WEEK AS A SURGEON | SURGICAL ICU / Burn Out

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[@heydi7431]

Dear God, please protect Dr. America Revere at all times! She's a national treasure! ❤️

[@khadijarabbani9576]

Ameen !

[@ajsuflena156]

@@khadijarabbani9576 AMEEN

[@summerangelmartinez5344]

In Jesus name AMEN🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@88devinlewis]

In Jesus Name. Amen!

[@natalie6973]

"That's cause I'm a doctor, bi-" I love you lol. I get the loneliness America! Thanks for being real

[@edwardryan2414]

That's pretty nice meeting you here Natalie,I'm Edward by name orginally from Neveda but I live in Mexico City, Where are you from?

[@shabnamajj]

7⁷7u😊

[@safiagabure2722]

“That’s because I’m a doctor, b-“ 💅🏽✨

[@abigailschulz6645]

In the middle of intern year and she still loves us enough to give us a 20+ minute vlog

[@knzay]

What you said about persistent loneliness really resonated with me. What's been helping me has been looking into attachment theory. I came to learn that I'm a "dismissive avoidant" due to having to be super independent since childhood, and it makes me really emotionally closed off so it's hard to form close relationships. Even though I'm also bubbly and friendly, people usually perceive me as intimidating and uninterested because I'm afraid of them getting too close. If anyone reading this feels like they've also just been a bit of a loner since childhood, I'd recommend reading up about this!

[@clairesimoneaux1632]

Wow, this describes me perfectly. How do you cope or heal from it?

[@ohwellwhateverr]

Holy shit, that's me. How about we form a commune where we all avoid each other together?

[@YaGirlReneexx]

I was so outgoing when I was younger but as I got older I became more secluded and private, people really aren’t my thing anymore & I honestly am so stuck in my own world to the point I forget they exist 99% of the time lol.

[@ania5038]

Also Acceptance and Commitment therapy principles have helped me!

[@poet82n]

This is me....thanks for sharing this. I am going to read up on it now.

[@Johnny20022002]

“ I don’t know what I’m doing at all”. Currently studying for the mcat and I find it hilarious that this sentiment never ends.

[@hannahbanana2311]

omgg ahah! i’m studying for the mcat this summer, i start in may🥲 i hope it’s been going good for you!

[@Peanut1031]

Omg goodluck!!!! I remember those those man and it’s tough. 3 years and 3 times later I got my acceptance!!! Never give up my dude!!! And stay FOCUSED. I always let everything and everyone get in my way because I hated studying for the mcat THAT much. Don’t be me. You’ll get there no matter what!

[@esme4212]

Sameeeeeee

[@sophtroph118]

Calyx meowing as soon as America tries to sleep described my life perfectly 😂

[@mike112693]

right? imagine if that's a kid. mad respect to moms in her field lol

[@heavythinker16]

People telling other people they look 'tired' are just my pet peeves! I don't see the point of pointing it out.

[@tollytolly5808]

I like it when some one tell me that i look tired it feels that they care to me to the point that they can tell the difference between the normal cheerful me vs the tired me .... i really appreciate it ...

[@irwfcm]

I kind of agree with Tolly. It can show genuine concern for the other person's well-being. Just knowing someone else cared enough to say something like that could make someone's day. I could also be taken the wrong way though.

[@princessmae3457]

@@tollytolly5808 i agree with you, as well.

[@Daniellle728]

It’s not a polite way to show concern. When people say this to women it’s most often a day when they simply chose not to wear makeup. It’s rude

[@2davivadiva]

Yea depends on who is saying it. If you have a close enough relationship with someone for then to point it out - ok. But a co-worker you know you’re not close with or any other person whom you don’t really know shouldn’t be saying it

[@mediokritet]

I relate so much to both the professional part being a surgery resident and also personal feelings of loneliness and it being kind of a reoccurring theme of my life. I feel for you completely. One thing that has helped enormously was having just one session with a therapist (which I plan on continuing). Nothing on the outside really changed but just sharing with another human how I feel took a giant weight of my chest. So if you are able to I highly suggest it. All the best, good luck in you training and hope you find the support you deserve. And thank you for awesome real videos xx

[@LivvyAlexW]

I agree. I tell my friend across the country my feelings and he just listens and gives his advice. Free therapy but not qualified therapy. I just need a listening ear with no judgement

[@darkoshmarko]

I'm a new grad nurse in the ICU (working nights) and I am struggling. It seems like the support you docs have for each other is great! I have not had the same experience in nursing. You are expected to be a martyr and not take care of yourself because only patient satisfaction matters and it's all treated like a business with the managers breathing down our necks constantly. I was so exhausted one night that instead of eating during lunch I just wanted to sleep. So I gave handoff report to another nurse for my patients and went to take a nap. A resident saw me napping and reported it to my nursing manager. I had to make a written statement and it's being investigated. It's absolutely ridiculous and I'm regretting the decision to go into nursing SO badly. I'm burnt out after 8 months and have no energy to even take care of my own health. I'm not sure what the way out is but I'm praying I find the right path. Thank you for being real as always, America

[@foxrdr88]

Out of all the medical influencers on here, I think your the best one. Your raw and you actually show how you study, what you do during the day, the things you have to do to keep going, and your emotions; I feel like I’m watching a friend😂 I have literally binged watched everyone of your videos Atleast 3 times! Your doing great!

[@jasonb4254]

Yep, she's amazing.

[@sanjstar996]

Don’t forget my man- Calyx! 😸

[@alaafathi92]

Didn't want this to end, it's 20 Mins and I don't feel it long enough😁💜

[@zazaiowens8125]

I love how honest she is about not knowing anything about ICU. So refreshing.

[@karlym5274]

America, I just want to say that I think you are literally one of the most strongest people I know. I can tell that opening up isn't the easiest thing for you, and you said it yourself since you were a kid, but I want to point out that deep breath of relief that you took after telling us all of that. This is a huge step for you and I'm so proud! When you were talking about isolation, you pointed at yourself with your finger and said "if it's my fault" and I just want to tell you that it is not your fault and you are not the one to blame, even if you feel like it. It's not your fault you followed you heart and picked a career where you save peoples lives, and now you have to work nights for a little, it's not your fault there's a pandemic and the world is shutdown and it really isn't your fault your away from friends and family. America, you know this and see this more than anyone, but sometimes the world is just cruel. You are doing a job that fights against that cruel everyday. I can see the pain in your eyes and honestly, I just want you to please look in the mirror everyday and tell yourself that 1. You are BEAUTIFUL no matter if you have eye circles or anything! 2. You are worthy of love and happiness and 3. You are allowed to feel your feelings. I just want to thank you again for opening up with us, and I really encourage you to do so again because it's refreshing and nice like you said, and I want to see more sighs of relief! I love you so much, truly. I wish I could bring you hot meals during your shifts but I live in Canada. I am sending you so much love. xx

[@j0562]

I get it now, Canadians really are the nicest.

[@Peanut1031]

This really made me tear up. Bless your soul girl 💛 I feel the same América is such a beautiful and genuine soul we love her so much! I hope she reads your post one day :)

[@karlym5274]

@@j0562 omg thank you😭❤️

[@karlym5274]

@@Peanut1031 awe thank you so much I hope she reads it too❤️

[@habim9670]

OMG GIRL MISSED YOU SO MUCH. SENDING ALL THE LOVE. STAY SAFE AND AMAZING ALWAYS.❤❤

[@bookssssss]

sameeee

[@whasoko9455]

SAMEEEE

[@mariastamba]

i have never really heard another person describe the exact way i feel when it comes to loneliness, especially the part about how it’s a reoccurring instance throughout your life. i can SO relate. it’s so painful. and after all these years i still don’t know why it happens either 😅. i’m so glad i found your channel a while back, your personality is so refreshing, you’re so funny and relatable, and you just seem so similar to me. anyone who can call you their friend is lucky! if you ever find yourself in need of a friend from Alabama, i’m here 👏🏻🤠

[@HelensLife_]

💓

[@mike112693]

i always felt medicine is a lonely path in general. It's just a busy lifestyle. Especially if you want to be really good.

[@anamd6176]

We all love you for your honesty. The strugle is real and you don't try to hide it, life is not bright and shiny everyday. Hope that it gets better for you and wish you all the happiness. You are hard worker and it will all pay of one day, on all horisonts. Sending love and can't wait for you to post again.

[@NDMD]

Man burn out is so real and admin only superficially care about wellness. Please take care of yourself and get some well deserved rest when you can :)

[@Eva-pd2qi]

America, I too feel lonely and am in my 20s. I dont have family which I so desperately craved growing up. Thank you so much for opening up.

[@jackiele5019]

Hi America, thanks for sharing. Please consider talking to a therapist. Sometimes it’s hard to find someone in your life to share about everything from work to personal life. It has helped me a lot. All the best. You are doing great!

[@georgiam.3957]

This is random but I'm so proud of America , being here since the beginning and seeing where she is at now makes me feel proud for some reason . It also motivates me that i can make it into med school as well.

[@cassandra1442]

I love that. “It’s cuz I’m a doctor bitch” 😂 own it. You deserve to brag about that. Keep up the hard work. I love your videos 🤗🤗☺️

[@erinlayke]

She is Amazing!!

[@goobalo3422]

WHAT TIME DID SHE SAY THAR

[@whasoko9455]

@@goobalo3422 18:23

[@allinewell4754]

America I feel the same way about loneliness--it brought tears to my eyes to hear someone say the same things I feel. Know you are not alone, and you don't sound insane to me!

[@Shelbydee3030]

“ NOON OCLOCK” LMFAO America is TIRED

[@AmunRa00]

As a med student about to take his Step 1 exam in 3 weeks, I want to say how impressive it was to be so vulnerable and honest with us. I needed to hear that struggling to study daily and feeling alone in this journey. Thank you, America! You're amazing! ❤🌹

[@khadijakasmani1077]

Being a nurse, not in the ICU but a general transition from school to work life has been difficult. I think so many people are struggling with loneliness and not just in healthcare. I related so much to this video because I can relate to burnout and feeling different.

[@aishmalik101]

She sounds a lot less happier and lively and more drained here compared to Med school 😢 is it only gonna get worse before it gets better? If it even will ever get better? This fucking marathon

[@user-em4wh5ji3w]

intern year is perhaps the most difficult time in all of academics in any field. it does get a lot better eventually

[@KhangNguyen-lu8fu]

Does anyone know what happened to her boyfriend?

[@accountforwastingtime]

It's a good reality for her to show. A lot of med school and residency vloggers are overly energetic and purposefully keep everything positive, but it's just not reality. It's especially not reality when not only are you working in the most critical area of the hospital for the first time ever but you're switching from nights to days all of a sudden. I'm not sure it ever gets "better" while you're in med school and residency (esp not in a pandemic) tbh, but it's all one big learning process and period of growth, preparing you for a very tough field to work in. Being a doctor takes so much out of you, it IS your life and it's very hard physically and emotionally no matter how many years you've worked. You might get more used to it, find better ways to cope and take care of yourself. I believe general surgery statistically has the worst reputation for mental health struggles, suicides even, amongst residents. It's a very serious topic for residence that I feel like doesn't get talked about enough so I love that she shows this reality.

[@mk.xo29]

@@KhangNguyen-lu8fu they're not together anymore and she has said quite a few times that she's single.

[@Iamthemiracle777]

Intern year is the worst I think. Residency itself is hard though. So it gets worse and then get better. I think pre-med students should definitely stop choosing Medicine based on Grey's Anatomy or any other medical TV show. The reality is completely different from TV shows, and being a doc is not that fancy esp if you choose IM or GS (the real deal). I honestly think it is very stressful & serious job. Also pretty repetitive, so not really exciting either. Choose Derm (but Derm is the MOST competitive field - guess why) if you want a fancy life (I am not saying it is not going to be boring but at least you make lots of money with more work and life balance)

[@prisce7642]

America, thanks for letting us see what your backstage looks like, so many times the only "med school reality" that we see on Instagram and YT videos are highlights and edited fantasies. Thanks for being vulnerable with us.

[@Auntcardigan]

I normally hate when people cry and film it, but you are so genuine that I didn’t mind. I don’t know how you do what you do, major props!

[@Zay13378]

Yeah the fact is the journey to become an attending is rough and the tears will come!

[@ML-zb7gq]

35 yo doc over here, I enjoy watching America because I can truly relate to past experiences. Not trying to be negative, but it will get a little worse before it gets better. Medicine does absorbs a big part of your life and many times you will be wondering if you made the right decisions, specially when many of your friends start to have families and you barely have time to keep your plants alive. But the most important thing that many people outside of medicine won’t understand is that it truly is a calling. In spite of all the hardships, it truly is worth it, when a patient sees you in the eye and you can feel their gratitude for all you have done, none of your sacrifices really matter. Cheer up America! I promise, it will get better eventually, and the juice will be worth the squeeze. My dating life was nonexistent during most of my residency, but found the love of my life in the end! You go girl!

[@lalala-bt1jg]

I find it very impressive how unfiltered you are sharing your feelings, and how you understand them and then deal with it. I think, after what you've described, it's very understandable how you feel and that you are lonely. Keep taking care of yourself. Wish you the best

[@444truthteller]

I feel the exact same. I’m just an introvert and I’ve always have been. It can be rough sometimes but at the end of the day, i’m a pretty chill person and have a good heart. That’s all that matters.

[@muckspoutmillinery8008]

I definitely understand the loneliness thing. I dropped out of vet tech school in the fall due to burnout, depression, and disability issues. I haven’t seen another human except my family in months. It’s incredibly draining and depressing. It’s really hard. I’m so sorry that you’re dealing with this too. Thank you for your service during this time. You are so appreciated. (:

[@Red_1124]

When she was talking about how someone told her she looks tired I immediately was like “yeah cuz she a DOCTOR” then she said it’s cuz I’m a doctor bitch and I died 😂❤️

[@AmandaVF1]

I'm about to start dental school and even during undergrad, I felt lonely. I'm married and have a supportive husband and will still feel lonely at times. I can't imagine how you must feel America. I think some people like myself need lots of human interaction to feel satisfied and less lonely. Keep going, we are all here to support you and cheer you on!! I watched your videos while studying during undergrad years ago and they helped me keep going because of how you normalized a lot of feelings of sadness, frustration, loneliness, etc that I thought were weird but were just simply not talked about enough. Thank you for being honest with us America!!

[@donnahyde5386]

I deal with the same loneliness as you. I feel exactly like you, but you have all of your watchers we all fucking love to see how you doing with your life, you're a wonderful person and you deserve only good and kindness I personally love you

[@MonishaMadhumita]

I'm a resident and I completely relate to the long standing loneliness and the struggle to keep it real. What you're doing through your channel is so important,by making yourself vulnerable,you are letting us know that it's OK to be real and embrace imperfections. On the whole, having a supportive residency community is vital to keeping our spirits intact. I hope the governing bodies deal with residents with the kindness and respect we deserve.

[@shamsalwardat573]

I LOVE YOU DOCTOR AMERICA❤️❤️❤️, you always manage to motivate me and push me to turn my dreams real (becoming a surgeon). I am still in school, however, I do really wish that one day I become a good and hard working doctor just like you :)

[@marybabameto1195]

When you said I can talk to anybody but I can't TALK to anybody, I totally related. I too have struggled with loneliness and the more I talk about it the more I realize it's so many more people than I thought. Thanks for sharing

[@lovelala6861]

Your transparency is inspiring especially in your field. Im an English major and watch you for your personality. I’m definitely a loner and am recently trying to identify less with the feeling and highlight other aspects of myself. And also, YES, you are a doctor and don’t need nobody commenting on your appearance! I personally am making a conscious effort to stop commenting on girls physical looks.

[@rachel9070]

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve gone through and binged watched your videos and I’m not even doctor nor have a desire to be but I love you

[@monaturaltingz]

I hope you get through this and overcome not having support much support in the work place when you actually need someone to speak to, when family is not around. I wish the best for you and everyone else in the medical field!

[@gisselletavarez207]

It sounds like you said “I don’t really like ICU” in a British accent.

[@maliqueraymond-smith7278]

I thought I was the only one lmao

[@toastedtiddies]

yeah i heard that in british too

[@zuhairyassin505]

noticed that too

[@hisbrideandwhitecoat]

Sending prayers and that you can overcome this feeling..

[@Neurogainshub]

“That’s because I’m a Dr” Period!!!!!!! QUEEN!! You go girl, don’t stop! Much love from TX❤️❤️❤️

[@hanniadaniel8527]

We are now best friends, not up for discussion.

[@habim9670]

JUST KNOW America, MD. YOU ARE WORTH OF IT ALL. DON'T HAVE IMPOSTOR SYNDROME. YOU HAVE MADE IT YOU ARE GONNA BE AN AWESOME SURGEON. MAKE YOUR LONELINESS YOUR WEAPON. WE ALL PRAY FOR YOUR LIFE, HEALTH AND SUCCESS. NEVER FEEL DEPRESSED OR LONELY, ALWAYS TALK TO PEOPLE AND FAMILY. YOU ARE THE MOST GENUINE, VULNERABLE PERSON HERE AND WE WON'T LET ANYONE HURT YOU, KNOW THAT. WE LOVE YOU!!❤❤

[@bezagebremedhine5102]

❤

[@lotsofinterests]

really appreciate your sincerity in showing us your vulnerabilities. this is how social media can be used to truly connect with others instead of putting up fake perfect facades

[@AaronTrillo]

You know when I spoke about repeating my first year of medical school here on youtube I still get many messages every year of students who are going through the same and thanking me for sharing. I agree there needs to be a lot more realness on youtube. Medschool is hard and I cant even imagine residency.

[@shahadmamalchi4086]

im in 2nd year of med school and i def am dealing with what u talked about...i never wouldve thought you would relate. its tough but it teaches u to be independent. at the time same, it just would be nice to have somebody to hit up near u, so i feel u America & ur not alone ❤️ thank u for being so real

[@becomingdoctorkal]

america you just KNOW when to post 😭❤️ yesterday i got my heart broken and your video today is like my ice cream remedy

[@Zay13378]

Sorry to hear that 😪 I hope all gets better ☺️

[@becomingdoctorkal]

@@Zay13378 thank you🥺

[@baboylove]

Calyx is a lovable cutie. I loved seeing that he doesn't run away outdoors. It's so comforting to know that you also sleep at a usually unreasonably early time like 6 30 pm. I was getting worried that something may be wrong with me (maybe my thyroid) bc I'm still so chronically tired. I never got that "medfluencer" vibe from you. You didn't have to say it, but I like watching you bc you are raw and unfiltered and just realistic.

[@chukwudicharles7916]

That advice about brushing your teeth with your left hand is so genius

[@saba4765]

I think you're doing amazing chicky, i understand you get lonely but you know it's only temporary. In 5-10 yrs this will all be a memory and you will be a fully fledged doctor and when old friends cross your path and ask "what have you been up to?" you can tell them you are a doctor, and that will be worth it all. Head up ..you're doing great!.

[@rudyluna6245]

Dr Revere - I love your videos and appreciate how candid and real you are! I was introduced to you from my son Ryan Luna who is graduating this year from UT San Antonio Med School. I first saw your videos when he was studying for Step 1. The videos helped me better understand the rigor and demands on your time as a med students. Just like medical school residency will go by quickly and then you will begin reaping the benefits of all your work and sacrifices! The best of luck to you Dr. Revere

[@mgmtgirlyeah7493]

I hope you're feeling better America. I'm struggling as an MS3 and wishing I had a break. I can only imagine how much harder it is during intern year/residency. But I bet it feels so good to say it out loud and not feel pressured to hold it all in. Stay strong girl, you got this!

[@lilyk5375]

I can totally relate to the loneliness thing. I definitely don’t fit in and it’s hard to not have anyone. I hope things get better for you ❤️

[@Sara-zu4og]

Stay real girl. I feel like the process you’re going through breaks a lot of people down to the point that they become cold and rude once they’re on the other side.

[@edwardryan2414]

I'm Edward orginally from Neveda but I live in Mexico City,where are you from?Sara

[@aworm]

“noon o’clock” whatdidshesayyyy?

[@coco-qd3sn]

Thank you for being vulnerable, real, and showing your true self to us. I’m tired of the fake too. This perfection facade is stupid and annoying. I’m surrounded by it all day as well. Today I found out I will not be graduating with honors . I don’t even want to go to my graduation. I feel like I have failed in college.

[@welcometomorocco1556]

I am just starting my residency in paediatric ,and i really feel so scared since i keep hearing how difficult it is,and i always start questioning myself if this the right thing for me or why "did not i chose another less tiring speciality " but i keep telling myself it is hard because it is the 1st year and it will get better with time...and i try remembering why in the first place i did chose this field....so i really can relate to what u going through especially when nightshifts are concerned. So i chose to keep going and do my best to be the doctor i wanted to be...so America keep going and take it easy..u will laugh about these days soon..and keep be an inspiration to others but mostly keep being you

[@fi5906]

I feel you on the recurring theme of being alone throughout my life or always feeling on the edge of friend groups, the only people I always have are family xxx its so so real of you to talk about this cos we all put on a brave face and just get on with it and actually knowing that there's so many others out there that feel the same way is so helpful xxx you're smashing it

[@123benz321]

Always been a great influencer and older medical sibling! Thank you America!

[@Dani-wq7uk]

There’s a quote I saw the other day that really helped me put things in perspective in terms of seeing other people who aren’t pursuing a career in medicine move forward in their lives while we feel stuck. “It’s like a slingshot. We need to be pulled back in order to shoot forward” Thank you America for being so genuine and real. You’re such an inspiration ❤️

[@isaiahharris3955]

This is your best video yet. Keep pushing

[@witchescauldron]

Dear America, loneliness can be crippling and painful. I've also suffered from it since I was about 10 and would stay up all night at sleepovers because I was so lonely! Crazy! It hits me now from time to time, usually when I'm tired. Sending big virtual hugs from Ireland - you're not on your own x

[@nothandovilane5212]

I've been following you since you were in med school. I love your authenticity. It's refreshing and makes you so relatable. Sending love all the way from South Africa.

[@Honeywell888]

Thanks to you, KZbin is a better, constructive, and marvelous place!

[@niftymice6541]

im a premed but this week was so hard and i wanted to just give up lol but watching your videos always helps me stay motivated and see the light at the end of the tunnel! thank you for everything

[@msmanchez626]

This is why I am subscribed to you America. Keep it real.

[@sabrinajunqueira6532]

what you said about being lonely and isolated your whole life and now in your career hit home for me. I have always been alone and it was comforting to hear someone who could relate, even though it also made me sad since I would never want anyone to go through this since it sucks so much and hurts. thank you for sharing, because I relate so much and have never been able to truly put it into words for others to understand.

[@arriiiiii]

I love how open you are, knowing the competitiveness of the KZbin community, youre still you and real and raw about it! Idk if you believe in God but when I was in my ultimate lonely state, I went to the Bible and Jesus and found so much comfort in Him. It cant hurt if you try, right. One of the Bible verse that really helped me is this one: “ And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” Matthew‬ ‭28:20‬ ‭NIV‬‬ as well as “I will never leave you nor forsake you” and “I am close to the broken-hearted” which I believe applies to the lonely at heart. I found that my loneliness could only be filled by Jesus and now although I am alone, i do not feel lonely because I have built a relationship with Jesus. Hope this helps! Much love and blessings to you Dr. America!! .

[@fernandebranch1699]

Thank you for sharing your truth. We are behind you. Never forget that!

[@thisismelzz518]

I can totally relate sometimes you just gotta keep your feelings to yourself cause it works to your advantage but keep in mind that you’re not the only one You have an army right here who are rooting for you girl☺️❤️❤️

[@karenvaladez589]

i saw u posted this vlog a while back and i was like...mmm i'm not gonna watch because she makes medicine look so easy. Plus she studies hard and gets the results she wants. I'm an Img , currently in a gap year studying for my step 2 and it feels pretty lonely at times. so when i finally decided to watch this vlog i just wanted to say thank you for showing how working hard does take a toll on our mental health. And of course i will keep studying hard and i will persevere as you do Dr. America. watching ur videos motivates me!!

[@Dom.Rueedi]

Dear America. just the other day I've had a chat with my mom (to whom I moved back in due to Covid and virtual work& school) and I openly acknowledged that I live in a city, heck even a country, where I don't know people and I am hyper isolating myself. She then reminded me that a) only I can do something about that but also b) if you are ambitious and you want to achieve great things, grow and improve, you will spend a lot of time with yourself studying, working, moving - that will automatically affect how much you are around other people. Don't be hard on yourself. These times right now are all but helpful for you to be social (aside from all the work& testing and recovering) due to covid and the restriction. You will find your balance and you will get social if that is what you want but you are more than allowed to be OK all alone. Others are too btw, they may just pretend or not share it openly. Keep your head up girl!

[@nadinibrahim8203]

I used to be jealous of you America, but honestly, I always return to your channel and you are truly such an inspiring and strong woman. Truly a role model for your subscribers. Wishing you the best girl, and don't worry a lot of us feel alone in this world too, we often are just hiding it.

[@Comander1664]

hey America!! I usually don't comment on vids but I really just wanted to sincerely thank you for being real and talking about your lifelong experience of loneliness. I felt understood and validated hearing someone else talk about it, so thank you for that. I know you are going to be such an amazing doctor with a beautiful life, and have people who bring value, meaning, and love right back to you. These things come to us in time, I think. Special people must be on their way. Hang in there.

[@andreasanandres6633]

I love that your so open and honest about whats going on in your life right now. I can see the part of you that is acknowledging thiers been a re-occurant pattern. I would say I am taking therapy and its the best choice I made. Thier is so much I had inside from childhood tramua and self-love I needed answers that now over time I have been able to see and improve. I am in Nursing school and its getting better emotional and mentally. I dont know if you ever been up to the option of seeing a therapist, but I recommend it so much and it has helped me see life in a different perspective and that the mistakes and things that happened to me are no longer existence and that I have the power to heal and make the rest of my life better. You are inspiring America, you went meant to stand out and you have a gift to touch others hearts through youtube.YOU ARE AMAZING !

[@selenee214]

Think about this video and come back to it often, it’s one of my favs! ✨🫶🏻

[@kp3698]

Hi america , you've changed my attitude about life with the content you make I've learned no matter what , i should be strong and never loose any chance . It's been a year and a half that I've sub to you:) you are amazing ❤️

[@sonaliherath9517]

Hi America, I’ve been watching your videos for a few years now. I started working as a physician assistant in internal medicine when Covid started. Like you I’m also a have bubbly person on the outside but I spend most of my time alone, . I really appreciated your honesty, because I honestly felt like I was the only one who felt that way. During my long weeks on service I often find myself Struggling to put up a happy face, And hide how exhausted and lonely I feel inside. I had always heard that first year as a practicing medicine is always hard but I never thought it would be this hard. This video helped me feel like I’m not alone, thank you so much for sharing.

[@MichelleMR172]

Even though I don’t know you personally, it’s been so great watching your journey. You’re such a cool and special person and I pray you find some people you can connect with and feel loved. I recently moved away from all my family and friends so I know that pain of loneliness. But it does it get better 🙏🏽

[@elliehuffaker9951]

You just ROCK! That person making that comment about how you look tired doesn't see what we do.... you look like you're glowing and right where you need to be.

[@Joannula96]

We LOVE YOU America😍😍😍😍😍😍 we are here for you ALWAYS!

[@mariakz4936]

Hey America! I don't know if you're going to read this, I can only hope, but I just wanted to say Thank You! And that I understand you when you talked about being lonely. I moved to the UK from Poland, I am studying Forensic Science and working part time, but I am feeling sooo lonely, especially now during covid. I don't have any family in the UK, and I feel like I am stuck. I cant fly anywhere, see anyone, trying to do my assignments and just studying in general has been sooo hard. At the start of the year I stopped, couldn't sleep, cried everyday. I met a few guys but they ended up just playing with my feelings, so that was another sad moment. I realised I need to boss up, get my degree and my money and hope that one day I will look back on everything and be thankful for the experiences. Thank you sooo much for sharing this feeling with us, it did make me feel better. I wish you all the best

[@kendraDOressy]

This video talking about loneliness hits home so much. I’m the same way- bubbly and friendly to everyone, but I’ve been isolated- across the country in medical school from my friends back home and my fiancé. It’s hard and thank you for sharing ❤️

[@aidathemd]

All I get from your energy is positivity and a lot of energy to keep going. Love you❤

[@jeens111]

great i just needed productivity inspo... missed america sm

[@janeeyre6174]

the only youtuber who is a medicine doctor I watch 💕 I really love your videos

[@annmariecraig147]

America I'm an M3 and I feel you with the loneliness! This year on the wards is tough-- I miss my classmates and being around my peeps. Didn't think I'd ever say I miss the simplicity of sitting through lectures surrounded by friends but it's true I miss it. Thanks for sharing, I adore you and support you!

[@florencestohner2642]

What you spoke about being “alone” and different since you were a kid spoke to me so deep. It’s like I’m okay with it, it’s always been that way, and generally it’s *okay*... but sometimes every so often it isn’t. I’m glad I have one best friend I can divulge about ANY emotion I have, I hope you get that one person for sure too. In the meantime, as a self sufficient loner/anytime bubbly person, I- a stranger from California, you can DEFINITELY reach out to me. Also HELLO, butter chicken!!!As I’m sure anyone here too would offer.

[@everydayleticia]

I agree it is good to have someone to talk to and that life in general is difficult but it is also amazing

[@MelonBubbleHead]

I love watching your videos because as a pre-med, I've had those experiences of dealing with those kinds of pre-meds that are competing with each other and show off what they've done for their application. It always puts me in a bad mood with some really bad impostor syndrome. Watching your videos keeps me humble and keep in mind that the journey to become a physician is so much more than achievements. It's a marathon and not a sprint! Thank you for the great content on the reality of what it's like to be a med student and now a resident! I've been watching your videos since the STEP exams and you've been one of the few people that helped me push my decision to studying medicine. Thanks for being real with the struggle

[@nevanyaangelita2926]

the way i screamed when i saw the notification ----

[@arpita8285]

It must feel so rewarding to be able to call yourself a doctor after everything you've been through as a student and more. Literally hope my future looks like this, no matter all the stress and craziness I have to put through 😭😭

[@Ana-zd7br]

Sending you so much love. I can assure you, that you are not the only person who voluntarily and involuntarily is alone/lonely. Many people are, they just don't talk about it - everyone projects the most idealised versions of themselves to the world and social media

[@rachelpavlicin4955]

As a current premed student, you are such a role model to me America, not just as a doctor but as a person. We love you so much!

[@krishnabhagat1769]

Brutally honest, appreciate your work, honesty👍🤘