AM I HAVING A BABY? My HONEST Struggle After Miscarriage 💔

[@Eltoria]

Thanks for being here guys and Happy New Year! ❤. Also thank you again to Ritual for sponsoring this video! Remember to click here ritual.com/eltoria30 for 30% off during your first month! x

[@NandiVH]

I just want to say that you’re doing a great job at taking care of yourself! You’ll have that gorgeous baby soon I’m sure of it! 2 years ago I miscarried too and struggled with it a lot. Last summer I decided to change my life. I quit my job, changed my lifestyle and only wanted to do things that make me happy, no stress.. Within 2 months and a little help from extra hormones, I got pregnant! Right now I’m halfway through my pregnancy. Keep up the good work and trust yourself!

[@blondel8408]

Seems like you are in a good place, my heart went out to you when you had your miscarriage. I’ve had several myself so I felt a connection with you. I wish you all the luck in the world with whatever you decide to do next with your life and I know you’ll be a wonderful mother one day.

[@Eltoria]

Thanks beauty xxx

[@raffy8556]

U are strong Eltoria. Please don't quit youtube.

[@Eltoria]

I wont lovely, not yet ;) x

[@emmalcm]

Miscarriage is the hardest thing I have ever been through and I don't think it's something I will ever get over. We loved our baby the moment we found out I was pregnant. I think it should be better known how common it is. Until it happened to me and lots of women around me told me they had been through the same, I had no idea just how often it happens. I also wish people would stop and think before asking questions about when you're having children, it can be so incredibly hard to deal with for so many reasons.

[@Eltoria]

completely agree babe xx

[@Natalie474]

I really hope you don’t completely leave KZbin! I love watching your videos and seeing what you and your sister are up to… along with any kind of unboxing! I wish you all the best though

[@elinla9867]

Good luck with whatever you choose to do with your life! I hope the support from your fans helps you! I get the pressure thing you are talking about when it comes to pregnancy, not stressing about that helps a lot, most people I know have more success getting pregnant when they stop actively trying to get pregnant because the stress doesn't help! Thanks for being open and honest about your miscarriage, that helps so many people! Hugs ❤️

[@Eltoria]

Thank you for your kindest words xxx

[@TheWallflowerDiaries]

Happiness will come to bless you both when the time is right. There's no one way only rule as to when that is you'll just know but until then know that both my heart and my prayers are with you x

[@Eltoria]

completely agree xxx

[@dovejensen6166]

I am glad you are prioritizing your mental health and physical health over KZbin, I have missed your full length videos but I'm okay with your shorts and I am glad you are prioritizing Yourself over the internet.

[@Eltoria]

Thanks beauty, yes sometimes you've just got to put yourself first xxx

[@ruthiea729]

People can be so rude and thoughtless! I had a year of fertility treatment daily blood tests and internal scans every 3 days. The thing that worked was going on the pill - contraceptive pill - because it ups all your hormone and then a few months later stop it and have loads of sex etc 😅 that’s how my first son came about - after I’d been told I’d never be able to have children 🥰 2 I was put on very low dose of aspirin as that helps prevent miscarriage and it works! I had the top Australian fertility specialist and gynaecologist who helped me get pregnant last time and a lot was explained then. Having a month of daily blood tests explains a LOT! Would highly recommend going to see a specialist in London xx 🤞🤞🤞🤞 and sending a sprinkle of baby dust 😘

[@shazababy353]

I hope u get to where u want to be in life and I hope u get ur rainbow baby and I hope u and ur partner are doing well and are still strong xx

[@Eltoria]

thanks gorg we're super strong xx

[@trina3902]

❤️💗 The most important thing, is that you do what is right for you, and what makes you happy ❤️💗💞

[@Eltoria]

absolutely xxxx

[@AnneAndCamel]

Do what feels right for you. I spent the last two years struggling to try and make KZbin work for me, because after 30 years, I could no longer put up with working in the healthcare industry. I needed a big change. KZbin is definitely a big change and right now I’m having a love-hate relationship with it. But we all have to do what is best for each of us. Best wishes for your new endeavors in life..

[@claireparker4629]

Good luck with what ever you’re doing xx

[@Eltoria]

thanks love xxx

[@doodlebob1898]

Giving you strength and sending u love Eltoria.

[@Eltoria]

thanks angel xx

[@roxannerobinson9173]

Argh I'm 37, ive had 3 failed ivfs, the last one being Jan 2020 & the "are you still trying" type questions tho 🤦‍♀️😪 We're just going with the flow now, many ppl in the same situations find the less they try the less stressed they've been & it's happened naturally & they've gone on to have a baby or 2. So I've got the what will be will be mindset at the moment, always hopeful adamant it will happen at some point 😁🤞❤ but not making it my main focus. (Also, I know you're winding down a bit - thankfully you said still gonna do the advents 😃 BUT if you ever find yourself on a Primark wander & fancy doing a lil vid to share with us well that would just be lovely...plus that's more retail therapy 😜😆🩷 All the Best to you. x

[@kyreniabell1605]

You have to do whatever makes you happy, I realised that when I turned 30 too. Glad to know your in a good place now 🥰

[@Eltoria]

Thanks beauty xxx

[@annjoyau]

Glad and very happy to hear you will still do advent calendars! I brought Vadham teas following your video 😊

[@Eltoria]

awh yay hope you liked it xxx

[@gwynethglas-brown9171]

Lovely to see you Eltoria 💕 Great to hear what you been up to ,how you are doing Hope Joe doing well too Do miss you on youtube but can fully understand why your changing things 😊 Have a Good week 🥰 Take care

[@Eltoria]

thanks beauty xx

[@nicolefoss5717]

Why would people be so mean and ask them questions when you have had a loss,don't people realize how hurtfully it could be for you x

[@mollyjaybooks]

Yeah I have heard about Saturn's return from the show parks and recreation! Not surprised that it's a real thing! I am 26 so apparently this is supposed to happen to me soon too lol! Glad you are looking after yourself!! I hope the changes you are making re work life go well!! 😊 Also congrats on losing 6/7 lbs! Losing weight is an issue for me so it's something I am always trying to deal with! xx

[@Eltoria]

Hey lovely oh expect it around 28 years old! xx

[@greamepenney5947]

Life is a jigsaw that gets put together piece by piece over many many years and only at the end can you see the whole picture, your picture is starting to slowly form and you are getting ready to add a few more bits , starting a family ,no longer a twenty something, and with age comes wisdom , there is no harm changing your life around to suite you and there is no rule book how you decide to live that life. So grab life by the collar and do what you want it to do. And don't do what others think you should do. It's your life. So good luck with which oath you decide to take and remember you can always come back to visit later on., and tell us all the things that have changed. I wish you all the best and good luck. And I look forward to the channel change.

[@Eltoria]

Thanks so much for your lovely words xx

[@chandanigohil2483]

You are an inspiration and very open and honest, thank you xx

[@Eltoria]

thanks gorg xxx

[@englishchick09]

Love your videos been watching you for ever. Love them all

[@Eltoria]

Thanks gorgeoys xxx

[@darlosmurf148]

I think it's been obvious to your followers that you're potentially giving up KZbin. Good luck with whatever you decide to do

[@Eltoria]

Yeah I think so, I'm nit 100% quitting but taking a step back xx

[@elizabethme4580]

Thank you.

[@arianna9944]

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[@kathleensorajakarsodikromo3858]

You look beautiful

[@Eltoria]

thanks beauty xxx

[@ramblingsare..infinite]

I used to use Flo, pre mom is a better app though ❤

[@Eltoria]

oooh must give that a try xxx

[@ramblingsare..infinite]

I found it way better than Flo, you can track your temperature and they do the ovulation tests and pregnancy tests to go with the app, I just had my daughter in October after 2 miscarriages before her, your doing the right thing with not pressuring yourself and preparing your body it’s what helped with me 💯 I’m also into all the astrology and spirituality you are on the absolute correct path Saturn return is very real a great teacher…. Your birth chart you should also do …. See where your Saturn is and what house it’s placed in we are never just our sun sign we are all 12 zodiac signs each house in our chart represents different things have a look where your Saturn is in your chart xxx

[@fluffyysyayshygamer9715]

First here ❤

[@Eltoria]

yay happy new year xxx

[@shannonosullivan8271]

Never clicked so fast 😂😂😂

[@Eltoria]

Thanks for being my love xx

[@shannonosullivan8271]

@@Eltoria Been here from the start, everything happens for a reason, remember that 😘

[@nicolap7819]

Good luck with your new venture but astrology is nonsense.

[@katianademicoli8310]

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