An Interview with a Bipolar Man (Mania Explained)

Bruno is diagnosed with bipolar disorder. He wants others to know that managing mania and depression is difficult, but it is possible to have a fulfilling life while bipolar.
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[@56BBS]

Hello all, this Bruno from the video! I appreciate all the warmth and support in the comments. Also insider info Mr. Chris is even nicer than you would imagine. I can answer any questions yall have.

[@chickensdontsurf]

Hey, Bruno, I have bipolar (type 2 with rapid cycling) and I feel you described it very well. Between this channel and the Polar Warriors channel, I've managed to learn about myself in ways I couldn't do on my own. Thank you for being brave and sharing your story! Happy belated birthday!

[@flacko92]

Hey bruno you’re an amazing person

[@DrDestructoBlade]

Keep up the good work

[@created2bless322]

Do you have a KZbin channel Or Instagram account? Your insight can help lots of people. Thank you

[@katherineknapp6604]

You rock Bruno!

[@RNnurse98]

To the Manic Bruno: You are Enough To the Depressed Bruno: You are still enough.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. To Paulette: you are enough and very kind

[@alysia3961]

Love this 💕

[@shariefadolley2156]

U are.strong my keep it up

[@highly4013]

😘

[@balaam_7087]

First words out of this man’s mouth were concerning the welfare of others. What a guy! You’ve got a lot to offer, Bruno.

[@Chipster988]

Things I’ve done during a manic episode: 1. Bought a house 2. Bought a $3000 dog 3. Got plastic surgery And more. Yes right when he says during the depressive episodes you are dealing with consequences and it lowers you self esteem and hurts those around you

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. I am glad of 2 things: 1) i have no money so i cant manically buy big things like a house 2) i do not like the taste of alcohol. I get you though the manic to depressed transition is brutal. But it all makes us who we are in the present.

[@zoeygirl73]

I can relate. I recently spent $12k on “stuff” during a major manic episode. It was all my savings. I have so much guilt and anger and shame.

[@JW-28]

What kind of dog, Ashley?

[@firstname8348]

How long did your manic episode last? And could anybody in your life have helped you when you were making big purchases?

[@aritou26]

Honestly and it happens so fast, can be very devastating.

[@rnedens]

"When you share your struggle. People are more likely to share their struggle. And when they share their struggle you can build a sense of camaraderie over the fact that we're all human." This is exactly what I needed to hear today (and yesterday, and tomorrow)!

[@Chelle8847]

Absolutely!

[@jml6263]

So beautifully said! I'm in awe at how simply he articulated something so important. Something that sadly a lot of us forget / lose touch with for various periods of time. Fantastic stuff, Bruno.

[@hanbanan2251]

What a well spoken individual. I really appreciated the differentiation between mania/depression and happiness/sadness. I had the misconception that the “highs” of bipolar disorder were always positive feelings. I am glad to have learned something new today!

[@ziizification]

Bruno, your honesty and vulnerability is the best way you can represent your illness and your community and you should be very proud. While I don't have your diagnosis, I relate a lot to your struggles. Thank you for being such an advocate and voice. ♥️

[@edicius52]

We don't talk about Bruno, no, no, no...

[@Corrie-_-]

@@edicius52 I was looking for this comment 😁

[@lyd4927]

I was recently diagnosed with bipolar and I have the delusions of grandeur and he’s so right about feeling a loss of reality. It’s so lonely for me right now. I’ve shut myself out from everyone I loved because I didn’t know what was happening. I now have this delusion that everyone knows me and is judging me, like the Truman Show. The mania is so much. I’m slowly destroying my body and life ): prayers or advice welcome. Thank you for talking about this. You explained it all so well.

[@56BBS]

Seek help! Meds and therapy have saved my life!

[@emh8861]

🙏

[@westofthewicky2960]

Meds aren’t always a choice we want to make but believe me, if it wasn’t for them I would be horrendous. I shut myself from everything and everyone too and people who didn’t get me or couldn’t be bothered trying to understand drifted away. Alcohol and drugs make everything feel better at the time but it’s like a vicious circle with the absolute devastation you feel after as your negative actions affect you so badly with guilt etc. If you don’t like the idea of meds think of it this way - you have a chemical imbalance within your brain and the meds over time really help this. Sure you’ll have bad days. It’s hard to explain but once you fix /kinda fix the physical problem it is so much easier to find ways of reasoning with yourself. I have bipolar so my advice is just based on my experience and also finally being prescribed the right medication for me (Lamotrigine), but I hope it helps. If you want any advice or anything just tag me or anyone else in the comments. Much love and 🙏🙏

[@blkarm4223]

This is extremely relatable thank you

[@bassettrogers5357]

I have been going through the same thing for years. I shut myself off away from everyone. I have recently lost my job of 15 Years and now have to deal with the process of looking for a job and trying to act normal while going to the process...it's not easy. I have bipolar, PTSD, and generalized anxiety. It's not a fun place to be, let me tell you.

[@lindsaymurdoch3905]

As someone who is diagnosed bipolar 2 you did an amazing job of trying to convey all the different aspects of bipolar. My boyfriend has type 1 and before we were both medicated our symptoms ranged greatly. Its a really interesting mental health disorder but i'm so grateful for individuals like yourself because i'm tired of explaining to people i'm not "crazy" 😅

[@Isinforblood]

True lol

[@katherineli5440]

damn is he well spoken. literally the best explanation ive ever seen, and ive been down this rabbithole for a while

[@HOSS257]

As someone with bipolar, he has been a great representation. Some of the ways he described the mania and depression sounded word for word how I've explained it before.

[@reeferseasalt]

yes, refreshing to have this dark and light side so well explained

[@CosmoKramerGeorgeCostanza]

Agreed

[@purplepills3]

Omg especially the rage, I get so angry and in such a hateful mood and there’s nothing to do to change.

[@Achw3l]

The anger and agitation during manic episodes (in my case hypomanic) is the absolute worst. If I'm alone while hypomanic, which I often am, I have this raging energy that doesn't have an outlet, and I end up shaking in anger, destroying a loaf of bread with a breadknife or flinging what I have in my hand across the room while just seething with rage. Hyperventilation and the whole gig. It's pretty awful, and now I have destroyed my last loaf of bread or worst case shattered my phone. Sometimes mania is extremely fun and I literally feel like I'm on amphetamines and I'm the best friend anyone can ask for, and sometimes it's extremely frustrating. On the other hand, the depression just straight up sucks haha

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. It really do be like that. For me it comes out as roadrage, but ive been learning to control it since it can trigger my mood towards hypo/mania. I suggest mindfulness excercises for rage. Theyve really helped me.

[@avilla4013]

What is it that you're mainly mad about during these episodes?

[@joelmanascimento3516]

Quando sinto esses episódios me ajuda correr na esteira, até cansar muito. Mas as vezes só tomo remédio suficiente para dormir mesmo. Maldito TAB!

[@wendehart9377]

Bruno, you spoke so eloquently about being bipolar. I have type 2 and I have no idea how to even explain how I feel or what it is. You represented our community so well. Thank you for sharing your experiences and being a voice for us 💛

[@weezie1982]

I also have bipolar 2 and I’ve always struggled to explain it to people. I’m not a good explainer anyways so when I do explain it people tend to be oh everyone’s like that. So then it feels like people don’t believe me so I just stopped telling people.

[@dancingwithgravity]

The timing of this video is so crazy. I've literally been googling about mania all day today and just scheduled my first ever doc appt to be evaluated for bipolar 2. I'm commenting before watching 😅 but I just had to share that ironic tid bit! Watching now. 📺📺📺

[@SpecialBooksbySpecialKids]

I'd love to hear your thoughts when you are done!

[@dancingwithgravity]

@@SpecialBooksbySpecialKids wow... I had to pause it periodically to collect myself and reflect. First, I want to mention his concern regarding how he is representing the bipolar condition.. I've hardly ever felt more related to and understood before now. I have never been officially diagnosed, but I did see a counselor a few times in 2019 who speculated I deal with bipolar 2. I don't seem to experience mania so much as I experience hypomania. I'm still learning what distinguishes the two from one another, and I'm hoping with my upcoming assessment in February to shed more light on that. Anyway, you wanted to know my thoughts on the video... The things discussed here have shed some light on my own inclinations and behaviors I never even attributed to this condition. *looks in the mirror at ever changing hair colors, impulsive tattoos and piercings* I want to thank this guy for explaining the delusions of grandeur in this way. I've felt I would make the best president /ruler of the world since childhood 😂 but it's honestly from a place of love and desire for betterment.. Not control and power. It was validating to hear becoming president vs just believing you could do it might just be a matter of available resources 🙈 haha But anyway. It's so strange being a nonviolent person harboring such "impotent rage". The last bit where he explains how stability is achievable is something I really needed to hear today. This channel has been so enriching in my life. Now seeing this video affirms to me that having this condition is a serious and treatable matter. I've sort of felt invisible and not worthy of treatment throughout my life, but this perspective is dismantling that outmoded notion. Thank you for sharing 💕

[@Sbskmama]

Wow. If this is your first sbsk video, welcome to sbsk community. You will love sbsk videos.

[@dancingwithgravity]

@@Sbskmama aww, thank you so much!! Seriously, that is kind of you to comment. I believe I discovered SBSK sometime in 2018 and I often tell complete strangers out in the wild how they, their kids, their mama, their daddy, their neighbors, EVERYONE should watch this channel! Haha 🙏💕🤗

[@KrissiCreates]

I'm so happy this spoke to you ! I'm going to try to get my 20 year old Granddaughter to watch this. I think it might help her the same way you responded to it. Please know that there is a Grandma in Kansas that is thinking and praying for you !! You've got this !!!

[@deespresso7033]

The "too much" feeling, anger for me (especially unmedicated) can feel like a glass filling up and overflowing in an instant, becoming more sensitive to noise, feeling like no one cares about you, becoming autocratic in one's own opinions, but man the pressured speech is the worst for me personally though, always feeling like there isn't enough being said and that you're not being heard in the way you need to be heard, like a yearning for a connection but on a superficial basis almost to satiate this hunger for inner stability. Wanting to connect but pushing them away because you just can't stop talking, it can be a real challenge. Be your best friend when you're feeling down.

[@Elisaideias]

Wow, that’s how my husband feels 😮

[@remotelylucy]

Bruno you really explained it so thoroughly that I learned more from you rather then reading a book on it. I was diagnosed with manic bi polar and never could describe how I feel. BRUNO helped me figure myself out. This was awesome how he broke it down. Thank you BRUNO AND SBSK🙏

[@yesterdaydream]

Bruno explained some of the nuances of the disorder really well. Being a person really is hard sometimes, but I'm still glad we get to be people for a while.

[@TheSaiderRiscam]

I feel this guy. I’m Bi-Polar, Schizoaffective, and Psychotic and it really messed up my life. I’m medicated and have been for a long time, but even though I’m no longer Manic and Psychotic I still have delusions and it’s made it really hard for me to get my life together. It’s been almost four years since I was diagnosed and it feels like a lifetime ago. I feel pretty stuck.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Keep at it! Perseverance is the best weapon we have against our diagnoses. I suggest teelling your doctors. Maybe your meds have stalled and new medication could help.

[@TheSaiderRiscam]

@@Conniebunny I’m honestly really self conscious about it. I’ve had them for years and I haven’t told anyone. Not even my therapist. Which sounds pretty self defeating to the point of therapy. Anyway I don’t feel comfortable talking to you about them.

[@aoiahiru670]

@@TheSaiderRiscam Good answer. It's best to discuss these things in safety with someone you trust and not some rando on the Internet. I wonder if there's a way that you can work on these issues with your therapist without it being too overwhelming or embarrassing. In the end the people in your life who know and love you want your best. Those people are least likely to judge.

[@TheSaiderRiscam]

@@aoiahiru670 Thanks, I appreciate that.

[@vanessaceron2401]

Thank you for your message I think my boyfriend is bipolar and has borderline I read about all this and he has like 90% of what they describe, he is so agressive he insult me and he has push me and thow things to me , and then he is a like a little child only waiting love , I told him he needs to sick help but I am so done with him I dont know even if he go to therapy I will love him again after all he did to me, we have a baby and I don't know what to do , sorry I write this

[@hannerz777]

8:00 -- Bruno, I really resonated with your point starting here, as someone with BD. This has been one of the hardest challenges of the disorder for me -- dealing with the aftermath of my mania in the deepest throes of depression that always follow my moderate/severe mania. Thank you for so wonderfully explaining this misunderstood, but as you said, absolutely surmountable disorder.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. The good thing is that regrets are a human experience. And theyre the part that assure us that while we are responsible for what we regret, it is not who we are or want to be.

[@hannerz777]

@@56BBS thank you for your reply, Bruno!! You uplift and encourage me. 🙏

[@micaray7662]

Especially the part where he says you can’t trust your brain to tell you what’s really happening

[@loveauditor]

Such an articulate, compassionate and empathic interview. He gave his heart in the interview and opened his arms to anyone who wanted to learn a thing or two about Bipolar disorder. If you by any chance or means read this, you are such an adorable human and I celebrate you for shining more light into your 'business'. Namaste.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Thank you youre very sweet. Our business got a lot bigger today with the SBSK community.

[@angelcake6869]

my dad has bipolar disorder and he never medicated/sought therapy, his manic and depressive episodes really messed up my childhood. if you have bipolar disorder, PLEASE reach out, for your sake and for those around you. you might not even know how you're affecting people around you until the damage is done. thank you, Bruno, for sharing your story. this really helps me understand my father's disorder.

[@lindamurphy2225]

This is so encouraging. I appreciate Bruno's depth of insight into his diagnosis and bipolar, etc. in general. Wow! Always thankful for what you do, Chris & Alyssa! Blessings to you, Bruno, his fiancee and family!

[@letmetransformya]

Honestly this is the best description of bipolar disorder on a personal level.. I’m diagnosed with bipolar symptoms and I’ve understood all of this. Thank you Bruno for being so open and giving hope to others 🤍

[@Big_Footless]

This channel does a superb job of representing people's voices. It's truly incredible.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Shout out to SBSK!

[@Big_Footless]

@@56BBS You're a legend!!

[@michelleneal6860]

What a smart, well spoken answers to such difficult questions. You did a wonderful job of explaining your reality! I learned a lot and it made sense of how I should approach my family members and friends who have bipolar disorder,

[@brittaolson6550]

I have Bipolar Disorder, and this is one of the best descriptions I have ever heard. I’ve had people think I’m lying about myself when I’ve had “typical” delusions of grandeur, but I actually believed everything I said. (I use past tense because I haven’t had many delusions of grandeur since medication). And I’m glad he said it can be well-intentioned. Many times, I’ve tried to help other people and causes, but bit off more than I can chew, or got involved with unsafe people. And the compulsive shopping is real!!! So glad to see someone share. I can relate more to his story than anyone’s.

[@dorc_asmr]

Thank you, Bruno, for sharing this. I had a fiancé (the love of my life) with the same diagnosis. Unfortunately he never acknowledged his sickness, no matter how many times he ended up at the police, in a hospital, in a psychiatric institute, found without shoes in some desolate place etc. I wish he had the same clear vision at his state as you do.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Im sorry he was not able to find stability, but I bet he appreciated you being by his side to help him.

[@terrortangent4403]

I'm sorry you and your loved one went through those things, and that it went how it did. I'm currently trying to help my bipolar ex-fiance who has been in an extended manic episode, without meds, and homeless. It is so hard and there's not really norms for grieving and processing these types situations. I hope you're healing and taking care of yourself. Loving people is a beautiful risk.

[@tequierommm464]

I am a psychologist in the making and I really appreciate content like this. Thank u so much for the very helpful information and the fact that you reach out to these people is amazing! You inspire people who really care about mental health more than you know. Kudos!

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Thanl you :) and its awesome youre in a field that helps people!

[@BNHAalltheway]

Bruno is such a caring person love how well he explained is bipolar and how honest he was wish You all the beat in life

[@JesusSaves7810]

I cried when I saw this video I was diagnosed with bipolar mixed mania disorder and psychotic symptoms Bruno explained this so well This exactly what I go through daily I Thank GOD for leading me through all of it with out HIM i know I wouldn't be here . I also want to thank Bruno and Chris for the content thanks you guys ❤️🙏 GOD bless you both . and to anyone who is going through this please continue to get help and take your meds and have a great support group and family are friends . Stay well GOD Bless you all !!!!❤️🙏

[@callsigncamp]

You both explained how it affects your own life and represented the bipolar community extremely well. Everyone is different and has a story, thank you for sharing yours! So well spoken and your honesty is appreciated. 🤜🤛

[@JoBenny67]

Wow. You are an amazing representative for the bipolar community! As someone who does not live with the illness, you described your feelings and actions so sharply and clearly. I’ve often wondered why mania was such a “negative” thing. Lots of energy? Super engaged? Sounds fine to me. But now I understand the agitation. The explosive energy.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. I'm glad i was able to explain it well. Even bipolar people fall into believing its always positive, sometimes we believe its an escape from depression. But its also destructive. Some people want to live in mania, but its not sustainable.

[@jungoogie]

Bruno, I can see a glimpse of the struggle you're going through and the honesty you expressed was righteous. Very humble. I hope for the best for you in your struggles to heal through the path you are walking. Take's a lot of courage. Much respect.👍

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. I really appreciate that. Its all one step at a time. I likewise wish the best for you!

[@brittanyborges6812]

Thank you for expressing your thoughts. It makes me feel less alone with this diagnosis.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Im just the tip of the iceberg, I suggest looking towards the bipolar community online. I suggest Polar Warriors as a jumping point.

[@brittanyborges6812]

@@56BBS Thanks for responding! I've watch that channel! It's great :) I think you did an excellent job at representing the community! Especially about mania, alot of people have misconceptions that you cleared up so well. Keep up the great work :) Also, I never knew that a group of ferrets are a business. That's really neat.

[@lynnetimmermann3878]

Great interview! Bruno is really, really well spoken and able to explain his situation very well.

[@DecidedJet9]

His explanations were very good, I was able to visualize everything. Also he can express himself very well. The content was very explanatory and definitely helped a lot.

[@56BBS]

This is bruno. Im very happy to hear that! Its what i was most worried about.

[@4estdweller4ever]

Be a friend. Don’t abandon. Focus on the good in me and not the dysfunction. Show kindness even when it’s hard. Think about how you would want to be treated if you were struggling.

[@erin8765]

Bruno I totally understand what you mean when you say mania isn't just happiness. My hypomania mostly manifests as anxiety and impulsivity. It's so bittersweet because it's great to not be depressed anymore, but hypomania can be so taxing

[@user-op5ze2kx5y]

Thank you for sharing your story. My brother is bipolar,and while I understand everyone is different, I feel like I have a bit if a better understanding of him.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. I appreciate and Im sire he does too the fact that your out there trying to better understand his position!

[@case5230]

Chris & Bruno, thank you for sharing your story. I am a teacher, and was diagnosed with a form of bipolar known as cyclothymia a few years ago and this video makes me feel less alone! ❤️

[@anneengelhardt426]

Thank you for sharing your story, Bruno! Mental health advocacy is so important!

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. AGREED!

[@strangebirb]

one of the most eloquent and insightful interviews i have ever seen! i think you have the capacity to be a great advocate for bipolar. definitely going to be sharing this video with friends! p.s. the ferrets in the background are adorable!

[@Amai812]

This is very accurate. I appreciate you for sharing this experience with us! It has made me feel validated because the way you expressed this it described a similar feeling I’ve always had with my depressive and manic episodes. Thank you for this video! Wishing you a lot of happiness, take care. ❤️

[@Rjm2422]

Well said this is exactly what I go through too. Thank you for representing our illness Bruno.

[@Achw3l]

I really appreciate Bruno bringing a few bipolar people together and to make us feel validated. All the best to you, my friend :)

[@Amai812]

@@Rjm2422 Yes! It’s raising awareness for some people that need a better understanding of the thought process and those dealing with it.

[@Amai812]

@@Achw3l Definitely! Bruno has done an amazing job! Thank you, I wish you all the best!

[@christopherhubbard256]

Bruno, you're talking about something nobody really wants to talk about. Hopefully you can be the one to get everyone talking about it. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@DrDestructoBlade]

Dude you are super inspiring keep up this awesome work. Everyone you interview always has something inspiring to say

[@Aleksander_Hnatjuk]

I'm working as a Placement Prep student in college to become an EA. I've always adored working with kids with many special needs. Not only that, but I have disabilities and special needs as well like Autism, Tourettes, Ticks, etc. I want to give back to those that helped me throughout life by doing this, and I've always loved this channel for the longest time. I might show some of my professors. They will really enjoy your channel. Thank you for doing all that you have done, and keep on being successful my man.

[@oppoh739]

What an intelligent man. He has mastered his illness

[@septiceye_3706]

That message at the end was very, very beautiful and so was the entire video

[@beebysill]

Similar to me, I have bipolar type I with psychotic features. I also have obsessive compulsive symptoms but not diagnosed. Felt like watching myself give an interview about this, which is kinda funny since I’ve given many interviews about it in my head to imaginary people :p I loved watching this, thank you.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Im very pleased i represent you well! Keep fighting the good fight!

[@etherealE777]

You did a wonderful job representing us Bruno ❤️☺️

[@fletchy41]

Thank you Bruno!!! You are an incredible person and I am so very grateful to you for sharing your story. You have helped me immensely with understanding my brother's recent bipolar diagnosis. Much love to you!

[@theskyisfallingtom]

This was one of my favorite SBSK videos of all time. This young man is so kind, compassionate, intelligent and articulate. He represented his community very well...no injustice there. He really helped me understand exactly what bipolar is. Thank you Bruno. The "business" is so blessed to have you in their inner circle. I wish you well on your journey, wherever it takes you.❤

[@sophietucker3163]

Bruno you’re so articulate. Helped me understand a widely misconstrued (mostly in the media) condition.

[@lisamareepritchard6375]

Thank you so much Bruno, for sharing your experiences with Bipolar Disorder. I also have Bipolar Type 1 & people do misunderstand people like us, my grandfather also had it, I struggle at times to manage it, even though I take medication. It’s so frustrating, it’s the extremes we have to deal with, mania seems good but then the agitation sets in & the depression leaves you feeling worthless. Keep fighting, You have represented our community so well, we have a lot to offer

[@MED-MIND-MNEMONIC]

Bruno you're sooo admirable, it's hard to not notice the fact that you always put others first, such a caring, understanding soul. 💖💖

[@remotelylucy]

Bruno speaks so eloquently. Sharp as a nail. 🤗

[@williamrussell83]

Bruno is awesome for being informative about his diagnosis and opening up to let people know that they aren't alone in these battles. I've got full respect.

[@Metallikat]

Bruno, this was very informative and well done. Thank you so much for being open and honest and helping people understand this disorder that gets misrepresented so easily!

[@xXStrawberryCreamXx]

Hi, Bruno! I have Bipolar type 2, and watching this video brought me so much joy. It's so nice to see someone actually describe what mania/hypomania feels like, and to capture that bipolar isnt life-ruining! I think you did a fantastic job, and I wish you all the best 🖤 bipolar pals gotta stick together!

[@jameslewisii5403]

Great interview Bruno! Thank you for being comprehensive and frank about everything. You do so much for those of us with mental illness when you talk like this. You and Mr. Chris were great together!

[@mooftwosnum1fan480]

Took a break from this channel. What an amazing video showcasing an honest man with a disorder so often misrepresented. Also supper happy comments are back!

[@nanettedavidson8949]

Bruno, you express yourself so beautifully. Thank you so much. I have people that I dearly love dealing with all this and your thoughts are so helpful.

[@Akegata42]

I have suffered from depression for most of my life. I sometimes wish I was bipolar instead so I would at least get to experience something other than sadness and apathy. It's very interesting to hear someone bipolar kind of have the same take. I'm sure I would not actually feel like that if I was bipolar though. It's almost certainly a the grass is greener on the other side kind of thing.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Before i was diagnosed with bipolar i was diagnosed as major depressive. Then i got diagnosed and i was a little excited cause i thought oh im going to be euphoric soon. Didnt really work out that way. The grass is usually just as green everywhere else. But hey if bipolar is treatable so is depression. If you can reach out to your doctor!

[@kevinjacobson874]

There’s a double side to it where when the mania ends you feel a sense of shame and embarrassment for the way you acted when you were manic but in a Seneca I see what you’re saying

[@nicolenunes3739]

I sometimes envy the depressed people because it's way more straight forward then having bpd or sczioeffective or worst of all szchiophrenia...depression is ok...you will be fine, you are little more normal then the rest of us:)

[@naomiokehughes1327]

@@nicolenunes3739 Depression is no condition to envy Nikki. Chronic depression is so paralysing, crippling, isolating, painful and so much more. Most antidepressants I’ve been prescribed over the years caused weight gain, leading to deeper depression & anorexia/bulimia. I wish there were an ‘easy fix’ especially in these past few years with the pandemic. OCD is one of the side effects from my current medication.

[@riannestephahie]

Spot on Bruno, thanks for sharing your experiences. I resonate with majority of what you said. I experienced my first manic episode at age 20 and it was BAD. I was telling everyone I going to be a genius by the time I'm 30, and thought everyone was watching me and sending me subliminal messages on social media. It embarrassing to share but I don't want to be ashamed either. 6 year journey of navigating and regulating this disorder. Glad to have watched this & to know there's a community out there sharing their experiences.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. It sounds like your doing much better! Cheers!

[@kaceelynn09]

I am so thankful someone explained this I’ve was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 and I couldn’t have said this better.

[@deltaloraine]

My grandmother had a severe case of bipolar disorder, to the point where she was lighting fires in the house during her mania, to not moving from a chair to eat, drink, or use the bathroom for an entire day during her low points. My mother has a lot of trauma from growing up with her, and she was left with a lot of questions left unanswered when her mom overdosed on her medication one day. Being able to hear from people who live with the disorder to understand what’s going on is super helpful for her to find some closure, thank you so much for this video 💜

[@LoriJMarshall]

Wow Bruno you are incredible!! Your self awareness impressed me. Thank you for sharing yourself with us. You have helped me understand bipolar much better.

[@amaraLoveLife]

This is so legitimate, truthful, and spot on. Thank you for this.

[@luchirimoya]

Looks like we DO talk about Bruno!! But jokes aside, he seems like such a genuinely nice and intelligent person, and I'm glad we got to meet him through this channel :)

[@Hellhoundghoul]

Thank you Chris for making this video, Bruno you are a strong individual and no matter what you go through or how you're struggling. The bipolar community is right behind you and supporting you. Thank you for you're vulnerability. My heart goes out to you

[@jonathanwilson4486]

This channel truly helps me understand people more every video. Thank you for your work, and thank you Bruno for the video!

[@ohrats731]

Thanks for speaking about your experience with bipolar disorder! My best friend has bipolar disorder. There’s so little accurate information about the disorder in everyday society, that even I have a hard time understanding despite having my own mental health diagnosis and knowledge. As someone with generalized anxiety disorder, it’s hard to operate in a society of people who generally don’t understand mental health, but I have the advantage of anxiety being generally easier for neurotypical people to wrap their heads around than bipolar disorder is. I’m glad you’re adding your voice to the conversation and helping people understand! Side note, love your ferrets! I was glad to spot them at the end of the video. I used to have the critter nation version of that same cage with the teal and purple fleece when I had pet rats ☺️

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Thank you! The ferrets (Lady and Louise) are gonna love the fame. Also i have the teal and purple felt things too!

[@TonyaKay]

Bipolar 1 here and how you said and understood feeling the consequences of manic behavior *while in the depressed state” is so insightful and appreciated. Thank you!

[@Igorryy]

It is the most intellectual and objective description of the bipolar that I have ever listened to! It is almost a miracle how Bruno can be so self-conscious.

[@Jylart]

Thank you for this video! I'm bipolar and for awhile now people have thrown that word around and used it as a slur. I hear it being said a lot...if someone is acting a certain way they always say "They're so bipolar" etc. It's always used as an insult. I don't know why that became acceptable! It's an illness NOT something to be made fun of!!

[@phishlipsable]

right? we stopped using the r word derogatorily; i hope this world will fall out of fashion too

[@blairjones3734]

Thank you for making this video. It gives me hope for someone in our family who has just started treatment for bipolar I. You expressed yourself so beautifully, clearly and humanely. I am grateful.

[@Achw3l]

Thank you so much for this interview Bruno

[@56BBS]

Theres a huge community online, they can welcome you with open arms just as they did me. I suggest tge channel Polar Warriors.

[@Achw3l]

@@56BBS Thank you, I'll check out the Polar Warriors! Sidenote, I almost can't believe that Chris is nicer than we imagine him to be xD

[@fanofeverything21]

you explained everything so so well! specially when you said that, you deal with the consequences of mania when you are at your lowest. that really got me thinking and that was such a good point/way to say it. i love your shirt!

[@newchapterasmr]

He seems like a really great guy. He’s eloquent and a loyal friend, I wouldn’t mind being his friend

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Thats a very sweet thing of you to say. Cool recognizes cool ;)

[@newchapterasmr]

@@56BBS Thank you so much Bruno! Best of wishes to you

[@MasteringSilence]

Bipolar Disorder is like a catch 22 superpower. The most important thing for me was learning to tame it. If anyone out there is going through it just know that you’re not alone and it can get better. Don’t give up!

[@MichelleGarcia-ys1di]

Bruno, you are amazing! You did such a great job explaining Bipolar Disorder. Everyone needs to Know about mental health 👏🏻 I have two sisters who have bipolar disorder and I have seen how it affects them, and even tho they have their ups and downs, I wouldn’t change anything on them, They are perfect just the way they are. And congrats to you and your fiancée! I wish you the best and never let mental health and people ruin your dreams and goals you have 👍🏻✊🏻🙏

[@isapurkote]

I am SO happy that the comments are back. Fellow borderline comrade here. Wish the SPSK community all the best 💓💓

[@joannachong2200]

Hi Bruno, thank you so much for doing this interview. I'm from a small country in Asia. I have a brother who was diagnosed with bipolar this year. He is in a depressed state now and hospitalised from a suicide attempt. His injuries will heal in time but sometimes he is really down and my family worries about another attempt when he is recovered. But listening to you has really encouraged me and i hope it will be helpful to my family too. Thank you again Chris and Bruno.

[@lylaniespeakman3715]

BP1 here

[@cuterachelgreene]

Thank you so much Bruno for finding the courage to do this interview!👏You are helping others feel less alone!🙏 As a general information about BD: On the right medication, people with BD can be completely stable, live normally and undetected for years without any episodes. You would never notice that you know anyone with BD like that because they will most probably not tell you about it. I speak from my own experience with BD1. It depends on whether they use a medication that makes it go away completely as long as medicated. Not everyone seems to be as lucky as to find the right medication.

[@happilysappily7989]

Bruno, you explained bipolar type 1 in ways I've never been able to clearly articulate. From my point of view you represented us beautifully. Thank you (and Chris!) so so much. I plan to share this on my Facebook page in hopes that anyone who is a friend will have a fantastic start.

[@sharonrobledo136]

Omg this young man really explained bipolar disorder and what it’s like to have & to live with. Bruno thank you for sharing. You didn’t have to do this. But I have to tell you…you did an excellent job sharing what it’s like. I am positive people can really learn from you. Thank you

[@vitaminlee23]

Thank you for the very informative and respectful video! Love your work and hope you keep going

[@56BBS]

Chris is the best!

[@azrael557]

He is spot on about mania. Whenever I get it I feel like the energy just wants to explode out of my body, so I start moving around more, talking faster, and thinking rapidly (so not much at all).

[@lovetownsend]

This guy is so accepting of himself. Love it.

[@astralcelestial8671]

Oh man you have described my life and how much I have to go through. The constant struggle to find a medication that works. If I don't have medication to control my moods I am constantly lows or going crazy with highs. I am lucky that my GP helps me with these issues because getting into a therapist on government insurance is almost impossible. When you're bipolar you can try to learn to control the triggers but you can only control so much. I am lucky I found a husband that is patient and understands I am never trying to hurt his feelings when I lose control with my temper. I know music is a big trigger for me where I can just be having the best day and if I hear certain tones I'm gone and lost the rest of the day to lows or extreme high. I find it extremely difficult to keep friends due to the smallest things bothering me that I just can't see past when I honestly do try in that moment I can't. So they take it to heart when I do and refuse to talk to me. It's sad and lonely honestly because if I could control my moods/temper/lows better I would my mind just takes over and its a constant battle. Thank you so much for representing the bipolar community we really need better understanding.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Thanks for your comment. I get it it can be super lonely, difficult, and frustrating. Especially with medical care being so expenaive and inaccesible. I have a lot of respect for you and your husband. Were lucky to have found partners who understand.

[@josephgraving899]

No way!! Been gone for a while, so I just came back to see that the comments are back open. Much love to the both of you!!

[@ThatCarGuy]

Keep your head up Bruno. You are doing amazing. Glad to have ambassadors speak out for others. Keep doing a great job. You could get into public speaking for those with the same or similar diagnosis as you speak so openly, calmly, and breakdown well about hard issues which could get through to others.

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Well i appreciate your kind words. You and all the other commentors are so nice.

[@ThatCarGuy]

@@56BBS Anytime, keep up the positivity, I wish you all the best 😀

[@purpleplume_]

You're a fantastic spokesperson for all of us in the bipolar community. I'm diagnosed with bipolar type 2 and there's still so much misunderstanding about the condition. Hypomania is so much more than just being happy - afterwards I have to pick up the pieces of my poor financial decisions and other dumb decisions while I'm utterly exhausted and feeling awful. I hope things like this and other initiatives help others better understand the condition. Employers especially. Not everyone can or will benefit from work, but daily routine and having something to wake up for really benefits me. Unfortunately I've experienced discrimination. 😕

[@reeferseasalt]

🙌🏻

[@carolr9259]

Bruno, you are such an intelligent being and I'm sure you have helped millions with your transparency in this video. I wish you the best! And yes Chris is an amazing person!

[@ChristinaChrisR]

Bruno thank you, what an awesome job you did. I’m so impressed with the way you explain, so clearly, and how thoughtful and caring you are. Again thanks! You seem awesome. Wishing all the best to you!

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. Warm wishes to you as well. Thanks for the affirmation!

[@ptrdshijfffjvddf]

Bruno, thank you so much for sharing! You are awesome and you represent the community with such passion and honesty. Thank you!!!!

[@56BBS]

This is Bruno. I appreciate it! Warm wishes!

[@courtneylane9576]

As part of the manic and bipolar community, you did a fantastic job of representing us! Much love!

[@TwoMarshmallows1]

Thank you, Bruno and Chris! Your honesty was instrumental in making this such a beautiful, informative and uplifting interview. Wishing so many good things for you and your loved ones, and congratulations on your upcoming marriage!

[@divinealignment3624]

He's so self aware and articulate! I'm impressed with the way he shares his story.