing you from this aspect and angle. Kudos on putting yourself out there like this, it's tough!

[@TorieRobot]

I was really nervous putting this out cause if people are mean then it just feels more personal lol

[@rokksta]

I‘m Victoria Rose and this is me dealing with aspergers in the shower. I‘m Victoria Rose and this is me sleeping with autism. I‘m Victoria Rose and this is me eating with aspergers. My front teeth got big because of my autism.

[@elixaaaaa]

I strangely related to a lot of this Especially the part about not knowing how to describe how i feel and the one about talking either too loud or too quiet

[@cheramichele]

She talks normally in her videos now but she’s changed her voice over to sound delicate.. sorta remind me of Stephi Lees but.. 😐 idk if it’s intentional?

[@automnejoy5308]

Doesn't sound like Stephi at all.

[@brandibarron93]

Sounds forced to me too

[@nitropicxd]

Or its cold outside in canada snd her throats raspy

[@cyanide_lollipop3264]

@@nitropicxd No, her soft, whispy voice is fairly new. Seems to have started around the time she placed her entire identity into her aspergers diagnosis. Same with her selfies, all sad with wide eyes… it's starting to get old.

[@jonathan85on]

You seem like an amazing woman. This is an amazing video your sister did and your very strong for doing it. Would love to just meet you if you end up coming to Toronto. Keep doing all the amazing content you do and stay strong.

[@vegetablesoupfortheteenage1167]

I cried at the last part because its soo relatable to me.

[@novachu]

It's crazy how different you are now, It's like I'm seeing a totally different person and to be honest, I really miss the crazy happy Victoria, But maybe that was just a show and this is who you are, I do hope u get better, I use to laugh so much at ur videos now they all seem so sad. =/ Wish you the best.

[@TorieRobot]

I miss being happy too.. I’m generally pretty mellow though.

[@BrodyLuv2]

She is a act, head to toe.

[@MovieMingleHub_]

You're a wonderful human being. Strong , beautiful, and make sure not to give up. ❤️. Self worth is important

[@christybloch3081]

Thank you for sharing, i still adore you and even with the sides of you that bring you pain I thank you for sharing your self with all of us, its almost like your talking with me and sharing with me. but your ablity to be you brings me joy in the smiles you show and your sharing with us. Thank you so very much... I love getting to see you and ilfe thru yoru eyes..

[@jonnybeairsto3961]

Come see the east coast of canada!!! Been van living here for the last 4 years! Prince edward island beaches and nova scotia are amazing in the spring and summer!! Love your videos! Hope all is well 😁👍❤

[@reneelemay6417]

I hope you can find what you need to help you cope with your depression, I know it can be hard as my husband suffers with severe depression and anxiety. So I see what he goes through on a daily basis and when he is having an okay day we try to grab that day and feeling for as long as he can. I always tell him to not let his depression/anxiety define him. You are who you are and just try to cope with it as best you can but try to still let yourself shine through, my husband has dark days as well but like I said we try to focus on the good days and cope with the bad ones!! And having good people around you that are willing to understand what you go through is a God send.

[@jmm920]

Always here, if you need a good voice an good set of ears to listen xx 🙏 🤲 ❤️

[@CrystalMouse1]

Omg I want to be your beautiful aspire bestie 🤩 I use a wheelchair cuz my meltdowns take all my energy and I have fibromyalgia and pots because of it. It’s hard but we stay gorgeous through it

[@OmSoHamShantiShantiShanti]

You more than likely hear this all the time but your soul illuminates your beauty through your amazing eyes.... I see you, the eternal love that you are.... if you ever need a low key chill travel buddy let me know.

[@marzena_1]

Victoria, you are a beautiful, loving, amazing & funny person. I subbed to your channel about 5 months ago & love it! I check for uploads every day! Keep doing whatever makes you happy & don't ever worry about other people. Your happiness comes first, remember that! Can't wait to see ur next video! Sending love from Chicago 😘🥰

[@adamtrischuk]

Your very strong Victoria, I struggle with Asperger's as well, I'm getting the help i need & if you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you

[@asiliaafricananimalranch8484]

Victoria your so beautiful (your mind) definitely the most unique individual on youtube who is sharing parts of life most would never be bold enough to share.. Truly appreciate your videos... Really like all the different ways you have changed and shared over years.. You definitely enspire so many in ways you may or may not know..

[@thebassrogue]

Victoria, every time you post a video is a good time! I'm following you on Instagram now, you have some amazing pictures, you're gorgeous! I love your backpack it's cute!

[@thomasjarosz7406]

Victoria, I hope your are well. Prayers sent today and everyday. God bless

[@auroraray3706]

Thank you for sharing💛 I love that you did this in my home town.

[@SpiderSparta56]

Victooooorrriiiaaaa iiiiiii looooooove uuuuuuuu SOOOOO freaken much girlfriend you don't even know. You are the best

[@TorieRobot]

Tysm 🙏🏻

[@janaturekova6884]

Dear Victoria, thank you for your videos and your honesty. Have a lovely day! Ps: I love how you make intro's! It's badass!

[@KateCarew]

Your sister and you share the same voice...don’t ever lose sight of the fact nothing is permanent, this too shall pass. Also Poutine is a gift from the gods. Better at casse en croute though, I realize you were in Montreal January 6 and could very well be long gone by now!!

[@TorieRobot]

Sometimes the fact things aren’t permanent is sad too

[@KateCarew]

Victoria Rose it’s an excruciating paradox I get it The things I want to be permanent are so ephemeral, meanwhile the tedium is the crap that seems to have extreme tenacity 😳😩😬

[@RodRuth]

Hi Victoria. Welcome you to Canada. I hope you get a chance to see more of it. You are an inspiration to many people. I would also like to say although many of us haven't met you in person, you have quite a following on KZbin, and you are never alone. Thank you for sharing.