WEEK AS A MED STUDENT (dealing with criticism / family med part 2)

[@alexacanez7765]

Just passing by to tell you that you really inspired me to apply to med school and yesterday I received my acceptance letter

[@AmericaRevere]

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! GO ALEXA!

[@jaydekelly4528]

congrats Alexa!!! That is awesome news !

[@Yellowskye]

Omg same! America has inspired me to keep going every time I wanted to give up on premed.

[@jasonng6771]

Wow that's awesome! Congratulations!!! Do you know where you're going yet??

[@beautygurlbrittany]

Alexa Canez iii

[@mahadotcom]

This video is making me SO excited for 3rd year! Love the hair girl!!

[@nihalfd8603]

mahadotcom i found that third year it's better than first and second year, btw i love your videos too, you're so inspiring :-)

[@Halabala305]

mahadotcom I watch ur vlogs for med school tooo!!! I love ur vlogs actually both of u

[@fricafricafresh]

mahadotcom I love you maha!!!

[@caroline8239]

AAHH MY TWO FAVOURITE MED STUDENT KZbinRS!

[@albertotamayo3139]

Hey girl, love you 😘 from moon 🌝 🌚 🌙 to back

[@hannahf8882]

Your little talk about being a Teddy Bear and getting hurt by criticism really resonated with me. I want to become better, but I also get my feelings hurt easily and it's hard to balance the two. I often view this trait as a negative thing but I'm starting to realize that it's just because I care about people a lot, want to make them happy, and always want to give my best. So just like you said, you only get hurt because you try really hard. You are one of the few who really genuinely care about giving top quality care and that's why you are going to make a great doctor. We are proud of you, America!

[@Michelle06501]

I love your passion in what you do America! I, too, am a big ass teddy Bear! But like a teddy bear, you just got to bounce back from those constructive criticisms and take them in your stride.

[@AmericaRevere]

lol! 😂

[@ThatMedic]

You work so hard America! It’s so inspirational! Even since graduation I think I’ve got a lot to learn 😓😓😓

[@fricafricafresh]

That Medic HEYYYYYY you stop it! You’re going to learn everyday! I wish I could see you as a doctor! Can you research LPHS to make yourself knowledgeable of it? That’s the condition I have and it’s rare.

[@NO-fh8wm]

This guy is in every female medics channel. Can someone please put some reigns on him OR I WILL.

[@ariellemahabir492]

Teddy bear here from Trinidad ....nice to see im not the only one

[@NurseLiz]

I’m right there with you about criticism! I start a new job next week and I KNOW I will have to deal with this. Which is good, because I want to provide the best care, but having someone point out flaws is never fun. Love your hair!! Your vlogs are always so uplifting and encouraging. Thank you!

[@bratzglamoruslife123]

Im the same as her and its good seeing someone say that. Everyone always says just brush it off but I cannot!!

[@NurseLiz]

mjow glad I’m not alone!

[@danas3148]

Same here... I wish I was one of those people who could take the criticism and improve from it , but it is difficult and I am sure that some of the others that get criticized also then feel hurt , but try not to show it either in front of the others. America, you are just lovely, smart and beautiful!!! I love your hair, I love your videos and I thank you for sharing these important moments of your life with all of us. Theres no one else in the world like you and because you have heart with genuine feelings AND a magnificent brain, someday soon you are going to be a damn good physician!!! 💚

[@haleyray2219]

Im the exact same way and I don’t like it.. I wish I could just be like okay it’s whatever rather than tear up about it later like her. I guess we all just have to remind ourselves on the daily (when given CONSTRUCTIVE criticism) that they are just doing it to better us for the future even if it comes out sounding mean or tough.

[@NurseLiz]

Haley Ray agreed. The struggle is real there

[@chaylenandolino3867]

By the way I COMPLETELY understand your talk about criticism. I am the exact same way. I can take it in the moment seemingly very very well, but I dwell on it for days or weeks after. It really eats me alive. Even the smallest of things. I’m trying to work on it but it’s definitely really hard still. Just know I understand!!!

[@nikkinurse2339]

This is SO me.

[@airabarreuco5312]

YOU LOOK GORGEOUS WITH THAT HAIRSTYLE! i feel like it suits you so much!

[@AnnasPagesandReads]

Hair looks bomb. Remember, there's enough sunshine for everyone. You got this, America! You're doing better than you think!

[@melodycardona1601]

Just wanted to say America that you are sooooo talented and sweet!! I cannot wait to see you graduating from med school

[@MarioLopez-qt1nz]

America, I dont think you realize how inspiring you are. Going into med school is a huge responsibility on its own. You are living proof that you can do anything you set your mind to. Be resilient and take those criticisms and grow from them. Prove not to them, but to yourself that you will overcome anyone and anything. Thank you for inspiring me and so many others. So many are here to support you. Be strong! :)

[@floralvintagexoxo]

I’m gonna cry when you graduate ima be like a proud friend lol🤗

[@meredithmckinney2957]

i have news for you...

[@m.m.574]

her skin is perfection even after all the stress in med school. And yeah dealing with criticism is essential in all professions, it's part of what working with people is, it's just that not every young person is a badass from the very beginning, but it's learnable, she's so motivated and hard working

[@tajiahgallegos6375]

I've been binge watching your channel for the past 2 days. Major time wasting but your channel is so insightful and I don't know... Stress relieving??? Thank you for being you bc honestly i wouldn't be excited/motivated for med school of it weren't for you. ❤❤❤❤ lots of love.

[@ht8038]

thats not time wasting then (:

[@killerqueenb5658]

i just about cried seeing you cry! You're such a sweetheart:) I really love your new hair. It looks great on you!

[@thatpiscesgal]

you crying with your Starbucks is honestly my forever mood lol (P.S. you're doing amazing! you're in freaking medical school! there's going to be high highs and low lows, but that's life and what you're feeling right now is extremely valid, but know things will start looking up and you'll become more comfortable with everything that comes your way as time goes on!) Sending lots of love and positive vibes your way xoxoxoxo

[@jonnyal8912]

Love your hair!! Always be confident! You have worked so hard to be where you are now! We are all rooting for you America! Keep the caramel frappucinos with no whipped cream coming !!!

[@ashleyp.5411]

I like that you show us a realistic view of medical school and show that it’s not really how it’s portrayed on tv as you show us your struggles as well as your triumphs. I admire what you do and hope to be half as good in medical school as you are, one day. :))

[@cozetteeastman1952]

AWW America, you are such a sweet girl. Your emotions show you care so much. Please don't ever turn into a stone cold doctor, we love the docs that have sympathy and love towards everyone. I'm a nurse, please trust me, don't ever change your fun and determined personality. All of your patients and co-workers will love that about you.

[@gavriellaramirez5229]

I’m a teddy bear too. Love you and no matter how many mistakes you make you are going to get so far in your career and life. I’m rooting for you ❤️❤️❤️

[@tajakrizaj7118]

But you are excellent you have gotten me through all nighters and countless attempts to give up thank you thank you . You are such a positive person even tho I don't have school rn I still watch your videos just because I love your personality so much

[@happy-pr1in]

I just want to thank you for being such an inspiration to me! Watching your videos helps me get my work ethic back when I feel overwhelmed or discouraged. I'm hoping to one day go to med school as well, I just hope that you know that I, and many others, look up to you a lot, America :)

[@ZoeyRock899]

Hi America. I have been watching your videos for a while now and I just want to say, you are the most relatable, beautiful, humble, and caring being that I have ever come across. Every time I watch your videos, I cannot help but be surprised by how much we have in common. I wish you utmost happiness and success in life America! Keep being awesome!

[@blonyynka]

its so different in my country - going to uni felt like being roasted throughout the workshop/tutorial/lecture and sitting in the "hot chair". It was a torture that kept us pushing our selves and still and the end of the day it wasn't enough lol. I remember during last year geriatrics my assignment advisor was literally grilling me for 23mins shouting at me that my assignment was the worst she have ever seen during her 20 year of practice when I LITERALLY SPENT MY holiday in Europe sitting and completing it to the scratch. Instead of being sad at laughed thanked her and walked out giggling. After 5 minutes I had to complete practical part and I scored max. Criticism is not pleasant but oh boy it teaches you resilience:))))

[@SaraKhan-yn8xt]

girl!!! i feel your pain on the consistent evaluation. taking it to heart just means you put such high expectations on yourself that having criticism on top of that self pressure is a ton. i'm the same. keep at it

[@cicelypflieger8919]

I love your 'week in the life' vlogs!!😺💕 America, you are awesome! I love how REAL of a person you are! Stay strong! You got this girl! You INSPIRE people more than you realize!! Please keep making videos!! Btw, LOVE the new haircut!💕💕😙😺

[@DrAdnan]

Family med rotations seem very eventful. I also am easily affected by criticism, but we should get better at dealing with it as rotations go on, and hopefully have less things to improve on as well ;)

[@thatsovanessa]

I feel the same exact way! I'm in Radiology school and I just got back some constructive criticism from my supervisor at the hospital for my end of semester evaluation and it threw me off guard because like you said I come to work and give 100% and am on time everyday and then i read their comments and I get so emotional and don't understand where the are coming from because I only ever have the best of intentions. It's nice to know someone else feels the same way about these types of things and we just have to suck it up like you said and stop worrying about every little thing and grow from it and move on!

[@mehakgillofficial3618]

I'm 15 years old and since I started watching your videos I decided I want have a medical career and I've researched alot about it and I want to do something related to cardiology or emergency medicine. THANK YOU SO MUCH for being my inspiration! Ilysm

[@ItsReylina]

I love your honestly and I think a lot of people admire it you for it. Its amazing that you can expose your true self and are not afraid to show your feelings or how you feel towards a certain topic. Thats what makes you human so keep moving on! You got this.

[@ThePasu88]

awwwwwwww america!!!! i just wanna give u a hug! please don't cry my dear things will get better and u will learn how to deal with criticism as u go on in med school....ILY and sending positive vibes ur way!

[@emmacooper4286]

I just started a new job and I feel the saaame way. I get upset sometimes when my manager says "Can I give you some feedback?" and she tells me how to improve because it makes me feel like I'm failing, but I just tell myself to take the criticism and learn from it (easier said than done, I know). Sometimes I write it down so I can remember it and look at it later. It's hard because you want to do a really good job and you want to know what to do in every situation... but that's just not realistic. Go easy on yourself, girl. You're doing great.

[@abirmuhuri5721]

America! You are my inspiration. I'm applying to post-baccalaureate pre-medical programs as a non-traditional student, and am starting a medical assistant volunteer experience during my upcoming senior year at a local clinic! Your videos and channel keep me motivated every single day :)

[@melodycardona1601]

You whats so funny i was watching old videos from you bcause i wanted to get some inspiration and you uploaded a video BEST FEELING EVER

[@helensolomon9613]

America, you're so real (skin deep) that I appreciate your videos so much because you're helping me navigate through this medical world by knowing it's going to be okay. Thank you from the bottom of my heart :)

[@anamd6176]

I love you so much for beeing realistic, you are not ashamed to say if you didn't know something, we cannot know everything always, l hate when l don't know some basic things but learning so much we skip those 'little' things. You are amazing and l love watching your videos 😊

[@dr.manaliabhaysharma493]

Hi America. I m a participant of MPH. I did a qualitative research on a project. Gave my heart n soul for 2 months. N today was my presentation in front of the Hospital CEO. He just gave a sgit about my analysis cz he is a quantitative research oriented guy. Still i did'nt cried cz i knw the efforts tht i hv given. Similarly just do wht u r doing. I knw its tough but u ll sail through. Love watching the videos. Keep updating Dr.Manali

[@violeta8205]

Thank you for opening up to us about how you’re feeling! I feel like we are very close friends lol you are doing amazing America! Never forget you inspire so many people! ♥️

[@therealreels1121]

thank you so much for being so REAL! i am a pre med student and you truly give the real and raw insight into medical school. you dont sugar coat anything and I love you for it! Thank you America for being yourself and vulnerable. I genuinely relate to you teddy bear.

[@annagraceowens]

you've grown so much along with your channel and it just makes me beam! i remember being here at like seven hundred subs! so glad you're finally being noticed and more and more people are starting to watch, i'm only a few seconds in but i already LOVE IT, and i remettre when the kster was just a little baby he's gotten so big gosh i just love you

[@ayyyashley]

Aww America, just want to give you a hug! I'm sure after a while you'll get used to the criticism and not take it to heart. I struggle with it to, because I want it, so I can know how to improve, but I also think about it more than I'd like to. Hate seeing you sad though, feel like I'm in the car with you, let it out girl, we're here for you! lol

[@creachiecritter6214]

I'm doing rounds in the NICU now and it's tough. I definitely get your stress and I go through the same thing a lot. It's comforting seeing someone else going through the same thing where I feel like I was a total baby. You're so great America and you're so inspiring!!

[@ML-qq6iu]

Love how you show your struggles and insecurities. Everyone is so quick to show off their successes and I know it sure makes me feel insignificant when I compare my ups and downs to what seems like everyone else's linear success.

[@SA-oz9hg]

You know what makes a good doctor? Someone who wants to learn more and more and that's what you do America! Don't let people make feel incompetent because we all do mistake and we all learn from our mistakes. So go ahead and do some mistake but never give up!! You are going to be a great doctor, I have no doubt on it.

[@unnys2925]

ugh america ilysm i'm not even premed but watching your videos makes me so happy to be pursuing a healthcare career. tbh i was a very negative person until i started watching you, and now i know how to be more optimistic and take whatever life throws at you in stride! you're seriously the most amazing person i know about!

[@CrystalLilacs]

Awww girl I wish I can hug you right now ❤️❤️❤️ as a final year nursing student I feel the exact same way just remember that having these feelings doesn’t make you weak or a bad doctor everyone feels like that at some point (even the stoic brick wall people 😉)

[@jaquelineyutan3717]

Hey, America I am a first year in college not even grad school and I just wanted to say that you truly motivate me when I don't want to do anything anymore. And about criticisms, I can relate to you in that way I do take thing personal and that's what scares about going into medicine. I had my best friend tell me I wasn't good enough to become a doctor because I take things to heart and I am sensitive according to her. It did hurt and it planted a seed of doubt in myself but at the same time it made me want to prove her wrong, I just hope I am good enough to become a doctor.

[@theodorawinter7361]

America, you are such a beautiful soul, inside and out! I always appreciate your honesty and how unafraid you are to show your vulnerable side! It always important to think about the silver linings to tough situations. While you may think you take criticism to heart too much, that will help you in patient settings - you won’t be the kind of doctor that speaks without thinking twice about how their comments may affect a patient! You rock, and keep kicking ass 😊

[@KoffeewithK371]

I totally feel you on dealing with criticism! I just started a new job and sometimes the criticism really gets to me. I know they're only trying to help, but I feel incompetent or burdensome sometimes. I think you're such a lovely person! I hope your days moving forward are awesome!

[@bobbodmas8588]

Aww America, It really broke my heart to see you cry. I can relate so much to being upset about constructive criticism. You're never alone, trust me. I'm sure all your subscribers have your back and I'm rooting for you all the way! Goodluck sweetheart. You got this!

[@Chelseaayx]

Love your haircut! Makes you look very professional :))) Don't let the criticism get you too hard. I'm in nursing school and I get told i'm doing things wrong all the time and it's not fun being put on the spot. But that criticism will pay off when you're finally a doctor and on your own in the hospital/real world setting!

[@catarinaalves84]

You are such a motivation and I appreciate your videos so much! I am sending you a hug because criticism is never easy and especially in medicine it happens. But you are doing amazing!

[@renzonvillanueva1127]

I'm watching this at May 2019, a new subscriber of course 😂, been constantly viewing ALL (emphasis on that) your vlogs since then and I know you're gonna be great someday, I believe in you! All your subscribers do believe in you. Keep on fighting, America! ✊🏻😆😆 Gonna be great like you someday, future MD wooo 🎉

[@annies301]

I AM SO OBSESSED WITH YOUR VIDEOS. You make me want to work so much harder in school even when I feel like giving up. Thank you for helping me and inspiring me. You are doing great

[@latinboy78228]

America, as a fellow resident and viewing your videos, I am glad to see you've honestly shined and excelled. I really appreciate how you've opened yourself up to the world about the world of criticism. Unfortunately criticism never stops. Some days you'll get good criticism and other days, you'll get some not so good criticism but hey, you got this. You are going to be a great Doctor. Continue to put your 100%, continue to always go in with a positive attitude, your patients will be forever grateful. If at the end of the day you know deep down inside you did your absolute best, then go with that gut feeling but NEVER EVER let anyone make you believe you suck because you don't, they do. They feed off from trying to make great people second guess themselves. Keep your chin up America and go be the best and great doctor you are destined to be

[@eduardocorona1480]

Hi America! I see that you love what you do, and so that’s why you take it personal.Well I wish you the best, & remember that everyone has to learn some way or the other! Sending positive vibes! 👍

[@WhatTheFWAFA14]

oh, I felt for you so much when you talked about how hard it is to deal with criticism, I am not in medical school yet, but I also will ruminate on the things people say to me for days as well

[@KN-eg6yd]

Your car vlog about criticism is relatable. I am a nurse but in nursing school criticism was so hard for me. You try your hardest and for someone to make you feel like you're not good enough is a hard pill to swallow. Just remember that they are trying improve you! You're learning and they want you to be the best you can be. All comments for improvement are for your best interest. :)

[@daniellesmith1747]

Just wanted to let you know I still love to watch all of these old videos 💜 they’re a comfort thing

[@victoriaclaire4273]

Hey America! I just had to stop mid-video to let you know that you are not alone when it comes to criticism hurting your feelings a little bit. I just finished my first year of pharmacy school, my first rotation, and started my first job in the pharmacy to gain more experience. I found myself feeling upset because I felt like there was so much to learn and i made a couple of mistakes and was getting correction. I think we just have to remind ourselves that everyone has to start somewhere and that we are still learning and will eventually get to where we want to be in due time. Professional school is not easy by any means. The fact that you take your corrections to heart just shows that you truly care about medicine and your future patients. Hugs!

[@celiimarii15]

I love that you share that 2:40. I am also a medical student and i often feel so stupid when i don’t know things that i'm suppose to, that really made feel a lot better.

[@Libra_Libris]

I know it's difficult not to take criticism to heart but it will get easier with time ,especially as you demonstrate self awareness of taking it personally. My advice would be to just be grateful for the criticism you receive now. You can only get better day by day. As a physician myself, the further you progress the less feedback you actually receive. You now depend way more on self reliance and self validation of your own competency. I actually struggled with the fact that I received less criticism as I progressed (very counter-intuitive lol) Keep believing in yourself America! You are already an inspiration to many :)

[@pianostar9189]

I love how you act as a role model for so many people!

[@pianostar9189]

And you are amazing, I know the criticism is hard, but you will make an amazing doctor.

[@MizLilianLian]

I somehow like this video very2 much， thankyou for showing us all of your side, the uplifting you， the stressed out you, the broke down you, i feel much more connected personally!

[@chaylenandolino3867]

Oh my goodness I love your channel. I recently came across it and I’m looking forward to being able to watch your videos to help motivate and encourage me throughout my upcoming semesters. Ps I love your voice! It sounds like Phoebe from Friends 🙂

[@kaileytometich3303]

I totally understand your struggle America! I am one of those people who will think about what people said to me days afterward even if it has already been solved or turned around. Its really hard to accept that we all make mistakes, but we would never learn if we weren't told about it. Good luck this year, I admire you for all your hard work. I pray I can be as successful as you when I get to med school.

[@Brendanstop]

I'm sorry the criticism is getting to you! Down the road, it'll stick with you, though, and affect you in a positive way. Trust me, you'll get through it! :)

[@xNickieyyyx]

That’s what I like about you and your channel, you’re so real with what you’re going through to open up with us. I want to pursue medicine in the future and I know I would feel the same exact way you feel if I were in your situation. You will persevere!!! :)

[@cgemd7070]

I was in your shoes two years ago. Thank you for opening up. I had the same exact feelings as you in regards to criticism and so do your classmates, they are probably just great at hiding it. It's completely natural. Keep grinding and you'll be just fine.

[@anjelicadasilva2822]

Awe America you’re literally so amazing & strong!! You got this!! You’ve made it this far and you’re gonna do so much more!! You’re worthy to be there just like every other person!!

[@Natalie-ik8fc]

That haircut looks amazing!! You look so great!! Love you & all your videos ❤️❤️❤️

[@Vanessa-ht9mr]

Oh my god I relate to the criticism part so much. I know people have good intentions with criticism but I take EVERYTHING to heart. I feel like my effort isn’t good enough but at the end of the day only YOU know how hard you’re working

[@svcl28]

I am an absolute teddy bear as well. You’re not alone! But you’re doing great America! It’s been so wonderful to watch you since the beginning and see how far you’ve come. I’m going into med school in September and seeing all you’ve conquered has been so motivating! Keep it up! xx

[@christinafultz8189]

I love you, and it made me want to give you a big hug when you cried. As someone else in the medical field, and also a normal human, I appriciate all you do as becoming a doctor. And your hair cut Bob looks SPECTACULAR!!! * 2 snaps and a twirl.

[@ourcatadventures6743]

Tomorrow I’m starting a new job and I’m the same way I get bad Criticism I feel terrible about myself. I always want to do a great job and people to like me! Your quote gave me so much confidence I’ll do great in anything. Definitely will always keep this in mind.... your going to be an amazing Doctor I wish you blessings in your life!

[@gerlisa25]

It's healthier to let it out than to hold it it. As a soft med student in Trinidad, I feel the same way and completely understand. Keep moving forward America, you're doing great so far! ❤❤

[@beautyhealing8594]

Just remember it’s better to be respected than liked and you will be respected because of your great work ethic!!! You’re doing awesome! Even if you were perfect they would still find things to critique you on to build your resilience.

[@estellaluna5573]

Aaaaahhhh literally AMERICA you don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for a new upload!!! I love watching your videos. I’m about to start school and I’m studying in the medical field, and you literally inspire me to stay in this field, you also inspire me to stay motivated and think positive instead of negative ugghhh love you so much!!!!

[@samdiamandis]

I'm not even in med school or studying medicine at all but I always look forward to your videos because your work ethic is so inspiring and i feel like your videos aren't just good for med students, but for students and workers in general!

[@nourm4711]

Second comment! lol you inspire me so much and you make me want to study for and apply to pharmacy school even more than I already do. Ur such a strong person if you came this far by yourself. I think the criticism in 3rd year is necessary bc think of how it would be without it? They are just trying to make you the best doctor but if it bothers you then talk with ur confident friends about it. Im sure they feel the same. Love you America 🙂

[@margaretsmith3629]

Having just finished my third year I can attest that EVERYONE has a similar experience! It sucks to get bad feedback all the time. No matter how much you give third year it seems like you can't win and trust me you are NOT alone in the feeling! Try to hang with your friends to decompress and laugh about it. We had a lot of fun reflecting on the stupid little things we did - breaking scrub, calling patients the wrong name, going into the wrong bathrooms.... by the end of it you will have SUCH a thick skin and you'll be a better person for it. Love on calyx and know that we ALLLL feel you. We are in this together. Attendings see you 5mins a day sometimes and your friends and family know you better and know your commitment to your patients better. You can only do your best and other people's opinion of you is none of your business!

[@cassiemorris867]

I had the same experience with my internship as a Pharmacy technician. Constructive criticism was hard for me to take, I cried in the car after I was done or during lunch break. I didn't like making mistakes but as time went on. I learned to accept that and became more confident slowly.. at the end, my mentors were proud of me because I improved after they gave me criticism. I love your vlogs, you help me push myself to be better and study hard. ❤❤❤

[@jevonjones8134]

Keep it up with the weekly videos America!! Your a real inspiration !!!

[@pedalwithpoke]

Criticism is a hard thing to learn how to handle. As much as I don’t like to receive criticism, I understand that it is crucial to my growth. When I look back, I am actually grateful for the instructors that gave me harsh feedback because without it I wouldn’t be where I am today. Their feedback made me successful in future rotation.

[@ariayanaharrell7226]

I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS!! Your videos have made me realize that becoming a doctor is something that I may want to pursue! And by watching your videos, I have a good idea of what medical school would be like. If I ever need some help with anything, I know I’ll be able to come to your channel and find out what I need and alter the advice to fit my school and me! Thank you again and keep inspiring!❤️❤️❤️

[@ginanguyen4679]

I want to give you a hug because I completely understand how you feel about criticism

[@AaronTrillo]

Great videos America, tomorrow is my 1st official day in class (FMS) studying genetics and I took a quick break to watch your video. Definitely going to share my medstory too! Thanks for your positivity and for always keepin' it real!

[@NINIE-gb8cr]

After doing research in the honors program for 3yrs in undergrad, working in healthcare...I grew a little bit of thick skin. BUT some can bring the teddy bear back to the surface. Thank you for sharing your journey with us

[@WhereYouWannaBe]

Keep your head up America! All this is going to make you a better doctor. You are beautiful, smart, and talented and YOU GOT THIS! Keep it up! Love the vlogs!!!

[@WhereYouWannaBe]

Also, the hair cut is beautiful!

[@amani_bontu90]

Really appreciate how open and real you are about everything! Thank you so much for these vlogs!

[@pixiewinxviera]

Critism is essential for a leader, noone is perfect lol. I believe in your ability to succeed. I'm not a feels person either, love a fellow Kayster. 💓

[@zd1f6uyg1]

Honestly I feel like I can relate to how you feel about criticism. It's hard to be tough and not take things personally but at the end of the day we are only human. Good luck you'll do great and be a great doctor!

[@yvonne6387]

I can tell you are really getting stronger from your tears. You are gonna finally go through it! And hope to see more scenes of you physically studying.

[@DoctorNikkiP]

You're gonna do so great in your 3rd year! Dealing with constructive criticism is something I'm working on too

[@AnastasiaBrown12]

So everything you said about how you take criticisms too personally is totally me. I understand and I feel ya. You’re so awesome for sharing your vulnerability with us. I’m sure it’s helping someone! Much love girlie!

[@JoanneBlue96]

America I love you! You are an amazing sensitive person. I wish more people were like you - I missed your vlogs very much

[@SandraSilva-sz3zb]

Omg when you started tearing up ❤️ I feel you. I’m the type of person to give it my all, and I see your frustration. You’re amazing keep working hard.

[@9niverse]

I don't know what it is about you but I just love watching your vlogs and seeing your journey in med school! I can't wait to see the day you post your first vlog as a licensed doctor~~

[@andreaxx6]

I’m not a medical student, but I start grad school in the fall for mental health counseling. I’m definitely nervous about experiencing that kind of feed-back in practicum and working with clients. I really feel for you about the criticism. I haven’t dealt with it a ton, but I did experience professional criticism in my first job out of college and I always took it so close to heart. I feel like I don’t really have advice per se, but I can definitely say that I think over time it doesn’t sting as much? Or you build relationships with the people criticizing you and you trust them more to be kind in their criticisms. I don’t know if any of that will help, and I know medical school is a tough environment, but I hope it helps to know people are rooting for you!! For what it’s worth, you seem like a very dedicated person, but you still seem so down to earth and personable! I think so many physicians can seem too academic or they use jargon without always remembering to explain it to patients. My point is, you seem to have a great personality and drive and passion and I think the other aspects that people have commented on will just come with time and practice. Just keep in mind that you’re still learning and that while it may seem like everyone else is so confident, they may also be struggling but not talking about it outwardly. Thinking of you! Sorry about this obnoxiously long comment 😂