Alone in the Forest | Van Life & the Unexpected

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This week I experienced van life alone again... something that feels incredibly comforting and familiar to me. Being alone in the forested mountains of Utah is a special thing... and I have a lot to share this week. Thanks for watching everyone :)
#vanlife #offgrid #solotravel #outdoors #survival

[@oliviaheinz4397]

You should write a book. I love your voiceovers. They are beautiful and poetic and thought- provoking. I often find myself brought to tears from your words and the messages they share. Keep doing what you’re doing. You inspire so many people.

[@SimplyShellberz]

Yes! 100% agree, definitely should write a book

[@jimdavis9275]

I just found your content. It was a 4 day solo or 6 day solo with Akela. I have really enjoyed your life and content. You are such a real person. You live such a great honest life full of integrity, compassion, awareness, joy and gratitude. At least that is what I’ve gathered from the first 30 videos or so. Working my way through the older videos now. In one video you mentioned people being hateful to you on the internet and I just can’t possibly see how anyone could take issue with you or your life. I’m headed to Patreon next!!! Keep the great content coming!!

[@agnesskibicka]

@jimdavis9275, same here! Hello from Poland 🇵🇱 and rural living - channel :)

[@letscook63]

Amazing. I thought the same - I discovered this channel today and can’t get enough of it. Very impressive young lady. Keep the content coming.❤❤❤

[@barbhampton54]

I saw this episode at the beginning of the week where I've chosen to not post on Facebook. While I'm still scrolling through once a day, it has started to remind me that I need to make contact with my environment. We live in a small town, and we have an incredible yard full of birds and flowers and I'm retired, so if I have anything, I have time. My goal this summer is to enjoy every moment. Thank you for the inspiration.

[@donnazeidler2218]

Are you a gardener?

[@lindasteinbrenner8065]

Me too! I have tons of yard work winter cleanup and the never ending weeding. I told my husband since I have time..I am going to do one section at a time and love where my yard/garden is now. My daffodils were gorgeous and my tulips to vibrant. Apple, cherry, pear blossoms so delicate in color. I am going to appreciate it all coming awake instead of always looking at the work to be done! Cheers! ❤

[@katealvarez4483]

Oh, your memory of your dad is so similar to mine. Campfire, his red and black flannel, the peace of knowing he was there. 9 years he's been gone.

[@divinewrath3142]

I was near tears at the end, not sad tears, but longing tears. It's funny the things we take for granted as kids, heck even as adults. What I wouldn't give to have one of my mom's hugs or for my brother to call me squirrel. I try to shift sadness to gratitude for the fact that I have so many wonderful memories. To be so thankful to have had such love that even 10 and 2 yrs later my heart still aches for their absence. I so love the peace you find in nature and solitude. It is a truly beautiful thing to have found what fulfills your soul, and had the wherewithal to follow your heart at such a young age. Many of us don't find it until we are older, some never do.

[@jeremiahgardner3027]

I love the introspective nature of this video. Your connection with your authentic-self and nature is amazing. ~Thank you for sharing 🌹

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you so much!

[@gwencrosswhite9329]

Linnea, what a treasure you are making of your life. It’s such a thrill to watch your life unfold. Love your approach to life. Bravo!!! Love the mug too 😊

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you so much!

[@omavicmcmurray2893]

Get choked every time you share stories of your dad, I love the imagine of him in his cap, heating water for your mama, drinking tea and calling you pickle! He lives on in the hearts and stories of many, keep ‘em coming!

[@janholmes5563]

I absolutely adore you and the life you live . You have inspired me beyond words . I’ve been building my van this year and hope to get it finished and livable by May or June . I have so much respect for your courage, and the love you have for Mother Earth , animals, and all the amazing things this life has blessed you with . I am single now, I turn 71 this year and cannot wait to start my van life and travel adventures . Thank you for being you sweet girl . 🩷🩷You are amazing!!!🩷🩷🩷

[@clara.c.m.]

I'm happy you made it, kind stranger. Best of luck on your journeys!! 💚

[@janholmes5563]

@@clara.c.m.❤

[@DonMcConaughy]

Good luck on your journey

[@hockeymomWA]

Thank you for the reminders to be fully present.

[@legalpuppy8602]

the video portion of the two pups with the snow flakes was so beautiful

[@lisasander4005]

A million possible futures....and people landing on one and only one of those millions of possibilities... and sticking with it forever, foregoing all the others. You put this into words so perfectly. I struggle with this constantly! NOT because I stay with one and only one life, but because I love so many things and want to experience so many lives.... I'm constantly changing and people (with the best of intentions!) are always wishing/hoping I'll "find what I'm looking for" and settle down. But for me....that sounds like such a waste and really boring. Thank you for the validation and understanding! You're so much more evolved than I was at your age and I only now am catching up with you (I'm 64 😂). YAY YOU! Carry on! 💚🩵💚

[@myfairyvanlife]

I think this one of the most beautiful videos of you I’ve seen so far. So many layers and meaning. Thankyou for sharing this! The part of the memory of your dad brought a little tear to my eyes. Such a happy memory.

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw thank you so much!

[@omavicmcmurray2893]

Every time you do one of these where you share a survival skill I LOVE IT!!! I too am a fan of ‘Alone’ and watch to learn new things. You are so good at sharing your attempts, successes and the ones you will keep to develop. I love it, you are an inspiration. To go further than think ‘I should learn that’s to what does it take to try? Thanks Linnea

[@omavicmcmurray2893]

I love when you have solitude, your episodes literally bring tears to my eyes (don’t get e wrong, others are good too, and diversity is good, these touch the spirit deeply).

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so glad - thank you!

[@DebBradshaw]

Linnea...this is one of the most beautiful videos you have made. You inspire me to live my best life at 62 - being more present and more importantly being aware of all the beautiful nature that surrounds us. Thank you for sharing your life...and putting so much effort into making these inspiring videos!!

[@RoadyyRanger]

You have a wonderful way of giving a voice to some of my own thoughts throughout the years. For some of us it’s instinctual to push back the notion this is the only life or path to take. I used to describe it as my own Choose Your Own Adventure book. One of these days I hope to be able to articulate my thoughts on this as well as you do. Thanks Linnea 🏔️

[@michelleellis8201]

Hello Linnea. This video was very special. I love all that you shared with us. Especially the image of your Dad sitting by the morning campfire and you recreating it yourself. What a beautiful snowfall. Take care and safe travels 😊❤️

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@podcastbard]

A journal is good not just to help figure stuff out, but it's also a good place to put your creative ideas and experiences. The best thing a journal does is when you look back and see how you've grown. I've been keeping a journal for years. More should journal. Enjoy your life's journey.

[@judithbyerly5888]

Thank you, Linnea for such a beautiful & heartfelt video. How blessed you are to have memories of such a wonderful Dad!! Love & Blessings til next time! ❤️🙏🏻

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@luckywarriorakabonnies.1855]

Linnea, once again you have put out such a beautiful video. Showing us your surroundings, your thoughts, your dreams all while letting others know they are not alone with their struggles of mental health. Thank you for always being real. Your journey right now to some may seem pointless but those of us that are trying to live the same dream are clearly tuned into your very open heart of how rewarding this lifestyle can be. As always sending you vibes of Blessings and Love for you and your pups and Chris. I Love how you give and respect each other's personal time for growth and then can come back together in Love and Harmony and share your ups and downs with each other. You keep being you and we will keep watching. Right now my real dream hasn't started because once again I'm at a standstill parked up at a friends house until I get the mini bus repairs done. Then look out world, here I come. (Lol) Until your next video, you stay safe and enjoy that big beautiful outdoors.

[@ElsaRhae]

The life

[@simply.leen.]

What a beautiful video. Such a vibe of contentment and harmony. Thriving in nature. I know you miss your dad. I am always humbled by the memories you choose to share with us. The connection you have with your family is lovely. I don't have that and sometimes wonder if it really exists. It's the memories you share that make me see that it can exist for some. I love that. Thank you for sharing your memories and your current thoughts and surroundings.

[@edm5356]

Thanks for the video. The visuals were amazing as usual.

[@leeanngilbert295]

Beautiful and thought provoking video. Thank you so much.

[@sigreddasparks16]

Love the music at the end ☺️ always look forward to your videos and seeing your adventures. I hope you do a meet and greet of some sort so when I'm on the road I can meet you!! Yours was one of the first builds I watched all the way from beginning to end so you've been very inspiring in my journey towards being at least partially nomadic and living a bit more freely. Thank you for still being you and making authentic and beautiful content. 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@clairescherf5401]

your videos have become a place of solace for me, i look forward to them and feel grounded through you in your energy. thank you for you work!

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so so glad - thank you!

[@iagrim39]

I look forward to your videos every week, but this one was just great. Your reflections on life and remembering times with your Dad were super special. I live in NW England in a van with my dog, and would love the space you have in the US . I look forward to your onward journey👍☺️

[@Jojok103]

Great video. I think I have fought against this normal so long mentally. It’s exhausting, while I see others embrace it. I do wish you good luck with your heart of a gypsy. PS Maybe your dad sent that flurry of snow, just for you, as a reminder he’s always with you..

[@LittlesandRachael]

Your videos inspire me. Poetic, music….visuals….❤

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@maryantosz6195]

You are correct, my sweet friend!! ❤

[@rhondagunderm4862]

You sharing about your dad brought tears to my eyes. My dad has been gone for 3 years now. My memories of camping where wonderful.

[@Linneaandakela]

Exactly!

[@shirleybuckley1808]

Your videos are so calming to watch. Thank you!

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank YOU!

[@debberkebile4396]

If only I had started as young as you to be in nature ❤ follow your heart.

[@artsteadman2230]

@debberkebile4936 it's never too late to begin

[@debberkebile4396]

@@artsteadman2230 oh I have started but wish I had more time. But I am living to the fullest right now!

[@starfire8221]

Another great video. I loved camping, fishing, and hiking both here in Oregon and when I lived in Australia. At 80 my body won’t allow it any more You are so refreshing to follow. Thank you

[@Linneaandakela]

Sounds like a wonderful life full of beautiful experiences, and many more to come!

[@meghanlindsey7402]

This may be one of my favorite videos you’ve ever made ~ stay you, keep changin’💛 thanks for the consistent inspiration and deep hearted shares, Linnea

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw thank you so much!

[@mikesoule1761]

very special, your editing talent has soared! in such a natural and self taught honest way, you have so much to be very proud of, thank you! Mike

[@glenna-jeanwilson5180]

"Channeling " your memories of your Dad...goodnight Pickle. Take care, blessed child🤗🩵

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@danischulze8021]

Thank you for ur content...u are such an inspiration to my life right now..I started my RV life journey over 3 years ago. In this time I've been renovating slowly as I have the money and time. Unfortunately I'm stuck still in the city to a job still in the pursuit of finding the income stream that allows me to finally take off and get out there....similar to where you go....such an inspiration and gives me that hope that I'll get there and won't give up til I do. ❤so thanks girl

[@Kari-bb3rm]

Really living in the moment and not just distracting ourselves with getting thru this part of our lives . Really living! Reminds me of the Movie Edie. And yes. Really living. It's beautiful. Great way to describe it.

[@Linneaandakela]

Yes - love that!

[@ellenpowers8037]

Your videos are such a beautiful blend of art and philosophy-such a joy to watch. Thank you. ❤

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you so much!

[@jenw1116]

As usual I'm feeling warm and fuzzy after watching your video, I have taken a few days off work so was able to watch as soon as I got the notification ❤ The way you speak of your Dad is so moving. I can't imagine losing either of my parents and I'm 36! Through your eyes, he sounds like a wonderful human. You are a daughter to be proud of ❤ Great job trying to get that fire started! It's refreshing to see you fail, and thank you for showing your disappointment as well. I can see that you were bummed but you didn't let it dictate the rest of your day. I love the authenticity here ❤ Thanks so much for another video treat, your content is inspiring ❤

[@DarcieRobertson]

Such a lovely video! Thank you, Linnea. I could see your dad from the way you described him. You're such a good visual storyteller.

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you so much!

[@user-cd6bg3pt7k]

Your videos never fail,I love all the work you put into it,your videos show you can do anything you set your mind to and I appreciate you so much.

[@campinwill9977]

Great comment, sums up how the videos make me feel. Thank You!

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you so much!

[@sarahperry1976]

Your videos are like a session of reflection and relaxation. Thank you ❤️

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw thank you!

[@HendersonJen]

Loved the memory of your dad. I have very similar memories of my dad. I miss him so. You’ve inspired me to journal. And to be up with sun. Thank you for being you! And for sharing bits and pieces with all of us!❤

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so glad - thank you!

[@melissaandjason]

“ be living the future you have already decided”. I get this…I am doing this. Not in a way that it’s a trap or a hamster cage… but in a way that enables you to be happy in the present… in where you are on the journey… to where your going…its your dreams… it’s ever- changing… And if you’re flexible enough… maybe you won’t miss it. My apologies, I paused the video because this really spoke to me❤️ I understand its meaning in a different way… as well… Edit: love your videos 🙌✌️

[@omavicmcmurray2893]

Love the time you spent sharing the dogs, always a joy to watch.

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@ktrpillar]

The smoke has to get much thicker almost a milky yellow when you have a good ember so when you see smoke don't stop , keep going! ❤️

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@suezaple4950]

to do a bow drill you have to make sure that the spindle has same hardness as fire board, taper down the spindle on the one end to a flattish point, On the fire board make the hole But don't forget to make an air hole from where you notched it out. This method may still work if your not using a string and another stick to turn the spindle. Good luck .Nice that you and the dogs got to have an awesome get away in such a beautiful place . Your dad sounded like an awesome man you have such nice memories of him to cherish . what a beautiful video wish I was as positive as you .

[@journeywithernie]

The image you painted of your dad in the morning with a fire and tea and flannel, is so so sweet. I just know he’s so proud of you 🥹

[@andreahuss3156]

Stunning. Thank you

[@Paul.Douglas]

What a gem of an episode! Great philosophizing and I thoroughly enjoyed it.

[@eaverbeeck8667]

What a beautiful video again! And a beautiful message! Just what I needed to hear❤

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so glad to hear - thank you!

[@Bellasafari]

Beautiful story~ Loved hearing that Robin:)

[@marcarcher5426]

Snow is magically beautiful.

[@maryearll2135]

Beautiful. Thank you!

[@Clevahgurl]

Another beautiful video! Thank you Linnea 🖤💚💙💜

[@the_mum]

There are so many health benefits attributed to the leaves of the mullen. I know my mother used to use mullen to make an antiseptic cream and she also brewed the leaves for tea to help with sore throat and associated ailments.

[@rhondamckinley4373]

Thank you

[@soleillebolduc2448]

Dude yes!!! Total contentment is on the other side of no expectations. ❤

[@debraturner9433]

I used to love going camping with my parents and sitting around the fire, talking, watching the flames flicker was great and it’s wonderful we are still able to have our memories of the people we love and loved. The place you were at looked so peaceful!

[@sos6121]

Love your videos. This one is particularly relevant to me right now. Thank you for sharing x

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so glad - thank you!

[@janeholt8678]

Loved this so much! ❤

[@bettywhalen1148]

Thank you Linnea for sharing your life with us. When you talk about your dad it reminds me of mine who has been gone 28 years. Thank you for being so honest and real. You are a wonderful human!

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you so much!

[@michellet1287]

Love this ! Been watching for a while and it seems that what you show and say is what I needed to hear the most. Thank you so much! Wish you all the best!

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so glad to hear it - thank you!

[@brandona.341]

I gotta say I truly miss your old videos that were more like this one. So glad you had an amazing time. Hope Chris has fun, and stays safe as well.

[@user-Lauriloveslife]

Thank you again for your video's, I can't wait til the next one!

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@user-Lauriloveslife]

@@Linneaandakela Your welcome!!

[@joyscott1411]

Thank you for sharing, I really enjoyed your video and listening to the memory of your dad.

[@user-tz9xk4su7f]

Wow see what you can do making your own mug and the beautiful colour green , so your on your own while Chris is off on a new adventure, and your in the wilds doing what you love, as I listen to you talk about everything , and your such a natural at the way you talk about your life the way you have lived it now, I love to see all young people get on in their lives, I truly admire you Linnea I have followed you through so many fantastic videos I really appreciate this so thanks for bringing me along through your life 👍❤

[@lynellethompson5521]

Beautiful landscape!!💚💚💚 Blessings!!💚💚💚

[@dorothymctee5626]

Wow what a peaceful place

[@dianeslivka2025]

Thanks for aiding us to see the deep beauty around us.

[@m.e.9974]

I love your story and narrative.You are certainly very genuine and real!- I am 67...time flys by,and you are doing it right.Nice production.

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you so much!

[@m.e.9974]

@@Linneaandakela I trust your adventures give you the very best of this thing called life/memories...in this piece of crap world.

[@sarah_n_tank_girl]

So beautiful!

[@scottstevens6380]

Thank you.

[@jennygormanpratt96]

I just love to listen to your thoughts! They make me cry at times because they are so profound.

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw thank you so much!

[@WhiteLotusOm]

Linnea your mug was beautiful and I’ve loved watching your growth as I took pottery night classes years ago and loved it. Wanted to let you know there is a great British series on MAX just now called “The Great Pottery Throw Down” where each week the contestants have to make several items then a winner picked and one voted off until a final winner is chosen at the end of a month. I’m originally from the UK but live in the PNW so I’m loving this show and wondered if you are watching it as there is so much great pottery info on it and great humor! ♥️🥣🍵☕️🍶

[@EmilyNelson-bz1sz]

This was a very inspiring video and cant believe that this is a life that I could choose to have. I am so grateful for your videos and wanted to say thank you so much for sharing your life and experiences🧡🏔️

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so happy to share - thank you!

[@chloemae7791]

Your videos are so comforting and truly an inspiration. I wish they wouldn’t end. ❤️

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw that's so nice - thank you!

[@michelevincent8958]

You make me feel good! Thanks.

[@Linneaandakela]

I'm so glad!

[@leslieobrien4690]

This video was a delight for my ears, eyes, and spirit, Linnea. Thank you.

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so glad - thank you!

[@brittanythompson4082]

I really like this style video where you're out in nature reconnecting with yourself. With KZbin in place and traveling there's the ability to see that you aren't that different. Yes you live in a van but so do many others. You fit in exactly where you need to be.

[@michellefeig8541]

really beautiful video. Thank you for sharing.

[@Kpnitreal]

Linnea! I feel like you have such a warm soul! I really enjoy your videos.

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@jessiemorse1121]

You inspire so many🙏🏻💖

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@mikeslane3178]

By far the most artistic and beautifully retrospective video I have ever watched. Thank you for blessing me with this moment in my life to be reminded of what I believe and need. To be out in the open and listening even more❤

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you so much!

[@debbieherman6040]

I just love ❤️ the way you are able to show us how you are able to live the clean life

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@shelly2024blessings]

I've missed you! I needed a pick me up and its so uplifting to see you doing you in an authentic way. You are such an inspiration.

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw I'm so glad - thank you!

[@tiffanylubeck3505]

I first started camping out of my SUV not by choice but economic reasons & it was so difficult at 1st for me to get accustom to but video's like yours helped me find a whole new side of myself. I learned so much about myself & tried new things. I am still growing & learning as a person. I feel like I'm a better person, happier, stronger & learning to accept life as it is. Thanks so much for your words, thoughts & reflections. It really helps so many of us out here on these empty nights. I wish you a blessed life full of happiness & thanks for all you give us.

[@Shelty6]

Wow Linnea, your creative side was so apparent in this video. Such great cinematography on this one. Nice!

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@katehopkinsbrent5573]

The surroundings is not just beautiful but it’s so YOU hunni. Journaling is the best, I’ve been doing it for years now and have also put down many thoughts that I’ve told to nobody. Just to get them out 👍. MAKING it true when it was said sometimes talking about it really helps 😊🙏. An excellent way to not let anything fester - sunrise and sunset is beautiful and I’ve seen many BUT I’m a moon girl - always have been. Dad always said It sees all, says nothing and is always there even if you can’t see it. ♥️ Have a great time and all the best with your fire. I gave up that idea but when I go to the woods I take my flint 👍👍

[@lisamillard1272]

You are continuing to a higher frequency and it's beautiful ❤ so happy Chris is making memories and taking time with friends. Thanks as always sharing beautiful pups 🐺 🦊 and corners of your life.. stay safe Linnea blessings..

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@kcrash279]

Linnea somehow you always capture the beauty of wherever you are. Thank you so much for these reminders of how beautiful life and what is around us can be if we choose to notice. 😸😊

[@Linneaandakela]

Aw thank you so much!

[@user-mh5pk4qz3d]

Fabulous. As someone on the 4th itération of their adult life I strongly encourage you to steer away from getting stuck in a rut. Your life will change many times and I'm sure that you will embrace them all.

[@Linneaandakela]

Agree!

[@maryantosz6195]

Life is but a flash! Make yours sparkle!

[@gathercreatelivewithleslie8340]

So glad a new video is up. My husband is locked into a career and has three more years at least before we can start traveling. I am looking forward to it. We bought a camper, there will be three of us and we are setting it up for what we want. Just ripped out the bathroom, lol. The mullein and lambs ear are different plants. Mullein is great for a number of things, but if you're going to make a tea you have to wrap it in a coffee filter , it has very fine irritating hairs that irritate the throat. Mullein also makes a great oil or tincture. Look into art journaling or junk journals also. I make both that are totally handmade and you create in them what you will. I've seen some made totally from receipts and papers that would normally be thrown away and then you write about where you are and how the sun makes you feel in the morning etc. This may be a great idea for you, look into making your own water colors from the elements you come across. There was a wonderful book about watercolor making from dried flowers, stones, charcoal, pinecones all ground and mixed. Sorry, can't remember the guys name, I got it from the library. He shows how to take different colored stones etc, grind into a pigment and mix with a binder (gum arabic)and honey. Then you can capture some vistas on paper and write about the area and what you are going through at the time. There are several watercolor creators on etsy if you don't want to make your own. Domestika has some watercolor courses you could take. I do love earth tone pigments, there is a brand out of Europe that I want, but can't find a seller here and they won't ship it. I do love being planted where I am, in the mountains of Colorado, but would enjot seeing the country. You're so blessed to have had a father and those experiences. Growing up I never went camping and then did as a twenty something before I started my career, I miss it. Loved the video

[@ilzitek2419]

I love your reflections in nature. ❤

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!

[@kristenhenderlong7924]

Well said. Your thoughts in this video really resonate with me. Thank you for putting words to what I have wrestled with for so long.

[@Linneaandakela]

I'm so glad - thank YOU!

[@sharaswitala6296]

Omg I just loved the feeling and love of this video.. simple. Happiness

[@Linneaandakela]

Thank you!