Camryn Clifford On Why Her Husband’s Battle with Depression Led to Suicide

[@jenniferhill2460]

Suicide does not make the pain go away. Sadly it just passes on to somebody else.

[@yoongisthreedollarchain8510]

Totally agree with you!!!💙💙💙

[@GrowingGoodHair]

Well said, yes

[@BriaBarrows]

Yes :(

[@marleightripp7793]

So what really happened? I thought he took his life, but then she showed him in a hospital bed saying he helped so many other with organs and other stuff. If you could tell me that be great thx

[@yoongisthreedollarchain8510]

@@marleightripp7793 I think he donated organs and then committed suicide but I don’t know I don’t watch them!! Hope that helps😀 have a good day and night!!!

[@aldanaraigo2242]

It's so hard to see that video where Landon looks so tired, I miss him so much

[@juanitau2012]

Do u know which video that is from?I dont remember seeing him look that bad in any video. I do remember a few of the last videos it seemed he was getting skinnier and looking a lil different/off ,but wow ,you can really tell in that video clip of him something was wrong. I would like to go back and watch that video.

[@aldanaraigo2242]

@@juanitau2012 the video is "Guess what we're naming our baby" (Delilah). Maybe that video shouldn't be public, it's kind of heavy and hard to see. 😕 I think this is the only video I can tell something was wrong with him, he always looked so happy.

[@juanitau2012]

@@aldanaraigo2242 So I did watch at least part of that video, i just went back and watched a minute of it now. Wow. He really seemed off. Its been so long, but yes ,I remember thinking he seems like he's high or something, but not thinking much of it because, well , its Landon. He always seemed so innocent and angelic in my opinion. Not knowing what was actually happening back then. Wow. RIP Landon

[@SarahsCraftyCreation]

@@juanitau2012 just because he had an addiction didn’t make him bad or not innocent, they were prescribed by a doctor

[@juanitau2012]

@@SarahsCraftyCreation I know that, I didnt say he was a bad person at all. I was saying what my impression of him was, and that even though I suspected suicide or drugs, I couldnt really believe that, because of the sweet, kind, caring, incredible person Landon was. I know a lot of people felt the same way. After learning his story ,what happened made more sense, that he had some issues, sought help , and unfortunately was over prescribed medication by a dr., which he became addicted to, and eventually led to his death. It is truly a sad story.

[@doslbabe]

The most mature well spoken and wise beyond her years teenager ever, she’s amazing

[@marleightripp7793]

So what really happened? I thought he took his life, but then she showed him in a hospital bed saying he helped so many other with organs and other stuff. If you could tell me that be great thx

[@MegaPenguins100]

@@marleightripp7793 he took his own life but didn't pass away immediately - he was unconscious in hospital for a while afterwards but the damage to his body and brain had already been done and so he died after a few days. The family were able to donate his healthy organs to people in need of transplants.

[@marleightripp7793]

@@MegaPenguins100 Thank you!!!

[@dianefrisone5554]

You are a hero camron🤗

[@yamkaw346]

Kind of sad that she was forced to grow up so fast. She should be still being a kid herself

[@mushroom_vibe1353]

I had never realized how bad his eyes had look in that last video with him It’s so crazy how fast things can change in such a small amount of time We will always miss you so much Landon we will forever miss you so much Landon so happy that cam shared his story

[@BriaBarrows]

It’s noticeable in a few videos

[@abigailsantoro2519]

💙

[@camiyaplayss7123]

He killed himself?

[@camiyaplayss7123]

@Jared Zieff what happened

[@mushroom_vibe1353]

​@@camiyaplayss7123 yes he hung himself in the garage he was struggling eith metal heaalth

[@julievanderleest]

19, and married with two little ones is a huge challenge in it of itself but being 19 and widowed with two little ones is unimaginable. Cameryn is incredibly strong and has gone through so much and having to move forward with her kids without Landon, is something that will continue to be a challenge but I sure hope that she has a lot of friends and family holding her up during this very difficult time.

[@angeloddrev]

Babies having babies. Massive pressure on Landon having a wife and two daughters, when he hadn't even finished his schooling and was already suffering with mental health issues. They needed a lot of support.

[@Feg1989]

awww that puppy In your picture is so adorable!!! is he yours?! 😍😍💕💕

[@julievanderleest]

@@Feg1989 yes he is. That’s Toby. He’s a little rescue dog. Suffered from some sort of abuse as a young puppy.

[@Nomoretime33]

My grandmother get married by the age of 16 year old and had her first child at 17. That was normal back in the day, people getting married older is relatively new, no more than 100 years. I think the problem is the level of maturity, we are now very immature, teenagers now are like children, not all of them but the majority, Our species is supposed to have children young. People used to be very strong, we are very weak now and social media is not helping.

[@therewdy4038]

Well if people hadn't spent so much effort into promoting their relationship/lifestyle, he may not of got so sucked into the big money making scam that his relationship was pretty much based on! I'm wondering if he had sexuality issues?

[@SkilletBabe]

My boyfriend killed himself and then I had a miscarriage... I can’t imagine having a single mother and being a mother of two little girls. She’s so strong 💖 she’s doing so well for herself

[@sarahbuckley2100]

If you wanna talk I'm here

[@Seedney-ny1od]

Same

[@bealong8718]

I'm sorry for the pain that must have caused you, and still does. much love xx

[@aboundinggrace7029]

Jesus Loves you, don't give up. He makes all things new.

[@esthekatie]

I’m so sorry for your loss

[@heatherlynsey5438]

This shit just shatters me still. I hope he found peace.

[@brittanigonzales8044]

I hope SHE finds peace. He took the easy way out

[@valeriacruz4384]

​@@brittanigonzales8044 yea no, suicide is not the "easy way out". depression is incredibly hard and addiction and anxiety on top of that, I can't even imagine. There is nothing "easy" about leaving your 2 daughters and wife. Depression is not a choice, suicidal thoughts are not a choice. This is an incredibly insensitive thing to say.

[@fridagarcia5057]

@@valeriacruz4384 at the end of the day it was selfish, it could be insensitive to you but to leave your young family behind it wasn’t easy I know that but it was easier for him to not deal with it at all

[@heatherlynsey5438]

@@brittanigonzales8044 Damn. I hope no one you love has to come to you with suicidal thoughts....

[@valeriacruz4384]

@@fridagarcia5057 it makes me sad that people still think like this. suicide is not selfish, someone who has suicidal thoughts fights so hard to stay alive everyday. it’s SO insensitive and wrong to say shit like this

[@camila5031]

Even Tamron was touched by this. This story is so emotional and I can't still wrap my mind around it

[@leslieee6205]

@AB rr

[@ernestturriziani2489]

You are a woman why would you care if a man commited suicide?

[@kaitlyndeglandon]

So proud of you Cameron. My brother committed suicide in 2019. His girlfriend was pregnant with their first child. He had an addiction to drugs. He had depression. So I can relate to Cameron so much. I'm not a mother or anything, but I can relate in some ways. Its really hard and it really sucks. Edit: Thank you for all of your kind words. It means a lot. To those of you who are asking how I am, I'm doing better than I was. Obviously I'm not over it and it still gets to me often. Thank you all so much. ❤🥺

[@emma-sz6gt]

i am so sorry for you family’s loss❣️

[@toby1311]

im so sorry for your loss, hope you’re doing good! keep going, you’re doing so well!! we are so so proud of you

[@ari9313]

I'm so sorry for your loss 🥺😔💔❣️ I hope you're okay you're so strong and amazing 🥰💛💕

[@spagetd1526]

i’m so sorry babe, how are you now? you okay?

[@giuliapicchiotti]

@Kaitlyn Deglandon : It's Camryn :)

[@barbied.4969]

Her therapist told her she had to get a part-time job and a nanny so she did and I see in the videos it has helped her so much.

[@sydnierosenfeld8229]

sometimes you just need some separation. She had no outlet, she was never away from the girls

[@willowrose2552]

I’ve never felt this way about youtube people but i legitimately cry whenever i see videos of him and realize he won’t be there to see the girls grow up.

[@stevieschillens]

same..

[@Lily-lp5dg]

I can’t bring myself to watch the old videos because I know how sad it will make me

[@chloecole2274]

I sobbbb 😭😭😭😭

[@mai.s_universe]

same I currently re-discovered their channel earlier today and now I've been crying for like an hour already :((

[@madison-yw4gp]

But he will always be watching Cameron and Collette and Delilah. He will always be looking over them.

[@sarahwebber4915]

Camryn looks absolutely gorgeous. All of us Camily members know how much Landon loved his girls. Things still feel so unreal, and I hope that Camryn is healing well. ❤️ We will always be here and support you and your girls!

[@hannahortiz1629]

Oh yes for sure

[@MsChantae]

She really really does look gorgeous

[@rebeccaknott9369]

I thought this, she looks so beautiful

[@hannahpeters8646]

yes

[@emmaacklen3981]

yess Camryn looks so pretty here

[@savster4584]

Im so incredibly proud of Camryn for doing this shes truly making a change for people dealing with their own mental health problems. She truly has helped me so much, Ive been watchin CamandFam since Coco was born and ever since then Camryn almost roleplayed an older sister i looked up to although i have never met her, shes truly my idol shes such an independent strong female role model and its been truly amazing watch the whole story of whats happened since coco was born and up til now. Camryn im so proud of you girl. BFL💙!

[@aboundinggrace7029]

Jesus Loves you, don't give up

[@Cindymc320]

@SOPHIA SPENCER - STUDENT I have too

[@blaineg107]

Exactly camryn is a strong, independent woman and a great role model. Almost a role model played as an older sister I’m only 4 years younger than camryn and I’ve never watched their videos until Landon passed away

[@marleightripp7793]

So what really happened? I thought he took his life, but then she showed him in a hospital bed saying he helped so many other with organs and other stuff. If you could tell me that be great thx

[@jordanelizzz]

same here! i’ve been a long time supporter of her. she is so incredibly strong and we (the camily) will always support her and her kids. BFL💙

[@elyseem2845]

You can just tell in her voice how she was trying to hold her tears back sje really miss him so much, but is trying to stay strong I miss him and ik she misses him too.

[@princessjazdelacruz8852]

"Other solutions may seem harder.. But suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." - Camryn I'll never forget how shocked I was upon hearing such news, I pray that hers and her little ones' life be filled to the brim with so much love, peace & happiness that they deserve.

[@alicehamburg6721]

rip Landon, we miss you so much. BFL💙💙💙

[@lomled]

AMEN🕊💕

[@rileys7231]

Fly high Landon 🕊💙💙💙

[@katieradford7456]

💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

[@anneboleyn180]

Fly high Landon 💙💙

[@maliakenney5042]

💙💙💙

[@Jenna-kb4hi]

The sad thing is that I watched their channel for so long and I stopped watching them for some time but when I returned it was from the news of the loss of Landon....God has taken him into his arms and is resting in peace now

[@armymydaycaratnctzenatinyaroha]

Same, i just saw the news on clevver and k had to make sure it was true

[@hailleymcdonald3110]

Same I stopped watching last December then started watching may 2020

[@mushroom_weirdo]

I was new to her channel and I watched her and then she stopped posting and I didn't know why and then she posted the video about Landon

[@yunjin4434]

Me too :(

[@HealthySelfNThrive]

Same. I couldn't believe it after hearing about it. So heartbreaking :(

[@craftycreations1286]

I’m really happy that he got to have a gf wife and have a wedding and kids and got to be able to experience that..he will be truly missed but he is with the angels now.. she is so strong!

[@mariahr8595]

That’s why he was so depressed that’s too much stress for a teenager

[@luckylaura12]

@@mariahr8595 yep. Kids today are rushing to be grown.

[@sophiabrown7773]

@@luckylaura12 the first kid was an accident

[@fatimahakhtar6554]

@@sophiabrown7773 bit disrespectful to say that tbh

[@sophiabrown7773]

@@fatimahakhtar6554 oh not at all I love camryn I've been watching the family for 2 years now I'm just saying that if it weren't for collette they wouldn't have 'rushed' (for some people) to have a family, but I think they did what's best for them

[@bald-capehero6460]

She will be okay. Her kids will be too.. Because she is a strong woman..

[@jhonklan3794]

No she wont. Stop glorifying irresponsibility,=.

[@user-pt1cz4ot1e]

I have struggled with severe depression and suicidal thoughts since I was in middle school. When my son came along, he was what solidified the fact that I could never kill myself, no matter how bad a day might get. I feel so horrible that even the unconditional love he was surrounded by couldn’t stop that monster. Listen to the people you love. Pay attention to their personality. Don’t take a change for granted for a second.

[@user-pt1cz4ot1e]

@Sandy Scott I am not either, luckily, but please don’t do that to people. I’m sorry if you have struggled yourself, but some people need medication. Unless you are their doctor, you shouldn’t say things like that.

[@sweetfr3ak176]

i hope you and your son is happy and healthy. you're a strong mother 😭😭

[@user-pt1cz4ot1e]

@@sweetfr3ak176 that’s very sweet. Thank you so much. 🥰

[@GabrielleCenter2000]

When I heard about the news, I was shocked. I cried for 45 mins after seeing a post on instagram. I'm proud of her for staying strong for her girls. I have anxiety problems too and it's hard to live with it. Going through something like this was very devastating. But in the end, Coco and Delilah are part of him.

[@Cindymc320]

I cried for an hour and my mom asked why and I told her and she started crying tooo

[@aboundinggrace7029]

Jesus Loves you, don't give up. He makes all things new

[@ranealambie8158]

I was schoked too. I didnt belive it at first! I thought they where trying to prank us but then when I saw the Instagram post I then believed it. I feel so bad for Cameron and her daughters.I will pray for them

[@meganmcleod6152]

@@Cindymc320 oh my

[@elvia_15aguirre21]

I cried for days bc I myself was going through a depressive episode and it was a bad one the worst one yet amd seeing this it broke my heart thinking my family could feel like this about me too.. and I cried for days nonstop..

[@sundaerose7589]

my heart hurts so much for camryn & her girls.

[@offbrandhandymanny]

People who disliked this really don’t have a heart.

[@Cindymc320]

Or they were crying so hard they missed the like button

[@vac6916]

It was probably bots.

[@molli273]

It’s most likely Karen’s that don’t support teen pregnancy. There opinions don’t matter anyway 😌💅🏼✨

[@ThatsSoBland23]

Honestly, I only liked this because of Cam. I think this interview was a little cold and paints Landon in a negative light. Idk it just rubbed me the wrong way.

[@axelcarrasco90]

@@molli273 True but at the same time Landon chose to end it of course he wasn’t thinking but they should of thought about it and been careful.

[@ameliax8508]

I would never think she's just 19.. So mature in the way she speaks & her actions. As someone that's worked many years in OBGYN she acts more like an adult than women I've seen in their 30's. My heart breaks for all that she's been through in such a short time. May he RIP🙏🏼💙 Prayers for her & the babies that they'll continue to thrive in life & have success in telling Landon's life story 💔💙

[@victoriaandrassy6051]

Men’s mental health is so important please stop telling boys to “man up” please please make sure the people around you are okay

[@taylormichelle5369]

But men talk shit on women and stuff so until we get respect I won’t care about a mans mental health

[@failedabortion628]

@@taylormichelle5369 wtf is wrong with you are you that immature woman also talk shit on men all the time but that doesn’t mean I won’t support them there will always be hate on both sides shouldn’t generalize an entire gender because of what some men do

[@Coco-xq7zh]

@@taylormichelle5369 that is just fucked up Do u realize that not all men are the same? There’s always shitty men and women out there, and that would include you, Miss.

[@threeimaginaryboys]

@@taylormichelle5369 what the hell is wrong with you

[@alexa.o202]

@@taylormichelle5369 what is wrong with you?

[@ElisabethGaffney]

I didn’t even notice how tired he was and how his eyes were sunken in the baby name reveal video omg

[@mushroom_vibe1353]

Same

[@mushroom_vibe1353]

@Anja Stefanovic same I’m just feeling so bad that we all did not see how bad he was doing before he passed

[@noranason6521]

Same here, I'm quite surprised

[@gracek.6965]

Ik me too it was just so sad 😢🥺

[@Rose-jz6sx]

@Anja Stefanovic suicidal people hide it from everyone. If his own wife couldn't see it coming then there's no way you, a stranger, could have. It is neither healthy nor helpful to take on that element of blame. He died and that's tragic, but he's the only person who could have stopped it.

[@adley.and.b]

I can’t imagine how much sorrow she is going through. She inspired me to keep going and push through things when my Nana died. Blue for Landon💙💙💙

[@TheClassicMagda]

I tried to stay strong during times my grandfather passed away a few weeks ago around late September. And it's been hard on my entire family I've known him throughout my entire childhood.

[@aboundinggrace7029]

Jesus Loves you, don't give up. He makes all things new.

[@isabellataylorsversion.]

Yess

[@adley.and.b]

@@TheClassicMagda I felt the same way. That was the first real loss for me. It was like someone ripped half of my heart out. I know it’s hard to believe but it’s going to get better.

[@TheClassicMagda]

@@adley.and.b you're right

[@avasorich7860]

ok but can we all agree that camryn literally looks SO BEAUTIFUL in this video

[@kianagjovig3824]

I feel so bad as Cameron as she is talking it looks like she is about to cry. Shes so strong!

[@heystobit803]

I was crying the whole time for her😅

[@emotionaldamage5548]

I watched where she explained her life losing landon When sharing how she wished he could see the girls mile stones and others things I could tell she was about to cry by her voice😥 I teared up during that video

[@superlious19]

I never noticed how bad his eyes looked before. This is so sad but I know she will do the best for her girls. Camryn is so amazing. Thank you for sharing her story even more.

[@marciejade1408]

Depression is real. He was a sweetheart! He really loved them you could tell. I just felt he was so young, as she was, and when they started getting ready to have Delilah is when he seem so out of it. I wish nothing but best for Cam she is a great Mom!

[@ama.mensss]

She’s been through hard times. So proud of the strong woman she’s become

[@harrietbusby6525]

honestly, Camryn seems like the most selfless person in the world and I love her and wish her all the best. I am so happy I discovered her channel and have been able to watch her grow. that sounds creepy but...you got this Cam and we are all here for you.

[@madison-yw4gp]

She is the one who stopped me from committing. She’s so strong. Edit: Thank you for all of the support and love comments. They mean so much to me. Edit 2: Thanks again for all the support comments. I’m going to therapy to help. It’s working a little.

[@maddiesands5360]

im so proud of you!

[@madison-yw4gp]

@@maddiesands5360 thank you so much.

[@BriaBarrows]

@@madison-yw4gp you’re loved ♥️

[@Thegirlwithapinkbag]

Stay strong. You matter in this world.

[@laney.919]

babe if you need someone to talk to I am hereee ❤️

[@malleynelson9673]

idk how she didn’t cry i started crying 🥺

[@calliemarie9409]

shes just numb she cant feel pain.

[@rhiannad7252]

I hope she is okay doing these interviews and doesn’t feel like she has to for her fans. I give her so much credit for retelling her story so many times to help others. Stay strong Camily and Rest In Peace Landon ❤️

[@cookiecat7776]

The part where she said that fans started to notice landons decline- the close ups of his face, made me see him as more than just a person on the internet. He almost resembled my brother, or from what I saw. I’ve heard about my brother being sad like that and it’s really terrifying now to think about. Stay strong everyone, there’s always something to live for❤️

[@Alaskandragonfly7]

The sad thing about all if this is that you'll never hear his side of all of this. The ones suffering through depression could've have also been going through things that others didn't know or see. Issues they were having that no one knows about except them. One gal friend of hers said that camryn was at his parents house after he passed and she called her telling her she was bored and they went to hang out. People deal with loss very differently but some of the stuff that is out there is very sad because in one hand she was delightful mom and wife and turns around and was like in middle school again. The behavior even having so much support makes sure wonder. We've seen this happen twice with people close to us. Something triggered them to do it. No notes but both situations had to do with girls and how they were treated by then behind closed doors. It was very sad. Men go through those things to, not just women.

[@arleneesteireiro2049]

@@Alaskandragonfly7 so true. No one knows behind closed doors what Landon went thru with depression. Having 2 kids at young age pressures atress. He was on prescribed meds. It's not an addiction. He went off it then suicide. He needed much more help extensive therapy n meds. She made it sound like he was a drug addict.

[@gabriellarodriguez2729]

Take care of your brother. Let him know your there for him.

[@treasuredavis1178]

Rest In Peace Landon

[@jaynemacmillan1788]

I honestly can't belive Landon committed. He was such an amazing father and person. And the fact that Camryn can look after 2 kids at the age of 19 is just so strong.

[@MarieSmith-hn3qt]

She is very strong but is still so heartbroken. You can just tell. Landon was awesome. Total shock when this happened. Hang in there sweet girls. Praying for all.

[@muffinman7791]

She was also suffering but she couldn’t give up she didn’t give up

[@cynthiapeake9080]

Someone put the kids first thankfully

[@pearluniq]

@@cynthiapeake9080 😞 yeah

[@Oceanblvd_612]

@@cynthiapeake9080 you’ve clearly never dealt with depression, no matter how much you love someone that love will one day not be enough. Imagine going ages feeling like there’s no hope or happiness. Or even worse that there is hope and happiness but it’s not enough.

[@yvadducasse6998]

@tired af then what you feel is not depression. Depression drags you down wraps you up in it's arms and blocks out all the support you think you have.i feel for her truly as he obviously wasn't him for quite some time and I can't imagine what she felt watching him deteriorate and knowing that no matter how hard she tries she can't make it better

[@raquelbarnes7192]

@tired af you are correct but people kill themselves not because they want to die. It IS from pure hopelessness, you feel you're a burden to the world and this earth is better off without you. I would know as I've battled depression all my life. I've been in therapy for quite some time and meds doesnt always fix it. I know I've had 2 SUICIDE ATTEMPTS.

[@lc5929]

She is beyond her years in maturity. What an unbelievable and amazing young woman.

[@river8760]

Camryn is so mature & well -spoken, and will be so influential in the fight to end mental health stigma. I’m heartbroken for her and the girls, that Landon died by suicide. I could see Landon struggling towards the end of his life in their videos. I’m also heartbroken he felt so awful and that he wasn’t able to get the support he needed from his Dr. and possibly other mental health professionals. Cam is a fantastic Mom, and I’m happy she has amazing family around her I especially like her Dad’s personality whenever I’ve seen him in vlogs.

[@stalink895]

she’s suffering too, like many, but its about staying strong and taking one step at a time u can NEVER give up on life

[@somethingmischievous2453]

Been watching Cameron since she was pregnant with collette She's the most mature strong woman I've ever had the honour of watching on KZbin to say she's had the love of her life ripped from her she's done so incredibly well and i believe she'll continue to grow even stronger.

[@kates8807]

Camryn is so strong, and so inspirational to me. Landons story has helped me so much, I finally got help for my mental struggles because of it. I’m so thankful to have found this family in 2018 and I will forever miss Landons beautiful smile, and amazing soul. I look up to Camryn everyday and I deeply care for her more than she will ever know. 💙💙💙

[@katietorr7423]

she’s so strong. if i was 19 and lost my husband and was a widow with 2 children, i don’t think i would make it. she’s such an amazing mom and a FANTASTIC role model

[@xx-des6628]

Cam did such a good job with her interview ✨ She's such a wonderful mother to both of the girls.. She's incredibly strong and so independent for her age. 💟 I've been watching since Cocos been born..☺️ She's been through most than people could ever imagine.. 😪 I pray the Lord is with her everyday and w/ every step ❣️🙏 I love you Cam. ✝️ Rip Landon ✝️ Will never forget his name.. Amen 💙

[@stevieschillens]

Amen

[@tenzinchodentshering3019]

Landon’s death was such a shock. I’ve been watching them from the time coco was born. They meant so much to me 🥺

[@ivywood3574]

cam has always had a way of presenting herself so well. she’s so elegant and so pure and always has been. and i truly am so so proud of her. she’s an amazing young women and i really think she will do amazing things in this world. the girls really are lucky to have her and to have had landon the time they did. i dearly miss landon though, he was such a good soul and had a really good heart. i miss him dearly. all my love goes out to their family ❤️

[@karencombs3847]

Camryn is so strong and she is always someone who I will look up to. We miss you Landon. 💙💙💙💙

[@ChristianZiya]

🥺“I took on this big role “She is so strong, I don’t think I would have kept it together. Sending you love and positive vibes 🤗🤗

[@Guineapiglover2461]

She has matured so quickly and I am so proud of her for being so open and honest. It’s not easy to talk about things that really hurt and effect you and on the internet as well. I’m so glad you are the one that is raising those two little girls! They will have the best life ever and never forget their dad because of you Cam. Stay strong, it will never be easy but you are doing amazing. That’s all that matters.

[@squidney6267]

i was absolutely shattered when this happened back in august, i cannot imagine what cam is feeling and dealing with. i have a friend who is dealing with something very similar as well so it helps me understand her pain more but it is still very heartbreaking

[@ciera4274]

I can’t believe Camryn is the same age as me, she’s so strong and mature

[@anishkaverma7311]

So proud of camryn. I cant even imagine how hard it has been for her when Us fans have been in shock still, and have cried ..i have cried numerous times in the starting just thinking of him and i still csnt watch videos of them with him..I am someone who lives with anxiety too and it's hard everyday but it just reminds me everyday not give up and how much people around me do love me and are going to hurt in my absence...

[@Jessicamartinez-ro5nw]

Cam at 19 years old she is incredibly strong💜 she’s went to a mother , wife to a single mother🥺London is smiling watching over you cam . He’s immensely proud of you

[@BrookeKatherine.]

She still calls him her husband, she may not be with him right now but shouldn’t say single.

[@meaganclarke4007]

I have two little boys 1 and 3 and my husband has been struggling so much with depression lately. This is hitting so close to home for me. I’m so sorry for her loss but she carry’s herself so well 💕 rip Landon

[@guywithtie6624]

I recently re watched her telling his story and it hit me so hard to the point I was crying which I don’t normally do (i didn’t even cry when my grandma passed). Camryn is the bravest person I have ever heard of. My prayers go to her and her beautiful daughters

[@-autumnfeelings]

I cried too because I experienced the suicide of someone close too.

[@guywithtie6624]

@@-autumnfeelings I’m so sorry for your loss

[@paigemcdermott6563]

when being asked these questions it must of been so hard to not just break some in tears. she is so strong and is going to be such an amazing mother and person in general!!

[@wendyholcomb566]

I was a teenage Mom so easily draw to their channel and looked forward to watching each week. So heartbroken truly miss Landon he was such a supportive Father! Cam is such a good Mom and talented videographer. I will always follow her and the girls and 100% support her move to address mental health and recognizing her own struggles and needs. Wishing her and the girls all the very best and 💙💙💙 blue hearts for Landon! 🙏😭☝️✌️

[@iconic_glory5952]

I can't believe that Landon is actually gone at such a young age...

[@kelzz__2778]

U shouldn’t really state it as “life is insane” because it wasn’t his fault that depression took him over so he gave in.

[@Cindymc320]

@@kelzz__2778 yeah

[@strawberrysundae_megan]

@@kelzz__2778 I think they are blaming life for this not Landon but idrk

[@kelzz__2778]

@@strawberrysundae_megan well life isn’t fair in the end tho right? She could have stated it better anyways.

[@strawberrysundae_megan]

@@kelzz__2778 true

[@nataliesantiago2832]

Camryn is such a good mother I always watch her videos she is such a free person she is so inspiring.

[@somebody2116]

This interview made me check up on my boyfriend a little more since he is also battling with depression and I want to assure that he never feels like ending it is the best option .. So thank you a lot, Camryn, for making me realise how I need to check up on those I love more often

[@lifewithaaliyahaspen1587]

I’m so proud of her, she’s come a long way and Is continuing to grow and be strong. She’s extremely mature for her age. Not everyone can come out of everything she’s been through. So happy she’s able to take landons story and help many people struggling 💙

[@sinaigarcia4258]

i felt like my heart was just stepped on. cam is the most bravest 19 year old i know so far💔😭😭😭 she not only had to take care about herself she has to take care of her two beautiful wonderful babies. landon is an angel who will be their for them three😭😭😭 landons memory will never be forgotten.

[@emmiedez]

When i heard what happened back in August it really effected me for 2 weeks. I couldn’t stop imaging what had happened to me and it would put me into shock and make me have thoughts of what would happen if i was landon, I just can’t imagine how she dealt with it because she experienced it. I had a hard time for 2 weeks but this is her life. Poor cam i hope she finds peace in god and perseveres. We all love her so so much 💙

[@jovipage0408]

Honestly.. I'm still shocked that Landon isn't here anymore. But, even though he's not here on earth, he'll be forever in our hearts. The memories..

[@aruki7290]

She's literally SO strong. I can't even imagine going through something like this. She still is trying to stay happy with her children and she's literally a queen at it. Camryn, if you see this, I want you to know that you got through it like a champ! I love you cam 😘

[@darkangel7589]

I started watching them in July 2019, shortly after my 16th birthday. I was there to see the joy that Landon brought into their lives, and I was there to see the birth of Delilah. I wept for an hour when Camryn announced that he had passed away.

[@Youalwaysmatter]

I love what she is doing in Landon’s memory. I too was far into a deep depression this past September. I thought the only way was to end my life. I’m married with 3 kids. It’s been a journey but I got help and I am still getting the help I need. I feel better now. Sometimes I know this isn’t the outcome for most, I just wish it was. She’s such a brave young woman!

[@BriaBarrows]

I’m happy you are here ♥️🙏 there’s always hope

[@emilytabor8211]

No video ever made me cry until the video about Landon. I am really glad Camryn is advocating for mental health, and also, I'm sure the girls will always know their Mom loves them, and their Dad did too ❤

[@strxberrycow5273]

I’m so glad they made her channel cause then she will be able to show Coco good memories of when she was younger with him so that’s good.

[@jessicakeeney2343]

I remember when I first found their KZbin channel when she gave birth and I remember how loyal and sweet and good they were together. I've cried so many times over this because I literally watched them everyday!

[@chickenandsilver1649]

God bless her heart, I can't even imagine how it must be. Not only to deal with her lover's suicide, but to have to raise her kids alone and explain to them what happened at some point.

[@lauragarciaalpizar7701]

She’s a very strong human, my prayers are always with them

[@aniyaha4541]

I would have never guessed Landon was going through this I always just thought he was tired. I'm so proud of u Camryn for saying so strong throughout this whole process remember your stronger than what you think I love u so much!! I've been watching since 2018 crazy it's already been 3 years.

[@madisonwheeler325]

Camyrn the courage and determination to speak out about such a tragedy with intent on preparing a future with a positive outcome is commendable. Your A role model in your own right. I see a brighter future ahead LOVE your channel.

[@paigemueller9444]

i’ve been watching her since she very first started her youtube i look up to her so much. i cried so hard when i found out he passed

[@14bqdonk]

She is 19 but she looks super matured, not only her looks but the way she spoke.

[@ShortyRayRay17]

Rest in peace Landon you will never be forgotten. Camryn is so strong and brave. I feel sad for but i’m glad she’s at lest doing the best she can do for her daughters. Camryn is my inspirer she makes me happy 😊 and i will always support her no matter what. She’s just so amazing just the way she is!

[@alex1s.j0y]

Omg cameron is such an amazing public speaker! She’s an amazing female role model to all ages as well.

[@leilincruz]

Crazy how in a second you can loose somebody that is so important to you, appreciate those who are around you. ❤️ this girl is so strong and I look up to her a lot. We love you Camryn!! #BFL 💙🕊

[@lilruthd4556]

I didn’t know she was living so close to me, I hate that this happened to her and her family. She is so strong and she should be proud of how well she’s raising those little girls.

[@biomanization]

Those kids need a world of support. I hope they receive it. Bless them

[@graceemily8013]

She is so amazing to be able to talk about this with out crying and not even wanting to talk about it

[@fionadavis7047]

Camryn is the most amazing 19 year old I have ever seen she is so mature. when people say she is immature for getting pregnant at 16 it makes me so angry!

[@avamcdonough7691]

I can't imagine all the pain she went through seeing what she saw.

[@drspeck1046]

She’s doing right by those babies and her husband, but she’s also doing right by her. That’s a strong woman right there.

[@wendy4324]

I remember thinking about how out of it Landon looked. It’s bittersweet to rewatch all of those old clips. So proud of Cam♥️

[@milindmore7093]

Such young couple, they actually need so much support from their parents.

[@moons4willow]

She is so sweet and caring. She did not deserve this pain ever, as well as Landon th8nking he was a burden. Praying for her!!

[@lydiawhite4371]

her story breaks my heart she’s so young and she’s so strong god bless her with everything good life has to offer she’s truly always in my prayers

[@bridieobrien5203]

Honestly she is absolutely amazing, she has had so much going on. 2 young daughters and a widow at 19, handling all this by herself must be terrifying, she is doing so well and for a 19 year old she is so mature and an amazing mum. I've watched camandfam since collette was just a newborn, this is heartbreaking. RIP Landon Clifford fly high, you willl never be forgotten

[@lillynicholexo]

cam has definintely came to be a different person. she dealt with so much over last year, including having delilah without pain meds too. she's a rockstar for dealing with this. much love x

[@dearhazel.3710]

I still can’t believe he is gone I am so proud of Cam.

[@nataliajones8893]

This story has hit me SO hard....I was scrolling through my youtube and when i saw the title of this video my heart sunk...At such a very very young age it is so sad....I am crying my eyes out i was just in so much of a shock i still cant believe it.... RIP Landon, fly high angel

[@kianna8105]

all that she has been through, she is trying her best to help people like her husband know that they are not alone and that they are loved. i am so proud of her and she is an incredible person. i wish her and her family the best ♥️

[@arib.3574]

tbh i still can’t believe. i’ve watched them since she was pregnant with colette. she’s so strong i just can’t imagine

[@viktoria6000]

It was so sad seeing landon with his sunken eyes