Amanita Muscaria Trip Report: 'Trapped in My Personal Hell'

[@NonnyStrikes]

From Northern MN, US. I know we'd be m8's if we lived by each other, somehow the stories running parallel with many of my own already advocate that concept. Thanks for being true man...pulled me out of my own depressive shit more than once.

[@Vivec]

Really appreciate your generosity mate!

[@NonnyStrikes]

@ Np! Keep at it.

[@patrickahern5568]

Hey Vivec, I’m from Lancashire living abroad for work and always missing home. Hearing your accent makes me feel back at home. Just wanted to thank you for your work, incredibly educational and entertaining. Please keep it up 🤙🏼

[@Vivec]

@@patrickahern5568 big up the red rose 🌹

[@Strawberrypocky911]

Vivec is my comfort channel! 😄 even with the “spooky” trip reports 👍 always something new to learn 🧡

[@aidenfehr6633]

these videos do help me understand consciousness in its grandiose complexity, thank you for putting that so well!

[@creeks-and-peaks]

Always love to see Amanita Muscaria reports! Thanks!

[@judy1879]

Makes a strong foundation of spiritual practice even more important before walking through the "fire" It's the inner work that gives you strength to handle it.

[@judy1879]

🙏

[@imzri]

Always looking forward to new videos love this kinda content

[@victorrubertjimenez]

I got depersonalisation syndrome for months from a threshold lsa dose. It took me almost two years to recover from the mental agony and comorbidity of that condition

[@lamondferry217]

I thought threshold is supposed to do almost nothing

[@lamondferry217]

I never tried myself so idk really

[@victorrubertjimenez]

You are right, it does almost nothing, but the substance must have triggered some underlying mental problem.

[@spacenymph3]

love this, we need more amanita trip reports fr fr

[@Alexander-vm2ox]

Can you genuinely have a proper trip off amanita

[@spankablespoon214]

I love the link between jungian psychology and psychedelics, I do believe they’re a good tool for individuation

[@Firestorm-m4m]

Took some amonita gummies from a weed shop. First time was fine, ate all 5 pieces over the course of the day and was fine. Had time warping effects and light rays, almost like lightning in my peripheral vision, but only short blinks of it. The body feel was like i was drunk, but nothing more. The following day I only took two and got extremely sick and pale to the point where my mom wanted to get me to the hospital. At the end I was fine and recovered from it after a day. Never trying them again, the high isn't worth how shitty they can make you feel and how unpredictable they are

[@BoatGoatTv]

There's no telling what's in Those smoke shop candies but I wouldn't trust it. Just eat real shrooms. Also don't trip 2 days in a row.

[@ethanhaskell93]

Instant classic

[@yatharthsethi4612]

2 am here, this new banger dropped

[@Getithowyoulive863]

Dam! Its 2:43pm in Florida where you at? 😂

[@knowwankeno1de1witdelongna85]

@@Getithowyoulive863I’m here bro! Let’s toke!

[@knowwankeno1de1witdelongna85]

@@Getithowyoulive863 🌱

[@Edubbie-1]

smoke up

[@jacobgearhart87]

I took 15 grams properly. First I felt light and kinda drunk. Then I felt super big and sent snapchats of me ducking under doorways and taking giant steps. After that, it all got shitty. I got stuck into a repeating time loop that that was getting shorter and shorter to infinity of frames per second. And those kept getting broken down into smaller segments for eternity. Then I went to a void where it showed my a big giant cube shaped microchipped. Within it at any point you have endless possibilities and endless potential, but you are stuck in this cube for forever. Birth after rebirth. The cube is ultimately in control. But there was a way to plug into it to get out and free from the cubes cycle. IT WAS NUTS!

[@jacobgearhart87]

And I am very experienced in psychedelics. This one I now only take high ibo in the mornings and low at night to sleep. 2 grams tops

[@zegeist333]

im trapped in the cube and cant get out whats the way out

[@emanliffy]

Reminds me of the borg cube from star trek

[@yeetboi3307]

hey man love the videos, might just be me but im wondering where some of the longer videos are? i keep clicking on 30 minute videos but less than half is the story, love the content tho man, good stuff.

[@Vivec]

Most freat reports aren't very long, I'll look out for some lengthier one's that aren't full of fluff

[@kingvendrick8919]

Even when i know my limit, sometimes shit hits the fan for good or bad. Expect the unexpected even though it's literally always unexpected of course

[@thecatsbackyard4833]

Oof. The biggest mind F for me was learning that Vivec has to use wifi. You have my condolences.

[@Schtoopot]

Such a shame that all these wonderful psychedelics come with the little caveat that you might literally go to Hell

[@Vivec]

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[@Strawberrypocky911]

it’s like rolling a dice! 😅 if you use responsibly, have an intention & do proper set and setting there’s less chance of it being a “challenging trip” but the more you roll the dice.. you’ll eventually have to face your shadow-self 👀

[@Druller-y9p]

@@Strawberrypocky911 might a persons inner mindset also be of great significance?

[@smokejumper749]

​@@Druller-y9pyes but the most important thing is the ability to let go regardless of what happens

[@quentinholmes4333]

The solution was for the doctors to dose themselves with the muscaria too, so they could plug into the matrix and rescue him

[@HappyBee-sz9bb]

Gonna get some wine for this 🙂

[@handyhacker11]

0:09 i sure am trapped in my own personal hell rn hahaha Depression hitting so badly reality is literally deconstructing and i'm being erased and everything beautiful with it. The whole world in my mind is dying and everything feels extremely strange and i make less and less sense.😂

[@hozic9929]

Tbf amanita in small doses is decent, but overdosing seems horrible

[@AndrewDrewJamison]

Took six grams and had the best dissociative experience of my life, feeling myself pass through a tunnel that I identified as my veins and recovering distant dreamlike memories. There is no need to go past ten grams with this compound.

[@ArsanyTheGod]

Can someone explain the difference between regular shrooms and amanita?

[@Vivec]

@@ArsanyTheGod psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Amanita_muscaria m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Psilocybin_mushrooms

[@ArsanyTheGod]

@ tysm i appreciate you bro much love keep up the great work!

[@jimbotron8552]

love you viv

[@Vivec]

Cheers Guts

[@popcorn_machine]

High dose feels like a datura trip

[@DandyZero]

This guy definitely defaults to the fight response lol

[@cocoakusubuu7100]

I've never had a good time with amanitas, i try to avoid them actually. They're far darker than the pleasant and magical cube. they plunge you into shadowy dissociation not unlike sleep paralysis or some cold medicines. Heavy, sludgy, dark, confusing, it's not great. Maybe if you're into those darker spaces, but that's certainly not our cup of tea. last time, even on a low dose, i got the impression that I'd been betrothed a large black dog that was less than friendly. Not super.

[@AndrewDrewJamison]

Huh. I’ve been in the state you’re describing, but it was certainly not a scary one… the darkness was as all encompassing as the white light that surrounded me.

[@cocoakusubuu7100]

@@AndrewDrewJamison very little light in my experience just sludgy shadowy anxiety inducing confusion.

[@JasonCoker-k4o]

💯💥🤘

[@Edubbie-1]

i dislike amanita it’s to Erie and weird uncomfortable high it does give you some pretty good insights into reality so it can be a pretty good spiritual tool but its not pleasant or glamorous by any means it’s one of my least favorite drugs. it’s lowkey like a demonic version of Your regular magic mushrooms it’s like psilocybins evil twin brother, also fun fact the berserkers would eat it before going to war. amanita is like salvia but a mushroom

[@SmallMouthNoises]

WHY is this mushroom popular all of a sudden?!

[@greendayisawesome123]

Any ketamine stories?? I have a slightly scary one but probably not compared to the existential dread of some of these stories 😂

[@ForeverDwelling]

27:23 made me laugh harder than I should have

[@eupe23]

Crazy 🍄

[@xplayz8255]

holy man I'm 13h late but it's 4:35 am

[@ArsanyTheGod]

Cheers I’m watching at 4:09 am😂

[@francesratliff735]

❤❤❤

[@akasaltic1901]

❤

[@sasmate9]

tell this guy to watch some shimon davis in his recovery

[@jamesokal462]

Please make more christian related trips

[@clintonlauderdale4856]

I call BS on this one... I love all your content, but there's just so many things that don't make ANY sense. I've done all drugs except all the research chemicals and this story seems just that... A story.

[@Vivec]

I'd suggest you read more Amanita reports

[@alexanderprince7538]

I call BS on “taken all drugs”

[@ethanhaskell93]

Lol that’s not a bad Trump brother

[@Coupsie99]

This guy done everything wrong, what did he expect.

[@fereidoonct]

20 grams??!!!

[@spinnerbron]

Maybe a naturally high tolerance? Someone I know had to take 7 grams before he could even feel anything

[@aaristat]

Yea so the way muscaria works is not like psilocybin, you can take 3 grams of psilo and trip, this is minimum 5 grams or something to feel like a small trip, I feel 20g of amanita is like maybe 6-8 grams of psilocybin

[@jacobgearhart87]

I did 15g properly and got sick in an unreal Neverending time loop hell. It sucks

[@CuttinInIdaho]

Raid shadow legends lol…yeah not appropriate

[@Edubbie-1]

when is part 7 most horrifying trip reports coming those are my favorite🖤🤍

[@Vivec]

When I get my internet setup at my new house