Don't give up, you'll learn to love life. Just keep going everyday and you'll find a good purpose.
@breno.cjw7 Жыл бұрын
thanks i needed this
@andreyguazon1228 Жыл бұрын
I need this
@LouisMINUSNATUS Жыл бұрын
@@andreyguazon1228 Needing what ?
@andreyguazon1228 Жыл бұрын
@@LouisMINUSNATUS to hear that
@LouisMINUSNATUS Жыл бұрын
@@andreyguazon1228 A random on youtube telling you "you'll be okay" ? lmao
@pyctur3 жыл бұрын
These home recordings just hit different
@frammenti933 жыл бұрын
True. Raw sound, real emotions
@wardaddy9443 жыл бұрын
Guacamole
@pagurovenetochecelhaduro3 жыл бұрын
Guacamole
@trabowskijeongding8563 жыл бұрын
Guacamole
@chasebutterson1193 жыл бұрын
Guacamole
@tapwater10613 жыл бұрын
I feel sad when listen to these home recordings. It's haunting to me for some reason
@nimitz17393 жыл бұрын
The Nirvana story is haunting.
@ZayaLJessee3 жыл бұрын
It’s haunting to me because they are of a dead man, if he was still alive the vibe would be totally different
@nimitz17393 жыл бұрын
@@ZayaLJessee and the way he supposedly chose to go.
@KINGDEAD23 жыл бұрын
Same here They feel almost scary in a different way there almost beautiful in a way
@anemaldemomusic81823 жыл бұрын
stop listening to it lol
@aminor30492 жыл бұрын
My situation isn't as bad as Kurt's was but this video really captured the feeling of isolation in a small town where you don't really feel you belong. The School scenes were eeriely similar to my life in High School.
@Kir_666 Жыл бұрын
Same...
@animalfinatic9366 Жыл бұрын
the small town life is often glamorized. small towns, small minds
@LadyCandy1 Жыл бұрын
It's funny, but I feel just as isolated, but only in a big city. I live alone in a dorm in one room, I have low social skills (even social phobia, I would say), so the only people I talk to are my parents on the phone (and then only about half an hour a day). I'm surprised I haven't forgotten how to speak yet. Every day I was haunted by suicidal thoughts last year and my only consolation was alcohol and every day I got used to drinking, until one day I drank so much that I felt sick and vomited for several days, so since then I never drink. This is my last year at university, but I hate it so much that I don't go there at all (I hope I don't get expelled). My parents give me money for concerts of the most legendary rock musicians in Russia (yes, I’m from Russia) and I’m very grateful to them for that, but it doesn’t compare to having a person next to you who can give you at least a little warmth. So I think it's not about what city you're in, but whether you're lonely. I cannot say that I am an absolutely lonely person, because I have relatives. There are people who have no one at all, so I try to appreciate what I have, but I feel guilty that I suck at university :/
@SerfsUp184811 ай бұрын
Fuck, imagine being a black kid in queens circa 75. Lol, the northwest is beautiful, but those were rough dreary times he lived in for sure, but still you have many more amenities and ways to reach out than he did. Also thats just some people's lot. It's always tragic but some just aren't meant for this world, check out wendy owilliams story from the plasmatics. She was actually a bright light in a darkworld. But still ended in tragedy.
@eggsheeran-j8z8 ай бұрын
Real
@The404Studios3 жыл бұрын
He was iconic and we root for him. Its one of those things you can’t explain why it so nostalgic but you understand. From Seattle rest in peace kurt fly high.
@cobrakai62483 жыл бұрын
okay
@MrBones-lw2bf3 жыл бұрын
Iconic Iconic Iconic. Everything and everyone is a fucking icon 😐
@apararkobhattacharya12763 жыл бұрын
@@MrBones-lw2bf you are iconic
@volkzmusic84993 жыл бұрын
@@MrBones-lw2bf Kurt really was iconic though he was the face of grunge
@MrBones-lw2bf3 жыл бұрын
@@apararkobhattacharya1276 I did have a big impact on KZbin culture 🤗🤗🤗
@LieLikesMusic3 жыл бұрын
I love this documentary. The animation is outstanding! RIP Kurt
@oscarguijosa78813 жыл бұрын
The animation caught the aesthetic of growing up like Kurt as well. I remember when my neighborhood still had that 90s vibes.
@merncat33843 жыл бұрын
@@oscarguijosa7881 I can't believe I've never seen or even heard of this documentary!! I have to check it out now. A friend of mine just shared this video with me. I graduated high school the year before Kurt died. He was a legend in his time. I was so devastated when he passed. My heart was an still is crying with the world. 💔
@rollercoaster97413 жыл бұрын
@@ashgrey303 what makes you say that
@crispy33593 жыл бұрын
@@rollercoaster9741 many people including people who knew Kurt personally (such as Buzz Osborne from the Melvins') have said that a fair amount of the stuff was made up.
@kiyu8793 жыл бұрын
What's the documentary name?
@mr.unknown9324 Жыл бұрын
I could've died in my teenage years if it weren't for Kurt Cobain. He is the only person I've found so much to relate to and the one made me realize I'm not alone.I always imagined that I could make friend with him and help each other if I was born at the time and place. Thank you, the person that's so close to me yet so far. I appreciate your existence, a lot.
@astroboirap Жыл бұрын
cringe
@jujulie2211 ай бұрын
this is beautiful
@AaronWalker200811 ай бұрын
@@astroboirapyour cringe kid hop off
@maniacb917111 ай бұрын
@@astroboirap Your comment is upsetting to read, and greatly unwanted. And to the original commenter [@Mr.unknown], I'm glad you made it :-) I relate what you said.
@ausernameonyoutube9 ай бұрын
Mmmm
@skpdjfipszfkspf89233 жыл бұрын
lovely to hear kurt covering a beatles song!
@frammenti933 жыл бұрын
Yeah i love kurt's cover, it kinda gives a different vibe/meaning to the beatles song
@skpdjfipszfkspf89233 жыл бұрын
@@frammenti93 i dont think ita better is just more sad
@gage31803 жыл бұрын
It's hard to believe there the same song there both so beautiful just in very different ways
@diogorodrigues66633 жыл бұрын
his voice fits so fuckin on this cover, he nailed it
@Obtainedcoot3 жыл бұрын
yeah i love it , it sounds way better, the beatles version sounds way too upbeat, this song sounds better when it’s sad and depressing
@ahimsalogos45983 жыл бұрын
The Beatles: when you get married :) Kurt: when you get divorced :(
@luisvelarde21663 жыл бұрын
Y E S
@HYAGO078 ай бұрын
When you lost your wife
@amandafowler10834 ай бұрын
I would like a John Lennon animation.
@wowanimejoshua5149Ай бұрын
Seems more like Kurt's is if you become a widow
@Seiqqo2 жыл бұрын
God I’ve never been close with an artist unlike Cobian, his work always stood out to me like no others, I find comfort in his music and knowing he’s not alive makes me feel so heavy and upset, I don’t know why, but knowing he lived in the same state as me makes me feel more connected, everytime I go to Seattle I know that Kurt was once there too. I love Nirvana
@bellamartinez79472 жыл бұрын
literally same here. like word for word
@RaffayMalik-hs8cd7 ай бұрын
same, idk what it was about this dude
@matthewgarnier77013 жыл бұрын
She gives me everything And tenderly The kiss my lover brings She brings to me And I love her Bright are the stars that shine Dark is the sky I know this love of mine Will never die And I love her A love like ours Will never die As long as I Hold you near me Bright are the stars that shine Dark is the sky I know this love of mine Will never die And I love her
@ib42963 жыл бұрын
Thank you :)
@comimilanesa43813 жыл бұрын
Muchas gracias!!!
@Luanhaider2 жыл бұрын
whats it with the people that allways repost the lyrics?
@DrinkingBleachOnTheBeach2 жыл бұрын
@@Luanhaider so people can read them and know the lyrics to the song
@Luanhaider2 жыл бұрын
@@DrinkingBleachOnTheBeach then just google the song? many many ppl do this more times on one video
@WeEDSMOKERRR3 жыл бұрын
I’m having a bad day rn and this made me happy knowing Kurt was going thru the same thing as me , I love nirvana. I love kurt. Thank you man
@PinkGuyPl3 жыл бұрын
Bro he went thru the same thing as you but he died because of it xD
@sammythesuesarthouse3 жыл бұрын
That is kinda insane bro, to be happy when you realize that another human being was going through the same shit as you. That is a tad bit sociopathic
@erikbates52433 жыл бұрын
@@sammythesuesarthouse I think this person is commenting on a more heartfelt note like they aren't alone or some shit.
@sammythesuesarthouse3 жыл бұрын
@@erikbates5243 and i was not being 100% serius, ;)
@markgray81853 жыл бұрын
Yeah you know Kurt committed suicide right?
@joelauger79533 жыл бұрын
Im at the lowest point of my life, cant stop crying and would do anything to stop hard drugs and get rid of that pain
@shaun77723 жыл бұрын
You're stronger than the drugs, I believe in you. As long as you don't give up and never lose hope, you'll be great, Good luck.
@joelauger79533 жыл бұрын
@@shaun7772 thanks alot for your kind words really needed this!!!
@frammenti933 жыл бұрын
Stay strong brother, keep fighting
@kyokari43 жыл бұрын
If you're at the lowest, there is nowhere to go but up. Goodluck man. I hope you make it through
@davidjacome96203 жыл бұрын
Me 2 brother... Heroin it is for me.... But Kurt makes our pain bearable. Peace love-, Kurt Cobain 🕉️♾️
@bunnylikesgingerale3 жыл бұрын
this is so good, im in love
@frammenti933 жыл бұрын
Thanks so much Sam!! 🙌
@EdgyWalmartEmployee3 жыл бұрын
it's from a documentary, called montages of heck
@SuicideSeason45453 жыл бұрын
Its from a doc, but he montage is indeed very good
@vinsentcece23793 жыл бұрын
I'm *
@gameclipsdude61783 жыл бұрын
It’s depressing
@cameronlane35672 жыл бұрын
This kid in the animation is like an alternate universe version of me. But he didn't realize that suicide doesn't stop the pain. It just passes it on to someone else, especially your loved ones. I'd never want them to feel how I feel, even a little bit.
@lilpapigoku55613 жыл бұрын
We all suffer from his loss till this day. his music inspires many
@theotakupunk34843 жыл бұрын
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@Zemlya993 жыл бұрын
@@HDCORE hmmmm
@hotfroganimations2 жыл бұрын
@@HDCORE likewise. I'm 27 now, been through a lot of shit...but nirvanas music was always there to help me through pain. People make the suicide jokes about Kurt but at the end of the day, how many kids did their music save?
@slade69593 жыл бұрын
This is amazing. I really love how you included him “underneath the bridge” for when he was homeless as described in something in the way
@redadamearth3 жыл бұрын
It's from a documentary called "Montage of Heck". Just edited together from the scenes from that film.
@annettespizuoco75243 жыл бұрын
Yeah. The girlfriend Tracy kicked him out because he cheated on her. And never cleaned up after himself. I mean it doesn't make him a bad person. She just wasn't the one for him.But neither was Courtney.
@annettespizuoco75243 жыл бұрын
Also having a mental illness doesn't make you a bad person. It makes the people who have conditional love bad.
@annettespizuoco75243 жыл бұрын
I think all he really wanted was to not be treated like a child. Equality in an adult relationship is Normal to want. His parents were complete idiots. I know from what I speak of. I'm still here in hell listening to Kurt.
@annettespizuoco75243 жыл бұрын
I love him. If I had known him I would not have treated him like the other people in his life. But Kris was his real friend. Tracy was trying to be his Mother. I'm sure he didn't like that. I just hope there IS an after life. Because he is my soul mate.
@Samuelisakson Жыл бұрын
It's amazing how this song takes on a different meaning despite no change in lyrics. The intended emotion isn't love, it's loneliness and a want for love
@morbeed3 жыл бұрын
You can really feel the pain in Kurt's voice. RIP
@agapestudent36682 жыл бұрын
when i'm feeling depressed i always go to this video because it reminds me that Kurt went through the same thing. thank you for this
@mikolajpaluch4927 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes I Just Wanna End The Pain
@thisnowork Жыл бұрын
@@mikolajpaluch4927don’t . We’re here for such a short time compared to how old this earth is . Look at the beauty we have now even if it’s finding peace in music such as this song . We all want you here , this is one of my worst months of my life . Please if you are still here with us let us know
@mikolajpaluch4927 Жыл бұрын
@@thisnowork I’m Still Here Buddy :)
@MyKingdomForAK9 Жыл бұрын
@@mikolajpaluch4927 🌌 Sending my hugs to you❣️ Please, stay. 🌠 You are not alone, seriously. 🥰
@mikolajpaluch4927 Жыл бұрын
@@MyKingdomForAK9 I’m Here To Stay I’m Not Going Anywhere ❤️
@Dayofscythe11 ай бұрын
It’s currently 1:28 AM, I was blandly scrolling. Trying to find something to watch. I never thought I’d scroll across something that hit me so deep. Kurt truly was a blessing. It’s so sad he died the way he did.
@nitin_puranik11 ай бұрын
But do get out of this habit of doom scrolling late at night brother. It won't do you any good in the long run. You decide what you wanna watch. You don't "blandly scroll trying to find something to watch". That's recipe for a life of mediocrity.
@paulinaromarate3 жыл бұрын
I love how he made this song sounds like a Nirvana song. All that I can say now is... "And I love him..."
@delivereyes24793 жыл бұрын
I couldn't have said it better if I tried... To all... Peace Love & Empathy -Kurt Cobain 🕉️♾️
@hiro-ii1jv Жыл бұрын
beatles
@delux9651 Жыл бұрын
Битлз?
@abiqaNbijaN Жыл бұрын
@@hiro-ii1jv love ur Lelouch pfp, Code Geass is awesome.
@wildkeith Жыл бұрын
@@hiro-ii1jv Guy is saying how he loves how Kurt made a Beatles song like Nirvana
@clockworkartist3 жыл бұрын
This feels so nostalgic for some reason it’s so sad :(
@Toytle72 жыл бұрын
Kurt was a brilliant man. He had his flaws and did some things but he didn’t want anyone to be hated for who they were. Rest In Peace Kurt cobain
@COURTNEY-XD6 ай бұрын
Cobain was a great kid. A really great kid. His parents divorce turned that greatness into pain and hate. He said on a talk show 'it ruined my life'
@ezrabent31213 жыл бұрын
You did an amazing job drawing Kurts hometown, as a person that’s been there you really captured it’s feeling somehow also these home recordings have a very melancholy sound that I absolutely love
@fehemonthesea62113 жыл бұрын
the clips were taken from kurt cobaine: montage of heck. it’s a documentary film abt kurt. the uploader of this vid didnt draw them but edited it. still it’s a nice edit.
@ezrabent31213 жыл бұрын
@@fehemonthesea6211 ahh ok thanks
@jimenez74263 жыл бұрын
Yes as someone who lives about 20 minutes away it looks and feels the same. Even when sunny, Aberdeen always feels a bit sad. ☺️
@ezrabent31213 жыл бұрын
@@jimenez7426 right? I live in Seattle and drive out for razor clamming and I can never quite pin how aberdeen makes me feel
@sleepingdogpro3 жыл бұрын
I've always figured it's the rundown antique feeling of most of it (even with the WalMart in there). It was supposed to be what Seattle became, the main cultural hub of the state, so a lot of money was invested in it in the fifties. Then the bottom fell out of the logging industry in the 80s and everyone went broke. So driving (or walking) around that town gives you the sense of something that used to be very beautiful and hopeful and loved, and is now just neglected and poor and empty. I personally adore it, though.
@twilightzone399 ай бұрын
30 years later still in our hearts ❤
@kdnye3 жыл бұрын
finally this cover gets the recognition it deserves, ive loved it for so long
@z0mb13.sl4y3r3 жыл бұрын
This reminds me so much of Life Is Strange, especially at 1:10 it kinda looks like Chloe’s mom and stepdad
@hannesbosse85113 жыл бұрын
*douche
@aw-g3 жыл бұрын
This game is a masterpiece
@z0mb13.sl4y3r3 жыл бұрын
@@aw-g oh yeah, love that game
@sleepingdogpro3 жыл бұрын
Other way around: Life is Strange is modeled on the Pacific Northwest of the 90s, including the soundtrack which is right off Sub Pop. The developers weren't shy about that either: Chloe's TWINPEAKS license plate, the band Fire Walk (from Fire Walk with Me), Jefferson calling Chloe's fashion "grunge," etc. Great game.
@z0mb13.sl4y3r3 жыл бұрын
@@sleepingdogpro Oh, well then that's another reason I love that game. Although, I was more talking about the art style of the animation, but that also explains why the atmosphere is so similar too.
@ap243366 ай бұрын
this video hits me right in the feels. the song alone is enough to make me cry but its even more poetic with visuals. fly high kurt, we miss you
@clarkbench17413 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of a telltale game with the cell shading
@zombi2483 жыл бұрын
“Kurt will remember that”
@weirdskyreallyweird.55193 жыл бұрын
Hope this doesn’t ruin your enjoyment of it but it reminds me of a wikihow article lol.
@mrlukeygify3 жыл бұрын
nothing in this video is cell shaded
@pyrocynicalreal84053 жыл бұрын
@@mrlukeygify ikr its obvi rotoscoping
@jordanaut3 жыл бұрын
Reminds me a lot of Life is Strange, even in the tone. Particularly Before the Storm. Very grungy/punky game. I recommend
@sidneyy19792 жыл бұрын
im struggling with depression adhd and i play nirvana songs alone and sing them.i i see myself in you. rest in peace 🖤
@InFamXYT2 жыл бұрын
Same bro
@hatednyc3 жыл бұрын
So beautiful yet sad. Kurts adolescence always sounded melancholy in these recordings. Thank you for sharing it
@lenny89433 жыл бұрын
His interpretation of this song is my favorite. I have it saved in my phone and I've sang it to my soulmate many times. So glad youtube recommended me this ♡
@cybercharleen3 жыл бұрын
I love this!! So underrated
@frammenti933 жыл бұрын
Thanks leaf!!!!
@isaywhateveriwantandyougot74213 ай бұрын
As much as we all love Kurt, I hope I'll never end up like him. I can't imagine the thought of my little niece growing up in a world without her uncle. We all have anazing possibilities inside ourselves, and I want to explore every inch of it for as long as my body can take it. Your time to shine can come at any moment, whether you're in your 20s or 50s, and to end it all immediately would throw that potential away. The problem with Kurt was that his fame came about too quickly. He literally became a legend in a matter of weeks, so any other realistic standard that others would've only wished to live up to was for him gonna be stagnation at best. And not only was the fame extremely overwhelming, he was too critical of himself to be able to fully appreciate it. You, on the other hand, still have a long way to go. And the fact that the journey is still going on is a beautiful thing. Sit down and relax when you need to, but don't be afraid to explore. Enjoy it. Make good use of it while you can.
@macylouwho3 жыл бұрын
I wish Kurt could see how much his absence is still felt almost 30 years later. He deserved a happy ending. Grunge forever. 🖤
@wonkybiscuit27602 жыл бұрын
It’s okay to not be okay. To feel isolated, and misunderstood. Sometimes not fitting in is the only place where we fit in. And that’s okay. I wish more people had cared about Kurt as the human being that he was, while he was still alive.
@JustinLesamiz Жыл бұрын
Think about the people in YOUR life that you are forgetting right now instead of a celebrity that has been dead for almost 30 years. YOU are ignoring people in your life right now exactly like he was ignored.
@mcgaming63877 ай бұрын
I still can’t believe it’s been 30 years without him. So long, feels like he should be here.
@jonascasillas11413 жыл бұрын
He was a very tormented soul rest easy Kurt
@kai__11782 жыл бұрын
I’ve been at my breaking point for maybe 3 months, but music and singing have been helping so much, honestly this video explains me so much
@xbilly_vedovelli12282 жыл бұрын
4 years for me , im 25 yo. Life is really hard....
@mikothekiller20167 ай бұрын
@@xbilly_vedovelli1228hope your doing okay man
@weh8carlos8 ай бұрын
never compare situations guys. we all experience things
@marquettegloves99073 ай бұрын
Yep, and we all cope with them differently.
@VolvoImpala3 жыл бұрын
Kurt thought Paul McCartney was embarrassing. Still covered his tune.
@hugenyx98233 жыл бұрын
Do you know why that is? I have no idea why he would think that
@VolvoImpala3 жыл бұрын
@@hugenyx9823 Good question. Kurt may have been obsessed with John Lennon. He was engrossed by John's cult of personality. Paul was such a regular guy next to John even though he was by far the best musician in the band. He was attractive and genuinely nice so if he scored a lot more tail than John that was 100% deserved. John meanwhile was the smart one and the leader of the band no matter how much anyone else objected. So Paul wrote a lot of the love songs and it did get schmaltzy but Paul didn't care. So what, right? I think John finally turned to see things Paul's way on Double Fantasy. Before the shocking end to his life he declared proudly that Paul was his best friend. So I don't think Kurt liked those silly love songs. They just weren't his cup of tea.
@DendyJungle3 жыл бұрын
This is why the song is perfect. It has a hint of irony. Like "ok our love will never die. Yeah right"
@drocardoso32133 жыл бұрын
@@VolvoImpala Yeah, but "With the Beatles" was one of his all-time favourite records and it's full of love songs.
@VolvoImpala3 жыл бұрын
@@drocardoso3213 That's Meet the Beatles actually. The American bastardized albums were still standard at the time (up until 1987 actually with the advent of CDs). Love songs were almost their entire stock and trade up until Revolver. Or actually I should just say songs about girls. When I think of schmaltz I think of "A Taste of Honey" and "Till There Was You" which were both covers. Then there were ballads like this song and then there were rockers of course. John took the piss out of Paul for both the schmaltz (which Elvis Presley inexplicably loved too) and the ballads.
@arcynic54042 жыл бұрын
“He blew his mind out in a car, he didn’t notice that the lights had changed”
@jellyfishsquawk Жыл бұрын
best beatles song love that lyric
@thegamingghoul2393 жыл бұрын
This is too good!! I seriously have not stopped listening to this song on repeat!! Not only is the music killer but the animation literally I relate to it to much and I’m hooked!!! Well deserved like my sir and I think that goes without saying!! I don’t think any of us could’ve asked for a better song
@JohnnyMontilla3 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful. Thank you for making this!
@frammenti933 жыл бұрын
Thank you Johnny!!! 👍👍
@AemylTheSpeaker2 жыл бұрын
Cobain took a special place in my heart and forever will, I get mad when someone makes fun of him, the band name, or just talk shit about him in general, I'm so close to tears because this just reminds me of Cobain's death, and I'm just..there's no words how I feel right now.
@alissanavarro71173 жыл бұрын
Ugh everything is so beautiful about him.
@bot-cn6ei3 жыл бұрын
not really his life is kinda ugly if you think about it thats why he made ugly songs
@mateograsso67993 жыл бұрын
yes, from head to toe🤑🤑🤩🤩
@rakelbruh3043 жыл бұрын
His life was faaaaaaaaaaar from beautiful, and his music wasn't beautiful it's kina the point I feel
@aborted_fetus213 жыл бұрын
Even his shit kink?
@olbrozhgregorio88983 жыл бұрын
@@aborted_fetus21 what
@LegoDroidJ3 жыл бұрын
I'm getting life is strange vibes and I love it. The art style is awesome. Good job compiling all this together and on the editing!
@klitzy3 жыл бұрын
Every kids with a neglecting environment probably agrees
@riri_dc10 ай бұрын
YESSS
@armas85906 ай бұрын
For anyone who is going through it your not alone. there always a light on the other side. Things are said and done and people move on, and things happen for a reason but at the end of the day you just gotta keep going and finish your story. Love on your dream no matter what as long as you keep on going everything will be okay. I deal with depression and i have my ups and downs and these last few years have been rough but I’m here and after everything I’m happy to be here.
@dnyal72513 жыл бұрын
A combination of Kurt and the Beatles, just great
@anthonyrodigez586310 ай бұрын
To anybody who sees this I'm going through a hard time rn my crush I've had for a year just got together with 1 of my friends it's the second time it's happened it's heartbreaking but as long as they're happy I guess wish me good luck🙏
@nobodyknows334010 ай бұрын
if you never tell them you'll just have constant regret.
@PelleEuronymous3 ай бұрын
It's so sad knowing how hard his life was as a child-teen :(
@Smonkey6611 ай бұрын
Aaaah yes, he was the best interior decorator of all time...
@isaacsanders6953 жыл бұрын
I've listened to this album countless times sometimes on repeat for days. The visuals in this match my image of cobain and his trivialities in a way that match the way I get through mine. Thanks for this m8 ❤️
@Viper04519 ай бұрын
This video. This video is what led me to Kurt Cobain's home recordings and changed the way I think of Kurt, Nirvana, Grunge, Rock and Roll and even the entire concept of music in general. I'm writing this on April 5th, 2024. 30 years after Kurt Cobain had died in his greenhouse in Washington. Kurt Cobain was a feminist and a fighter for human equality. His music, to those who paused and listened to his message, brought people together and made people feel like they have a voice. When I first started listening to Nirvana in 2021, I was one of those cringey 14 year old 'self-proclaimed gigachads' who was only recently starting to willingly listen to rock music in general. Even at the time, I didn't really take the whole 'edgy furry hater persona' too seriously. Atleast, not in comparison to the way people do now. I liked it because I liked stuff like Ozzy Osbourne and Alice in Chains, but didn't realize it because I didn't discover them yet. I liked Nirvana because their music sounded loud and angsty and grungey. I thought of it as 'tough guy music' that 'tough people' would listen to. But when I saw this video for the first time, and listened to this song for the first time, and curiously started to explore the rest of this album, I felt like I was slowly discovering the other side of Kurt Cobain I never really knew. In Montage of Heck, he wasn't a famous millionaire rockstar who flipped the entire music world on its head and changed it forever. In his home recordings, he was just... some dude. Some dude who created music purely for fun. Not because his record company told him to, or to have monetized and sold, or let alone even show it to anyone. I saw this side of Kurt in his more intimate, roughly recorded home recordings and it reminded me of a side of myself I was ashamed of admitting to. A part of me who was passionate about creating art purely for the fun of it. A part of me who wasn't concerned with becoming a 'tough guy' and just wanted to write stories and drawings that I was passionate about bringing to life. I used to be ashamed of that side of myself. I characterized that side of myself as an entirely different person and called him my "imaginary friend." I pretended to hate music that my "imaginary friend" liked. I never told anyone about that side of myself, not only because I was ashamed of it, but because I thought of it like Bruce Wayne and Batman. I felt like a superhero in a way. Kurt Cobain's music, especially Montage of Heck, inspired me to be unafraid to be myself. To accept people for who they are, and to never judge them on the way they choose to live. Nobody's truly a "famous legend of rock history" or a "tough guy who eats a bowl of nails for breakfast every morning" at their core. It's never "us versus them". If you're ever convinced of that, it's because somebody wants something. And in the end, whatever it is, whether it be money or fame, you're not getting it. And right now that sense of division has become so strong with AI algorithms targeting peoples political beliefs and only ever showing them social media posts that validate their political beliefs, and paint people who think anything other than their opinion as the enemy. Meanwhile selling them stupid flags and bumper stickers that say whatever their endless scrolling through Facebook and Twitter told them to think. Kurt Cobain would hate the world the way it is now. If he didn't die in 1994, if he went to rehab and got clean, if he quit his musical career to become a solo artist, I would almost say the times we're living in right now would be when he would take his own life. Montage of Heck changed my life forever. It changed the way I think about Kurt Cobain, it changed the way I think about rock and roll, and it changed the way I think about music in general. I didn't even really care about music as much as I do until I discovered Nirvana. Kurt Cobain's music is the reason I became a metalhead. The reason I became a furry supporter. The reason I started to actually listen to real music that isn't just soundtracks from my favorite videogames, like stuff by Mick Gordon or Kelly Bailey. He's the reason I started to explore music that most people my age don't usually care about, like Deftones or System of a Down, and stuff like Ozzy Osbourne and Metallica, and stuff like Jimi Hendrix and Jefferson Airplane. I didn't really understand what music actually was until I discovered Nirvana. In a way, it's a very fitting name. The word Nirvana, according to Britannica, "is used to refer to the extinction of desire, hatred, and ignorance and, ultimately, of suffering and rebirth. Literally, it means 'blowing out' or 'becoming extinguished,' as when a flame is blown out or a fire burns out." And as Neil Young said, and what Kurt Cobain wrote in his suicide letter, "it's better to burn out then to fade away." The name Nirvana is a haunting foreshadowing of the final moments of Kurt Cobain's life. Nirvana, as the name implies, extinguished the sense of hatred I felt towards this new age of homosexual people and transgender people being more accepted into society. I used to be afraid of the apocalypse, and how this new age of people becoming "too soft" would be the leading cause of society collapsing. I was afraid of the end of the world, and it's hard to blame myself for it. The sky was a hellish red, Covid was shutting down entire businesses, and the world felt like it was slowly collapsing around me. But a part of me liked Covid. That part of me that I was ashamed of and characterized as an entirely separate person. That part of me liked the sense of actual, real, honest isolation. Not just being surrounded by other people I didn't fit in with. The Jack Torrance kind, rather than the Travis Bickle kind. I miss that kind of isolation. I hated Quarantine when it happened, but now I realize that Quarantine were the greatest moments of my life. The moments that define who I am now. Quarantine made me realize that I'm never going to be a normal kid who likes normal kid music and plays normal kid videogames. And that I liked being isolated better. I could never go back to normal life ever again, because I learned that I will never fit in with it. I'm tired of pretending to be a normal person and watching the entire world wear a fake smiley face. And I resonated with Kurt Cobain because I feel like he felt the same way. At first he hated being an underground artist whose music you could only find in the darkest corners of record stores. But when he became famous, when his music became mainstream, and when he became known as the voice of an entire generation of teenagers, he felt like he would have done anything to go back to that life of only having $600 to record an album and performing in underground stadiums. Atleast, that's how I interpret it. He made Montage of Heck as a refuge from that life, and as much as his home recordings made me think about him in a more positive light, it still feels wrong to listen to them all these years later. Kurt Cobain inspired millions and millions of people, just like he inspired me. I don't know what happens after people die, but if Kurt Cobain isn't in a state of eternal bliss - of Nirvana - then I don't know if I can say there's any sense of justice in this world anymore. But I do admit that in his later years, his reckless depression and heroin addiction had turned him into a terrible person. Things like his response to a news reporter trying to alert CPS because they were worried Frances Cobain would be born with a heroin addiction were not okay. He was suffering withdrawal when he made that voicemail. I'm not saying that as an excuse. It's still a terrible thing to say to someone. But nevertheless, his original message before it became this convoluted excuse to hate his fans (not unlike many twitter SJWs of today) changed me forever. I don't usually make a Rest in Peace comment, even for artists whose music I love like Kurt Cobain or MF DOOM, but today is an exception. Rest in peace, Kurt. You changed my life for the better. Thank you.
@guttivazquez65473 жыл бұрын
Soy mexicano veo puros comentarios en inglés pues desde mexico muchos como yo reconocemos el gran talento de el señor kurt cobain
@jacquelinematamoros683 жыл бұрын
Así es compa
@bonriver54392 жыл бұрын
Bro sabías que saque mi cover de esta canción si quieres puedes llevar como se salió pero me gusteria el subirle el volumen ya que se me trajo el cover y solo se escuchó mi con volumen alto no es una broma entonces hize este spam para que si tú quieres apoyarme en el mi carrera artística
@shande71782 жыл бұрын
Claro bro Soy de Perú
@jjaquybby12432 жыл бұрын
Yo también soy de México :)
@minkokohirose87482 жыл бұрын
República Dominicana también 🥺
@4n931D3MoN3 жыл бұрын
🥺 RIP Kurt, such an angel. This was beautiful animation.
@Hlaquetal Жыл бұрын
Kurt's parents disowned him when he was like 7, then he had to live with his teacher for a while. And for the rest of his childhood, he had to live under a fucking bridge. I'm not joking, and also, his only friends were his bandmates.
@ArthurLeywin_11 ай бұрын
I feel so sorry for him
@mauswaffles7 ай бұрын
It was divorce, not disowned. The family in this is video is his father’s remarriage i believe, when he was 14/15. He didn’t sleep under the bridge. And he did have one non-musician friend Jesse.
@BeefEthan3 жыл бұрын
This is great only one thing he was left handed
@rheannabloomfield43293 жыл бұрын
Actually Kurt was right handed but he played with his left hand
@silhouettoofaman29353 жыл бұрын
@@rheannabloomfield4329 So, ambidextrous?
@rheannabloomfield43293 жыл бұрын
@@silhouettoofaman2935 basically ig
@josh89573 жыл бұрын
Lefties unite
@bobashbaugh25313 жыл бұрын
Sinistra
@mollieephobia2 жыл бұрын
i was afraid to watch this in fear i might cry and i was right. when the song first started, i was bawling like a little baby. it really helps to know someone is/was going through something similar to me but at the same time i can’t help but feel bad for that very reason
@cc-un9mj2 ай бұрын
love ya, Mr. Kurt
@pinkvomit62803 жыл бұрын
I've played this 43 times today
@FiveLeefClovr2 жыл бұрын
whoever is animating these needs to be making movies. i swear this moved me more than anything has in so so long
@Eraldo_Coil Жыл бұрын
Well these are taken from a movie. Well more of a documentary, called Montage Of Heck.
@okxack31992 ай бұрын
This documentary was so amazing
@jakubport73613 жыл бұрын
I love this so much. This song is one of the most melancholic things I've ever seen and heard.
@Leon-eh5zc Жыл бұрын
listening to this song Kurt Cobain's version is like I'm in a burning loneliness. his voice and guitar strum really describe the pain conveyed. my inspiration of all time Kurt Donald Cobain 1967-1994.
@leylaine0712 күн бұрын
I just realised what an algorithm is for. It's just showing you what you need and want. And our algorithm or you just showed yourself this video, so we can form a community. It just makes so much sense if you take your time. :)
@popgpocket_p99062 жыл бұрын
Dude I loved this and enjoyed watching every second of it. Truly needed this, thank you.
@chloejay22462 жыл бұрын
i've listened to this every morning when i'm getting ready. i don't know what it is about it but it has made my days go by so much faster and better
@lucywuci7 сағат бұрын
i’m 6 month sober, rent is due, i don’t know how much longer i can go. drugs screwed me over, and it seems music is the only way to take me away from my problems. don’t do drugs kids, adults, etc. i wish you all the best in life, much love.
@swishofficialyoutube3 жыл бұрын
I love what he did to this song. This is art.
@EvanCanSee3 жыл бұрын
May the KZbin algorithm be with you my friend
@kurtkombajn76233 жыл бұрын
i love it ngl
@Christine1958_Oldcar6 ай бұрын
These home recordings are so eerie and haunting.
@estefaniaa30373 жыл бұрын
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS OMFG
@alexandriaorcld63653 жыл бұрын
this is a deep cut. thank you for this.
@get_wrx96184 ай бұрын
I hit rock bottom a few months ago. Got help from a therapist after trying to un-alive myself. Got myself going good for a short time, but im ready to go again. The world we live in is progressively getting worse. Its better if go now rather than sit here and ponder "what i shouldve done". Not all are meant to be here myself included
@isaywhateveriwantandyougot74213 ай бұрын
I know the feeling, I've been there as well. And while I can't force you not to do anything crazy, I can only say that taking an early end isn't gonna solve anything. It's only going to hurt the people who love you and rid the world of another soul capable of making a difference. You matter, always will!
@K-aR-Oh3 жыл бұрын
Two of my favourite artists, both LEGENDS from all times John Lennon and Kurt Cobain. 🤘🏻🎸✌🏻
@peecondom67293 жыл бұрын
I also love John Lennon and Kurt
@Eraldo_Coil Жыл бұрын
But didn’t Paul McCartney right the majority of this song?
@K-aR-Oh Жыл бұрын
@@Eraldo_Coil I want to say it was 50/50 but Lennon wrote more best hits and he sings better imo
@ritvikabhardwaj3 жыл бұрын
This is insanely beautiful. Eccentric. Detailed with so much love for the Kurt. Wow! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@Loseph2up2 жыл бұрын
The little details added in this are great! Like him under the bridge, I live near where he grew up and he used to go under that bridge do drugs and write music
@jcrocky7 ай бұрын
I can’t tell you how much I want to cry listening to this when I think a little bit about my past and things I did recently that I have huge regrets and shame about, but no matter what I just can’t shed a tear. Even though Kurt was a pathetic junkie, he still tried to get through life as best as he could with music and he even had a daughter who sadly is never gonna get to know her legendary musician of a father who unfortunately struggled with a heroin addiction. On April 5th, 1994 before he died, he wrote a suicide note that said “I have it good, very good, and I’m grateful, but since the age of seven, I’ve become hateful towards all humans in general… Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I’m too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don’t have the passion anymore, and so remember, it’s better to burn out than to fade away.” Which was found stabbed to a pile of potting soil with a ballpoint pen by his body, then he had his favorite beer, hooked himself up on a dose of heroin, and finally grabbed the shotgun and pretty much ended Nirvana just like that. The legendary band will still continue to live on in our hearts as long as we continue to listen and share his songs with others. R.I.P Kurt Cobain 1967 ~ 1994 🎸🖤💔
@James-V3 жыл бұрын
"I don’t have the passion anymore, and so remember, it’s better to burn out than to fade away." -*KURT*
@smucklehead893 жыл бұрын
That's a neil young quote man, not Kurt's words
@James-V3 жыл бұрын
@@smucklehead89 sorry< Neil Young said "It's Better not to burn out than to fade away" But i was just Commenting what KURT said in his words. Sorry thanks for telling me
@smucklehead893 жыл бұрын
@@James-V all good : )
@ishartedpants46052 жыл бұрын
this is literally the best animation i have seen in my entire life it tells a lot
@theofficialgrindset1013 жыл бұрын
this animation style is amazing
@SillyiswhereXanagoes4 ай бұрын
THIS ANIMATION IS THE MOST INSANE FUCKING THUNG IVE EVER SEEN ITS SO INSANELY GOOD HOLY
@user-ub5nh5hh6p3 жыл бұрын
It's so magical, i just was seeing some funny vids and i suddenly clicked, and the feeling that he brought to me was SO BIG, i felt his feelings accompanied by notes and it hit me so hard.
@ClothildeDECONINCK11 ай бұрын
C'est tellement émouvant... je trouve que la voix de Kurt est chargée d'une mélancolie profonde, une sorte de mal-être enfouie au plus profond de son être. En tous cas, je pense que c'est le plus bel hommage que l'on puisse faire à un personnage aussi tourmenté que Kurt Cobain.
@panzerfaust91 Жыл бұрын
I just love how this whole video pretty much sums up what my life is like. that's why Kurt is my hero, because I've felt his pain no matter what im going through. RIP Kurt D. Cobain
@Carcosahead3 жыл бұрын
This sounds more depressing than romantic
@beepb00p788 ай бұрын
i once recorded a and i love her cover while it was raining... this is the vibe..
@starlee_jeanna22 күн бұрын
Rare Kurt Cobain Sounds That Heal Me 🎶🥰💔😕 RIP Legend
@rmbea3 жыл бұрын
the animation is beautiful and the home recordings add so much realness to everything. soso good!
@zcu_hcu9318 Жыл бұрын
Thinking back to a couple years ago when I couldn't listen to anything other than Nirvana and old recordings of Kurt's "home recordings" I found myself searching the internet everyday finding old videos and recordings and live performances and so forth but this cover of "And I love her" by the Beatles really stuck with me over the years. Just the such original new sound brought to such a beautiful song really connects well, the raw recording of just Kurt and his guitar is truly magical in my opinion.
@number1Don2 жыл бұрын
The most incredible video on youtube. Nobody, can create; or depict this. You have. Kurt would be proud.
@cwebb67373 жыл бұрын
This animation reminds me so much of myself. And the so g hits even harder…. R.I.P Kurt Cobain, Legend, and beautiful human being
@crystalmeth10333 жыл бұрын
this is very good, deserves more views🤨
@gracie_doesnt_say_much10 ай бұрын
The transition from the train to the sunlight absolutely crushed me
@uevenmkbra84293 жыл бұрын
This is the first time in a long time I’ve listened to this song. The first women I fell in love dedicated this song (the Beatles version) to us. It hurts. I cry every time I listen to this. I’m so in love with her. But i guess it was never meant to be. I’m not sure if she ever felt the same as I did. I feel so passionately about how much I love her. This song will always hold its meaning. And I’ll never forget the way she made me feel. I
@foreverwander03203 жыл бұрын
Loss of our first love can hurt like nothing else. Someday the pain will be dulled and you’ll love again. For now, find solace that your current pain connects you will every other heart who has ever loved and lost. We all understand. 🤍
@em_3tic3 жыл бұрын
i hope you love again
@uevenmkbra84293 жыл бұрын
@@em_3tic thank you. I’m currently in a relationship now. Doing better my mind does sometimes wonder towards her but. This new woman. She is very good to me. It’s kinda scary lol
@em_3tic3 жыл бұрын
@@uevenmkbra8429 don't sweat it :) you deserve to be treated well!
@uevenmkbra84293 жыл бұрын
@@em_3tic thank you man means a lot hearing that. That relationship completely destroyed me and how I viewed myself. I’m recovering well. Thank you.
@theirs59493 жыл бұрын
Damn this is surprisingly good animation and a documentary I actually want to watch, this is amazing, Kurt was legendary, and you can only dream
@goldenbarnacles41213 жыл бұрын
Never had too much of a problem with drugs. Liked coke a bit too much so I quit it years ago. I’ve always struggled with mental addictions and illnesses. Being bipolar with high anxiety, always found gaming as an easy escape, my feeling of comfort at home. Now I’m at a point where I’m struggling to balance that bit of comfort and daily life. Sometimes you dont need drugs to be fighting battles in your head everyday.