Ad Nauseam (Demo) - Ethel Cain

lyrics:
you've had dreams about me on the underneath of you
some holy opportunist wholly hidden beneath your view
imagining the day that i appear and make your every wish come true
lead me down to the water and hold me under there
and perpetuate the rumour that it's i who should be scared
but i won't hold it back forever, and in time you'll see just how i see you
took a look at you through stained glass
i'll love you then the moment's passed
i'm not your godiva
i'm not the one to pull you out
the vulture in the combine
masticated by my stainless teeth
the velvet of cold flesh and careless sensuality
the nods of a baby who never knew just what she needs
on more than one occasion, i would let you bleed all over me
all over me
…
background footage taken from abandoned church exploration videos by URBEX HILL

[@moth9181]

Holy shit. This. All her music is amazing, but her demos are insane

[@Preachers_daughter]

I know that especially due hunting demo

[@hannahg5216]

I read this as “demons”

[@ericharmon9025]

I wish "Famous Last Words" and "Crying During Sex" were this long

[@Preachers_daughter]

Crying during sex is long really on demo

[@humanclub2183]

theres a crying during sex extended version on youtube thats literally heavenly I highly recommend searching for it

[@beth8191]

famous last words is my baby, i love it so much

[@ReubenWalton]

@@Preachers_daughter did she re-record the vocals for it for the bonus track version of it on Inbred?

[@Preachers_daughter]

@@ReubenWaltonyes she got 10 tracks on her ep of inbred and bonus tracks on the cd But there are snippets she was hiding them not to make them a full version But I knew that ad nauseam is unrealeased track on her musics

[@char-ms2wh]

Gotta be one of my favorite unreleased songs she's incredible

[@herpiss]

Her voice is so dynamic.

[@t3m077]

Her voice in this one reminds me of a siren... Like it's coming from underwater

[@moondruid1453]

[Verse] You've had dreams about me on the underneath of you Some holy opportunist wholly hidden beneath your view Imagining the day that I appear and make your every wish come true Lead me down to the water and hold me under there And perpetuate the rumour that it's I who should be scared But I won't hold it back forever, and in time you'll see just how I see you [Chorus] Took a look at you through stained glass I'll love you then the moment's passed I'm not your Godiva I'm not the onе to pull you out The vulture in the combinе Masticated by my stainless teeth The velvet of cold flesh and careless sensuality The nods of a baby who never knew just what she needs On more than one occasion, I would let you bleed all over me All over me [Instrumental interlude] [Chorus] Took a look at you through stained glass I'll love you then the moment's passed I'm not your Godiva I'm not the one to pull you out The vulture in the combine Masticated by my stainless teeth The velvet of cold flesh and careless sensuality The nods of a baby who never knew just what she needs On more than one occasion, I would let you bleed all over me All over me [Interlude] It's not enough It's not enough It's not enough [?]

[@hunny2401]

I think she says “ it’s not love”

[@theofficialclownhq]

I'll take a walk on water to you I wanna go out the ad nauseam way I think she said this ^

[@Nenad-xp9xq]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@themilkcartonangel]

the visuals are so on point too

[@TheSnorkel93]

I listen to this every day and i get chills every single time

[@koikun]

her music slowly kills me.. it's such a heavenly feel. ❤

[@hannahg5216]

Whatever cosmic anomaly created Ethel- thank you.

[@hannahg5216]

The aftermath of abuse and neglect. Neglect.

[@ghofraneslama4953]

i'm levitating

[@_divinebeauty222_]

This video strangely matches the song🖤✨

[@HealerFromTheStars]

Her music will always have a special place in my heart.🩶

[@lcvlyss149]

this is insane. i love it.

[@hannahg5216]

I just want to know if Ethel has hit her 30s yet bc I get the sense that she’s one of the few who’d join the club. I really want to see her perform. ❤

[@Kirb171]

I can't tell how much i love this f*®{ng song and how many feelings it convey in me

[@bethgonzales1645]

She’s absolutely amazing 😌

[@shelzblack488]

Amazingly haunting

[@pink_hanna]

my new queen mother 💗💓💗💓

[@gabiepereira.]

♡

[@themilkcartonangel]

omg! where did you find this? ♡

[@capulets]

she posted this demo on tumblr! I think u can also find it on SoundCloud :-)