Yup. Still can’t get through this without crying… but that’s the point. I listen when o need to let out the tears but can’t, and when I need a reminder that we are not alone. Each story like this is different yet the feelings are always the same. It becomes hard to pinpoint why you’re just angry and scared and can’t pull yourself out sometimes when you’re an adult, but it’s because you spend so much time having to hide it, either because you were told to stop lying, or you were told to stop bringing everyone down and ‘blaming others for your shit,’ or because it just hurts too much to let anyone know because you can just see it on their face that they can’t think of anything else about you. The latter is what I hate the most right now for some reason, though it changes. I cannot imagine how much it hurt to go through this and write a song about it, but I’m glad it exists for those of us who were children living a nightmare.
@hazydazed Жыл бұрын
Yeah, Angel Haze expresses the experience and the anger you're left with better than anyone. I know what you mean about the way people look at you and you realise all they see is the fact you were abused. It's not their fault, they just don't know how to deal. I didn't tell anyone when I was at Uni for this reason, and it was the right decision. I wish I could say something that could help. I'm 55 now and went through the therapists and shit in my 30's. It helped in making me aware of the damage the abuse had done to me, but it cannot be fixed. All I can say is that things get easier as time passes, and please try to not let the abuse you suffered as a child define your whole life. As I type I know that doesn't help. Best wishes and don't let the bastards grind you down.
@melTTPD4 ай бұрын
This woman literally just made me reflect on all my flaws and life choices and now I’m a better person. Thank you so much angel Hayes.
@Thishouseisaprisononplanetbs11 ай бұрын
She speaks for all of the ones of us that are to scared too speak for ourselves
@beautifullovelyday7 ай бұрын
All of those who get blocked for being too real
@prometheus19017 ай бұрын
There's too many to mention...there's a true ill in society when this is so prevalent.
@KamiSwift-sn4zl8 ай бұрын
I heard this on Sirius XM like 11yrs ago & been rocking w angel haze since then 💯🔥
@miketrujillo36779 ай бұрын
I've been listening to this for almost 8 years jeez love angel haze
@FranciscaGandore2 жыл бұрын
Too bad it's not on Spotify...good story telling
@thecaptainsxyt8 ай бұрын
Eminem's og version is good, but this version is really fucking raw.
@ScienceMarriesSpirit Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your truth and divine light through this music. Keep speaking against these evils, the Matrix, I’ll programming and reminding women who went through this that we are part of a team that will exact revenge and divine NOT on the flawed men who hurt us, but the system that created them and will restore Love and Light here ❤
@kayleighrimmer65947 ай бұрын
Girl power, go angel
@beautifullovelyday7 ай бұрын
The war on the divine feminine this woman's a soldier
@sklba6322 жыл бұрын
That hurt to listen to. I hope she's doing good now.
@cherrylwarwicker1738 Жыл бұрын
My past, you nailed it, I might not have been bleeding from my butt, but you got the rest I was only a child and it's only now my dad is being charged properly after all these years
@manictohystericall7400 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤❤ wish u the best
@chloeeyhargreavess3 ай бұрын
Its been a while since this comment so I hope you see this, I'm proud of you, and the world is a better place with you in it ❤️
@kayleighrimmer65947 ай бұрын
Couldn’t have said it any better myself 😢😢😢😢, ohhh the anger inside
@prometheus19014 ай бұрын
We should all be angry that this happens to anyone 🤬🤬👺😡😡
@A.R.C.C.Z8 ай бұрын
Man. I listened the first time @ 14 years old… here I am 11 years later. As an uncle it’s sickening. Changed my view of men, and I’m a dude 😂😂😂
@prometheus19017 ай бұрын
Facts it happens more than we know...SICK!!
@naomirobitaille40902 ай бұрын
I like this version better than eminem version.. very raw.. thank you for opening up in your music
@fionafrancesca65932 жыл бұрын
My guardian angel
@KaraDeitz-h1e10 ай бұрын
still here angel! ❤️
@bridgetlogsdon45292 ай бұрын
U and I r soul sisters I'm 48 years old and never in life have I felt more connected and have been through all you make me see what my anger means I need to thank you nothing has reached me like this
@kayleighrimmer65947 ай бұрын
A buffet for two…!!!! 😢😢😢😢😢😢
@AGoddessNameLi2 ай бұрын
Okay POV: Aaliyah’s hometown was New York, and she came to Detroit, Angel Hazes hometown is Detroit, and she went to New York. Maybe I’m reaching, but the resemblance…
@kayleighrimmer65947 ай бұрын
My life
@Trinity-o3b12 жыл бұрын
Angle Haze whole album is Tha Truth...
@Heremmkh2 жыл бұрын
epic one which is nobody knows
@vinnyfromvenus81887 ай бұрын
go off
@MercyGraceFavour Жыл бұрын
😢😢😢❤❤❤❤
@tammyyoung2125 Жыл бұрын
❤🔥
@kayleighrimmer65947 ай бұрын
We have fight, read with anger 😢😢😢😢❤❤❤❤
@denniswerner21010 ай бұрын
❤ 🤞
@ChristineEmser-v4v4 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@cherrylwarwicker1738 Жыл бұрын
Makes me think, there's always someone worse off or been thru worse than me , hell I was 4 when my daddy started on me ..
@baileymoran8585 Жыл бұрын
Sorry to see someone else who relates all too well. I first heard this about 7 years ago after going through some adult traumas that made me sort of hit a wall. I couldn’t run from my fucked up childhood. Shit like this makes me wonder about the shit that people with a platform, who’ve shared similar horrors, never share. It makes me wonder about kids now dealing with this shit and nobody is doing anything. ‘Accept what you can cause it makes your story better when you read it. The end.’
@Lxrzo11 ай бұрын
i cant even believe that people are so evil to do stuff like this
@FayAlexGG2 жыл бұрын
Some of yall out here with a whole pity party not realizing there are folks out here actually going through some shit. Living with demons and memories that refuse to leave.
@nicolehasting9995 Жыл бұрын
Agreed!
@prometheus19017 ай бұрын
Real talk
@50000DSI6 ай бұрын
~🦾💡🏆🏆🏆🦾Sorry about what happened to U...Send Healing-&-Heart-Energy to U.. LOVE❤️
@user-tb4el1sr1q Жыл бұрын
Hey where he at who is he how old was you well I would… and not get caught like slice and in moufessess
@kayleighrimmer65947 ай бұрын
Look at me now, ha ha ha , I am who i am
@jerseymediavideos580110 ай бұрын
Bars🦾❣️❣️🖤😮💨
@thehellokittybaddies6 ай бұрын
......
@shannonxpennywise Жыл бұрын
Disturbing.
@user-tb4el1sr1q Жыл бұрын
I’m a goddamn orphan and I could teach you a whole new alphabet of cuss words so rap on baby girl
@codedlulu88218 жыл бұрын
Ok I'll cheq out your shit but Please don't be azelia banks just please
@TheEarthRealm2 жыл бұрын
???
@paigebeaule39992 жыл бұрын
Her and azelia actually have beef lol
@ninapilgrim Жыл бұрын
She's not.
@Thishouseisaprisononplanetbs Жыл бұрын
Who gives a shit. She is brave . I was molested at 5. Been through a lot of shit.This woman is strong, and I applaud her. Thank you, for being brave, for all of us.