Anathema Lyrics by twenty one pilots (reupload)

[@alex-wn1dt]

hey all my fellow clikkies, i hope you’re all doing ok, but seeing as you’re here you probably aren’t. i just want to let you know how happy i am that you’re still here today, and i know you can beat whatever you’re battling. i know i’m just a stranger on the internet but we are both here because we love tøp, and so we’re instantly friends. keep going for me, for Tyler, for Josh. one day you will be able to listen to this song and go “i made it” things get better, but in the mean time, i’ve got your back. feel free to vent in the comments (:

[@jacobslan248]

Omg this just made me cry thank you

[@ye4910]

This is my time to say I’ve made it I’m listening to reminisce

[@bambiheartlock6298]

you got me 🥲

[@Banditoxpotato]

this comment just got me out of my head thank you

[@Yaxchilan]

My kid turned 18 and ran away to the deep south!! I stopped paying my husbands rent so a homeless man left me.

[@nanni4432]

I feel like everybody here has the same deep and dark connection to this song. Playing that song over and over again in the darkest nights of our lives. Man, I'm so proud of us.

[@xxmyharturhandzxx]

[@plutoscool5761]

❤️

[@awozek3609]

[@agracegwin]

|-/

[@myfashionpoint]

||-// stay alive, frens

[@emmanakhla5557]

Twenty One Pilots: we had to discontinue RAB in order to release Vessel but the fans won't miss it. Clique: WE WILL NEVER FORGET IT. WE NEED REGIONAL AT BEST.

[@autumnharris8878]

I want rab back..

[@emmanakhla5557]

@@autumnharris8878 same :,(

[@gisiwisi]

Autumn Harris don’t we all?

[@Sprocket224]

idk i feel like it's better to keep it sorta hidden like this. when i found out they had a whole album i had never heard it was all i listened to for months. almost felt more special that way for some reason

[@12layerdonut]

THAT'S WHY I CAN'T FIND IT?!?!

[@MinecraftData55]

I'm so glad Rab is still alive omg

[@happymolecule8894]

I'm so glad you're alive

[@midna9163]

YES AND WE WILL NEVER LET IT DIE YOU BEAUTIFUL PERSON

[@sockonthewall]

We’re not letting it go that easily

[@happymolecule8894]

@@sockonthewall I'm not letting you go that easily

[@sockonthewall]

Icynibba this was wholesome 😌💕

[@user-gw7hq1jc1i]

Hearing this now when I’m in a better place is like a feeling I can’t describe. I never expected to still be alive. I’m glad I am. I’m proud of us all. Thank you Tyler for your music and your lyrics. They saved many of us.

[@scarlettorwhatever]

Took the words out of my mouth, proud of you, proud of all of us ❤

[@AyeGonzalez27]

end reading this with tears in my eyes, very proud of what we have been through, stay alive |-/

[@morganmoomey3582]

it's surreal actually. I'm so proud of all of us.

[@rubytaxicab]

Thank you ❤ I feel the same way

[@lotusberry3141]

damn. you’re spot on. i just stumbled upon this song again after literal YEARS. i was going through my playlist of old songs and it is so fascinating seeing how far i’ve come in the last few years. 💜

[@sadie2374]

You're a fucking hero, I remember seeing this video when I wanted to die and it helped so much, to see it gone hurt way too much, to see it back is beautiful. Thanks

[@retrothecake]

@Tonyblairz what the hell is wrong with you delete this comment honestly you're an evil person don't you dare say that if you are a fan of twenty one pilots as a fan you disgust me I swear to god delete this I've already reported

[@retrothecake]

@@kimnamjoon2695 are you serious you're telling me I'm being rude how about you leave this if you're to pathetic to deal with bullies honestly there's a line and they crossed it I'm not being rude in telling them to delete their comment because alot of the time people like him or her make those people kill themself and you know what I'm not having that so leave it and I'm going to teach this brat a lesson

[@retrothecake]

@@kimnamjoon2695 "fight fire with fire" you think we want to be mean no we don't how dare you stick up for someone as sick as this you should be ashamed of yourself aswell

[@retrothecake]

@@kimnamjoon2695 what do you expect me to do congratulate him for telling someone to kill themself you really are disgusting if you think it's okay to leave this situation unattended you're both sick people and you are sticking up for him because he's done something bad I suggest you leave this conversation you are firstly digging yourself a joke and what you're saying disgusts me and you irritate me even more so in asking you nicely leave because someone life is literally on the line you filthy human being

[@kimnamjoon2695]

@@retrothecake im done replying, sorry for bothering you.

[@kaleidoscope2462]

My best friend introduced me to this song when I was at my worst. She recently lost her battle with depression. And now I am at my worst again, without her now.. but I come to this comment section and know that even though I don’t have her anymore, I’m not alone. Thank you all for being here. Your lives are so incredibly important.

[@chucklenutter5371]

I am sorry for you my friend.

[@heisfaithful2550]

I'm so sorry. Please keep living... even if its day at a time, step at a time, or a moment at a time. That's how it was for me often, sometimes it was just from moment to moment after my wife left for Heaven. But my Savior Jesus walked with me through those dark and trying times. I send you peace and strength in His Mighty Name. And I will be praying for you.

[@PixelSheep]

thx for that - truly

[@lu-pn1jc]

hey, i’m truly so sorry for your loss. please keep staying alive, your friend would be so proud of you.

[@MrFrankenBeans519]

I hope life's getting better. My condolences.

[@aubreyfuss8703]

over the past couple of years i’ve grown out of my twenty one pilots phase. i knew and still know almost every word to every song off every album (including no phun intended). i slowly stopped listening to their music and started getting into new music. occasionally i’ll come back and listen to this album. it never fails to amaze me. if i could tell my past self one thing i would say that it does get better. if you are here questioning whether it’s worth living like i was when i consumed myself with this music, please know that it does get better. i have lived through some pretty tough shit. i have learned that the only way you can be happy is if you truly believe that you can be, no matter what your situation is. make the best of what is happening. i believe in you ||-//

[@jazzy7319]

I'm in the exact same situation dude

[@stooponthebeans990]

my twenty one pilots phase comes and goes when my mental health is at its worst i get super into tøp again because of how much they helped me it’s crazy that other people have similar situations

[@peikko3304]

I also thought grew out of my twenty one pilots phase, but it turned out i was wrong. It turns out it's not something I'll grow out of - this music is really important to me, and it'll always remain important to me. My music taste has changed a lot but tøp has stuck around, even when I didn't listen to it for a while i found myself coming back to it again. This music kinda feels like... home. That's the best way to describe it. There's no other band that has ever been as important to me and their music has helped me through a lot and continues to help me to this day.

[@beansmama1142]

@@jazzy7319 same

[@mistercardinal6617]

Thank you 😊

[@macyilene3027]

You did it Tyler you did it Your living your dream all while married to the love of your life and your about to start raising a baby girl You stayed alive We can too

[@heyyall7413]

you did it you crazy son of a bitch you did it

[@cereza5983]

Holy shit this made me cry

[@redlighting3347]

@@heyyall7413 lol

[@blanchegarcia3298]

We've made it this far kid

[@memesfromdema5032]

Middle Mac shut the hell up you sound so stupid

[@redblue5474]

holy shit dude, the original video was my first experience with this song. i’m sure it was for a lot of other people, too. i’m glad you reuploaded it.

[@natalieimtooPRO]

Todoroki

[@redblue5474]

Princess Natalia hell yeah

[@zynel413]

When I watched this only knew blurryface, a few songs from Trench, knew OF Vessel, and didn't even know of RAB and Self Titled. Now I question Words by Tyler Joseph's existence more then I question existence itself.

[@miros6105]

crazy to think I was 12/13 listening to this song and dealing with a lot. now I’m 18 and really content with my life and I truly can’t believe I’ve ever hated it, hated myself, I can’t imagine myself like that ever again. I’m so proud of myself for getting this far. I’m so thankful for this song, it really comforted me when I was going through so much. It’s surreal to listen to now, but it’s refreshing. thank you :)

[@elizabetht308]

♥️♥️ in the same boat!

[@miros6105]

@@elizabetht308 it’s so nice to know I wasn’t the only one lol

[@pyr0iro]

so incredibly proud of you. when your in that mindset it’s so hard to see a way out. the only thing you can do is keep going, and you did that. Thank you for staying.

[@honk2323]

same

[@gumicidio]

literally my life right now…im glad im not the only one who grew up w tøp and we had mature along with them!! so glad u are still here buddy ❤️‍🩹

[@jsokalski123]

Praying this will be played at the Clancy Tour 🙏🏼😭

[@karamel3D]

yeah i do too. i also hope they do the drum switch up like they used to do.

[@BoyWithUke21]

Yes I would actually go looney mode

[@claudiahale8467]

i would actually start sobbing i need to hear it live

[@UltiTheBand]

No joke I would be sobbing on the floor

[@denalilambdin9110]

this is too real

[@jaceastwood5361]

damn we all still depressed huh

[@aFlightlessBird21]

this is probably my favorite in this entire comment section

[@Maja-pf3vp]

yes.

[@iamchelseafromthegram5746]

For different reasons now but yes!

[@_cyrille]

we're so back

[@GloriainMorte]

Yeh man, I think this last episode is gonna be the end of me tho. Tired bro

[@animaljampatite2522]

Twenty One Pilots isn't even a band to me anymore because every time I leave and find new music, every time I stop listening to top, I always just race back to it as soon as I'm back at my worst. I don't even think about it. I'll just find myself listening to them and it makes me think about things I need to consider. Twenty One Pilots is genuinely and simply a part of me.

[@ChanelROETV]

This is literally lyrically the most beautiful song to me ever. Because it describes in such metaphorical words what I go through with my depression and anxiety. Especially the insomnia it causes every night. Bless this song for putting it into perfectly simple words ❤️

[@jellyfishtoes5774]

I hope you're doing better now, and if not that's okay too. stay strong, you are loved.❤

[@cassiejoy03]

listened to this at 12 and now I’m 21 and saw them a few days ago. crazy how time works.

[@kaiyleelynn7831]

me too. the only thing i haven't grown out of

[@addienorman2034]

The Clique at Warner: 1:35

[@rsssauce5038]

True though ;p

[@oliverwoilver]

THIS IS SO FUNNY 😂

[@dairee7831]

I lol'd

[@hanakoscool]

True

[@blurryface4592]

I see everyone has history with this song, this is my first time hearing it. So my history with it starts now.

[@ChipzBitz]

Enjoy it. It's a life changer

[@sweetcreature2475]

My first time too

[@emilyross964]

@@sweetcreature2475 Very exciting!! :D

[@pauline2.060]

@@sweetcreature2475 I heard this song 2017 for the first time. Loved it then just as much as I do now, 4 years later. Twenty one pilots is an awesome band. I kinda outgrew them by now but I still love them with my whole heart. They'll always have a special place inside of me. I hope you're doing alright and have fun discovering all their old songs :)

[@sweetcreature2475]

@@pauline2.060 Thank you. I absolutely love exploring all these old bangers. I hope you're doing well also.

[@bandito_2802]

I remember being 15 and being so broken. This band was my sole comfort in all of my struggles and my sleepless nights. Hearing this song now and still being here at 19 makes me smile in a way that only this band could make me smile then. I made it, you will too. Stay strong.

[@nico-by7nr]

i miss regional at best

[@happymolecule8894]

I miss you

[@justanotherweirdo11]

Too bad this was taken down. Glad it's back up but still.

[@RaylorForeverInADream]

Sometimes I feel like I’m drowning. It feels like nothing is helping anymore. There is no one who cares or to ask for help. It takes me a while, but when I’m at my darkest moment, I remember this album exists and it got me through before. I always remember in my absolute lowest moments but I am so grateful I do

[@Alan123456aA]

7 years later and I’m still here.. from a sophomore in high school to only a semester away graduating from my university… here I am late a night once more alone with my thoughts and my memories… the biggest thing I’ve learned from all that time Is that life moves forward with or without you… And I’m still moving forward… I’ve stumbled along the way.. fallen deep into abyss without end.. but every time I’ve pulled my self out and kept going. (I pray anyone that reads this that you continue to do so, because when life hits it’s lows it eventually has to hit a rise)

[@shaymartin8548]

i wonder if tyler ever sits there and smiles thinking about all the lives he's saved just with his words

[@madmansami]

i think about this all the time

[@KennaInman]

i think about this all the time tooo

[@abigailsmiles2885]

Mine, for sure ❤

[@whisperedchanel9055]

I’ve screen recorded every RAB song so I’ll never lose them

[@gracieem5540]

Awwee

[@twentyoneoceans]

Upload it! :D

[@Rick-yb3ot]

Carefully, he's a hero

[@ravenlikesbluefood7518]

U GAVE ME A GREAT IDEA FREN! TYSM

[@sophesteranimates]

Wow u are so smart .o.

[@MinecraftData55]

The clique after buying trench merch but then Ned merch comes out 1:35

[@xxmyharturhandzxx]

H yes

[@addienorman2034]

So true

[@bustedandblue5157]

I can’t believe that this is still going on honestly, it honestly hurts me to see this happen to such an amazing album This song has helped me and so many others through so much; I would hate to see it go Thanks for putting this back up ||-//

[@rsssauce5038]

I honestly hurts me to see all of these songs getting taken down. We shouldn’t have to fight to listen to the music we love. It’s a song that exists and it shouldn’t be a constant thing with WMG because we love this music. Honestly, this whole thing where they’re taking these songs down is so immature

[@bustedandblue5157]

exactly! I just hope that this blows over and it stops happening at some point if it hasn’t, I’d hate to see such a life changing album go

[@-faint-8576]

I discovered this song a while back, I was 12 and completely alone. It's crazy for me to say I'm almost 19 today, when at about 12 I was sure I wasn't making it past 16.

[@BenInGame]

Me too

[@noahperacciny647]

If anyone is wondering what a night terror feels like, it feels like 2:58 Thank god I do not get them as much as a used to. Its just a extreme anxiety, like panic attack x10 but everything else is fine and in place (like the background vocals). And what your worried about isn’t real but the fear is.

[@abbeyp5621]

very true. I'll be fine for about a week or two but then theres a week where its everynight and it sucks. I passes out once from hyperventilating so bad. and then of course at a family dinner my little sister tells my entire fricking family not just the fam i live with but like my dads entire side of the family and they dont like me as much now but they never really liked me anyways. My dads the only one from his side that liks me. Anyways srry for vent lol have a good day

[@fredericchopin7797]

@A Pro I'm sorry but can I head to your house and yell at your sister?

[@abbeyp5621]

@@fredericchopin7797 lol I already destroyed some of her dolls but yes please do

[@fredericchopin7797]

@@abbeyp5621 ok. *gets ready to scream like Tyler Joseph for a long period of time* a few minutes later me: YOUR SIBLING IS INCREDIBLY BRAVE AND STRONG TO KEEP FIGHTING HER INNER DEMONS! AND YOU SHOULDN'T TELL EVERYONE THEIR BUSINESS! ONLY THEY CAN DO THAT! 10 minutes later me: *at home, thinking* me: *gets strep throat and my parents don't wonder why I can't talk*

[@fredericchopin7797]

*their

[@grayson8686]

5 minutes ago. i was lying on the floor surrounded by my tears with my headphones on the left and pills on the right. 4 minutes ago. my head was a war: one side fighting for me to die and the other for me to try and stay to see the sunrise. 3 minutes ago. my shaking hand reached to the right for a split second but then i remembered you all, i remembered what we say. i remembered that fighting is hard and it is harder to stay alive than it is to give up. 2 minutes ago. my right hand fell back to my side and my left one shot out. i grabbed the headphones. i pressed play. i closed my eyes. i disappeared into a different place. a place where i was okay. 1 minute ago. i listened to this song for the millionth time and i remembered i am worth it. we all are. now. now i know that our hearts beat as one. the rhythm is calling us into the light of tomorrow. let us hold each other’s hands and guide us to a better future. for we are not screaming to an empty sky, we are screaming to a sky with a million suns. let us open our arms and our eyes and see them again. let us stay alive. ||-// -written by me just now (i wanted to share it)

[@river.iss.deaddx]

Something like this happened to me too...I'm glad that tøp has helped lots of ppl and this rly gets too me....I'm happy you chose to stay alive my stranger friend.

[@succulentstan3912]

i’m so proud of you.

[@hannahkohl6053]

Even though I don’t know you or anything I’m happy you’re still here ❤️

[@grayson8686]

Leo Moskowitz yes, i posted it on both anathema videos. i am getting help now. thanks.

[@ally.88]

It will be better soon. Just look at Tylers life. It might not be as fortunate as his. But everything will get better soon. We’re so proud of you, you made the right decision❤️🙏

[@BuggyTrash]

Old twenty one pilots just hits different sometimes 😭

[@WhoAmI-6388]

Hey clique. Thanks for being here for me, for all of us. I’m having I really really hard time right now. I had a girlfriend, and she just said that she “lost interest” and I’m in pain. Not a goodbye, but just a message saying she was thinking about her ex. I feel like this is all my fault and I just hate myself so much for it. I was in pain before she got with me but now I’m in so much more pain. It was bad enough before, slightly thinking of *that* specific thought and now I’m thinking of it so much more. I’m in a pain I’ve never experienced before and you guys feel like the only ones that I can talk to about it. Thank you so much clique.

[@isabeldiaz8013]

Hearing this later in life, no longer being in that dark hole is crazy. I’m so glad I made it.

[@danielgomez6226]

I'm caught under water and I'm falling farther My heart's getting harder, I'm calling my father Am I screaming to an empty sky? Empty sky, no way, that's me 'cause one half of my heart is free Empty sky, no way That's me 'cause the other half of my heart's asleep

[@zynel413]

Yeah. Blasphemy had a good verse from No Phun Intended. You know what else is Blasphemy? The fact that Twenty One Pilots took this song from a kid called Tyler Joseph. I can't believe this band would do it to that kid. He must be, what, 30 now? I wonder if that kid made a band, Met up with some drummer, got a Grammy, maybe even make a name in music by his hit song about how he wishes he was a kid again. Maybe has a kid named after a flower. But I don't know. All I know is this band stole from that kid.

[@denhor2148]

@@zynel413no hablo inglés pero use el traductor y mi pregunta es ¿entonces de aquí viene blurryface?

[@zynel413]

@@denhor2148 Sí, bastante.

[@dominikat9487]

@@zynel413 But you know that Twenty One Pilots is Tyler Joseph's band? Like... He is the vocalist...

[@zynel413]

@@dominikat9487 *_Thats the joke._*

[@UnderscoreCare]

Its funny how over the last 10 years this videos background picture has made such an emotional connection with me, thank you for making this

[@somerandomsock5724]

I went my first concert last night, in Dallas. I finally saw them perform. My boyfriend bought tickets for us to go, and I'm so grateful for him. I sobbed so hard during the concert. These boys have helped me so much. And helped so many people. More than they could ever imagine. Thank you, Tyler. Thank you, Josh. Stay alive. I listened to this song so much during the darkest moments of my life. Things are better now. My life isn't great, of course. But I'm better. Stay alive.

[@Desert_Dog7]

i went in dallas too, definitely best thing that ever happened to me

[@sophiascott3549]

Tyler, im so proud of you. you didnt think you would make it past 17 but then you found jenna and you had josh and you have us and now you have baby Rosie youve come so far and youve helped so many of us thank you tyler congrats on your baby. (ik hes never going to see this but yeah)

[@dimashdearraredivideos6997]

You never know he might see it. It'd be incredible for Jim to see not just how much he saved but the lives we've gone on to live thanks to Tyler and Josh. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Wooshoo24]

He aint reading allat

[@banditobella]

And now he has Junie too! ❤

[@Lilyandherlibrary]

Baby number 3 on the way..... it's crazy

[@maddiikay]

can’t believe i’m almost 20 and this song still hits me so hard. i also can’t believe i used to listen to this at 14 and think i wasn’t gonna make it another day.

[@heisfaithful2550]

I know its been like 5 months ago maddi, but hows your journey going. How are you, 14 to 20 can be tuff years to navigate, specially in these times, I found my " light that shines in a dark place" in Jesus. Sending you encouragement today and my prayers.

[@julianarodriguez8203]

Coming back to this song years later and it still hurts

[@Hazard-x9y]

This song brings back so many bad memories, when I first heard the lyrics, “wont you say goodnight, so I could say goodbye” it reminded me of the night my brother attempted suicide and I was able to stop him before he did. I had told him goodnight that night and he responded with goodbye, I hadn’t thought of anything of it at first, but thank god it kept me up at night. I cried when I heard this song

[@AresEverett]

I hope he is doing better now

[@jharms984]

It’s been nearly ten years since I first heard this song. Things get better, things get worse, but I’m still returning here when I need to. Depression, anxiety, trauma, they don’t go away and don’t always get better, and even sometimes when you do everything you can, you study, you work, you give your all and you’re kind, these things are still there and it’s still so, so fucking hard. This comment section is a beautiful place and I hope that one day, I too can come back here and know I made it. But today, it is still so hard.

[@aFlightlessBird21]

I’m rooting for you

[@nicholashooks642]

Hey there I love you from a far because I can

[@rubytaxicab]

I hope you get better one day 😊 stay strong |-/

[@lizziedoran7986]

I am so proud of you. Every so often I come back to this and see new comments and am comforted by the fact other people still come back to this song

[@Zurtron]

2:15 that sound idk it just goes straight to my mind That’s my new ringtone

[@Zurtron]

Maeve Keller you use the song in a file and just cut out the part you want there’s a thousand tutorials on youtube

[@itsalternate]

I’m a little late to the party, but I’m so glad so many of us have a connection to this song. RAB has such a different vibe then any of Tyler’s other work and the album has helped me through so much. It makes me feel like Im not alone, and I can see it has that affect on other people too. I’m proud of us, Clique. Stay Alive.

[@whitesinnoh7094]

The copyright ppl taking the original videos down was literally a crime against humanity

[@bigb00bz]

it’s a little surreal coming back to the RAB songs after not listening to them for almost 10 years. this album was so so so special to me when I was 13, and it still is. it’s hard to remember exactly how I felt then, but I know for sure that I was deeply depressed, while not knowing what depression even was. this music spoke to me in ways I didn’t know was possible, like I had no idea that other people were feeling things in a similar vein to what I was feeling. i’m 21 now and doing a lot better than I was then. more sure of myself. still struggling with depression in small bouts, but knowing that I don’t have to let it control my life anymore. hope everyone is doing okay |-/

[@lotus-nm5ut]

i’m so tired of fighting for my life. it’s been far too long to heal

[@lucysherlock0]

im trying to love myself, if i see this message again in a few months, maybe a year. maybe less. let yourself know how good it feels to feel love.

[@tokyoziah2242]

😔

[@kiannahjade6028]

I’m having such a full circle moment right now. I used to sit in my room at 2am on a school night feeling completely empty and yet broken at the same time listening to this song at the ripe age of 14. Here I am in my university dorm room at 2am on a school night feeling completely empty and yet broken listening to this song at the grand age of 20. A creature of habit I guess.

[@TheNextStarFish]

Dude I’m in the same boat. I was 15 and in high school going thru a break up from an online relationship that in hindsight was nothing. Now I’m 20, going through a breakup from a 3.5 year relationship that meant everything to me. We pulled through before, we can do it again. Stay strong dawg ✊

[@kiannahjade6028]

@@TheNextStarFish I'm so sorry I only just came back to the comments and have seen this. You can do this

[@Cami-jz9zn]

This is a such relatable comment. I used to listen to twenty one pilots when I was in school when I was the most depressed and anxious. Now I'm 22 and things didn't get any better, I'm still stuck here feeling the same way while listening to this song.

[@kiannahjade6028]

@@Cami-jz9zndays do get brighter I promise. Hold out for younger you to look up and be so proud that you are carrying on every single day ❤️

[@alkaidgold]

I was so proud, seeing everyone finally be able to live this toughts, but I'm stuck and dealing with this this night, hope for a brighter day.

[@miffyymoon]

This made me cry to see it back up with the original video, it's gotten me through so much for so many years and I was heartbroken when I found out it got deleted

[@revlis4063]

every time i find myself back into their old stuff it makes me sad for a moment, because it reminds me of who i used to be, but i remember how far ive come and how i now have the capacity to love myself and others. it makes the perfect nostalgic sappiness but i love it. take it from me, it is so so worth it to stay alive.

[@АйымЗуева-ж5п]

SAME

[@p0tat0s0up]

i hope to someday be in your place

[@blakestammet5185]

Couldn’t of been said better

[@revlis4063]

@@p0tat0s0up you can be ! it took me almost sixteen years to get here, but being happy is so so worth staying alive , i promise.

[@revlis4063]

im back. again, because i realized just now the exact reason i stayed alive. happiness was waiting, and it was easier to access than i thought. it was right there, and if i hadnt stayed alive, i never wouldve known genuine happiness. i never wouldve known art and passion and love. its so so worth it. i promise.

[@sebastianr7166]

You will never know, what's behind my skull So won't you say goodnight, so I can say goodbye You will never know, what's under my hair So won't you say goodnight, so I can say goodbye You will never know, what's under my skin So won't you say goodnight, so I can say goodbye You will never know what is in my veins So won't you say goodnight so I can say goodbye Won't you go to someone else's dreams Won't you go to someone else's head Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? And you will never know what I'm thinking of So won't you say goodnight so I can say goodbye And you will never understand what I believe So won't you say goodnight so I can say goodbye Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? Won't you go to someone else's dreams Won't you go to someone else's head Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? I start to part two halves of my heart in the dark and I Don't know where I should go And the tears and the fears begin to multiply Taking time in a simple place In my bed where my head rests on a pillowcase And it's said that a war's lead but I forget That I let another day go by I want to be afraid but it seems that these days I'm caught under water and I'm falling farther My heart's getting harder, I'm calling my father Am I screaming to an empty sky? Empty sky, no way, that's me 'cause one half of my heart is free Empty sky, no way, that's me 'cause the other half of my heart's asleep.

[@caffeinatedshawty]

hearing this now at 20 :,) 13 yr old me never thought she’d make it to this age but here we are. cheers

[@liapetersen3880]

Me right now at 19, I'm so proud of us,, we did it 🫶🏻

[@caffeinatedshawty]

@@liapetersen3880 sending hugs 🫂🤍

[@sploosh2857]

You will never know What's behind my skull So won't you say goodnight So I can say goodbye You will never know What's under my hair So won't you say goodnight So I can say goodbye You will never know What's under my skin So won't you say goodnight So I can say goodbye You will never know What is in my veins So won't you say goodnight So I can say goodbye Won't you go to someone else's dreams Won't you go to someone else's head Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? And you will never know (won't you go to someone else's dreams) What I'm thinking of So won't you say goodnight (won't you go to someone else's head) So I can say goodbye And you will never understand (haven't you taken enough from me) What I believe So won't you say goodnight (won't you torture someone else's sleep?) So I can say goodbye I Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? (I) Won't you go to someone else's dreams Won't you go to someone else's head Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? I start to part two halves of my heart in the dark and I Don't know where I should go And the tears and the fears begin to multiply Taking time in a simple place In my bed where my head rests on a pillowcase And it's said that a war's lead but I forget That I let another day go by I want to be afraid but it seems that these days I'm caught under water and I'm falling farther My heart's getting harder, I'm calling my father Am I screaming to an empty sky? Empty sky, no way, that's me 'Cause one half of my heart is free Empty sky, no way, that's me 'Cause the other half of my heart's asleep

[@ITSTIMETOSAYGOODBYE]

the last verse sounds insanely similar to Blasphemy's first verse

[@EpicVideoGamer7771]

@@ITSTIMETOSAYGOODBYEthese lyrics are from blasphemy

[@Riley-zg5rc]

man listening to this song brings back so many memories and feelings for me. several years back i’d listen to it over and over when my anxiety was at its worst, because the lyrics made me feel less alone. listening to tyler’s words made me feel like he and josh knew exactly what i was feeling. i’m so glad i have this band, they’ve gotten me through so much hard stuff. i love them both so much.

[@emmy-bu3dj]

haven’t listened to this in a while because i’m doing so much better and wow. i’m so proud of myself.

[@jacob_massengale]

im proud too

[@whynow_zXz]

Corgats we are all proud of ya :)

[@tyc.miller]

3:23 Wait, that's Blasphemy's lyrics! That's so cool!

[@nicholashooks642]

Lore never ends

[@Mangkokjagolegend]

2024 and still coming back to this masterpiece. Have been clean for 3 years now, lifes not getting easier but i am getting so much stronger than ever. I will always come back here to support my fellow clickies who unfortunately struggling right now. Keep going frens keep fighting! No sadness going on forever, remember if you are in a rock bottom, then the only way from there now is only up, so keep your head up champ, you got this.

[@Wildwolfgirl15]

Congratulations on your 3 years! I have 12 clean and it's still a battle some days. Stay strong!

[@emmanakhla5557]

Wait I don't understand why do people dislike this?

[@Tacarris1]

to make it harder for WMG to find it because it wont be recommended to them

[@emmanakhla5557]

@@Tacarris1 smart...I guess deep down even people who disliked it love it...

[@fennedd]

Patricia Carris that’s not how the copyright system on youtube works, there aren’t people employed to seek out videos with copyrighted music in them, an automated system looks through a video before its uploaded to see if it has any copyrighted material and if it does it sends it to the label for them to either take down or get all the ad revenue from

[@geesusofnazareth5907]

because it sounds like a goose honking in agony as they tumble down a very long flight of stairs

[@Lobotomized_raccoon]

The dislikes are WMG

[@betterlucknexttime7534]

OMG THANK YOU SOOO MUCH. I WAS WORRIED WHEN THIS GOT TAKEN DOWN

[@justyourlocalrat_]

i’m in a weird place rn in life. this song has so many memories and feelings rooted in it. it’s good to know that all of those things still exist somewhere. it’s weird how much hope the past can hold and how comforting emotions i used to feel can be

[@spookydonkey4437]

We need to protect RAB with everything we’ve got and more

[@Tessaonyt]

I’ve literally grown up with this song. I always come back to it when I’m feeling down and remember how much better I am from back then. When I first heard this I never would have thought I’d see this band live multiple times and stick with them era through era. Now Clancy comes out in a few months and I’m doing well and stable. Thank you regional at best |-/

[@spacegirl469]

i used to play this on repeat in 2016. i was 13. im back here because i’m having a hard time and i just hope i can get through it

[@heisfaithful2550]

hoping things have gotten better for you. just now coming across this song and your comment. I will be praying for you. God is good and Jesus is Forever Faithful.

[@_Baely]

Crying rn bc the person I use to listen to RAB on Spotify deleted it all 😿😿

[@post07]

samee im gutted

[@post07]

im tryna upload it to the local files section on spotify😭

[@aarelys]

me too 😭

[@plutoscool5761]

I almost killed myself last night. I’m scared. My mind is taking over. Today was school pictures and I kept looking at everybody staring at me and the lady told me to stop and then I didn’t smile in my photo and she shook her head and said next. I cried after that. I’m on my way to a cross country meet. I’m pretty good at it. I run from my fears, but tonight is the night. Thanks for being so supportive everyone. Stay strong ||-// Edit: Idk how I feel currently. I just found this comment again due to notifications but I think I found myself. I think I want to be a guy... I think Im trans... I dont know. Im so scared to even think about the thought though due to it possibly tearing apart my family. I dont want to be the reason everybody hates eachother. I feel trapped in a body that doesnt feel like its mine. I still have thoughts about ending it all due to it just being easier than figuring this all out. idk tho. thanks for the love everyone

[@awozek3609]

Stay strong, I’m here for you

[@katie-dk5rf]

i hope your meet went well!! stay alive |-/

[@adrabntemp2018]

I’m kind of late but I’m proud of you for staying alive and if you ever need to talk to someone tell me please I would love to help

[@dizzyjim1777]

You can do it! I know it hurts. But youll make it through. Stay strong buddy

[@sienawelch1268]

*gasp* a cross country fren!

[@theo_ata3586]

I remember coming back to this song all the time during 2020/2021. She was the one who showed it to me, so when she dissapeared, all I could do was wait, and this song helped me allot. Its been 4 years, I hope she is happy.

[@1kidnamedfinger]

It’s so crazy that I haven’t listened to this song in years, and I forgot all about it, but as soon as he started singing I suddenly remembered almost all the lyrics and tune. It’s crazy what our minds are capable of...

[@ijoeymatthews]

I just want to say I remember these old videos and this one especially sticks out to me. The background, the lyrics and everything. The people that surround twenty one pilots his Fanbase is amazing. So uplifting and so positive. I love all you guys and wish you the best in life. Stay alive and don’t ever let life take you to that point. Remember we’re in trench now and we’re finding our way out. Keep pushing and keep going forward. I love you all

[@julie_munozz]

🤍🤍🤍🤍 I love you, I’m happy that we found one another . I’m here for you to take care of.

[@silas2932]

Thank you so so so so so much for re-uploading this!!!

[@hazelhughes5371]

Coming back to these comments years later breaks my heart but makes me feel less alone, people are still finding this song

[@notmelina6259]

whenever and whenever you’re reading this, i hope that you are doing well. you matter, you’re important. you will get through this

[@aFlightlessBird21]

I needed this, thank you.

[@TheArcticFoxxo]

First midnight after the worst 2 months of my life. Songs like this give what's needed to rebound, and I'm thankful for those who are better at expressing the same feelings I have.

[@webfoot7296]

rab will forever be my favorite album, thank you.

[@Ma6aya4]

I thought u said rab will die forever and I was like wut lol

[@MJ_________]

This is probably the best song from the best twenty one pilots album. I can’t listen to any of the songs on this album without crying. I discovered this album at a great time.

[@blakestammet5185]

I strongly agree, my personal favorite. For “No Phil Intended” “Blasphemy” is my favorite

[@MJ_________]

Yeah I like that one too! I really wish both RAB and NPI come back and get on Apple Music

[@jacob_massengale]

the song really does hit a peak thats hard to find anywhere else

[@sueda5155]

I was around 15 when I first heard this song thinking everything’s horrible and nothing would ever get better. Many years passed and here we are. We’re doing great guys thank you for not giving up on yourselves you’re more than worth it

[@rubytaxicab]

Thank you

[@acri8476]

It makes me so happy to see so many people listening to rab. It used to be a ghost album, but as the clique has grown, more people have discovered this masterpiece. I personally ended my phase as a clique member last year, when I saw them live for the first time after years of waiting for a chance. Although I don't listen to them anymore, this album will always have a place in my heart. Stay alive |-/

[@danielle-sheehan]

Hiii! Just wondering if u have joined back in since this comment~

[@morganpospeshil7374]

I come to this song on bad nights like tonight when my PTSD comes back especially bad, I crank up the volume and just let the music fill my mind and feel everything else melt away. Tyler has no idea how much he’s helped all of us ||-//

[@rubytaxicab]

I wanted to like your comment but it had 21 likes

[@Gonzee9712]

Stay alive |-/

[@rnd0mk1dd0]

5 years of depression the past few weeks it's been the worse its ever been. I listen to this song on repeat for hours and days on end I know that on the future I will look back on this song and think of this time of my life and think back on how much tyler and Josh have helped me since I found them over 10years ago.

[@mattiea2234]

Bless you for reuploading this

[@blood_houndzzz2224]

So, I never really heard the people around me talk about RAB, when it was removed I heard about it. I thought I wouldn't be able to listen to it, I forgot about it until today. This is my first time listening to this song, and it's gorgeous, I'm so sad it was taken down from almost everywhere. RAB sounds so great- Thank you for making this ||-//

[@kathrynlloyd6060]

5 years ago when I started listening to TØP, I was in a really bad place mentally, emotionally, and spiritually but found sooo much comfort in this song. As a pre-teen starting out in my emo phase it seemed like everyone would shrug me off and never take me seriously when I tried to express my emotions even though it felt like I was obvious in crying for help because what would I know I was just a kid. Around 2 years later I tried to take my life and ended up being admitted in a mental health hospital and started on my intense mental health journey. Right now is the first time I’m hearing this song in 3 years and it’s bringing up so many memories. This song made me feel so validated back then and I’m crying happy tears for realizing I’ve come so far I’ve never truly given myself credit. I know I just went on a HUUUGE tangent but all I really wanted to say was thank you for re-uploading this song. It really means a lot to me. Please stay alive my frens |-/ ❤️🖤💙

[@monoxio]

so glad to hear that you can look back and be proud of how far you have come now ||-// stay alive ❤

[@jarek5443]

I’m so happy for you Kathryn, we love you!

[@kyleekazenski8082]

I’m so glad this was reuploaded 😪 I recently made a cover to this. I had no idea KZbin took it down. :(

[@raishannon1]

Whenever it makes this noise 0:18 think of it saying mom after every time. It might not be what the song is about but it might get deep for some

[@vivi-ol4xw]

i like that theres a tinier group of people in the clique who get each other and are here because we feel what others don’t and you don’t feel too alone

[@heisfaithful2550]

Hi vivi, just came across this song, and seen your comment. Couldn't help to want to reply. Hoping things have gotten better for u and will be praying for you as well. God is good, and Jesus is Forever Faithful.

[@jadamarie6541]

i will never stop listening to this. it never gets old. ever.

[@thedanielmaidana]

2024, and still here!

[@ciaranbyrnedempsey2524]

Coming back to this when im actually in a good place almost ten years later and oh my god im acc crying

[@thestormbreaker6939]

Favourite song from Tøp. This song is really something special and from other world. I can't describe it, but it reaches the deepest part of me

[@E2EK1EL]

Just came back from 3 years ago..thanks for reuploading

[@lizziedoran7986]

I come back to this song every time i get to the worst again. I hope you all are well, and alive. I love you all.

[@nick-wy7fg]

Im kinda glad they don't make songs like this anymore, they were so heavy and depressing, im so happy tyler is in a better place rn

[@LyntzbartzkyPerez]

Well Next Semester is….uh….dark

[@PastelKidd]

Finding this song again after many years of humming the tune, but not remembering the name of it, or even why I searched so hard for it. I now know why my heart craved to hear this again. It got me thru many restless nights when I was younger. The immediate tears that formed in my eyes were somber, but... It's a sign I got through what was killing at at the time.

[@xerilaun]

💜

[@sofialouised]

Forever and always my favorite. I love you, anathema. Going through some stuff right now that I’m not sure will pan out. Future me, please tell me it does. Tell me the health scares with your dad and your cousin and brother are over and they’re all okay now. I hope I can come back to this and rejoice. But for now, I’ll listen to this song and cry. It’s comforting though. I’ll make it through.

[@zoeojeda444]

hope ur doing alright

[@tylerjoseph7614]

THANK YOU SO MUCH

[@twentyoneoceans]

_tyler is that actually you?_

[@kazoo1803]

you absolute ANGEL thank you so much ❤️

[@bandito4266]

Every night I tear down. This music is the only thing that keeps me going. Anyone else here who is struggling?

[@my_name_is_bee]

[@T0ast_1]

Hi, yes. But, we gotta push through. For them.

[@aFlightlessBird21]

@@T0ast_1For them.

[@Ceol-Cluaise]

Here right with you. I'm not out in the clear yet, but even so I can still attest that life gets better. Just hang in tight, friend people who get you, and don't give up. I wish I could express how much I went through to put my words in context for you.

[@charlie99201]

today has been one of those days where you just want to leave everything and disappear. so i came here, thank you tyler for this wonderful piece of art that heals my pain when i need.

[@katieread4882]

People may not believe me but I’m the one who made the og video of this!!! It got shot down after a few years because of copyright!!! I made this fireworks show of an anathema video when I was 16 and miserable and I wanna come here to say I’m still here!!! My 26th birthday is on Sunday. My old account where I made this vid I think is called foxgrlsongs it’s very dead. But hey I jsut wanna say I love u all

[@NaniNyan101]

omg wait when i was in college i wrote a poem in response to an anathema video with fireworks and carnival ride clips. are you the author of this same video? I was so sad when the video got taken down.

[@cooljen94]

I hope you know you’re a freaking legend in the Clique. I loved watching the OG video of it in college when I was new to twenty one pilots, and now I’m 30! It’s actually really beautiful we all share those memories together through the internet (even though it was heavy challenges that brought us together.) I felt like the only one who knew RAB songs when in reality there were/still are thousands of us. Stay alive, frens |-/

[@cooljen94]

I also want to say I even came up with an interpretation for your video that it’s about a person who on the outside having fun with friends but internally battling their thoughts…don’t know if that’s what you were going for but either way I feel like I and many other people basically saw it as the official video for the song because sadly there will never be an actual official video for the song. 😢

[@yellowdashes]

YOURE AN ICON

[@xx.01168]

no way!! i remember in 2019? when warner took down almost all videos relating to rab i was so mad. i had this screen recorded so i could listen to it whenever i wanted to so i figured might as well post it so others can listen too. i’m so happy you’re going good.

[@Owlxable]

Seeing all the other comments inspired me to write my own story. Also, all of you are so brave and I'm so happy with the community TOP created, y'all are so kind