MY BIGGEST FEAR! | SCP 3000 Reaction

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[@franciscocruz4624]

Alicia immediately after starting; “NOPE! NOPE! NOPE! I CANT! I CANT!” Her Husband in the background; “It’s just a little fishy!”❤

[@sahilrahman5066]

Fiance-kun my favourite

[@dr.consumerock6798]

​@@sahilrahman5066Fiance-kun the goat 😤😤😤😤

[@ryanlorenzo5003]

Look at how kind it's eyes are!

[@aziouss2863]

The way she saw saying " no no no " histerically AT THE SAME TIME the narrator was describing exactly that! Was epic!

[@TheTaintedWisdom]

7:13

[@delaneyfells913]

I was just about to say I think we need to acquire her a muscle relaxer as sedative for how many times she was saying no. No no no😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@ivanpetrov5255]

It seems she has more aversion to the eel/moray depiction of 3000 than any of the other serpentine forms.

[@Marcharound]

Note to self: Alicia has thalassophobia. *Starts compiling underwater SCPs*

[@kevinlockwood5384]

Oh you are a psychopath I'm going to help

[@Moonstriker2514]

That living water one that kills you alien baby style

[@edim108]

SCP-1128 definitely has to be on that list lmao 😂

[@1nt9rn9t-dudewillheim2]

You evil, evil, person.

[@cthulhupolar60]

HAHAHA Yeah SCP-1128.

[@deathscythesangel666]

If you need a break from the horror scp I would recommend scp 4999 someone watches over us by volgun it's a super wholesome one

[@filipcunderlik3910]

Got a smoke mate ?😎( i don't smoke by the way)

[@huwutao8726]

🚬😤😳👌 thats some good stuff mate💀 Also i think this would actually make her feel emotions considering this scp also involves people who sometimes have cancer and dying alone

[@BubbaJubbs9926]

I'd also recommend SCP-5031

[@GioFireheart]

One of my faves! I also have a head cannon that he is the god, Small Death.

[@BubbaJubbs9926]

@@GioFireheart Small death?

[@cah137-y4s]

I love the contrast of this article between the cosmic horror of this gargantuan creature that may or may not outlive time itself and then the revelation that "Yeah, every person who's been amnesticized in the last few decades has basically had to drink the Eel Juice".

[@speedy01247]

better that then the shit that existed prior to it.

[@its_renren7292]

Someone needs to buy Alicia a SCP-999 plushie to hug and hold during the scarier videos. Does she have a Throne or a P.o. box?

[@MrMineHD]

She has both. Can be found in the discord.

[@its_renren7292]

@@MrMineHD sweet, when i have the money i'll buy and ship one (might be a while for it to get there cos i'm from the opposite side of the world 😅)

[@MrMineHD]

No Stress, I'm far away too, so I keep waiting for the right moment too.

[@samwallaceart288]

A 999 squishy-pillow / stress ball would be so W

[@lorech.8326]

You’d be surprised. The SCP foundation isn’t opposed to launching a few missiles at a god

[@twilink5810]

Or giving offers even if it's useless like the scp hurried in the sand of an other places and kept by chains rusted and slowly breaking (sorry don't remember the number).

[@Nobody-707]

Have they ever tried doing that to 343??

[@aheimbig]

@@Nobody-707A little late, but the last researcher who proposed doing research that wasn’t on 343’s terms on 343 itself…is no longer in any Foundation database and for all intents and purposes never existed. The researchers that actually work in the Foundation find their mood improved by regular conversations with 343. Free and tailored therapy is preferable to erasure!

[@lornbaker1083]

@@aheimbig and 343 loves what he does for the foundation. he knows like 999 his role is essential to keeping the people working there sane healthy and hearty. he helps with the mental traumas. 999 the emotional traumas. and both know the scp has enough tech to handle the physical trauma on there own.

[@corinballard2456]

SCP-1762, Here be Dragons, always gets me emotional. I would definitely give it a watch.

[@mathiasallen8187]

Your going to make her cry even more wtf?

[@Wurmss]

Here be dragons always brings me to tears, I hope she reacts to it.

[@ivanpetrov5255]

This one and "How to slay a dragon" are very, very sad. But also so good with the plot they present.

[@exodiaolimitado6545]

remember guys, she's playing SUBNAUTICA because of the sub goal, may her soul rest in pieces

[@normalpeoplelikeme]

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

[@zigmus00A]

Dredge would have been a good contender too

[@ryuakatsuki5235]

For a second I thought my dyslexic brain was acting up reading "pieces" but nvm I read it right this time 😆

[@dragon-ye2mw]

The reaction is just gold 😂 the sheer panic and using humor as a coping mechanism

[@pinetree1462]

they are very genuine,, so i enjoy watching along so i'm not scared too :v

[@MidnightDStroyer]

Alicia gets so scared that her *avatar* freezes in horror..........

[@notagreen-fiend9029]

1:04 to 1:16 *@MidnightDStroyer* 😂The eyes glitching/derping, as well. 1:07 was like, "I'm so scared, I can't look away." ahah

[@w3t_wlpes]

Man i wish I could've caught these streams so I could just binge these SCP reactions.

[@kevinlockwood5384]

The streams are still up

[@w3t_wlpes]

@@kevinlockwood5384 For some reason the Vods aren't loading for me.

[@kevinlockwood5384]

​@@w3t_wlpes: (

[@ImmaLittlePip]

@@kevinlockwood5384 are they no longer up?

[@Vexizz]

Another spooky one already? And a water one at that. You're very brave, I commend you! If you want a more wholesome breed of SCP article, TheVolgun has a video on SCP-5031 "Yet Another Murder Monster", who is probably my favorite SCP. There's also the option of continuing checking out the most famous SCP's first such as SCP-682 who you've been briefly exposed to from your reaction to 999.

[@nothingface5919]

SCP-5031 is amazing. 682 is famous but for some reason never really resonated with me. It always seemed kind of overhyped for what it was... I enjoy weird ones like the Coffee Machine more lol.

[@Vexizz]

@@nothingface5919 same here. I liked the idea of 682 when I first heard it, but I feel it’s IMMENSELY overrated. It was cool when it was a murderous lizard that had really creative takes on adaptive regeneration, less so when it was apparently some kind of eldritch unstoppable nightmare spawn that can recover from literal narrative erasure.

[@elusive-osmium]

this one is kind of wholesome considering so many more people would be dead without it

[@thomascannone3111]

30:10 love how Alicia calls him edgy for saying the same thing she did earlier in the video.

[@davycannonhound9005]

I think Alicia is the most genuine vtuber reactor I’ve seen.

[@DearSoberUs32]

The Exploring Series, SCP-1762, Where The Dragons Went. This is what got me into SCP in the first place, and truly worth a listen. 10/10 would recommend. Edit: Literally just any SCP read by TES to be fair, 10/10 would recommend

[@Blitzwaffen]

I guess this reaction will remain a mystery to me as my phone refuses to load it.

[@Mare_Man]

Same

[@razgriz2276]

Same

[@CorwinTheOneAndOnly]

Oh wow, that fear reaction was instant and visceral. That's a real phobia right there.

[@samueltrusik3251]

You will for sure recognize the bodies in this water. Also, there are more underwater SCPs you should watch!

[@johnwolfer3239]

Video number 8 where I recommend the heart-warming story of SCP 5031. Volgun does a good coverage of Just Another Murder Monster.

[@gabrielhermes1627]

I really like that one and I think she will too!

[@spongeintheshoe]

Seconded.

[@ChannelofNathaniel]

The Exploring Series is probably the best SCP channel to talk about larger scale storylines

[@KaizerDC]

Ah I love the exploring series one of my favorites for SCP content! Also helped me discover the creators of the dark ambient background music which is also fantastic.

[@DeathDefiant]

If you ever feel useless just remember, the SCP Foundation has an "Ethics Committee".

[@samwallaceart288]

Those mfs have a lot to talk about

[@Cheinz74]

You for sure gotta check out SCP 173 at some point! That’s debatably the most well known SCP and one of my personal favorites!

[@МолчаливыйКлинок]

Well it is THE first SCP after all.

[@samwallaceart288]

For real instead of 2 tutorial videos, I just read that one blind because it's the earliest one, and the format was self-explanatory

[@antimarmite]

32:59 "Every person has 3 deaths, Ernie. The death of the mind, the death of the body, and the third and most concrete of them all is when your name is uttered for the last time. You may think I'll revel in the horror of my actions, or be subdued by regret, but I'm chasing the preeminent prize, Ernie, and a mythical fountain isn't the answer. I will never be forgotten. I will join those who have seen my vision, and obtain the ultimate. Immortality"

[@captain0ffd244]

Reaction starts Alicia already jumping out of her chair and want to sprint away. This is going to be a good episode

[@neal7602]

Mobile Tasks Forces often have humorous names, including City Slickers, Country Boys, and my personal favorite: "The Feds."

[@DeathFallow]

I'm happy that The Exploring Serers is being watch. First commit of my main account was suggesting him like 3 weeks ago. Love to see two people I like in one vid. Happy exploring but always remember, 'We die in the dark so they may live in the light'

[@misterjoshua5720]

Props to DoctorFabuloso1 in the chat for saying "get into it and you'll forget your fear in no time."

[@Ergand]

One of my favorite collections of SCP stories is the Lord Blackwood tales. For most of them some knowledge about the SCP involved would be helpful, but is not strictly necessary. My three recommendations: Lord Blackwood, Astronaut - don't really need to know much for this one Lord Blackwood and the Great Tarrasque Hunt of 83 - SCP 682 + SCP 076 Lord Blackwood in the Land of the Unclean - SCP 093

[@literalsarcasm1830]

One of the the greats

[@clothokaftan]

25:10 i made that same mistake as well, kept shutting people out of my life and trying to bottle up all of my emotions, misery, and self-loathing, i didn't even try to get better at first and just wallowed in my own misery for years during highschool. everyone justifiably alienated me and most of my friends abandoned me. the few friends i had left became increasingly concerned for me especially when they started to notice cuts and scrapes on my wrist and bruises underneath my sleeves, waist, and skirt. my grades were plummeting and even the teachers couldn't ignore it anymore. it wasn't until 2 years after i started being this way that my teachers started trying to help in their own messed up way by making classmates befriend me for better grades (i didn't know at first and blindly bought the con, making friends with people whom i thought were really kind to me, only to overhear rumors that they were being bribed into being my friend), so that made my trust in my teachers and anyone befriending me crash and burn. yey. sigh* it was around that time that i met a girl my age who was the complete opposite of me, coming from a filthy rich aristocratic corporate family, extremely extroverted and outgoing to the point that it would be overbearing, very popular with everyone both for her looks, personality, and money. and she approached me of all the people in school and befriended me. i just having experienced a betrayal immediately didn't trust her good intentions and thought she was the teachers latest attempt to coerce me, so i distanced myself from her. but she was very persistent (lmao), and eventually confronted me about it, i became emotional and accused her of all kinds of things, but she affirmed that she had nothing to do with them and that she'd do anything i asked to prove herself (i wont go over what i asked her to because its very personal). but at the end we eventually became friends, and later best friends. she helped me tremendously through arguably the most depressing and turbulent times of my life and still does. i owe so much to her and i could never repay her even if she doesn't want me to. why did she befriend and help me? i honestly didn't know at all for years and i gave up trying to find out why during college, it mattered only that we were unshakeable friends by then. but it didn't stay that way forever, since she was very liberal with her many open relationships with men i never expected her to be into women, let alone confess to me one evening while we were both very very drunk. that went about as well as you'd expect. we ended up together, became very very close, but it didn't last. we're still the best of friends but now there's a bit of a rift between us that was left behind from our intimate relationship, which she now regularly tries to mend with more intimacy (which i find the logic of very baffling). and then there's the whole thing about her helping me and my childhood crush get together with a horribly planned double blind date (which went about as smoothly as you'd imagine), and ultimately made her jealous despite being the matchmaker for this whole situation. its safe to say that despite owing her my life for mending my mind, heart, and soul. she certainly made my life a lot more complicated as well. 🙃 what caused me to be su!c!dally depressed in the first place? hmm... lets just say i made a lot of really bad calls... i had a crush on a boy (yes same guy i'm with now over a decade later) who wasn't even popular but i didn't have the courage to confess to him. so i made arguably the dumbest decision of my life and started going out with another boy who confessed to me before, i don't even know why i did this. i feel so dumb in hindsight... anyway so that went about as well as you'd expect, i had no feelings for him and he'd snap at me for being disinterested. he'd get vindictive and spiteful whenever i looked at any other guy (even my little brother) and especially my crush, whom he apparently noticed i had in his words "dreamy eyes for". we started arguing a lot until it reached a breaking point just less than a year in, i violently & very publicly broke up with him and i got punished (brutally ræpd in a dark alley) for it horribly and depending on who you ask, justifiably. do i hate him for it? what do you think. do i feel guilty about it? every single day. i sometimes still have nightmares about him and cry for the rest of the evening, i can't experience even mildly forceful "intimacy" from a man without triggering a psychotic episode.. thanks to my friends and my best friend i recovered from androphobia (which i had left out until now) but i still feel irrationally insecure when i'm alone in a room or elevator with men i don't know. there was once a time when i thought i never had any regrets and will never have any regrets, now i'm haunted by this very naive thought from a much younger innocent self who would be disappointed in herself today. but i can say that i am happy now at least.

[@EG-wp9yj]

This is the one I was waiting for. And the aquatic horror scp.

[@modvavet]

Funny related thing- My wife and I are on our honeymoon right now, and today we went to Niagara Falls. I'm afraid of heights. She's afraid of water. We watched from the observation deck and then we rode the Maid of the Mist boat out close to the falls themselves. It was a perfect day. 😂

[@HollowHeart771]

If this ocean SCP scares you, SCP 1128 is similar and is by far the SCP that scares me the most, the fact that just knowing what is looks like will lead to your end is enough to send shivers down my spine

[@lukeharrington4372]

I don’t realise know much about SCPs but I do know of that entity creepy as all hell 🤣🤣🤣

[@MrHeiska01]

Pretty sure one of the pictures in this video was about 1128. Human falling trough water with massive creature lurking below.

[@HollowHeart771]

@@MrHeiska01 I saw that but it's such a creepy entity and I'D love to see a separate reaction to it

[@cybo_vampire9145]

sneakybobbittt legit just called their mom leaving a "rare event" bro I'm dying

[@tyforestreacts]

I recommend a video on SCP-173. It’s the first ever SCP ever created, and while simple, I do think it’d make an interesting experience.

[@BailyC295]

The iconic SCP 👌😅

[@en-men-lu-ana6870]

The NUT!

[@Serpentking789]

The *original* SCP, the one that started it all.

[@mrshadow4007]

It's so scary that KZbin wont even let me play the video.

[@MattieD]

There was a crooked man, who had a crooked smile, he played a crooked flute, and danced down a crooked isle, they laughed with crooked faces, at his crooked tune, they clapped with crooked hands, and all the crooked ladies swoon.

[@Finny_.]

There's a lot of fun things i'd could write but man, your videos makes me so happy Alicia. From the bottom of my heart, thank you 💕

[@Hollyclown]

Highly recommend SCP-1762: “Here Be Dragons”

[@Sapphireeyes104]

Gave up frame one? Awww! This one's new to me, and here's a tissue 🤭 Emotional support fiancée is very cute and it's SO sweet of him to be supportive like that. You can do it, I know you can! This one being used for amnestics is really interesting though. It makes sense though, given the rest of the story. "Wash ya ass" made me laugh way harder than it was supposed to. Alicia'll raise ya right! That mental health bit was genuinely good advice though. I'm glad you got the mental health help you needed. You, I, and anyone else watching or reading is deserving of help and love. The way this SCP works and way they just feed it D-Class is both terrifying and incredibly intriguing. The ethics committee really REALLY isn't doing their job right though 🤣

[@danielcortez2449]

Does anyone else have experienced with videos not playing just constantly loading or is it just me

[@gabrielhermes1627]

Same.

[@MichaelJohnson-fr8yr]

Me too

[@DarkCerberus105]

Me also

[@117darksonic]

Oh thank god I thought my phone was broken

[@literalsarcasm1830]

Happened for me as well. I'm on a phone so I just turned airplane mode on and off and it fixed the problem.

[@shewanttheducky495]

The irony of her being terrified of the water and also saying she's "deep diving." Sent me in that last couple minutes.

[@cronos4024]

Some evil, twisted part of me actually wants her to do a Subnautica lets play

[@jabaash]

Phobias are always super interesting to me, since people talking about them rarely emphasize the irrational part of the irrational fear and/or aversion of something. Like, i'd say i'm freaked out by the ocean. Swimming in the ocean does not sound appealing to me at all, and if i'm traveling on a ship, i would rather stay indoors the whole time than look outside. I however, have no problems looking at images of oceans or playing videogames that take place in large bodies of water like Subnautica. The fact that she's getting freaked out from seeing pictures fascinates me so much, and is a great example of what is the difference between a fear and a phobia.

[@ShadeScarecrow]

Yea Im pretty sure if I saw a 600+ km long eel my brain would just shortcircuit, so the cognitive hazard just makes sense xD

[@TheRealRealMClovin]

should watch the fan film of scp 3000. As someone who also has fear of underwater or alone on the ocean. I couldn't stop looking away XD

[@CaptainKillroy]

Sooooo this is happening to me but for some reason this video just isn't playing. I can tell it's happening to others and IDK why but it is

[@somename3424]

"emotional support fiancé" is amazing

[@grantharriman284]

Alicia in this video reminds me of Marin from Dress Up Darling when she watched too many horror movies. Jumping and screaming at even the tiniest things.

[@poasttoasties6655]

exploring series does such a good job at blending summary, commentary, and direct readings

[@Sanetless]

My favorite is SCP-••|•••••|••|•. HIGHLY recommend!

[@seanmacguire8988]

Oh! The Mobile task force video by the exploring series is also amazing. It talks about all of the task forces and their purposes

[@literalsarcasm1830]

"What happened to Site 13" is a great one as well.

[@Hsereal]

Hello, Aliciancé! Make sure to give the elf-rat-queen plenty of cuddles and emotional support after her SCP binges!

[@ChildofBile]

No way The Exploring Series makes my favorite scp videos

[@AnimatedHashira]

Am I the only one this video won't load for???

[@ClubsDeuce5150]

I would like to recommend the SCP-245 video from the Exploring Series. It's a video game based SCP where the author actually made a playable game as part of telling the story and it's kinda nuts.

[@Thefootqueen]

If you’re that scared of underwater you didn’t need to look at the pictures lol. They’re just meant to be a visual reference to the audience. For that channel you listened to specifically he often can be listened to without looking at anything since it’s mostly pictures.

[@Brutalyte616]

*FINALLY!* Been trying to watch this video all day and the bastard just wouldn't load. No other videos had this problem, and I could even see ads, but the video would just be stuck in limbo and the comments wouldn't load. The hell KZbin...

[@hognibaker7484]

The Exploring Series is an amazing channel that I've been following for years. I love that you've FINALLY tripped on him. Might I interest you in "Exploring the SCP Foundation: SCP-5999 - This Is Where I Died". I'm sure you will personally find it quite titillating...

[@literalsarcasm1830]

The full Apotheosis series is amazing as well.

[@avsbes98]

I'm not sure if she's ready for 5999 yet. Should probably watch Pataphysics first.

[@realfiregod0466]

The fact that it can alter your mind and your way of thinking it's absolutely terrifying.

[@gliocasneko]

That one was scary, I hope we get to some friendly SCP with you.

[@playbetter7937]

Isn't Scp 3000 a thaumiel though?

[@cindermoth3421]

Where the dragons went would be a good one :D

[@theenderdestruction2362]

​@@playbetter7937doesn't mean it's friendly, just means it helps

[@itsyaboy9829]

​@@cindermoth3421you devil you :D

[@playbetter7937]

@@theenderdestruction2362 True

[@m.taylor2155]

I'm saving this to my "Funny Stories" playlist - Alicia's fear of the ocean is way too funny. I have this fear too, but the way she reacts is hilarious. She's a good bean and I hope that Richard gave her some good hugs.

[@DR_REDACTED]

YES!!! Easily one of my favs from the better known SCPs

[@souplife1]

heck yes! I'm glad you got to 3000 so early I genuinely think it's one of the best ones I've ever read, and it's one of my absolute favorites. 3001 is so so good too, and 6000 is insane ugh there's so many good ones

[@pallbunun7594]

I love the phrase, emotional support fiancé. I want one

[@skyc-1375]

I don't know if this would be a suggestion for this or for the xlife channel, but I do recommend "if the emperor had a text to speech device" and "Hunter: the Parenting" Both series from Busa Alfabusa, the first being about the emperor from 40k getting, as the name implies, a text to speech device and catching up on the dumb shit the empire has been doing for the past 10,000 years, along with starting to lead again + other stuff. The second is set in the World of Darkness universe (think modern day stuff involving vampires, werewolves, wizards, etc; but hidden from the common man) and involves a family of hunters. Both are comedic, also having a fair share of drama and intrigue going on as well

[@ALLHAILSUNSETYOUTH2]

Oh, a BIG one. If an scp ends with 000 or 999, its an important one

[@wavemoon]

Since we are on SCP 3000 and your biggest fear I recommend the next in line: SCP 3001 Red Reality. By the same channel Exploring Series. This SCP was the most disturbed I personally was while listening to an SCP entry.

[@sonofhades57]

Seeing that thumbnail just makes me want to give Alicia a hug and tell her everything's going to be okay.

[@michaeldora9068]

1:10 *She starts panicking* *Me, verbatim.* "That was fucking quick."

[@davidkoudelka10]

I know many are recommending SCP-4999 (and it is pretty wholesome) though there is also more tales about the SCP-999 the Tickle Monster, as well as SCP-7000, which is about the unluckiest man in the world, though the story is strangely wholesome with him making friends and saving the world (avoiding heavy spoilers).❤

[@Wurmss]

Wait I've never heard the ending part could you link it/explain??

[@davidkoudelka10]

@@Wurmss Do you mean of SCP-7000? Or the other ones?

[@Wurmss]

@@davidkoudelka10 7000 story is greatly appreciated!

[@davidkoudelka10]

@@Wurmss Here it is! kzbin.info/www/bejne/qZLTlYygnquInrssi=kYTEwWMoyCWXO6ED This video was made by the Exploring Series. He’s REALLY great at giving the rundown of SCP’s. In fact, I think the one that Alicia is reacting to is being narrated by him.

[@fidelmagdaleno3736]

Man, memory trip seeing SCP-3000. There's also the shark one. As much I want to recommend that one, I want you to take a break from your fear of the ocean and Idon't remember the number. I do recommend other SCPs done by TheVolgun such as: -SCP-6373 (The Stage Blight) Keter, now Neutralized -SCP-3288 (The Aristocrats) Keter -SCP-1678 (Unlondon) Euclid Another channel named Infame Kato - Manotas Pro did Unlondon. Infame talks about Unlondon and does an experiment log of SCP-1678-A1. TheVolgun has talks more of the other SCPs within Unlondon. I'll let you decide which to watch. I do recommend seeing Infame Kato - Manotas Pro's SCP-1337 (The Hitch Hiker). He does an interview log of the doctor that was in charge of monitoring SCP-1337.

[@ShinigamiSamaH]

Good ol 3000 the Danger Noodle.

[@BowsettesFury]

wait till she sees SCP 2845, its containment protocol mostly though.

[@Bloodschosen2457]

WOO, FINALLY!! 5 HOURS LATER AND I CAN FINALLY WATCH IT!!!

[@Mrryn]

29:27 "Honey, hold me! Hold me, it's a hole!" - AliciaxDeath, 2023

[@tallperson0892]

any one else only got the max quality option being 360p? or just me?

[@drustx7614]

The Exploring series is what got me interested into reasonably and watching videos on SCPs so I'm happy to see a reaction to one of his videos. If there seasons I'd love to see a reaction to it would have to be SCP 2845 the deer

[@drustx7614]

*reading

[@faithnfire4769]

Highly advise SCP Illustrated (now goes by Mr Illustrated), his cover of this SCP in particular is spectacular. MUCH creepier :P

[@admiralotaku9509]

You know as hard as it was for you watch the video i’m very glad you’ve started watching the Exploring Series videos for SCP. TheVolgun is great at reading and presenting the SCPs as they are on the wiki website, but The Exploring series likes to search deeper and connect the dots of things written in SCP files and answer the questions many people have well reading many confusing or just crazy world building SCPs. Also has some great videos of the different GoI(Groups of Interest) in the SCP universe.

[@TortugaSlaya9737]

Is anyone else having trouble watching this video i can watch anything else without issue but this video for some reason is on infinite buffering

[@Bearyboo87]

This is really interesting there was an episode of an old show, I think Babylon 5? One of the better thinky sort of sci-fi anyway, it positied the question of personality death. A serial killer rather than receiving capital punishment in the form of an execution, had their mind wiped with advanced medical tech and psionics and was taken into a religious order who looked after the lost and disaffected. He subsequently became a good man and worked hard to help those in need. Anyway one of his previous victims family members tracked him down tortured then killed the man subsequently had the same procedure done, even taking up the place of the man he murdered. The commander of the station went to confront the second man when he was stopped by the head of the religious orders chapter. "Forgiveness is the hardest part of my job, commander. It is also the most important." I believe was the quote that faded the episode out. Bloody brilliant! Just chills. I have thought back to that... is errasing all that a person has experienced, know and felt really any kinder than an execution? It keeps "societies" hands clean in a sense that their is no body to dispose of, the different seems purely practical rather than moral however. This was one of the points of the episode of course. I have CPTSD, depression, anxiety I understand the desire to just erase horrific shit from my past to try and heal at what stage of erasing that do I stop being me and become 😅 probably a healthier version of myself. But inspite of everything I like my pain? I'm strong, resilient and kind because of it. I have empathy rather than mere sympathy, when doctors keep telling me that's not possible and those doctors can spin on it. Grow up in a home where your ability to not get beaten is equal to your ability to read others emotions and you'll become a pro. Once you can read you can also feel, its not dissimilar to how deaf folk only gain an inner monologue once they can sign, lip read or write, and it's part of what makes coclier implants SOOOO important. WTF am i even on about anymore...

[@thomasdahlberg5920]

This is truly confusing. For some reason, this video and ONLY this video refuses to load. I'm stuck with it buffering at 0:00:00. Any other video I click on loads and immediately starts playing. Except the one I want to watch. As I'm writing g this, it still hasn't loaded. Anybody have answers at to exactly why this video in particular is in buffering hell? I've closed the app several times and literally nothing seems to work.

[@antgut347]

Yep same here

[@TheDemonfromhell96]

Same.

[@zaydenhorn8607]

Same

[@zaydenhorn8607]

I've even reset my phone

[@zaydenhorn8607]

It fixed

[@memegumin]

I wasn't sure if chat gonna make you react to the big boy fish or not lol, shouldn't have doubted chat.

[@the7thkoyote274]

I don't know why, but this is the only video on KZbin I can't seem to get to play. Every other video works, just not this one 🤦😅

[@thescarletbunny1305]

same

[@noodsdood6977]

Oh boy, here I go repeating myself again :) I think you'd get a real big kick out of SCP Oversimplified, which are short comics that explain a lot of the various SCP that are popular or amusing, as well as looking at SCP 5031, "Yet Another Murder Monster"

[@terminusre8589]

Anyone else having trouble loading the video. I got comments and all her other vids but this one just won't load. Even an hour after

[@cj13rules]

Yea same it won't load

[@DR_REDACTED]

Same here

[@Ponyman-1997]

Same

[@zaydenhorn8607]

Same

[@terminusre8589]

Works now. YT being weird.

[@DiamondzFinder_]

Should it be unsettling that I experienced Deja Vu while watching a video about a cognitohazardous scp that deals with memories?

[@JonpaulGee]

I hope she's doing okay after last nights stream....

[@cobaltobject1855]

Love how she's not even scared of the scp itself, just the pictures

[@Sigmanonymous]

This isn't playing on mobile for some reason, but it is on my home PC. Sadge. :(

[@ArchForge11]

The vulgun has a great vid on the the ethics committee orientation, which I personally enjoy, it mentions 110-Montauk, all you need to know about it is its very cruel and relates to Scp-231, it’s good but I’d recommend it later on when you are more acclimated to the more disturbing scps

[@erenjaeger9418]

Anyone else having trouble loading the video?

[@DR_REDACTED]

Yap =/

[@ShankMugen]

The Kingfisher Brand (Which isn't exclusively beers) uses the Kingfisher Bird as its logo

[@bobbybrown475]

Wth, is anyone else having trouble getting the video to load? I've been trying to watch it since it launched but it... Just... Will... Not... Play!!!

[@antgut347]

Got the same issue

[@DivusMagus]

Same

[@bobbybrown475]

I'm glad I'm not the only one, but I've been wanting to listen to this while I game lol. I wonder if it's just been region locked or something of the sort. Every other video (including Alicia's DDOI reaction she released at the same time) is working fine, just this one is busted.

[@bobbybrown475]

I can FINALLY watch it!!! I'm still concerned about every other KZbin video and other internet browsing being completely functional, whilst this video was not.

[@ThornMu]

my knowledge of my ancestors accomplishments ends mostly at 8 generations ago. But even that is very limited. Actually having known my ancestors, I remember my grandparents.

[@qrowacheron230]

Anyone else have issues watching it? Like it wont load for me at all

[@the25viole42]

Same

[@aguynamedtimn950]

Love that ur making SCP content. Great video! 2852 is pretty crazy. It’s slept on hard. It’s pretty graphic fyi

[@archer6476]

Is this video not loading at all for anyone else, Because Alicia's other videos all be working fine for me but just not this one.

[@the25viole42]

Its not working for me either

[@eduardochavez7889]

Yay Exploring Series! Also poor Alicia, I could practically feel her blood pressure rising