Actually Autistic: Rejection and Defeat

I'm still not too sure as to what to call my video series but here's a bit about my thoughts on rejection and defeat.

[@AndiYagudayevalt]

I can totally relate to you. My entire life I have bullied in middle school and rejected constantly, and I was abused at home. Even today, I am experiencing constant rejection, socially and employment wise, which had recently made me extremely pessimistic and depressed. My childhood has been terrible, and things today are just as bad, but now I feel like they are worse, because I feel like I will never succeed in life because of all the discrimination I have been going through. People also made fun of me for my unique voice, and how I walked. even today, into adulthood, things aren't much better. In the past year, I have applied to almost 100 jobs, and every job had rejected me, to make matters even worse, even internships I was supposed to get as part of my degree program also rejected me, and the worst part, people are blaming me telling me it's my fault because I am "constantly putting negativity out in the universe, so I am getting it back". Also, every girl I had dated rejected me when they found out I had autism, and they told me, that they are not ready to be with someone like me. I hate when people blame me for things that are their fault in the first place. I just want people to stop discriminating against people like us. Keep being you, :) assholes will be assholes.

[@hondaissace]

i hate nts

[@jimmycrickett6555]

I really found this quite helpful.. two years later as I'm an adult that just got diagnosed after a life of what you are talking about. Even my own family rejected me after they found out demanding I try harder didn't help. I wish I could connect to someone like you I could relate to on Facebook or something. Thankyou for the video.

[@harryoone]

I have a daughter that is probably about your age or maybe a little older. I want to reach out and give you a hug. Keep going, don't listen to the nay sayers. People only put other people down when they feel bad about themselves. So you go girl!

[@OriginalRetrophiliac]

Thank you for your kind words! i'm 30 next year :)

[@harryoone]

My daughter is 35 :)

[@MitchKosterman]

You are beautiful, talented and you express yourself very well. You are an amazing artist who really knows colour. You have great language skills. And you have tremendous courage and tenacity. Those things make you a pretty incredible person. And you like orange cats. So, there's that, too.

[@davidkatelansky5694]

OriginalRetrophiliac, I like the current name of this series; Life With Aspergers. NT people seem to "adapt a bit easier" because they are working in a predominantly NT environment; don't wish the living hell of being more NT on yourself (seriously, NT people always seem to be suffering from one thing or another).