Alazia: The Fear That You’re No Longer Able to Change

[@AbsoluteMotivation]

Once again, simply excellent. You create into videos what most people feel but can never really put into words. Most of all done in such an aesthetically pleasing way. Kudos.

[@philipleblanc8174]

well said Absolute Motivation

[@d3sync777]

interesting that the video length is 3.14, a mathematical constant used to describe an unchanging shape merely defined by existing, not malleable at all.

[@itzolie]

"Every man is born many men and dies as a single one." -Martin Heidegger

[@Mont_gone]

I don't understand why these aren't way more popular than they are. Anyone who has watched one of these absolutely loves them, myself included.

[@Indigo41000]

Joshua Montgomery seriously, these videos are amazing. but that just shows you what youtube caters to when you see videos with a million+ views any of'em. it's sad really

[@Indigo41000]

bummer :( I like'em!

[@estartica5917]

It's because they're depressing. They light the harsh candle of reality, illuminating all of our faults and similarities, crushing some of that feeling of uniqueness.These videos change our perspective of life from a window to a mirror, forcing us to look at ourselves and listen to the messages they present.

[@violethaye6987]

@egolden life's full of "depressing" and "positive" perspectives. Some people can't cope or prefer not to deal with the discomfort that comes with living. It's not always cause they're in some privileged bubble or been sheltered, but just that it overwhelms them. Best to just accept this and try to discuss it with willing people who are able and comfortable in doing so (comfortable with being uncomfortable).

[@Disgruntled_Dave]

It takes some self-reflection and independent thought to appreciate these, and not many people do that.

[@Merthalophor]

I'm 19, and I felt deeply with this video. I know I'm still young, I can still bend myself quite much - but I know if I want to become who I consider to be the ideal version of myself I have to be fast. This really makes me feared sometimes.

[@billiepotts1541]

This but I'm 18

[@nodrize77]

I'm19 years old, but i feel like my time is very short and is quickly dissapearing.....

[@vulcayy2151]

now you're 21 :)

[@memesthemaker8429]

@@nodrize77 Should I feel bad if I feel this way too but I'm only in my Early teen years, middle school

[@limelalves9192]

@@billiepotts1541 who are you now

[@axvic]

Hearing such depressing things takes the edge off of depression, it seems. Maybe because it isn't actually depressing, but rather offers clarity on what you already knew, but dared not admit.

[@atlascove1810]

catharsis.

[@obscuresorrows]

TRANSCRIPT Of all the different ways we reassure ourselves, the least comforting is this: "it's already too late." Alazia. When you were born, you could have been anybody. So quick and malleable, your parents could look at your face and see a future president. They tried to mold you as you grew, but they could only work with what they had. And when their tools stopped working, they slowly handed off to you, asking, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" There's a certain art to becoming who you are. A teenage personality is a delicate medium, its emotions are almost too heavy to handle. You have to keep yourself together, and tease out the good parts without stretching yourself too thin. You can never stop moving for too long, or focus on just one side of your personality, or you'll fall out of balance, and never stand on your own two feet. You can't ignore your flaws-you see them so clearly-but you can't just fix them either, and force yourself to change. And you need to make it look effortless, even if you keep getting burned. But the toughest thing to master is the sense that your personality is hardening over time. That the fire that kept you flexible all these years is dimming, and you're becoming set in your ways. You can still recall the heat of youth, that once kept you warm on a dingy couch, or a night in the wilderness, or a wandering summer. At any given time you remained untouchable, because you were 'not yourself today.' You knew that you weren't just you, you were also the person you will one day become, finding comfort in the lines, "I am not I. I am the one walking beside me...who stays calm and silent while I talk, and forgives, gently, when I hate, who walks where I am not, who will remain standing when I die." [Juan Ramon Jimenez] But now it's hard to deny that you are anyone but yourself; you are who you are, for better or for worse. For all your wondering what kind of person you were going to become, somewhere you forgot that that question actually has an answer, and that 'one day' will soon arrive, if it hasn't already. Now you wonder if you can change, even if you wanted to. If you have enough fire in the belly to surprise yourself. Or if you're too tough and cynical to stretch without shattering. Of course, maybe who you are is just fine, and dreaming of being someone else would only keep you from being your best self. Or maybe that doesn't really matter. Maybe it's already too late.

[@Leen95M]

Just beautiful. And thoughtful. Thank you :)

[@granthawkins182]

The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows Do you have a word for missing someone who is next to you? a feeling that although their body is close their mind is wandering over mountains? Or rather a word for your mind not being where you are... distant, lost somewhere

[@monkofdark123]

The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows What/whos music was used in this video? The whole vid was fucking beautiful, thank you so much for putting these out into the world!!! :D

[@zixcik]

Grant Hawkins Damn. I was sitting next to my best friend having that exact feeling. He's in the midst of a long term relationship, and it always feels like he's not there when we hang out.

[@imitify]

monkofdark123 music credits at: 3:06

[@HenryPetters]

Loved the glass-blowing imagery.

[@2b-coeur]

Yes, it's the perfect metaphor isn't it?

[@blablablahs]

gee thanks for the panic attack and quarter life crisis meltdown.

[@cathyshorer4077]

AstridWeien Now imagine being 57 and feeling this way.....Do what you need to do and WANT to do NOW. You cannot go back.

[@blablablahs]

cathy shorer You're not helping, Cathy! I don't know what I want, that's the problem.

[@cathyshorer4077]

You will figure it out. I think the key is no fear. Maybe once we let go of the woulda, coulda, shoulda it gets easier?

[@Xarata873]

AstridWeien I'm in a similar boat. Not knowing what I want for myself. Try new things constantly. Learn about anything and everything that interests you, just take the dives, throw the darts etc. Something is bound to stand out to you and stick. Whatever that is, run with it. Although our lives and tastes are bound to change many times over, we have to be our own catalysts for change. In this moment, make a choice to do something new. Paint a picture, write a poem or song, study rotary engines, whatever entices you. Each decision will open doorways for you within yourself and with the world and people around you. Plant as many seeds as you can :D

[@TheSailenc]

+AstridWeien Maybe you don't want anything, maybe the thing you want is the feeling of wanting something. Just don't get too caught up wanting, or wanting to want.(lol) Look around you, and enjoy the world and the things you have.

[@obscuresorrows]

LISTENING TO SHAHRAM NAZERI by Robert Bly I know the horses keep galloping for miles. I know the ants keep lifting their feelers to heaven And planning new triumphs, but it's already too late. When Nazeri sings, I don't care if the Second Adam comes down or not; I don't care if my words Get you to cry or not--it's already too late. The smell of coffee spreads out from the fire. The wild-haired old women sing over the coffin. Go on complaining and praying. It's already too late. I know sweet vowels and inescapable rhythms. I know how sweet it is when a young woman is here And the old men think of God; but it's already too late. My tongue never becomes bitter because my mouth Keeps holding the grief pipe between my teeth. Go on and conquer bitterness; it's already too late. Here I am; I am all alone. It's early morning. I am so happy. How can so much grandeur Live beneath my skin? Go on asking; It's already too late!

[@DLynn-vi4vz]

blessed be o'l Nazeri.. ah it is already to late.

[@Disgruntled_Dave]

I have no idea what that means... aaand it's probably too late to find out!

[@David-xn9mu]

I first saw this video almost 2 years ago and it made me change a few things. Life is way better now, thank you for jolting me awake

[@TheJaseku]

It´s never to late. I finally know, that I am going to be a physicist. But that will always be just a part of me. 3 weeks ago I bought a longboard, because it seemed like fun. I love this piece of wood and the speed & freedom down the road. Your fire keeps burning as long as you give it something new. Absorbing and loving new things is it, what keeps my soul alive.

[@cihadozcan9185]

I love the colors of this video. It's about passion and fire, the will to change and in every shot you see the colors yellow and orange back. It's a beautiful contrast between the fire used for the glasses.

[@georgeberidze2419]

Fear that life is too complicated and has many vague sides.

[@Kharadise]

George Beridze YEP.

[@thebettyboing]

George Beridze Or fear that life (at least the life of the individual) is actually ridiculously simple and that we are all just way overestimating how important we are and how much of an impact we actually have on the universe.

[@georgeberidze2419]

thebettyboing That's also a nice idea.

[@Leen95M]

I'm still in that phase.. The "changeable" phase. The best thing about it is that every door is open, you can still mold and shape yourself. The worst part about it, well, you feel lost, you don't know what to become or what to choose, there are too many choices you feel lost. In a way, I really want it to be "too late" for me to change, but I'm also frightened of it. I always feel like a "work under construction" and to come to a point where it's over and done is scary because that means there's no more room for change or bettering oneself. And I don't know what's worse (or better!) having all the doors open, or having them all shut?

[@Xarata873]

1xXxIceGirlxXx1 The doors are always there. It's about compromise. You open one, another closes. You can keep a few open and frequent them as you please whilst never setting foot in the others. Although, the more doors you use, the more chaotic the hallway grows and the less 'complete' the rooms become - you over-stretch and burn out. So, sometimes it's best to just peek in a few and see what's inside, maybe walk around in others and size them up, perhaps a room looks good enough to set up a bed for you to stay a while - it becomes your room. Some of us may prefer to just frequent the hallways and never choose a door, afraid of committing to just one. But people change and doors can always be pryed open and other closed. Moving from a lived-in room can be challenging as we become used to the corners and textures and all the familiar details of a specific room, but people change and sometimes a new room is just what we need. The attitude and focus towards change ends only when we give it up.

[@Leen95M]

Robert Baker your words brought peace to me, as well as distress. It shows how nothing is certain, you can never be sure of what's coming, and you certainly can not see into the future. But you know what? if it was any other way, it would be... horrible. What would happen in a world where everything is known and all is seen? what would be the point in living in a place where you don't even have the chance to discuss a thought, because what's the point? everything is done, all is perfect, all is too late. I believe that, although at times it is melancholic and at others joyful, the universe couldn't be built in any better way; it depends on us, on our perception to view it as melancholic or joyful, it all comes down to us to build what we want, do we want to build a happy or a sad life? do we want to love and bring each other up or do we want to bring down everything in our way? That's the beauty of life, you can never expect anything, because it is you who will decide what to do with it, and that's what brought peace to me.

[@alexfranco7433]

How are you doing now

[@carljohnson8267]

How are you now

[@Leen95M]

Carl Johnson wow it’s been 5 years already! I guess what I realized during this time is that one doesn’t really have all that much choice.. i mean one isn’t a “clean slate” and we don’t get to choose whatever we want to become. There are limitations and that’s not bad, imaging going into an ice-cream shop and there lays 50 flavors of ice-cream, you’d spend so much time stressing over what flavor to pick. Whereas if you go to a shop that serves 3 choices of ice cream it’d be much easier to pick what you want. I see it this way too with the choices available in life. Now of course we still have to choose from the choices available to us, and i still didn’t get to a point where i feel like I’m done or “i got there”.. I’m 24 years old after all and hopefully i still have a lot to learn and “be”. But i feel like no matter what, I’ll always be “work under construction” :) P.S thank you for commenting and asking about me! It’s heartwarming ❤️ and it made me reflect a little :)

[@johnappleseed8369]

one of the few brilliant KZbin channels that are able to connect to my emotional and neurotic part of my being

[@zabronzkee731]

I fear that I can not change how I am and how I naturally portray myself to others. I don't know how to describe it well, but I want to be someone patient and humble, and I find myself being someone who overtalks people and talks about themselves too much. And I'll catch myself and feel embarrassed about a conversation I just had with someone, thinking about how I need to be different and better, but how hard it is to naturally remind myself to do so. I don't know if that relates to this video and Alazia, but that's the best I can describe it.

[@LeonGreg]

You have the best Chanel on all of KZbin, you deserve greatness, and I believe you'll reach it!

[@walltack8826]

John, I have been watching for months as you find the deepest vulnerabilities in the human psyche and you render them so elegantly with your film and your poetic writing style. I am truly appreciative of the beauty and the self-awareness you are creating with this channel. I wish you the best of luck on your journey, and hope that your path leads you to monumental places in your life.

[@MusicBent]

Another beautiful creations. Thanks for sharing

[@NikkiHaney]

You seriously never disappoint me. Great as usual. Been waiting eagerly all week

[@wopwopkross]

AdventuresWithNikki i always think the same thing ^-^

[@oodjee]

AdventuresWithNikki Never disappoints, but always depresses. ;p

[@Amselweiblich]

Also the music is .ON.POINT.

[@hannahkarlberg6241]

maybe its not an epic feeling enough but the feeling when you know in your heart that something is over and will never be again. love your stuff!

[@remghoost]

Your videos continue to bring a chill to my spine and tears to my eyes. Thank you. Your channel is necessary in today's world.

[@siennasomerville1037]

I get immensely excited every time you upload a new video. Thank you for sharing your beautiful thoughts and crafting them into such lovely videos. I will forever be a fan :)

[@123gasser]

this video is perfect i couldnt find any thing wrong with it and i loved every second , thank you for a job well done

[@crestago]

I thought reaching mid-twenties will show me clarity, how life will be for me moving forward. But then again, I thought so too when I turned thirteen, sixteen, and twenty-one. And right now, I'm still lost.

[@angelfabia]

Beautiful video, I can easily identify myself with it. Keep going strong with this channel, it is one of the best on KZbin!

[@DanielArraiz]

Please keep making thos amazing videos! They are such an inspiration! Thanks

[@catalinas777]

I'd love if you, John, can do this word. In his book Mastery, Robert Greene talks about the incapacity to see beyong feelings or situations or to create new things that do not already have a word in existance. So it would be amazing to see a word describing the sad limiting tendency to only see the things that already have been created and not see the infinitum of the universe and the possibility of everything that can be done. Just thinking about it, 50 years ago, a lot of things didn't had explainations or words to describe it and that's the reason that so few people actually approached creatively improving on those subjects. Love your stuff John :) Your creativity and emotion makes me better in every way. Thank you.

[@catalinas777]

Luriven Thank you but I'm talking about the limitations that languages puts on us and the limited creativity that an inexistent word to describe something has. It's kind of a deep complex thought but I hope I take it across to you guys and to john :)

[@BrunetteGiant]

Matei Catalin Ironic that there would exist a word to describe what you're feeling about nonexistent words. It would be interesting if John did a video about it.

[@uuabbit]

Strange, I felt this so vividly for what I believe to be the first time very recently. Not managed to watch the video yet, but the title gave me an instant sense of a kind of nostalgia. Strange.

[@Inspirtedmusic]

I absolutely love all of your videos. Keep up the amazing work..

[@danielhubler6596]

I love this channel so much

[@d1p]

Wow, just in time for graduation...."it's already too late" sure sums up my English degree. Let's see if I can find a job now that it's too late.

[@obscuresorrows]

I love my English degree. Invent a job if you can.

[@itaraaah]

Never thought I'd see a Kingdom Hearts fan that enjoys this channel :D

[@carljohnson8267]

Did you find a job

[@d1p]

@@carljohnson8267 I now sell insurance. I did change, and I like how I've grown, if not what vessel I grew to fill. And now my alazia tells me I'll never recover my ambition. I hope it lies.

[@NappingWanderer]

Goosebumps once again!

[@lynmagarao1005]

I always admire those words that you create... It gives satisfaction to a soul's need to express its indescribable feeling brought by life's circumstances...

[@Aaronnoraator]

These videos have probably some of the best cinematography I've seen on KZbin

[@jangabriel3117]

Hits hard as you realize that sometimes you are forced to change. Change your habits, your personality, your opinions. Things you do for love.

[@ImCarpet36]

These videos never disappoint!!! Stay at it!!

[@jenesiso]

You sir, are fantastic. Keep up the exceptional work.

[@falseprophet4927]

Thank you...

[@summerloverr100]

I have been feeling this way for a long time and couldn't find a word to describe those emotions. Thanks and keep up the great work.

[@judas30]

Every video you make is pure truth. You put to words the deepest emotions and thoughts we all have. Great work.

[@1996ken]

Every weekend , I look toward your videos and gosh, John, you do not disappoint! I got chills watching this video! Thanks , I hope you'll never stop making these!

[@YoussefE.]

God this one is so deep, I simply can't stop rewatching it

[@thepleblian2079]

God, I love these vids...

[@leehaber]

The good news of this video is that is just a fear. We can still change if we want to, there's just the fear that we can't. It may take something or it may involve giving something up, but it is possible.

[@jimfrien9040]

Incredible video. The "you weren't just you, you were also the person you would one day become " line had me stunned. So simple and profound. I'm sure we all have had similar thoughts but the way you articulate them is truly impressive. Thank you.

[@Snoozelightable]

Every time I watch one of these videos I always end up really considering and thinking about the concept. It's awesome, and I love this series, since not only do I love words, but I love philosophy, and deeper thinking.

[@hyourinmaruookami]

Damn, this one had a darker ending than most of the other ones that I love....but I still love it because it's still something quite personal to me, something that I deal with all the time...thanks for all of your videos!

[@chronical2623]

Spot on ! i always leave you're videos in strange pondering state of mind , somewhat sad and yet somehow happy as well

[@seandomencic8892]

Chronical That feeling needs a word.

[@IsuAsenjo]

Chronical *Your

[@nostalgia-mj1ni]

Alazia! what a word nd what a deep feeling♡

[@bella1111111115]

I look forward to each new video

[@justsomeonenamedsomeone6806]

i like the how clever you are, because the glass making footage, hot glass can still stretch but if you let it cool for too long then it cant stretch anymore and it will just shatter

[@AlanaRoseMartin]

they need to use your poems as voice overs in movies. these are amazing. well done.

[@halfeatenburrito6195]

My favorite one yet.

[@indefinitemistynights]

I adore this channel! A journey into the elusive human psyche. Thank you for creating it. :)

[@ShennenFlavell]

A constant train of thought that crosses my mind more than it should

[@seirahefn1100]

I await ur vids on tenterhooks ...and they never let me down ... SIR ..THIS NEEDS WAAAAY MUCH MORE ACKNOWLEDGMENT.. The type of creativeness that soars in the skies of ART ! Thank u for putting effort in it ;D thank u soo much (Y)

[@goldamaier3002]

Just thought about this feeling and needed to come back - watching the video as a different person now compared to then. Hopeful, aware, compassionate

[@maxilly3707]

I love these videos. Sometimes I'm scared to watch them, but in the end I do enjoy them!

[@PastaSausta]

I’m in a Master’s program with a man well into his late 60’s. He says he really has no plans for a career, but he’s doing this for his daughters and grandchildren. He is an inspiration to me. He is proof it is never too late. Who knows what he is capable of. In my opinion, as long as you have a pulse you can do many great things. Mother Theresa sure did.

[@onesimpleclik]

beautiful as always

[@BihagDave]

This is one of my favorite ones. At 22 the time is coming, when the dust settles and what remains is, me. As I will be for the rest of my life.

[@juleslai]

what about the fear that the future is right in front of you and you have to start making choices

[@c0284]

AMBEDO

[@sallye.4306]

I was talking with two close people to my heart of the age a little over 50, and as we were chatting and I realized how they don't like what they're doing, and how they don't like the way things ended up, I told them why not change it all completely? They said, it is too late. Maybe it's already too late..

[@muerpa]

Another beautiful video

[@independiente18]

Amazing once again,probably my favorite script yet!! Keep up the incredible work

[@TheMrRewo]

You've got some exceptional pictures in your films, great job.

[@alexgor.7953]

you make me cry, you make me dream and I am here questioning my own thoughts, this feels like love ... but better

[@Farfromhere001]

These are so beautiful....

[@snowflake891000]

I've been able to relate so well to most of your definitions in the past but I've found myself unable to relate to this one. My perspective is that I am always a person BECOMING and I will continue to be molded and influenced by my environment and capable of changing until the day I die. I fiercely reject claims that people aren't able to change. Instead, I believe that people can't NOT change!

[@hollyrayl9863]

snowflake891000 I completely agree with this, but I was still able to relate to the video in some way. While we're always growing and learning and changing, as we age, many doors close to us. We don't have as many opportunities as we did when we were younger, and some things we want to do just aren't possible anymore.

[@JordanBeagle]

Woah, that's name for it! I thought I had seen all of these, but I missed some absolute gems, I had this feeling through most of my 20s

[@Faftha]

I believe that change is never truly impossible, and thus do not fear it. One thing I fear most in life is that, one day, I might no longer be willing to change. I fear that my determination to do the right thing might some day consume my determination to understand what the right thing even is, or why it is. My sorrow lies in my awareness of my ever-fallible morality and cognitive reasoning, but my greater fear lies in the loss of that very awareness. I am uncertain whether or not my fear really is the same as 'Alazia', a vague extension/deviation of it or truly a fear of it's own, but I am certain that some others might feel something similar. The fear to lose yourself in yourself - as I have come to call it, if that makes sense. I'd be glad to hear what you (anyone) thinks of this. Maybe we can enlighten each other?

[@AlmaLibreStudios]

The realization that it isn't only me who have had these feelings all along and had no idea others felt them also. What is that called? lol...Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows is simply brilliant.

[@ericpa06]

Hi John, here's the subtitle in portuguese: 1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:03,073 De todas as formas que nós nos tranquilizamos, 2 00:00:03,264 --> 00:00:04,999 a menos confortante é esta: 3 00:00:06,069 --> 00:00:07,385 “É tarde demais.” 4 00:00:09,000 --> 00:00:12,000 Alazia: O Medo Que Você Não Seja Mais Capaz de Mudar 5 00:00:13,001 --> 00:00:15,974 Quando você nasceu você poderia ter sido qualquer um. 6 00:00:16,063 --> 00:00:19,241 Tão rápido e maleável, seus pais poderiam ter olhado em seu rosto 7 00:00:19,349 --> 00:00:20,897 e visto um futuro presidente. 8 00:00:20,965 --> 00:00:23,169 Eles tentaram lhe moldar enquanto você crescia, 9 00:00:23,240 --> 00:00:24,992 mas eles só podiam trabalhar com o que tinham. 10 00:00:25,056 --> 00:00:27,032 E quando as ferramentas deles pararam de funcionar, 11 00:00:27,082 --> 00:00:28,647 eles lentamente passaram a decisão para você, 12 00:00:28,714 --> 00:00:29,900 perguntando: 13 00:00:29,901 --> 00:00:31,408 “Então, o que você quer ser quando crescer?” 14 00:00:32,240 --> 00:00:34,559 Há uma certa arte em se tornar quem você é. 15 00:00:35,647 --> 00:00:38,017 A personalidade de um adolescente é uma delicada forma, 16 00:00:38,094 --> 00:00:40,440 suas emoções são, na maioria das vezes, pesadas demais para lidar. 17 00:00:41,568 --> 00:00:46,040 Você tem que se manter equilibrado e extrair as boas partes sem se esticar demais. 18 00:00:47,399 --> 00:00:48,968 Você nunca pode parar de se mover por muito tempo, 19 00:00:49,031 --> 00:00:52,500 ou focar em apenas um lado, se não você irá se desequilibrar 20 00:00:52,501 --> 00:00:54,135 e nunca se reerguerá por si só com seus dois pés. 21 00:00:54,990 --> 00:00:56,939 Você não pode ignorar suas falhas, 22 00:00:56,939 --> 00:00:58,923 mas você também não pode consertá-las 23 00:00:58,949 --> 00:01:00,647 e se forçar a mudar, 24 00:01:00,710 --> 00:01:02,816 mesmo quando você continua se queimando. 25 00:01:03,700 --> 00:01:06,986 Mas a arte mais de difícil de dominar é o perceber que sua personalidade 26 00:01:07,026 --> 00:01:08,530 está endurecendo com o passar do tempo. 27 00:01:08,586 --> 00:01:12,098 Que o fogo que lhe mantinha flexível todos estes anos está se apagando, 28 00:01:12,154 --> 00:01:13,940 e você está tomando uma forma definitiva. 29 00:01:14,700 --> 00:01:17,087 Você ainda pode se lembrar do calor juventude 30 00:01:17,287 --> 00:01:19,055 que uma vez lhe manteve aquecido no calor de um sombrio sofá, 31 00:01:19,144 --> 00:01:20,448 ou numa noite selvagem. 32 00:01:21,039 --> 00:01:23,876 Em qualquer tempo você se mantinha intocável, 33 00:01:23,955 --> 00:01:26,160 você sabia que você não era apenas você, 34 00:01:26,284 --> 00:01:28,623 você também era a pessoa que um dia iria se tornar, 35 00:01:28,707 --> 00:01:30,867 achando conforto em alianças. 36 00:01:31,301 --> 00:01:32,356 “Eu não sou eu", 37 00:01:32,405 --> 00:01:34,507 eu sou aquele que caminha a meu lado... 38 00:01:34,562 --> 00:01:37,428 que se mantem em silêncio e calmo enquanto eu falo, 39 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:40,396 e perdoa gentilmente quando eu odeio, 40 00:01:40,479 --> 00:01:42,668 que caminha onde não eu estou, 41 00:01:42,740 --> 00:01:45,460 que se mantem de pé quando eu morro. [Jiménez] 42 00:01:46,288 --> 00:01:49,884 Mas agora é difícil negar que você é qualquer outra pessoa além de si mesmo. 43 00:01:50,009 --> 00:01:52,817 Você é quem você é você é, para o bem ou para o mal. 44 00:01:53,017 --> 00:01:56,121 E ao longo de todos os seus questionamentos sobre o tipo de pessoa que você iria se tornar, 45 00:01:56,189 --> 00:01:59,039 em algum lugar você esqueceu que tal pergunta tem uma resposta, 46 00:01:59,108 --> 00:02:03,401 e que "aquele dia" iria chegar em breve, se ainda não chegou. 47 00:02:03,480 --> 00:02:07,073 E agora você imagina se você pode mudar, mesmo você se quisesse. 48 00:02:07,153 --> 00:02:10,489 Se ainda há fogo o suficiente dentro de seu ventre para se surpreender. 49 00:02:10,569 --> 00:02:13,200 Ou se você agora está muito endurecido e sínico 50 00:02:13,201 --> 00:02:15,659 para se moldar sem se quebrar completamente totalmente. 51 00:02:17,000 --> 00:02:19,100 É claro, que talvez quem você é esteja simplesmente ok, 52 00:02:19,158 --> 00:02:23,108 e sonhar em ser outra pessoa iria apenas lhe impedir ser o seu melhor "eu". 53 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:25,558 Ou talvez isto não importe, 54 00:02:27,148 --> 00:02:28,636 talvez seja tarde demais.

[@obscuresorrows]

***** Flawless, as always. Thanks once again. Portuguese subs now live.

[@Amselweiblich]

With the last sentence you gave me alazia. :-( I am scared now. I have to think about this..

[@SapienSafari]

This is powerful.

[@precioustraveler]

WHY am I just discovering this channel today 😩???? Anyway, I’m glad that I did. Going to binge.

[@kennethchan9861]

I was 20 when this video came out. I rember thinking that it was relatable...little did I know 8 years later, it's even more relateable now.

[@midstarify]

AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!

[@blackholle455]

Again an excellent video. Keep it up!

[@oscarmanjarrez8307]

Fear that everyday you have the opportunity to change your life, pursue your dreams, use time wisely, but you just think about it and never make a move, fear that you'll always be the same.

[@RinLockhart]

Boy, this video makes me cry.

[@Jm1992-1]

absolutely love you're videos

[@KomradeCPU]

These evocate such scary thoughs...

[@alyah.7009]

The fear that our state of mind could be shifted so easily along with everything else ..

[@Malabarismo]

damn!this is a really good one!

[@deuspedro0044]

makes me cry

[@NelsonGuedes]

We are always learning and changing. Sure, we have habits that can be hard to break, but certainly not impossible.

[@Truely2Legit]

No joke this was one of my biggest fears. Had no idea other people felt like that, or that there was even a word for it

[@isaacandrewdixon]

Thank you for vids. luv u

[@cookiekha]

So earlier today, I was tripping balls and stumbled upon your channel and now this is my favourite KZbin channel (trust me I sobered up lol)! I've felt or thought about a few of the things that you talked about, but Zenosyne, Astrophe, Sonder, and Onism (Dang! I didn't even know these terms existed except Sonder), these are the things my mind pondered on many a night. Luckily for me, I've got a few good mates with whom I can share and discuss my thoughts with and get good thoughtful responses but most people just think these topics are way too serious and depressing. Each to their own though! Keep on making videos like these man, I'll always be your subscriber :D

[@cookiekha]

Nav-San just found out these terms are all coined by you but I've heard someone mention Sonder on some other video, they must've watched your video too!

[@jamiemccreath3959]

this caused me to have a midlife crisis at barely fifteen years old

[@iTzMADx27]

Your Videos Are Perfect .... PERFECT ....

[@gadayash9]

I related to this video way more than i could think

[@lumoc.]

Can you make a video about the feeling or the fear of not being the best you and not knowing if you're giving all of yourself into something? That your effort into the things isn't good enough. It's like wanting to reach excelence but at the same time you know that you'll never get there, then becoming frustrated about it.

[@shaegse]

This reminds me of the saying that goes "people don't change, they just become more of who they are."

[@markwenning2216]

Awesome video!

[@CashlessCaptures]

The thought that its already too late is an interesting paradox for me as I don't feel like it ever wasn't... death in my family that's almost been metronomic makes the me that I am dawn the shroud of being the only one I've ever been. I remember vividly all of those pasts but the perspective is almost always from that of a story I read or watched along the way. For three years I've been committed to pursuing classical music as a trombonist but before that I was to be an engineer. I remember my grandparents and my Dad but not their voices, instead my mind just skips over the notion that they ever had them, and if ever forced to try and recall, it does nothing more than pair an appropriate guess to each of their dialogues. As for the people who's presence was exhausted by the time the next tragedy arrived, they act as a medium in some way, instead making my current life feel like the story for the precious moments I can return to those memories as that person. I am unable to remember my life as one happening for one person and can only hope to retain who I currently am for as long as I can. When people ask what I see myself doing in ten years I merely brush it off because chances are I won't exist ten years from now. Is there a word for the compartmentalization of pasts?

[@kcgm4059]

Excellent!