A Year Ago I Was At My Lowest...

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[@ellafatzinger]

this had me crying so hard. i will never be able to say how sorry i am for your loss enough. you have grown so much in the past year.

[@fantasyprincessgirl]

I know

[@fr0gert]

This video not only shows the pure person Camryn is and what a wonderful mother she has grown to be but also shows just how much we as viewers do not know about them x

[@Moonfariy3108]

Lol and so ture

[@MrsAlmaTrumble]

You're such a beautiful woman inside and out. The girls are blessed to have you as their mom. I love following along with your channel. Wish y'all a wonderful holiday season. God Bless.

[@am13007]

She's 20,has two daughters aged 4 and 1, and has dealt with a traumatic loss. Cam, I'm so proud of the person you're becoming. The way you're growing, and healing. I've followed you since you were pregnant with Coco. To see you come this far despite everything you've faced, makes me have faith in the universe. You're such a role model to your daughters and us. More power to you 💗

[@danceupdates433]

Coco is three. But your right❤️✨

[@user-ij9eu4wf3s]

I feel like Camryn should write a book. I haven’t seen such good writing skills from someone so young, I know everyone here would love to read it❤️

[@ShockResistor]

I agree! I was thinking the same!

[@RawringReagan]

I cried. The. Whole. time. You are beyond strong. I have a husband and two girls and can’t even imagine. You are a warrior. And you are inspiring to so many

[@aubreyy__15]

This definitely helped me understand why it’s okay that she has a new person in her life. You can’t be upset ( to the point where life doesn’t feel like living) over Landon forever. It hurts yes but you can’t only live that way. I’m glad you’ve found someone to maybe make the next few months, maybe years better.

[@sammyt6461]

The minute you mentioned a 30 day treatment center my heart burst. I don’t think people realize what a difficult decision that would be to make, especially for a mother, but I’m so, so, so proud of you for making it. I hope you truly know the significance of that step and use it to remind yourself how freaking strong you really are.

[@kaliforniaoconnor9683]

This video hits home for me. You’ve over come a lot in your life. And every bit of happiness you receive is 100% deserved, I hope one day I’m as strong as you.

[@maggie-vp3yx]

I think she’s sick of hearing she strong she was forced to be strong she never asked for any of this. Anyone in this situation would have to be strong.

[@kaliforniaoconnor9683]

@@maggie-vp3yx okay

[@madylinmeilinger1301]

This

[@user-vy4uh2vr4k]

@@maggie-vp3yx aaaand you literally don’t need to come at anyone like that just for saying she’s strong?

[@maggie-vp3yx]

@@user-vy4uh2vr4k who says

[@ashlynweller7440]

I’m so incredibly proud of you, that was beautiful, YOU are capable of everything and anything!

[@marykatemclaughlin3678]

The growth you have made truly is beautiful. And your girls will be able to look at these videos and be so proud to say you did this all while raising them. The heart ache I feel for you watching this video is immense but the smile I see you Cameron is bringing me more joy than anything.

[@madylinmeilinger1301]

This

[@briannalemesurier6629]

“Mourning him in a different way, a shameless way”. That is so powerful and moving. You are incredibly strong mama

[@carolinekashuck4225]

This brought me to tears. My dad committed suicide 5 years ago. He was the last person I’d ever think would do that. He seemed so strong, happy, always smiling. How could he just leave his 3 kids and wife? We will never understand. My heart goes out to you and your girls. Landon is watching over you. I am so happy you’re happy. Cameron seems like a great guy. Xoxo

[@stellas4422]

sending you love

[@shaolynhunter3394]

I'm sorry for your loss, I hope you're doing well ❤

[@BeyoncesWifey4]

Sending you prayers

[@sheilat7720]

Your dad, as you knew him, would never leave you. Mental illness doesn't discriminate and is cruel to all those who it touches directly and indirectly. Please know that your dad's passing has nothing to do with his love for you and his family. I'm so deeply sorry for your loss. Be gentle with yourself. ❤️

[@caceyparrish3401]

Landon’s story, your story, is the reason I haven’t given up yet. Thank you for sharing your most intimate moments. This was the most beautiful heartfelt video I’ve ever watched and it changed my life. ❤️

[@julesburritt9192]

you got this

[@cassandrahughes2897]

As a 31 year old mother I can honestly say your an inspiration for being so strong and pushing through one of the most difficult things a person has to face in life. People often say well "I didn't have a choice" but the truth is you did and you chose to be a strong transparent beautiful flawed woman and mother ! I will continue to watch your videos and support you however I can . You remind me so much of myself. Such a free loving old soul . Your amazing cam ! Keep being you we love it ! 🤗🦋🥰

[@alexsevilla4974]

That takes courage Cameron. The fact that you still thought about others feelings despite being in that much pain says a lot about your character. You’re so strong for that. No one was going to get you out of it. You had to do it yourself.

[@marisalother9066]

you can see and feel the difference in camryn when she wasn’t doing well vs now. so good to see you so happy now 🧡

[@amandawhite8419]

Your editing of this video is unreal! I love the way your channel has changed from posting many vlogs a week to a very thoughtful well edited video once a week! It truly shows your talent as a content creator ❤️

[@kellylyncottrell6191]

Same. I love Fridays more now and it's better that way I wish other creators did that. Instead other teen moms (young mom) post clickbait videos that I'm just like "I'm so close to unfollowing you" 😒 the only mom's I have notifications on is cam 💕

[@fantasyprincessgirl]

I love how the base of the video in editing is Camryn reading, one cutaway is her writing in her journal, and memories of the past. :)

[@break_the_galaxy]

You're incredibly strong, Cam. The girls are so lucky to have you as their mother. I wish you all the best of luck on your journey into the new year, and I hope you have a wonderful holiday season.

[@user-mh1qk1kf7c]

This has been by far one of my favourite videos. It's great seeing how far you've come and we all feel as if though we've shared that journey with you ❤

[@swagemmy6064]

cam, we love an appreciate you. ive been here since u started ur channel and were pregnant with coco. i still wear the blue for Landon hoodie and its one kf my favs lol. ive watched everyone of ur videos and been keep up with ur channels on all platforms. we all love and admire how strong u are. keep it up cam

[@gianna7598]

Camryn the video was a masterpiece. The writing the clips, everything abt it I love ❤️

[@Julia-sj9rz]

I don’t think I’ve ever cried this much from a KZbin video before.both sad and happy tears. It really shows both sides of what someone feels that may be suicidal and then the people who it will impact. I don’t think you’ll ever know how many lives this video has probably touched in such a good way,possibly even saving them.

[@ashleygillette2952]

You have a lot to be proud of. You’re a strong individual, asking for help isn’t easy but you did it. You did it to see change for yourself, your daughters, and your family. And that right there just shows how compassionate and courageous you are. Thank you for sharing your story, I’m sure this will help other people struggling with similar backgrounds to know that they are not alone and that not being okay and asking for help is okay!

[@angelicasmpsn2]

That was such a good way to explain how you're feeling..then and now. I'm so happy that you're starting to truly see how much you deserve a life beyond your wildest dreams. Sometimes it can be really hard to see any good in a world that's filled with so much hate and negativity. You're doing the best that you can. You're putting yourself first and that's first part of healing. Landon would be proud, he is proud, your kids are proud. Sending you so much love and positive energy

[@annavandijk5318]

Your are such a Great mom to your kids and your are such a strong woman with al the things you have been through ❤️✨

[@0lovely_bpd0]

Dude, why do these videos always make me cry? I legit feel this on every single level, and I just wish no one ever had to feel this type of pain.

[@MatthewGriffiths]

Thank you for being so candid! It makes me so happy to see that you’re getting through it. I know that the rawness of this video will help a lot of people :)

[@RDNCR]

this had me in tears. my mom took her own life 3 years ago and i wish i had the mindset you have right now. you are such a beautiful women inside and out, and even a better mom despite all the odds you were given. you inspire me

[@danielleleicht6037]

Cam this gave me chills the whole video your so well spoken such an open minded strong women so grateful to see you grown and become yourself

[@emilyalbert545]

This is beautiful Camryn. I needed this. And I think you did too. Your journey is beautiful and raw and I’m really lucky to be following along your journey.

[@Mama4_]

This made me cry. I am SO PROUD of you. Your growth is beautiful, friend. I’d love to hear more talking videos like this. It was beautiful to listen too.

[@EMooneyham88]

This is incredibly raw and beautiful. I commend you for being so vulnerable with your audience. It’s an honor to see you grow through this.

[@haleyjones4779]

Wow. This was deep. Thank you for sharing this with the world.

[@madysonobrien3323]

Wow, this personally makes me view grief in a totally different way now, something I’ve been struggling with since March of 2018, Thank you♥️

[@wilmergomez7980]

You have shown true courage more than any hero, any warrior or any person I’ve seen. You are a true inspiration my friend

[@hannahlee3314]

I’m so glad your sweet soul has found some peace and tons of growth within the last year, your whole little universe is so proud of u

[@sophiav2520]

Camryn, your so inspiring in so many ways. You are so strong and an amazing mom to your daughters. You have taught me so many lessons. You have come so far this past year.

[@luxlapiska8587]

You are amazing and so strong. It is beautiful to see how far you have come as a person. You deserve all of the happiness you have!

[@emmaj5807]

I am so proud of you Camryn! You've gone through so much. Thank you for sharing with us

[@graceful_emmie6061]

You are an amazing writer...what beautiful words🙏🏼💓 thank you for sharing with all of us. May you be comforted and blessed.

[@gabby7615]

the amount you have been up and down and still are able to hold this up is incredible. you are a strong women and i am very very proud of you of how you are. you are beautiful, kind, nice,and the best mother ever

[@kirbcutscals]

Damn, you’re a special human being. I’m glad you’re getting closer and closer to realizing that. Thank you for sharing your most vulnerable moments with us.

[@kiradeehan6226]

This is so powerful, you are such a wonderful human being.

[@laviniabarnes9549]

Thank you for your amazingly mature and open words - putting yourself out there and showing your vulnerability- you are truly amazing and can teach an oldie a thing or two - keep doing what you’re doing you are a legend 💕

[@joannaw9793]

Cam, you've gone through so much in your life that many never have to in their lifetime and you are so so strong. Strong in your successes and failures because at the end of the day, you're fighting still. ❤️

[@Alyssa-io9gj]

This video made my heart ache. I’m so sorry you had to go through all the things you did, but I’m glad you’ve come out on the other side. You are so mature and smart& I’m so proud of you.

[@imsubbingtoeveryonewhosubs3790]

This video is so emotional i’m literally crying, you did an amazing thing moving on and sharing everything with all your supporters. Just remember where here for you too!!

[@juliajappinen]

This made me cry but also made me feel so much better. This made me understand things better and look things from another perspective. Thank you Cam💙

[@drgnflylover0774]

You've come a long way... So proud of you. Your gonna navigate life beautifully. You've got this now..... God Bless!

[@tanikabotha6132]

This had me crying so much. You're such a great momma and such a great woman. So proud of how far you've come.

[@natureissooamazing]

Made me wanna cry😭 You are so beautiful inside & out! You have so much wisdom to share at only 20 yrs old! Your an amazing person never forget that! Your daughters are soo lucky to have YOU as there mom!💖💕

[@kelseestewart9557]

Man That was so emotional and very heart warming. I cried so hard and related to this so much. Im so proud of u Cam. Keep fighting. Keep going on. Keep living. We love u.

[@TheJleliot]

Beautifully written. Keep writing it's so good for you

[@lucygambrill6498]

That was incredible. Thankyou Cam for sharing such a vulnerable time in your life.

[@jessreynolds2651]

This bought tears to my eyes but happy tears! and so so proud of you and how far you have come. You are strong, you are beautiful and you are you and that's the most amazing gift of all. Don't stop doing what your doing. God bless you and your beautiful family and life ❤

[@chlo6004]

You have came so far I’m so proud of you you have held on during the toughest times of your life 🤍

[@lucyvoce9276]

It amazes me on how much you have changed for yourself and your daughter's sakes. You've been though so much and i can see how bad it hurts. You are an incredible, beautiful and strong mother and you deserve so much more

[@caleabrown1287]

So pure and wholesome, you’ve opened my eyes. I love you and your beautiful family and forever wish I could give you the biggest hug.

[@milenelourenco3147]

There's an huge diference between what you think of yourself and what other people think of you. You're so strong. You've been for so much. Never doubht of yourself.

[@dynastynena9554]

Your are such a strong beautiful soul of a mom and women . I’m 16 and you give me so so much inspiration to keep going and the way you’ve grown through the years , thank you for being here with us we love you Cameron 🤍

[@mmeadows1014]

You are amazing… the strength you have is incredible. You deserve the world, you and those absolutely beautiful babes. I’m happy you’re happy now and do NOT ever listen to haters. You deserve it all!

[@livrose3567]

This is such a beautiful video I’m so glad you decided to share this with the world. As someone who has contemplated taking my life and even tried a few times, Landon’s story hits home for me. You are strong, but you’re strong because you have pulled yourself away from the darkness after you slipped into it and you fully went through an arduous process to get to this better place

[@keiraknoflicek5018]

this video is beautiful. a true piece of art. we are all so proud of you camryn, not for being strong when times were hard but for coming out the other side and showing all of your viewers that recovery and betterment is possible even when you come face to face with the worst imaginable❤️

[@siennawooten261]

You are such a strong, inspiring, and beautiful person, I've been watching your channel for the longest time and you have evolved into such a strong person!

[@beanythompson1460]

This was beautiful cam and you are an amazing person who has had to grow through so much ❤ your strength is admirable and I'm so happy you choose to share parts of your life with us

[@allylonsbury3363]

Huge round of applause for camren being strong and pushing through the tough times. I know some what what your feeling. I’m so sorry you are going through this. But keep up the amazing work ❤️

[@ebonymcadam7316]

I don't usually cry at stuff but what you said at the end really got to me. Watching your journey this year has really inspired me and helped me with my own personal growth x

[@aklaly534]

This was emotional to see but truly the best way to cope with the past and pain you had inside of you for a very long time. Your girls will be very proud of you to share this with everyone on you tube like this. I wish you all the best in in life. Thanks for sharing all this camryn. Happy Christmas and a happy new year to you all. See you soon again.

[@kyrafjell]

Thank you for these beautiful and wise words💗 you're such an incredible inspiration, Camryn! Peace, love & light to you always❤

[@livvssouthside9638]

Literally sat here crying my eyes out. Thank you for such beautiful words camryn, I hope you and your beautiful girls have the most amazing happy life, with such a mother like yourself, they are truly lucky. ❤️❤️❤️

[@aleigharenae]

This is so beautiful, raw, and real. I am so beyond proud of you Cam. Thank your for showing your vulnerability and sharing. We love you. 🤍

[@claireclarkeignite8458]

This video is really soothing. Thank you for carrying us on this healing. I will pray. Keep going on

[@lilymitchell671]

WOW!! This is a true BLESSING!! I'm proud of you Cameron!!! Love you girl

[@shathalazim6484]

Wow! You are truly amazing and you deserve all love and happiness. It’s incredible how far you’ve come in life and I wish you the best!

[@sarahliggett9387]

I love you, beautiful. You are so strong and so brave. Thank you for not only sharing your life, but sharing the vulnerable parts as well. The Camily is behind you, supporting you every step of the way. We love you, Camryn! Keep on, keeping on!😘❤️

[@cass363]

Thank you for staying and sharing your journey. I’m so happy and proud of you. Thankful for you and your little family

[@eliza_beth_clem]

Oh Camryn. I am so proud of you. You have come SO far and I can’t wait to see how much you continue to grow ❤️

[@heatherlynsey3092]

I’m sobbing, this was so beautiful. I love you Cam, that’s all I have words for now because I’m speechless after this. Watching you grow has been a pleasure.

[@mariaturner2602]

Camryn you’re such a beautiful, genuine person. Thank you for sharing your life story. It makes a difference.❤️So happy for you that you’re learning and growing in positive ways.

[@taylershaver626]

You are a strong, amazing mother. I was in tears by the end of this. Your girls are so lucky to have you. And Landon was an amazing dad. I only hope the best for you moving forward in this hard journey of life

[@aubrielynaethemua]

I’m so terribly sorry for your loss but your gaining help and knowledge and growth which is amazing, I love you❤️ keep on keepin on‼️💋

[@XFLOGX]

I am so proud of you and you are Inspiring not only to your daughters but to the world. Love you cam

[@kaylajean8430]

Made me cry… a lot of the things you said resonated with me… you are so strong❤️ can’t wait for you to blossom and grow more with your girls ❤️

[@katherinabiallas6774]

I can’t find the words to describe how incredibly thankful I am to you for putting your story out there and providing so many with us with new hope. I’m a young mother of two, currently at the lowest I’ve ever been fighting my hardest battles. Your story proves again that it doesn’t have to be this way and reassures me that it will be ok again someday.

[@rachael_williams]

You are so strong! Never ever forget that you are here for a reason!!!! We all love you very much!!

[@kristinalopez4959]

Wow, that was so beautiful I'm in tears! I'm so proud of how far you've come and the woman and mother you are! It's such a beautiful thing to see, and you have 2 beautiful girls to live for! ❤ Keep it up, you're an inspiration!

[@user-vy4uh2vr4k]

no words will amount enough to how proud i am of you. you matter. so much. this video is beautiful. your growth is beautiful. so proud. this video kind of opened my eyes as well. thank you.

[@bh1242]

I am so proud of you Cam!!! This video is so inspirational and emotional. You are such an inspiring person. This video is so beautiful.

[@babybx3]

Thank you for sharing your feelings. Thank you for your honesty and strength. You are so so strong. An amazing mama and inspiration. 🙏🏼💙

[@kaitlynnicolereads]

you strength is crazy and i am so proud of you and how far you have come. Being that you don’t know me that probably doesn’t have much weight but…being speaking out so much about what you have gone through helps so many people without you even knowing! you have personally helped me in ways that i am so thankful for. i was able to see the other side of suicidal thoughts and how it wouldn’t destroy not only my life but all the people i care so much about. thank you cam!

[@stephaniecrowers7377]

Please do more videos like this when you have the chance, it hit so hard and you are so amazing with describing events and how you felt

[@lisamorris5941]

You are so strong. You have been through so much at such a young age. The girls are blessed to have such a caring loving mother. May God Bless you and your family.🙏❤

[@justysq91]

I really needed this video today. Thank you

[@jellyriver2359]

This video has so many emotions in it and it’s hard to watch without crying

[@jordanelizzz]

You have come so far Cam, I’ve been here through everything from the beginning of your channel to now, and I am beyond proud of you. ♥️

[@Alinasinging]

I really hope that next year today you’ll post another video like that and see how far you’ve come. You are already doing great. Just remember, its okay not to be okay ♥️

[@katherinegibson5017]

You have come so far, in such a short amount of time. Sadness and heartache never fully go away but we can learn to keep waking up and moving forward, and day after day chose to try and be happy in our bodies and our minds. It is a constant struggle in my life. Keep Shining Beautiful

[@allieadams9978]

it’s a beautiful thing to be able to show this much raw honesty and vulnerability. your videos are art 🤍

[@tracylombardo364]

Girl you are the absolute STRONGEST young lady ! You have been thru so much ♥️. God bless you Camryn and also your 2 beautiful baby girls