a day in my life: stressed, depressed, but no longer a complete mess

[@paperbackdreams]

wow literally the most relatable video in existence at this moment ty for this gift

[@AClockworkReader]

💖💖💖

[@inglesdagabs5668]

Yeeeep. I came here to comment the same.

[@silviag.s.9894]

That's exactly what it is! This video made me realize how stressed I've actually been feeling the past few months. I have no motivation for anything anymore and I can't stop procrastinating all the time. And I feel completely lost about how to change my current situation...

[@superpayaseria]

Marry me and we take each others stress all away.

[@HDOUGLAS21]

Agreed.

[@viiib3sss]

“I don’t have time for the anxiety. I don’t have time for the mental illness.” Girl SAME! Iconic right there 😂🙌🏾

[@irenee6064]

I would've liked but I dont wanna ruin your 555 😅

[@keilaelyasi4821]

Hannah is her own aesthetic

[@AClockworkReader]

🥺

[@TrangThu-hb9iy]

exactly

[@missm2223]

I literally just paused this and went to finish a paper I've been putting off for two days. Now that it's done I'm back to watch guilt free.

[@AClockworkReader]

yayyy!!!

[@ACupofNicole]

YOUR HAIRRRR I'm obsessed it's so beautiful

[@AClockworkReader]

thank youuu ♥️

[@believer7280]

Ok, after seeing multiple comments about her hair, I have to agree...she's got pretty hair. I actually didn't notice until the comments.

[@meenyard]

i was having a lot of anxiety and putting off studying because of it and this video popped up in my notifications. pretty sure this was meant to be

[@AClockworkReader]

💗 I hope it helps the anxiety a little bit

[@meenyard]

@@AClockworkReader your videos are always very soothing and comforting for me so it's definitely helping atm ❤

[@thedangerousivy]

Me too, Hannah saves

[@_sarathedreamer]

That slow zoom at the beginning when you talk about wanting to do work but then being tired and then taking a break but thinking about all the work you have to do and stressing more is the most relatable thing I’ve ever seen lol ❤️

[@vikillustrations]

“I don’t have time for the anxiety." I´d advise being careful about this sentiment. Sometimes yes, you just have to put it aside and do what has to be done. But I have been doing this for years, pretending my anxiety doesn´t exist, not feeling it until it just exploded. what helped me recently was to stop treating my anxiety like an enemy I have to fight, but like a friend that needs support. To acknowledge how I´m feeling and why, remind myself that it´s okay and move on. My anxiety is still there, but it stopped roaring to my face

[@AClockworkReader]

I talked about this at the end of the video. how sometimes you just have to let yourself feel the anxiety and that's not a bad thing

[@vikillustrations]

​@@AClockworkReader I somehow missed that, sorry (I tend to do other things when watching vlogs, I probably got distracted)

[@lecciciapires2166]

3:10 me, a chronic procastinator, watching this and realizing that: yes, I actually was born a week AFTER my due date, so *I can actually say that I've been procastinating since before I was born*

[@Simplystarra]

HA! I love it

[@KimberlysS89]

Oh I love this! I was two weeks late to my birth party and I relate to this comment so much 😂 Always waiting for the perfect time to do things

[@doctorwholover1012]

Lmao I had to be induced after missing my due date and I was still a day late 😂

[@jadynko5961]

I am convincing myself that I’m productive while watching Hannah be productive :) ps I’m Korean and I love how you watch kdramas

[@AClockworkReader]

resting is also productive! sometimes that’s what you need most!

[@aaliyah.ally05]

Thank you for speaking about mental illnesses and the struggles with it!! For everyone out there: You are not alone!

[@elizabethhaynes5908]

"Paradise" by BTS really describes my mindset right now in my life. I'm trying to stop running for nothing lol. Also, SO MUCH HANNAH CONTENT LATELY. I feel blessed.

[@katiemariecohen2781]

Anxiety but make it aesthetic 💛✨ Love how genuine and real you are in these, makes me feel less alone

[@AClockworkReader]

I love you so so much 💖💖💖

[@mathildeholmgaard7781]

i just know that namjoon would be so proud of you

[@AClockworkReader]

wow im gonna cry 🥺

[@daniela-ml7bn]

the highest compliment

[@TheChemist418]

This title gets me. I just cleaned out my fridge for the first time in months. I’m still a mess otherwise but that one part of me isn’t.

[@AClockworkReader]

little things add up and they matter! you're doing well 💕

[@witheredahlia]

as someone who procrastinates a lot and suffers through a lot of stress and anxiety because of it, seeing your vlogs always comforts me and gives me more motivation to be productive myself, thank you so much !!

[@lucypackard8739]

YOUR HAIR IS SO.....EVERY SINGLE ADJECTIVE. just so good.

[@sophisticated7368]

This video is relatable on a whole new level

[@sophisticated7368]

The title is a poem not even Shakesphere could write

[@megan-wx4nv]

i was on the verge of a panic attack but this video made me feel so much better and calm down

[@AClockworkReader]

💗 glad you’re feeling a bit better!

[@hannahb154]

Watching someone be productive is way more fun than be productive

[@amandinhaaires1883]

I love your vlogs so much, and what I like the most is that you are honest with us about whats really going on, you don't pretend everything is perfect. It helps me a lot and sometimes even motivates me. thank you ❤

[@AClockworkReader]

thank you so much! that’s always my goal, to truly just be honest 💛 thank YOU for being so kind and for watching!

[@meherbagri2568]

@@AClockworkReader please make more vlogs I love them so much

[@inespereira8028]

These videos make my day 🥰. I realise that actually everyone deals with anxiety, I am not alone. Your hairstyle is beautiful! 💗 Love from Portugal 🇵🇹

[@catherinebruno1689]

I’m a master procrastinator because it takes a lot for me to get over my anxiety to do things.

[@thequeenofcydonia]

I'm only at the begining of the video and i have to say it's crazy how relatable what you're saying is. Recently my anxiety has been crazzzy but I had to study and I kind of managed. Barely. But now that the exam season is done I want to challenge myself to do new things that scare me. I have to bring changes to my life and be productive in order to combat my anxiety. Thanks for being relatble and good luck with your mental heath and work balance! ✨

[@rosepetalpages]

i really struggle with comparing myself to other people too and I can make myself so miserable so fast because of it, so a big goal i've been working on this year has been learning how to turn off that negative voice in my head and be kinder to myself. the negative thoughts still come but i've gotten better at acknowledging them and not letting them completely take over my brain

[@moonlightstay7]

i was literally supposed to be born on christmas eve (so we would have been birthday twins lol) but of course, i was late...been a procrastinator since the beginning ✌️

[@AClockworkReader]

omg 💀

[@Yohan_2001]

😂

[@bookoffholicbookwart5945]

Thank you so so much for making this video. It's easy to forgot that others are going through something just like you and to feel super alone and weird, especially when you see so many of them being "super productive " on social media all the time. Love you so much hannah.

[@ipek8209]

i related to EVERYTHING you said in this video so much... from the kdrama romance opinion to the mood you described in the beginning. thank you :) i have so much work piled up, i HAVE to start but every time i try, the anxiety gets to me. this video helped a lot.

[@indiigobluee]

im not sure why this was recommended to me today but i desperately needed to hear some things 🫶🏻 thank you hannah 💙

[@jmsl_910]

s a m e

[@meherbagri2568]

while you were sleeping is one of my favourite kdramas, along with vincenzo my friend and i were crying about the fact that it ended a couple days ago. i love the show so much

[@kailiasage]

Oof this video is such a mood. I’m 100% when you say that you sometimes have to allow yourself to be in your feelings. Which is basically don’t pretend like anxiety doesn’t exist but man I definitely need days where I can’t let it control my life. Such a relatable video.

[@paigecornelius2005]

My parents are going through a really stressful break in their marriage, and this made me feel a lot better. Thank you 💕😔

[@falilia5619]

Me too, and it’s so stressful 🙁 but watching her video and her live made me feel better. 💓❤️💞

[@paigecornelius2005]

@@falilia5619 I’m so sorry you are going through this too ❤️

[@lisbethsam6500]

I know what you mean, my parents divorce was a little bit traumatic, it was honestly horrible. I hope you can recover from that experience, you can do it💖

[@paigecornelius2005]

@@lisbethsam6500 I'm so sorry for you too. Thank you so much for the encouragement, your kind words mean a lot to me :) I hope you're doing okay

[@elinalindahl7776]

Thanks for being brave enough to share your anxiety and let others know that they are not alone

[@taylornicole4316]

I can totally relate to having to do stuff and dealing with mental illness and anxiety. So hard...

[@falilia5619]

I literally cried when I saw that you posted this

[@AClockworkReader]

please don’t cry!! 💗💗💗

[@falilia5619]

@@AClockworkReader okay, I won’t 🥺 but thank you

[@malloryjenkins8347]

thank you for being honest and real with saying that your worth isn't in being productive. i really needed to hear that.

[@ilhaamladha]

Sending love from Kenya❤️🇰🇪

[@mariama1735]

i've never watched any k drama's before but that little snippet you showed is making me want to start

[@AClockworkReader]

do itttt! it's a rabbit hole but it's so worth it

[@t.ris_]

The only kdramas I've watched is True Beauty and While you were sleeping and While you were sleeping is something I totally recommend. It's a beautiful story over all and just too cute so I think you must watch it for an escape!

[@eveeexx]

can someone say what is the name of the kdrama hannah showed, pls?

[@t.ris_]

@@eveeexx While You Were Sleeping That's the name of the kdrama

[@lecciciapires2166]

"I don't have time for the mental illness" when I tell you that I need a shirt with this!

[@lizzyh.4539]

I gotta say this video really helped me out, especially the end part. I've been having a lot of stress and anxiety lately and I haven't been sure how to deal with it. But the things you said in this video really made me feel understood and feel calmer about my mental state. You're super awesome and amazing, thank you❤

[@lisbethsam6500]

Thank you for this video, seriously. Last night I was checking some stuff on Social Media, and I watched some people with, like, perfect lives, perfect bodies, perfect grades. And I felt so bad, I felt that I wasn't enough because, for example, I'm not good at math, I thought that the things that made me be me wasn't enough...but then I thought of all the things I've been gone through and I felt a little bit better. As you say, our lives are not a competition, we have to go at our own pace. This is something that I need to understand better, I know I got to get better at loving myself. So yes, thank you for this video, for showing how you just make up your mind and did what you had to do. 💖

[@moonlightstay7]

i look forward to the day where i will no longer be a complete mess

[@TianaTea]

this was so cozy 🍓 also the email anxiety rant is me in a nutshell 😭

[@AClockworkReader]

why is it so much harder than it needs to be???

[@hannelinde]

Me too! I literally have to close my eyes to press send otherwise I can't do it 😂

[@naid8593]

Was just diagnosed with depression and i know i have a long way ahead of me but thank u for this very honest and vulnerable video. I hope we’ll win this and keep fighting.

[@balanfelicia4445]

I know u probs heard this a thousand times but ur hair is sooooo gorgeous!!!!!

[@noneya9035]

When you said that thing about work to do, but you want to rest, but then you're resting thinking about the work and you go back and forth until you end up online for hours ... Man that hit.

[@luisajoy]

Your hair at the start of this video is just.... sooo stunning. My hairdresser just cut off my long curls and I miss them! Also, I totally relate to what you said about instagram. I feel like I'm not conscious of it until I get really bad so I've been working on better self-reflection and generally reducing my screen time to spend more time with myself and my actual interests. Here's to being kind to ourselves

[@SaifKhan-wf6lk]

Listening to your voice and watching you talk and be just yourself is seriously sooooo soothing, relaxing and motivating! Now I'm thinking to go do some things and work of my own, love u

[@clareseymour6227]

I love this video🤍 yes emails are the worst and I figured out that I don’t like them because they always contain yet another thing I have to do or plan or just some other task I don’t have time for😂

[@lindsaycheney5077]

I deleted Facebook and Instagram from my phone and I feel 500xs better. I have an iPad so I only have my social media on there because I know I will check it much less. I have went from checking Instagram multiple times a day to maybe twice a month. Highly suggest it. I also have anxiety and this year has been rough. Remember you’re not alone and not only does making this video help your anxiety, watching it and watching YOU complete tasks alleviates my anxiety as well. Thank you for being so transparent about mental health.

[@bhaavyabatra4622]

Oh my god. This is so relatable. I honestly deleted then redownloaded Instagram at least five times, if not more, this year. After scrolling through I always end up comparing myself to others over the smallest of things.

[@sixofbooks3909]

"I don't have time for the mental illness" girl same. Great video! Is youtube your main job?

[@alexist.142]

i really loved this video. you explained what i’ve been going through so perfectly. i have so much work to do, but when i start working, i feel tired and my mind keeps running. and when i take a break, i constantly remember how much work i have to do and can’t relax. my mind has been churning like this since the beginning of the school year so it made me feel better to know that other people are going through the same thing🤍 thank you for this video

[@elm8934]

“ I don’t have time for the mental illness” me neither this is going to be my senior quote I swear

[@Pepperroni08]

Since lockdown (November) I also feel like nothing really is a "break" anymore. Like watching Netflix or anything isn't the same as it was before because it's literally the only thing you can do. I have a hard time finding something that actually feels like a break.

[@disneymama3162]

That cycle you described in the beginning is MEEEEEEEEE. It’s so hard to explain but thank you for putting it into words. What has helped me the most is “chunking” and do small things every day towards a big goal. I’m a VERYYYY much a “all or nothing” thinker and so big projects exhaust me. Setting time limits also helps and forcing myself to walk away. It’s taken YEARS TO get that point. But slowly we are getting there! Thank for making this part of your channel.

[@candalynpettigrew4811]

Dude, the microwave anxiety, saaaaame 😂

[@Tempest127]

Omg YES True Beauty is so good!! The show always makes me laugh 😂

[@ankitayadav3461]

Hannah's vocab *chef's kiss*✨

[@rosaliebarvik1960]

Ik this sounds weird, but you have like really, really pretty hands💕

[@AClockworkReader]

thank you!! my hands are very useless, I literally cannot open anything (doors, jars, etc.) but hey! at least they can look good!!

[@prabhnoorkaur2224]

ikr ,even i am obsessed with true beauty

[@thelittlewitchbooks9746]

I’m going through significant mental illness/anxiety/depression challenges at this time, and your videos are so inspiring. Seeing the progress you have made in your own struggles gives me hope that things do get better. Thank you for sharing with us.

[@lionmuesli4321]

You were my company for lunch today. Eating alone now that I'm at Uni and not living at home anymore is really hard but you make it easier

[@titotobi-lawal2083]

this was so soft and heartwarming I wanna give Hannah a hug omg

[@wuwuuwu9664]

I'm SO looking forward to that true beauty video, I completely agree with it just being perfection, it is such a good blend between comedy and romance!!

[@BrebearMckae]

OMGGGG the K-drama longing thing!!! DUDE I NOW NEED TO GO WATCH ALL THE K DRAMAS RIGHT NOW!!

[@bristian6467]

I just wanna say that i used to struggle w/ anxiety and depression..and i know how hard it is to move past it, believe me i do..but the only way to overcome mental illness is to decide that you’re tired of it. I was tired of living that way..so one night before bed i said tomorrow morning i will no longer be depressed and anxious..and having that mentality of wanting to move past it, got me through the hardest of days! It’s been 3 years since I’ve felt depressed or anxious :) It’s simple yet so hard, but you have to take control and decide you’re sick and tired of living in the past, living in anxiety, and living in depression..it consumes you, and life is way too short to live that way..we give our life away to depression, when in reality life is waiting for us to enjoy and love the short amount of time we have!

[@lynxlou]

Loved that you shared this. Taking small steps and eliminating things like comparing myself to other people is pretty much always what gets me out of my worst episodes of anxiety! Lot's of love to all the other stressed and anxious people out there - you got this! 💕💕💕

[@sp00kygem]

Hannah I love these videos! I wanna see more of these days in your life, they give me so much joy.

[@sofisofi2155]

It is so comforting to see someone with anxiety to talk about it without being shamed. I always try to hide my anxiety for several things (til I can't anymre) and I find you very brave for talking for this. You helped me a lot with this video, thank you so much

[@Bibbzyy]

The second you said you had emails that you’d been waiting a week to respond to it gave me the strength to respond to emails that I’ve been avoiding.

[@allisonyuchasz979]

I love you Hannah you help me so much🖤 thank you for making these :)

[@SabribriRei]

I loved this video. I don't love that you have anxiety, but oooof I relate so hard to this video. Glad you're making progress!

[@dylanre96]

Hannah, the amount of accuracy about how your anxiety works is literally me!! 😩

[@jenifferjennie5625]

She is the realest and I just love her💕💕💕

[@narra9547]

Kdrama for life! I just finished True Beauty and it's everything. Loved the webtoon but loved the drama even more. Yay for learning Korean! Always good to know multiple languages from different cultures. If you somewhat actively want to learn there are tons of teachers on youtube and Viki (kdrama streaming platform) has a Korean learn mode when you watch on your pc ^^

[@andrea_2022]

These days I was anxious,too. But I try to calm down reading something or listening some music.

[@marjoryhowland9640]

Hi Hannah! Loved this video! I definitely relate with you on the comparing yourself with other people, I do it too much and it is depressing. I ended up deleting my Instagram app a couple months ago and it has been freeing! I still have an account but I thought it’d be good to do a social media detox. I definitely recommend it to anyone going through this same thing, because I find myself doing other things to fill my time (like reading or housework) and it has helped me to be more positive and peaceful.

[@TonitheGreatPretender]

I really appreciate your authentic videos about your mental health cause I do always wonder how I could be as successful as others when I’m struggling with depression and anxiety all the time but seeing you is inspiring so thank you

[@thalia4666]

this is one of my comfort videos 💛 thank u

[@river.]

3:10 I too don't do any task until it's absolutely necessary. I tried to change that habit but was unsuccessful.

[@brownlatinaa46]

Depression when u have enough to eat and a place to sleep, wow what a luxury

[@atikaputri7521]

Hannah.. Thank you for making this video. I was in this strange lazy unmotivated mood these 2 weeks and I'm currently working on my undergraduate thesis. It makes me so frustrated and anxious but I just don't have the energy to do things on my Checklist. I keep comparing my progress to the progress of my friends, and when you say 'Don't let our mood ruin the day' I get this idea that that's exactly what I have been doing these 2 weeks. I hope next week will be better though, for me, for you, and for all of us here 😊

[@toliyeptho3313]

Jesus! Where the hell I was all these years? Just came across your channel tonight and I'm obsessed. Your channel is aesthetically soothing to watch and your voice is so calming. P.s Only youtuber I watch and admire is Emmie reads now, so happy I got another one ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@patit0terminator]

your hair always draws my attention. It’s beautiful 🦁🖤

[@belindadiriwachter8902]

Your videos actually really help me. I couldn't stop relying on what you were saying about your anxiety throughout the video. It's pretty comforting to know that you're not the only one feeling that way, even if I can't really talk about my anxiety to my friends or my family. I can't wait to see your True beauty video. I loved this kdrama !!! Kisses from France ;)

[@MiSsJoOnY12]

I always come to your channel to feel some sort of therapy and relax It's your voice and the fact you're going through the same struggles as me Thank you for showing real life ❤

[@mindylee2591]

Your intro is so relatable. I only recently found your channel. Thanks for being so open and honest. It makes one feel not so alone.

[@svenjaschnepel9500]

this is the video that got me out of my bed this morning. I've been having a very nice and mindful day ever since. this was just the thing that I needed and it shows me again that if you just let go of your fear to loose control and actively listen more to what YOU truly need in life and to what your heart truly desires, everything falls into place the way it is right for you. Be productive in your own space and time and take care of yourself. you are so precious and if you let yourself just BE the way you want to live in your singular uniqueness and do what you wanna do in your own way, then you can find and experience your very own, incomparable power. that is the most powerful way you can be. just yourself in your own space. this power does not look alike any other, so there is no point in comparing it to somebody elses. as soon as you do, you lose that sense of self and fall out of the strongest way you can be. Just remind yourself of how lovable you are, how well you are doing, the progress you are making and the beautiful qualities you possess. they're absolutely inimitable and peculiar... love you very much and THANK YOUUUU Hannah for this wonderful video ❤️

[@markiewinters6750]

i have the same thoughts on while you were sleeping, when im watching it its so enjoyable but the minute i look away it, i forget just how much i enjoyed it

[@Ms.SpookyNerd]

I got anxiety as well since childhood..its gotten better as I got older but with COVID here it's gotten a bit nuts..so reading really helps of course!

[@simplysarah6889]

True Beauty was soo good, I totally agree !

[@rebecca-ld1dr]

6:05 i do the extact same thing and i can't leave the microwave on without anyone in the room - i thought it was just a strange thing that i did

[@vanessagarcia248]

Thank you for making this video so so much I haven’t related to something so strongly in a while. Sometimes life can just feel like a big “to-do” list and we pressure ourself and base out self worth on whether we complete those things on the “to-do” list. What’s important is to remember that we’re not A.I that just works haha, we’re people that have emotions and need breaks!! Please be kind to yourself and remember that your “to-do” list does not determine your self worth ;) best of luck to you all loves !

[@agustina.martin]

yes to the true beauty video!!! idk why but I was obssesed with it too, and seojun oh my god I'd die for him tbh

[@ivonajuraskova4783]

I know literally nothing about k-dramas but that one scene got me so much I actually might just watch it haha it was perfect

[@chanelletime]

One thing I always try to remind myself of is that people around me are my colleagues, not my competitors. And we are all very different and have our own timelines. I enjoy your content a lot Hannah 💜

[@siminhedayat2599]

The „E-Mail Anxiety“ is so meee 🙋🏻‍♀️

[@Username_2806]

I love hearing her honest sharing of productivity and anxiety so much because it is so relatable. The email anxiety is such a real thing and I'm so anxious because I literally have the same problem lol