All Day AA Chapter 6 Into Action 12 Steps 164 pages

[@alexe8996]

Finally i thought you forgot about me!

[@GrowthGuided]

Absolutely not Alex!!!!!

[@jimcunningham9975]

The death cult

[@RanDaMan70]

Chapter 6, DONE! :-)

[@GrowthGuided]

5 more to go until you finish the first 164 pages!!

[@lordcromwell5512]

I got a crap meeting group. No one is spiritually changed. They curse , ego large, and self absorbed. I am finding conflicts in the program as it is laid out. First they say only talk about the program then they say tell your life story. They say get born again but leave out sin and Jesus and say find your own higher power. One man exclaimed his higher power was a rock. What am I missing? I am sorta developing a resentment and know that is the first step in a relapse. I am burnt on my Sponsor, I am burnt on the group and want to get over this feeling of self medicating to relieve the stress. I am suffering with PTSD and depression as well. Any suggestions?

[@GrowthGuided]

Make sure you read page 132-133. It talks about staying close to your doctors. Also, I was told that I had to be the light in the dark room. Gotta go to meetings bringing light instead of always wanting to take something from a meeting if that makes any sense.

[@lordcromwell5512]

@@GrowthGuided True. Yes I am still going and now I am starting to share. They say this is an easy program but boy it is very hard for me. Coming to Jesus moment has be hard and committing for life not just a year or a month is mind blowing. Made some mistakes along my road but think it is the road I need to take. The damage done is haunting me and have to be of service and try to repent to God for what I have done.

[@GrowthGuided]

@@lordcromwell5512 The beautiful thing is you don't have to process it all in one day or week. I made myself a commitment to push through all the pain for a year and if nothing changed I'd go back to being a bad boy for life ahahha. That was back in 2010.

[@lordcromwell5512]

​@@GrowthGuided Wow that is amazing. I want what you have.

[@GrowthGuided]

@@lordcromwell5512 Slowly slowly. I wanted to give up a lot of times but I made sure I was uncomfortably honest with those around me who could hold my hand through the low spots in the first fews years and even into my 11th year even this week I still need love and guidance.

[@cajunkarl4828]

I am a failure

[@GrowthGuided]

Whats up?

[@cajunkarl4828]

Help me

[@GrowthGuided]

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