Why I'm Leaving PAKISTAN UPDATE: Heart, Job, Next Country

[@AngelaCarson]

This is only now the 4th time I've cried out of 440 videos!!! Crazy 💔 If you'd like to follow my day-to-day moments, please check out Instagram Story: instagram.com/angelacarson.xo

[@farrukhismail]

Heart breaking story Angela. It gives me a jolt in the end. You tried your best to stay in Pakistan. It didn’t work. You are in my prayers. I wish you all the best in Malaysia. God bless you.

[@xyzxg721]

@@farrukhismail کیا ہوا ہے ؟ آپ اردو میں بتاسکتے ہیں اینجلا کارسن کیوں پاکستان چھوڑ رہی ہے؟

[@AngelaCarson]

@@farrukhismail thanks so much. I hope to start putting out vlogs again now that I've got my life path back -- more or less -- sorted :-) Have a great week ahead!

[@AngelaCarson]

@@xyzxg721 there should be subtitles added by KZbin to my videos ....can you get them in Urdu?

[@waqarkhan25]

thanks again for the heart emoji

[@JetLagWarriors]

We love you❤️ Excited for your adventure in Malaysia. We loved it there😊 Remember that everything happens for a reason….

[@dianegreig4627]

Agree.

[@AngelaCarson]

Yeah, have a list already of where I'm eating and drinking the first month hahahahha Sending big hugs to you both, thank y0ou. Have you met up with Gigi and Mike yet?

[@AngelaCarson]

Thank you so much!!

[@Qmikn]

We will miss you allot 🥺

[@naveedazhar1215]

A positive comments from a positive person Steve

[@2244ization]

It’s so heartbreaking to see you crying maam , I still say your words to every other person that the image of balochistan is same in Pakistan as Pakistan’s in outer world , I feel so sad to hear this I wish we could do something to make You feel better . Love and blessing .

[@AngelaCarson]

That is so kind, thank you. I will miss Balochistan the most

[@umarpuar]

Sad to know that you’re leaving Angela, you’ll definitely be missed in 🇵🇰. By your vlogs we saw the places that we didn’t know really exist in our country, you showed us far flung and serene areas. Hope this time of your stay would always remain in your heart and for the good reasons. Plz do write a book about this part of the world, we will definitely look forward to it. Best wishes for your future life in Malaysia and wish to see you back here soon In sha Allah. Much 💗❤️ and prayers 🤲

[@AngelaCarson]

Thanks a ton, that made me really smile. So kind. Wishing you well Umar

[@johcmit]

You are such a strong person! Things will get better.

[@rositalondon6439]

i did not want to leave pakistan,i reluctantly boarded the plane while leaving from Pakistan, I was just crying like you, the same thing happened to me

[@Maha420]

You helped me see my country from far away and your love for Pakistan really warms my heart. Thank you for always being so gracious, kind and open. I hope you'll be back soon but I'm also looking forward to seeing Malaysia through your eyes too! Cheers to new adventures

[@AngelaCarson]

That really makes me happy to hear, thank you :-) And for saying you look forward to seeing Malaysia video :-) Yay! Have a great weekend

[@dimitrygornomelikov3146]

Don’t cry Angela, you’ve done so much. You’re leaving but you’ll be in their hearts forever

[@gemmabenson6426]

Awww I really admire you Angela, such an inspiration and have loved your Pakistani adventures, so amazing! I’m 100% sure this won’t be the last time you are in Pakistan, it’s only a beginning! I would give anything to go back to KL so enjoy every moment of this new adventure, you go my girl! Much love ❤️

[@AngelaCarson]

Yeahhhhhh the excitement dangling in front of me of living back in KL again is keeping me moving forward :-) Much love and big hugs x (thank you!)

[@ayeshasiddiqui8846]

I wish you nothing but the best in your life, just remember Pakistan loves you, stay strong and safe.. ❣️❣️❣️❣️

[@iTalha]

Angela, I am praying for you. It’s not a platform where I am comfortable to open-up. I am also going through a rough patch in my life. We all are in our own ways. I am not sure about other things but there is one thing Pakistan let you learn. It doesn’t matter how hard life come at you never lose hope, courage and a smile. People have no money but they will serve you the best dinner you can ever have, people have no car but they will take you to a trip you can never forget. People who have no arms or legs will lift you at the highest you ever were. Don’t Give up

[@AngelaCarson]

LOVE THAT, thank you for adding to the conversation here in such a beautiful way x

[@RA-vs1xc]

I hope that you will leave Pakistan with the good memories and experience you had here. Wish you all the best. Thanks for visiting Pakistan.

[@hello__saad]

❤️💪stay strong

[@minhaljafri3128]

remain calm, stay strong. you got this angela! ❤

[@zahidali3396]

Hey angela mam ....you are so nice Recently (now 9/9/2021) I delivered your parcel from DHA phase 6 to Omar hospital jail road Lahore .. and you gave me extra tip So nice and humble person... Thanks a lot and welcome to Pakistan

[@AngelaCarson]

You are very welcome, thanks for kind message :-)

[@atifbashir1408]

Just remember one thing Pakistan loves u 🇵🇰❤ hope u will come back again, settle down here and call Pakistan as ur home 👍👌😊

[@syedmazharuddin8308]

Really Heartbreaking, but who knows what GOOD is in store for you at your next destination - I only will remember you as a STRONG person and I believe you will overcome all of this or My Prayers that some MIRACLE would happen - Keeping my fingers crossed - Be Strong and Positive Minded - Insha-Allah things will fall into place

[@AngelaCarson]

that's very kind, thank you Syed

[@ziaahmad3429]

Thank you Angela ❤️ we will miss you and your videos

[@mohammadkhan5663]

We love you Angela. Do cheer up! Don’t worry about it. Things will turn out well soon. You’re a great and amazing person. Pakistan thanks for your stunning promotional videos for your hard work.

[@fahadahmed3309]

Pakistan will forever hold a piece of your heart and vice versa. All the very best for the future and you're always welcome back here and each time with an open heart. Lots of love and good wishes.

[@ImmyandTani]

Sending lots of love your way x

[@rakhshandahkassar5404]

Don't lose you hope, just keep coming back to Pakistan it will work itself out for you inshallah.

[@haseeb_ahmed]

Hey Angela! Everything happens for a reason and this may be the best for who knows what will happen in future. I wish you all the best of luck for your journey ahead. STAY STRONG. Pakistan loves you always!

[@kmbdigitalinc]

So sorry to hear you are leaving and didn't work out as planned. All things happen for a reason and who knows..you could be back as you mentioned! I look forward to your adventures in Malaysia and all the best. :)

[@masoodusa]

I wish you all the best for your future endeavors. Wherever you go whatever your plans are my prayers and blessings are with you. We Pakistanis love you

[@umairali8738]

As a Pakistani, I am seriously astonished that the tourists/Foreigners need NCOC to visit Balochistan & you are the first youtuber who have promoted so much Balochistan and it's really sad to watch that alot have happend with you in that short time. Be Strong & I hope you will through that very soon. Good Luck for your next Adventure of life.

[@AngelaCarson]

Thank you,, Umar, I truly appreciate those kind words.

[@okkkkkkkkkey]

Hey man this ncoc is for tourist security as well as Pakistan's security... Cooperate with police of Pakistan, don't get mad... Who will take responsibility if tourists will get any harm...

[@umairali8738]

@@okkkkkkkkkey No one is gonna harm tourists as well as Pakistanis. Pakistan is a safe country why anicipation with balchoistan if that is the problem then other proviences also must have rule of ncoc approval

[@okkkkkkkkkey]

@@umairali8738 we r not talking about Balochistan but we know what india is doing inside Balochistan.. Who knows what india can do...

[@allenmaccarthy7108]

I hurts to see you in so much pain and sadness, but not all people are bad, you will meet your sole mate somewhere down the road, stay strong.

[@hamzashafique5226]

Best of luck for your future. Doesn't matter wherever you live. Be happy. You'll always hold a place in our hearts. Hope you will visit Pakistan soon again.

[@nriaz766]

Pakistan is a hard nut to crack...I believe you gave in too soon...Pakistan with all its craziness is a beautiful country..which telented people like your self can help showcase and encourage positively....heres hoping you'll change your mind and stay🙏🙏🙏🙏💞💞💞

[@wobblebasslover]

I am so sorry to hear that and no one deserves this . But ur brave and independent women . Stay strong . Lots of love ❤️

[@martaemilly7467]

Com amor do Brasil para todos os meus irmãos paquistaneses. 🇧🇷❤🇵🇰

[@armaanilyas3185]

Obregada ❤️

[@zamansyed86]

I have been following your hotel reviews for sometime now . As a Pakistani living in Australia , I thank you for loving my country and its people. It was hard to see someone cry to live in a country which I left 10 years ago to settle in Australia. I wish you the best and I hope one day you will settle in Pakistan and call it your home . Thanks again for all kind words towards my country .

[@mohammedalikhan6381]

I am so sorry to hear about your relationship breakup and your visa issues in Pakistan. Everything happens for a reason and I’m sure something better is waiting, In Sha Allah.

[@monawarshah9163]

I'm sorry that you are moving on ,you have give me so many good memories ,I pray the almighty keep you safe and well , please do come back to see us stay safe my sister

[@AngelaCarson]

:-) I appreciate that

[@monawarshah9163]

I have enjoyed all your videos including when you had your surgery and how brave you was , I will try my best to follow you ,may I make a humble request please stay if you can ,but my sister you have to do what's right for you may Allah bless your for coming into ours lifes

[@Ella-vo8xz]

You made the right decision best wait until it’s the right time to settle in Pakistan!… looking forward to your Malaysia vlogs! ❤️❤️😊

[@AngelaCarson]

thank you!!!! Sending a big hug

[@anasshah11]

You are always welcome back girl❤️🙏

[@haroonrazaofficial]

Awww!!! I am so sorry to hear about the guy who did this shit with you. But your love for #Pakistan is just as good as this country. We have started loving you. Much love & Respect🤗

[@adnanimtiaz8705]

We love you ... I know it was really hard for u ... we all Pakistani love ur sincere efforts ... some devil broke ur heart ... visa issues etc but he has to be ashamed wat he did to u ... We ll keep loving u n follow ur other adventures ... i m heart broken 💔 Love u and keep it up

[@salmankureishi]

Hang in there. Good luck with your future plans

[@abidnawazdogar2518]

we will miss you and hope you came back 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@Ash.D.123]

Awe....plzzzz don't go.....we all love you....and gonna miss your vlogs.....this is such a sad news 😢

[@raat420]

Support you for being so gentle and nice. Please do not get hurt by peoples bad comments.

[@khanwh1]

Hi Angela I will be very sad to see you leave Pakistan but I wish you good luck where ever you go and what ever you do.

[@fullmoon7786]

We Pakistanis are proud of you Angela ! Thanks 👍

[@rajasajjad167]

Stay calm and enjoy life. Life is beautiful and try to make it more beautiful 😍. Pakistan zindabad.

[@KashifJan73]

Appreciate and so good to see you and your work

[@muhammad9211]

Heart touching messages Thanks for showing Pakistan to the world

[@nailaiffat1578]

Plz dont go plz stay here we love you ❤ cant see you crying like this😞😞

[@rulhalfelven]

I was one of the few people who actually wished you chose Malaysia back then when you got your work visa approved. But everything happens for a reason. Hope you get to enjoy your remaining time in Pakistan, and looking forward to your new adventure!

[@AngelaCarson]

Ohhhhh 80% of people in my life -- maybe more -- said to choose Malaysia but I was too in awe of Pakistan to listen ;-) The first country I travelled solo (in my Jeep Wrangler at 21) was Mexico. I love exploring places like Boznia and Tunisia more than mainstream countries .... this felt right. BUT I WAS WRONG haha (sadly). Thanks though, yes will make the best of the rest of the time I have here :-)

[@farhajaward9728]

Salams angela sad to see you upset, I can relate to what you are going through.May Allah heal your heart and make you stronger. A prayer from another broken heart

[@samaashob]

This breaks my heart, inside out. We need people like you who spread positivity but I think we don't deserve that. Yesterday when I saw your Community post photograph, the caption itself made me sad and broken, I couldn't help but gathered some strength to watch this video and while watching it I feel completely devastated. I am sorry that things did not work out well for you here. Hoping in future the situation is better and formalities are easier to meet so that we don't loose beautiful and humble people like you. Please know that wherever you are, you will be in my prayers. You are one wonderful person who deserves love and respect. Sending you so much love and as usual, lots of positivity for further planning with your life 🌺🤲

[@MuhammadImran-lt9bm]

Hello, THANK YOU for your kind words about my country and its people, highly appreciated. You are always more than welcome , to visit again when ever you wish to do so. Wish you all the best in life ......

[@SephoraMAC]

You are doing great. You are human and you shared your raw thoughts and feelings. Don't be down for long. Enjoy your next adventure. Wishing you all the best. 😊👍

[@mohammadkhan5663]

You did a great job for promoting Pakistan & showed around stunning places in our country. Thanks for sharing it. Keep it up!!! Don’t lose hopes!!! We pray for you. Please keep your documentation updated, especially your visa status with the corresponding authorities. Get NOC before traveling to Baluchistan.

[@protectkashmirmovementboyc7252]

Pakistan is your home and Pakistanis are your family ,hope return home soon

[@jasonau1573]

My wife and I continue to follow your journey - both your travel and personal videos comprise the entire journey. We wish you all the best, regardless of where life takes you next . Cheers!

[@AngelaCarson]

Thank you so much!

[@imrananjum4295]

when i see you are crying i was shocked that whats happens with you some thing bad but after watching video feeling happy and proud.........you are our guest and we love and respect you from our hearts

[@hassanwasim6349]

Sorry to see you leave like this. Hopefully, anything that effected you negatively will not cloud your judgement about the rest of Pakistan and it’s people. We love you and wish you all the best. Peace and light .

[@rizwanaimran9890]

hi Angela its sad to see you sad i am pakistani living in uk naver seen pakistan before as you have showed its Amazing you have done great job thanks to you please be happy for pakistani who loved you respect you and was nice to you take care

[@rationale309]

Hope your stay was good. And good people like you will keep coming.

[@haroonrashid9792]

Best wishes to you Angela! It’s been a joy following along with your adventures and I am sad to see it come to this. As a Pakistani-American, I appreciated all your perspectives and relating life in Pakistan back to your home of California. Hopefully things have changed sufficiently in a couple years to have you back! Cheers.

[@faisalrehman7517]

We love you Pakistan is ur home Stay blessed AAMIN 💖

[@sereneity1]

You are such a nice sweet person.. Planet Earth needs people like you.. we can thank you enough for the hardwork you have done for us. You are brave and strong. Stay blessed

[@foodrecipes2547]

Hi Angela we. can understand your emoticons. You are moving away from the EYES but alway stay close to the HEART. we hope you will come again soon.

[@rahilahasan2934]

Angela I hate to see you suffer like that….. You are a very strong woman who is traveling alone and exploring all these new places…. Keep that strong sprit alive and God willing soon things will work out for the best … no tears please stay positive 🤞🏻❤️

[@Tekkenforlife9036]

sorry to hear about you leaving Pakistan, wish you all the best for your future and hope you will come back, inshallah

[@yeahehtheseguyseh3703]

The story is not over, I'm sure you'll have more amazing chapters about Pakistan in the future inshaAllah.

[@Aktavist1]

Thank you for your kindness & amazing support for Pakistan. We pray you are safe, find happiness and will be back soon.

[@abkh5780]

The rest of the people of Pakistan are still with you and love you so feel heart broken. Best of luck!

[@MARSCATanimations]

Sad to see you go but wishing you happiness. May God bless you. dont cry over that jerk. he doesn't deserve good soul like you.

[@rajenderperindia3957]

Very emotional video. I wish you all the best. I hope in future, you will be able to live in Pakistan permanently.

[@malang5958]

I know U will Come Back Stay Strong Brave lady all the best for future👍🏻😊

[@elisekarena]

All the best Angela and I hope your transition to Malaysia is a smooth one. I found your content from you KL days about 2 years ago and I’m secretly really happy you are coming back. An Aussie in KL ♥️

[@AngelaCarson]

Thank you so much! That put a huge smile on my face, so kind! How long have you been in KL?

[@elisekarena]

@@AngelaCarson 2 years now, but a lot of that has been inside a condo 😆 Really hope travel for vaccinated people will start soon and like you said no lengthy quarantine periods.

[@AngelaCarson]

@@elisekarena OMG I hear you. I was living on a small island in Indonesia before coming to Pakistan in November and hadn't left really for 9 months, only seeing my housekeeper and 2 neighbours for months hahahha I do not miss that. By the time I arrive to KL and exit quarantine, hoping the city is back open again. Stay happy and healthy :-)

[@elisekarena]

@@AngelaCarson yes we are all hoping for some more opportunities to get out and explore this country.

[@maiapup]

Much goodness and love to you and your friends/family... Thank you for sharing Pakistan (and your life) with us! 💕 💕

[@saeedullahyasinzai7715]

Angela you did a great job and with honesty to explore Pakistan actual image to the rest of world that Pakistan is a safe place for foreigners.God bless you and always be safe and sound .

[@rehman7618]

So sad to know you are leaving seeing this video broke my heart I rarely comments on KZbin videos but I did this time, I still hope and wish some thing comes up and you will be able to stay here

[@umersvlogs8296]

The way you have portrayed Pakistan and its beauty and its safe living and its people, none has done before like you. You are a Pakistani by heart. I can feel it. I have been watching your videos. You are such a good travelling. You ll be missed by us here. I loved your hotel reviews too much. ❣️

[@AngelaCarson]

ahhhh thank you :-)

[@tariqjalil230]

You are simply great, extremely sad to see to leaving our country,Allah willing you will come back soon

[@auceman]

Be strong dear ma'am, there is no word to describe your work. We always loved it and enjoy it. You have become our family member now. These hard things happen in everyone's life but i believe these hard things give us training for the better future... You will always live in our heart and i really hope to see again in Pakistan. Best of luck and stay bless

[@naseerahmad1248]

Sad news from you, ...but as you wish ...remember Pakistan... Best wishes for your better life.

[@harrismazari5484]

Thank you for being here. Hope a part of Pakistan lives with you where ever you go. We will surely miss you.

[@W.Ahmad007]

Angela your tears are genuine. You are a nice and beautiful person. We really love you alot. We will be waiting for you to come back here in Pakistan.

[@abdulrasheedphulpoto5957]

Very sad to hear this.... I'm very sorry.... Please visit Sindh as well... I welcome you ... And thanks to come here.. take care alooooooot

[@harisabbasi1]

Angela, best of luck and I hope and wish everything works out for you as you like. Love from Pakistan & Canada. 👍 It was sad to see you in this mood after watching so many of your positive videos. Hope you still have any possibility to think about your best option, but whatever you decide, Best of luck. 👍 Thanks

[@Ennkay1]

Hey Angela, It’s very heartbreaking to see you cry. I am so sorry to hear what happened on the personal front. I hope that experience does not in any way take away from the memorable moments you have had while filming your videos all over Pakistan and bringing it to us. I hope you understand that Pakistan loves you. May be it’s not the right time. And who knows perhaps in the near future things might change for the better. Stay blessed and know that you have friends here. Chin up sweetie. Tc.

[@AngelaCarson]

thank youuuuuuu x

[@Lic51]

Having being a foreigner and traveler, Pakistan and Baluchistan it has something special. I miss it and I relate so much to your sadness. Wishing you the best!

[@moodwithfood5]

We can't thnk u Angela... U really did a great job... Believe me i was so happy to hear that u ll be living in Pakistan but after watching today's vlog the heart is blue... Stay blessed Stay strong Pakistaniz love u

[@chelseemalik7155]

Oh no. Its break my heart too. I am so sorry for that. I wish i am there and help you😔

[@fakhraamin667]

Dear angela we love you and your content, you have been to thoose places in Balochistan where we never knew about, thanks for showing the beauty of Balochistan and Pakistan....really gonna miss you...

[@naeemashraf5321]

Angela carson is now a true pakistani by heart 🥰😍🤩love you sis ,pakistan love you ❤

[@janetwatkins3794]

I’m feeling your sadness Angela but happy that you’re returning to Malaysia, connecting again with old friends will do a lot for your mental well-being. 21 days quarantine does seem excessive, however in Australia we’ve found that this more infectious Delta variant has been detected on day 15. I can’t wait for the day that I can travel to Malaysia and finally meet you for happy hour. Stay safe, stay strong xoxo

[@AngelaCarson]

Hi Janet, thanks for all of that. Yes, maybe I am overlooking the Delta variant's contriution to the expanded quarantine stay, I'll Google it :-) Hope you are doing well and wonderful x

[@StayPositive-d9u]

While I go and re-go through your vlogs, I wonder how are you doing and where are you these days. I hope and I pray for the very best to happen to you!

[@bizzlesnizzle1134]

You can leave but whenever you choose to comeback just know that we’ll be here, always. Pakistan will forever love and cherish you, no matter which part of the world you are in. You are special to us, thank you for visiting our country. Pakistan loves you ❤️❤️❤️

[@AngelaCarson]

Very sweet, thank youuuuu

[@MrWildernessgirl]

Maylasia sounds amazing. I have good friends there. I haven’t been yet but hope to next year. I loved Singapore. Here’s to misadventures and life leading us in right direction. I’m sure amazing things await.

[@batooljaffer1212]

It's a very sad story....you love my Country, we love you....something will be good happens for you in the future..inshaallah. Keep going.

[@hmtrainingz]

That guy doesn’t deserve you ! & yes heart breaks are not cool… n u certainly did not deserve tht.. ! Lots of love & prayers coming your way .. I’m sure K.L will be awsome for you .. :) take care & never stop smiling .. luv from Lahore.

[@reiskhan5860]

I truly wish the best for you. HOPE is very important. Don’t give up on HOPE, because HOPE never give up on YOU. Having a mental issue, heartbroken and setbacks is very hard. I have been through this. Dear sister I can take your pain away but I will pray for the health abs especially for you soul. N my ay you gave peace in your life. I am truly truly Grateful for your blog vlog which are very dignified. Please look after your self. Where ever the wind notetaking be present and gracious to you as you have been to Pakistan. I apologise for your heartbreak that happened in Pakistan. To love life you have to take the hurdles in life with you and in you. I pray that your soul stay strong and time brings love of life for you. Ameen.

[@raat420]

Loved your love for your great travel vlogs. Your love for Pakistan.

[@quldibaloch34]

I hope you return to Pakistan with happiness and thank you for all your videos in Pakistan, they were just something else which we’ve never seen before

[@Kidsfunz-o9j]

I am Pakistani from Lahore living in the UK. I followed and loved your adventure in Pakistan. I am thankful to you for sharing such wonderful information about Pakistan. We would miss you. Come back soon. Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️ for you