Matthew, I am praying for you. You are INCREDIBLE! Thank you for your stories that open our hearts. You said in this clip that you want to believe in God. I am praying that God, our Father, will reveal to you that He is real and He loves you and is so very, very proud of you!! He sees your goodness and your vulnerability and He is so proud of the way you share your gift with so many others. You said in another clip that your wife told you that you do what you do because as a 50+ year old man you want your parents to notice you. Let me tell you, your heavenly Father notices you, He knows you and He loves you. He wants you to know Him. Keep wanting to know Him and one day, like the day that you realized how much you loved your daughter when you left the football game and enjoyed the setting sun with her, He will open your heart to Him. God Bless you, young man. You have touched my life!!! I hope you keep telling your stories and touching lives until you are far beyond 100years old.