You're living a happiness you don't see because of your pursuit for more. You're living a fulfilling life already, but you hurt because you struggle to fill a hole you made yourself. Hurt comes with desire, ask yourself how much you can take. Or, alternatively, just live life content. Don't undermine the good things in your life just because you want more. Learn to appreciate what you have. You live a good life for your age, you said so yourself at 10:34. You're only 21. No matter what anyone says, at this age you're still a kid. Don't try to grow up too fast, you'll look back and miss this.
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Not gonna lie, I've been avoiding answering this comment just because of how true it is. It's hard to look past my need for more happiness and just be content with what I have, but there's truth to what you're saying. Thank you, I do feel as if I need to slow down and just appreciate. It's really sweet to that you actually made it to a certain part of my video too, thank you. 🥲 And thank you as well for the reality check, I really do need it besides always just talking to myself in these videos.