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bitofalice

bitofalice

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@Circuitssmith
@Circuitssmith 2 жыл бұрын
Your attitude in a simple “hello!” brightens me up so much. Thank you for sharing with everyone. In big long processes, what helps me going along when it drags on is saying “it’s going to be done, it’ll be perfect.” The future has happiness to spare, and it’ll be so good that you won’t look back.
@bessmcmess4314
@bessmcmess4314 2 жыл бұрын
How far you’ve come on this journey already. It’s such a frustration waiting for all of these appointments but in the end it’ll be so worth it! Thank you for updating us 😊
@enbyishimaru
@enbyishimaru 2 жыл бұрын
I can relate with the surgery, my body produces a really thick scars and some of them have not disappeared with time, so I'm getting revision surgery from my top surgery last year in a few days. Good luck and here's to a better recovery! Editing to add: I'm so sorry to hear that your surgeon is like that. Thankfully I ended up with a surgeon who works with his patients to get the results they want, so hopefully the new one that you go to is more willing to cooperate
@christinast6869
@christinast6869 2 жыл бұрын
Whoa that's quite a long list of things to do, but you can do it! Hang in there, I bet you'll be looking back at these update videos in a few years after it's all finished and be proud of your persistence! Good luck with everything!
@ellie9086
@ellie9086 2 жыл бұрын
Just want to say thank you for taking us on this journey! I feel for you as every step will always have a wait, but we know it will be worth it. I do want to say you are looking amazing and I am loving the transition. Thank you for being you as it inspired me to really be me 🥰
@BrainError
@BrainError 2 жыл бұрын
I know all these setbacks, hoop jumping and waiting times must be incredibly crushing and exhausting. I'm kinda in a similar boat needing surgery for different ID issues & just not having the funds and looking at years from now makes me want to cry and scream, plus the dysmorphia just piles on in the meantime. I can understand, in a way and I'm sorry there's been so many bumps in the road, but I do hope it all continues moving forward for you Robin. Just focus on one step forward at a time. Sending you much love & support!
@queerskiesahead847
@queerskiesahead847 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you've had so many challenges. If it's any consolation I definitely see and hear changes in you. It can be hard to see them as much in yourself because you see yourself all the time so major changes over time seem really slight to you. Waiting is definitely hard, but you are moving forward even when it feels like you're standing still. I'm glad at least the medication issue got straightened out. Sending positive vibes that the correction surgeries go well.
@rilisya
@rilisya 2 жыл бұрын
What a complicated and complex way.... I hope that after such a long wait and so much struggles you will get what you deserve smoothly. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us Robin ❤❤❤
@ALICExLYRICS
@ALICExLYRICS 2 жыл бұрын
These updates are SO interesting to me. I’m learning so much but also I love seeing you get closer to your goals. I’m sorry you have to wait long for some things but I hope they all go smoothly. ❤
@lyn1187
@lyn1187 2 жыл бұрын
Robin ur amazing!!! wishing u the best moving foward!!! glad ur getting some progress!! Wishing you the best moving forward!!!
@legendarymudkip2096
@legendarymudkip2096 2 жыл бұрын
It's always hard to hear that you're having trouble with the process in places. I hope the rest of your journey has fewer bumps in the road, and i'm just as eager to see you become the lady you want to be!
@BeeKindaKind
@BeeKindaKind 2 жыл бұрын
Omg just started and you look GOOD
@BeeKindaKind
@BeeKindaKind 2 жыл бұрын
Also, amazing mug
@BeeKindaKind
@BeeKindaKind 2 жыл бұрын
Wait, that's awesome, that the longer/more you need medication, the cheaper it is per unit like that makes so much sense
@BeeKindaKind
@BeeKindaKind 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah, slow is definitely just the name of the game in transition, it sucks, but hey, we've made it a year, we can do more! I'm moving from the US to Japan so I definitely get the whole paperwork, weird rules stuff, and it sucks
@GeoToni13
@GeoToni13 2 жыл бұрын
Really liked the update cause I've not been on twitch for ages so definitely great to hear on things. It sucks to hear about the surgeon messing not only you but others. Hopefully those who really got bad treatment get the compensation they deserve. I'm glad though it wasn't bad for you, even though you're unhappy with the results. And yeah still sucks to hear about the process and waiting for the big surgery too. It's mad that there's that much to it cause I honestly would have thought if your surgeon/dr/therapist were fine then surly that would be enough? I wish all the best for you! But least now there is some good, you're getting the treatment thought Swedish healthcare and you've finally getting somewhere with a vocal coach is awesome. Really good idea about asking if there's cancellations to get you in, I hope they can get you in sooner. Fingers crossed! Wishing you all the best! ❤️ Cubic hugs!!! 🤗❤️🤗
@xerion49505
@xerion49505 2 жыл бұрын
I’m not going to lie, I got a couple tears in my eye seeing this video, you look amazing!
@otto9895
@otto9895 2 жыл бұрын
Firstly I love the critical role mug and secondly if you don’t mind me asking how has your dysphoria changed, if at all?
@authenticanickov
@authenticanickov 2 жыл бұрын
A pixlpit video? Best birthday present ever! From one trans person to another, wishing you all the best as you continue your journey!
@Jazznessness
@Jazznessness 2 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday!!
@authenticanickov
@authenticanickov 2 жыл бұрын
@@Jazznessness thanks!
@UrPilotNatt
@UrPilotNatt 2 жыл бұрын
Happy 3 day late birthday!!!
@Ashisnotonfire
@Ashisnotonfire 2 жыл бұрын
The journey of a thousand miles.. as they say. But you're already a bunch of steps in! I love that we get to come along on this journey with you 💕 I know you're going to help so many trans babies feel so loved and included 💜
@mazonga789
@mazonga789 2 жыл бұрын
Your skin looks AMAZING! It absolutely glows. As a biological female that's 1/4 Swedish, the women in our family have always had "pig bristles" that refused to go away on our faces. Also, I'm so sorry your surgeon was awful. As for the nose, ask them about your turbinates. That's what was swollen in mine, and were permanently swollen from allergies. It helped those type of bumps so much. It might not be your situation, but if it is, it's a great easy fix! Congratulations on your journey so far! I'm so proud of you. And your voice right now sounds like you, but definitely more feminine. You've done a lot on your own and I've definitely heard women with deeper voices ❤️
@Kelandria13
@Kelandria13 2 жыл бұрын
We are tattoo sisters! I have the deathly hallows in the same spot just the other way around! Also, I'm so sorry you have to go through that much struggle with the surgeries. But I'm glad you are at least in the Swedish system now!
@ObiWanBidoofy
@ObiWanBidoofy 2 жыл бұрын
Ya, definitely further along than you were. "It's a marathon, not a sprint", but it would also be nice to sprint here and there anyways lol
@MissLilyputt
@MissLilyputt 2 жыл бұрын
You’re in the middle of a marathon. You’re much further along today than you were yesterday and tomorrow you’ll be even further along than today. You’re finally getting your estrogen on time. No need to worry about the mail being delivered late.
@mikamekaze
@mikamekaze 2 жыл бұрын
I'm a trans guy and also gained weight after starting testosterone. This was good for me, at least, cause it got me to a healthy weight for the first time in my life lol but it seems weight gain is pretty common for hormone replacement either way
@Snakeofwrath
@Snakeofwrath Жыл бұрын
That's one of the things that makes me hesitant to go on T (I'm still gonna do it, just this makes the decision a bit more anxiety inducing). I'm 218 lbs at 5'3 and have health issues worsened by my weight, so I'm trying to lose weight. Knowing T can make this already more difficult than it already is, it's a little daunting. That aside though, I'm happy to hear that T got you to a more healthy weight! And I hope you're living your best life as the man you were meant to be ❤️
@AnnaCurser
@AnnaCurser 2 жыл бұрын
seeing your progress makes me incredibly sad for myself. i still havent even found a therapist. im years away from getting started. i feel helpless and left alone with my problems.
@osatanelaya
@osatanelaya 2 жыл бұрын
I can really see the progress! I'm really glad your find yourself
@SkyKin
@SkyKin 2 жыл бұрын
Hej Hej, nice to hear from you! Delays & such are really stinky, cumbersome to deal with. Least there's more Gute than stink👌 With voices progress sounds like what I have to go through with a V.A Coach. Its tough, with practice changes will start to show. Holding thumbs on your surgeries to go smoothly. Hope you're doing well, Keep Being Awesome & Stay Safe Lass 😎 👊
@ashegrey1073
@ashegrey1073 2 жыл бұрын
I wish you all the best and wanna say how inspiring you are for my own transition journey. Currently I'm in the states and in a not favorable one at that. I hope within the next few years to make moves and get to a place with friends and allies and finally be me. Thank you for being so inspiring and for sharing your journey.
@distresseddamsel539
@distresseddamsel539 2 жыл бұрын
I felt really happy through the end of the video. Seeing the changes you made so far somehow made me happy too. On that note, can't you maybe find a vocal coach online or is that like against something and you really need to wait for that place? And also even though I, myself, am not on the same journey as you I really like to know about your experiences with the medication. Much love, x
@LadyT1688
@LadyT1688 2 жыл бұрын
Lovely to hear from you. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Sorry to hear about the struggles you’ve been having. Also, your skin looks wonderful 😊 and also also, I love the top you’re wearing 😊❤
@greyv9107
@greyv9107 2 жыл бұрын
yeesh the swedish system is so different to the us. i thought having to travel to another state and pay 8k for surgery was difficult but this has made me so grateful i had the option. hope everything goes smoothly for you from here forward!
@blob-mouth
@blob-mouth 2 жыл бұрын
omg!!! you look lovely!!!!! so glad everything is going well :) wishing you all the best!!!!
@willstruble4175
@willstruble4175 2 жыл бұрын
Your hair looks really nice I mean everything looks good but I especially love the hair. Lots of love
@deathwitheponine
@deathwitheponine 2 жыл бұрын
It’s a long road, but you’re getting there! Sending you good vibes and love as always. 💜
@kattekaren
@kattekaren 2 жыл бұрын
Must be so much easier to be 'in the system' for medication and such. So happy about that for you :)
@julialurks7806
@julialurks7806 2 жыл бұрын
very happy to hear the great news 👏👏👏 you're truly an inspiration to me!
@stitchpines4626
@stitchpines4626 2 жыл бұрын
I’m glad that most things are going well for you and I hope you can transition as well and quick as you like
@mencantatodo
@mencantatodo 2 жыл бұрын
I wish you all the best! It seems like a lot is left to wait, but I am really glad that things are moving forward 🥰
@KillerQueenKim
@KillerQueenKim 2 жыл бұрын
Yeey, an update video! I love your looks, by the way. 💜 I hope your eyes and nose can get fixed soon to your liking.
@samsilly123456
@samsilly123456 2 жыл бұрын
Okay I hadn't made it through the video all the way but I noticed that the right side of the face (as we see it) looked lower overall and I was concerned a stroke happened! So I'm glad I found a comment about it
@LynnMakesArt
@LynnMakesArt 2 жыл бұрын
I totally relate to the hair thing. Mine is VERY dark and deeply ingrained in my face, so it's gunna be rather tough to get it all out. In any case, you look wonderful, and I cannot wait to see where this journey takes you :D
@wx39
@wx39 2 жыл бұрын
It's great to hear from you. Even though there's a lot to do to get to where you wanna be, you're definitely getting there! Keep going strong!
@cyanrat4243
@cyanrat4243 2 жыл бұрын
I relate on hair growth. I have PCOS as a cis woman, and it's very frustrating. I have stubble 8 hours after shaving haha
@rosebrown6381
@rosebrown6381 2 жыл бұрын
That's for sharing this journey with us! I personally find it super interesting.
@wolfiemuse
@wolfiemuse 2 жыл бұрын
I will say: every new video, things are looking better and better. I feel as though if someone who didn’t know you watched this video (without hearing what you were talking about), they wouldn’t be 100% sure on your gender, which (I think!) is good! Since I’ve known you (and particularly your work with Sean) over the years, it’s taken a bit for me to start to “see it” I suppose? But this video really seemed to be the trigger point where my brain is recognizing you as a different gender than before. I cannot imagine how difficult it must be for you and how stressful it must be. But hey, I don’t know whether this helps or not, but from a random American, everything is starting to look good and “feminine”! I do think how you dress (that top is very cute) will really help too! I imagine it probably helps your own mental image of yourself too. Thank you for the update! Looking forward to another update after you get that asshat’s surgery fixed! ❤❤❤
@tibs9289
@tibs9289 2 жыл бұрын
I love seeing the ace flag on the coffee mug
@jacquelynncolon7159
@jacquelynncolon7159 Жыл бұрын
Baby steps, sips coffee ☕
@strangephiti7490
@strangephiti7490 2 жыл бұрын
telling you how beautiful you look is not going to mean much, I'm sure, because what really matters is being able to see that and feel that yourself. But I am going to keep saying it. And I will say it until you believe it. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. You grow more and more beautiful every day, and you don't need make-up and hairspray to be so. And I know, without question, that I don't just speak for myself when I say that. All us Pitlings love you and think you're pretty special. You've got a long road ahead of you, but you're moving. And you are not going to be "older" when you get there - you will be brand new! Luv ya loads! 💞
@Spiritofthehero16
@Spiritofthehero16 2 жыл бұрын
You don't look gross without makeup you are a natural beauty.
@princessblazena
@princessblazena 2 жыл бұрын
Agreed 😊
@MyrandaCousland
@MyrandaCousland 2 жыл бұрын
Hang in there, sweetie. You've already come so far... remember to look back at where you were Day One and not where you were two weeks or two months ago. It's still a long ride, but you can do it and we love and support you!
@Mr.Colagaming
@Mr.Colagaming 2 жыл бұрын
I am very happy to hear that your transformation is progressing and I'm sorry you've had so many issues but please don't rub your facial hair in the mic again without a warning ASMR makes me itch
@ZapStrideGaming
@ZapStrideGaming Жыл бұрын
I'm happy you are making progress in transitioning. It helps me feel hope that if i ever start transitioning MtF like i want to that i can be able to look good as i do so. You go girl! I love seeing your progression in becoming your true gender you know you are.
@TheDeLowl
@TheDeLowl 2 жыл бұрын
I was literally thinking about you yesterday, and how we haven't heard from you in a while
@FacetiousDruid
@FacetiousDruid 2 жыл бұрын
As soon as the video started I could see some changes in the right direction 😀
@twiharryfan212
@twiharryfan212 2 жыл бұрын
I love getting these updates when you're comfortable with it!! It's ridiculous how many hoops we have to jump through to be who we really are and look how we want, but you're making steady progress all the time.
@CoffeeKappa13
@CoffeeKappa13 2 жыл бұрын
I was born with imbalanced hormones, & I absolutely feel you with the stubborn hair growth. It makes me feel so self-conscious, I have so much damn hair all over. It's not fun, & it's a constant battle, I was given birth control patches when I was a kid to try and balance stuff out, but I was allergic to what ever adhesive the patches used, so had to stop, and just never was given anything else. So, have to shave just like all the time, it sucks 😞
@axelkreed4282
@axelkreed4282 2 жыл бұрын
Your still looking good kupo hang in there and be safe moogle hugs
@silverflame1987
@silverflame1987 2 жыл бұрын
Here in Denmark I have to wait 8 years for bottom surgery (transmasc), so yeah apparently we just gotta deal with a lot of waiting. I feel for you.
@tibs9289
@tibs9289 2 жыл бұрын
So lovely to hear from you and I wish you all the best ❤️❤️
@StorytellerForeverYT
@StorytellerForeverYT 2 жыл бұрын
Mostly worried if ur okay mentally with all this, hope you have people you can talk too ❤❤❤
@doctor_owl
@doctor_owl 2 жыл бұрын
As a CAFAB intersex guy who's been watching your videos and twitch streams for years, I absolutely love that you're sharing your journey with us. If you ever consider doing a podcast or video and want a guest, hit me up! I used to do a lot of online advocacy and gave talks at schools since so many people are curious about this stuff but there's just so little representation or education in media these days, and it's nice to talk to people who understand and can share stories about their life. I've been transitioning for several years (HRT, paperwork changes, no surgery yet) but since I'm going in the "opposite direction" I will telepathically beam all my estrogen to you! Haha
@MuMulen100
@MuMulen100 2 жыл бұрын
do I spot a fellow Critter? 👀 I have the same mug!
@jaysonic9
@jaysonic9 2 жыл бұрын
You’re looking good so far.☺️
@zarajenking
@zarajenking 2 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear there's been some more progress! Hopefully you'll get the eye and nose at least sorted out before long! PS: I agree coffee is good 👍👍
@KaioruChan
@KaioruChan 2 жыл бұрын
One of my teachers is a vocal coach. I've basically just started working with her but the exercises I've learnt so far have worked pretty well, I think. I'll try to write them down as simply as I can. (Edit: Now that I've written it down, I do realise it's a bit lengthy and I switch to Swedish sometimes for simplicity's sake but if you were to read this, I don't think that would be a big problem, since you're Swedish too.) You know when people say they speak from the gut? I had no clue how to actually do that before but now I sort of do. Make sure you're relaxed when doing these exercises. Relaxed shoulders, knees etc. Feet in line with hips. It helps to put your hands over your stomach to really help you feel if you're doing it right. Take some deep breaths. In through your nose, feel it move all the way down and then let it out through your mouth. It can also help to put your hands over your mouth and nose (not over the skin just close to your face) while you do this to get, like hot air and soften up your throat or whatever (det hjälper dig att slappna av i svalg och struphuvud, tydligen). Relax your face, your mouth should be a little bit open naturally. Without moving your shoulders, make some sound exercises. For me, I work on sounds with Sss, Ffff and tj. Like, make sure you say or make the sounds in a deep exhale. Like S! S! S! Tj! Tj! Tj! When doing this, you should feel the muscles in your stomach moving with each sound. That's the warm-up. I don't know how to say this word in english but since you're swedish I'll just say it in swedish. Dethär är för mjuk fonation: Du behöver ha ordentlig fart på utandningen och under accenten så det blir som en liten puff inåt bukväggen. Lite som en uggla. Ho, hoo, hooo. Hå, håå, hååå. Som att du bara ska säga ooo men du använder H innan. Lite som många brittiska ord. Some exercise-phrases that I use; Har du hål i hälen! Hu så hemskt. Valdemar viskade vidunderligt vackert. Vallmon vajade i vinden. Some exercises where you go from high tones to low and back up again; Vo, voo, vooo. Vom, vam, vem, vomomom, vamamam, vemem. Make sure your jaw is relaxed. It might help to gently massage the 'hinges' (you know, the holes in your cheek where your jaw is attached to your skull) and scrunch your face for a bit (as if you''ve just eaten a lemon) to relax your face muscles. Exercise. Måmmmm, mömmmm, mymmm, måmåmmmm, mömömmm, mymymmm. Månne mamma minns mina himmelsblå anemoner. Många långa fångar manglade Mangans lakan. Mångsidigt och magnifikt. Make sure you take your time saying these words. really let them 'flow' through your mouth. It is important to exercise your vocal cords. Damaging them is so easy and you can't undo that. If you learn how to use your muscles in the right way, then you can basically speak/sing however you want without straining your voice. And if you learn how to breathe (I didn't even know you could be breathing 'wrong' but there we go) 'correctly' when speaking/singing then it really does help. I think you should look into 'just' a regular vocal coach as well, maybe you'll get an appointment faster? Because if you tell your coach "This is the result I want." They'll have you do some exercises so they can listen to your voice and then figure out how to help you gain better control and learn to use your voice in such a way that will not put strain on it. Now these exercises I wrote down above were made specifically for me. My voice has gotten a lot lower, and I've developed some hoarseness since I had a child, my voice would become strained whenever I spoke often throughout a whole day. But these exercises help me to soften my voice back up and teaches me to have more control of my vocal cords. (It also helps my ability to use notes when I sing where my voice would just break before) A vocal coach is so helpful. I wish it was more accessible. My teacher told me that she would only see people if they were referred to her by other doctors. Which sucks, you should be able to book an appointment anyway. Hopefully this helps you a little bit, if by some chance you were to read this comment :) Have a lovely day!
@tonnebird
@tonnebird 2 жыл бұрын
So happy for you! I hate medication delivery issues though. All too familiar.. also you do not look gross you look healthy!
@idaramvall1533
@idaramvall1533 2 жыл бұрын
It makes sense that the facial hair would grow out not as fast but the same amount still as the lazer obviously catches hair that is currently growing/active. But your hair follicles grows/activates in cycles so one out of X amount of cycle's might not grow hence the growing slower but then the other cycles grow and you have as much at once as you used to before starting the lazer treatment. At least the lazer treatment can be done until it's done - so you can keep getting it until all the hair in all the cycle's are gone! But I understand that it must be frustrating to not get results at quickly as hoped or as some other people, as well as it seemingly going slower for you because of your hair colour. All the luck and I look forward to the next video 🥰💖 I would be interested in knowing more about the emotional parts if that is something you would be comfortable sharing? How has your journey been when discovering yourself and how was the coming out process for you? Do you experience a lot of gender dysphoria and what makes you experience gender euphoria? Of course only answer if you are comfortable with it!💖
@sardsvib
@sardsvib 2 жыл бұрын
That's such a nice shirt, I love it!
@rachel_against2086
@rachel_against2086 2 жыл бұрын
Your hair and skin is so pretty ❤️ you look great!
@Imberis
@Imberis 2 жыл бұрын
That's so much to go through. From your previous videos to this one, I can definitely hear a change in your voice. Good luck! Also, is that a Critical Role mug I see?
@princessblazena
@princessblazena 2 жыл бұрын
"Don't forget to love each other" 🥰
@inalexkingstonshair
@inalexkingstonshair 2 жыл бұрын
Your voice is so soothing. PS - nice crit role mug! :) Edit: Commented this before your discussion about voice training. I hope that goes well and glad that you got a referral and wish you success in what you wish to achieve!
@whitneyempey4429
@whitneyempey4429 2 жыл бұрын
I know you're self conscious not being made up, but honestly you look so good right now! Do you know how long are you going to grow out your hair?
@thetubalady
@thetubalady 2 жыл бұрын
Oh, swedie... That's such a long wait for it all, but I know you'll be at peace with yourself in the end... ❤️❤️❤️
@thetubalady
@thetubalady 2 жыл бұрын
Also, you're voice and tone bring me SO much joy! Now do it in Swedish... Lol
@barnaverantid
@barnaverantid 2 жыл бұрын
How about looking in to a theatrical coach? Before you get to the vocal coach? My theatrical coach that I had when I was younger was a vocal coach too 😄
@UshioKiss
@UshioKiss 2 жыл бұрын
As someone who doesn't wear makeup, I don't have a preference for if people wear makeup or not. Regardless of if you are wearing makeup, I think you look very good. Your skin looks very clear and pretty!
@SumWelshLadInLondon
@SumWelshLadInLondon Жыл бұрын
2 years just for the surgery? ive had to refer people to tavistock and portman nhs trust in london, and theyve been waiting for a year for their first appointment, and even then just to get through to them after you might have to wait for months - that is if the trust even responds to enquiries or follow ups, whether from the referring institution or patients themselves private isnt really an option since the people ive dealt with were primarily university students, its also extraordinarily expensive, so even more well off students would struggle because the treatment and appointment costs would add up very quickly
@Ms_FluffySheep
@Ms_FluffySheep 2 жыл бұрын
I came here as soon as I saw the thumbnail.
@saelesssmurf1589
@saelesssmurf1589 2 жыл бұрын
Do you have a filter on? The space under your eyes and over the bridge of your nose looks sort fuzzy :) Or is it the light?
@darshiit
@darshiit 2 жыл бұрын
LOVE U
@axofbrevity
@axofbrevity 2 жыл бұрын
I'm glad to hear you have had some progress, even if there's still so long to go... Medical gatekeeping for us trans people is so frustrating!
@Joyful_StaR
@Joyful_StaR 2 жыл бұрын
If it makes you feel any better, I think your voice is soft and pretty feminine. It's very pleasant to listen to.
@lyndsilentz5171
@lyndsilentz5171 Жыл бұрын
Hi Robin I know that my opinion or what I think has no bearing or input I just wanted to let you know that I have always enjoyed listening to you speaking your voice is always been really soothing for me.
@marsupialsofmars3886
@marsupialsofmars3886 2 жыл бұрын
Looking pwetty!!
@spentbarn
@spentbarn 2 жыл бұрын
Without completely outing yourself too too much, how is the medication affecting you mentally this far into it? As myself being cis male there's things i don't fully understand everything, but this whole process intrigues me and I'm truly glad the option is there for those that need it
@hightopshannah
@hightopshannah 2 жыл бұрын
seems like a terrible waiting game! I hope everything is still going well, curious how you're feeling emotionally about the little changes? Wishing you the best
@DissonantSynth
@DissonantSynth 2 жыл бұрын
The thumbnail is cursed
@Septic-Hearts
@Septic-Hearts 2 жыл бұрын
Wow, I had no idea the wait times could go on so long, and here I thought my trans and gender queer friends in my country had it bad. Genuinely hope you won't have to be disappointed with anything once they come into fruition, that eyelid surgeon sounds like they suck. As for questions about the hormone treatment, I'm only somewhat familiar with anecdotal things my FtM and enby friends told me but I'm just generally curious about how it would affect you in a general sense. Do/did you notice any changes with the pitch of your voice, your hair, your mood, etc.? Otherwise, I hope you're doing well, sorry again you have to wait so long but I'm glad you can do this at all.
@Snakeofwrath
@Snakeofwrath Жыл бұрын
That online doctor thing for hrt, I'm curious if there's anything like that here in Canada. I want to go on T (I'm ftm non binary, he/they) but feel too intimidated to talk to my doctor in person about this.
@hufffluff
@hufffluff 2 жыл бұрын
...but nooo ugly!! thanks Robin
@Kalibby22
@Kalibby22 2 жыл бұрын
good lord, i can imagine this just makes some people just not persue it and live in their own personal hell, because this is so much just so you can live as yourself. what the hell. I genuienly don't understand the medical field. and im saying this as an American (and the whole world knows how horrid the health care system here is)
@MrGrandpapa
@MrGrandpapa 2 жыл бұрын
I have a question, and I don't know if you've answered it before (if you have feel free to ignore). are you thinking of changing your name or are you comfortable with robin still. like do you still feel that's your name? (I'm a trans man myself, and I just chopped two letters off my birth name and kept the rest cause I still felt the name was me, I just wanted it masculinized. so I'm curious since robin is pretty gender neutral if that still feels to you like it fits like a glove, or if theres another name you've been toying with.)
@UshioKiss
@UshioKiss 2 жыл бұрын
hi!!! you look good ❤️
@yudianimations
@yudianimations 2 жыл бұрын
you look superb ey!
@Novastars8877
@Novastars8877 2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry you have to wait that long 🥺 The idea of getting “evaluated on my transness” makes me upset, I am sorry you have to apply for surgery in such a damning and humiliating way.
@gariden
@gariden 2 жыл бұрын
i feel the long waits, eesh. i’m a trans guy, and i had to wait 4 years for testosterone. thankfully, those 4 years have passed, but now i’m just waiting for the next things, like top surgery, which is available from very few people in my country. i can vibe with long waits, anyway. (also yes. coffee good).
@chroniclesoflaura
@chroniclesoflaura 2 жыл бұрын
Gaining weight due to the female hormones…welcome to being a woman! 😭 lol but seriously, love this. You’re looking great 👌🏻
@kayihuraaa
@kayihuraaa 2 жыл бұрын
Hello robin I'm also robin crazy
@AnnaCurser
@AnnaCurser 2 жыл бұрын
you think swedish healthcare is slow? try germany. takes years to find a therapist.
@bitofalice
@bitofalice 2 жыл бұрын
Well, remember also that I got my diagnosis in late 2020 and we're now in late 2022 and it'll be another year before I even get to talk to a vocal coach :p ... But yeah, health care in general is WAY too slow these days.
@BrainError
@BrainError 2 жыл бұрын
In UK I didn't even get one appointed when I was suicidal in my early 20s on grounds of not being severe enough. Recently my ADHD referral ended up on a 4 year waiting list until I gave up on waiting and paid private costing me a ton of money. HC is a joke worldwide it seems.
@AnnaCurser
@AnnaCurser 2 жыл бұрын
@@bitofalice youre already on hormones, tho, arent you? and in sweden you can change your name easily, apparently. in germany you cant even change your name, one way or the other. even just adding a middle name is outlawed. you also look generally better than me anyway so ... be grateful, i guess?
@that_tall_guy7437
@that_tall_guy7437 2 жыл бұрын
@@bitofalice it kinda seems like some of these doctors are homophobic/transphobic cause they are taking there sweet time with this, cause I'm from the US, and over here you would've had your surgery already, like ayo Sweden you need to upgrade your healthcare system 🤣🤣🤣, in all seriousness though, you look lovely pixl and I support you 100 percent ☺️☺️, personally I'm a bisexual guy, I saw the sticker on that mug 🍺
@PandaThing
@PandaThing 2 жыл бұрын
@@AnnaCurser just because you deem your situation as "worse" than Robin's, doesn't mean Robin isn't still able to be upset by their own personal situation.
@_gh0ulz
@_gh0ulz 2 жыл бұрын
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@len0reth.hazeee
@len0reth.hazeee 2 жыл бұрын
Are your pronouns still he/him, lovely? It's so nice to see estrogen's effects for you. 🥰
@nibbarkfc2863
@nibbarkfc2863 Жыл бұрын
Why does this guy sound different wasn't he the one that edited some of jacks videos
@bitofalice
@bitofalice Жыл бұрын
I've been editing almost all of Seans videos for 6,5 years...
@DeviouslyModest
@DeviouslyModest 2 жыл бұрын
First?
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