Opening Up About My Struggle

[@DesiPerkins]

You are so brave to make this video and I’m so proud of you for getting help because I know that isn’t easy. You are so strong and girl YOU MATTER so much!

[@Chrisspy]

Thank u Desi! Luv u! 💙

[@melloskitty]

I miss this friendship so much..❤

[@FabiolaOdetZubia]

Ok miss the two of you ! It’s how I discovered you guys! Love you both!

[@cjennifer79]

I Miss this friendship too! 🥺

[@Chrisspy]

Thank you guys for all the kind words 💙 If you're going through a tough time I encourage you to ask for help. Opening up can be scary but it will lead you to change. I love you guys sooo much!!

[@lizbethmejia5321]

We love you!

[@wanderingivy9705]

Sending you so much love 💗🙌🏼

[@GeorginaGuizar]

Me too!!!!❤️ You!!!!!🥰🥰🥰

[@kirsten4390]

LOVE YOU

[@nquest6434]

❤️

[@christendominique]

You are one of the most beautiful people I know from the inside and out. I'm sending you so much love and hugs right now my friend! You are inspiring so many people.

[@Chrisspy]

Love you Christen!!

[@TheFifthWorld22]

So true! Very inspiring💗💗💗..many blessings, much love🧜🏻‍♀️🧜🏽‍♀️

[@Makeupshayla]

I know this video must have been hard to make but we’re all happy your back and on the road to recovery ❤️❤️

[@Chrisspy]

Thank you Shayla 💙

[@TheFifthWorld22]

Needed to hear this..many blessings, much love🧜🏻‍♀️🧜🏽‍♀️🧜🏽‍♀️

[@jjfrank6722]

You know what I see? You haven’t lost your sense of humor and goofiness and empathy for others. That’s how I know you didn’t completely lose yourself; you’re still here and your hard work is paying off! Stay strong, and you have the support of thousands. You are worth so much, to us and more importantly, to yourself ❤️

[@Chrisspy]

Thank you 💙

[@ValentinaMitchell1]

You know so much about her that’s coooool

[@StyledbyHrush]

Love you baby

[@amrezyofficial]

Chrisspy you’ve not only inspired a whole community of makeup lovers, your fans but all your peers as well. This video is empowering and I’m happy you’re living in your truth. You got this! 💗

[@marlendeluna4936]

“When you’re uncomfortable you’re growing “ this hit 🥺

[@christinel3859]

I’m a registered dietitian at an eating disorder facility and I’m so thankful you’re opening up about this. The binge restrict cycle is not talked about enough and we need more people to talk about these things openly in order to reduce the stigma and stereotypes of eating disorders.

[@daniellealongi6084]

I’m going to school to be an ED dietitian and I love this. People think EDs only affect thin people but everyone is suspect-able. Wishing you all the best

[@christinel3859]

@@daniellealongi6084 wishing you all the best!

[@simple_naildesigns]

Yes, absolutely agree 💖🙏🏽

[@bnb0510]

I’ve struggled with this my entire life and I’m 43. I don’t even know where to begin for help...

[@christinel3859]

@@bnb0510 I would start with exploring therapy and a health at every size dietitian, if able. The National Eating Disorder Association is also a great place to connect with resources ❤️

[@MelissaAlatorre]

here for you Chrisspy! and you have always been such an inspiration and I am proud of you - past, present and future! ❤️

[@Chrisspy]

Thank you Melissa! 💙

[@prettylilmzgrace]

Omg no one would have thought that you where going through stuff like this u are Fucken amazing and know u are not alone we all love you and we are all here for you even tho you don’t know any of us in person we are all here and we all love you girl never feel you are not enough you are amazing we love you 😍

[@Anngiiieee]

We got you girlfriend! We understand and we will Always love you no matter what. You were the 1st MUA I followed and watched for years on IG until I discovered KZbin. You’re beautiful inside and out. You’re worth it, I promise. ❤️🥰

[@carolina.lb27]

When you said, “I felt like i didn’t matter anymore...” 💔💔💔😭😭😭 I’m so sorry you were hurting that much!! You matter SO much to SO many people!!! You’re definitely not alone in experiencing those feelings. I’ve been there often myself, and it’s hard crawling out of it😓 But it can absolutely be done, and I know that you will come out of this stronger than ever! Thank you for being so honest!🙏🏼💞

[@Noorewok]

It’s crazy because when I see you, I always think to myself “if only my body were like her’s, she’s thick & beautiful & I’m just chubby.” Goes to show we never know other ppl’s struggles.

[@YesHipolito]

Sending you so much love & light! Know that being so honest and raw is going to help & inspire so many others 🤍

[@xkathleenle]

It must be extremely hard being an influencer too on top of it all. Being compared to so & so. Being in the ~beauty~ space. It’s all very toxic, & I just wish there was more true self love positivity. I see a bunch preaching it, but that’s it. They don’t live by it. They don’t advocate for it. It’s a bunch of fake energy to seem cool. SMH. But thank you for being raw, truthful, showing us a different side most don’t. We need to see/hear the truth. We need to know others are going thru this too even our favorite influencers. 💕

[@Mayabee321]

Girl, I feel you. I too have struggled with an eating disorder, it’s so hard to overcome. Recovery is a long, difficult process that is made even harder because we live in a diet obsessed culture, a body obsessed culture. My eating disorder was triggered by trauma and it took me years to regain my hunger cues and stop restricting. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us, that’s a very brave thing to do. You are such a beautiful woman with an endearing personality and you are worth fighting for and yes you DO matter.

[@lindsaysmith3495]

As someone who is also recovering from an eating disorder... thank you! 🙏🏿 I’m not what you think of when you hear eating disorder because I’m “average to slightly overweight” and it has been a silent struggle of mine for YEARS. I’m starting to open up more and with the help of a dietitian, therapist, and HAES physician I am finally making real progress. It is soooo tough because we live in a diet obsessed culture and to many who don’t know my struggle think it’s simple or even worse give me tips to tone and lose a few 🥺. However, I am finally making progress! I’m relearning hunger cues, I have eliminated restrictions, my binges are few and far between and I am slowly incorporating joyful movement again. Quarantine has really taken a toll on me in terms of depression and anxiety but I’m SO grateful for the progress I have made! From the bottom of my heart THANK YOU for sharing on such a public platform and letting me know I am not alone. You are phenomenal and worthy of all the good that is and WILL come your way! 💗 🤗

[@Janas_Cutz_and_Gigs]

This is why you shouldn’t body shame! Yes some people can take and some cant! Destroying someone’s mental health on fake concern or just being straight out mean is not what anyone should be doing! Let the person come to terms on their own with how they are! Be encouraging not ignorant! I wish you all the best Chrisspy! Im glad for your return

[@jaimiechristy1511]

I started seeing a therapist and nutritionist since last May for my eating disorder and it really does help knowing that it’s more common than you think and you aren’t alone. Proud of your vulnerability and so nice to see your face 💙💙💙💙

[@xkathleenle]

I totally understand where you’re coming from bc I’m going thru the same thing. My health started declining (low iron/hemoglobins) & I had NO energy to do anything. Everything was a struggle. I couldn’t even shower bc I couldn’t stand long w/o feeling like I was about to pass out. My weight has always fluctuated throughout my entire life so I just stopped caring all together. I fell into a depression, & I’m slowly getting out of it. It’s just hard bc the ppl around you who don’t truly know everything is looking at you like, “what’s the matter w/her?” & that’s hard. I realized how important it is to focus on yourself, your health, physically, mentally, & emotionally. Bc you can’t succeed & move forward if one of those is declining. Good luck on your journey, girl. I know it’s hard, & it’s a private matter so take as long as you need. You don’t owe anyone anything except for yourself. 💖

[@lalizscorpio82]

I have also struggled with eating disorders. From starving myself to purging, to diet pills and binging. To now trying to figure it all out. You're brave for doing this on such a public platform. I'd love to see what helps u on your journey.

[@laurasanchez3717]

u matter to us !!! WE FUCKIN LOVE U!!!!! we need u and thanks for been honest with us!!!!!

[@didithurt]

Aw Chrisspy when I first discovered you I was like wow finally an influencer with my body type! It’s so crazy how something you hate about yourself can be the one thing that helps others feel more confident in themselves. I too have struggled with an eating disorder so I’m so happy that you’re sharing 💙

[@TRINIBABYTRINIBABY]

Thank you for sharing. We love you and have missed your presence. Alot of us are going through different struggles in our lives and think that no one will understand or can relate but that's so far from the truth because everyone is going through something or another. We have to be there for one another and support each other instead of tearing each other down with the negativity. Be positive and be the light in someone's life cause you never know what they might be going through or what it'll take to push them over the edge. I love you Chrisspy and I appreciate you and you opening up to us. 💞❤

[@ahomesteaddream]

I’m so glad you shared! Social media makes us forget that the person behind these perfect images might be struggling themselves.

[@MrsMula01]

I love love love the transparency! It's not easy to be so vulnerable on this platform. Especially with self image, when we're living in a virtual world where everything, including outer appearance, SCREAMS perfection. You're so important. You are wanted and a lot of us can relate. You are not alone 😘❤️I pray that you get through this hardship xx

[@user-qs8lo5fm3h]

BED is a serious issue that is always overlooked, I’m going through the same struggle and I can only send you love and strength because there’s nothing that you need more at this time than the most positive vibe.”s. Take care of yourself. You ARE NOT ALONE

[@myhealthyhabits123]

The world would not be the same without you in it! I truly love watching your videos, no matter what they're about. We ALL struggle and it absolutely does help to hear you put it out there. If I ever run into you in LA, I'm gonna give you a big bear hug... ok maybe I'll just think about it, so as not to be arrested. :-)

[@purepsyc]

I missed you too! I figured you were dealing with something and would say or not say when you were ready to come back. I too have struggled with my appearance not wanting to leave my house. I hope the help you are receiving is beneficial for you! Love you xoxo. Hope to see another video again soon and if not that’s ok too!

[@natalienicolep]

Crispy, your talent and soul RADIATES. It hurts me to know you ever let yourself think you didn’t matter because YOU DO. You inspire more people than you know. DO YOU BOO. Love you always, 2021 GET IT❤️💕👏🏼

[@lennedsay]

😭😭 oh my goodness you are so important and you MATTER. Don't ever second guess that. You are so worthy. ❤️

[@jennifercate8996]

I can guarantee you you’ve helped WAY more than one person by sharing your story. I know you’ve had a lightbulb go off in my head. Not with ED’s, but mental health in general. Thank you for your openness and honesty. You’re a rockstar, Girl!

[@Edit_z394]

I love you so much chrisspy. You’re the main reason why I started watching KZbin. We all get discouraged with life but we as fans are so proud of you to be able to open up to us and show us you. We love you girl !

[@mchristinewill2778]

My cousin took his life 1-4-21. He was battling inner issues and the loss of losing one of his favorite teachers and 2 friends to suicide. I struggle daily...and Im a mother of 3. This last year has taken so many from so many...and our personal struggles ontop of a pandemic has been rough on so many. Thank you for sharing...thank you for being so transparent and truthful with all of us that love and support you...because in a way, it truly supports US in return! Sending love and light!! You got this!!! We got you!!❤❤

[@kirarenee1]

From someone who struggles w/ their weight, i can absolutely relate. With all the "lifestyle changes ", crash diets, & calorie counting...I've lost all motivation to try again because I always end back up where I started. Thank you for keeping it 💯! I'll be following your journey, with hopes of gathering a few gems along the way to help me through my own terrain 💜

[@marinag2370]

You are beyond strong & courageous for talking about this. You are soooo worthy and loved by soooo many. Please never forget that. Sending so much love to you❤️

[@Sarahsms]

I felt this so deep in my soul it’s ridiculous, depression anxiety weight gain mentally exhausted and lost feeling so thank u for being vulnerable and ur feelings are validated 💗 ur amazing and beautiful as always .

[@aprilhernandez5467]

👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 You’re back!! Missed you Chula. Thank you for sharing your struggle and glad you’re feeling better all around. Changes are meant to be in all aspects. It’s hard getting started but at the end of the day we’re A Step ahead. Baby steps sweetie, Baby steps. Muevelo Muevelo! Keep movn girl. We’re in this together. You got this! 💪🏽. Love ya 🤗

[@jessicalmcdaniel9878]

I can’t imagine what it feels like to be in the spotlight- mad love for these girls who put themselves out there, and subject themselves to straight hate just so we can learn how to do makeup

[@LuciaSinatra]

I am just another soul who loves you. Stay strong and keep healing inside. No matter the weight you are stunning and talented! Missed you ❤️❤️

[@arijohn8413]

What’s crazy is that I would scroll through IG & say “ where’s Chrisspy?”I got this feeling that something was wrong & I immediately started sending you peace & strength. It’s ok to have weak moments but you have it in you you’re resilient. ❤️❤️

[@Psalm139-14am]

You are not alone girl!!! I used to struggle with an eating disorder that started in my teen years. I got help and went through treatment. I am so blessed to be healthy and have a healthy relationship with food. You will get through this and I am rooting for you!!💜💜💜

[@SapphireSounds1999]

As someone that has just started to get help for their eating disorder, I really appreciate your bravery and transparency. It can feel very lonely, but it helps to see others share. It's really hard to get help, and try to stay on track, but you can do it! Admitting the problem and seeking help is the first step. I wish you the best of luck in your health & recovery 💕

[@jessicamccleery6811]

Depression fucking sucks!!! I am going through it rn but I climb outta it quicker now then I used too ITS GREAT SEEING YOU AND HEARING YOUR AMAZINGLY SOOTHING VOICE!!!!! you are a sweetheart and we are here for you, girl!!!!

[@sadiastyles]

I’m sure that this was hard to film but I appreciate you being honest. After my dad suddenly passed in April, I fell back into bad habits especially when it came to my relationship with food. I also acknowledge that sometimes things get triggered again when there isn’t a reason. It’s such a hard battle to fight because it’s a constant one. Sending you lots of love 💗

[@Chrisspy]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you stay strong, please keep me updated. Sending you all my love and strength!

[@aceson1]

First and foremost I'm so very sorry for your loss. I'm currently going thru the same. My dad passed in July. It has been difficult to say the least. I have turned to food for comfort and established that unhealthy relationship. Something so clear others see, finally realization has been accepted on my part. The struggle is real but with work I can overcome. Sending you positive thoughts and love.

[@Viv-no-pain-no-gain]

Iam sorry for your lost.. RIP inshallah 🙏

[@sadiastyles]

@@Chrisspy thank you Chrisspy❤️

[@sadiastyles]

@@Viv-no-pain-no-gain appreciate you saying that💗

[@maggiemay570]

The hardest part about an eating disorder is admitting u have one. You try to find excuses and reasons why u don’t matter, your not strong enough, your not beautiful, you can’t do it, and so much more. And also added to This is living with the struggle of deeper issues That are the reason why u have a disorder In the first place. My eating disorder last year sent me to the hospital. I almost died! My immune system shut down and I was left sick and empty. Who do u turn to? Who do u trust? I remembered God ? I cried out to him and He heard my cry ! When I tell you He is your only help and your only strength trust me you will get up again! God is my best friend! Thanks to my Lord I am still here today! I couldn’t have done it without him! The peace that I so searched for and needed I found in him! I remembered when I was little and my grandmother praying and how strong she was and I just had to seek him for strength. Babe he never stopped loving u! He is there to listen and he is there to help u out of this dark place! The cloud will disappear and things will get better. An eating disorder is an everyday struggle and every day is another day to be thankful for! I leave u with this! You are perfectly and wonderfully made saids the one that truly matters Your Father Your creator ! I love u and I will pray for you ! We got this ! With him all things are possible ! Claim it !!! God bless u

[@CydBee]

Love you Chrisspy!!!! 💕💕💕💕 happy you’re back

[@MiniRalston85]

Thank god!!!! I’ve missed you! 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 ❤️ you’ve got this girl xXx

[@Lushleah1988]

I struggle with weight and I understand and I agree eating disorders aren’t always for people who don’t eat there for people who eat too much and emotionally eat etc xxxx

[@catherinec2748]

you are loved and you matter!

[@ANNAiSSS]

You are more than the one broken piece of you and yes, things always get better. Keep fighting the good fight love. I used to have an eating disorder too, but now I'm leaner, healthier, and stronger than ever (it did take me 3 years of trying and crying and surrendering to get here). You are not alone and you will keep succeeding. Keep persevering and keep shining. I am proud of you and I love you so so so much🤍

[@LunitaDotCom]

This 🙌🏼👌🏼👏🏼👏🏼 How did you do it?

[@simple_naildesigns]

You are beautiful no matter the size. You are important, you are loved - you are seen. Sending you prayers for strength 🥰🙏🏽

[@missygarcia3795]

I have two kids and I think sometimes we also get stuck in the past thinking our body’s will never change... realty is we’re growing Mentally and physically and it’s ok .. life keeps going and we need to learn to live ourselves regardless of how we look. Social media is good at making people feel like we need to be a certain way when we need to really learn how to love ourselves

[@christinalee9336]

Yes yes yes. She did a thing 👏👏👏 healing is necessary for everyone

[@lafieracruz2656]

You’re a beautiful and strong person, thank you for sharing, many of us are going through what you are going through... mucho love

[@Evazaghari]

Woman to woman you’re vulnerability is SO appreciated especially at a time like this. Body image is something we all struggle with plz know you are not alone. I’m so proud of you for making this video. You’re beautiful inside and out❤️❤️I wish you nothing but love and happiness on your journey! You got this boo!

[@mommashawna707]

It’s so crazy because when I look at you all I see is a beautiful, strong lady. I also have to laugh at myself because I have not let anyone take my picture in 15 years because of my weight. I get it my love I really do, more than I wish I did but please know you are beautiful inside and out and I promise you that.

[@rccrn0228]

You are not only physically STUNNING, you are kind and genuine, which is rare these days. Hang in there. You are worth it. ❤

[@RikiMatsui]

There's something that feels 'complete' with Chrisspy being in my subscription list. Welcome back and thanks for opening up to us, know it's not easy

[@Marlanayvinch]

😩😩 Who is was crying watching this! I’m so happy that God made you uncomfortable that you have become strong and now on a great path! Just know that you are worthy! We are not just subscriber we are family! Thank you for sharing just know that we are all here. It’s easier said then done but you have to know that you aren’t alone. Love you girl. I know you succeed just you seating in front of that camera says ALOT just shows you how strong and loved you are. Sending virtual hugs and kisses! Xoxoxoxo

[@chaoswiththecejas1113]

I’ve never clicked so fast on a notification 🤣 Miss you girl!! So happy to see you again! ❤️

[@Je551kuhhh]

I love you so much, and I always will 💕 praying so much for you and your struggle and your journey. Addiction is addiction and you are doing what you can to help battle it out 🙌🏽 you matter and the world would be different without you. Nothing but love 😘♥️ te amo!

[@Allyson6C]

Oh gosh I hadn’t seen you in literally so long, that I thought you just bounced for good. If it’s any consolation, I want you to know that you are enough & you are a perfect beautiful precious YOU & that doesn’t lessen or change no matter what - this goes for all of us! I’m proud of you & glad you’re here♥️💚💜.

[@cashmere2750]

You’re the first beauty guru I started to follow years ago. Over the last 8+ years I’ve obviously started to follow more and more other gurus/influencers, but seeing your videos is like coming back home and be embraced by a warm hug. You will forever be my favorite and know that seeing your face and hearing your voice makes me genuinely happy. You mean more to people than you could ever think ❤️

[@annastasiahoney]

As someone with an ED I definitely get where you’re coming from. I can only imagine being in the eye of others as well. We love you and support you so much. ❤️ Wishing I could give hugs 🥺 Appreciate you coming back to let us know that you’re okay.

[@annajenkins9994]

I struggled with ED my whole youth, since I was 12 until 22. I since stopped but the relationship with food and most importantly myself, is an ongoing process and I’m almost 40. Self love, self value and all that is the cause behind it all and quite frankly, the work never stops. ✨❤️ I’m rooting for you and all the beautiful ladies out there lacking self love or currently working hard on pushing through.

[@maggie.jae_]

I truly appreciate you opening up and telling your story because I can relate!! I’ve been struggling with eating disorders and my weight and I too shut tf down. Thank you for sharing!!!!

[@christinao.7236]

You are such an inspiration to so many. Please know that you are not alone. Eating disorders are so hard because you need food to survive. Keep working on your self and know we will always be here for you!!

[@cieralambert7381]

I needed this. I think it's time to reach out to my therapist about my eating habits. I relate to you so much. Thank you.

[@livintoluvahipster]

I’m currently going through the same ED. Before COVID happened, I had lost 35lbs and finally felt like I had a healthy relationship with food and exercise. This was a huge success for someone who previously suffered from anorexia for 3 years. During and after COVID, I binged literally anything and everything in sight, including alcohol. I’ve now gained back 25 and am finding it hard to eat healthy, nutritious foods and consistently eat a normal amount and stick to a workout plan. I wasn’t sure if I needed help but after watching this, I think it’s time. Thank you.

[@lyssalovesglam]

I missed your face!!!😍💗 I’m so proud of you being so real and raw. I can totally relate to your story. You are not alone.❤️

[@maddy_m__x]

I suffer the same as you... it’s hard to change the way you think when these problems isolate you and you just want to hide. Thank you for being brave and opening up! You are amazing 💖💖

[@ashleyritchey4776]

You are one of the most beautiful people in the world. Don't let the set backs hold you down. Love and prayers!

[@Liz.C.Hippyy]

CHRISSPY! You are my favorite! PERIODT! Thank you for sharing and speaking your truth. You don’t know me, but I feel like we’re homegirls... and hearing you share about your struggles breaks my heart but also gives me a sense of strength and hope. This is a breakthrough because talking about “real life issues” on a beauty channel may seem taboo, but this gives us, the viewers, hope that looking WITHIN is just as, if not, more important than exterior appearance. Thank you for being transparent when you don’t need to be.. thank you for being you. 💛

[@alexinaquinones5553]

I missed you! Glad to see you’re back! Praying for your healing 🙏🏼❤️

[@Vaci11ie]

So so so happy to know you are in a better place in your life! Many blessing and strength 🙏❤️

[@ArikaSato]

💕 Chrisspy!!! Love you! Thanks for sharing! You are so beautiful inside & out! I’ve struggled with an eating disorder as well and ended up having heart problems and blood pressure problems last year and fainted in a parking lot. 😭 I’m so excited to see your journey!! ❤️❤️ text me anytime 💕💕

[@sansa23]

Always gotta make it about you. 🙄 let her speak.

[@rabeccajaramillo]

WE LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH CHRISSPY BABY!!!💖💖💖💖👑👑👑👑 your strength is encouraging and amazing!

[@stylemoodcorner2639]

Everybody have to be honest in this HARD world full of lies! I miss You Chrisspy Ssssooooooooooooo much!

[@roxymomma]

YOU ARE AWWWWWESOOOOOOOOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hermosa, Inside and Hermosa, Outside!!!! Never forget that! A WHOLE woman is not just about what you do or accomplish today or yesterday but also about what you WILL DO tomorrow! Your journey is about all your feelings, quirks, downfalls and triumphs! I'm a fan. 💕 Roxy

[@michellec2554]

Wow!! I’m so sorry you’ve gone through this but thank you for sharing!! You are beautiful no matter what Lots of Love ❤️😘

[@anabelct1458]

Just crying because I feel like this it’s so easy just to isolate so no one can see your struggles. You are brave you are strong and thank you for opening up about this ❤️ 😘

[@Brenda9876.]

We’re all here and rooting for you, Chrisspy🤍🤍🤍

[@Bryana22Sanchez]

I love your authenticity. You are amazing Chrisspy💕

[@briannaalvarado9211]

it makes me happy to know that more youtubers actually struggle and with their platforms they tell their truth and how it effects them ❤️❤️

[@tinashort9098]

You're still you angel. ,We all go through mental anguish at some point in our lives. As a much older lady, I've had many struggles. I didn't get help until I reached 40. I pissed away alot of my life, living under the veil of depression and a dark cloud surrounding my entire being. Thank God for good doctors and great meds. I love you sweet girl. I'll be here no matter what. I hope you improve every second of every day!!!!! ☮️

[@iluvmelanie2]

Crying! Missed you, I’m glad you’re back. We missed you! Transparency is what we love about you✨💜✨💜✨💜

[@MaricelaHernandez86]

Queen your amazing..... and you matter. Much love. Xoxo take care and you have all these beautiful people who love and support you no matter what.

[@juanayannett2337]

I missed you!!!🥰 happy you’re back but happy you made yourself a priority!!♥️

[@haileythomas5077]

I LOVE YOU. I love this. you are so strong for being so open and vulnerable on such a huge platform. YOU ARE AMAZING. believe it or not there is SO MANY OF US who struggle silently and think we are alone, even though we are far from it. YOU COMING ON HERE and sharing your story with your eating disorder is what others need. STAY SO STRONG.

[@JerushaCouture]

Love ya Doll always have always will you are a QUEEN 💋

[@MrsRWeasley1]

Thank you for opening up. And especially for highlighting the fact that eating disorders come in many different forms. I'm anorexic, but also overweight. I go through phases where I starve myself until i'm skin and bones and then I binge eat and pack on 40-50lbs in a matter of months. I'm still trying to fix my relationship with food and my weight, and it makes it a whole lot easier when you know you aren't alone. Keep on shining girl, you can do this. When you feel like you need time for yourself, take it, You gotta put your well-being first.

[@jessicalmcdaniel9878]

Chrisspy- you’re beautiful and one of the beauty influencer OG’s. No shame baby- keep it real- that’s why we love you 😘

[@razzberriberet]

Oh my dear Crisspy. I’m one of your biggest fans. Please continue with your positive progress. You’re living and working in a really tough industry. Keep on truckin and surround yourself with good people. I’m now clean and sober for 14 years, but... I had to move away from my environment. Stay strong💜💜💜💜💜

[@Storieswithkina]

So happy to hear you’re putting your needs first and addressing your personal challenges head on. You’re so strong and a true example of a real woman. Sending Lots of love & encouragement!! 🥰

[@jenniferlofgren7195]

You matter. You are beautiful and you are not alone. I understand and dealing with weight gain. We got this!

[@ThatGirlInVogue]

So much power to you 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

[@ashleyn1988]

I think you're freakin gorgeous. I know that shouldn't matter. I hate that you've been feeling this way ❤️ I hope you start seeing how beautiful you are and feel better

[@K.T-]

Ohh me gosh!! Ello lovely`!!!!💕☺ iv been there! I ate my feelings-and with help from god and mentors and prayers` im working out of it- i surround my life with good positive things so im more positive and healing and eating healthy, no drugs no drinking! The inside must get fixed, and the rest will follow- Life is good.. 🙏 Love&blessings

[@chellecopley67]

honey I feel you! I am 53, had weight loss surgery and lost 200 pounds but I STILL struggle. It's hard. You got this though sweet girl. You are such a beautiful soul, never forget that.