A Personal Update

[@T-moneyS]

Takes some real balls to open up like this to your audience, hats off Jaime! Mental struggles are the worst kind of struggles, but keep in mind that everyone has their own and that you are therefore not the only one!

[@jaimestaples9658]

Thanks Tmoney

[@droste4080]

Never seen you as nervous as this despite 100k bluffs etc. Community got your back. No need to feel this anxious. Nothing your fault. Everyone will have your back. 🥇 Hard journey behind and ahead of you. Wish you all the best 👍🏻

[@jaimestaples9658]

Thank you man. Yeah, heavy topic!

[@snipe2nite]

Much respect my dude! The most important thing is to be real with yourself so you can be real with other people. You've already achieved that!!! You got this...

[@BradOwenPoker]

Very cool of you to share with everyone. I'm always rooting for you and Matt.

[@jaimestaples9658]

Thanks Brad. Will I see you soon in the streets of Montreal? Maybe at playground

[@BradOwenPoker]

​@@jaimestaples9658 Yeah we've got a meet up game there in a few days on the 25th actually. It's a short trip for me, I'm flying in late on the 23rd and then flying out early on the 26th, but it'd be cool to see you if it works with your schedule.

[@rorbugubben1197]

Most important video of the day. You should be proud of yourself Jamie! Best wishes from Norway!

[@tom_poker_nl]

Sorry to hear about this struggle Jaime. Lot of respect for opening up like this and also a lot of respect for you as a person. I hope things will get better and better, one step at a time. Stay strong

[@frankfournier6394]

firstly thank you Jamie for sharing this, do you realize how much this testimony will help many of us? I am sorry Jamie that you have gone through this difficult ordeal, I understand very well what you are going through having experienced it myself. It's crazy how courageous I find you, you are a source of inspiration for me. We don't know each other, yet I sometimes consider you a friend because I've followed you for a long time. I love your poker videos, but honestly sometimes I listen to your videos just to hear you, it makes me feel good! Thank you Jamie for being the magnificent person that you are, there are probably thousands of us who love you, now it's up to you to learn to see the magnificent person that you are, everything else will fall into place :)

[@TheeDavidDee]

My heart goes out to you, Jaime. I wish you nothing but support and success. I have faith that you will find your way forward especially if you found a good therapist you trust. Talk therapy with a trusted therapist has worked wonders for me when I needed it.

[@alessandra21]

Thank you for sharing with us, Jamie. I hope that being open and honest and getting that off your chest will be a big weight lifted off of you and helpful going forward! I wish you all the happiness and success and know you will get to where you want to be sooner than later!

[@lloydy11]

Fair play for opening up about your struggles Jamie, that takes some real balls! You’re not alone in this and us as fans will support you all the way! 💙

[@andreastornes25]

Hey Jaime, My name is Andreas and I’ve been following your journey for many years to the point where I feel like I can get a sense of who you are as a person, and this video pretty much confirms it. I have so much respect for you as person, and the world would benefit by having more people like you in it. Thanks for being brave and sharing your struggles, I can tell it was difficult. You’ll best this and get better, and I’m sure this will eventually make you even stronger. All the best 💪🤜🤛

[@wagwanbossy]

Respect for sharing, stick with the therapy and keep improving 👍

[@PeterPlaysPoker]

Jamie, I just started the carnivore diet a few weeks ago because I had issues. I uploaded a video on my channel about it recently. Basically, it has worked well for me so far. Just thought I would mention it. All the best, Peter

[@DoyleTheExplorer]

Stay strong brotha!! Your an inspiration man love ya bud

[@Dennis-io1ku]

Hey Jamie, Im sorry this is happening. However, watching this its crazy how proud of you I am. Not only do you have the courage to open up about your life and your struggles, but you are such a damn BADASS about your willingness to help yourself. You are getting help, you are aware of yourself and you try...and thats way more than most people can admit. Im a random nobody on the internet, but you are not alone. im really damn proud of you, keep going, we love you.

[@jaimestaples9658]

Thanks man

[@CRAIG5835]

That works for me too Den.

[@emilienreynalbwa]

Love you Jaime, you have the aura to heal and help others! You are amazing

[@JSwisha24]

Just want to send thoughts, prayers, and any positive energy your way. Thanks for sharing this and I hope this all gets better for you from here on. Much love!

[@ericotten1]

Hats off for the honesty. You're a great person!

[@brent2105]

You aren't alone Jaime. You showed a lot of strength to be so raw and honest with your audience. We're here with you!

[@stephanmeier9849]

Dear Jamie - what a huge step in the right direction! Well done - being brave and honest will get rewarded!

[@TheCod3r]

Wishing you the best Jaime. You've been an inspiration to many including myself. I sincerely hope you get better and keep going strong 💪 ❤️

[@theomae609]

Full support from france Jaime ! I follow you since like 6 years you are an amazing guy and deserve to have confidance in yourself and be happy I wish you all the best

[@justshrug]

The courage you just showed telling us your story tells me that you have the strength to conquer this!

[@uncleTK71]

You are very brave and courageous, thank you for your transparency. I will be praying for you. Please feel free to reach out to me and share specific prayer requests.

[@radrob1111]

“I will become healthier when I become healthier from here (my mind), it will diffuse.” You are certainly not alone with having maladaptive coping mechanisms towards stress, shame, and guilt by overeating. I’ve always struggled with it too and it’s in part due to a lack of connection to my inner self and self-control over my emotions. Good luck with your goals to achieve balance and consistency!

[@dstillRO]

Jamie I am Alex we met at the Bucharest meeting when you were on your weight loss journey and I came to encourage you cause at that time I went through a weightloss of 100+ pounds myself and unfortunately I gained it all back as well. Trying to get back on track now, sending all the positive vibes I know you got this, you a strong person. Wish you all the best.

[@jaimestaples9658]

Hey man! I remember. Hope you are well man and thankyou.

[@Bluehound9]

Mate you are a legend! Thanks for sharing - it will be an inspiration and an example for others. Wishing you all the best and that you can be in the place that you want to be. You have so much more amazing life to live and so much you can contribute to the world - keep at it, even though it may take time!

[@peterwillumsen4497]

Thank you for making this video and sharing. The world needs more brave people talking about this issue. Know that your online community supports you and wants the best for you.

[@xKillingEdg3]

I love you my friend. You have always been a person who has motivated me to be a better person and a better player. You are in the place you need to be. You will overcome this difficult situation and you know you will be happy and blessed. 💪

[@MikeVacanti]

Sending you lots of love brother

[@jaimestaples9658]

Espressies on the beach is the next goal I think haha. Appreciate you Mike. Thanks for always being there for me every step of the way.

[@AlexTheLion9875]

Thanks for sharing Jamie this is an important step. ❤

[@EmeraldCityRiz]

Sorry to hear about that. I’m glad you are getting help and making some progress. I also struggled with my weight growing up and the mental struggles that go along with that are terrible. Thank you for sharing your story. This video will help others having similar problems. Maybe not knowing what could be going on with their body and open their eyes to a possible solution.

[@LowTide941]

I’m bipolar and have a picking disorder. Your struggles resonate with me. Head up brother

[@nmkjd]

I am very much rooting for you. Whatever that's worth, I hope you feel encouraged by the good feelings so many send your way.

[@jimmybinbags1830]

Wish you all the best. Glad you are in a place where you can be open about what's going on. Keep going mate. You are on the right track with therapy and stuff.

[@WriterJenOnYT]

It takes strength to be this open and honest. Besides your own peace of mind, the best thing that can happen is that you help someone else, encourage them to look at their own behaviors and/or seek help. Best of luck to you moving forward as you find a new normal and improve your life. 💪🤗

[@leehjones]

Hi Jaime - I wish you nothing but success and peace as you continue your journey to mental and physical health. You've taken the first crucial step of saying out loud to everybody that you're struggling with those problems. The problems won't go away in the light of day, but they'll become more manageable. Be well.

[@neilhogarth8449]

To see a grown man cry on stream and lay it all on the table takes some balls mate, keep your chin up my friend ❤

[@FURYBrenton]

Bro can’t even see his balls. He’s trying to get sympathy lol when it’s just his fault for binge eating for a long time.

[@whodouthinkuare]

Hi Jaime. I havent watched any of yoyr streams in ages, but this vid showed up on recomonded. The first step is talking about the issue, which you have done, stay strong and Im sure Beccar will be a rock for you!!

[@benw4467]

Love to see all the support in the comments reflective of the thoughtful and positive community you've built here. Thank you for sharing, and we're all happy to support you and hear things are getting better!

[@Olllllliiiiiieeeeeee]

Being openly vulnerable is so admiring. Thank you for sharing!

[@denske1272]

Recovering heroin addict (9 years sober in 6 days!) with other comorbid mental health issues, mainly generalized anxiety disorder...there is a type of therapy called internal family systems therapy that is very cutting edge in the psychology world, worth checking out. Regardless, I am a long time viewer and send nothing but love, stay strong these struggles are temporary and you have the strength to get through them and see better times ahead!

[@jaimestaples9658]

Epic 9 Years! Congratulations and thankyou for the advice and kindness.

[@jscamrks]

Sending you all my love! Takes a lot of courage to open up! You're strong!

[@Re1tzstro]

Dude, I’ve ragged on some of your plays in videos, and we all make bad plays, or it could be a good play at unfortunate timing. I think me being somewhat rude is a reflection of how I feel about myself. My dad passed almost 6 months ago, and I’ve hit the reset button. I’ve learned to love and forgive. All the people who let me down, cheated me, etc were instantly forgiven. Hopefully, this video can be the start of a reset button you can press to forgive yourself or people that may have confused you in the past. Never stop believing in the goodness in humanity. I appreciate your bravery. Peace to you.

[@mikkelhv11d25]

Wishing you the best Jaime! I believe that, if we create the space for it in our lives, every human is fully capable of relearning how to heal themselves. We just forgot how because we're too disconnected. So, enjoy the process ✌️

[@billythekid2215]

Jaime- Sharing mental health struggles is the ultimate vulnerability. Ive watched you for years on streams, KZbin, etc. This is my favorite video you've done. The poker community has your back brother! GL on your future healing.

[@alexanderhitch5786]

keep up the process, we support your journey! one day at a time, improving your emotional connection to yourself!

[@WayneChiangPoker]

Hang in there, Jaime. Hips if gets better. You as a person have lifted us all up in this industry which can get very dark.

[@DallasC5555]

Good job recognizing there are underlying issues to deal with first. You have a good plan. Do the work. Heal up. Your relationship with food will change. You’ve got this!!

[@paulb3883]

From the moment I started watching you I always thought what a genuine nice guy you were, it shines through. When you do recover from what you're going through more of the world will get to experience the genuine decent guy we all see

[@RobCinBC]

I got emotional watching this because i struggle with food in my own different ways as well. I want to be better and struggle with my mind. Love you buddy and thanks for sharing. ♡

[@RealAjay]

Jaime, I appreciate you and I thank you for sharing your story with us. Stay strong and be the person you need to be. Be not afraid of setbacks but learn from them. I wish you every success and hope to hear more of what you choose to share. Also - thanks for your poker posts/streams/ and win big - I enjoy everything you do. Thanks from halfway around the world 🙃

[@Eric-tj3tg]

Early trauma and its effects on the mind-body are wide and varied. I appreciate you having shared your journey, am sorry to see you in pain, and am hopeful for you. You're bang-on that these symptoms are not THE problem, but lay atop. As Allan Watts correctly points out, "the ego cannot fix the problem-it IS the problem." The symptoms will fall away as the underlying pain is uncovered and grieved. We're all on this ride my poker-friend, and I wish you the very best. "Let's go Dotty!"🙏👍

[@poligraf_poker]

GL Jaime! You are valuable person :)

[@chrissinatra1114]

Hang in there kid 🙏. Appreciate the honesty and awareness!

[@stevenjmuir21]

Well done Jamie for being able to open about it. I wish you all the best in your journey to recovery

[@gogarty6444]

Thank you for sharing your story and all the best for the future!

[@DumboWWarrior]

Nothing but empathy for what you are going through Jaime. These challenges can feel rough and extremely hard, but when you get better, you can help yourself by witnessing how much you’ve improved. And from what I see, you took the first steps. Keep your head up, everything is going to be okay.

[@user-ld3si9iy6s]

I LOVE YOU !!!!

[@liampalmer8729]

I’ve been watching you for a long time, I like who you are as a person… Saying hard truths out loud is the first step to feeling better about things I hope you feel better in your soul , you looked sad …made me sad… then remember I’m watching you heal… so ,I’m ok again

[@burkhartlaw1]

Mate, good on you! You're a strong person. We support you.

[@KrisPlz]

Yo most be rough fam, been dealing with other mental issues cause of PTSD and being burned out myself. I know how hard and dark it can get. I hope and pray that you can get better, and remember to show compassion and acceptance to yourself and ur situation. You are a human being and you are fantastic and god loves you.

[@lowecareybay3324]

Hey Jaime, that’s a very courageous video to put out & I hope it helps you on your journey. Everyone will have some advice but obviously won’t understand the issues at play. Just keep faith in yourself & never doubt your worth as a good person. Wishing you good things.

[@brunobernardino23]

Thanks for sharing, keep strong!

[@rickblackdog]

You’re a good man Jaime, wishing you all the very best on this journey. Sending all the love from Ireland.

[@jaimestaples9658]

Thanks Sir

[@ryanstauss3241]

I'm very proud of you, my friend! I'm sorry to hear what you have been going through, but I'm glad you shared! I hope you all the best going forward! I look forward to hearing how you are doing and lending support along the way! Cheers

[@realrebelli0n]

Dr Bernie Siegel, famous cancer Doctor, said: There are no incurable conditions or diseases, only incurable people. I think it‘s really great that you went ahead and made this video. I think it‘s an important step for you but I also want to thank you for it. I‘m having my own struggles and it helps to learn that I‘m not the only one struggling. Regarding the quote at the beginning, some people just want to remain on their road of being unwell, they don‘t want to end that story for whatever reason. The time might be here now to turn the page and start the new journey. Part of that might be to actually go ahead and apologize to yourself. Take care, I always was a fan since I first found you years ago. I‘m sure you will be healthy again soon.

[@Bhuyakasha]

Turns out famous people can be wrong too

[@Lionheartpoker]

Love you man. You’ve been in my life since 2017 thru twitch poker. We wish you well. Be safe.

[@richardbud]

You're the best of us Jamie, you really are. Power to you xxx

[@leorubio5653]

I admire your courage my friend!! You have a beautiful heart/soul and your wanting to get to the chore reason(s) on why you have your eating disorder is beautiful. All the pain we go through in life when on a mission for Truth/Growth is beyond worth it. Fear is literally an illusion, take attention off it and continue slowly but surely discovering your Power. Making this video is a strong step in getting your Power back. I have almost died multiple times in my life , been through it all, you name it and lots of Peace, Contentment, Unconditional Love and even more are waiting when we get to the other side :). We are Not our issues, pain, disorders, etc. they define many of us for too long and even entire lifetimes but it does not have to be that way and I sincerely admire you for your courage, stay on your path! One Love!! :)

[@joela2864]

Thoughts and prayers to you, my brother. Minute by minute, man. There are no shortcuts in a journey like this. Take your time and be easy on yourself. But also keep putting in the work. The results will come.

[@moritzlanthaler4053]

This is such a brave video, hats off to you. stay strong Jaime!

[@noah3485]

I've been watching for many years and I always had this picture perfect image of you. It seems like everyone is going through something behind the scenes, no one is immune to it, including yourself. Keep pushing Jaime, maybe look into speaking with Dr. K - I think you're a large enough creator to get some of his time. Excited to see what happens in this new journey.

[@FrankJonesBristolFJ]

Brave man !! I wish you well.

[@carvajam]

Wish you the best on this journey! Stay strong and keep pushing 👍🏼

[@donnyfanizzi5360]

Good for you takes real strength to share. We’re all thinking of you.

[@raphad6397]

I believe you are on track to get healthy! It takes time and i wish for you that you are going to make it! Find your peace&support as well love with the peops around you which are important to you and love you! All the best!👍

[@phesser411]

We love you man, VERY proud of you for being vulnerable and putting yourself out there.... we want you to know YOU ARE NOT ALONE... many of us in same area struggles with food, and weight management, and all that.... everyone will make it like you said "a willpower" thing but there is so much more to it than that, biology, anxieties, external stressors, etc. its not as easy as people make it out to be... you sound like you are on the right journey, therapy, addressing allergies/allergins as it comes to food. Take the steps you feel confident this will help for you. PLEASE keep us updated on your progress, even as just putting out into the universe my belief is it will help you in the long run. You don't owe us anything though, we will be here either way but we want to see you healthy, successful (financially and in spirit). Bless you man.

[@lachlinjohnston5073]

Nothing but respect for you man. Glad you could get this off your chest and im sure it will help others out who might be in a similar position. Keep up the work, you got this 🫂

[@wefamilyhomestead7771]

Sorry you are going through this brother. Much love to you for sharing this. I hope this lifts a weight off your shoulders and you work through this.

[@sebastiendroletpoitras3738]

Happy to know you have help and support through that journey. ❤️ I’m here if you need extra help 😉👍

[@matthewjones2393]

Much love Jaime. You're a beautiful human!

[@DavidMovellan]

Hola Jaime, this is one of my few comments in KZbin, somehow I felt I own you this one. You are an inspiration for me (looks like I am not the only one ;)). It must feel mindblowing the fact of influencing for good that amount of people, just being who you are, doing what you love. That says a lot about who you are, maybe you could use that in your healing proccess. Thanks for sharing your thruth and being and example, I am sure this will help lots of people that also admire you, I am proud of you buddy! Recive all the good energy sent from a random spanish guy living in Amsterdam, put it together with the energy that all the rest of your people send you, and use it for your fight. You are in the right path, stay strong! I am 100% sure you will improve. Much love.

[@jaimestaples9658]

The support and kindness really does feel good. People have been great, and I feel great because of it (although a bit tired today perhaps haha.) Thanks

[@MoMelville]

The deepest and best run you have ever had is this. Be well Jamie and I'm always up for a chat. Mo

[@laserpace]

We're rooting for you dude! Glad you were able to share this man!

[@Terbo997]

Everyone here is proud of you my dude, Been following you since I met you outside EPT Dublin about 10+ years ago and ive enjoyed every step of your poker journey. This is one step along a better path and being able to speak about your problems first a incredible achievement. While Im not a huge poker player anymore, I religiously watch your videos. You are going to get better and you have each one of us here to cheer you along the way. Ups and downs, We're here for you!

[@dleach02]

I loved watching the videos you did during the ultimate sweat with the best part being the travel side of it... hoping for the best to you!

[@jaimestaples9658]

Thanks man

[@inkoso]

been following you forever dude -- hurts to see someone in pain like this. sending you love and wishing you well Jamie.

[@OldMonkeyFood]

Take care of yourself, you deserve it. Your honesty with yourself will pay off. Sending you the best in these tough times. We got your back over here.

[@DHpoker27]

Takes alot of courage and strength to put yourself out there , not many people can. Be positive and kno you have all the support and love from everyone out here in the public. Keep us updated. Much love

[@Dan-zz5yv]

Wishing you all the best Jamie. I have a situation where I feel I am in some (not all) position to empathise. It can be unbelievably exhausting to never know when the peaks and troughs will end but there are always brighter days somewhere round the bend if you keep looking for them. Healthy expression like you have done is very difficult to do, especially in such a public forum. Respect and power to you.

[@jacktatton6833]

Hope you get back to feeling like yourself Jamie. You got me into poker from watching your streams and have always struck me as a honest, open and thoughtful person. You'll get through this👍

[@robineuvonen224]

You've got this Jaime! I wish you all the best!

[@piotrborowiec4076]

Sending you good vibes Jaime. I know you will get through this and we'll go out in Montreal for some amazing food together. Love brother!

[@jeanclaudedars1349]

much love jamie you inspire many poker players just by waching ur amazing streams..had the chance to take a picture with you at playground this year youre a geniune amazing and good person you will rise like the phoenix from his ashes dont worry.

[@hotsauceislethal9430]

We love you Jamie ❤ Stay strong 💪 Been struggling with a very similar thing for years and didn't know how to describe it, or that it even had a name. Glad you came out to explain this for the community and to help others too.

[@jaimestaples9658]

Cheers and all the best for you too.

[@ChrisWhiteman-vf8hu]

Hey Jaime, I follow you from afar and decided to because of not only your incredible poker skills, but I really like your character and who you are. My respect for you has gone through the roof after seeing this, well done for being brave, honest and showing that no matter what you're going through, it's better to talk and share. You'll get through this mate, in your own time and in your own way and us folks who make up your community will be here to support however we can!

[@mikeharry2509]

Courage. ❤. Understand the issues and take action to address them. Good for you. Don’t ever be afraid to raise your hand and ask for help. Family. Friends. Business associates. Let someone know you need help. Lean on others you can trust. Hold your head up and keep moving forward Jamie.

[@TomD640]

The human body is absolutely crazy sometimes man! I hope you find your path to break through the struggle you are going through, much love ❤

[@janbraxenholm122]

💪🏻💪🏻 youre great man, i showed my son your video who has arfid to and were struggling every day with food. I showed him your video to show him that this is a real problem and he is not alone with this. 🙏

[@jaimestaples9658]

All the best to your son. I have received a lot of messages from people the last two days that suffer from ARFID. But it is surmountable I think. I am making progress anyways. All the best :)