Wowwww literallly made my cry. I also had a very wild life and always did things in excess and had a lot of hard things that resulted from partying and it brought me so much shame! Then I got saved in 2019 filled with the Spirit of God and life is still hard sometimes but I just was hurting for you so bad!!! Like I couldn’t imagine that deep of stuff happening at such a young age but it just goes to show how deep the depths of despairs can really go! But also when you’ve experienced so much darkness early on you can experience such a higher level of happiness in the good things Bc you know just how good it is! Praying for you!!!!
@Globelle Жыл бұрын
Also thank you for your brutal honesty. I have struggled with addiction myself and so did my ex-husband who is the father of my children. We are on Suboxone now and have been for probably 6 years but now our 22 yr old son is in treatment for fentanyl addiction. I have a daughter who is 27 and never even smoked a cigarette. My son's name is Geno. PLEASE pray for my baby. He definitely didn't have the best role models and I wish I could change that but all I can do is fix now. Thank you for giving us all hope.
@geraldmontoya27912 жыл бұрын
She has been through more trials than pretty much anybody I know. She is one of the most sincere remorseful and courageous Heroes with a purpose in life God has built her to be a warrior
@lorisloat78836 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. You are a true inspiration. Keep it up?
@littlewhitecult3 жыл бұрын
What A warrior!! I'm proud that you said you are proud of yourself. GO YOU!!!!!!!!
@stephbrown22003 жыл бұрын
Holy shit. I’ve heard thousands of these stories on KZbin, tv, etc. My own sister is in active meth addiction and I’ve witnessed that. This is by far the greatest miracle. The fact that you are ALIVE, Lauren, is a true testament to God, but your positivity and your sheer determination to be sober and happy is all you. You did that, girl!! ❤️
@laurenstanton80543 жыл бұрын
Thank you!!
@dawnyoung44185 ай бұрын
Great testimony I'm so thankful you survived the depths of hell. I struggled with alcohol mainly then added drugs. Today I don't have much material wise but I have my 2 daughters and 4 grandkids. Today I have peace & serenity and all that stress & worry are gone❤ Congratulations 🎉🙏🏼🙏🏼
@concrete9812 жыл бұрын
thank you. sharing your story means so much to me. I'll pray that you and your kids will have a blessing every day!
@rohael4143Ай бұрын
Love this❤ so proud of you, my stranger from my inner struggles ❤❤❤
@tanyadowdy23416 ай бұрын
YOU DID TELL THE WHOLE WORLD! I show your story to my IOP class! They are instantly encouraged, empowered, and motivated! Thank you for sharing! p.s. I am in Virginia!
@kristenkelly20225 ай бұрын
What an incredible testimony ❤️ you’re amazing, what an inspiration
@jonna66939 ай бұрын
Wow! Thank you so much for sharing your story. Extremely raw and powerful. You are a warrior for laying it all out there no matter how uncomfortable. I am absolutely moved by your honesty. Addiction is a bitch and unfortunately comes with a shit ton of bullshit stigmas. It holds so many back from seeking treatment. It seems like people suffering with addiction are forced into a box of shame and that’s bullshit. Addicts are so much harder on themselves than any family member or keyboard troll could ever dish out! God bless and thank you for touching my life in a positive way 💕
@luisa-sheri56593 жыл бұрын
Really enjoyed your story!...wow!...you are a survivor! Beautiful and strong! God bless you Lauren!
@sharonrose62107 ай бұрын
I just adore you! I hope you made it. Thank you for you story.
@rpmartin86504 жыл бұрын
That was amazing Lauren. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing that. It brought me to tears at the end to see how happy you are now. I'm so glad you made it through those dark times. You're one tough momma! 💪 Best wishes from Southern California 🤎
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
😄
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
🥰
@nereidarestrepo65095 ай бұрын
So happy your story ended with happy tears. Thank you for being an inspiration! Happy for your kids for getting her mother back ❤
@jubilee77674 жыл бұрын
You are an inspiration. I just celebrated 17 years clean on October 3rd!!! God bless you
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Thats a long time! Thank you
@emilysouther46143 жыл бұрын
Congratulations!! I just celebrated 14 years this past April 7th! I have a blog where I write about addiction recovery and eating disorder recovery. I love this series ❤️
@lindamcauley47283 жыл бұрын
Sounds like support is a big part of the answer. God bless you 🙏❤
@lomolover14863 жыл бұрын
You've had such a remarkable life Lauren, thank you so much for sharing your story. I'm so happy that you've got to where you are now. You're an inspiration, without a shadow of a doubt! Never give up!
@DropNinety4 жыл бұрын
Man what a story. And you WON. Strength above all. You’re a winner. Congrats!
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
💪👏🤙
@palladium6074 жыл бұрын
Lauren youre a beautiful soul i cried with you as you cried and I was proud as you shared your triumphs. I was in a slump today and thought about using but watched your story instead. It gave me the strength I needed to stay sober another day (186 days clean.) Thank you for sharing this with us. You never know who you're helping so keep on sharing. Blessings and love from Australia.
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭 this is so sweet
@emilysouther46143 жыл бұрын
I would love to share my story like this. I love this series and watching all the recovery. I celebrated 14 years this past April. Keep up the awesome work. This series is helping like TS of people and it's spreading the message of hope and recovery.
@shane81093 жыл бұрын
Send me an email shane8109@gmail.com
@laurenstanton80543 жыл бұрын
It was amazing!
@loriwalker4583 Жыл бұрын
Thankyou for sharing! There is HOPE!!!
@courtneyandmattwilson4 жыл бұрын
I watched the whole thing. I’m so happy you made it. You are so tough!!
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
😇
@brigittadenes5345 ай бұрын
Much love ❤❤❤ Thank you for your story!
@aliciaestrada72 Жыл бұрын
You are an amazing woman. You beat the odds!!
@navaneetjeevan25542 ай бұрын
Wow. Very nice.
@aliamartin18203 жыл бұрын
Your honesty is very powerful. You shared quite a lot that would be very difficult for most to share. You went through a ton as a child; that was confusing, painful, and deeply traumatic. Its really awesome to hear your story of coming out the other end of your addiction tribulations. And, seeing you blossom as a woman; as a mother in the way that you are; and that your soul deserves. You are courageous ~ Thank you for sharing your story in such depth ~ Bless you and your familes everyday~ May you know peace through the rest of your life ~
@laurenstanton80543 жыл бұрын
So kind. Thank you so much
@katja951 Жыл бұрын
Thank you❤️You are so brave!🌹 Hope you happiness!!
@chrissmith63072 жыл бұрын
Omg you are a beautiful inspiration not only to yourself , but to your children and to us all !!!! I have 3 years sober , I'm a single momma to 3 beautiful girls ♥️ I'm not sure I'll ever get over the guilt of what I've put them thru but we're okay now and their proud of me as I am too!!!! Thank you for your story ! Keep on keeping on ♥️much love Melanie ....
@Globelle Жыл бұрын
I was a functioning addict for about 17 in which I raised my two children who are now adults. My oldest will be 28 in January and my youngest is in rehab for Fentanyl. They didn't have a great example growing up but luckily my daughter has never even smoked a cigarette. I am praying my son sticks with the treatment program. My point is that I feel tremendous guilt and shame but those emotions do not help. They are my personal learning lessons. You can't change the past or predict the future. The present is a gift which you use to be better every day. God Bless you
@MegNotTheStallion3 жыл бұрын
You are a true testament that anyone can conquer their demons and crawl out of the pits of hell even when it seems impossible. I'm so proud of you!
@amandapoppiti19404 жыл бұрын
What a phenomenal woman!! 💖 Thank you for sharing! 😭💖🤗
@carolbaker8373 Жыл бұрын
You r so strong… u give me me hope thank you I love you . U keep growing girl. God got this ❤
@Globelle Жыл бұрын
You should be so very proud of yourself. Not only did you save and change your own life but also your babies ❣️
@Nat.Dialogue3 жыл бұрын
To be forced such a raw deal from childhood into adolescence and survive the way you have is staggering. Very few folk could have sustained what you have and made it out to the other side. Every problem i have had to face in 40 years of addiction has been whacked into perspective by your story and incredible resolution. I wish you love and respect and protection forever.
@laurenstanton80543 жыл бұрын
Wow. Thanks
@maryannhewko59974 жыл бұрын
Such a powerful story .. I'm so very proud of you Lauren ! May you enjoy your freedom from addiction .. Life is a journey it's what you make of it .. Wishing you all the best in life 💜 🇨🇦
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
It is freedom exactly! Thank you
@RaquelTheHell3 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud and happy for you! Thank you for sharing your story. I'm 3 years clean. Getting into the NA program saved my life.❤️🤗
@adaml6862 Жыл бұрын
Hope you’re still going strong
@rachellloyd89572 жыл бұрын
That's so much I'm crying 😭 this has helped me x
@stevemcfadden6180 Жыл бұрын
Lauren,I just watched your entire story I've been a crack addict for 20 years it's been hell you know what I mean. I I really found a lot of inspiration and Hope from the story of your life. You're still beautiful thanks for sharing your story
@jul38210 ай бұрын
How touching and brave.
@marilynfisher53533 жыл бұрын
Wow unbelievable. I'm balling my eyes out . Praying for all addicts !
@Tripps643 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing. I'm in recovery and working as a parent partner, and you are inspiring me to keep going. Its hard sometimes because in most cases people aren't ready. Thank you again.
@marymargaretkillmeyer70243 жыл бұрын
You are amazing Lauren!!!
@CMoore8539 Жыл бұрын
She is a Warrior!❤
@TheWestbrook4 жыл бұрын
Lauren, your story was so very powerful.We are in a second lock down in the UK right now, so listening to shares daily . Your story is one of the best shares I've heard yet. I really have identified with so much you shared. I am full of gratitude for the honesty and emotional things you shared . Thank you for being so brave and so honest . Good luck on your journey , stay the strong powerful woman you are and please continue to grow and help others with your story . God bless you Lauren , With love Danniella. .
@TammyZachowski2 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing
@janfiedler9844 жыл бұрын
What an incredible story!Thank you so much for sharing and i hope for the best future possible for you!
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
💪
@ruthtirado2750 Жыл бұрын
You are effing AMAZING!!! Redeemed! 👋👋👋❤️
@zosoart3 жыл бұрын
The resolution in your face when you said 'I never looked back'... Truly inspirational. You did it!!!! You beat that shit and you're still beating it every day. 🤗
@alicennami2423 жыл бұрын
What a crazy story! Congratulations on getting clean. ❤️
@kool78622 жыл бұрын
Wow your story really touched my heart 💕
@MC-fp5rr Жыл бұрын
Incredible!
@duallylicensed145 Жыл бұрын
Lauren I've listened to almost all these videos and ur story touched me most. I am proud of you!! Congratulations. I'm also proud of how convicted you are to not wanna go back to using. It's strong girlfriend!! People like you do deserve 2nd changes. It's like....u grew up too early but now it's like your life finally gave you the chance to actually grow up, the right time....Wayyy to go for growing up!!
@kencooper8853 жыл бұрын
Great story. One day at a time my friend. I'll pray for you and your family.
@MC-fp5rr Жыл бұрын
I am so impressed with this woman!!! What an inspiration!
@AmyNCole-luv4God4 жыл бұрын
I love a story, with a good ending. U are a true inspiration & great example, for those, who are searching. Thank you for sharing ur story.
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
😁😇🥰
@witchynana724 жыл бұрын
It's an honor to know you Lauren! Such a beautiful person and definetly a role model.
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
😇
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Who is this??
@ryan84303 жыл бұрын
@@laurenstanton8054 tell Scott I said what's up, hope you guys are doing good. Me and Nicole not so much.
@justintaylor56893 жыл бұрын
Thank you I never knew some one could share same experience. there's some difference but most of it is the same ❤️ for you
@alexandrea8354 жыл бұрын
Beyond proud of you. Be proud of yourself. We’re in this TOGETHER!!!!
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Damn right
@natalie4519Ай бұрын
So glad you have a happy ending. Drugs destroys lives.Ive been through it.Unless you've been there it's hard to understand.
@clariceeleanor98264 жыл бұрын
Lauren.. You are such a Strong Person, you Should truly be VERY Proud of yourself...!!!! Sending much love and strength All the way from Africa 🌍❤️
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Africa?? Wow! Thank you for sharing that its amazing how far it goes!
@levijones38714 жыл бұрын
^❣️
@Justpeachy8234 жыл бұрын
Lauren, I’m so touched. You went from crying about betrayals and heartaches to tearing up talking about your achievements, I can see how proud you are of yourself and how much it means to you... I adore you. So beautiful💕I hope your daughter and son know how lucky and special they are. Thanks for sharing!
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Thanks soo much
@rachellloyd89572 жыл бұрын
Excellent story. I can really feel her pain
@jascatt33415 ай бұрын
Wow! Wow! Wow! 👍👍👍
@cswafford19874 жыл бұрын
I am so proud of you!! I'm a recovering addict, 7 years clean. I relate to you on so many levels. Thank you for sharing your story. You are very inspirational💛
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
7 years! Wow!
@00loudog2 ай бұрын
This girl just pretty much told my story except it was opiates for me my birthday is April 27th close to her son's thank you ma'am much love from Tennessee
@janicekamalski59383 жыл бұрын
5 years my girl! You go! So good so awesome!
@cloya888 Жыл бұрын
Such an awesome story!!
@marianeaston72607 ай бұрын
You are amazing and I am so very happy for you! 💛
@jubilee77674 жыл бұрын
My son is 18 now and tells me how proud he is of me. Our stories are so similar. Much love to you
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Same to u!
@kristinetannous61505 ай бұрын
I’m in Australia! Consider your story told around the world 💪🏼🙏🏽💜
@shane81095 ай бұрын
Awesome! Thank you!
@jefradrianstafford12303 жыл бұрын
I’m sooooo proud of you!!!! Awesome!!!
@user-Nicole.Corona4084 жыл бұрын
My respect ✊ I’m proud of you takes guts what you done good for you !!!
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Thank you! 💪💪💪
@shizerydelery Жыл бұрын
This almost made me cry
@annhamer95587 ай бұрын
Well done!!+
@johnnypools69714 жыл бұрын
This really inspired me. Thank you
@davidday936710 ай бұрын
Im so proud of you !
@paradox78283 жыл бұрын
Amazing!
@witchynana724 жыл бұрын
Im so proud of you!!! What an amazing story, love you!
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@johngarcia8827 Жыл бұрын
Everything she went through is valuable because she can help the next addict
@caganb3 жыл бұрын
You lived a very dark life, keep going to the light.
@alex2664 Жыл бұрын
Bad ass story.
@robertchancellor98403 жыл бұрын
Warrior!
@holistichealthlifewellness21822 жыл бұрын
Been puking for the past 24 hours. Why do I do that to myself?
@rjskum688 Жыл бұрын
This is why it’s important to have a strong male figure in the family. The mother failed this woman and her sibling. The daughters never had a chance.
@remo3009 Жыл бұрын
You a Awesome luv!!!!!
@joesantos24554 жыл бұрын
I lost my way for a little while. Thank u.
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
My sister read me this comment in tears. Thank you
@frankiefreeman2001 Жыл бұрын
She is my twin every bit if it but I had no dad and mom was on meth. But all the strength in her words even swallowing the tears through the story.
@ShannonBlack-mt8hj Жыл бұрын
Thank You -
@JoJoTinkRN4 жыл бұрын
You should be so proud of your accomplishments. I give you so much credit for telling your story and, by doing so, helping so many others! I wish you all the happiness & success!! 💜
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@theresekirkpatrick3337 Жыл бұрын
You go girl my husband is sober and it is attainable. You deserve to be healthy and happy. Your babies are fortunate to have you
@coppergirlkaren3 жыл бұрын
Congrats on 5 yrs Lauren. God's grace eh? Wow.
@bayoubabe6698 Жыл бұрын
♥️🙏🥰
@Joey2times4124 жыл бұрын
I jus lost my beautiful girlfriend an mother to my 6 yr old son an 3 yr old daughter. We were clean 4 yrs an shes jus gone out of no were my son is the one that found her... Idk wat I'm doin now it's very overwhelming right now
@laurenstanton80544 жыл бұрын
Get into some serious counseling or find a good support that you can lean. Someone that will sit with you to help you pass the feeling. The kids need you more than ever now. Be their strength and be weak with others that can help. Im sorry, im on facebook too if u need a ear
@charlenepickett34722 жыл бұрын
Wow! I am very sorry for yr loss!/I hope your family can find peace and healing from this very painful tragedy!
@michelledoyle1969 Жыл бұрын
@rileyfaherty4065 I am so very sorry my deepest condolences to you I lost my 18yr old son 5yrs ago & it's so screwed up I miss him so very much
@taylorbeene95323 жыл бұрын
So amazing.
@eileenmaryomalley7402 жыл бұрын
So much damage devastation chaos mayhem hurt and ruin from drugs been there with addicted family members the children suffer the most it's gotta stop there's got to be better answers .
@beanybigguns4 жыл бұрын
No subtitles/captions for hard of hearing? 😟
@shane81094 жыл бұрын
Costs me $1 a minute to have them done professionally. The series has no budget or funding of any kind sorry.
@shane81094 жыл бұрын
KZbin might auto generate them later
@palladium6074 жыл бұрын
@@shane8109 have you considered setting up a patreon account to aid in obtaining the funds needed for things like that (captions for hearing impaired, etc)
@palladium6074 жыл бұрын
I am seeing this comment more and more and it makes me feel awful. I hope all channels can implement captions.
@shane81094 жыл бұрын
@@palladium607 I tried patreon, gofundme, kickstarter, and facebook fundraising over nearly 5 years. I raised roughly $2,000 over that period to buy the equipment to shoot the series(Camera, tripod, lights, mic, the stands for the lights, hard drives, etc). Just the essentials to make these videos.
@carolbaker8373 Жыл бұрын
The say stay long enough & you will hear ur own story girl
@carmenl1633 жыл бұрын
Every time she says: "and I was..." I go like: 15 and she says:11 or 12. And again: "that time I was..." I'm thinking: 17 and she says 13. I can't believe how young she was when the booze and drugs came in her life.
@jennifermullin625810 ай бұрын
Ok... appreciate the intent. But more than half way through I'm still hearing drug stories. Sweet Woman, keep doing what You need to ❤! God bless You 🥰🙏
@jessemolinajr3 жыл бұрын
Comeback story . 🙌
@marilynfisher53533 жыл бұрын
Update on this women
@laurenstanton80542 жыл бұрын
I'm currently 7 years clean! Still doing well and happy!
@CMoore8539 Жыл бұрын
@@laurenstanton8054 Great! Thank you so much for sharing your story!❤