an informal update | ep. 1 ✸ small updates, a catch up

[@djoyplans]

absolutely yes to a video of you putting the charms on your crocs 😎

[@livsommers]

i second this :)

[@jesuisege]

i *NEED* that video 🙏😩

[@MaccAbbott]

YES to a video of you decorating your crocs. I love the idea of small, inconsequential things like that.

[@MaccAbbott]

PS: I don't think you come on and talk too much. Nor is it an issue to me that you are taking breaks from posting and post when you can/feel inspired to.

[@jesuisege]

i always think this when you apologize for "talking too much" but it never ocurred to me to comment it; i watch your channel *because* of the chatty, long form content. it's what i enjoy and what im here for, and im sure im not the only one. it would be nothing but lovely vibes and appreciation from me and what im pretty sure is most of your viewers; if you embrace the format you're naturally inclined to make.

[@AislingBlack]

Hi! I don't know if I commented here before, but I have severe sleep apnea, narcolepsy and an autoimmune disease that messes with my sleep (way too tired or way too awake) and I have done three sleep studies. I don't know how the facility you will be in is, but for mine it was like sleeping in a hotel room with wires all over me. The overnight ones are not as bad as people say, but I had one where I had to take a series of "naps" throughout the day after an overnight study and that one was AWFUL, so uncomfortable. But I don't know your exact issues, it may go OK for you. I would recommend bringing your own pillow and making sure they keep the room cold. Also use conditioner to get the goop they stick the wires to your head with off. It is not the most comfortable experience ever, but also I am autistic and this makes things a bit more complex, the stimulation is just different in rooms that are not my own, and that made me uncomfortable. THe daytime nap study was very anxiety inducing and seemed to last forever, so hopefully I never have to do that again. I want to tell you to keep your hopes up, it sounds like you have a good doctor, they will help you. Its all worth it, I've been sleeping normally for about a year now and it feels 10000000% better. You life is literally going to change.

[@xoxolorae]

i dont blame you for going back to the cousin. its the only planner i consistently want to use for common placing.

[@WhaleTank]

When you brought out the vase, I said, out loud, 'is it ghosts?' and gasped when you turned it over.

[@brontecronsberry4106]

It was so lovely to wake up and see this video in my feed. I find these videos both calming and interesting. I think the work notebook is really cool and would love to hear you talk more about your process. But make sure you prioritize your health and wellbeing!

[@xuanyuuu]

you dont know how much i enjoy listening to you ramble abt anything. theres sth so comforting and validating abt your ramblings. and yes, i would love to see you decorate your crocs

[@Bruh-qy1zq]

Hi I just wanted to let you know your channel is such a comfort to me. Thank you for making such cozy and comfortable videos!

[@etharhamid]

also it made me a little sad when you apologized when you showed that you moved to the cousine again. you probably know this but you don't own any one an explanation, doing what's feels right to you is what matters

[@rivallae]

LETSS GOOOOO SPOOKY CROCS !!! love the update and im wishing you all the luck with your health 🫂

[@alexthomascreative]

nice to see you back :-) hopefully this more chill approach is more manageable for you while you've got so much going on. i kind of regret not getting that gingham hon this year, hoping they have *some* nice designs for 2025. the binder looks so nice now it's all full up. i also have some spooky decorations on my (off brand) crocs. i've got one of an alien saying 'i need space' which is a big mood

[@elizabethharry1550]

If you ask for a “perfect bound” booklet, the margins should be even. Saddle stitch or stapled bindings do better with a wide margin so the slight unevenness aren’t as noticeable! I only mention this in case you ever want to try a re-print :)

[@andressa3638]

Love the update. Also love the idea of you sharing your ghostly crocs. I've been in a journaling slump, unfortunately. You talking about your notebooks has made me want to give more attention to mine :)

[@hayleyrawlingson6917]

I’ve had a lumbar puncture before and they’re not as scary as they seem if that’s any comfort! Love the workbook idea ☺️, the ghost illustrations are the cutest 🥹

[@hannahk9712]

I've come close to getting one but ultimately didn't need it, however they were very thorough in explaining the process to me and that did help a lot with the anxiety. It seems very intimidating, but my sister comforted me (because she has already had one) that it truely isn't as scary as they make it out to be :)

[@FloreCreations]

Agree with this! It sounds super scary, but they walk you through the process so well

[@MaikeOatley]

I‘ve had one and I also found it to be less scary than it sounds, though for context I don’t have issues with needles in general. It was definitely uncomfortable, more like a dull pain and pressure. And I didn’t see the needle.

[@Sydtoole3]

The process was ok for me (my partner has had one too) and I HATE needles but luckily you cant see anything lol. The harder part was the following week. I had intense pressure in my head if I was sitting up/standing for more than 10 min (but no pain) while my partner had killer headaches BUT it does go away as soon as you lie down for a minute or two. So just be prepared to lay low for about a week. Binge some shows/read/game - just rest and be as comfortable as possible. You've got this!

[@theo.s]

Casual gloom ? Maybe and yes to the croc decoration! Child me was so jealous I couldn’t have any, maybe adult me can 😂

[@beatrizqueirozdecarvalho4086]

im hoping everything will be ok in regards to health stuff! also your comments about the digital notebook thing you printed inspired me to maybe work on a gothic inspired kind of planner thing for myself ❤ thank you for the inspiration and i'm wishing you have a good day!

[@tiny-yaga]

"little horror crocs at the pool" 😂 10/10, love it. fwiw, i never think you talk too much, i always love your "company" & i'm sure i will continue to, no matter how you decide to make your videos 💜💜

[@CrimsonKas]

I am so sorry they’re making you do a lumbar puncture. I’ve heard they aren’t nearly as bad as they make them seem in media and such, but I’ve never had one. My doctor told me we could do a lumbar puncture but he didn’t believe in putting patients through it if he didn’t have to. After my sleep study, he was like, “Yeah…this is plenty of data to go on for a diagnosis,” so he never ordered one for me. He said the fact I had cataplexy symptoms is what solidified his confidence in making that diagnosis (along with the sleep study). I’m curious why they’re doing two nights of sleep studies for you. Maybe they’re not measuring everything in one night? In which case, maybe it won’t be so bad because you won’t have ALL the things hooked up to you all at once? I had a night of sleep study, then a daytime sleep latency test where they collected data as I did a series of naps. I wish you the best on your tests and that you get answers-hopefully answers with helpful solutions. I find sleep stuff fascinating, so I appreciate your updates. I just wish we weren’t having to live through all the terrible sleep stuff.

[@solilokian]

its always nice to hear you talk about random things in your life! thank you for this

[@swe3tpeach]

With the booklet formatting, you have to be the one to alter your formatting depending on how many sheets are in each signature. I think it's called offsetting. You can usually do that in InDesign but I know you don't use that :/ but yes, that's just the nature of paper printing/binding that publishers build into their files.

[@trashcanraccoon]

I really love this update, it's nice to hear that you're working on your health - I hope you get the help you need for your sleep so that it gets better

[@TheWanderer03]

Glad to have you back. Hope you are doing well and taking good care of yourself. Such an aesthetically pleasing video, keep up please!

[@katiemarshall8033]

If you still have the fun neon spooky dogs cousin cover you could always use that if this coming year’s hon covers don’t appeal! Hmmmm for series titles maybe something with the word memo in it? Like update but stationery related

[@marcusr4711]

I’m glad you’re making progress! Where I’m from, it’s very hard to get a lumbar puncture, which sucks because they can actually be a great diagnostic tool. They seem a bit scary, but they can be really good for getting certain answers. In my experience, the sleep watches and overnight studies aren’t as good because they’re purely observational (i.e. they see how you sleep for a few nights, but not consistently. they see that you may snore or oversleep or toss and turn, but can’t really tell you why) regardless, just being on the radar of sleep clinics etc is really good! there’s been a big spike in sleep issues recently and so there’s a lot of professionals studying sleep disorders in general and trying to come up with answers. it’s nice to have a team behind you :) i’m glad they’re taking you seriously. i hope that things continue on well!!!

[@zbernardo2437]

you could call em something like “spooky life bits” or “proof of life” or something! also we’d love to see the croc decoration too!

[@elissajenna5938]

I saw TK Maxx had stocked up on Halloween stuff and instantly thought of you :) Love your videos, no matter what you feel motivated to talk about. For naming your shorter video updates, the word that instantly sprang to mind was 'Ghostings' (ephemeral, perhaps ethereal, ad hoc postings). But maybe that was just influenced by the cute glass...

[@kiracritchlow1]

screaming at wednesday's birthday pics i'm obsessed

[@lynnegillis8910]

I love these little chatty videos! Short or long - either is wonderful as far as I'm concerned. But most importantly, do what supports your own mental and physical health. The internet can wait. 🙂

[@lilacmint]

Hope you’re able to schedule your sleep study soon! I literally just did an at-home sleep study on Friday night. It’s not as intense as an in-lab one but I still found it so uncomfortable and hard to sleep with. Can’t imagine having to do it 2 nights in a row.

[@natyork]

I’ve heard creators refer to the workbook as a ‘process journal’ and in the past I’ve just used blank books for project process books but I think using a dated book like the cousin is a really intriguing idea. Love the new spooky home wares. Thanks for the update 🖤🦇

[@ania5125]

would love to see what you come up with the crocs. for the series title, maybe something similar to your coffee with gloom series?

[@GhostGemVlogs]

I had to do the 2 day sleep study and yeah it sucked 😅 I was so anxious because of the whole ‘big brothers watching’ but I tested out of both likely because of my medications. For sure bring things to keep you entertained and not be scared to let your technician know to use the restroom because of all the cables and wires. The day part sucks because you can’t sleep when your body wants too.

[@lacesea]

Really nice to hear from you this morning! I would love to see the crocs video too. Take so much care

[@thejournaldiaries]

Missed your videos Megan ❤❤ will watch this after lunch :) hope your well xxx

[@alegmr97]

Hi! I want you to know that you’ve been my companion through my days. I just wish that you are fine, but if you don’t feel fine, I hope you feel better soon and have nice days with Wednesday and your family. I appreciate what you are doing; thank you for inspiring me. I am sure that I am not the only person you inspire. Thank you. I hope that with this message, you can feel support and love. Because we care about you here. 🖤

[@BrittanyBWrites]

yes to a video of your putting charms on your crocs!!!

[@hannahk9712]

Glad to hear from you. I'd absolutely like a croc video! I'm happy that you found a swimming pool! I really enjoy swimming as well, I've always liked being in the water from childhood on, and swimming truely is great exercise :) I'm lucky to live near multiple lakes in cycling or driving distance, so I can easily get a swim in after work. But I do understand that swimming in nature definitely is not for everyone - however, it makes me feel like a little water nymph or mermaid haha

[@isabelinthegrass]

oh my gosh yes PLEASE make a video of decorating your crocs!!

[@agnese.salamcreative]

Nice to see you back Megan! ... I have recently returned to a cousin myself (I got a spring start) and I think I also have to learn to deal with the possibility it will be bulky because I want a hon for next year. But ugly leaked pictures??? I will have to investigate... I really want to plan/collect info/reference in rings, but I cannot get over how "disposable" and not permanent it feels... 😢

[@ChantelleArts]

I remember your halloween hauls from last year 🥰

[@paulathevalley]

❤ I enjoyed this update. I would enjoy more! Wishing you good rest

[@ghughes14]

do you think you will post your more updated filofax inserts on your shop for people to buy and download? i've been using your inserts since i bought my filofax at the beginning of the month and i absolutely love the versatility and customization aspect of all of the inserts you made, but that sleep tracker and habit trackers i've seen you use in more recent months have me really intrigued and my art isn't as good as yours so i feel like if i tried to recreate them in procreate i would fall short :( hope that makes sense. let me know your thoughts on it if you see this!! also really glad to hear the update about your sleep clinic appointment. i'm happy they're taking your case seriously, but that is sad that they have to take it seriously because it's that bad. i hope they can figure out what's wrong and soon you'll be able to sleep normally and peacefully. also also would love a video of you decorating your crocs!! any content you post i love to watch, doesn't matter how small or inconsequential you believe it is :))

[@NoodlePoodle1234]

This was a cozy update! I’d actually like to see more content than just notebooks. Sometimes notebooks is just too much notebooks. Even though I love notebooks.

[@paperstoryjournals]

I’d love to see your crocs. I just bought some and I’m so tempted by the cute Mary Jane’s but the ones on the site don’t have holes for decorating. Anyways love a found your system to work for you.

[@SandraPawula-ss7sy]

My sleep study wasn't so bad! Of course, it's harder to sleep wired up, but it was absolutely worth it.

[@MirandaPurpleClouds]

Its nice to hear your voice again! ❤

[@janecullen4125]

💯 yes to the crocs video ❤

[@rachelnichols7347]

I have been in personal rings and cousin for most of 2024 (previously TN and cousin) and it’s been sooooo good.

[@ecr.7695]

I look forward to your Crocs being decorated, whenever you feel like it.

[@ShintoBroadcasting]

Very smart, a separate work book!

[@CeliaAWhite]

Hi Megan, Wishing you all the best. I would love to see you decorate your crocs as well as any and all Halloween decorations!

[@cmgordillor]

I love my crocs, I got excited when I got them too! Haha

[@GenWivern2]

Pleased to hear your voice again, Megan. You're quite right about fireclay sinks: fine for washing small dogs in; lousy for crockery and glasses. Take care. 🤕

[@mikelykan.9416]

Welcome back Spider.

[@lindsayfrancis9515]

Take care! If you are looking for name ideas for shorter updates, "Abstracts" or "Attic Abstracts", flows with your other series titles well and hits on both summary and archival notes. ❤

[@thenunujournals]

Coming to the UK in August to visit some friends and I can't wait to finally be able to get your stickers 😍🥰

[@oliviermela]

Happy Birthday Wednesday!

[@mediamogul9533]

Name idea: bits and bobs

[@thejournaldiaries]

Always enjoy your videos ❤ I love the black gingham I have one started at the year got chunky too fast so swapped to avec. It would be nice if they did avec black gingham 😂 its so pretty. What about 'Life Musings' for update videos?? xxx

[@bronwenstead7026]

Bite size bits or Whimsies?

[@yesseniaortiz3971]

Missed you so so so so much 🫰🏻

[@MCA580]

Hi Megan, thanks for the video. Which filofax cover do you use?

[@alegmr97]

Yay! 🎉 I missed you :”) I hope you’re doing fine 🖤

[@tigershark987]

i have so many pairs of crocs. i live in them. autistic comfort lol

[@rowanwax]

♥️

[@dalekblep8136]

Just in time for lunch YIS I hope you're doing well, Megan!

[@dalekblep8136]

For the name of the series, i was thinking "in-between notes" could be neat maybe? As you mentioned they are for keeping us in the loop while you're working through multiple areas of your life that are very demanding atm i'm glad to hear that the sleep clinic people are taking you seriously, and though the wait is a pain (i can relate as i'm dealing with similar stuff for my autism diagnosis and gender affirming surgery) it's a really big step forward and i'm so happy for you! Finally, i just want to say that your videos are as relaxing as ever and i am truly grateful to you for sharing them with us. And as far as taking your time to make them and/or experimenting with the kind of content you want to make, i think i speak for the vast majority of us when i say that we'll enjoy whatever you decide to put your mind to because you naturally make your interests enjoyable to witness. ps: i've never worn crocs myself, but i've herd they're v v v comfy. Enjoy the pool, gloomy queen!

[@MirandaPurpleClouds]

"Tiny updates" or something

[@pipinghotcoffeee]

🖤🤍

[@froodoftheforest]

Megan (or anyone how knows from her videos already) I'd love to find out what printer you use for your journalling/sticker printing etc. I've been looking for ages but they all seem terrible with ink subscriptions etc. Anyone with advice would be hugely appreciated!

[@avevictoria]

She's mentioned before that it's a 4+ year old printer that she already had, and that she has put off buying a new one because printer shopping is very stressful (as you mentioned, they all have their own drawbacks). She had a video testing different photo printers awhile ago if you want to look at that (from a few months ago, you can find it in her video history), but based on her recent videos, I think she still just uses her home printer for most things. Hope that answers your question!

[@froodoftheforest]

@@avevictoria Hey @avevictoria - thank you SO much for taking the time to respond. I had checked her history and found only those little portable printers - but I really appreciate your clarification on the issue. Thanks again for your effort - I hope you have a great week! x

[@20mangafreak]

Not the way I clicked IMMEDIATELY on this video… hope everyone is doing well ❤

[@etharhamid]

hey Megan

[@NoxDineen]

I would also love to know what software she uses. I’ve been messing around with GoodNotes on my iPad but it really isn’t great for this type of use.

[@RobinPalmerTV]

The queen square team are pretty good but I’m not sure they know enough about autism and adhd which both cause most sleep issues. Be super super careful with the lumbar puncture. You look like you have Ehlers Danlos and as such lumbar punctures should be avoided as they can cause serious spinal CSF leaks and you do not want one of those! Hope the ouchie heals soon!

[@Jeanny.Q]

Very helpful to find this comment! I haven’t heard of The Queen Square Hospital before, but I might contact them. I’m AuDHD with tinnitus and extremely bad sleeping problems because of that.

[@AllTheArtsy]

wait so now she wants a Filofax and a Cousin? wasnt she just in a standard size TN + Sterling Ink?

[@NoeHernandezPe767]

Yep, expect all the journaling creators ditch their Filofaxes and return to Hobonichi 😂😂

[@AllTheArtsy]

@@NoeHernandezPe767 yep esp with the new release forthcoming lol the planner content creators are usually in shambles 😅 i follow just for the vibes, background noise and body doubling, but anyone basing their systems based on these influencers... yikes

[@NoeHernandezPe767]

@@AllTheArtsy me too, I know maybe Megan isn’t pushing anyone to purchase the same stuff as her but she still doesn’t understand she has a platform that actually influences people to modify their consumption habits for the worst

[@daughteroftheblessed839]

I am so sorry to hear what you are going through. Just a friendly suggestion for mental health sake... try getting rid of all the Halloween things...the skulls, ghosts, spooky, and dark stuff may affect one's mental health and quality of sleep. I really like how neat and well-put-together your journals are.

[@IncurablyCreative]

Ghost vase use - a home made reed diffuser. I’ve just made one as a practical way to use a heirloom decanter from the 50’s. Rather than it sitting unused in a cupboard. After some research, Liquid Fractionated Coconut Oil is the best oil to use. I can tailor the smell by using the essential oils that I know won’t trigger any unhelpful symptoms.