a weekly vlog // seeing my ex, quitting dating, top surgery, crashing out, and more

[@kosokocreations6185]

"start making decision that makes sense for the future you want to have....youre not gonna be prepared for most things" i needed to hear these things right now

[@Righhhhhtttt]

Same! I legit have a big decision to make this weekend. This may be confirmation 🤷🏾‍♀️

[@heatherlee2967]

34:47 " I feel like I should start a series where I style femmes to appear more queer" Omg I would love that

[@nina-w]

YEESSSS

[@katarzynawaraksa4962]

Oh please do 🫥🫥🫥

[@ShaeDaily]

Please ❤ HELP PLEASE

[@californiatolove]

YESS

[@AmberNRed]

And please include bigger bodies femmes if you can! Because of weight we often feel pressured to present as HIGH femme all the time to be deemed acceptable/attractive. But sometimes a girl just wanna be down.

[@AC-mn3zd]

Just realized you’re probably the most introspective/vulnerable Leo I’ve encountered 🤝🏾

[@onelucky84]

Moon signs and ascending signs matter too, I’m a Leo but also a double Virgo

[@naturalexpression]

Cause tropical Leo is true sky Cancer which follows the astronomical places of the planets 💚

[@notearsleft217]

So real

[@ricksanchez2365]

I feel the ex segment of this video. Was with mine for 9 years and split 2023. To get back together like catching up with an old friend is wild… a visceral recognition of changing phases and the passage of time.

[@krystalreid1274]

jade thank you so much for just being you, honestly. i started to cry a little bit when you spoke of your back-and-forth decision making when it comes to top surgery vs reduction surgery. for years i’ve been dealing with the same inner dialogue. i think i started to cry because i realised it wasn’t just me, having those thoughts about not being super attached to my boobs but still wanting a bit of something. i too want to be apart of the itty bitty titty committee, for affirming reasons. but again i just wanted to say thank you for being yourself on this here internet. not trying to be too parasocial and shit, but it’s all love.

[@createdcreative1061]

I feel you on the top surgery vs reduction surgery, tbh. I've always described it as wanting "definition but not weight". Wishing you well on your journey, friend, whatever you decide.

[@jo_spot]

“Ooh what’s that shimmering in the light? Is that my future?” ~5 hours later~ “I’m drunk again” 😂😂

[@latishawilliams4605]

Heyyyy your message towards the end about dating and relationships resonated with me. I literally was just having a conversation about the importance showing up authentically ourselves in dating/relationships. Too many times we enter into something lacking self awareness and will project alot of our own mishaps onto our parnter etc...alot of people suffer from integrity and accountability single let alone in relationship. Its ok to sit with yourself and dissect those issues.

[@shanicejoseph170]

Love winding down on a Friday with a long ass vlog 🤌🏾

[@magpielvira]

yessss me rn

[@Elly.Trevisan]

I LOVE your vlogs, Jade! You’ve been one of my comfort KZbinrs for years now, but this new era of vulnerable vlogs is my favorite 🥰

[@mariamabiyou7611]

thumbnail and title names have been UNSKIPPABLE I feel like you are hitting a new level and I love it! ♡

[@xbeauxyeux]

Drink to feel the lyrics of the playlist” is such a deeply felt universal women language

[@4LLT0G3TH3R]

I'm in recovery now, lol. But yea, I get it

[@kiyakiya4075]

41:24 I am also getting top surgery as a woman and I definitely get it, u really gotta make sure it’s the right decision

[@taykendall910]

Oh yall were CUH-UTE for that wedding!! 😍😍 I know them pics turned out BOMB AF!!!

[@Luckyli98]

13:36 when Jade said ‘I can’t process my emotions fast enough’ I felt that. I thought I was making it up that I felt that way but I think I’m def bringing it up in therapy. I find you so relatable and honest, it’s inspiring. And the part about thinking that things should be tough to be worth it/mean that you worked hard, that was deep. All the wisdum from the beginning to the very end👌🏾. You are such a gift. I wish you all the best with the surgery, travels, work(hope you keep enjoying and people respect, appreciate and see you as a human being)😁🌈🌻

[@SyreforHire]

your little heart to hearts/reflections at the end of your videos always speak to my soul. -"i don’t think people like the truth as much as they say they do.” too real!

[@ThatDreadheadGirl]

“nothing was inserted into anybody” is a line😭😭

[@sivgreyson]

late 20s early 30s is a wild time to be alive lmao strength and love

[@sivgreyson]

"the reason the work is easy is because i am good at it" phew, because my brain be thinking 'if you ain't struggling, you aren't trying hard enough' which is some bull. anyways, thanks for the facetime bestie

[@jazzir341]

Your playlists always be fire af!!!! Been a fan since 2015!!! Your journey is beautiful!!!

[@anticapitalisthomedesign]

your vibes just keep getting more and more on point ✨

[@docter_memory]

"you're over there eating bonbons by yourself"🤣

[@nathaliacotrim201]

I don't even like leos usually but I love you jade, I relate so much to you!!!!!

[@billiedoesbeats]

Huh?! You’re missing out on Leos. Lol spoken like a true Leo 🤦🏽‍♀️

[@christiebecerril8113]

I hope the surgery goes well and I hope you recover and have a great time on your trip

[@Kianaonyoutube]

Very sweet to see you and Jayden hangin as friends. That’s so lovely and says so much about your love and respect for each other!

[@ShesS0Weird]

Jade, I am totally aware of parasocial relationships and the fact that I don't know you....but damn, you're so good at these vlogs. You strike me as a real one and I vibe with your content so hard. I feel like we really are kindred souls because your dialogues resonate with me. In any case, I hope things get less stressful for you as the seasons change and that your fall/winter 2024 is happy and healthy and you find yourself stabilized. Good luck sis, hang in there ❤

[@AlyGhostface]

Not me realizing JADE looks familiar because she used to live near me in Portland LMAO. I am an Alt Black girl, and you right, the compliments are amazing but the racism (on all sides) is too much 😂

[@MackenzieNerdyEMT]

I'm right across the bridge from you. I've of course never dealt with the racism personally, but I dated a woman who definitely dealt with it. People think Portland is so progressive, it absolutely isn't what people assume. Sorry for the random info dump there haha you're gorgeous though!

[@AlyGhostface]

@@MackenzieNerdyEMT portland is a poser and it’s not getting better 🙃 lol thank you!

[@roxywyndham]

All sides 😂

[@bleachshop]

see that’s the problem right there, because wym “the next time you see them how cute are you getting?” baby, you will never see me again 🤣🤣 once we take it to a romantic vibe, ain’t no going back to “friends”. That’s how situations get dangerous. It’s okay to take a break from dating! I think you’re putting so much pressure on yourself. It’s okay for you to just be 🤍✨

[@akeshaminnifee2539]

Jade is such a leo....i love it

[@noxmagubane]

Ma'am rock that hairline, as a fellow baldie, I too have had to apologize to the men I made fun of for having pattern baldness as too have it due to many years of tugging and pulling😂😂, so on days when I am unable to get a haircut quickly, I rock it.. and more than anything, it's a human thing, I think sometimes we forget that we are nature too (meaning that we are not robots). We are not supposed to be perfect, we are just meant to exist of course that does not mean we shouldn't desire to look cute either... This got deep, but I hope it made sense😊😊

[@B.I.G.Living]

Start making decisions that make sense for the future you want to have… Baby!!!! It took me 4 days to watch this and this segment took me tf out!!!!! Thank you my internet niece for being the vessel in which God spoke to me!!!!!!! I love you!

[@Baitlyn_beez]

"hows the boom chicka pop sis?" is crazy 😂

[@MochiSenseiii]

Jadeeeeeeee this ENTIRE vlog was all too relatable bruh 😭😭😭 it was like watching myself from another perspective 🤣 we going through it

[@naturalexpression]

Love you Jade! The eye issue honestly sounded like your bodies reaction to stress 💚

[@djd_1two3]

Just saw the substance yesterday and I agree it's a wild ride

[@lisasiawild5816]

lol that boom chicka pop part had me dead. I love how you give yourself space to figure things out and don’t take advice from just anyone. Come on sense of self!

[@magpielvira]

starting this while i eat before i watch a movie i know will make me cry (exhibiting forgiveness), then gonna finish afterwards back at my new apartment while unpacking 🖤

[@emilyonizuka4698]

I'd love to hear about your top surgery if you're comfortable sharing. it's something I've thought about but I'm still unsure (also $$$) so I'm curious about others' journeys. it's also okay if you don't want to because it's very personal.

[@Jaydencummings]

Ooooop I made it into the vloggy vlog!!

[@SharmanePowell]

So happy you found your calling

[@pixiebomb28]

I'm so amped to see The Substance

[@kenyathompson3266]

I booked the Thailand trip, now trying to get my body ready as I sit here eating snacks.

[@georgecunstanza]

so fine after the fresh cut!

[@evam6961]

You are so great to watch and listen to. you really have something to say unlike many other youtubers

[@nataliella97]

can I just say that dating as an avoidant video you did resonated with me so damn bad that your videos just jump to the top of my queue now

[@kayjonesott]

I’m sure you already know this but taaaakkeeee it easy post op. I didn’t start lifting again until about a month and a half after. (I was incredibly sad about it but it needed to be done). Praying the surgery goes well! ❤

[@mtnyas]

"whats that shimmering in the light ... is that my future?" LMAO

[@xdhamodeld]

these are so wholesome.

[@fudgecmq]

I love everything about this vlog

[@miaella9703]

This was so real and wholesome you are. a.Star .Keep doing what you’re doing ❤️❤️🥹

[@damariscolbert5712]

“Choosing love is choosing hurt…. And I almost collapsed” BAHAHAHAHA

[@kismetcho]

Drunk jade is just so adorable 🥰

[@mjtavita5470]

Welcome baaaaaack

[@RR-jo3ot]

i'm getting as cute as if i was trying. because if you're feeling it i might rethink but more importantly you're my wingman now !

[@SelanneFan8]

Tomato is also good for burns. The acids in the tomato somehow relieve the burns. Learned it when I was a line Cook lol

[@CandiSR]

Haven’t finished the video yet but who is going to do your surgery? I’m a black masc looking to do the same thing.

[@enbycoop]

Thank you for being here ☮️💟

[@AlchementorLAB]

The “why I quit dating” part is felt! 💯 😮‍💨

[@angelinaczar]

Actual friend friends = Professional outfit 🤣 // Lies were told = Look THEE cutest of cute

[@sequoyachu98]

This one gonna hurt ik it 🥲

[@Sarkazz_Here]

8:07 yup….we love it here

[@ashleyifalade]

The "essence of an old button" is such a great descriptor! 🤣

[@MarianneMedlin-dz4dz]

8:39 I swear!!!!! People act like I’m crazy when I change clothes to lay down… or take my socks off to get in bed! If I walked around in my socks, they’re not getting in this bed.

[@RespectfulCicada]

25:26 that happens to me if I eat Doritos. It didn't always, though. The ingredients in so many foods just get worse as the years pass 😞

[@staneishah2668]

You're chaotic in the best way possible 😅

[@carolinareynoso8156]

I was just thinking about you that’s crazyyy

[@mmckenz89]

That gasp track was hilarious

[@thandoDuma-f8v]

Just pure chaos.... Love it 😂😂😂😂

[@kellzbee]

October came in and started snatching wigs cause Leos have been fighting for our lives 😩🤣

[@heatherlee2967]

38:11 "I agreed to be a pluse one at my ex's ex's wedding" IF that's not the most lesbian thing ever...

[@tiamami6026]

I enjoyed this ❤

[@genuinerecordingsykg]

omg my bald homie i feel you my hairline kinda questionable on the left side & i dont appreciate that but i think/hope it's still just growing in a lil bit

[@newstartalltheway]

On the Portland piece, you HAVE to watch Hassan Hates Portland

[@kingzav3s5689]

31:21 YES YES YES FUCKING YES JADE I STRUGGLE WITH ACCEPTING THIS SO HARD

[@CyberPunkKitty]

okay but same with going back and forth btwn breast reduction or top surgery. i also decided to keep a lil titty for a similar reason 😂 cusssss as a stem, i gotta give em a lil something to hold onto

[@najimani08]

Your allergic reaction has my appendix about to burst from laughing hard AF.

[@t.w.1460]

3:55 can somebody please drop the song😭🙏🏾

[@_keninja]

How do you do it?? How are you going through it and still be funny? 🤣🤣🤣

[@airconditioning.1105]

Your hair looks fire Jade, I think a lineup is all you’re looking for if you’re feeling a lil insecure about your hairline

[@monesquely]

Had to pause the video to say it's so wild cussing out someone you've been talking to or dating when you're being honest by letting them know where you're at. Imagine what being in a relationship would be like if they already feel so emboldened to cuss you out for stating where you're at...?!! These streets are unforgiving lol

[@diadem7703]

“I have coaches new collection of bags under my eyes” 😂😂😂 bruh

[@OFNO2012]

Venom smile is crazyyyy 😂

[@ambergoode6617]

This entire video resonates with me and the chaos in me that is an Aquarius rising/Leo Moon😂😂😅😅.

[@kai.wms24]

I literally laughed out loud when you said girl pay attention to what you’re seeing 👀👀

[@ArtichokeHunter]

"I didn't do something gay... i went to a straight wedding with my ex" -- sorry but that is gay

[@milktea7131]

That wasn't an allergic reaction, that was that mustard getting rubbed into your eyes 💀

[@qcouple4930]

From one Leo to another, I can be causally intimate but the way I express myself to the other person doesn’t feel casual to them. I’m naturally nurturing so I’ll cook for you, kiss your forehead, give you massages, caress all your curves and not want to be with you at all, not even an ounce. So now I’m celibate bc I don’t know how not to be my loving self without girls getting confused. Getting cursed out ain’t fun when it’s Sunday night and I need to go home. Like girl Ive been here all weekend lol

[@Someoneyouknow-e6u]

Let me just say, “I love Ray!!” Reminds me of a Goodt goodt friend of mine! ❤

[@tdsiva9051]

Leo's rock

[@ahargrove2006]

Benadryl for the eye puffiness

[@jwhizz24]

I'm dressing cute. She needs to see my potential and rethink the friendship thing 😅

[@sanra167]

36:50 how do u hangout with an ex without getting the feels or greiving 😢😢😢

[@ejeanbaptiste]

I've been going back and forth on whether I want to get top surgery or not. Leaning heavy on the yes because I also have no relationship to my chest. I don't want em.

[@AC-mn3zd]

Need you to bring you and your great vibes to DALLAS TEXAS 😫😫💗

[@kaydeenwright4154]

Thank you for sharing.

[@brownandabroad4865]

yoou aint lying bout them portland compliments. it's " i love your hair," no matter what it looks like. lol

[@suprmlkchn]

Bruv, the "Black girl in Ireland" "alt black girl" shit...FACTS I get it all the time here in Washington

[@verooescoo]

LOVE YOU

[@anon_12340]

You look good together 👀

[@skittles123612]

What kind of camera do you use for your vlogs ?

[@deephantoms]

Jade where do you get your jewellery?

[@mikaela.kathryn]

15:17- As I watch this I am eating one bowl by myself with two hands…why’d you call me out like that??😂