A Snippet into Billie's Mind - xanny

A Snippet into Billie’s Mind is an audio visual journey into the thoughts of Billie Eilish, exploring the inspiration behind songs from WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO? Produced in collaboration with KZbin Music, this series peers into Billie and Finn's deeply personal process.
Episode Three reveals the story behind "xanny."

[@NightshadeGoddess]

"i can’t afford to love someone who isn’t dying by mistake" damn

[@patsh20]

why this keeps making me remember xxxtentacion

[@J4smine3ee]

@@patsh20 xxx was trash shut the fuck up he did drugs n shit dont mention his ass here.

[@patsh20]

He was an amazing person.At least just have some respect dude he died.

[@liana8551]

@@patsh20 i wouldnt call an abuser a good person. death doesn't excuse what he did

[@liana8551]

@@J4smine3ee people on here want to act as if he didn't murder/attack people and assault his ex just because he's dead.

[@sreejaray6331]

It is so refreshing to hear a 17 year old of this generation actually point out how the “kept drinking and kept throwing up and then drinking more and throwing up more” culture is. not. normal. Thank you very much.

[@aloeleaf]

Sreeja Ray a lot of us don’t do drugs or alcohol. the way we’re portrayed is not accurate in the slightest so it’s really not that crazy.

[@realSimoneCherie]

luigi statistics don’t lie maybe “a lot” don’t, but more than any other generation so far, do.

[@itsmaribell1415]

So true. When I was her age i remember drinking with my friends and this one specific girl always went harder than the others and she would joke when she threw up that she was just "making room for more liquor".

[@maddy1255]

ItsMaribell I've tasted alcohol and when I tell u I spit that shit out lmfao! It tastes horrible 😪 I just did it out of curiosity to see why ppl like it so much.

[@lavenderandfire8494]

100th like!

[@starr5861]

Billie’s hair matches her eyes and its fucking beautiful

[@astheticbear3762]

So does her shirt

[@mastikitrain2844]

500th like

[@slugo6488]

@@mastikitrain2844 no I am

[@mastikitrain2844]

@@slugo6488 Nah man I'm 💀

[@josie6440]

the fact billie was surrounded by people drinking, juuling and smoking but she didnt do it shows how mature she is.

[@sarahcleland5688]

The term she used is vaping because juul is a *brand* of vape. Please don't give tobacco companies any credit - and ya duh there's no tobacco but that shit is kept next to cigarettes and chew for a good reason. All of it's on the scale of gross to disgusting.

[@783wuw]

@@sarahcleland5688vaping is also dangerous bc it could it causes inflammation for our lungs .. if you do it for many years it increases the chances of lung cancer, it’s toxic less your lungs than tobacco but it still toxic

[@neyneygz2430]

it's a relief to hear her speak about drugs this way cause WE can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake .

[@kuekkaheikinpoika4995]

But psychedelics are amazing. They are more than drugs. And you cant die taking psychedelics.

[@slobilobstechster3213]

@@kuekkaheikinpoika4995 your friend is becoming smb else you probably dont like....

[@nyumyu4265]

@@kuekkaheikinpoika4995 and weed is amazing too!!

[@pohatuthereactor1693]

@@kuekkaheikinpoika4995 man i takin psikodeliks plenty times and neveer had a spiritql expiriance its just like any other drug but with cooler vision

[@alliedevries9806]

i read this exactly as she said this

[@jasperrulzok]

"I can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake" oh my God that's beautiful

[@jonTHAAN]

ellie rose SO BEAUTIFUL.

[@areetazoha2530]

FR

[@rigs.natalie]

had to cut off a few people living by this..

[@saltedfish7978]

Kind of reminds me the lyrics from ilomilo

[@ak1r47]

Reminds me of Ariana and Mac😭💔

[@raelihall8736]

Im still waiting for "shepushedmeinaclosetandtoldmetopee" to become a hit who else?

[@bobbycraig2583]

I thought it was "youpushedmeintotheclosetandtoldmetopeeinacupsoidid". Edit: This is actually the most likes I have ever gotten. Thx

[@saturnsings3471]

Raeli hall omfg

[@daniellesheehan2950]

I love that story lol

[@daniellesheehan2950]

@@bobbycraig2583 oh yeah I keep thinking about that

[@daniellesheehan2950]

gute fart haha

[@chloelemondae8934]

Imagine teenagers, at school or a party, listening to Xanny, and smoking/vaping and getting drunk... the irony

[@ejigthompson4645]

yea all though xans r wayyy worse than vaping or smoking will ever be

[@SprinkleB0mb]

Nah they don't listen to this shit

[@tikihead]

@@SprinkleB0mb Lmao, yes we do listen to Billie

[@synth9876]

@@SprinkleB0mb wrong dear sir

[@penguinzii8960]

@Kaylee Stump-Petter Danny.

[@jporttineli3875]

"I don't wanna love someone who I'm gonna lose" 😢😢 that's sooo true

[@klevelty611]

JPorttineli sO dEeP

[@xelonconsole9936]

909EYES Please never reply to anything ever again. You have no idea what you’re talking about.

[@Catcherintherye11111]

Then that's just being insecure and already having negative assumptions that you shouldn't have going into a relationship

[@Karen-dn4nv]

Ik my grandpa died

[@obamaslefteyeball1710]

Billie could say ‘I’m sad’ and you people would be like ‘omg she’s talking about her feelings that’s so deep’

[@zoevuksanovic8137]

So cute when finneas finishes her sentences for her 😂❤️

[@diorbutterfly2558]

kinda creepy actually lol

[@ANGELA-bg5uw]

They are amazing siblings

[@b.jr.7816]

They’re just like Jaime & Cersei Lannister 😍

[@giovanna5380]

I rlly rlly hope you're kidding bc that's creepy af lol

[@lexisorensen1728]

righhhhttttt

[@annabellvsks]

Teachers: Don't do drugs or whatever. Billie: *Writes a song on how drugs are killing everybody*

[@respectfulgamer7232]

What?

[@spongebobtrianglepants2081]

MARIAMA BARRY nobody said people didn’t 👁👄👁

[@respectfulgamer7232]

@@spongebobtrianglepants2081 *yawn*

[@spongebobtrianglepants2081]

Respectful Gamer go to sleep if you’re yawning 😌

[@respectfulgamer7232]

@@spongebobtrianglepants2081 I did. Your lame reply put me to sleep.

[@ilischannel9803]

Finally a song that is about drugs being bad for you

[@ejigthompson4645]

not all drugs r bad lsd and shrooms arent addictive and r used in therapy

[@mattiaciani1]

@@ejigthompson4645 Also ganja..if you vaporise it..

[@silversebastianloh616]

Listen to Nikki/Nicotone by Logic & maybe Breaking The Habit by Linkin Park

[@ShreyMittal1]

All my friends vape and do drugs now, and I’m that “one clean guy” in the group, and this song helped me out so much. Thanks for making me feel not alone!

[@thepsilocybintrip]

sober person here, i would not call someone not clean if they vape

[@no-xd9gg]

i dont think _he/she_ vapes.. maybe all his/her friends vape and do drugs *besides* him/her. maybe im wrong, maybe im right! but who knows until the person who commented this actually says something about it.

[@alalalala57]

@@thepsilocybintrip still smoking.

[@ShreyMittal1]

꽃셸빔ˇ oh, yea that’s what I meant. All my friends do vapes, drugs, alcohol, etc. I’m the one person who DOESNT do that stuff

[@ShreyMittal1]

Alex vaping gives you nicotine, which is one of the most addictive drugs out there. Id definitely count it as not being clean.

[@kylieblake7950]

Her mind, the way she thinks is just beautifully scary

[@aaaaaiatoyomartelaaaa7602]

So I’m new to the retarded era of children and I would like to know what’s special about “Billie Eillish”.

[@noyes1973]

Dr. Patrick S. She’s an amazingly good her Voice is outstanding she was born into my music family she wrote her first song when she wa Voice is outstanding she was born into my music family she wrote her first song when she was 4.

[@aaaaaiatoyomartelaaaa7602]

Izzy BigBow Soo whispering lyrics with computerized sounds makes you talented?

[@averygrey5643]

Dr. Patrick S. WTF??? Just watch her perform on Genius, like “Idontwannabeyouanymore”

[@meoowly]

@@aaaaaiatoyomartelaaaa7602 dude. stop.

[@careymonaghan2597]

"I can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake" god damn billie you're beautiful

[@hehe9053]

When i was reading she said that 😂

[@kxtxt]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/jpSTY2udnL2tmJI my cousin made a piano cover of my future and they worked hard so please show some love 💘❤ 🙏 💘 ❤ 💕 ♥

[@lunaschneider1174]

billie at 17 releasing an album about the fires in california, alchohol/drugs, suicidal thoughts, while everyone else writes songs about breakups.

[@hsmo6924]

don't forget M E L A N I E M A R T I N E Z

[@saturn2963]

@@hsmo6924 yesss! I love Melanie 💗💗

[@dig1t4l_b0y]

And Cavetown. He writes songs about depression, dissociation, leaving childhood behind and family problems

[@lilyb023]

i can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake.

[@galla7419]

lily 💘💘💞💞

[@maxbieri3073]

in silver lake

[@Jasmine-hp8bm]

@@maxbieri3073 ...what is it about them

[@playerone6765]

I can’t afford to love someone who isn’t dying on purpose

[@Jasmine-hp8bm]

@@playerone6765 Who *IS* dying on purpose

[@jocelynelizabethfranks8454]

"i came into the room like a psyco and started playing the piano" *MOOD*

[@stxrmy__nxght9639]

Big mood

[@steffipinto3381]

I was the 680th like to this comment.. Although I heard this line in the video obviously, 679 likes didn't seem fair to me.. 😐

[@TheManageratWalmart]

@@steffipinto3381 what

[@steffipinto3381]

@@TheManageratWalmart I meant to say each line even if emphasized like this one, deserves so many likes more. Also, my obsession towards even numbers

[@TheManageratWalmart]

@@steffipinto3381 ohhh ok. Sorry for not understanding before

[@ashoniquee]

Billie:Goes into brothers room and plays piano. Billies brother:Does nothing Me:Goes into my brothers room My brother:Throws a book at my head

[@aditisuryawanshi1967]

Same😂😂😂

[@leonwishseeker4732]

He just invited you to FACE BOOK!

[@viviancekrezi8067]

I wouldn't even have the energy to move and get the book. I honestly would shout as much as i can🤣🤣

[@bishaamin7103]

I can't relate I am not blessed with a brother ಥ‿ಥ ಥ‿ಥ

[@kxtxt]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/jpSTY2udnL2tmJI my cousin made a piano cover of my future and they worked hard so please show some love 💘❤

[@jordyv.703]

I thought I was the only person under 20 who's not a fan of alcohol. I'm glad to hear this.

[@micy7182]

Me too. I've never even been to a party.

[@XOXO-gj1pc]

"synesthesia" always pop out on my mind everytime billie describes how she wants her songs to feel like when listening to it.

[@dogqueenmemelord9741]

Billie actually has synesthesia.

[@mars3580]

As a synesthete, listening to a synesthete's music is really weird cause it always makes me feel something different than just any other song.

[@ari-os1gy]

billie has synesthesia

[@lyla5161]

She actually has it! She mentioned in an interview somewhere that when ever she writes a song she always imagine a color, number etc. with it.

[@handlemandle470]

I don’t have synesthesia, but I CAN imagine what things would feel, sound, taste, look. When I think of it, Bury a Friend feels like rough wood and looks black and gooey.

[@kev5782]

Who did the animation? Great work!

[@sofaezez6608]

now harvest more potatoes *great work*

[@teddydadoggy2797]

iLUV3i •-• ew

[@Sariine436]

@@teddydadoggy2797 oh no you must be dirty minded too 😂😭😭

[@teddydadoggy2797]

iLUV3i •-• yep...

[@Sariine436]

@@teddydadoggy2797 do you see it 😭😂😂😂

[@ulasonal]

billie: how smoke feels no one: finneas: *in your lungs*

[@zashayh1756]

“To intoxicated to be scared” WOW

[@scottparker415]

As a 29 year old that generally listens to heavy metal... Billie Eilish's music and her character are about the greatest things I've ever heard.

[@calrus93]

Same!!!!! Definitely did NOT see it coming. Her singing style reminds me of Jeff Buckley or something and I'm hooked

[@scottparker415]

@GazB85 I've listened to plenty. It's about more than just the sound. Also, and maybe I'm just talking crazy here, people have different preferences that can change at any time. Live and let live, my friend.

[@calrus93]

@GazB85 or maybe you just miss the subtleties in music.... it's ok if you don't see it, not everyone does. Especially when the music genres in question are completely different! Gotta love the internet and their opinions (or facts judging by your expertise on someone else's opinion), chriiiiiiist. Also, I LOVE your full stop for added effect, just brilliant :) #thereisalwaysone

[@saturnsings3471]

Scott Parker that’s okay!! Everyone has different tastes, thats just how it feels to Billie. 💙

[@X0verXDriveX]

I can relate to that. I listen to heavy metal, black metal and lots of punk. I listen more to people screaming that I listen to people who actually talk to me lol. Yet, this fucking kid caught me off guard. I love her lyrics, her music. Her music videos are mind blowing. The only music videos that I actually liked are Marilyn Manson's videos, all the other ones looked the same. She's extremely visual even with her sounds. Her voice, I think I could write a whole book just to describe what I love about it. I feel like her personality is soaked in her music. She just blows my mind and makes me feel shit that has nothing to do with what any of what I'm listening to usually makes me feel. I'm so impressed by what she does, I bought her music. She's not a Britney Spears, Katy Perry or Taylor Swift. I don't care about any of their music. She's different and I love that.

[@whatwhat5417]

no one LITERALLY NO ONE: Billie: walks into the room and starts playing the piano in the middle of the night and wakes them up

[@whatwhat5417]

Aqua from who?

[@cfonseca645]

@@whatwhat5417 @sigrid kleiven

[@whatwhat5417]

Panic! is my Religion I just noticed their comment when I scrolled through the comments. I’m sorry

[@spacemanmonster23]

And your point is?

[@cfonseca645]

@@whatwhat5417 No need to apologize it was a mistake

[@b.maliboo9453]

*Their parents did an incredible job. Not only with giving them the freedom, but also teaching them humility & restraint, without being judge mental. It's a hard thing to articulate in words, but I hope you know what I mean.*

[@Ibn_Abbas754]

All of Billies songs have a meaning, when you look into it it gives you a small envision. When she explains it it makes much more sense and your mind starts exploting with all the deatails she gives and you FEEL it inside of you and no matter what your brain is still thinking. You need to look deep into it, even if the song isnt good.

[@venom1551]

Billie at 17 : talented, beautiful, rich and super successful... Me at 17 : still broke...

[@is6031]

Me 22 still broke

[@astoldbynickgerr]

Me, right now, at 17: doing so bad that i don’t even know anymore

[@miguel261998]

Me at 20, remembering that at 17 I thought it couldn't get worse.

[@loopsayian7744]

Me right now at 4 : running from the belt

[@voltproduction7474]

Me at 18......broke and about to quit my job because the job I have now destroys my workout routine

[@kilianbegenau3369]

Billie (17): *rich* Me (17): *where is the penny I left under the couch, 6 years ago*

[@Lovely-Haitienne]

Dexter Morgan 😂😂😭😭

[@suna_rinss]

😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@amicafiesta8847]

Bra😂😂😂

[@tp1835]

Mood

[@elpepe1503]

"17"

[@prab3798]

who's here after the doc?... watching Billie stick to her authentic opinion on such a heavy topic

[@matty5295]

3:08 when she said “I feel like I’m alone” I got chills🥺🥺🥺🥺💚💚💚💚🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@bichenxoxo]

I love these snippets... Billie doing a better job than genius

[@axtrea_ixc]

Lmao ikr? Like, no hate though, but genius interviews singers who are worst/not that good in singing (except the other singers, especially billie) and they explain songs inaccurately.

[@bichenxoxo]

@@axtrea_ixc agreed Did u see bad guy's explanation... Lmao nothing😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@axtrea_ixc]

@@bichenxoxo I KNOWWW LMFAO

[@thesearethreads1535]

Wow that's a bold statement, so hard to imagine

[@bubbly7137]

She is the genius

[@ayuubali81]

i want a relationship like billie and her brother😥😘😘

[@SelenaSecretShow]

they are twin flames. look into it you might have one.

[@Random-px4lm]

Same, my brother hates me, broke my tailbone and left me handicapped for a few months and my other one is severely autistic. I wish I had a brother who I’m close with like them😂💞

[@SlaycGurlitsgoingdownnn]

My dumbass read your comment as "I want a relationship with Billie and her brother" and I was like bitch you're bi? in a sec ......

[@Katiitiv]

my bro and I are besties lol

[@aname1857]

Priscilla rose Moreno my god that escalated quickly

[@natashagonzales8482]

I love how Billie can just be around that group of people and not be tempted to do the stuff they do.

[@azulrembao1024]

Billie has a mind full of creativity,i love were here mind goes.

[@nayalalous5787]

I love how Fineas always completes Billie's sentences

[@amieyahmil5357]

The message behind this song is very powerful.

[@anaismorrissey-higham8060]

i love her view on drugs. i’m so glad she’s against it, just makes me love her more.

[@EmmaEryn]

whoever edited/animated these needs a raise

[@jayhorne6154]

I respect that every lyric is more than just a lyric but has a meaning.

[@WhitneyElizabethhughes]

The trippy/dreamy illustrations though 🤩😍

[@sigridgleerup5635]

this was a simple but yet thorough description and summary of Xanny.... like so beautiful and raw.

[@doriweishaar4901]

SUCH old souls .... l say thanks for sharing so much of themselves not just in their concerts but also in the break downs they do at home. It's really interesting to have 2 artists that love n support each others music, stories, laughter, sorrows, joys, successes, losses and relentless creative talents 🌈👍🌈👍🌈👍🌈👍🌈

[@kaitlynrocha5471]

I love how it’s Supposed to be uncomfortable yet it comforts me

[@ilya7664]

same

[@ianfarrugia4495]

disturbing the comfortable and comforting the disturbed

[@dylanbaker1424]

Yeah, same 😂

[@henryalicea5706]

Ian Farrugia that’s beautiful ❤️❤️❤️ thank you

[@rafi7252]

Billie the kind of friends who won't change, no matter how long time passed

[@anastasia-vn5oc]

exactly and btw hi 9 yr old :D

[@rafi7252]

@@anastasia-vn5oc hi :)

[@Enoxx.]

BILIE ELLISH? MORE LIKE BILLE TRASH

[@greekyogurt2855]

Lil Enoxx first of all that didn’t even rhyme. Second of all why the heck are you even here if you don’t even like her music

[@qraee]

Lil Enoxx that was probably the worst insult I’ve ever heard in my life, dude Also your channel is ass. Stop insulting every celebrity you see for attention loser.

[@goroakechieatsrocks416]

I always felt like an outsider in high school for being someone who actively stayed away from drugs and alcohol. It's considered the norm for so many teens to go out and wreck themselves, and I've never understood why. I thought Billie was one of Those Types Of People too (sucky of me to assume, I know) ((it's probably because she looks kinda like my older sister)), but when I found this song I was like !!! There's someone my age that's actually addressing this!?? wild. Most of the clean people my age that I've spoken to don't see the problem,,,, it's so strange

[@agus_quinteros]

i love this song. what billie says is so important, those things only kill u more and more

[@helenlevoni3687]

She just makes music out of emotions and feelings. And this is exacly why I admire her.

[@kaylaclimer5162]

i love how Billie was laying down 90% of this video

[@valeriya8871]

Kayla Climer i read like lying lol

[@AnjaliBakhru]

The way she says that being with a drunk friend feels like you're alone describes that feeling so well

[@samluttrell6961]

Wow... just wow... i feel like the more videos i watch on you the more i am in awe of the person you are... thank you for helping so many people

[@oyinkan7819]

They were all drunk And they kept throwing up And kept drinking And kept throwing up This is Billie Eilish's friend for you

[@smugbugs7031]

Meloniee this is how my gang is lmao

[@carlyl2093]

Not good friends... 😔

[@makennasparks9910]

No wonder they are dead in the back of her car

[@tay.muscari]

They are perfect for my ex xD

[@marianelimaleonardi6648]

@@smugbugs7031 UM.....DID U JUST SAY *GANG* ⊙~⊙ IF OY GANG IS LIKE THIS....... GET A NEW GANG CUZ THERE IS NO WAY THEY CAN FIGHT LIKE THIS 😂😂

[@HugoGtforce]

She just keeps on surprising me... What she said during this video touched me... Me being an ex addict

[@mariosoadfan]

It's somehow funny that i'm not addicted to drugs I took a lot and often and it felt great...but i stopped taking them without any difficulties But cigaretts...i can't stop smoking them

[@appleunboxed919]

Your music keeps me alive and it gets me through the hard times! I love your music and listen to it every night! And then when you talked about drugs and smoking it just shocked me about how conscious you are about that stuff and how you are smart enough to not get involved! Please keep on being you and don’t let anything hold you back.

[@tron5534]

That friend was jah RIP XXXTENTATION we miss u💔

[@violanazari5665]

Billie: *breaths* Me: oh wow am i gay????

[@Macro_kitty]

honestly same lol

[@blewhsh3171]

Viola Nazari is she gay?

[@AN-ou6qu]

Sara 999 didn’t she write a song called I wish you were gay?

[@abbyfrazier839]

Alina Nechiporenko SHES saying that she wished that they guy she’s interested in was just gay instead of not liking her back

[@viki4247]

Saaaameee

[@thebestvids12345]

Billie: *Finneas and his girlfriend at the time* *claudia has joined the chat*

[@Kayla-101]

thebestvids LMAOOOOOOOOO

[@jenl]

OMG you are thebestvids OMG i love you❤️

[@Kayla-mh1gm]

What’s the tea ?

[@stormy_playz3985]

The best vids hiii

[@chaeriplease]

THEY BROKE UP? :(

[@maiag1855]

as a teen surrounded by drugs and smoking and alcohol who is also under a lot of pressure and always in the spotlight, I am BEYOND happy and proud that she is so intelligent and understands how fucking dumb it is to do that shit. its amazing that she also has such a supportive family. i’m so glad billies not into that stuff😌

[@sapanakhedkar1627]

I am in love with these "snippet into Billie's mind" ,the visuals and her thoughts are soo beautiful 🖤

[@Styxintheriver]

Xanny and All the good girls go to hell are my favorites because of how jazzy and bluesy

[@adrienneadams7758]

Persephone Hana YESSS SAME

[@byo51c13]

Persephone Hana yea same I love jazz type stuff

[@amelia6308]

Same

[@galla7419]

Persephone Hana 💞💞💞❤️❤️❤️❤️💞💞💞💞❤️❤️❤️💞💞💘💘💘💞❤️🖤💙💙❤️💞💘💞🖤💙🖤💞💘💘❤️🖤💙🖤💞💘💘💞💞🖤🖤🖤❤️💘💘

[@shylarucker9222]

I'm literally sobbing oml. 😭😭😭 This was beautiful she needs more respect as a human.

[@shylarucker9222]

Wow thx for all the likes

[@LianaGeorgi]

Love these videos! The visuals are great and it is just so natural and understandable how they explain their songwriting. Thank you for the great content!

[@mandamendenhall4367]

You are so pure. Every emotion you feel, every feeling you get, you have a way of REALLY FEELING IT & being able to identify it. Idk if that even makes sense to anyone but I'm so intrigued. I love hearing you talk & explain things.... I need more snippets into Billie's mind. A book, a documentary, SOMETHING. You are an amazing human being & thank God for yall's parents for nurturing the creative side of yall (sorry I'm from Nashville lmao). Two beautiful souls here. 🖤💚

[@mandamendenhall4367]

@wandering_about how was my comment rude? Lol

[@sandrobarreto7002]

*"I don't wanna love someone i'm gonna lose."* That hit me hard...

[@Kayla-mh1gm]

SO DEEP 😩😩😩💦

[@shmuggz773]

Can we give some credit that a 17 year old has the brains to know that drugs and alcohol have consequences.... Billie is just... she's ahead of her time.

[@anotherquoter4403]

Nope. One would argue she's behind her time. You know, back when everyone thought drugs and alcohol were bad.

[@bellam7960]

I love Billie and all but how is she ahead of her time because she knows of how bad drugs are?? This is fifth grade stuff 🤦‍♀️

[@MichaelRockfez]

TY Darkness It’s not so much being smart as being resistant. Everyone knows drugs/alcohol are bad, but as a teen, peer pressure can cave in on you.

[@charlottew.2720]

I absolutely LOVE the depth of her thoughts and feelings. Even more, I love and appreciate her courage to write down and use exactly what is going in inside of her to create the art that she and her brother are making. She feels to me like a waterfall that just completely takes you in and leaves you falling inside, you have no choice but to take it all in or to drown... Especially at her young age, I wonder and I am eager to see how much more there is to come. They both are so inspiring, it is hard for me to grasp.

[@cookiekatxD]

more people need to hear this, this is so true and important, good job billie and fin

[@yu4427]

Billie at 17: Full on career and an amazing person Me at 20: I still can't drive. 😭😭😭😂

[@micahangelala]

Same here lol

[@louisebelcher9938]

literally tho!

[@nbrown088]

Dude I am 30 and I don't have a license 😂

[@chloestover7339]

: l σ и є : bitch is that TAE

[@yu4427]

@@chloestover7339 yeeep

[@ziggysixx_]

"I can't afford to love someone who is not dying by mistake" damn

[@130ugh]

i literally had to pause the video and process how good the lyric was

[@flightthroughcouragenotwin7171]

" Said I couldn't love someone 'cause I might break if you're gonna die not by mistake " 😭

[@MrAustin241080]

I love these videos as they explain the truth and feelings behind Billie’s songs they are so down to earth and full of life’s struggles like everyone goes through it’s very uplifting music

[@22497andrew]

Thank you for speaking up against drugs. I feel the same way. Preach Girl! [edit] OMG thanks for the 1K likes.

[@Angel-tv7bc]

22497andrew shhhhhh

[@John-fg1xg]

22497andrew I love drugs

[@najibshah2992]

i love drugs watch what will happen to her she will be like every other celebrity

[@Yasmin-jn3my]

@@najibshah2992 *No she will not end up like all the other celebrities because Billie is smart unlike you*

[@Hey-ik7ux]

Billies hair matching her curtains almost perfectly

[@emilka2318]

it's actually finneas' room

[@middle-aged-mom-discoversstuff]

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH.

[@smilesfanatic9889]

billie is amazing and her music makes me feel like crying a lot of the times in a really good way. the lyrics are phenomenal and meaningful on like.... twenty different levels..... her and finneas are a godsend to today's music.

[@amaraabdelwahabb]

who else wants to listen to xanny again after watching this

[@jergensmarieberia3032]

Here

[@nerdyasskid]

Amar’s World meh

[@kace6036]

Going to listen to it now

[@saskia4313]

Not me

[@jaclynpearson26]

Me

[@leave.me.alone189yearsago5]

We need more music that focuses on important topics like this.

[@Lpswolfwolfe]

breathin • 210 years later well not for children it could mabey encourage sad emotions :/

[@leave.me.alone189yearsago5]

@@Lpswolfwolfe not for children obviously but songs that go against drug usage like xanny are great.but also I believe it's ok for teens to listen to songs that are about kidnapping, self hate, depression, having a love one pass away, because it makes them feel like what they have been through others can relate to

[@nerdyasskid]

kira the hyeana wait I’m a child OwO and yesh it is sad but I’m fine! (Tho it reminds me of my dad :( )

[@adiorei]

Than About sex.

[@steelwall6655]

There are tons of them out there, but thing is they're not mainstream so they barely get the attention they deserve

[@LeonOdile]

She's such an inspiration to songwriters. I love the way she thinks. It's not typical. It's unique. I love that.

[@zakkzahariev4637]

That' so many beautiful things in one video. These guys might be young but are so emotionally mature! I love it.

[@oshi4560]

I REALLY *need* these videos for each song on the album

[@elinehegrand5487]

Me too

[@charmander2159]

xanny has to be one of the best songs on the album

[@trvsh7254]

She was and still is way beyond her age. So mature. Such an ICON❤️

[@sophie6708]

Yassssss I live this! Bille is so amazing and talented. She is really funny and wow. Love ya Billie 🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚

[@kawaiiface101aj3]

*somebody blows smoke in face* Other people: Ew! *walks away* Billie: Hmm how does the way that feels, sound?

[@saturnsings3471]

I think that’s a huge characteristic in people that you can’t find so often. It’s admirable in my opinion, being able to think so deeply and helpfully.

[@Awonya]

she has synesthesia, which is where your brain links different senses.

[@LeNoir2411]

uhhh that's normal for me/us.. that's why it's kinda svck because it's hard to get people to understand your point in conversation because most people sees things at face value..or they don't understand why would we thought about something like that,because to them it seems useless, unnecessary etc.. well everyone is different, our brain wired in our own different way..

[@melisa6246]

Awonya oh she does?

[@Awonya]

@@melisa6246 yes, she does.

[@unicornfam2868]

When I saw : Bilie Eilish posted a new video Me: *leaves homework*

[@mariag4851]

Same

[@aqust]

I'm doing my homework while listening to Billie and Finneas lol

[@blagoevski336]

I already did mah homework lol

[@rivabhardwaj4304]

Omfg that is just wat I did rn lmfao

[@GenR10]

i love these types of videos sm

[@julia6532]

*_I can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake_*

[@tanukilvr]

I love your music so much! (Who clicked on the notification as fast as possible?)

[@_chippednailpolish]

Me lol

[@Jose.1935]

Me

[@mariaguates]

guilty

[@user-gt9nr6ly5e]

Me

[@shehidadacostagomez7440]

Me

[@johnyjonybiggeststan2116]

I love that billie didn't turn into an addicted drug lord that half the people turn into when they get famous

[@stephanydasilva6315]

Cookies1 22 I love how she doesn’t follow what everyone else thinks is cool or popular. I feel like she’s true to herself no matter what anyone else thinks is cool or fun

[@LHH56156]

Give her time. She hasn't been famous for very long.

[@stephanydasilva6315]

Lindsey Henderson true true but even just for a regular teenager she’s a junior in high school technically, it’s great to see that she stands her ground on her beliefs

[@jcason6295]

Yet

[@anastasia-vn5oc]

Stephany Blue she is homeschooled and she doesn’t go to school anymore but yeah her age she will be a junior.

[@cl0ud_k1tty22]

the visuals in this video are so amazing

[@silkmothz]

I’m thankful that this song isn’t one of those cheesy love songs that are like “yOuRe mY dRuG” and actually speaks about drugs in a more sophisticated way that shows the actual danger of drugs. Billie is a very advanced 17 year old. She knows what she’s doing.

[@-_carol_-]

"I can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake" "they're killing themslves" that's what I think and with this idea in my mind I made my mum quit smoking...

[@kuekkaheikinpoika4995]

It is dying by mistake. Mistake of behavior. And addiction is hard thing.

[@tedwards1025]

@@kuekkaheikinpoika4995 It's generally purposefully initiated though, which is what the lyrics mean

[@debbiet5244]

Yay!!!

[@trash9598]

No one: Literally nothing: Absolute silence: 15 year old boys: *sBevE hEhe*

[@wh0refortwd]

mood haha right

[@ameliel1096]

mood lol but aren’t we all like that at 14 tho 🤷‍♀️

[@sophielongworth9301]

You put jelly/jam on the sandwich, correct?

[@alinazincovscaia7207]

Nasty boi

[@user-bk1xu8eh9q]

"Deep" She's just an edgy teen. She attracts edgy teens. People like me have already been through and that shit. It's not deep, or meaningful, it's just teen shit. I'm over it.

[@msmusic00x]

i love hearing you guys talk about how you made a song and why you did what you did. it makes me love the song so much more.

[@jessicamaridel6273]

“i can’t afford to lose someone who isn’t dying by mistake” that line makes me SOBBBBBB i absolutely break down. it hurts so bad.

[@subana3795]

I’m glad she’s speaking against drugs

[@saturnsings3471]

me too!!

[@laurynariola712]

xanny has to be one of the best songs on the album god its so good

[@starchild1085]

Larry is my religion I agree. it’s so good 😭

[@Emzdra]

I'm so glad she is speaking about how numb people are towards how dangerously okay they are with drugs and alcohol. Like, the fact that no one cares or isn't phased when someone starts throwing up (which is a major sign they need to stop as they are too far gone OBVIOUSLY.... yet they don't). Why would you even want to get yourself to that point? Alcohol poisoning? Do you want to put yourself in the hospital? Like hunny it aint cool. Why can't people just have fun on their own? Finally a young girl who see's the problem with it all!

[@urbreathtaking8537]

The attitude your giving is very helpfull And that very good coming from someone as famous as you