After Opening Up About My Eating Disorder- Vlog | CHRISSPY

[@kaychik01]

I met chrisspy in 2016 at an event and she was the only ‘youtuber’ who was soooo sweet and down to earth. She took a photo with me and took the time to talk and give me advice. I will never forget it. I wish her nothing but the best and God bless her with her journey🤍

[@The1nonlymaria]

Same... and every time I ran into her after that she remembered me and would acknowledge me. She’s a sweetheart

[@lupitavega3051]

I hope everyone takes the time they need to take care of themselves. ❤️

[@Chrisspy]

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[@AnnaYvette]

I am so here for DJ Chrisspy!

[@theresaschat4811]

Girl you not the only one struggling I feel like now that I'm almost 40 losing this weight is even harder! Its much easier to give up but I hate feeling miserable and disappointed in myself! You can do this I can do this all of us can do this!! So much love to everyone struggling right now!!

[@GamingWithMus]

Tell me about it. I'm up there too. Intermittent fasting has helped me a lot.

[@geenamayon9335]

Please continue to vlog your food and work outs!!!!!!!!! I find it so motivating 😭🤍 thanks Chrisspyyyy

[@eros.p.m.]

You go girl!!! You've always been one of my favourite KZbinrs cause you're always real and you always talk about real stuff and you're not shy to tell your truth and your struggle. I really really appreciate you. Thank you 💖

[@SaraElizabethYT]

I couldn't tell it was a vlog by the thumbnail but I forgot how much I love your vlogs! Yes yes keep going girl!! 💘

[@krisjackson6567]

I got diagnosed with cancer last year. I was super afraid and even ashamed to share my story with people. Once I did I found some of the best support systems and experienced true pure love. I know how it feels to finally speak your truth out loud, continue to share and speak for those who can’t yet. I can say with 100% validity that the good will outweigh the bad. ❤️

[@mistymorningside2400]

So brave of you to share! Wishing you strength and happiness ahead 💕

[@Chrisspy]

Reading your comment gave me the chills. Thank you for your strength and encouragement. It takes courage to be vulnerable. You have probably helped so many people and that is brave! Sending you my love and wishing you a speedy recovery 💙

[@krisjackson6567]

@@Chrisspy your welcome! People can’t know to pray with or for you if they just don’t know! Thank you and as always will continue to support!

[@simple_naildesigns]

Sending you prayers for continued strength 🥰🙏🏽

[@hthtthb]

I’m sooo fucking happy for u that ur prioritizing ur mental health and choosing to not give up. I had binge eating disorder as well as bulimia (caused by anorexia) and it’s a long road... but such an empowering one. Like u said in ur other video, changing ur habits and growing will cause u to feel truly proud. The main thing for my to stop my binge and purge cycle was to let go a little and stop restricting. Once I did that slowly I got to a place mentally that I didn’t think I could get to. Haven’t binged or purged in years and it doesn’t even cross my mind anymore, because my body isn’t missing anything. I learned that organically I stopped bingeing because I wasn’t denying myself of the nutrients I needed -and deserved ! U deserve happiness and health and I know ur gonna get it because u are willing to do the deep work to get there. No starving yourself !!! Love u and don’t ever give up. It takes lots of time and lotssss of mess ups but It’s possible to come out of this on the other side ... I’m living proof! So much love for u girl 💗 ur thoughtfulness inspires me

[@christinehulmes]

You're very brave in telling us your channel followers about your struggles with yourcweight. Well done you for opening up about your struggle. Remember we as your loyal followers are allways here for you if you want to air your thoughts in a good way that will help you?

[@AshleyLamora]

I am on weight watchers and I can eat almost all day and no carbs and I am overweight and lost 5lbs in a week healthily. I used to be anorexic and bulimic and then with meds and unhealthy eating habits over the years I became overweight. I am so happy I tried weight watchers. Some tips are make your own chili with ground chicken or turkey and it is so filling and 0 points you can eat it like 6 times a day and never be hungry and still lose weight in a healthy way. Take care of yourself we love you

[@np3487]

Happy your back beautiful! 💕 I always enjoy your work. Much strength to you 🙏🏼

[@bjck32]

I'm so happy to see her uploading more! She is probably the most fun and genuine person I've seen on youtube. She seems like the kind of person who would be there for you no matter what time of the day❤

[@samuelsonpatsy]

I’ve been a follower of yours for YEARS and just know that we’ve got your back and we EXCITED to see you back! Take care of yourself and thank you for letting us in! We love you!

[@VirtualkitchenwithLaura]

Crisppy I'm so glad you are coming back strong. You can do this.

[@iiamdeej]

We missed you! Happy to hear you took the time to take care of you.

[@Chrisspy]

💙💙💙

[@momorose94]

Each video I still get excited like I would in high school when you upload. I’ve never related more to you than with these Vlogs and I’m glad you’re comfortable with sharing with us💜 keep being a great soul girl

[@louisesharpy]

Hi babe. So happy to see you again. I love that you are filming again. Please just be you. Don’t change and always know. You are loved. Stay happy. Stay at peace. Stay with Faith. It’ll all come. Ok. I gotta know about your hand tats. Show oh please. Ha

[@trish1470]

Don’t ever forget you are never alone.... I’ve been living the same way for many years. Thank you for sharing.

[@GlendaCruzBayona]

Hi Chrisspy, I love how honest you are with your struggles. You know what? I struggle with eating disorder every now and then too! It sucks! But i think there’s always something we can do about it. Whenever i feel like eating a bag of chips etc., etc., I drag myself outside and go for a walk. That walk turns into a jog, and that jog turns into a slow run. Until i start running fast just to flex a little!😘 It’s not always a good day i can tell you that. But we are alive and WHOLE! So let us be WHOLE!!! Go outdoors! To heck with corona virus! Just make sure you are wearing a mask and wash your hands when you get home. But be active!!! All the best!!!

[@nanval1286]

So happy you are back girl! We missed you!!!

[@averypark6661]

I have struggled with an eating disorder for years, and I think that you are so strong and brave for talking about it.

[@puffmcfluff2002]

Same here, since I was 9 and it's nice to see a bigger platform opening up and addressing something like this ❤ We can all help each other 😊

[@lalizscorpio82]

Same since I was 10 years after a traumatic experience. I'm 38 and still struggling but much better than I have ever been

[@kellydonley2519]

Im honestly confused what kind of eating disorder she has because shes a healthy weight o.O like.. she never said if its Anorexia or Bulimia or anything else. Im just like I see a normal healthy person so Im curious what shes going through.

[@nineonehundred]

@@kellydonley2519 pretty sure it’s binge eating disorder. But you can be normal weight or overweight and have anorexic tendencies or bulimia/purging disorder x

[@Itsmecrissylee]

So glad you're back! I have struggled for 10 years. Still do. But last year I lost 125lbs. I so afraid of gaining it back because of... well you know what I mean. I look forward to more videos from you. It'd a wonderful feeling to not feel alone. You got this beautiful!

[@stephanieguerra5016]

CHHRIISSPYYY ILYSM 💖💖💖 I totally get you! I also feel like I need to validate my own struggles and stop letting my inner thoughts make me feel like my struggles are real.... also that MASHHH UPP GIRL I LOVE

[@shimmerpinkstar]

Thank you sooo much for sharing. I'm from Australia and suffering severe depression along with severe weight gain, im embarrassed about myself. You made me feel like im not the only one struggling. You are beautiful inside & out, stay strong gorgeous. Sending my love 😘

[@roninas9908]

I love this Chrisspy. It makes you human and more relatable and much much more interesting. Your other cohorts (Desi, Shayla, etc) are great too but they portray a life that is soooo perfectly manicured and it just makes us normal humans feel inadequate. I’m with you on this journey ♥️ I will keep following your KZbin videos. I quit instagram because people only post the PERFECT PHOTO and this video is my jam! Thank you!!!!

[@teri3131]

You are not alone. We are all here for you and for each other.

[@carolinelopez91]

Love the video girl! Can’t wait for more!!!!! But I’m glad you’re feeling so much better!!! 😊😊😊

[@katiecheever2067]

Thank you SO much for being vulnerable and sharing your struggles!! By you opening up you are helping SO many of us out here! PLEASE vlog more!! I would love to see more content like that XO!

[@nellymnellybaby3421]

I love you and thank you for showing your vulnerable and trueself. Like I said on IG I have had a eating disorder for 22 yrs and my son's birth saved my life 7 yrs ago. Then my mom passed 4 yrs ago and I had depression and ive gained more weight. Ive gotten really sensitive and scared to go back to that darkness but my weight is triggering me. Thank you for helping me with your journey so I can go along with you. XOXO 💙💙💙

[@Chrisspy]

Sending you all my love 💙

[@nellymnellybaby3421]

@@Chrisspy thank you 💙💙💙 hope to more of you and your journey. Here to like and love it all. Stay safe and healthy.

[@nicolem6109]

LOVE YOU! I struggled with an eating disorder in my teens and mid 20's. I always felt alone and that nobody understood. I hid my eating disorder so well by doing it every other week or so and it wasn't at all obvious. Thank you for making this video and being that support for others to know they are not alone and there is help available.

[@jhoale2551]

Yay! Excited to see that you're back 💙

[@linafe2996]

Yay so happy that your vlogs are back!! Girl, you got it, hugs 🌸

[@chellecopley67]

awww! I LOVED this, these are the kind of vlogs I love from you. It feels like catching up with a friend.

[@SoyChaiLatte91]

It's so hard not to feel bad about yourself when it comes to the internet. People online seem to have these perfect lives and somehow seem to have the secret to success. You start questioning what it is that you're missing and if you're enough. Those feelings can seriously manifest into other things. Covid especially have made things even harder. I've gained the most weight in my life (I'm almost 200lbs) and it's been really difficult to change that and every effort feels like a failure because my goals feel unreachable. But starting with being honest with yourself is the first step. It hurts to see the scale sometimes but It doesn't define me and change is possible and we have to continue to keep trying until we find what works best for us

[@jules1011]

Never think you’re alone beautiful girl. Behind so many smiles are people trying the best they can and doubting every step 💖 sending love and much respect to you. One foot in front of the other!

[@shannonrita75]

Hey Crisspy! I wanted to say thank you for sharing the resources regarding the eating disorders support group. But most of all, thank you for coming back and sharing your story with us. I know you're helping a lot of people, myself included.

[@alexelizabeth8856]

I’m so glad you got a little bit of a break and time to reset, and I will always say to do it whenever you need to! But it really does make me so happy to watch your videos again 😭❤️🙏🏼 we’ve missed you !!

[@lolvarez86]

I'm so happy you're back. Can't tell you how many times I thought to myself how much I missed your vlogs. Wishing you all the best!

[@LexieJay00]

I love these vlogs 😭 It’s hard only seeing the best parts of people’s lives. It’s nice to see the real behind the scenes action

[@jaymeyoungx]

your fitness blogs were very motivating! love you chrisspy 💞

[@virgismar]

So happy to see you excited about life! Please make sure you're eating enough and love yourself as much as we love YOU x

[@BeautybyJannelleM]

Chrisspy!! I'm so happy you decided to do what was best for you and take care of yourself. And even more excited that you're back. I truly enjoy watching what you decide to share with everyone. It's so relatable and in the best way possible, a breath of fresh air. Wish you nothing but the best 🤍

[@lexiegurl10]

You’ve always been one of my favorite beauty influencers and this is why. Love your personality and transparency. We all have struggles but it helps to know we’re all in this together! ❤️

[@britg8567]

I'm so glad you took care of yourself and came back on your terms. You are truly such a beautiful soul. ❤❤

[@holadrea9721]

YOU are worthy of abundant peace, joy, happiness AND love!!🤍🤍🤍 so happy you’re back, lady!!

[@Chrisspy]

💙🙏

[@apatris]

hi chrisspy, i adore u. thank you for talking about your ED. i struggle with disordered eating and it's a daily battle. i appreciate your vulnerability - it means so much.

[@BlackThorndRose]

Cameo appearance of Chrisspy’s smile! 🥰💗

[@trinatruelove466]

I'm soooo happy you're back! I wont go into my struggle because I'm 52 years old and not relatable to someone as young as you but I think I've FINALLY got a grip on my life and I'm so happy to see that you've taken the steps to get the help you need for yourself because I'm here to tell ya, I'm proof that it doesn't go away and doesn't get easier. You were just much smarter than I was figuring it out at a much younger age. I'm so proud of and I'm so happy for you. Keep up the hard work. It will pay off in ways you can't imagine. Missed you lovely lady!

[@vanessabarbes1181]

I met you once at the Americana in Glendale, you had a meet & greet with MUFE and from the line you smiled and said hi to me, when I met you, you said I had a great vibe and I have never forgotten that moment. You ARE my fave influencer❤️Thank you for always sharing! Always sending positive vibes your way! Love you Chrisspy!

[@AlexisJayda]

Been rocking with you for a hot ass minute mama I love ya! Love that ur back back 🥰❤️

[@nickolerichey]

She's a real one. That's why I FW y'all.

[@lisaresmen7082]

Thank you for sharing! God bless you and your future endeavors!

[@maricelamejia9164]

So glad you are back! I can tell you are in a much better mind set. I was going through this journey with you and I also hit some bumps but now I am 20lbs down! I believe in you and you will get to where you want to be.

[@melina.b85]

So proud of you 👏🏼🥳! You are definitely not alone and that is so brave of you to share your struggles. You’ve encouraged my life and reminded me that it’s okay to not always be okay. Missed you 😘😘

[@crystallauer8400]

Very happy that you are back. You are bringing so much awareness. Look forward to your next vlog ❤️

[@Kayliii123]

Love this! So excited for you and thank you for sharing 🖤🖤 it’s always lovely to know you’re not alone in your feelings!!

[@LolaOpheliac]

Thank you so much for sharing, I'm struggling with a similar issue and while my heart hurts that you're in pain, I'm glad I'm not alone. Can't wait for what the future brings for your creative journey!

[@cheme214]

thank you chrisspy for being so open with your eating disorder and providing the resources to others struggling with it ♥ Muchas gracias chica ♥

[@DawnYarnDoll]

Commenting while sitting through ads to support you. I admire you for the work you do and sharing your struggles. Sending well wishes to everyone xo

[@missj1411]

I have been in the process of making so many changes for my physical and mental well being. Thankyou for sharing your ups and downs 💕

[@laraflowers830]

I’m so happy you’re back. I love watching your videos because you are so relatable. I have struggled with myself image for as long as I can remember. Thank you so much for being honest and real ❤️❤️❤️

[@Chrisspy]

💙💙💙

[@gabrielaguerrero9642]

Makes me happy to see you motivated! ❤ Hope you feel better and stay strong.

[@jodyd5786]

I love your vlogs! So happy you’re back. Sending you a whole lotta love! 💕

[@fabiolavallejo7071]

I thank you so much for sharing. You are a true INSPIRATION, BEAUTIFUL, and AMAZING, to say the least. I relate with what you shared completely and thank you so much again, for sharing.

[@lrfoster87]

Happy for you, and happy to see the support pouring in!

[@emilydillon4321]

Welcome back! Glad to see you sharing again :) Also, I need that purple wig!!!

[@Manahlynn]

So happy you are here again. Love and support always ❤️ Remember you are strong and beautiful.

[@BellaCarmella24]

Love you, Chrisspy. 🖤 One day at a time, sometimes one hour at a time.

[@victoriahuggins1584]

SO glad you're back Chrisspy we have missed you 😭 we are here for you queen and we love you and your strength! ♥️ thank you for sharing with us

[@carlaciuffo3640]

Thank you for sharing the information about the non-profit, it looks like a wonderful resource for many of us who are going through the same struggle. What you are doing can be so hard, but it’s very motivating...so thank you for sharing your journey! Power to you and much love! 💖

[@munecahermosaddios1286]

“Pray a lot God is with you “ I’m going thru the same ...

[@sarkar7567]

Remember you are incredible, amazing and beautiful inside and out! We love you xx

[@luvmyskin77]

So happy you’re back! Love and light your way 💜🤎♥️

[@kelsey1822]

I am so happy the vlogs are back!😍😍 missed you🥰

[@handoverheartstudios]

Thank you C ... needed this in so many ways...you’re so beautiful in every which way mamas ✨

[@glammntlady795]

Amazing makeup looks as always and the doggies are soooooo cute!!!

[@Valerie-hv7es]

Love u girl! So happy you’re back!! I’m going through the same things as you and it’s tough!! It was so great hearing your story it gives me so much hope!! Thank you!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@y.spence]

Take care of yourself love! ♥️

[@ChicBombshell24]

Love your ‘La Chrisspy’ sign! & thnx for sharing such a personal struggle- even if someone can’t relate to the specific topic, the fact that you speak on validation of a personal struggle is something that a lot of people can relate to -so thnx for being strong enough and willing to talk about such true raw ish!🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@Chrisspy]

Thank you!

[@ChicBombshell24]

@@Chrisspy 🤍🤍🤍😘

[@BeeKay4444]

You look beautiful hun! Glad to see you back.

[@ashleyperry7851]

Missed you, I hit a low too, and I’m coming out of it and this couldn’t of come at a more perfect time ❤️ thanks for sharing and always being so raw snd real!

[@katydail3804]

I love watching your videos! Glad you’re feeling inspired again!

[@francelynsolis6042]

So happy you are back 💙💙

[@arlenemartinez6169]

I’m so glad you’re doing everything you need to do to make sure you’re taking care of YOU first! You’ve always inspired me and I started my own fitness journey because of you! We all struggle but taking a step back to accept help is part of why you’re still so inspiring! So happy for you! ✨✨✨

[@jazmynrice7811]

YOU are such a blessing to this community!! In the most needed way possible

[@sheadorris]

I’m so happy for you! There will still be ups and downs. Stay strong girl!!!❤️

[@cm178707]

Thank you for being so open with us! You have no idea how many people you’re helping!

[@melinarose15]

I’m so happy your back babe missed you!

[@elyssas.7153]

I posted from a couple videos ago when you filmed about your struggle. I wasn’t a subscriber then but I am now. Watching these videos from you have gave me the push I wanted and needed for myself to get help. Watching these vlogs make my heart feel light. Also, holy crap you look like Christina Aguilera in the video reels with the wigs.

[@Chrisspy]

Thank you friend! Sending you healing prayers and love 💙

[@elyssas.7153]

@@Chrisspy ❤️

[@Darksirenartistry]

listen. no one on this earth is perfect. and youre not the only one with an eating disorder, you just happen to be in the publics eye. it gets overwhelming. im so glad, so f***king glad youve gotten to this point. that you can face it down and come to terms with it. thats the hardest part. it only gets better from here.

[@caseypmakeup]

I am so glad you are back!!!

[@relaxingsounds8503]

I love u so much! So glad you are back!! You got this gurl!! Sending love from Liverpool England x

[@lyndsaytoliver5085]

I don’t know who you are, and stumbled across your previous video by mistake - but I’m glad I did. Thank you for being so open and honest about your disorder, you don’t know how much that means to so many people out there.

[@chelseyrodriguez9516]

Love you Christina!! Been following you since your MAC days with the pastel rainbow hair. You will forever be that chiickk!!!

[@Chrisspy]

Thank you!!

[@hgual07]

Love how the IG reels video turned out!! Can’t wait for more from DJ LA CHRISSPY !!

[@mayralopez1986]

You got this mama!! Go Chrisspy go Chrisspy!! You can do it you can do it!!

[@brandyreed5579]

Your pups are adorable!! And you look great! Keep moving forward!!! 😀💓💓

[@melisamorales8715]

Really missed your videos!!! Glad to see you back and enjoying it 💜

[@ShawtyShayShay]

You are a producer 😂🤣 no seriously I loved it killed those looks 🙌🏾 and the La Chrisspy sign is everything!!

[@Chrisspy]

Yessss thank you!

[@DnG100]

I was legit looking for this sound when I saw you on Instagram. So you created it. So dope girl. Loved that and loved the video 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

[@Chrisspy]

Yaaayy! Thank you!