Infertility, emetophobia, flying solo, and my brand

[@rose-angelapizzuto7773]

Oh Alex... I know "I'm sorry" barely covers it, but please know you and Dan are being prayed for so much. Thank you so much for letting us in on what you've been going through. ❤

[@brooksmnelson]

I’m currently going through my 3rd miscarriage in the past year and I have a 1.5 year old. Hearing everyone say “everything happens for a reason” and “at least you have one kid” is so much more hurtful than they know. We’re finally seeking medical help to hopefully get answers. Thank you for talking about this.

[@idkwhatimdoinhereshawty]

as someone who also has struggled with emetophobia since childhood, I can truly empathize with how debilitating it is & it really does control your whole life. it goes hand in hand with my personal anxiety & no one understands unless they have emetophobia. I see you ❤️

[@Brianaya]

I’ve held off on talking abt infertility bc I know people will say like “just adopt.” I’m proud of ya for speaking on it! also I love what you said about other people’s perception of you being their reality, not yours, and just focusing on your reality instead of how others may see you

[@ninadixon4316]

I hate when people say “just relax”. We conceived our son after half a year and we were the most stressed out in our entire life. We had so much going on. I’m giving you baby dust! Your rainbow will come and sending you love!❤

[@majesticmelloww]

We really want to keep our stress as low as possible when we're trying to conceive! In a way we do need to relax.. :) I was super stressed with work right before I experienced my miscarriage:( I felt guilty about it afterwards

[@alliesmith9972]

I have a 2.5 year old, very close in age to Arkham! And we started trying a month after his 2nd birthday - with no luck for a little over a year. Secondary infertility is so much more common than people think, because it's not talked about, probably for all the reasons you mentioned. We had an appointment at a fertility clinic in November, but found out I was pregnant (shocked!) in late October. I'm now 14 weeks with baby number 2! You will get there too, mama! Thinking and praying for you in the meantime ❤

[@krrrzzzzzz]

I’m a little confused

[@lhurt9792]

@@krrrzzzzzz she found out she was pregnant before her fertility appointment in November.

[@sydmcqueen]

When I was in college I learned in a womens health class that 99% of women diagnosed as “infertile” (1 year of trying without success) eventually do conceive. Giving you all the baby dust!❤️

[@Cfishbunny]

I’m a nurse and in school we did learn that. It’s a textbook fact of defining infertility

[@marissaww2023]

I struggle with emetophobia as well. Debilitating is the perfect word, everything I do revolves around it. It’s such a relief to know other people struggle with that! Sending baby dust and positivity to you Alex!! ✨✨💛💛

[@marissaplotnikov7311]

I have emetophobia too!!!! I have been watching your videos for years now and learning this really helps me! I want to be a mom one day too but I am terrified of being pregnant with this phobia so to know that you’re doing it is really encouraging to me. Thank you for being so vulnerable, your feelings are so valid🤍

[@lexiegray2637]

I think ppl around me thinks it's funny but this is the main reason I may not be able to have kids. Like idk what I'm going to do

[@lisadee9279]

The emetophobia is so real Alex. I’ve never felt so validated in my life. Since I was a child I’ve been like this. One time recently I was at a party and a girl beside me threw up and I lunged myself over a bunch of people to escape the situation and completely blacked out. I don’t even remember what happened because my flight mode as so intense. I don’t know how to fix it and it’s taken over my life completely for so many years….

[@AlexCentomo]

Wow I’ve never related to something more in my life 🥲

[@hannahl9106]

i’ve had emetophobia my entire life and it’s literally controlled my life since i was little and has made my life a living hell and it’s so nice to hear you talk about this and remind me i’m not alone and so many others struggle with this so seriously thank you for opening up about that (also i’ve done exposures for a couple years now and it can be a mix of helpful and incredibly hard but i did see progress with it!)

[@TheMircakes]

I had a hunch you were going through this. I have a son 2 months younger than Arkie and started ttc around the same time as you (I had a hunch you were also ttc from some of your posts). We also wound up being diagnosed with secondary unexplained infertility after a year. We just did IVF and thankfully I’m now 6 weeks pregnant after our first transfer! Hoping it happens for you and Dan soon ❤

[@AlexCentomo]

Congratulations love!!! This gives me so much hope ❤️❤️❤️ You have NO idea

[@MadisonMcGowan14]

Hi Alex 💕 I also struggle with infertility and it is so hard. It feels so lonely when experiencing something like this. Especially when all your friends are getting pregnant. Of course I’m so excited for everyone and wouldn’t wish infertility on anyone!! But it just feels like I’m going through this alone a lot of the time. So I really appreciate you and Jaci sharing your stories. It helps more than I can express. thank you!! Sending love, positivity and baby dust ✨

[@teodoranikolovska]

Thank you for being so raw and honest. Its takes a lot of strength to be vulnerable and share your life, especially online and I appreciate you sharing the reality of what it takes to have a family. As someone in her early 20s, I have a few more years until I truly am thinking about starting a family, but I always appreciate any of your conversations (whether its here or on your podcast) where you're being real. However, I do want to say you never owe us anything, so I appreciate you reflecting and deciding that you will be posting whatever you want whenever and wherever. I think in this day and age we feel the tendency to be sharing everything online and keep up with everyone when in reality, like you said you will be doing as you please. Love your content, I really look forward to whats to come for you and sending you lots of love and luck!

[@AlexCentomo]

Wow, thank you so much for this! It really means a lot to me 🥹❤️

[@LNG0210]

Took me and my husband 5/6 years to get pregnant with our first, 23 weeks pregnant now, wanted to give up so many times but just kept trying and decided to keep trying without putting pressure or expectations on ourselves - which was hard but with a lot of years of patience it was worth it 💕

[@emilymay6418]

People don't understand emetophobia and this made me feel so seen. Thank you Alex

[@laurenkenyon8825]

People can be so tactless when it comes to this stuff. Especially the ones who are like "you should be grateful you already have one" because they will also be the first to say "oh but you need to give him a sibling" if you decided to only stick with one child. People suck. Thank you for sharing such vulnerable details of your life - you don't owe us anything at all.

[@francescaspinelli1063]

I send you a huge hug Alex and I want to tell you that everything you said is true and we should try to be more and more positive .. Good things come with time. And I wish you to realize your dream of having another baby! ❤️❤️🥺🥺

[@123tess123]

From a fellow infertility warrior to another my heart and thoughts are with you ♥️. It’s such an isolating experience and so comforting to hear someone else going through it. I’m on the other side of it now but it’s still truly the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. The fact you remain hopeful is the best thing you can do, I never lost hope either no matter how hard it got!

[@elyottlamy7108]

I love the support in this comment section. I completely agree that you can’t compare experiences. I had 6 miscarriages before my daughter. We were told the same, unexplained. Also had no issues getting pregnant just keeping it. We had a heartbeat before too that stopped, and held that baby. It was horrible. But the only thing that kept me going was keeping hope. Believing that doctors saying it couldn’t happen without IVF were wrong. And I was right. My daughter is perfectly healthy and I had a great pregnancy. On the other end. My best friend at the time couldn’t even get pregnant for years. She told me at least you know you can get pregnant. But I felt like I wish I didn’t if it wasn’t the right time. Like why experience the loss and pain without getting a healthy baby out of it. We both had our own experiences but in all it’s hard NO MATTER WHAT. You can’t compare. It can happy against all odds! Sending you all the love ❤

[@elyottlamy7108]

She also got her rainbow baby and our daughters are around the same age ❤

[@lindsay2140]

As someone who works with clients that have emetophobia and does exposure based therapy - please know it can get worse before it gets better!! One of the reasons it can feel worse because you have to retrain your brain through a process called inhibitory learning - and that takes time, and it can feel uncomfortable, overwhelming, and even exhausting. Always be kind to yourself if you are thinking about starting the treatment, doing the treatment or needing a break from the treatment. Take it one step at a time and know you got this ✨🙂

[@itsoflo]

Wishing you the best Alex thanks for opening up!!! Also very random, but your skin is glowing and your red hair fits your skintone so well girl ! 2023 positivity let’s gooo

[@fairyfreak1]

Fertility is so interacting. My sister had a miscarriage and then tried for almost two years before finally getting pregnant. Then when they were almost ready to start trying again she went off birth control early on thinking it would take a while and she got pregnant that month!

[@magdalenaandersson96]

Thank you for sharing Alex🫶🏻 I would totally recommend exposure theraphy for anything anxiety related! To sit with the feeling and not let it control you is hard work, but so worth it in the end. So sorry to hear about your struggles with infertility, my heart goes out to you. I’m cheering for you!👏🏼❤️

[@AlexCentomo]

Thank you so much for this!

[@emilymacleod4746]

I struggled for ages to conceive my first son. Believe me I did everything and the unsolicited comments drove me I sane. Worst couple of years of my life. I have my 5mth old baby now and fear trying again. Sending love to you ❤️

[@Alex_Countess]

Wishing you and Dan aaaallll the best for Baby no 2! Your words of encouragement at the end made me tear up 🥺 ttc now for 1.5 years. The first year being just "let's see what happens", was then diagnosed with a hormonal issue and been in treatment now consistently for 6months. It's really hard not to "stress" and get upset. I know it will happen eventually, but it's just really hard. Plus, it's a topic you don't really discuss with people and keep to yourself, which in turn makes you feel isolated....what I'm trying to say is: I'm so thankful for you and others online talk about this! ❤️

[@HP-pl7gh]

I’m going through ERP for emetophobia and it helped me so much.. 😭 I can’t even explain how much it changed my life. Emetophobia wrecked me for years, it was debilitating and it stole me of everything. Now I’m 80% recovered because of erp (exposure therapy) and I can’t even believe I’m finally able to say that!!!

[@jessicafloyd6544]

I am dealing with the exact same thing and thank you for sharing your story it helps me a ton!! I hate that someone else has to go through this but it is also nice knowing you are not alone. Prayers for a baby for you soon!

[@abigailgrenz2811]

I related to everything you said about emetophobia, especially with kids & flying. It's so hard that no one understands. I also want this to be the year that I get help🙏🥺 Thank you for sharing about this!

[@melissaking1380]

Thank you so much for being vulnerable. I have emetophobia too and a son Arkies age too. I feel like a terrible mother because during flu season we just stay home it’s so hard for me to go out in public and have him play with other kids because every time he has a play date he ends up sick and I’m so terrified of puking.

[@Con_blue]

Alex, i hope you conquer your fears this year! It would be great if you vloged your solo trip and shared your experience as it happens!✈

[@emmataylor1235]

Firstly, thank you for sharing your story. You are so brave for talking about something that needs to be publicly discussed more. Secondly, as someone going through similar struggles (3 miscarriages in 12 months) your video has really helped me to not feel so alone and has inspired me to move into 2023 as positively as you are. You should be so proud of yourself for all the people who you are helping and Inspiring by being open with your story! Much love to you and your beautiful family 😍

[@emmapolinski4073]

You're so brave for sharing such personal issues, sending you SO many positive vibes! 🩶

[@jumacleod]

Hi Alex! Secondary infertility warrior here too🙋‍♀️we will get our 2nd babies, I’m sure of it! Thanks for the reminder to stay positive and optimistic as it’s easy to get myself down during this journey😊

[@arielkpowell]

Thank you so much for talking about your infertility and what you’ve been going through!! As someone who also suffers and has had MC’s, it’s something that helps/connects so many women since it’s so common and unfortunate we have to struggle when we all deserve to be parents ❤

[@Nickyyyy1]

Yes queen, thank you for taking about this! It is such an important topic and affects so many, and yes your feelings ARE VALID and you deserve to talk about it as YOU want to. Sending you all the baby sprinkles and so so much strength!

[@julianneh.wathne]

I think you are so brave for talking about what you have gone through lately! I think you have such a good mindset about this new year and I am trying to think the same way. Just do our best to push negativity away. Also I think you do such great being a mom and I think Arkham loves you so much. I am sending you lots of baby dust and positivity 💛

[@alisonnnicole]

I’m sending you so much love, good vibes, and positivity for this year Alex! You are such a bright light in our lives and deserve nothing but the best.

[@ShainaSkye]

Sending all the baby dust and positive vibes your way! I can only imagine how hard that must be and I feel like all of us know someone struggling with infertility. All your feelings are completely valid and I truly hope you will get your baby soon!

[@amandarogers3403]

Thank you for sharing with us!! I got pregnant after 4 months of trying and I remember how sad I was to get a negative test and that was only a few months! I can't imagine how difficult this has been for you. I also can't emphasize enough how proud you should be for taking care of your mental health. Plus going through all this while working and being a mom must have been exhausting. Wishing you the most amazing 2023!!!! 💕

[@elizabethXO2200]

People invalidating a person’s own testimony/struggle is literally so insensitive. Sending you love and baby manifestations to you Alex!

[@mr.corgimartin]

I understand your feelings so much. Past year was the hardest for me. The hardest ever I think and I’m struggling with mental health illness so hard. But your video helped me a lot. I want to focus on positive side this 2023 year and I’m sure I will get my biggest dream for years and get a corgi puppy this year and this makes me feeling better and I’m focus to stay positive and spread positive energy in universe no matter what because it works ❤ thank you, Alex for being inspiration for me for years. Love you so much!! ❤

[@sheehanfamilyvlog9935]

Wow I also have emetophobia! I resonate with everything you said. EMDR therapy has helped immensely! Exposure therapy can be traumatizing!

[@Bailsandbandit]

I know I commented before, but EMDR EMDR EMDR!! Changed my life with emetophobia. I really struggle with it but it has helped me so much. I’m doing a lot better!

[@kaylashae3915]

I use the symptothermal method for tracking my cycle. It’s wonderful to use as a means of contraception as well as conscious conception. Daysy is also an incredible device from Germany that you use to take your temperature every morning and it gives you your fertility status with light indicators. You can also connect it to an app on your phone to see what’s going on with your chart for more data (hormone imbalance, anovulatory cycles, low progesterone, PCOS etc)

[@Sophie-pi4ov]

All the best for you and your family! Thank you for being honest about this topic. It shouldn't be a unspoken topic.

[@melanierobinson3843]

Thank you for being so open. We have been going through fertility treatments for over 5 years. I have PCOS. I had a miscarriage in September 2019 February 2020, had my daughter May 2021, and just suffered another miscarriage two weeks before Christmas. The fertility journey is tough.

[@littlemissliinda]

this is so vulnerable & it means so much that you can open up to us about such a personal topic 🤎 you are so resilient and brave! good for you for staying positive and bringing all the good vibes. that’s the only way to go through it! but don’t forget it’s okay to not be “okay” 🤎 love watching yours and dans life on here!

[@tiathings]

Just want to thank you for sharing. Not only is this so educational for all young women to hear about and start conversations but so brave of you to share!

[@GloriaTulwan]

Thank you for being so vulnerable. It's so helpful in any area of life, you give me courage ❤️

[@sanjuria7]

Thank you so much for sharing your journey Alex. I’m going through infertility for the first time myself and have gone through 3 IVF cycles now with no luck (1 ectopic, 1 negative and 1 chemical) so I know how difficult it can be and it’s a very personal journey. But I know I’ll have my rainbow baby one day too! Have faith that it’ll all work out when the time is right 💕

[@lauraflechtner1545]

I feel what you‘er going through, people who don‘t/didn‘t have this issue can not Imagine how it must feel. We hope for our Baby in 2023 too ❤

[@martinemailey2728]

alex you are so well spoken, it inspires me. you are so good at getting your point across. I’m sorry for what you’re going through thank you for sharing with us 🤍

[@danabakkk]

I am sending you positive energy and hoping and praying for you to have the good news you want 🙏

[@shelbifavre]

I dealt with infertility my first pregnancy due to PCOS. You're not alone!

[@carolinhunt1477]

I love you because you are so honest and real. I want to give you a big hug! You are a wonderful person and I am so happy you shared with us- I am here cheering you on! This is the year and I’m sending all that baby dust and support ♥️

[@ApcChanel]

You just made me tearing when you talked to us. Sending you all the baby dust.

[@TheAnaisFM]

Alex, all my love and support goes to you ❤️ my heart aches for what you’ve been going through this year. I’m wishing you the best year ever, please know you are heard and understood and I am so grateful that you allowed us in. You don’t owe us anything but thank you for opening up to us and also for speaking up on such a sensitive topic that is important to so many women out there ❤️

[@kaitstickna197]

Don't have any kids, but struggling with infertility as well. I have been trying for a year now and just turned 35 and I am worried that I'm just too old. On top of that I have a HORRID mother-in-law constantly pressuring me to "give her a grandchild" specifically a girl because we already have 2 nephews. Oh and my mother-in-law has a tattoo of our 2 nephews constillations so "if the baby can be any month but April that would be great" so her tattoo can "look pretty". Clearly a toxic woman. Just had to get that off my chest. Thank you for bringing this topic of discussion up during a time that I needed it❤️

[@roares3492]

Thanks for sharing. It’s so refreshing to hear someone that understands how it feels, nothing worse than those comments “just relax”

[@ashsimms14]

I’ve followed you for a long time and also am going through secondary infertility now. It is such a hard thing to go through. Thank you so much for talking about this Alex!! This resonated with me so much and it’s so true that hearing others experiences is so helpful. ❤️ Hoping this year brings us both what we’re hoping for 🥰

[@levisacallizo4959]

Alex and Dan I´m so sorry to hear this news, I send you all my love and support from Spain and I do really really hope for you to get that positive test, as always thanks for sharing such important topics with us, you´re an angel from heaven

[@brittanystevieg7734]

Last year was NOT my year either. 2 miscarriages. Our second pregnancy was twins 😞 its tough. God bless and prayers to you and Dan! This is a difficult journey! I hope this has made you & Dan's relationship that much more stronger!! Lots of love to you!

[@mariaorenchuk13]

Oh Alex, my heart hurts for you both. I had an ectopic pregnancy during the summer, and my boyfriends family literally said to me it wasn’t meant to happen yet and to enjoy being young first and that my boyfriends son is my trial run first😞 of course it is a blessing to have a bio child or step child but it still hurts so bad having no control over your body and not knowing why this happened to you… and then I was convinced to get the depo shot by my doctor without knowing it could be a year or not at all before my body could ovulate again. Anyways, lots of love to you and your family. I hope you start to feel more positive, I need to do the same after 2022 💗

[@cinnamon0atz]

Emetophobia is no joke!! Last August I was waiting in line outside on one of the hottest days of the summer, and someone threw up next to me from heat stroke and I was so afraid that I FAINTED. Now, my emetophobia scares me even more because I no longer have control over my own consciousness

[@marisaskordili969]

You are so strong Alex! I know it will happen when it is the right time for you and your family. It really all happens for a reason (I know it is clise to say but true) Thank you for sharing, and being open about something so close to your heart. You are beautiful inside & out 🥰

[@onecuriousowl]

I’m gonna recommend a youtuber, maybe you know her, her name is Taylor R. She helped me not feel alone in my infertility journey. I tried for my first for over a year, got pregnant, lost it, got pregnant again immediately after, almost lost it too, and now I’m 10 weeks and terrified that something terrible is going to happen. Trying to be positive and not to think too far ahead. Good luck to us!

[@tristin301]

I’m sorry for what you’ve been going through! I’m so proud you opened up about your journey through infertility. Just know that I’m praying for you and your family! Thank you for sharing, it could help so many people find encouragement❤️❤️ Also, I’m so excited to see what your brand is about!!!!

[@MadeOfStoneEV]

So proud of you talking about it openly. Infertility sucks and I'vebeen going through it too for the last 2 years almost. Sending you all the best and lots of baby dust **.

[@manoukvanderstelt]

You are so strong Alex and an example for so many women ♥️ thinking of you and sending you positive vibes!

[@cristinabevilacqua3957]

sending so much love to you guys 💕 thank you for opening up and sharing this personal part of your life with us. your conversations are going to help so many. xo

[@casevickery]

Thank you for sharing everything that you did in this video, it was extremely refreshing. I have emetophobia and it has become such a huge problem in my life, even watching this video I feel nauseous from anxiety because I am going out shopping alone, and that makes me even more anxious because I am scared of being nauseous! Like you explained, it's a vicious cycle. It really helps me and validates me to know that I am not the only one! I hope that going to therapy will help you with your emetophobia this year, you have inspired me to do the same! :)

[@Eliseokkkk]

thank you for letting us in 💛 your feelings are always valid. sending you & Dan lots of love 💛

[@arianamillias2878]

I have emetophobia and two young kids and it literally has taken over my whole life

[@authenticallyabigail]

Hey Alex thank you for sharing I send so much positivity and light your way 🤍🌈 I also suffer with emetophobia it’s made me more cautious to have children someday but I am certain it can be managed and we can enjoy life without the burden of it! Sending love xx

[@sierraryan4086]

I completely understand trying and then getting excited each month, just to have your period come. Currently going through my first Ivf treatment and have my transfer on Tuesday ❤️

[@AlexCentomo]

Sending you all the positive sticky vibes!!!

[@morgana96]

Alex this brought me to tears! You are such a beautiful person inside and out. Proud of you for speaking about your experiences. wishing 2023 brings you lots of happiness! Things will get better XOXO

[@ceceliamaryn]

Used to struggle really bad with emetophobia and I still have some bad days, but I wanted to share that the book The Emetophobia Manual by Ken Goodman helped me a ton. It's a combo of CBT and has some really good exposure therapy tools. It really has made a difference and I was very reluctant to read it and do the exercises. Don't worry, none are too extreme! You can do it!

[@junkisyou]

Sending prayers and well wishes ✨🦋2023!!!!!!!!!

[@daryakovanova2750]

I hug you and send lots of love! I'm struggling with the same situation and I totally understand you! Wish all our dreams come true soon♥

[@Sarah678]

Almost a year of trying after a miscarriage last year for me, it really does mentally hurt so I had to stop trying and just live my life for now. I thought because I got an unplanned pregnancy that I would fall pregnant fast. When I lost that baby I tried right after for a baby. I have a child as well who is almost three. I wanted them closer in age and she would do so well with a sibling. It’s heartbreaking and devastating and all the things. I am thinking about you too while you go through this as well. ❤️

[@Nikki-ks6wi]

Thanks for sharing I’m going through the exact same situation praying for us Mamas

[@marjoriedesbiens-poitras6933]

You look gorgeous !!! Thank you for your support on Instagram when I messaged you

[@sophieclark1813]

Infertility sucks arse. I have primary infertility which just had been the worse thing I've gone through, six years of trying and all types of fertility treatment and losing my two babies me and my husband decided to stop trying. It was too painful and I couldn't handle more pain and potential of losing more babies on the journey to my first child earthside. People that preech they have the answer to infertility suck arse. Its impossible to explain to them the impact it has on every aspect of your life. Sending you so much love and hope for 2023.

[@paaiigeeful]

You will get everything you’re hoping for! Everything will happen in time 😊 side note, mentioning surgeries etc. the best thing I ever did was get a breast reduction. I haven’t had kids yet but decided to do it instead of waiting to love myself until after!

[@carliejade256]

Alex I’m so sorry your goin through this.. I’m currently goin through infertility. On month 5 of infertility pills and have done one IUI and no luck.. infertility is a whole other level that is so personal and it effects us mentally and emotionally! Praying for you 🤍

[@alesandriadimarco]

Hi Alex ❤️ hearing you talk about your phobia really resonates with me because I also have a phobia...of wasps! It controls my summers and I live in Canada too and you know how short lived our summers are. It completely controls me to the point where the last 2 years especially I just don't go outside in August and September because that is wasp time. I feel you girl, hang in there you're strong and I hope therapy helps you! 🤗❤️ sending lots and lots of love from Toronto!

[@AlexCentomo]

Omg i totally feel you!! My friend is super scared of bees and people always don’t understand it. I just want to let you know that your feelings are valid and I’m here for you ❤️ Wasps can gtfo

[@manisha-GT]

Thank you for sharing your experience. It’s the hardest things to do but the most helpful to someone else. I am sure your dream will come true this year. It’s just a va matter of time. Stay strong.

[@zoeprudham6063]

Im so sorry you are going through this, fingers crossed for you 🌈

[@haydencampbell8171]

Girl, I have only flown once in my life, and I just had my second flight and IT WAS BY MYSELF. I did it! and it was only my second time flying!

[@jessicagray9673]

Alex you are the best mom and I look up to you!! You are such a fabulous role model for me. Thanks for sharing your story - your vulnerability helps so many ❤

[@Ccsford82]

It's wild because secondary infertility seems to be so common these days. We only have one child (by choice), but I have a friend who got pregnant so easy as well with her first, but never could have a second. They didn't do any medical interventions tho and left it at one, so hang in there girl - all the baby dust being sent your way.

[@nicolemarie016]

You say it’s common these days. Why do you think? Do you think maybe because so many women have received the Covid vaccine? Just a thought I had! I’m in a group with moms and so many have come forward about this possible reason.

[@Ccsford82]

@@nicolemarie016 No, not at all. When I say "these days", like in the last 10-12 years so...prior to anything covid related. I think people just blame everything on the damn vaccine these days.

[@mearahart]

Thank you so much for sharing❤ my husband and I are currently TTC for our first. Just got over my first period since trying and I was heartbroken. You are not alone and I cannot even imagine what it must be like. We’re all here for you, Alex❤

[@mearahart]

Also a fellow emetophobic and I am terrified about dealing with that and getting pregnant. Please let me know how you dealt with that!!

[@paigemaree565]

I think this is my new favourite video of yours ❤ I felt so much emotion from watching it for many reasons. Since you said it to us, I want to say it to you - I’m so proud of you and you’re doing so well on this journey, you deserve everything you want in 2023 and I’m sending all the baby dust and positive vibes to you. Stay strong mumma xx

[@rachelb6565]

Loved this video Alex, wishing you all the best this year 💕

[@hedaasaid3053]

It's not anyone's place to tell you how many kids you should have or "one is enough" ..... i have a feeling that you will be someday just be patient 🤍🤍.. and never worry about the age difference your kids will be close no matter what ... i have different age gaps with my siblings.. one of them is five years a part and we are still close and can talk about so many things ... praying for you 💗💗🫂

[@aryelgiroux-portelance2540]

I wish you the best for your big project ❤

[@gracecountie3588]

Hi Alex! I have emetophobia and am currently pregnant with my first baby. So terrified to deal with the anxieties that surround that. As far as flying here are some tips! Sit in the window seat (less risk of being thrown up on), wear an eye mask, noise canceling headphones, and take Dramamine (edibles too if your body reacts positively to that). I stay in my little blackout bubble until I land.

[@lexiegray2637]

How do you deal with emetaphobia and being pregnant ?? I'm wedding planning and everyone keeps asking me when are babies coming. But like ppl don't get I don't just "nit like throw up" like it's extreme and irrational lol

[@gracecountie3588]

@@lexiegray2637 as far as worrying about the baby being sick, that is something I’m not sure how I’ll react to. I have a small dog and when he throws up it doesn’t bother me. So I’m just telling myself that the baby will be tiny like him and I won’t be scared. And as my baby gets older, I’m hoping to slowly build up my tolerance to her throwups getting bigger and bigger. My partner is already aware that he will have to deal with most of that cleanup though

[@lexiegray2637]

@gracecountie3588 i was thinking more of myself having morning sickness. I just don't want to be so anxious throughout pregnancy like it literally terrifies me

[@andreacaceres-gentil6895]

I loved this video ! Thank you for opening up like this, it's not easy talking about this. You don't even know how much it's helping me to be more positive🫶

[@juanageorge4573]

Lots of love and strength to you and dan! You got this girl❤️