The rainforest hermit who stepped out of the wild | Australian Story

Beetles, worms and lizards - Gregory Smith ate just about anything to stay alive in the forest.
From a homeless hermit to a university lecturer, he's proven you can overcome anything in your search for a safe place. He shares his story with Australian Story.
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[@Andrew-gx7xu]

His progress all started with "I want to stop fighting myself"

[@stephentroup7943]

Yes, taking responsibility for ones own actions is the key. Everything is different after that.

[@zeeshandogar9406]

This is why never judge anyone, you never know what they've been through in life.

[@karendegenerous8044]

That is absolutely true 💓.

[@grarglejobber7941]

I judge you.

[@grarglejobber7941]

@Johnny Talents I judge you too

[@kristhetimetraveller3120]

"It's like a thief in the night, alcoholism. It takes away certain things and you don't even realize they are gone until you want to use them. For example tolerance, patience, friendliness and they're not there anymore." -Gregory Smith

[@paddybird1]

Definitely not a sociopath, just an amazing, intelligent, tenacious man. So good to hear his story. Thank you.

[@waitheramuthoni7318]

What a remarkable story! Gregory unconsciously redeemed himself, not to anyone's standards. In fact, to no standards at all. He simply walked one step after the other in spite of insurmountable pain, until he accessed who he is, a healer, a gentle , kind human being, and teacher. I am truly amazed.

[@janni3dutoit]

What jumps out at me is that Gregory came to the realisation that he is the captain of his ship. He truely turned that ship around and sailed it against the winds, all the way to paradise. I salute you.

[@james-ob9rz]

Jannie du Toit Nelson Mandela

[@cocteau53]

MUCH, MUCH, MUCH easier said than done-: (even for the lucky, fortunate, & motivated ones.....) But the Important thing is that he's shown that it CAN be done- Admiration & Respect..... ;-)

[@janni3dutoit]

james88, I guess the people we look up to, are the ones that inspire us.

[@janni3dutoit]

When you find that peace, you need to hold on to it and not let it go...cling to it. At the same time it’s as slippery as a fish.

[@oldschoolman1444]

I can relate to overcoming person trauma and brewing my own beer and drinking like a fish. Glad those days are in the past! My story is not as near as much as this guy went through but can still relate, that kind of abuse sure can screw up a child for good. I get why he's not to fond of being around lot's of people. I'm glad he overcame his difficulties in life to find himself again, thats a hard road to trudge. Who ever said you have to physically die in order to be reincarnated. Peace brother ! =)

[@mommabear5059]

“Just knowing they existed was cathartic in itself”. It is incredibly helpful to humans to know we’re not alone in our suffering.

[@jmc4126]

This man... what a beautiful spirit. His voice and the precious young boy inside him that he has parented and continues to guide with love. Now able to give back. Be proud sir you have not let the enemy keep you in chains.

[@matthewlee2686]

its a scary thing to know parents can be so cruel to children. its very saddening

[@jodineeley2134]

Your not a sociopath. Just been through alot of childhood abuse.

[@secretofsinging]

This man has shown EVERYONE IN THE WORLD...that we ALL can overcome our PAST... no matter how torturous it was. Bravissimo !!

[@wendymagee2601]

sometimes the abuse leaves others eg my sistwr and brother with severe mental problems due to such severe mental and physical abuse as children. some never can make it forward

[@Edward-sx5yf]

I don’t wanna sound too pessimistic, but the guys pretty old. No one makes it out alive, in this world, but he’s not overcome the odds like you’re implying. If he spent 2 years in the forest, maybe. I feel for the bloke, because I really relate to what he’s saying, but what life is he gonna lead? He’ll have the best years of his life but he’s not going to be prime minister of the country or an Olympian… This guy is OG Punk Rock. No surrender, no retreat. A lotta respect. Sorry, I’m grumpy. I guess.

[@JosannaMonik]

He has no need to be a prime minister or Olympian.

[@diane9247]

You know how, sometimes, you see something like this at just the right time?

[@antoinettenovella1630]

Yes - Boom!

[@yvonnemccullaghward361]

diane9247 Hope it gave you hope and perspective

[@idiedlastmonth]

In Jungian school it is called synchronicity. Not a mere coincidence.

[@carter_1]

Very much feeling the same as you did -tonight. For 3 days I've been putting myself through some mental gymnastics... Tonight tho, I simply sat down to eat, watch some tube & just relax/ check out. I don't know why this was in my home page and I almost clicked on the "usual " ...but here I am, reflecting, on so many things.

[@edelquinn3619]

Gregory R.H. Beautiful

[@Who.is.Clinton]

A galactic sized reminder how important it is!!!!!! to be good and loving parents...how important it is to have a father that loves, cares, nurtures, understands, builds his children???? Wow???

[@freshstartification]

absolutely

[@nickacelvn]

exactly ... but unfortunately if you have a good look you will see the state is more interested in splitting families up than helping them stay together (better for business)

[@vickiscott8549]

And a mother who warns her husband that if he hurts the children, she will kill him in his sleep.

[@purpleflametarot39]

He absolutely deserves immense credit for bringing himself back from the brink, however, without the support and opportunities he received from so many wonderful people to guide and mentor him, I don't think it would have been possible. A wonderful reminder we need human connections.

[@kgbeezr75]

So absolutely true.

[@twodogzdogue8710]

All those great Teachers & Academics really opened up a new way for him to be himself, I was blown away by the power of acceptance & compassion. Well done SCU & TAFE 🌸🌺💖

[@cynthiaayers7696]

You can lean on me when you're not strong cuz I'll help you to carry on Lean On Me and I'll be your friend but that's all I know so now this song will end.

[@grimgrimey]

Absolutely agree,I would add that intelligence got him along way.not alotof people in his situation would have that ability especially after years of booze and drugs.some people are highly intelligent hidden or trapped behind many guises.i guess it's why he's such a rare gem.

[@notmyname3681]

There was a guy like Gregory who lived in the bush near my grandmother's farm in NSW, back in the early 90s. Makes you wonder how many troubled souls walk away from civilisation like this.

[@mohamedabdi8775]

Too many. This happens even in the remotest part of Africa.

[@eddilovee]

Honestly, I feel like it’s to be at peace with yourself. I think about doing this all the time. Of course, I have a troubled background as well. I’ve experienced the same feelings he did as a child. For example, the rainforest story as a child. When I was a kid in school, when I’d see pictures of beautiful nature in books. I’d always look for a place that I could sleep in that picture. Somewhere I’d feel peaceful and safe. He stated something to that degree as well. I’m very happy for this man and he’s an inspiration.

[@lisaan6322]

@@mohamedabdi8775 and they are happiest without family drama

[@yoooo6491]

Why not

[@pete8808]

And this trend will increase over time. In the end, many, MANY more will do the same until we finally get civilization right. "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society." - Jiddu Krishnamurti

[@SusyOlivaFuentes]

They should make a movie out of this true life story, there is so much to tell and could help so many other victims and survivors of this cruel society that we live in.

[@pointpilot6376]

Dear Sirs: I am writing to you in the hope that in the future you will add "Closed Captions" to your videos. I am hearing impaired and need CC in order to fully enjoy your videos. Please consider this valuable service in the future. Thank You, Pointpilot

[@jamye222]

Pointpilot agreed!

[@Ice_Karma]

@Kiri Williams No offence intended, but ABC have made this documentary available worldwide via KZbin, and not all of the audience are in Australia and able to access what I presume is the Australian Broadcasting Corporation's web streaming service. KZbin supports closed captions, and if captions are available on other services... why not here too?

[@ernstgottschalk8023]

DUDE SAME. Also hearing impaired also wishing for closed captions. Hearing impaired buddies.

[@SomeoneBeginingWithI]

@OH Yeh! Captions aren't available for this video, at least not for me. I usually watch with captions so I know how they work and how to turn them on. Perhaps they are available for some users and not others, but that would still be a problem for users who need them and don't have them.

[@emmanuelgoldstein1089]

It's hard because YT censors and even deletes videos using an algorithm, or at least they blame the AI it's probably call centre workers doing it. But the way they get flagged is through closed captions. So adding closed captions to your content is basically putting up a giant flag saying "Hey censors, notice me!" which is what you don't want.

[@ArchAGabriel]

This is one of the most inspirational things i'v ever seen..

[@ArchAGabriel]

Did you fail to understand the term [one of ] ? not much education I see..

[@scottpreston5074]

An excellent story about an amazing man. It is also about how childhood trauma can ruin a life, but how this man came back from it.

[@Tinogroup]

let me tell you this is my story too, yet, at an early age I learned to battle the anger and hate that filled me by becoming a runner...running 8 miles a day to burn it out of me. I did not heal from the beatings until I was 60 by which time I had ruined my life though not through the violence I experienced. And as life goes I married a woman who beat me savagely until I finally left her. The mistake was in staying with her believing she would change...If someone beats you leave at once, do not allow it to go on because that is not love.

[@patriciacole8773]

Agustin Eliab Juarez I’m sorry that we suffer so much here. I have too. My kids did too. Alcohol related abuses.

[@jasminflowerz1710]

I know all too well what that feels like...and the flashbacks...and the having to pretend in public that all is well when you're hurting inside from the sudden memories of the abuse. Being so young and yet so filled with hate and anger. I wasn't even allowed to show emotion, a child raised like a soldier. They never paid...and the rest of my adult life was filled with equally depressing reality...almost like a curse put on me by the one that was supposed to love and protect, because the parent always had an unhealthy fixation on me...even decades after I left the home. Like I was born to be a slave to this person, accepting undeserved abuse and degradation just because they brought me into this world! It took a very long time for me to realize that I was hated, because I'd been brainwashed for so long to believe it was just what you call "imperfect people", who love you in their own screwed up way!🤢 2 decades after leaving her home, I've been forced to go no contact. Her smear campaign against me still continues till this day. Large extended family that stretches across the States and overseas, no longer respect or want anything to do with me because of the lies she's fed them...uses her eldest child, also, as weapon against me.

[@Swansen03]

Crazy seeing this comment today. Very same situation, just recently cut it off for the last time and almost ran back to this person today. Years of things getting better then getting way worse again.. feeling bad because I thought I could do better until I realized I did exactly as I did in those impossible situations, couldn't really have gone much different. It's this time right now that is so touch and go, these few weeks/month. Getting past this time is crucial. Anyhow, thank you very much for your comment man. Much appreciated.

[@spezia8066]

@@Swansen03 don't give up dear, you could be helping a fellow traumatized person, save a few lives.

[@RaveBabyFuu]

"Every Saint has a past... and every Sinner has a future."

[@alexandercarder2281]

That sounds like a teen challenge saying

[@Thor.Jorgensen]

I find it hard to believe that this man was ever a sinner. He was never responsible for his bad actions. He was a victim of abuse. He became sick and deserved help. Help that no one ever offered until Christina North.

[@jen24gibson1]

Love this....

[@jrichey98]

@@Thor.Jorgensen I understand your perspective, but I'd like to offer another. Sin is just missing the mark. As in his case, sometimes you miss it before you make it. Still an inspiration, as I think we are all a bit like that.

[@23pounce]

-Oscar Wilde

[@pamelamagdanz7132]

on the edge of checking out of society, this story gives me hope. My first thought when he said he was losing huge chunks of time was dissociative identity disorder, which is brought on by early childhood trauma... Thank you Dr. Gregory Smith for shining light in the darkness. I am truly so happy and proud for you.

[@loverofthetruth6085]

This is the most inspiring story I have ever heard. I cried almost all the way through it. I had a similar childhood, and have also lost years of my life in a reclusive, dissociative state. I still rarely leave my house, and am terrified when I have to go outside. To see this man living such a wonderful life gives me hope. It's not just the PhD that is so impressive. It's the fact that he found the courage to rejoin society, to desensitize his panic and live among people again. And not only does he take care of himself, but he teaches and cares for others as well. What a brilliant, wonderful man you are Gregory! I am in the United States, or I would try to enroll in one of your classes so I could learn how you were able to overcome so much and live in the world again. I wish I could meet you. You are courageous and wonderful!

[@rebeccabrockway8258]

Perhaps Gregory has an online Zoom course you can participate in?

[@chrisoneil5615]

Remarkable human being ❤️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 love from Scotland my friend (I have been seriously contemplating suicide for last couple of weeks and you my friend just gave me hope for that I thank you x)

[@yvonnemccullaghward361]

Chris Oneil Hope you are safe and well.love from Northern Ireland

[@FM-nk1zh]

Chris O'Neil, please don't! I don't know you but it broke my heart. I have tried too several times over the years but now I am greatfull now that I didn't. These feelings do past. Ride it out please. Sending you my love.

[@8Patriciah]

I hope you stayed and I understand. I know this a challenging place you are in n if you can wait it out there are good people and things will get better!

[@StarLight-yk6es]

Mate , don't give up ! We who have tried to finish ourself and failed , are now glad . So many opertunities will come in the future , that are now unforeseen . The world is your oyster , and you can turn a hard and gritty time into a pearl :) . " Perseverance Furthers "

[@pretty9825]

My friend Chris hope you are doing well. Life is a precious gift from God. He has a beautiful plan for your life. He won’t allow you to leave before His plan has been accomplished and at the end you will see why kept you alive n I promise it will be beautiful. So please cherish every moment here on earth.

[@isaialeuila9327]

It always relates back to how we’ve been raised, the innocence of a child is destroyed by parents or all those present in childrens lives during their young ages.

[@chanimarie6753]

Listen to how soft he speaks. He is gentle and kind, I have no doubt in my mind about him. He may have felt violent due to his anger but he hadn't a violent bone in his body. He could never be his father as he's 10 times the man he ever could be.

[@alablakelock78]

Amazed at how articulate he is about his deeply troublesome & emotional past. Extremely intelligent man, imagine if he had a normal childhood.

[@jovelyng7221]

I don’t know this man but I’m so proud of him!

[@tuliko8678]

I’m crying....this is both heart breaking and empowering!

[@fishmut]

Kire Moonchild absolutely agree with you, this brought tears to me also . Sadness and inspiration a very powerful film I wish him well, what a man that turned his life around, you have respect and a lovely soul also to feel this amazing story.

[@speckofdust272]

A true survivor in every sense of the word , you are an inspiring person , from the caged depths of hell ...you managed to escape to reach the gates of freedom .... respect to you 👍👏🏻👏🏻

[@willieleniek]

Amazing and inspiring story.

[@komerwest5872]

I'm 61 and the only time I have ever felt is when I'm in the wilderness.

[@anima6035]

@@samstockton9738 im hella gay for the forest

[@jackduncan4228]

I’m so glad I watched this. It has a very positive message of hope for people coming to terms with trauma.

[@matthewlemon9282]

From what I read he actually spent 10+ years in the bush. amazing story

[@jacobirwin]

This makes my top three for most inspiring documentaries. Ever. He isn't out for gold or glory. His courage led to his survival. His survival led to a greater understanding of society. Now, he passes on his experience and academia-based knowledge to others, in order that lasting permanent change for the better might come about (for his fellow human beings).

[@harpar1028]

I GAVE ACADEMIA A PISS OF THEIR OWN MAWKISH MEDICINE......THEY LOATHE MY BRAINS AS WELL AS MY BRAWN

[@SistersFromADistance]

I don't know this man but am so proud of him like he was my father!!!

[@SistersFromADistance]

Dear @@andioopsksksksk2887, it was not sympathy I was offering though. It was admiration for all the hurdles he overcame. The question remains, " how sure are you that he would have been an accomplice to such evil? How sure are you that every white person is a racist or genocidal by nature? In as much as I agree to the darkness of Australia's past, I will not be bitter towards anyone, since this would foster any good in the long run

[@haunebu2360]

Elizabeth Nomor that comment from oop sksk, that the kind of shit I was talking about! Prejudice towards whites! In the US that totally excepted! And if a white person dare to defend themselves they get shamed and cast aside! I’m so sick of the newest occupation in the US. I call it professional victim culture! There’s no working towards a coexistence! They keep throwing the past in our face and demand payment or something! Truth is I don’t know what the want! They just want whites gone!

[@mcglanicglinmc5001]

Brookster Q I feel ya, how tf can I change what my ancestors may or may have not have done (not all whites ancestors owned slaves)

[@haunebu2360]

And i oop Sksksksk Hold on to that hate! That’s what “demons” do, people forgive and forget!

[@suprento2236]

@@andioopsksksksk2887 They are not African, so they are nowhere near black. Black is a culture not skin colour, even so, indigenous Australians are more closely related to Asians than any other race

[@doitdan2354]

His book “out of the forest” is amazing! Worth a read!

[@lenahbrighton5472]

I will look it up. Thank you for mentioning.

[@jeffjameskorsing1890]

DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY !!!!!!!!!!! WOW WHAT A STORY! Im so glad I watched this video!! He will be my mentor.

[@charlafactor3673]

Gregory, I’m a survivor of some pretty severe child abuse. You are my Hero. Thank you!!! ❤️

[@221420642]

I can't remember my childhood - it was taken away from me. Sometimes, my head is so clouded and blurred that I want to be miles from anyone - alone, to deal with my shit and not hurt anyone. I love my family immensely, but even they are too much at times. I've quit drinking though - 2 months now. I was only a social drinker anyways, but I feel lighter - a bit. Sometimes, I'm just full of dread and can't see a positive future, but my wife - my rock - pulls me out of it. Which makes it even more ironic that I desire solitude. This video brings me hope.....

[@sj4028]

Get close to Lord Jesus. He is all you need. They day I tried to commit suicide I called upon gods of all religions I told today is my last day here come if you care Lord Jesus came. There will be still troubles in this world by cheer up He has won the world.

[@JayIMcgallion]

I always want to meet someone who gets it. I feel you do. I hope you get to a point of balance, and begin to enjoy life, friend!

[@fractal4439]

@Teapot Inc so true

[@joshnieboer3947]

People somewhere along time ago decided that you and I and everyone else would live like this because it keeps us busy friend we can never relax and that produces results one way or another it just sucks being at the bottom of this system I know.

[@edelquinn3619]

I wish you peace love joy and happiness always 😘❤️🇮🇪you are LOVED

[@alisonmiller2708]

I love how reached out and was able to help his sister. Years before she tried to help him but he wasn't ready yet. Years later when he was able and more clear headed he could take her hand and lead her to a place of clarity, peace and hope. Beautiful encouraging story.

[@edixasanchezpacheco3692]

We all need a true teacher like Gregory. He comes from a true experience

[@ahyaok100]

You can't put a price on dignity and self-respect. It is everything.

[@dansharov6828]

Tell that to our politicians haha

[@Limara64]

That ‘drop to your knees moment’, oh the power in it. How weird that being brought to your knees could be so infinitely powerful. Love xo

[@portercase]

Limara64 Agree! With no one to suggest it, I dropped to my knees over 31 years ago. That beginning action eventually turned on my “light” & showed me a softer easier way. As I became aware, I could see there was a Higher Power Working in many area of my life...so many gifts that would Never had appeared had I not become sober.

[@gabriellehaire7104]

Wow! Just wow! Gregory is told he’s not smart enough, and slaps out honours, a PhD 🤯 this man is just amazing! Makes me think twice about my own life and who I can truly be after doubting myself over being told things as a child in & out of the system. So proud of a man I don’t even know.

[@lemurlover7975]

yeah you can't listen to oppressors...they want you to believe you are stupid because if you believe it, it is easier to oppress you...they're actually terrified of intelligent people LOL they hate to lose their power to intelligent people.

[@JasmineDev]

Watching this video may have changed the course of my life.

[@chaplainmattsanders4884]

Jasmine Devereaux. Wow. Powerful. From California-blessings.

[@GodiscomingBhappy]

A true soldier. God never abandons those with a good soul. What a success story. Very inspiring. thx.

[@TheDaisyhillstorys]

"living it rough" Nothing is more calming or easy then living with nature

[@PhilipLeitch]

Great reporting. This deserves an award.

[@martindavis1913]

Your story has created a whirlwind of emotions in my heart but although I do not know you the strongest emotion in me is that I am so PROUD of you!! And I am sure those ancestors you spoke of when in the bush must be extremely proud of you also. You brave brave man!

[@dandrechesterfield5411]

Can you imagine having your heart broken by your parents that young? So sad.

[@cherylemaybury9967]

D'andre Chesterfield yes I went through very similar circumstances as a child.

[@RaneBane]

Yes I can

[@camillacox6658]

not fair-abuse by those who should protect

[@joebloggs619]

Happens all the time....

[@daveashy1835]

My life didn't start till I was in my 20s The Horrid hell and abuse of the 50's being an orphan in institutions. Its taken years to climb my life's mountain. I stand there now and salute you Gregory where now someone not just a number.

[@gypsysoul1245]

Similar story to yours I'm 25 now, life was much tougher back then, much harder to get a job and fix your self like now, bless you

[@linnsterlingcurebeliefinad1725]

I'm glad your ok.

[@ritaraju4998]

Tell that to the 90s scholars who are 100k in student loan debt can't get a job

[@flyingroses126]

I'm glad you survived the madness.

[@normanmazlin6741]

This is an inspiring story that shows not only the utter destructiveness of alcohol abuse but also the wonderful ability of the human mind to heal itself. Many thousands of children who were raised in institutional care were indeed saved from the living hell of abusive and destructive families. This is only one of the stories.

[@1973169]

One of the best stories about overcoming obstacles I've ever seen! Much respect to this man!

[@delores6458]

Its terrible how human beings can destroy other human beings. How this man brought himself back is great. This man is amazing.

[@jebsails2837]

Trying to be safe while being raised by alcoholic parents, I was fortunate enough to stay with neighboring families, sneak back home for a kip, then start all over again. I was able to graduate high school at the bottom of my class and joined the Navy. Wonky knees forced the Navy to let me go. I finally started college at 25 and didn't look back. Thank you for relating to me. Northeast US

[@Lisargarza]

What an uplifting story! Gregory proves that no matter what anyone tells you, YOU are in charge of your destiny. He demonstrated the beginnings of his remarkable insight by imagining a peaceful forest during a tormented childhood. Later, he chose to make that forest a real part of his existence before he destroyed what little was left of himself. Now, he’s reaping the rewards of those choices. Blessings on you, Gregory!

[@2F51RL]

Gregory's life was a example of NOT being in charge of his destiny, just got lucky at a very late stage of life when finally some good people entered his orbit. And those weren't spewing and spouting 'blessings' drivel. His "peaceful forest" of that nightmare childhood was him dissociating from the horror to survive it. A clumsy tool but the best he could do as a kid, the kicker is that childish coping mechanisms are often taken into adulthood where they are counter-productive. Seriously, religious people are incurably deranged and delusional. But Mark Twain said it better: "Once a man has acquired a superstition, nothing but death can remove it from him."

[@shaemartinmcallister1859]

This story is so beautiful the best I have heard in a long time

[@wholewomancoach-1]

How to take the crap in life and make the most out of it. It’s never too late. You are never too old. Inspiring. Astounding. I love stories of resilience.

[@laurenmclain6378]

I admire him immensely for turning so much pain into a positive way of approaching and living life. He never gave up. He is proof that people are capable of achieving and offering so much to the world, despite experiencing so much adversity, and of just how much people can really help other people overcome and persevere by being supportive of them, letting people know they aren't alone, and making sure people absolutely know that there are always alternatives in life no matter how dark and bleak things might seem. He's also an example of why it's so crucial that people feel they have value and worth, not just in other people's eyes, but in our own.

[@jacksorensen9449]

What an incredible and inspiring story. It really demonstrates the power of the human spirit. I wish him well.

[@sevsevchenko3301]

jack sorensen Qom;

[@joedatsun1894]

Or the power of Cannabis.

[@Pomiferous]

Bong logic ?

[@Mrbfgray]

I'd love to buy him a beer and a double shot of bourbon. HA!

[@joedatsun1894]

It allowed him to transition back to society, and I'm sure the act of gardening was therapeutic, weeds not magic but money is and he traded it for money.

[@pennykahlon377]

I literally cried whole time watching his story...many many will get inspired by your story sir....lots of respect for you ..

[@nicola1466]

He's a beautiful soul ❤️

[@SRHisnum1]

Bless him and his sisters

[@mikecattermole2979]

Gregory's story is a true inspiration and aspiration. I can relate but yet not. I'm 62 and though I grew up with a mom and dad a brother and 4 sisters in the USA midwest i always felt i wasn' t smart enough or wise enough to do anything worthwhile....I really don't remember much of my past....high school was a blur...always felt angry....never went to college after high school....always settled for lower class jobs because I didn't feel smart enough or educated enough to do anything else....yet I knew, as Gregory did, that I wasn't dumb or stupid as everyone seemed to call me....i felt like a square peg in a round hole. I'm so thankful to have come across Gregory's story....i'm so glad his had a happy ending.....he was fortunate enough to have people come along side him who genuinely cared about him and his emotional health....most people I knew never seemed tl want to help me but rather tell me my shortcomings and figure it out yourself attitude. Thank you for posting this video......life still hurts but at least this relieves it a bit!

[@markjacobs8200]

Great story, thanks for sharing.

[@crystalm4324]

Yes, the hardest thing is when your drowning and you finally, finally reach your hand up to a doctor or similar and say ‘I need help with this, what can I do?”, and they reply is negative. The reply is ‘I don’t know’ or ‘I can’t help you’!

[@franciet99]

💗💕💗💕

[@ohmyblindman]

You certainly write better than half of the other KZbin commenters.

[@vctrsone]

@@crystalm4324 Or theres no reply at all.

[@davidc3839]

He's not a sociopath, he was fathered by one - fathered isn't the word. To be a father is to give trust and care. His mother isn't up to much either.

[@SusyOlivaFuentes]

I'd be interested in knowing what sort of a life he's own father had as a child and why he drank and lashed out at his family so much. He probably came from and abusive childhood as well...

[@SusyOlivaFuentes]

His mother probably gave them up thinking they'd be safer in a boarding home, not knowing the horrors they would endure and probably couldn't afford to look after them on her own... we really can't judge

[@davidc3839]

@@SusyOlivaFuentes Abuse can be passed on but not always. I guess it's hard not to become what you know.

[@SusyOlivaFuentes]

@@davidc3839 I agree with you, and it's hard to tell without knowing the full story and would be very difficult to live with as an adult when you don't have the answers as to why they had to live with so much heartache and abuse as a child. I'm so glad that in this case Gregory was able to find solace in his studies of sociology not many people have had that, which is why it would be a good idea to make a movie of his story in order to help other victims that have gone through similar situations...

[@camh6328]

@@SusyOlivaFuentes that's what I'm thinking. Look at the year it was she probably didn't have many options and didn't realize the horrors the the children would go through

[@twilight814]

That was such a touching story. I can relate to it in so many ways. Even though I was never homeless or lived out in the woods. They told me I was sociopath too. That I had Anti-social Personality Disorder, and I would always be that way. They said I had disassociative personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, bi-polar 1 and 2 disorder. I've tried to tell them I was just on meth and heroin and did very large amounts but who would listen to me right. Today I am clean, and take no mental health meds, I do see a therapist for complex PTSD and studying psychology. I knew I wasn't what they said I was. I just knew it.

[@rtdmna]

Im proud of you and i dont know you, but i do know you, and where you were. Watching my son and dont know how to help him. Peace.

[@maggialbiez]

Congratulation ❤

[@cindimills8069]

Loved this story!! There are too many of us who have been severely abused. Good job!!!

[@tsooooooo]

Ft, but I

[@merlecharge5303]

Yes Cindi you are right, because you smile and laugh, no one knows what you have been through in Your younger years...there are many like me.. I am 79 and still cannot speak about those brutal years I suffered

[@sneepsnorp1404]

@@merlecharge5303 I hope you find peace. I am 20 and have Severe PTSD and many other psychological diagnosis because of the way I grew up. I hope that by the time I reach my early end (I'm progressively ill) I have come to terms with my past.

[@merlecharge5303]

Look at all those chickens. Thank you Cindi, Bless you for your message, I just cannot imagine what you are going through...I can and have forgiven but can't forget, There's always someone worse off than I Much Care Cindi...big hug from me to you x

[@rardean]

This man and his story is the most inspiring thing I have ever seen/heard. I am in complete awe of him Bless you Gregory Smith and your loving heart Namaste

[@lesliecano4963]

Brilliant, uplifting story of redemption despite the odds. Thank you.

[@GlennMcGrewII]

"He told me that I could have a life, that it didn't matter what happened to us as children - we could be good people." Wonderful! Our past doesn't define us unless we choose to allow it to!

[@alexleggett6270]

Yeah, I'm a regular dude but this made me cry like a baby lol

[@iloveicecreamandcake]

Nothing wrong with that. But, are you really just a regular dude?

[@jimmyb4982]

Just blame it on the onions, dude. Brown onions.

[@StarLight-yk6es]

Me too !!! :) it's really touched me!

[@spitzndtruth1484]

Makes you want to rise up hey

[@prayunceasingly2029]

Regular dudes cry sometimes

[@sharonneethling7778]

He is one of the most amazing person that I have come across. I also suffered abuse from my parents as a child and it messed me up. I did drug's and alcohol. I found God and for me. It was my saving grace. I salute you Gregory

[@sathyasreegoswami1245]

So inspiring! Especially when he tells his sister that we can have difficult childhood, but we can now live on our own terms! Thank you for making this story!

[@carolinecarron2760]

What an amazing, strong, inspiring man. Beautiful strong sister as well

[@AudreyHeadley]

Just amazing turn around with his life and helping his sister. My hats off to you sir. Well done.

[@Pomiferous]

Patience and perseverance

[@2F51RL]

Real piece of... work, that sister.

[@billybong7394]

8:40 Still higher than most of the abbos

[@getfurtherfaster]

Great story!

[@randomvintagefilm273]

This was very hard to watch. I wanted to go back in time and protect those beautiful kids. Don't drink alcohol people, it destroys lives forever including yours.

[@RantTherapist]

If you look a little closer alcohol is just a symptom of the problem. A nasty symptom, but symptom nonetheless.

[@centpushups]

Alcohol is just an amplifier of a horrible person.

[@Kat-I-am3333]

ANTIQUEFOTOS they don’t call it 'spirits' for nothing, it deals in demons, use @ your own risk, its the REAL gateway drug! 😪✨🧡✨

[@christinemott2878]

The alcohol wasnt the real.problem.

[@derbyeye4589]

It's ok in moderation its about self control

[@afl8182]

He is such an interesting man, I could hear him talk for hours!

[@1fredricka]

unbelievable. He overcame all the odds. God Bless him and the people who were there for him. An amazing story, Thank You for sharing!

[@leeohmoon231]

I cried and cried, my life story was so similar, I don`t cry for myself though but for you children of abuse :(

[@keepitwitmine]

B.S. comment hijacking somebody's story. You've been living in a rainforest? Ha!!

[@dr.trixiecp5651]

leeoh moon bless your heart...i hope you’ve found peace )0( blessed be

[@dr.trixiecp5651]

keepitwitmine you’re a jackass

[@nicoles7800]

It's ok to cry for yourself mate. Reach out as much as you can. Your local gp is a great way to start. x

[@evaarroyo100]

You need help

[@frankG335]

Civilization is a NEW phenomenon, not the normal way of life. Living far from each other in forests, at one with nature, IS the normal human experience and has been since time began for our species. Only in the last few thousand years have we collected into cities at all. Now, a huge percentage of people have severe anxiety and depression that is unprecedented in our history. Nature is a great healer.

[@alanbirk2203]

Can u explain the many civilizations that built the various ruins around the globe?

[@darrenikin5235]

Completely agree

[@nomad-81-25]

Wrong. Humans advancing and evolving is what is normal

[@rorytennes8576]

exactly

[@rorytennes8576]

alan birk yes very easily. you said it yourself. civilization ruins. that is all that's left of them because they did not work.

[@springfinn]

what an incrediable man to have stood up from under the oppression of the human condition. to have endured the torturous cruelties and emerged into light not only reconciling and rehabilitating yourself but casting aside the darkness for your sister and others too.shine your light teacher theres many who'll learn from you

[@TheArtGearGuide]

Wow such a wonderful story of perseverance, fight, determination, sadness and so many other emotions. I love hearing stories of people overcoming horrendous traumas in their life. I wish with all my heart these wonderful souls didn’t have experience trauma in the first place.

[@helicart]

My father had nervous breakdowns when I was about 6. He spent months in a psych hospital, getting shock treatment and drugs. when he came home, he was not the same. he was always irritable. Then when I was 7, the violence started. My world became perpetual anxiety and fear, not knowing when I was going to do something to have him launch and pulverize me over and over, as if he had lost control of himself and some demon was trying to kill me. There was no sanctuary or escape, apart from retreating to my bedroom, hiding, repressed. It was there my imagination would go to work building a safe place in my head. I didn't realize it but when I later learned about meditation, that's what I was doing to get away from the rage and violence I could not escape as a boy. I know I haven't overcome the sense of paralysis and fear of my childhood. I learned to stay away from alcohol myself when 18. It stole time and opportunity, and I wanted to make something of myself. But later, when I had some set backs, I turned to it...and felt its subversive sly grip gradually getting the better of me. I've been in and out of it. The thing is, I do enjoy the sense of relaxation it brings, but I know so well I enjoy it most when I am trying to escape my problems. I am quite capable of leaving it alone for years, as I do now....and not miss it at all. But I know if I was to have one drink, it could easily become a bottle of wine a night quickly. So I leave it alone, knowing that my life purpose is not to dull my unease in life, but to transcend it, and help others do the same.

[@whatshername3158]

helicart retreating to that "safe place" is not meditation it's a coping mechanism,disassociation.in order to not have to deal whith the pain,we repress it,which isn't good.i used to do it to during the sexual abuse i was put through also just like you ,when your dad would beat you.many children do it.unfortunately,growing up,we tend to keep doing this and as a result,we repress the trauma and then end up in alcohol or drugs like i did too.if i'm in a stressful situation now,i just snap out of my body even though i don't want to.i hope you've gotten help and have been able to fight your urges to drink.you should be proud of yourself for being so strong:)hang in there.:)

[@lemurlover7975]

hey if you do want to talk, it can help. I like calling this US hotline called CARDV 1-541-754-0110. I grew up severely abused by my mom and a bunch of psychotic men who were paying her to rape me (but they also raped me whenever they chased me on my way to and from school or whenever she left me outdoors for hours which was quite often). So I spent a lot of time up in the trees because this was Idaho and we had a fair amount of trees I. could climb to escape. But all the men and my own mom spent all the rest of the time beating and raping me when I wasn't up in the trees, in school or at the library reading of far off places I wanted to see and hoping I wouldn't die before I got to see them. I survived lots of murder attempts. I think talking to the hotline will help you... maybe you can work through some of the abuse you experienced. I found it very helpful. OK bye :) Good job giving up alcohol. I'm sure it was the best decision! :)

[@willowgreen5350]

Your story...is mine! Except the drugs or alcohol.

[@Medietos]

helicart: Glad you managed that meditation-survival mentally, - How did you manage life, working, get agood job or one to get by by? Or living on sick money? Do you know trauma therapy and self-help groups? Energy healer for sensitive empaths Wendy de Rosa f ex. really good. She has healed from the same thing and I want to become like that. There are excercises one can at least do to diminish the state, even if cant heal it all alone.

[@loksterization]

helicart my friend Jesus can change your life. Seek him... ask him to reveal himself to you. He will change everything, I promise you... he is real.

[@joysheets2412]

What a wonderful story of a beautiful person who was a victim of his upbringing & then trying to cope. Amazing what he did to help himself to have a wonderful life. So glad for him. May he always be blessed, he didn't give up on himself. Would love to know how he is today. Ty for sharing. Love & prayers for all that have or currently going through this. What a strong man he is.

[@henryeberhardt3012]

God Bless You Gregory for all the days you walk the earth and after.

[@warriorofgod1538]

I feel so blessed to have come across this story... so beautiful.

[@marcialee4192]

hard to believe 100 people would thumbs down on this happy ending story... sad for unhappy people...

[@ms.lisamarie2245]

The ones who thumbed down are probably the abusers, and the alcoholics that treat people horribly, and feel guilty about it...............but not guilty enough to give up their all mighty drink!. It's funny...........weed was and still is looked at badly, but ALCOHOL is the absolute worst, but you think they would teach these very important things to young children in school, so they wouldn't grow up to be drunks, yet the only ones talking about alcohol are the victims of the drunks. I came from a long line of drunks, my mom was an abusive, negligent, abandoning drunk too. But i broke the cycle, and now my kids won't be druggies and drunks too. That's all it takes. Break the cycle, teach them the dangers of drinking too much and becoming a drunk while they are young. Show them what is right, set a good example and be a role model.

[@geristrome6063]

@@ms.lisamarie2245 that's awesome you made the right choice for your children and yourself. ..God Bless. ...Allan H

[@odettewilliams6454]

Really needed some motivation and this was it

[@newlife8610]

What an amazing story of this man’s life. I hope one day I can see my life for the good & feel peace after so much horror that’s been done to me. Bless you Sir ~

[@chaplainmattsanders4884]

PinkRoses. Your words make a difference. From California-blessings!

[@rebeccab7306]

This has inspired me. It's never too late. My story matters.

[@BadFishAquatics]

OMG! You have such a beautiful country. It is insanely hard to eke out a life there but you need to be proud of what he learned to live within. Honor the man, preserve the environment,

[@coolness-vt4mu]

Such a beautiful, capturing, an highly important story! Absolutely so reflective, transcendental, and inspiring. Although nobody walks with the same feet many have traveled down the same paths. Glad you found your way despite all of the hardships you faced. The realizations you reached such as understanding the person you had been fighting is yourself, understanding you are not stupid despite being told that from others, an realizing you don’t actually have the conditions you were diagnosed with by doctors is so so so critical! Thanks for documenting and sharing this story! Think we can all learn something from this! Dear anyone out there who is angry at society, dealt with a difficult childhood, deals with soul breaking thoughts and feelings, an so on, I promise life will get better! As we can learn from his story and many others it starts by taking responsibility for your life and embracing your life... not running away from it, or numbing it. Best wishes and love to all of you out there! Sometimes things get worse before they get better, but eventually you will begin to wrap your head around yourself and this conundrum of life we are all in together. One day at a time!

[@ZK-hh2or]

There's absolute peace in the way he talks. Incredibly inspiring story.

[@ggoannas]

He speaks so incredibly well. Wonderful man.

[@rhirhi7776]

Lovely person Gregory. I wish you every success. Im sorry to hear about your past.

[@paxwallacejazz]

In Buddhist philosophy it is pointed out that simple friendliness to ones self is perhaps one of the most difficult and important states to ascend to. Without this higher gentle sanity there can be no recognition of the sacred.

[@sandspar]

Amen. Just heard the source of all misery is the inability to sit quietly alone in a dark room.

[@Pomiferous]

I heard something similar to that from Roy Masters -Sandspar.

[@Pomiferous]

music-movies-television-and radio can get you so programmed that silence will be disturbing.

[@scrappydogfinance8434]

I disagree with this idea. sounds wise but also sounds wrong. how often do we need to sit quietly alone in a dark room? Almost never so how would that ever be a source of all problems? I sleep alone in a dark room quietly every day. Most people do in fact. So everyone has the ability to sit alone quietly in a dark room (when they sleep).

[@Pomiferous]

The vast majority of people don't sit while they are sleeping. Sitting is normally connected to an activity done while awake.I assume many people have difficulty sitting still while alone in a silent, light or dark room.We tend to get anxious quickly without some form of noise or visual stimulation.

[@shaunhamill2080]

I'm happy that finally you have found yourself with added peace and humility, Gregory. Love, peace and light brother. God bless

[@charlottenasise5105]

I so happy he overcame all the horrible trauma he endured. I wish him nothing but happiness.

[@shazbest2515]

The best thing I have watched in a long time. It meant a great deal to me.