Let's Talk: Single Mom Struggles, In-Laws, Grief

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[@wrl_882]

"I can talk to daddy but daddy can't talk back." And just like that I'm crying. Breaks my heart. She is starting to understand in her own way. God I need to stop crying

[@BentBeautyy]

It almost pisses me off … he left his children because he couldn’t stick it out and deal with the depression that I deal with day in and day out I lost both my parents 5 months apart due to health issues and I wanna die every single day but I stick it out and deal with my issues because I have children and I CANNOT just leave them behind

[@TimeTraveller2054]

@@BentBeautyy Respectfully… don’t let it piss you off. There is no rhyme or reason to depression. What makes zero sense to you still made perfect sense to Landon. And despite what you’ve been through in your life there is no rule that means your depression is worse than someone else’s. I don’t think Cam would appreciate reading a comment like yours.

[@alexsevilla4974]

@@BentBeautyy i understand where you’re coming from but things happen for a reason. The universe has a plan for them that we may not quite understand yet. And different people deal with things differently. Your mentality is obviously different from what Landon’s was. That doesn’t make what he did okay but you can’t dictate how he felt and why he did what he did because you’re not him.

[@abbyrempala9077]

@@BentBeautyy cam has said if he thought something/had an idea he was quick to act on it withojt thinking about it and said that didn't help in the situation. You have no idea what was going on inside his head and it's not something to be pissed off about. Thats kinds like saying it's rude that people with health issues passed coz they couldn't stick it out, not always how it works is it I'm sorry for your loss of your parents i couldn't imagine how hard that would be. Please keep your opinions to yourself next time though

[@kimmyv5759]

@@BentBeautyy he didn’t want to leave his children, i know that. but in his mind at the time he thought he had no other way out. what you might be able to “stick out” is something that he couldn’t. he loves his children, he loves cam. he just couldn’t deal with the pain

[@rachloia6993]

I started crying hearing about Coco and you at the grave site...Coco is so pure. And honestly i forget how young you are. This situation has made you so mature; your growth is so evident.

[@juliewinkler9203]

Girl, same. Such a sweet kiddo.

[@DanicaMcComack_Jesusfreak]

I know, right? Agreed. Cam is so amazing and Coco is such a sweetheart.

[@jeanmorton7420]

Same

[@christinaorinthia6360]

Same too

[@misseselise3864]

she had already matured so much when she was pregnant and matured more with each pregnancy. and now she’s far more mature than i ever thought possible. the circumstances are heartbreaking but she’s making the best of it

[@jadeliana8]

You talking about Coco talking to Landon I started tearing up. It’s crazy how connected the Camily is to him even if we never met him 💙

[@kellylyncottrell6191]

Same omg 😭😭😭

[@OmgMissy]

Same I sobbed! So heartbreaking but such a special, deep moment for them. She's definitely her father's daughter.

[@selenanena6590]

I cried too 💔

[@lillyclaus8231]

im still sobbing

[@CaLypSO4456]

It just hurts. That’s the best way to describe it

[@jackiswack9869]

People always tend to think young children, such as Colette, can’t understand emotions as big as something as suicide or depression. And yes, they may not understand the whole 360 of it, but kids know and feel emotions. They may not know what to say, or what to do, but they can feel emotions and they can know to give something as simple as a hug, or like Cam said, hold her face with her little hands. Kids listen to emotions. They may not understand them, but they can sense and feel them. Kids deserve more credit than they get.

[@Stephhhh0214]

Yes 🙌🏻! This ! Kids are smarter then what people think ! 🤍

[@DanicaMcComack_Jesusfreak]

it's true...they understand more than people realize...after all, they're simply people too. I was her age (three, almost four) eleven years ago and I remember how I had thoughts and emotions too just like everyone else. Collette is so sweet; God bless her, and He'll use her for so many great things just like He is with Cam...in fact, He's already using Collette...God has plans for Camryn, Collette, and Delilah, and it's beautiful to see them fall into place. :)

[@annamaezaruba9402]

Completely true! 🥰🙌🏻

[@Victoria-uq8mf]

♡♥︎♡

[@darkdragonblazer]

Facts

[@coreygolden8697]

I love her talking and the little clips that follow. She is so strong and it shows through everything.

[@Edangel14-421]

As a mom of kids your age I'm so proud of you. As a woman that has been widowed I relate to you. As a viewer I learn something from each post you make. May God shine a light upon your paths and protect you in every way. Much love ❤

[@angelinastambouli7656]

started crying at coco’s purity, what an angel on earth. your children are beautiful cam

[@ashleyhohmannmeldrum6947]

Don’t forget that relationships are a two way street - anyone wanting to see the girls can come to you to see them too. 💕

[@davidlafleche1142]

Why would he leave such a cute family?

[@meghanjoscott]

@@davidlafleche1142 ??

[@davidlafleche1142]

@@meghanjoscott Oh, I didn't hear the audio part.

[@chaehfair]

Youre such a brave woman, I gotta say. You have gone trought so much stuff and youre still here! We are very proud of you, Camryn and Im sure im not the only one who you are a role model to

[@Bunniieee]

agree

[@justmeandthethree]

Cam is still hot so she can find a new man. All the best!

[@trinity_e123]

It makes me happy that you're so supportive of your daughters still having a healthy relationship with their dad and that side of their family. I like that you WANT them to know and are willing to explain it to them. I think that'll turn out to be very comforting and healing for them.

[@serenashelton1496]

she is such an inspiration. such a genuine soul and an amazing momma

[@abbytaylor9948]

I completely understand the “empty chair” thing, I live in my grandparents house and my grandpa died 4 years ago now and I still expect to see him sitting in his chair when I go downstairs but he never is. I think it’s so hard on me because he died in this house and I sense his presence all the time

[@ashleymurch7986]

Yes! I completely understand this. My papa passed from cancer 10 years ago on 12/12/11. He lived in Kentucky, we live in Indiana but always visit for every holiday. It’s been 10 years, I still expect to see him in his sofa, or on the porch swing with a beer. 10 years, and we’ve never moved his chair or rearranged the house, 10 years and no one has ever sat in his chair since he’s been gone. Grandpas can never be replaced.

[@maiumixshow]

it breaks my heart that coco misses landon but there's also such relief in knowing that he's still somehow in her mind. she's such a strong little girl and she's the spitting image of her dadda 💙 and you're right, this has been indeed a wild ride, i've been following you since you got pregnant with dee, and little things like seeing her walk or smile are really wild to me. it's been an emotional rollercoaster for sure but i'm so proud of you and the girls for making it this far, and you're truly a rockstar mom, rockstar friend, rockstar sister, rockstar EVERYTHING!

[@HeatherAdventures99]

Well put💙

[@amyketchum5829]

Landons parents will always have a piece of him through the girls. ❤ and your amazing for giving them the opportunity to still have them in their life. Not many people do that :(

[@sheisjazz4578]

Tears come up when you start to explain the way Coco put her hands on you, i can’t help it, even for me as a viewer is hard to not see Landon anymore, sometimes i feel like it’s not even real, you’re doing an amazing job Cam, and you deserve all the happiness in your life, Love you and thanks for sharing so much with us ♥️

[@kelsieboyer2644]

Hearing you talk about how coco reacted at Landon’s grave broke my heart. You have been such an inspiration to so many through so many chapters in your life. You truly are one of a kind. I’ve always been so scared of everything you’ve gone through but somehow you make things look not to hard. You’re amazing cam and I truly am so proud of you.

[@avawava1843]

Camryn has such a beautiful heart. She is so inspiring and she is an extremely strong person! I love watching your journey Camryn!

[@linasterby958]

I always love when you sit down and talk, and it's nice that you don't make everything perfect. You are such a strong girl. You have come so far🥰🥰 been here since you were pregnant with Collete and seen all the ups and downs, you are so strong 😁 I'm glad you are moving forward and finding yourself 🥰

[@goodgoly.missmolly]

You’re so incredibly strong and such a great mother I’m glad you got to reminisce on the good times about Landon and be with his family . Happy holidays

[@amandathechaos2022]

You’re such a strong person and mother. I can’t even imagine what you’ve gone through. I love your channel 🥰

[@AureliaIsland]

thank you for sharing this journey with all of us! we are always here for you to listen to what you have to say and support you in every way we can. you are such an inspiration and an incredibly strong person! ❤️

[@Beautifulunkown]

When Landon passed my gran died same day I came across your blog and honestly I can relate so much we had grief same time I am glad you are coping and went to see his family great blog💜

[@maddiejane7]

it’s insane how long i’ve been here, i could watch all day. i love that you were able to visit his family, i’m so happy for you. we love you so much and can’t wait to see you grow

[@sophiegrace161]

i love you’re able to sit and talk and just vent i find that really healthy to just simply talk because everyone’s feelings are valid!

[@MlpAceSter]

This was very relaxing just hearing you talk, but also emotional. Especially when you mentioned Collette hugging you at the cemetary 💙

[@coratuttobene4806]

You’re amazing Camryn! Sending you and the girls so much love 💕

[@kyrafjell]

Thank you for sharing, sweet Camryn. You, your girls, your family, Landon's family and your tribe are so loved. You are such an inspiration. Love & light to you always.

[@brynnlynnbeauty]

This was so sweet. I feel like I cried through the whole thing. Sending you strength this holiday season

[@chiara4243]

This video is so powerful. You are such a wonderful woman and are raising your daughters in such a beautiful way 💙

[@dawnsoap698]

I love the merchandise!!! It’s so beautiful! ❤️ I love you, Cam. You are so strong and you’re such an inspiration for so many people out there. Thank you for posting and sharing your story with us ❤️

[@ashleighelston6539]

You have literally grown so much. I’m so proud of you mamas. Your girls are so lucky to have you as there mamas❤️

[@maddienicole1077]

You are so articulate with your emotions. I feel them through the screen

[@alexandradunne113]

I started crying when I heard what coco said she’s starting to understand in her own way ❤️❤️

[@erikadonaire9828]

ugh couldn’t stop crying. can’t imagine how you feel. been watching you guys from the start and my heart aches for you. God bless you momma. you’re doing amazing 🥺💗

[@TimeTraveller2054]

You’ve done so well to reach a stage in your grieving process where you can find happiness too. You’ve processed so many huge emotions in such a short time. What a wonderful woman you are!

[@sarahkinlocke979]

I lost my dad when i was 6 and hearing your story and how you and the girls are doing made be cry. You are all such in credibly strong individuals.

[@bethanylong5302]

Your so brave Cam. I have been inspired everyday to keep my head up and to enjoy life even when it's rough. I love you so much and I'm so grateful to have found your channel when I did I'm so incredibly proud of you ❤

[@paulahillman1100]

Aweh baby girl, you’re so wonderful ❣️🙏 Keep healing, you’re so strong and so mature and well spoken

[@TheOlsons]

this was so raw and real, i shared tears with you. truly a strong badass mama 🤍

[@haileygilliam5817]

You are such an incredible hero for your girls and everyone around you. I cannot get over how much of an amazing mom you are and I am so so proud of you Cam

[@EMooneyham88]

You’ve grown so gracefully through all of this and I just want to say I’m proud of you. I hope you are proud of yourself. He is always with you guys 💙

[@paigeanncheney]

I love when you sit down and talk, even if it makes me cry. You are so incredibly strong Camryn, and Collette is an amazing little girl!💜 sending hugs!

[@lilylovies]

cam ive been here since the beginning and im so forever grateful to see your growth and your familys growth. i care so much for you and i feel like you are apart of my life and all i want to do is comfort you. your family has always meant so much to me and i want to watch you all grow even more.

[@saraalipanah1231]

I teared up many times through out this video and I just want you to know we all understand what you've been through and are truly proud of what you've accomplished, sending you and the girls lots of love ❤

[@stephanie-fh2jd]

I love these type of videos and updates. Thanks for always talking to us. My struggles are far different from yours yet somehow I feel like we can all relate. Love you so much Cam ❤️❤️❤️

[@marenslife8181]

„Thank you for sticking around“ thank YOU for being so open to us ❤️😊 thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings ❤️

[@hannahlee3314]

Many tears shed this video, you are doing an incredible job I am so proud of you

[@breannahento2380]

Hey it’s ok you got this I have been following along your journey for so long and I am excited for you to get better even though it’s hard

[@jackiswack9869]

Cam, I can’t say I understand what you’re going through. All I know is I am proud of you. Watching you pick yourself up and find yourself after the tragedy that happened was very surreal to watch. It made me think about life in ways I had never thought about before. Landon will forever be dearly missed by many, but I am happy that you and your girls have each other and a support system. I’m sure you hear things all the time along the lines of you’re amazing or you’re incredible and it’s because it is true. Never doubt that. You are doing the best you can and we all admire that. Truly. Sending good vibes from Wisconsin. 💙

[@alunaka3370]

I don't personally know you, but I really love hearing about how you're doing.You're such an inspiring person. I am so proud of you. How strong you are. We are nearly at the same age but you've gone through a lot. I even can't imagine what I would have done in your situation but it seems like you've found your way dealing with all this things. Seeing you getting better and speaking openly about how you feel makes me really happy. I hope that from now on you life is going to get better and better and that your tomorrows will always be better than your todays. Sending you love from Germany

[@loveydoveyyouable]

You are so strong. You’ve have been through so much horrible stuff and you are still here being such an amazing mom. Your strength is so inspiring to me ❤️

[@MrsAlmaTrumble]

You're such a inspiration to single moms. I continue to pray for you and your girls. It's never easy losing a loved one unexpectedly.

[@user-cf7si9qz3e]

i lost my dad at around the same age colette was, and camryn it is SO nice to see the way you talk to the girls about landon. my mom rarely ever talked about my dad so i didn’t know much about him, it was kind of just something we never talked about in my house. i didn’t even find out he had a headstone until recently. so it’s not like my opinion matters or anything lol, but you’re doing a great job. your girls are so lucky to have you

[@Sarahhh_13]

I’m so sorry about your loss, I hope you are well

[@birachel477]

Your experience is relevant and your opinion definitely matters!

[@rebecca3361]

You are so so so amazing. Keep being you, you’re such a pure soul💙you’re kids are blessed to have you x

[@emilynydam4411]

Very sweet video. You’re girls will really appreciate all of the ways you’ve helped them remember Landon for who he was as a Daddy who loved them and not by what happened. Xoxo Cam!

[@kristinclark3304]

I cried throughout the whole video. You are so strong and so brave, and have been through so much at your young age. You are such a great mom and your kids are so sweet and adorable! Landon is looking down on you, and is so proud of you and the girls 💙

[@sophiegrace161]

cam, i’m proud of you and your growth. i may be a stranger to you and you may not know i even exist as a human being but i’ve watched you since the beginning and you’re such a genuine beautiful soul and so are your daughters💙

[@syb_764]

Cam, you are so incredible. So strong, and so brave. I admire you so much, and I’m looking so forward to watching your girls grow up, and continue to watch your journey as well. We’re so proud of you, and everything you’ve accomplished. The girls are lucky to have you as their mom. ❤️

[@DannyAnn101]

I cry everytime you have a sit down chat and I watch. It has been a hard and amazing few years all at once. It's so hard to grieve but better when you know you aren't alone.

[@taratucker6984]

I feel so connected to you. I love that you and the girls got to see his family. You needed that. So proud of you, of how far you have came. So much love to you and the girls from Ohio ♥️♥️

[@bailey6525]

Im so very proud of you for how far you’ve come and how much you’ve grown❤️ much love to you and the girls

[@rachael5883]

You’ve come so far, Cam. I’m so so proud of where you’ve come.

[@rubyjohn1580]

You are so so strong! i love this video, really made me cry. i am so proud of you and your family. :) thank you! ❤️❤️

[@ALEX12403]

Huge knot in my throat and tears watching this video 🥺😞 keep your head up youve gotten so far! Hoping God keeps giving you the strength to move forward and comfort when your feeling sad or lonely

[@eleonorealabert8540]

Your story is so touching, you are so so brave ! I wish you the best for your life and the Camily family is very proud of you ❤️ Also the part with Coco in the cemetery… her empathy made me cry 🥺

[@insatiableliving]

❤ I'm glad you were able to get over to visit your other family and get that time to reminisce and cry and heal. I've so much respect for you and how you're handling everything life has thrown at you. Your kids have a wonderful mother to look up to.

[@wonderland4060]

This just left me in tears ….I share the same pain ….love u sis ..you give me so much strength ❤️

[@alexiathomas7849]

Love you so much cam. You are so strong and inspiring to our generation. So proud of how far you have come. Thank you for sharing with all of us. You’ve gotten me through a lot, and you’re so appreciated. 🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@dnieto1466]

You're such a strong woman keep your head up Cam!

[@emmaarbaretaz2931]

Thanks for sharing your life and your precious feelings with us! You're the big sister I never had and who I can look up to. My biggest inspiration !! Love youuu❤

[@CorrinaRoseWrites]

You are so wise beyond your years Cam. Praying for you and your precious girls for healing, peace, and joy 💗

[@mickiecamp6855]

Girl you had me crying throughout the video. So just to show you, I’m crying with you. I’m soooo glad you got to enjoy your trip and the pictures and videos are so beautiful! You are in the healing process. We all love you ❤️

[@paigealexandra8406]

you are such a strong mother, daughter, and everything else that you are. we love you so much cam! my heart goes out to you, always. always miss seeing landon and i feel so sorry for the girls having to grow up without him. but he’s always with you. thank you for blessing us with the opportunity to know you and your family!

[@missteihalybertie]

I don't even know what to say. Your story fills me with so much emotion and you are so unbelievably strong. Coco is so wise and I'm glad yall got to have that experience♡

[@giulia__4523]

sending prayers and love, you’re so strong, and I bet Landon is watching over u God bless your family.

[@kalebmulisha6313]

You are so STRONG!! Love watching you grow! I'm so happy that you have a partner that's helps you! Can't wait to see you all grow!

[@isang1999]

I am glad you got to spend time with family and friends during your trip. It is great to see you doing well and healing. Having the support you have is necessary. I hope you continue to do well even when times get tough.

[@raynaanderson1496]

Cam you are such an amazing mother and soul. Praying for you and the babies all the time! You guys cross my mind very often💜

[@danagaryromine5323]

I’m so glad you still have a great relationship with his family. It sounds like such a healing trip. ❤️

[@gabiferrer6217]

Hi cam, I haven’t watched the whole video yet, but I wanted to say that I am proud of how far you’ve come. You can do anything!! I am a supporter of you 💕

[@SmoBoo]

You are a wonderful story teller, you have a great ability of putting the listener into your situations. Thank you for sharing, I am sure there was not a dry eye, very emotional. Your children are so adorable and have beautiful souls.

[@millierose8778]

You are so strong and I love how honest you are with the girls and how you explain everything to them your such a good mum. Think most people teared up hearing about coco when you visited the grave. Your girls are a credit to you x

[@CaLypSO4456]

I lost my dad around 5 months prior to you losing your husband, so seeing you now and how far you come has been such an inspiration for me. I’m so happy that you are doing better. I understand how it can be hard it can be at times, but you are so incredibly strong. ❤️

[@MandaFandaa]

Thanks for sharing your visit with us. Thinking of y’all this holiday season. Much love.

[@taylorbenton9108]

Seeing you grow from the girl I knew from high school, into a beautiful mother had been an absolute blessing. Keep going mama you are such a rockstar🤍

[@christinem9280]

Your amazing Camryn!!! I have loved watching you since the beginning!!! You are an amazing mom!

[@lillybusatti]

you got blessed with the best set of little girls!! coco has grown up so well and matured incredibly

[@gabriellexjean]

you and your children are so strong and Coco is such a kind soul... im really glad to hear that you got to visit his family as well

[@0lovely_bpd0]

I am crying so hard, this was just so beautiful

[@kayleigh-1294]

This video was such a mix of emotions but I'm so so happy I found your channel when I did and just had the privilege to watch your journey with the girls. My heart breaks for you all, but I'm so happy you had such a good time in Texas with the family🤍

[@Jess-3]

Cam you have grown so much from this. I know it may not feel like a lot of the time but you are amazing for getting through this. Landon will be so so so proud of you Cam for getting through this💙💙 The fact that you got the girls on the plane when it’s hard for you to do that. Its amazing Cam seriously. Watching you go through this journey that’s so hard and heart breaking. You are honestly incredible💙💙💙 I lost a grandparent so close to me in January and watching and seeing how are now is giving me so much hope for better days ahead and being okay to just sit and sob if I need to🤍

[@giagonzalez1229]

Your so so so strong cam ❤️ I can’t imagine loving my grandpa an I absolutely cried. I’m so inspired by you camryn.

[@duchett743]

Cameron thank you for keeping us updated. You made me cry. I felt your emotions.

[@kayleelou6027]

You’re so strong. I am so proud of how far you have come. I’m so glad you still have a relationship with Landon’s parents, that makes me happy knowing Coco and Deedee will still have them in their life.

[@IvyHelton]

We are so proud of you. You have lived many lives with such grace

[@thekayzeekhronicles]

Thank you cam for being such an inspiration to me. When days get tough and I get inside my head I think of you or watch one of your videos and I get the strength to push through to the next day. Thank you for being such a bright light on KZbin, lots of love, Kayzee ❤️❤️❤️

[@ajmorgan2529]

When you talked about remembering the memories, I was thinking of the memories with my grandparents. I lost my last surviving grandparent last month. I wish I could have seen her again. I hadn’t seen her in two years before she passed, thanks to Covid. At least I have the memories though ❤️

[@yeseniabahena217]

I loved how you just sat down and help

[@hopefulsimmer8067]

Cried so much, I feel for you, you're such a good person and raising such sweet girls

[@amay4203]

You're such a good parent. The girls may have been young when they lost their dad but they'll be shaped by him still, so it's so important they can hear about him from you ❤️

[@carmenHernandez-jg1kk]

You are such a strong person and admired you for being such a good mom. I'm so glad that you did the trip to Texas to landon family!! Have a good holidays with your beautiful daughters. Coco is so mature for his age with such a good feelings.❤❤❤🎄